the more feminine he gets the more i love him

BTS Reaction: You're Not Stereotypically Feminine

Requested: Yes

Warnings: None

A/N: I am so tired that I may die

Suga: Would not think much about it. He doesn’t mind either way… if you are very girl or very not girly, I don’t imagine he’d have much of a reaction.

Jin: It would take some getting used to for him. I always think of him with someone more stereotypically feminine and… domestic I guess? It wouldn’t be a dealbreaker or anything of the sort, but it’d be different for him.

Rap Monster: He wouldn’t hate it or love it. It would just be you as you are and that’s enough for him, like Suga. Expect a lot more attention if you do dress up. He wouldn’t be able to leave you alone.

J-Hope: Finds it endearing. Doesn’t mind if you aren’t feminine. Will do things that you enjoy to spend time with you. Will exaggerate when you dress up. Things like pretending to have a heart attack and taking 700 pictures.

Jimin: A lot like Hobi. Is impressed that you are unapologetically yourself. Will play sports with you and go on adventures.

Taehyung: Actually loves it. Will wrestle with you. Will play video games with you. Doesn’t mind getting dirty either, and is glad to have someone as a bestfriend and s/o.

Jungkook: Is perplexed at first. Becomes close friends with you before developing feelings. You spend a lot of time together and do everything together. Is used to liking very feminine girls. Probably starts seeing you in another light when he sees you dressed up.


Got7 | When Their GF is Shipped With Another Member

You work at JYP and after your relationship was outed they were asked questions about you and after that because of how they described you or what questions they had answered or even your clothing style in pictures when you had been caught together out and about fans had began to ship you when another member.

I don’t think Mark would be that concerned when you started getting shipped with Jackson. It would probably irritate him more if they commented how someone with a more feminine style would “look better” with him. He wouldn’t care about your style as long as you were happy with not only yourself, but happy with him.

*sees a post of you and him on one of his days off* “We were going to the skate park…is she supposed to wear a dress for that…I just…mmmm…..”

Originally posted by yugyeom

In an interview he had mentioned that you were kind of a hyperactive person and once you got talking on a topic you loved, it was hard to get you to stop and you would sometimes go into random fits of laughter. Jaebum, though he sometimes wondered how you could possibly talk that fast loved that about you. That you were so passionate about things that is got you excited like that. 

But because of that you started getting shipped with BamBam….I think it would bother BamBam more that it would him because we know how much he takes it to heart when something bad or possibly upsetting is said on social media.

“I’m sorry, hyung…you know I would never do anything, right?” BamBam said, after reading the comments on Twitter.

“Yeah BamBam…I know,” he replied.

Originally posted by jehbum

I think that Jackson might get a little jealous hearing/seeing you get shipped Jaebum. I can see him as being a guy that when he’s in a relationship is carefree and wants to make things fun, but at the same time is protective of the girl he’s with. He of course has all the respect in the world for Jaebum, but he still can’t let the jealous feeling slide.

“It was just the fans letting their imaginations run wild,” you said stepping off the treadmill, “I love you and only you and you know that.” For the last hour after his meeting with Jaebum he had had this brooding expression on his face and you knew why.

“You should only be shipped with me,” he said with a slight pout.

Protective…but pouty…

 Please ignore the subs

Originally posted by defwang

Since Jinyoung is a relatively chill person…he’s probably not gonna let it bother him. If he sees anything about it on Twitter he’ll probably find it hilarious that you were shipped with Yugyeom; but you aren’t dating Yugyeom and you only see him as a friend/brother, so the fact that the fans shipped you two wouldn’t bother him.

Originally posted by umma-jy

Like Jinyoung I can see him getting amused by the situation more than anything and even reading you some of the posts of Twitter just to show you how funny it is that you got shipped with Mark.

“But it’s funny, Y/N,” he said, holding his phone out to you, “They think you two are better suited for each other.”

“It’s really not that amusing,” you said, a little worried about what his fans thought.

“You’re my girlfriend, not Mark’s so….yeah…it is….”

Originally posted by mjbm

Like Mark it wouldn’t be so much the shipping with another member, as much as them criticizing the way you dress/you’re overall style and that because of that you would be more suited for someone like Jackson.

“’She’s more sporty than chic, she should be dating Jackson #Jackson&Y/N’,” he read as he looked at his phone sadly, “’Gucci and Adidas aren’t really a good match, maybe she should date Jackson instead #Jackson&Y/N’.”

When you find him on the couch moping you knew he had been looking at the Twitter posts again and as he took those things to heart you couldn’t help but just go over and sit on his lap and hug him “You’re not dating me for my style, you’re dating me for my heart and that’s why I’m dating you…I love you, don’t ever forget that.”

Originally posted by chattyang

This boy…I think he would be a little dramatic about the whole thing when he first started seeing posts about you being shipped with Jinyoung. And not dramatic in a bad way, but dramatic as only his extra maknae self could be.

“Y/N…..Y/N….how could you betray me like this,” he said, as he dramatically as he grabbed your wrist and hung his head.

“What are you talking about?” you asked, highly confused by the situation.

“I know you’re friends with Jinyoung but…being shipped with him…how could you!”

“Oh lord, this is about the Twitter posts,” you said rolling your eyes.

“My heart…it hurts so much….”

“You’re such a weirdo….I love you so much,” you said, leaning down and kissing him.

Originally posted by chichangyu


Mixed Signals: Raphael x Reader (x Donatello)


Requested by: Anonymous

Do you think maybe you could write something where the reader is always hanging out with Donnie cause they’re smart and likes talking nerd with Donnie and Raph thinks the reader and Don are dating, but in reality the reader has a crush on Raph and he has one on the reader, so the brothers try to set them up? (Also could the reader be gender neutral? With they/them pronouns? It’s okay if not though) I LOVE your blog by the way! Hope you’re having a nice day!

A/N: I have tried to ensure theat the reader is gender neutral like requested, I hope it’s alright :)

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anonymous asked:

☀️ headcanonnnn

Otayuri appearance:

For Yuri, I am one of those people who imagine him to grow up quite tall. He would still have his lean, slender figure, but become more muscular and broader. I also really like the idea of him growing out his hair and play around with it a little bit: braids, half updos, a high pony tail etc. As soon as it’s possible he would get piercings. He would have rows of silver studs in his ears, a lip piering, nipple piercings. He considers doing his belly button too. I love his clothing style so much and that would remain consistent all throughout his adolescence. He would also like to play around with what are considered to be more feminine pieces. They just suit him so well. I also like the idea of him getting a bit freckly in the summer.

I like Otabek’s hair so much, I would love for him to keep it like that, maybe let the top grow out from time to time so he can put it in a bun. Sometimes he leaves his stubble (Yuri loves the way it scratches). He remains quite short, so his taller lanky boyfriend looms over him like an overgrown cat. He’s quite muscly, with a broad chest and shoulders.He dresses either smartly and quite sophisticated or edgy in worn jeans, leather jackets and old band T-shirts. He prefers clothing in solid colours. I don’t see him getting a lot of piercings apart from a couple in his ears. He is the first of the two to get tattoos though and his first piece is actually quite big and bold. 

anonymous asked:

send me a character -> yuuri katsuki C:


  • First impression
    • oh my god this poor man please give him a puppy
  • Impression now
    • honestly??? still give him a puppy. he deserves to be surrounded by excited puppies who love him
  • Favorite moment
    • him calling viktor out in e7 - not only was i just super proud of him, but it was also just like. YEAH!!! STAND UP FOR YOURSELF!!! TELL YOUR IDOL OFF!!!! Y E A H!!!!!
    • him becoming confident in exuding his more feminine side w/o once ever feeling like he was an inadequate man bc of it
    • the first time he impulsively poked viktors head
  • Idea for a story
    • my ballet au that im never going to get around to finishing (see under the cut) -
    • srsly. give me more aus where yuuri is a dancer, actually.
  • Unpopular opinion
    • still cannot believe this is unpopular: yuuri should have & needed to win gold in the GPF
    • also: yuuri is the impulsive one in the vikturi dynamic. not viktor.
  • Favorite relationship
    • vikturi, shipping wise
    • non shipping wise: minako & yuuri have a rly cool dynamic!!
  • Favorite headcanon
    • yuuri learned how to pole dance bc he lost a bet w phichit
    • back when yuuri was going to college, he absolutely pet every single dog he could manage on campus

and hey.. that ballet au im probably never going to write. have some notes?:

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SF9 React to their girlfriend being androgynous/masculine

Anonymous requested: could i request sf9 reacting to their girlfriend being androgynous/masculine?

This kind of confused me so I hope I wrote what you meant. Also, sorry for the long wait. I’ve been a bit busy. Enjoy!

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anonymous asked:

Vongola+Varia+Dino's type of beauty (s/o) like classic, sexy, femme fatal and etc

Using female pronouns for this.

I also set this up in a more, what’s going to make them look twice first type thing.  I don’t think that they’re going to get too hung up on “having atype” or something like that, however, there will be certain characteristics that will grab their attention more.  This definitely not a be all to end all type thing.

Tsuna: “Feminine” Beuaty - you never forget your firsst love, and in Tsuna’s case this includes their basic appeaqrance, he’ll alwys have a soft spot for those girls that have the natural, feminine beauty like Kyoko

Gokudera:  “Sexy” Beauty - he’s so involved witht he mafia and Jyuudaime that he’s really gooing to need someone who makes him look twice to attract his initial attention

Yamamoto: “Confident” Beauty - what really grabs Yamamoto’s attention is not how a person looks, but how a person carries themself, this is true for his attraction as well, a woman who’s confident and can walk with her shoulders thrown back and head held high…well, that’s what will have Yamamoto eager in pursuing a realtionship

Ryohei: “Athletic” Beauty - someone sporty, someone who can keep up with him

Lambo: “Cute” Beauty - Lambo’s eyes just naturally follow cute things without him realizing it - he’ll end up doing this with people as well…

Hibari: “Traditional” Beauty - a very traditional Japanese woman is who he’ll be interested in.  

Mukuro: Mukuro can go 2 ways: Femme Fatale - someone who’s bad ass, who could kick everyone’s asses and still have perfect make up at the end
“Cute” Beauty -
 someone innocent, someone who can make him feel redeemable

Xanxus: “Exotic” Beauty - someone different, also someone who makes him work for the attention

Squalo: “Natural” Beauty - there’s something about no pretenses, notthing being hidden that attracts Squalo’s attention

Levi: “Classic” Beauty - he knows what works, it’s worked for centuries, you won’t see him trying to change anything

Lus: Flawless” Beauty - seeing something perfect….now, how could Lus ignore it?

Bel:  “Femme Fatal” - Bel needs a woman not worthy, but capable of standing at his side, someone who can be just as ruthless as he is

Fran:  Frnan really doesn’t have a preference, but if he really had to choose, he’d go with Sexy Beuaty, that way, he can outdo Bel

Dino: “Feminine” Beauty - Dino doesn’t know why, but seeing a really feminine girl…it just makes his heart start pounding and his hands start sweating; he likes the idea of being able to protect her

I Chose You ... - 8 (James T. Kirk/Reader)

Part One  Part Two  Part Three  Part Four  Part Five  Part Six  Part Seven

Originally posted by iamtribblesome

Originally posted by beuniquenomatterwhat

“You were right! I really don’t like this!” 

You couldn’t help but smile as you hung onto Kirk’s back. He was holding onto a harness that was strapped to Bregon. You had explained to him quickly enough that it was a long journey and Bregon’s people could travel faster over the strange terrain.

You pressed your mouth against his ear, “It’s not much further.”

He glanced back at you, “You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?”

“Maybe a little.” You smirked planting your face against his neck. Despite Bregon running, the ride was smooth. He’d traveled this path many times and knew all the foot holes. Finally his pace slowed and you knew you were entering the city.

Bergon stopped glancing back at you both, “ Lay'do galay.” 

“Does that mean get off?” Kirk muttered to you.

“Basically…it’s a…hard language.” You told him hopping down. You watched him land and cringe a little, “James…”

“I’m alright.” He looked at you putting a hand on his side, “I am…really.”

“You’re not reassuring me.” You told him concern written all over your face.

“Y/N!” Kirk looked up as a feminine version of Bergon ran forward. Kirk noted again at how tall they seemed as well with dark skin that only reminded him of shadows.

You looked up at her, “Suri…I’m sorry…I just…”

“I know…” She smiled at you the looked at Kirk, “Oh…you’re James T.!”

Kirk looked at her as she brushed past you, “Uh…”

“I’ve read all of your reports…you are most interesting!” Suri smiled at him, “My name is Suri, I have studied your reports…”

“Suri…” You touched her arm gaining her attention, “He just fell a great distance and is in rough shape…”

“I’m fine…” He tried to interrupt

“…I’m going to explain everything to him alone…” You told her taking his hand, “We’ll be in my quarters. Could you please come get us when our crew arrives?”

“Of course, the eldermen will want to speak with all of you at once when they arrive.” She smiled brightly her white teeth that contrasted with everything else.

“Good.” You nodded walking away with him. Everyone was staring at you both as you walked.

“Are…we celebrities here?” Kirk asked quietly glancing around.

“Sort of…” You told him with a half smile, “They know who we are because of the pictures they got from our files. Only a few were able to figure out our language. Suri, is the most fluent, but the youngest…”

“And apparently a fan of my work?” He smirked a little, “I wish the Star Fleet Admirals were…”

You laughed a little, “Maybe if you’d been a little less…wordy…”

“Wordy…” He looked at you “Is that what we’re calling it now?”

“Would flamboyant be a better choice?” You told him opening a door with the wave of you hand. 

His mouth dropped open as his opened up in almost like a growing like manner, “Uh…no…wordy is good.”

“Sit.” You told him once inside. He watched you adjust the bag on your side that was attached to the mask, “I was beginning to think that you weren’t coming at all…”

He sat up surprised to hear that, “…why would you think that?”

You walked back over to him with what looked liked a medical kit, “…it’s why the hails didn’t get through…it’s why we have to have some sort of protection when we’re teleported. Take off your shirt…”

“I don’t understand.” Kirk looked at you wincing as he unzipped the jumpsuit.

“How long has it been since I was taken?” You asked as you helped him with his shirt.

“Twelve house maybe? Why?” He looked up at you as you folded his shirt, “Y/N?”

You swallowed setting his shirt down on the table next to him, “It’s…been three days here…no doubt we’ll begin receiving those hails tomorrow afternoon…”

“Three…what? How?” He watched you as you started to feel down his ribs.

“I’m not a temporal physicists…I’m sure Mr. Spock would’ve had some theory.” You looked up at his face when you saw him make a fist, “I’m sure it has something to do with the planet dying…”

“Dying? This…just keeps getting better…” He shifted a little trying to subside the pain he’d felt a moment ago.

“It’s why I’m here…they think I can help them…” You shook your head reaching for bandages, “I think you broke a rib…”

“Help them? Help them how?” He watched your eyes light up a little.

“This place…is remarkable. Everything is organic and living.” You smiled as your fingers traced around his skin bandaging him up, “All their technology and homes…everything…it’s all biometric on a level that I could only dream of.”

“I’m sorry…could…”  He smiled a little as you finished up.

“Dumb it down?” You smirked as you put the bandage away, “Basically almost everything you’ll see here is only accessible if you have a certain gene…or genetic marker. Everything has to be programmed to do so. Everything from doors to operating equipment.”

He glanced over to the door, “And when you say everything is organic? Is this place like a vegetable or something?”

You laughed a little, “Or something…it’s as close as I’m going to get for you to understand…this place is alive.”

“So if I walk over to that door…it’s not going to open?” He looked at you again.

You paused glancing at him seeing his mischievous look, “Fraid not…you’re stuck here with me until I release you.”

He stood up walking over to you slowly, “I’ve had worse accommodations…”

“Oh…I’m aware…Suri was very intense in her research…I get a lot of ‘Did you know James T. did…and he did that…and he did…” You rolled your eyes.

“You’re not impressed by my resume?” He looked down into your eyes brushing a stray hair away from your forehead.

You smiled at him, “I’m not looking for medals and heroics. You know that James…”

He smiled, “Just looking for that good man that you think I am…”

“That I know you are.” You told him poking him in the chest making him buckle, “Oh god! I’m sorry…I forgot!”

“How could you for get?” He sat back on the table, “You just bandaged me up?”

“It’s been…a rough few days…” You told him frowning moving yourself between his legs letting his hands take your hips. You leaned your forehead against his letting your mask brush against his.

“I already don’t like this…” He moved his head enough to bump your mask.

“We’re able to take them off for a short while…” You told him a small twinkle in your eye.

“You mean…like for that kiss I’ve been dying to give you since you called out my name back there?” You nodded a smile creeping your face as he reached up moving both the masks.

It felt like he hadn’t kissed you in years, and yet it was like the first time all over again…

“So…” You walked next to him holding you bag in front of you, “This was nice.”

“Yeah…it was, wasn’t it?” He smiled looking at you, “I know I’ve told you a few times tonight, but you’re really stunning.”

“Thank you…why do you keep saying that?” You looked at him seeing that the question caught him off guard.

He saw your smile in  your eyes, this was some sort of test. He was going to answer with a witty remark, but at the last minute he chose to be honest, “I keep seeing you in a different light. Every time I see something that just stands out more then before. First it was your hair, how the light made the color seem so much more vibrant. Then it was your hands, how delicate they looked, but you can still see the strength that hides behind them.”

“And now?” You stopped looking at him dressed in a nice suit.

“I should say you lips…in hopes to get a kiss…” He smirked, “But it would be a lie. It was your neck…”

“My neck?” You raised your eyebrows.

He smiled rubbing the back of his head, “It’s very feminine…and the way it just guides so lovely down to your back…I just…You’re a very beautiful creature, Y/N…I think I could stare at you all day and be forever mesmerized…”

You stared at him for a moment before brushing your hair from your face, “James…”

“Yes?” He smiled a little.

“I…would like it…if you did admire my lips.” You glanced up at him.

He didn’t need to be asked twice…He took your face between his hands gently leaning down feeling the soft flesh against his. It felt like winter and summer. 

As he began to feel heat in his cheeks, he knew it was time to put the masks back on. He lingered only a moment longer before pulling away seeing your flushed cheeks. He smiled  as your thumb traced his mouth before he placed his mask back on.

“So…” He said taking in a deep needed breath, “How do we save a planet?”

Monsta X Reaction: You’re Not Stereotypically “Feminine”

Request: How do u think the boys (Monsta X) would… i guess react to a girl that is more “masculine”… as in like not being afraid of bugs, or loving to play sports or wrestling (for fun), playing video games, being lazy when there is nothing to do, not really caring (i guess you could say, about peoples opinions of themselves and being yourself sorta tough)… but like also loving to dress up, having an interest in makeup (when the time calls for it), & other “feminine” things?

Requested: Yes | Group: Monsta X | Member: All Members


Shownu: I don’t think he’d care either way, even though I imagine him with a bit of a typically feminine significant other. I don’t think he’d think about it enough to be concerned, honestly. I don’t think it would matter to him. 

Hyungwon: Okay, so, I think that he would find it attractive, maybe endearing? I don’t know the term I’m looking for. Hyungwon is so chic and he really cares about his appearance. I always imagine him with a bit of a less stereotypically feminine s/o.

Jooheon: He would almost need this in a significant other. He’s scared of a lot, so he might find that he enjoys the somewhat “fearless” of “tough”  aspect of your personality, but he would still absolutely love it when you dressed up cutely or did more feminine things.

Wonho: Another one that I imagine with a more feminine significant other. He’d get used to it, though, I’m sure. I think he would appreciate it all the more when you dressed up or did make-up because it would be a big difference than how you normally were. 

I.M: Like Shownu, I don’t think he’d care either way. He might even be attracted to that aspect of you, but I don’t think what you wore and how you did (or in this case, didn’t do) your make up would have anything to do with his perception of you. 

Kihyun: Okay, he has stated that he wants a typically cute girlfriend, so I think that he’d be the least interested in this type of significant other. BUT if he liked you, he would more than likely come around. After all, it’s just clothes and make up, you know? He’s just a tiny bit “feminine” or “soft”? I guess you could call it that. It would just take him a bit to get used to it I think. 

Minhyuk: I don’t think he would care AT ALL. I think that he would probably really love this aspect of your personality. He would definitely appreciate when you dressed up and wore make up, but he wouldn’t mind if you didn’t. He’d love that you weren’t scared of bugs and that you guys could go out and do active things like playing sports together. 

Genderfluid Toudou tho??? But he’s not out about it so on days he feels more feminine he just gets really sad but to tell Maki when they’re in public he’ll kiss his cheek and on days he feels more masculine he’ll kiss Maki on the forehead and that’s their secret code and Maki just KNOWS and loves taking his little datemate out shopping even though Toudou annoys him he still loves buying him all the cute dresses and headbands he wants cuz hey he’s rich and he loves making Toudou happy so Toudou slowly starts wearing more skirts and heels and bows and everyone is like “wat” but Maki is all “You make fun of Toudou and I guarantee you’ll wake up missing a leg” and Toudou just cries and hugs him and dismisses the fact that his mascara is running

I really love how comfortable Jeonghan is with his looks. He knows that his long hair makes him look more feminine and pretty but he owns that. He doesn’t get defensive when fans or other people make comments about how he’s pretty like a girl; he doesn’t compensate through more masculine actions (a fan asked if they could call him mom and he said yes). And I’m sure he probably gets teased about it from time to time because even in kpop men shouldn’t look that girly which he doesn’t really at all but he owns his looks and that’s honestly such a beautiful thing.

Don't Go- (Kellic Oneshot)

This oneshot was inspired by Kate Miller-Heidke’s song The Last Day On Earth. And it was sad to write. Bye.

“You’ll be on time, right?” Kellin asked hopefully. I nodded even though he couldn’t see me on the other end of the phone.

“Yes, Kells. I’ll be home at exactly 7pm, just like you asked.” I assured him. Honestly how many times must this boy tell me to do something before he takes ‘okay’ as an answer?

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My Cross-Dressing Story <3

Many of you have asked how I got into Cross-Dressing, so here’s my Story (sorry it’s long):

I’ve always been a little feminine, when I was a child my Mum and I used to go shoe shopping and I always tried on some high heels. Every time we went to this town I looked forward to wearing some heels again. This went on for a while until we visited the town a few times without going shoe shopping and after asking my Mum why, she said that the shop was closed. I hoped it would open again but after a while I realised it wouldn’t. Also my childhood favourite song was Shania Twain’s ‘Man! I Feel Like A Woman’.

Then a long time after in my early teens my older brother had a couple of girl-friends over and they wanted to do his makeup for fun, I was desperate for a picture of him all made up. So he said I could take a picture if I had my makeup done too, I agreed and will always remember the feeling and smell of the foundation going on for the first time. It was such a great experience and I will remember it forever, I wish I could tell them I Cross-Dress and show them pictures of Lucy. Then a little later towards my mid-teens my Mum and I where bored during half term with my Dad out for a long day at work so we thought it’d be fun to dress me up as a girl, I was a little nervous at first but ended up loving the experience. After I’d dressed up in girls’ clothes my Mum started doing my makeup, nothing dramatic but it was unexpected as I thought it was just going to be clothes. However the make-up made the experience more memorable, I wore a flat hat as we had no wig which didn’t look great but it was the experience that counted.

Then in my mid-teens after asking to dress up every half term I realised that she was not going to let me do it again, then I thought about it over some time and just thought I may just like wearing the tights. So later in my mid-teens I started asking my Mum if I could have some tights, I said I loved the feeling of them and I found a video online explaining that a lot of guys liked wearing tights. After a while she kindly gave me some knee high tights. I was happy to have some tights at last but it was not long until I wanted to have full waist high tights. I also actually said to my Mum once that I didn’t want to dress up as a girl and referred to it as 'weird’, I wonder what changed. I certainly don’t see it that way now as now I’d say being able to make yourself appear as the opposite sex is a form of art, especially when you add all the makeup and outfits. Cross-Dressing is something I’m truly passionate about, I’m always excited to meet other people and cross-dressers who feel the same way.

Then a little after my mid-teens my Mum was comfortable with me having some waist high tights, so I paid her for a pack of black tights that she brought me online. I kept these tights hidden for around a year and wore them occasionally at home, I thought it may have just been a phase but after having these tights for a few months I realised that it wasn’t. After this I became aware that I wanted to cross-dress, so I told my best friend that I wanted too and that I had tights. He took it as a joke but knew I was serious (we never really spoke of it again until I went public). Sometime after telling my friend I found an app called 'whisper’. On this app I met other cross-dressers & supportive people who helped me gain enough confidence to tell my parents and above all helped me understand why I wanted to cross-dress and if this changed me as a person. I realised I was the same person I’d always been, I’d just found out a little something about myself that not many other people do. After this I needed to prepare for questions I may be asked when I told my parents. So I needed to know my sexual orientation and why I wanted to Cross-Dress.

After a while I’d figured most of it out but I was still not confident enough to tell my parents. So I decided to tell my best friend online, he took it well but wasn’t really talkative about it. I then went back and started talking to more people on whisper and met someone who I’ve lost contact with but she gave me many helpful tips on Cross-Dressing and boosted my confidence. After talking to her for a while I finally got enough confidence to tell my Mum, I was confident that she would be accepting of my hobby as she is a loving, caring and accepting mother. I was also confident as she’d dressed me as a girl before. Then after sitting down with my Mum and explaining that I had something important to tell her I lost all confidence and was speechless, unable to say “I want to cross-dress”. She comforted me and said it was ok if I couldn’t say, and I couldn’t so I said I’d tell her in an email. I then went upstairs and emailed her telling her that I wanted to cross-dress, I was relieved to find out she was okay with it.

Over time we emailed back and forth with questions etc. about my new hobby (Cross-Dressing). Then at 18 I got my bank account and wanted to start buying clothes to Cross-Dress in. I didn’t want to cross-dress behind my Dads back so I composed a letter which I emailed to him for him to read whilst I went out for a walk. I didn’t want our strong father-son relationship to change, I just wanted him to know I was going to cross-dress in private. I was relieved to get a comforting and loving hug shortly after getting home (we didn’t talk about it for a year after this and he has yet to see a picture of Lucy). Then I started buying clothes online with any money I could spare. The more I dressed the more I became comfortable with my hobby and feminine side, dressing in girls clothes was an experience unlike anything I’d felt before, girls clothes are so comfortable to wear and  was like nothing I’d felt before and I loved it. However it was a little arousing at first but after online research I found out that this was the brain interpreting the cross-dressing as female contact and that it would go away the more I cross-dressed. After getting my first outfit and wig I showed photos of myself cross-dressed to other cross-dressers on whisper seeking advice. I met many people on whisper that helped me understand my hobby, find my female sizes etc.

Then a while later the best friend that I’d told online introduced a girl into our little group of friends. A couple of weeks after meeting her I had a strong gut feeling that I should tell her about my hobby, so I did without hesitation. Telling her is one of the best decisions I’ve ever made, to this day she has supported me with my hobby and encouraged me to go the distance. She’s answered every question I’ve had about it and helped me whenever I’ve needed it. To this day I cannot thank her enough (as without her help I probably still wouldn’t be public with my cross-dressing). After meeting her she gave me tips with everything girly, helped me pick out clothes and commented on my outfits. She also helped me name my feminine side Lucy and boosted my confidence, she also taught me that the world was more accepting than I’d originally thought by encouraging me to tell my friends and my brothers through time one-by-one. All my friends supported me and treated me no differently after I gained the confidence to tell them. My brothers reacted extremely well and where proud of me having the confidence to tell them.

After telling my close friends & family, I had so much girls’ clothing and enough support and encouragement that I finally gained enough confidence to go public. I then let my parents know I was going public and went public on Facebook telling everyone about my hobby and linked a blog named 'Lucy’s Blog’ that I’d started to show my feminine side. I thought about starting a blog as I wanted a way to publish all the great pictures I planned on taking of Lucy, I also had recently found a blog on Tumblr ( that was filled with images of other Cross-Dressers and these pictures have been a great inspiration to me. Since starting this blog I’ve gained almost 5,000 Followers and improved so much with makeup, outfits and generally everything to do with Cross-Dressing. I will always seek to improve my cross-dressing wherever I can and hopefully one day soon I’ll be able to Cross-Dress outside more. Also for those that don’t know, I’m working on a feminine voice so that I don’t only look the part when I dress up but I can sound it too.

anonymous asked:

it's written here somewhere that you think baek's not 100% straight? if I'm not mistaken. I sorta agree with you but can you elaborate your reasons here for me? sorry to ask this tho since my question is kinda out of topic (not baekyeol involved). thank you :) I love this blog so much anyway.

Yes, indeed it is! I think admin MTL was the one who said it first and foremost, so she should be able to give a better logical response when she has time! For now, you’ll have to make a do with me, haha. I also think Baekhyun is not 100% straight, although it was difficult for me to reach this conclusion. One of the things that confused me the most about him was how versatile he was. By versatile, I sort of mean flexible, and not physically flexible (although who knows hoho). I mean, how he acted around guys in contrast to how he acted around girls. If you’ve followed EXO diligently, and watched them on many radio/TV shows, you would notice how flirty Baekhyun is with male MCs, compared to with female MCs. He leaves me speechless sometimes. Around males, especially males who think he is pretty and shoot indirect or direct compliments at him, he acts like a completely different person. I think he’s showing us all one of his true sides. We really don’t mind. The fact that he enjoys and basks in male adoration was pretty telling, and I thought to myself a straight guy generally wouldn’t behave this way. Sometimes, I brushed it off thinking it was just him being his playful self, but it happened really often and I gave up. What he is… still confuses me, but I don’t think he is 100% straight. Confusing? Believe me, I know TT

-admin SFS

It’s perfectly ok. to discuss Baekhyun and Chanyeol outside of Baekyeol here, really. But yeah, it was me who spoke about Baekhyun not being 100% straight, and I view him like that for a while now.

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pennyroyalcas  asked:

Hiya! I'm a huge fan of your blog— and I may or may not have post notifications on— And was just wondering if you have any good bakery fics. Baker Dean or Cas, it doesn't really matter to me. I would appreciate it so much! Stay awesome :)

Thank you! Every time someone compliments us I’m suspicious that it’s Admin J disguised as anon :’D! You have proved me wrong! Anyway, do I have good bakery fics? Hell yes I do! Admin J is probably not happy with the length of this post because she’s the one who has to link all these fics for you… but whatever! I swear to God I’ve probably read every single fic in baker Dean/Cas tag and well, everything related to baker AU generally. So here is SOME of my favorite bakery AU stories, yes there’s more to come later :’D

Also you might be interested of our bakery/coffee shop tag, so HERE is a link to that.

Enjoy! – Admin A

Title: What’s Life Without A Little Sprinkles?

Author: emmiegrace

Rating: Mature

Words: 8,549 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: If this isn’t the sweetest and the funniest thing ever written then I don’t know what is! Seriously, baker Cas is one of my favorite tags even though baker Dean would make so much more sense :’D

Summary: From the outside “Bee’s Knees Bakery” and “Demon Ink” don’t seem like the kind of shops to share a sidewalk. But really the cutesy sign hanging above the Cupcakery was drawn one late evening by a tattoo artist with skulls on his arm, but flowers covering his chest.

And if you take a step inside the black painted tattoo shop you’ll find a man with more love in his heart for his husband than he has tattoos on his body. And he’s willing to do anything for his dorky huffy little baker next door. Including going on a lame frilly reality competition show.

In which Castiel takes his husband as his assistant on “Cupcake Wars”

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Title: apple pie life

Author: poetictragedy

Rating: Explicit

Words: 5,846 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: I need a sequal for this, now! You might not know it yet but if you keep scrolling down this ask you’ll notice that I will go a little crazy and start reccing every single baker fic that I know of :’D It’s my fav tag to read! Just like homeless Cas tag, florist cas, single parent cas… you get the picture :’D

Summary: Dean is a lonely mechanic, and Castiel is a baker. Dean becomes infatuated with him and Castiel fills the empty void in his life.

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Title: OPCOST - the oneshot

Author: BeautifulDelusions

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Words: 6,101 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: I need to open a bakery called Piegatory Café! Lol thats the best name ever… and this note has nothing to do with the fic because I don’t know what to say about it, except that it was fluffy and sweet and shy Dean was awesome!

Admin J’s notes: I can see you in that café of yours. It’s covered with framed SPN images. And there’s no customers anywhere.

Summary: Dean Winchester is a pastry chef at Piegatory Café, and he may or may not have a crush on a regular customer who probably has no idea Dean even exists. But that’s okay because Dean doesn’t know the guy’s name or where the guy works or if the guy’s single or even interested in other men.

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Title: Pity Party Pie

Author: shellygurumi

Rating: Mature

Words: 15,186 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: I love Cas in this! He’s no-nonsense, confident and self-assured that doesn’t usually appear on AU’s like this, and Dean is the more shy and awkward one. Because I’m a bottom Cas reader I think I’m more forgiving to the whole whiny-twink Cas thing that people make him to be, but I do love it when he’s like this. Socially awkward, yes! Weak and feminine, hell no!

Summary: Dean just moved to Pontiac, Illinois to get a change of local. New in town, he’s having a hard time dealing, until he finds a bakery that claims to have the best pie around. It helps that one of the workers there is a rather attractive and friendly guy, with pretty blue eyes and an offer to show him around town.

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Title: Of Flowers and Flours

Author: angelwingsandthings

Rating: General Audiences

Words: 4,217 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: Awww this is adorable. Lol you guys have no idea how hard it is to write notes about short oneshots with the same theme because they all are essentially the same :’D  Still, I never get tired reading these!

Summary: Castiel owns a floral shop, Dean owns a bakery.

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Title: Pie ‘Verse

Author: Dalektable

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Words: 13,000 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: I feel like slapping myself every time I say a fic is adorable or awesome :’D I need more adjectives in my vocabulary! But this was awesome and so adorably fluffy!

Summary: Dean’s lived here for years, and never noticed the little bakery tucked away into the folds of the town. It’s small and unassuming, but inside is one of the most beautiful people he’s seen in his life.

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Title: The Pumpkin Pie Started It

Author: wiccanstiel

Rating: Explicit

Words: 8,118 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: I’m not even into omega Dean but damn if this wasn’t the sweetest and the sexiest thing ever written! I think I may have to read this again :’D

Summary: Dean Winchester is your ordinary college student. He does his work, fixes cars, complains about being broke.

Except when he visits the new campus bakery, he ends up getting more than the pie he asked for.

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Title: Like Winchesters for Chocolate

Author: tiptoe39

Rating: Explicit

Words: 9,500 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: I need an episode of Gabriel specials that would start with the whole ”feeding people, sweetening things”! It took me five minutes to collect myself from the floor before I could even start reading this. I was lauging way too much and now my sides hurt!

Summary: Castiel doesn’t want to join his brother Gabriel in the family business (feeding people, sweetening things). So Gabriel hires Castiel’s crush, Dean, as a candy-making apprentice. But it turns out that when Dean makes sweets, they turn out… special.

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Title: In the House of the Rising Bun

Author: imissmaeberry

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Words: 9,046 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: The puns were hilarious! Too bad I’m not really all that funny in real life and certainly not clever enough to make up any puns. My humor is darker and comes from a place of deeply rooted sarcasm and self-deprecating wit (I’m Finnish after all, you can’t expect much else :’D).

Summary: Dean Winchester only has three rules concerning the cafe he and his brother Sam own, “House of the Rising Bun”.

1. Any and all opportunities to make a pun will be taken.

2. Free regular coffee with your student ID (If you want some of that fancy nonsense you gotta pay, sorry kids).

3. Anyone and everyone is always welcome.

Between Dean running the shop full-time and Sam helping out whenever he isn’t in class, there really isn’t a whole lot of time for romance for either of them. But that all changes when they gain a new regular - some writer from London - who may or may not have the bluest eyes Dean’s ever seen.

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Title: Pieradise

Author: blueskiessunshine (rainydayrambling)

Rating: General Audiences

Words: 1,235 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: Cas… you judgemental jerk! I swear he’s just like me in the beginning of this; judging things and people without knowing anything about them and then when proven wrong… feeling guilty about it :’D

Summary: Dean owns a bakery; Castiel is a painter fascinated by the idea of angels. They find each other, thanks to coffee and cupcakes.


“Man, come on,” the baker said, gesturing to the display case. “You don’t come into a bakery and order just coffee.” He paused for a moment and took in Castiel’s appearance. “Look,” he said, “if it’s the money, don’t worry about it. First cupcake’s free.” He smiled.

“No, sir – ”

“Call me Dean.”

“Dean. It’s not the money, I just – I’m not overly fond of confections.”

Dean laughed – chuckled, really, and it shouldn’t have been endearing, but it was, somehow. “You haven’t tried mine,” he said.

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Title: The Baking Angel

Author: tiptoe39

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Words: 27,546 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: This is the best thing ever! (I say that about way too many fics, I need better standards!) But I mean it every time! I just have a huge thing for baker au, much more than coffee shop Au… Though barista Dean is a good tag too! And now I’m rambling. Anyway, everyone should go and read this one like right now because it was perfect!

Summary: Castiel and Gabriel have been running their bakeshop for thirty years, waiting for the Vessels to show and signal the end of the world. When the waiting ends, the two brother angels find their loyalties – and their world – changing. Romance, brotherly love, and a hefty dose of brown sugar.

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Title: Pie Days

Author: PandionPandeus

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Words: 1,714 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: I’m dying here… I need more! This was just like a short introduction to an actual story. So frustrating!

Summary: Cas bakes pies for a living.

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Title: A Little Slice of Heaven

Author: TakeThePieNow, TricksterMode

Rating: Mature

Words: 40,505 – Ongoing

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: So this is the second time I’m reccing this unfinished story and I just must remind you of it’s awesomeness and that you should all go read it, give it kudos and beg for more chapters! That’s right guys! Beggin still isn’t beneath us!

Summary: Sam Winchester is moving on with his life. He getting married and ready to start the Apple Pie Life his father almost ruined. Everything should go smoothly with the wedding planning, but with Gabe’s brother staring straight into Dean’s soul across the table things are as smooth as crunchy peanut butter.

Dean Winchester, on the other hand, is not progressing very far in his life. His baby brother doesn’t need him anymore and he’s broke because his earnings go to his father’s rehab bills. When a job opportunity comes along it not only changes his perspective on life, but opens him up to new possibilities.

Castiel Novak has Aspergers Syndrome, but doesn’t see it has a hindrance. He likes his job. He likes his life. He also seems to like Sam Winchester’s green eyed brother.

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Title: kiss the frown from your face

Author: dontbitethesun

Rating: Mature

Words: 3,508 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: The moment Dean mentioned the show ”Cooking with Castiel”, I had to take a break from reading, go to youtube and watch Misha’s Cooking with West because it’s been way too long since I last watched it :’D

Summary: Dean gets a job in a bakery, dates his boss, and crashes on his brother’s couch. Sam has an expression for everything. Jess and Dean have a name for each one.

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Title: Between Flour and Dough

Author: Bates

Rating: General Audiences

Words: 5,468 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: Okay I know it’s not Christmas season anymore but I can’t help it!

Summary: Dean loves working at the family bakery. He’s grown up there, helping his father in the kitchen and stealing cookies when he wasn’t watching. Except now that his father passed away, he’s alone in the kitchen. With the holiday season coming up, his mother decides they should hire someone to help him out, even if it’s just for a couple of weeks.

When Castiel - and old friend of Sam’s - comes in, it reminds him just how much he’s missed having someone around while working. Soon, their friendship blossoms. Or maybe more?

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anonymous asked:

tell us more abt tvxq and hypermasculinity please oh god pleasee

I considered not doing this in case it starts wank but actually I can’t stop thinking about it so…okay! But just a couple of things to keep in mind before I jump into this:

1. These are my personal opinions about TVXQ and may or may not reflect reality (definition of a headcanon in case anyone needs it). No offence is intended to either of them and you are in no way obligated to agree with me.

2. Most of this answer will focus on Yunho so let me just get this out there before you grab your pitchforks: I adore Yunho. But I adore him enough to see his flaws (few as they are).


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anonymous asked:

Hi there lovely, Is there any chance that you could please write an imagine about where you and harry write letters to one another and that is how you stay in touch and then you finally meet for first time... Thanks love xx

A/N: Experimenting with writing styles again, don’t mind me :-))

Harry’s messy handwriting and even messier thoughts described his current emotional state to a t. He was a nervous wreck and his messy emotions and writing showed it. He could barely sleep and his ability to do simple daily tasks were diminished almost completely. Harry’s nerves stemmed from one letter he had received almost two days ago and ever since he has been nothing but a twisted and unorganized bundle of nerves. The all important letter was from Y/N and that letter read:

Dearest Harry,

Friday 5p.m. at your local cafe. 

See you then.

- Y/N

Harry’s soft skin enveloped in goosebumps as he reread the message over and over again. The simplest statement was taking such a huge toll on him.

So that afternoon at 3:30 Harry headed up into his bedroom to try to physically prepare himself for that cafe visit. He practically ransacked his closet before finally settling on his typical attire: a loose t-shirt and dark colored jeans. He stood in front of the mirror trying to adjust the mess of hair on top of his head before sighing in annoyance and tying it back into a bun.

“This is as good as it’s going to get,” Harry huffed in annoyance as he grabbed his keys and began to head out of the door.


“Hi Harry,” the friendly older woman behind the counter greeted Harry as he walked in through the large transparent doors. “What can I get ya today?” She said sweetly while Harry’s eyes scanned around the room for her.

“The usual,” he replied while meeting her gaze. 

“Coming right up!” She said as Harry held out the exact amount of money in front of her. “It’s on the house today Harry, you look like you’ve seen a ghost.” 

Harry smiled lightly and thanked her while stuffing his money back into his front pocket. He tried to play his nerves off but they seemed to grab a hold of him and shake him until he could barely breathe. 

“Here you go,” she said while handing him his beverage. With one more thanks Harry headed over to a free table in the back of the room while anxiously sipping on his tea.


Harry huffed in annoyance as he stared at his phone screen watching each second tick and tick painstakingly slow. He mentally cursed himself for always having to be insanely early for things.

“Dearest Harry,” a light feminine voice spoke when the clock turned to 4:50p.m. Harry looked up to be greeted by Y/N, even more beautiful in person than the photos she had sent him of herself. “I see you’re prompt, I like it.” She said with a smile.

Harry ran his tongue over his lips before standing up to hug her tightly. For over a year now Harry has envisioned what it would be like to hug Y/N and now he was finally getting that chance. She smelled of jasmine and tea and she was even more lovely than he had expected.

“I like to be early,” Harry finally managed to reply. Y/N could tell he was insanely nervous so she made sure not to tease him for his delayed response. “My god Y/N you’re even more lovely in person than in your pictures,” he said again after their long hug ended. 

Y/N’s cheeks turned a flushed shade of pink before she sat down in the seat across from Harry. “I was thinking the same thing about you,” she said while Harry gingerly sipped his drink once more.

Harry still could not believe that the shy girl he once met online a year ago and began to write letters to a few weeks after was sitting in front of him face to face. It all felt so surreal and Harry was thriving on the rush he had sitting with her.

For the next two hours the two sat sipping their drinks and speaking about themselves. Although the information they shared was already known the idea of telling each other the same things face to face seemed more personal. As Harry spoke with Y/N he soon found himself falling for the curve of her lips and the way she softly batted her eyelashes as she listened to him speak. And Y/N found herself falling for Harry’s fond gaze and his corny jokes that made him choke slightly on his tea.