the moment you makeout with the wrong guy

Shawn Mendes I Love You Imagine

“And now that I’m without your kisses
I’ll be needing stitches
And now that I’m without your kisses
I’ll be needing stitches”

You watch as Shawn finished his song ‘Stitches’ and walked over to you backstage.

“Hey gorgeous, did you enjoy the show?” Shawn asked grabbing a water bottle and kissing you on the cheek.

“Yes, I loved it. You were really good out there.” You said drinking some of Shawn’s water.

“Thanks babe” Shawn said grabbing your hand.

“Where are we going?” You said laughing at how fast Shawn was walking.

Shawn ended up dragging you to an empty dressing room. Once you were inside, Shawn locked the door and pulled you close to him.

“What are we doing here Shawn?” You asked raising your eyebrows at him.

“I just wanted some privacy, so that we could do this” Shawn said as pressed his lips against yours. He asked for entrance and you let him in. You guys were caught into a deep makeout session, when all of sudden Shawn pulled you back and looked into your eyes.

“What’s wrong?” You asked worried.

“There’s something that I have wanted to say awhile now and I wanted to wait for the right moment and well I’m ready to say it”

“Okay” You said getting nervous at what he was going to tell you.

“I love you Y/N YL/N” Shawn said smiling at you, but his smile quickly dropped as he saw the expression on your face.

“I have to go.” You said grabbing your stuff and running out of the room. Shawn followed after you.

“Wait Y/N!” Shawn said trying to catch up to you. But it was too late; you were already out of the building when Shawn had stepped out of the room.

You drove back to your hotel and turned your phone off due to all the missed calls from Shawn. You walked into the hotel and ran to your room. Once you were in the room, you locked the door and crashed on your bed. Shawn’s words kept twirling around in your head. You couldn’t believe it; he just told you that he loved you. Something that you didn’t even believe in, I mean of course you knew it existed, but you didn’t think it could happen with you.

You have always had bad experiences when it comes to relationships. Every guy that you ever dating, would tell you the same thing, that they loved you and you believed them but all they did was leave once they got what they wanted. When you met Shawn, you thought he was same way but after 6 months of being together, you looked at him a different way. But when it comes to the ‘I love you’, you didn’t know if you could trust him.

You snapped out of your thoughts, when you heard someone knocking on the door. You got up from the bed and opened the door to see Shawn who looked worried.

“Why did you leave like that?” Shawn said stepping into the room. “I was so worried about you y/n, what has gotten into you?” Shawn asked closing the door.

“I’m sorry, it’s just I’m not ready.” You said looking down at your white vans.

“Not ready for what?” Shawn asked sitting down on the bed. The room was filled with nothing but silence.

“Y/N, come here” Shawn said patting on a spot on the bed next to him.

“Is this because of what I said?” Shawn said tilting your chin, so that your eyes met his.

“Yes Shawn, it’s because of what you said. I’m not ready for this next step in our relationship because every time I make it this far, I always have my heart torn apart by some guy who told me that he loved me, when in reality he just said it to get in my pants.”

“Y/N you know I’m not like those guys. I really do care about you and I didn’t expect you to say it back, I just wanted you to know how I feel about you.”

“Shawn you don’t know how bad I want to say it back, it’s just so hard to trust people after what I have been through.

“It’s okay Y/N I understand. The important thing is that we trust each other right? Do you trust me?”

“Yes I trust you Shawn”

“Then it’s okay to not say it back. I know that it’s going to take a while for you to be comfortable enough to say it and I want you to know that I’m going to keep saying it, regardless if you say it back or not. And I don’t want you feel pressured or anything, so just take your time, I’m willing to wait.”

“Thank you Shawn, you are the most amazing boyfriend in the world. Thank you for being patient with me, caring about me, and most importantly standing by me through everything.” You said to Shawn as you leaned in and kissed him on the lips.

4 months later

“Okay guys, before I start the next song, I just wanted to bring out a special girl on stage.” Shawn said the fans as he ran backstage to grab you on stage. Two minutes later you walked onto the stage holdings Shawn’s hand.

“I want you guys to meet my beautiful girlfriend Y/N” You waved and smiled at the crowd as they began screaming and cheering your name.

“Today is our 1 year anniversary and I wanted to bring her out here to show you guys my inspiration and the love of my life” Shawn said as he leaned in to kiss you on the lips, as soon as you guys touched lips the crowd went crazy.

You grabbed the mic from Shawn and walked closer to the stage.

“I have something to say” You said as the fans begin to calm down and listen to you. Shawn looked puzzled at you.

You turned towards Shawn and said the words that you never thought you would ever say again to any man.

“I love you Shawn Mendes” You said as your heart was pounding in your chest. You ran up to Shawn and kissed him. You guys broke from the kiss and you looked at Shawn who had the biggest smile on his face.

“I can’t believe you said it, you are the most amazing girlfriend in the entire universe. I love you Y/N”

“And I love you Shawn” You said feeling a massive weight being pulled off of your shoulders. You couldn’t be happier; you finally learned to love again.