the messenger lyrics

Over three years ago I got my first tattoo as a reminder to myself. “When life leaves us blind, love keeps us kind.” Life can be extremely cruel at times and it can make you go through the worst pain ever, both mentally and physically. Through those rough times just remember that you are loved and you are not alone to face the darkness by yourself.

Chester, you will truly be missed and never forgotten. Your music has helped me and many more people around the world get through hard times. Thank you.

RIP Chester.

Trying to get Jumin's bad end 2

Me: *at first feel guilty being a shameless selfish MC*

Me: *keeps choosing the insane choices but somehow keep getting +HEARTS from Jumin*

Me: ???

Me: *keeps getting plus points as Jumin actually LOVES the creepy choices*

Me: o_o




Me: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Me: *got bad end 2 with a special CG*

Me: i’ve abandoned my humanity and i shall embrace the eternal darkness

eskimopanda  asked:

speaking of the eighth day !! I remember Jumin mentioning that if he could've chosen the place and how the kiss would've went he would've, so what do you think the kiss would've been like if he had his ideal place, time, etc.?

ohhohoho this is so interesting! thanks for sending it in, wowie wow!

hope you like it💛 iT GOT SO LONG WHO O PS 

i accidentally did 2nd person here and just kinda went with it oh well

  • I think Jumin would make a big deal out of their first kiss, but he would try not to make it noticeable
  • it also wouldn’t be 8 days since they met lolol. he’s eager, but he is a man of patience
  • probably after the rfa party. two weeks since the two of you first met
  • ….can we like, make him propose after a reasonable amount of time jfc 
  • it’d still be in the penthouse, though, for a sense of privacy 
  • he would want it to be after dinner, when both of them are just sipping on wine (if you drink…i don’t lol) and talking about both of your days
  • one of you, probably him since he’s instigating, would comment on how lovely the night sky looked
  • and it would lead to you two going towards the window, glasses still in hand 
  • you’d be staring out the window, looking at the stars with a smile
  • he’d look at them too, but get distracted by your reflection
  • and he would think its the perfect time
  • so he shifts the conversation to the relationship
  • about how he’s thankful for everything mc has done for him 
  • how they stuck with him, helped him unravel his emotions, help him learn to love
  • he’d make you think it’s one of his ‘late night deep talks’ and just get you to look at him with a smile, blushing at his words
  • it would make him grin
  • and want to kiss you more
  • there’s no real chance to thank him for what he’s done, because he won’t let it happen 
  • thanking him isn’t necessary, he’s said so before
  • instead, he’s slowly leaning closer 
  • tbh it would take a lot of his control to go slow, but that’s what he wants
  • and his own body ain’t gonna stop him what the heck
  • when you notice what he’s doing, he stops. both his movements and his words
  • and jumin han asks for consent. because jumin han knows consent is important. 
  • it takes a bit of staring first though lololol
  • “may I…” he says, it’s almost a whisper. his voice is lower than it naturally is oooooh my god
  • you nod, but he finishes his question. “..kiss you?”
  • he’s looking for verbal here. “yes, you may.”
  • and the kiss is slow, soft. it’s a “getting to know your lips” kiss
  • it’s also kind of short! he doesn’t want to get out of hand
  • he does give a small nibble though, what a tease.
  • and juuuust because he can, he decides to be embarrassing,
  • “You have soft lips…they taste like the wine. Oh, I hope I didn’t surprise you too much. And I hope you don’t mind if I ask you again..”
  • tbh on the inside, he’s celebrating, he just likes to fluster you 
‘Magic’ ~~~ Yoosung

So here’s my kind of contribution for Pride Month and Mystic Messenger. I really hope I wrote this one well I kind of had a hard time because I wasn’t sure if people would like it. But it’s finished at last and here it is! (hands up if you love and support Yoosung ^^_

the song is from Coldplay’s ‘Magic’. As always, song lyrics are in bold italics

~ mod stranger

Call it magic, call it true

Stormcrow_Paladin_0702 has logged in

Yoosung’s heart skipped a beat. ‘She’s here!’ he grinned excitedly as his fingers flew over the keyboard.

I call it magic when I’m with you

ShootingStarxXx: hey hey hey!!!!
Stormcrow_Paladin_0702: yoosung!! ^^ still awake?
ShootingStarxXx: of course! can’t sleep lololol

Yoosung yawned. That was kind of a lie. Even though he usually gamed until two in the morning it was almost 4 o’ clock now. He was tired as Hell and he still had class the next day. But all of it was worth it just so he could talk to MC. Earlier, his entire body felt like shutting down but now, it felt as if every cell in his being had been charged with caffeine.

And I just got broken, broken into two

Stormcrow_Paladin_0702: haha nice! did i miss out on anything?
ShootingStarxXx: there was this super HUGE haul of rare items just lying around earlier. it was CHAOS everyone was trying to get something lolol.
ShootingStarxXx: a fight almost happened since a ton of people wanted something lololol
Stormcrow_Paladin_0702: awwww i missed a lot then T^T
ShootingStarxXx: not to worry!! i got some stuff for you!!
ShootingStarxXx: like this really cool enchanted armor with +10 defense!!
Stormcrow_Paladin_0702: OMG
Stormcrow_Paladin_0702: YOOSUNG YOU ARE THE BEST

Still I call it magic, when I’m next to you

Again. Yoosung’s heart skipped a beat again. ‘It was so worth it to stay up,’ he thought, feeling his face grow warmer at the compliment MC made. He always loved LOLOL but having her around made it a hundred times better.

Call it magic, call it true

ShootingStarxXx: of course!! LOLOL pals remember? ^^
ShootingStarxXx: soon-to-be irl pals too!!

I call it magic when I’m with you

Yoosung had met Stormcrow_Paladin_0702 a few months ago in a LOLOL chatroom. She was obviously being bullied by some of the other high-level players and he couldn’t help but cut in. After all, LOLOL was supposed to be a place where everyone was free and happy. She thanked him a lot because of that and the two quickly hit it off when they talked more in the chatroom. After completing their first quest, Yoosung found out that she wasn’t just skilled, she knew just how to attack and defend in time with how Yoosung played. They were the PERFECT team. Months went by and Yoosung couldn’t help but discover other ‘feelings’ for her. He didn’t even know her personally but deep inside, he felt that if they met in real life he would still have those same feeling. So a week ago, he found out about a LOLOL convention happening a few cities away and so he brought it up to MC. Even though she was reluctant at first, she eventually agreed for them to meet up there.

And I just got broken, broken into two

Stormcrow_Paladin_0702: right!! sooooo excited to see you!
ShootingStarxXx: can’t wait either!!!
ShootingStarxXx: then we’ll be MEGA BEST FRIENDS 😃

‘Or maybe something more too…’ Yoosung thought as he sighed and rested his chin on his arm. Even though he hoped for it to happen, he couldn’t help but think about the possibility that MC might not actually like him in that way. The only hope that he actually had was that the ‘gamer girls are into gamer boys’ hypothesis would work. ‘A gamer romance story…’ he smiled to himself. ‘Hopefully it comes to that.’

Still I call it magic, when I’m next to you

And I don’t, and I don’t, and I don’t, and I don’t
No I don’t, it’s true

Once Yoosung went offline for the night, or early morning to be more exact, you sighed and leaned back in your chair. “Two more days,” you whispered to yourself in the darkness of your room. It seemed like ages ago since you and Yoosung first chatted on LOLOL, even longer since the day you began to admire him from afar, in the game of course. You were in the same guild as him but you were pretty detached from the rest of the group, usually choosing not to engage in the chatroom everyone shared. Everyone else in your guild felt the same to you, just the usual gamers who liked to joke around and talk about the same things. But for some reason, Yoosung seemed different from the rest.

Sure, he always raged about LOLOL and talked about his problems as a college student like the rest of the guild. But there were times when he would say something deeper, something that would catch your attention. Most of the time they were about him being all alone and left behind. You found yourself to those lines of words written in the chatroom that were always quickly drowned out by the other gamers raging about something new they found.

I don’t, no, I don’t, no, I don’t, no, I don’t
Want anybody else but you

Your feelings for him grew a bit more that time when he defended you from those annoying, high-level players on LOLOL bullying you again for accidentally letting a goblin go during the quest. Without you entirely expecting it, the two of you started talking and became fast friends. Even on the chatroom, you could tell that Yoosung probably had the same feelings for you that you had for him. Each time you talked, you felt yourself falling more and more for him. Eventually, he proposed meeting up at a LOLOL convention and you agreed, quite reluctantly. Because everything was fine except for one tiny detail.

And I don’t, and I don’t, and I don’t, and I don’t
No I don’t, it’s true

You didn’t tell him you were actually a guy.

During one of the chats you two had you told him that you were actually a girl. It felt as if some kind of evil spirit possessed you to type out the words ‘I’m a girl’ on the keyboard. Because then again, it was completely possible that Yoosung was actually as straight as the spear you often used to kill ogres in LOLOL. You actually searched up the statistics. Turns out, at least one in every twenty men are actually gay. And judging by Yoosung’s reaction to what you said, your hypothesis was probably correct. You considered dressing up as a girl for the convention but you knew it was way too obvious. And thinking realistically, you couldn’t hold that act up for long. Yoosung was going to find out eventually. You just wished that you could drink some kind of potion to disappear once he did.

You groaned and covered your face with your hands. You were completely fucked.

I don’t, no, I don’t, no, I don’t, no, I don’t
Want anybody else but you

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Re: pizza schemes and PDA

Originally posted by pastelyoonseok

+ “This is by far the stupidest plan you’ve ever had. Of course I’m in.”
+ “You two are made for each other. Why isn’t it working?”
+ “I’m mad, I’m pissed, but most of all I want a kiss.” “Why are you pissed?” “Because you won’t give me a fucking kiss!”

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader (feat. far too many other people)
Genre: Fluff, pretty crack
Words: 1726 teach me how to drabble
Requested by: @xxwxnder-landxx
A/N: A follow-up of sorts to “Re: roommates and double dates” though it’s not really necessary to read that one.

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‘Mine’ ~~ Zen

So, this is kind of new to me.

I do write a bit of fanfiction and I wrote a collection of one-shots once based on songs (I call them songfictions :D) for Haikyuu!! and I kind of want to do it for Mystic Messenger. For now, I’ve only written one for Zen and I kind of want to do it for all of the RFA members + V and Saeran. I’m not taking requests for these but I am welcome to any prompts you guys can send. I’m just doing this for fun so you guys don’t have to read through everything but I do hope you like this ~~ mod stranger

based on the song ‘Mine’ by Taylor Swift (song lyrics are in bold italics)

You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables

“’From now… until the end of our days…’”

“’From now… until the end of time…’” you corrected Zen, looking up at him from the script you had in your hands. The two of you were in his apartment, practicing the lines he had to do for a play he was doing next week.

“Babe, do you have to be that strict?” Zen sighed but smiled playfully at you. “Besides, my version sounds more romantic.”

Left a small town, never looked back

“You told me to pretend being your director,” you shrugged. “So that’s what I’m doing. But… you’re right. Your version does sound better,” you smiled at him. “I guess you do have a thing for romance.” Zen grinned and leaned down over you, placing a kiss on your forehead, then your nose.

“I’m surprised you haven’t figured that out by now,” he said softly, pressing his forehead against yours. Grinning, you wrapped your arms around his neck.

“Maybe you should remind me…” you whispered. You watched as Zen’s smile turned from playful to devilish in half a second but before he leaned in for another kiss, you held up the script between your faces.

I was a flight risk, with a fear of fallin’

“…by practicing your lines,” you added. Zen leaned back and fixed you with a slightly irritated but nonetheless amused look. You looked up at him innocently from over the script, using the paper to hide the teasing smile on your lips.

“Man, first my director harasses me and now my girlfriend too,” Zen sighed, running a hand through his long, silvery hair and lying down on the couch next to you. The couch in Zen’s apartment could barely fit the two of you but you didn’t mind it at all. To save space, you turned your body so you could face him. He looked at you and smiled, shaking his head. “You really are merciless.”

“And that’s why you love me~” you sang.

Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts

“That’s why I love you,” Zen agreed. He pulled you close and nuzzled his face in the crook of your neck. You put his script down on a table nearby and wrapped your arms around him, running your fingers through the hair gathered in his ponytail. The two of you lay silently like that for a while, relishing each other’s company. No matter how much Zen said he hated his tiny apartment with the ugly peeling paint on the walls, the broken water heater, and everything else, you loved it. It was quiet here, peaceful. So much different from your own home that felt as if it was made out of broken glass stuck together.

I say, “Can you believe it?”

“Do you really have to go home?” Zen spoke up, his voice soft and hesitant, so much different from the loud, powerful one he used onstage. When he acted, he always seemed larger than life, something that almost wasn’t human. You knew just how much the fangirls loved him for that. But that wasn’t all Zen was. Only you knew this side of him, the side that was still wounded by his own past and fueled the insecurity that seeped in from time to time. But you loved this side even more, because it was the one that Zen protective of you.

“Yeah, soon,” you answered, trying to sound nonchalant about it. You didn’t want him to know that earlier today your father practically threw a beer bottle near your head. If you did, who knows what Zen’s temper was going to do?

As we’re lyin’ on the couch

“You know, I really hate this couch,” Zen said, propping himself up on an elbow and looking down at you.

“You hate everything here, Zen,” you deadpanned, staring up at him.

“Yeah, but this couch takes the cake,” he said. “It’s weird and lumpy in all the wrong places and much too small for us to do anything fun on it.”

“I see…” you nodded slowly, raising an eyebrow at the last part.

The moment, I can see it

“When we get out of here and move to a new house, I’ll buy us the biggest couch I can find,” he said excitedly.

“Alright, I’ll be waiting for this awesome couch in the future,” you giggled.

“You can count on it,” Zen grinned and planted a kiss on your forehead.

Yes, yes, I can see it now

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