the messenger is also great

me before jumin’s route: i mean he’s hot but he’s kind of a dick

me after jumin’s route: i would lay down my own life for this man. he deserves the sun, the moon and the stars. so beautiful.

portuguesesinnerwrites  asked:

"i don’t appreciate the fact that voluptuous bodies are praised only if there’s skinny arms, a flat stomach and a chiselled face but you want thick thighs, a big bum and breasts. but you also don’t want stretch marks, cellulite, scars. like how do you think bodies work" -marimopet. I think they're right, how about a headcanon of an insecure chubby mc that really likes to cover her body and is really insecure about being naked in front of them? (RFA+V+Saeran) Thanks! :D

Hecking darn, I’m so sorry that this took me so long. Please let me know if you’d like me to change anything. Also I’m 80% sure the formatting off on this, but I’ll be glad to change it in the future. Again, sorry for making you wait and much love!


  • He was coming back from an outing with some campus friends when he saw you looking over yourself in the mirror
  • You looked slightly disgusted with your stomach and kept poking at your thighs
  • Your nose wrinkled a bit seeing them wiggle a little bit
  • Yoosung was really very confused so he called out your name
  • Jumping a bit, you turned towards him and apologized
  • “Nonononono, MC! Don’t say sorry! You didn’t do anything wrong!” he nearly yelled worriedly while hanging up his coat 
  • After he settled in, he practically ran to you in your room while you were hurriedly adjusting your clothing
  • “Why do you have look on your face?” “’Cause my thighs are really jiggly” “But you looked mad at yourself” “Well, yeah, I don’t like them all that much, Yoosung”
  • This boy was d e v a s t a t e d 
  • He pretty much threw himself on you to hug you 
  • “But MCCCCC, you’re not allowed to not like them. You’re really really cute, and so are your thighs!” 
  • From that day forwards, he would give you compliments on how you looked in outfits
  • 8/8 would lay on you because you were “comfy and safe”
  • Never ever would pressure you to wear other things but would encourage you to like yourself a bit more
  • “C’mon, MC, if you don’t like the squish, then what kind of person are you? Squoosh is good. Squoosh is safe”
  • Would attempt to fight anyone that body shamed
  • May’ve tried to deck a fuckboy
  • “Okay, how would you feel if I didn’t like my body?” “Yoosung, that’s completely different” “Nuh-uh!” “Fine, then I’d always tell you that your perfect, ‘cause you are” “See?” “Plus, if you thought you looked bad, then how should I feel about myself?” “Nope! That’s counterproductive!” “Then I’d always make sure that you know I love you and how you look” “Do you see now? That’s what I’m trying to do!”
  • Constantly would give really cute pep talks if you needed it 
  • No pressure if you didn’t want to wear something, but he’d make sure to tell you you were stunning


  • Okay, when you were ever in public with this boy, he noticed you were a little anxious
  • He tried to ask about it but you always deflected it so he backed off 
  • There was one day where he came home later from rehearsals and you were sitting on the bed scrolling through some comment section of one of his fanpages 
  • Zen was worried considering your facial expression that looked like a mixture of sadness and something else he couldn’t place
  • You, on the other hand, were trying to laugh it off in your head
  • I mean, you were already struggling with self-image issues and you could laugh those off
  • These were different, though. They had usernames and pictures along with a few anonymous people
  • It felt like you were on display in some exhibit where people came to point and laugh
  • After he showered and you were still looking concerned while reading on your phone, he dramatically fell next to you on the bed
  • You brushed off anything he tried to ask so he went on the messenger to see if anyone had anything to say
  • It clicked with him once he saw that Jaehee was ranting about how rude some people were being on some fan blogs
  • “Hey, MC?” “Hmm? “Y’know you’re really beautiful, right?” 
  • You laughed a bit in response to that then stopped realizing that he probably wouldn’t like you finding humor in that
  • “I’m serious, you know. I’ve seen a lot of people through my career, but you take the cake,” “Hyun, have you seen my arms?” “Yeah, and they’re amazing!” “What about my stomach?” “A masterpiece!” “And my chins?” “Fit to be in a museum!”
  • Shaking your head, you wondered how you could wind up in a relationship with him and leaned over towards him
  • “You’re funny.” “But it’s all true! My princess is gorgeous” “Obviously not, considering what people say” “Yeah, well, screw those people. They probably have no joy in their lives. They probably think about dead puppies. Not everybody finds everybody attractive, too. There’s people who don’t think I’m hot as hell”
  • You fake gasped and he started laughing, no giggling 
  • shit, this was cute
  • The next day, he came out with a press release saying how much he loved you and that if anyone were to harass you and call themselves a fan, they could call themselves banned from anything and everything he could get them kicked out from 
  • Any time he could, he would tell you how good you look 
  • Would proudly say that he’s “MC’s boyfriend” and no security detail or workers would know you as “Zen’s partner” nope, you were MC, the partner of Zen
  • He would ask you before buying you any clothing he thought would look good
  • Would slap your ass if you said it was fine
  • Would also ask before he took any clothing off by tapping it
  • Everyone who needs reassurance needs a Zen
  • Because we all know he’s a fucker that’s into body worship


  • You visited her at work and were currently spinning around in a desk chair 
  • When you were waiting for her to finish a meeting before you could see her, you accidentally took a magazine from the lobby
  • Jaehee was typing while you were flipping through it, waiting for her to go on her lunch break
  • You made an offhand remark about comparing yourself to the models and she stopped working
  • Looking up at her, you asked if she was done but she nodded and stood up to walk over to you
  • “You’re as attractive as any of those models, so don’t you think otherwise for a second” “Jaehee, I was just-“ “Nope, if you’re going to say it’s normal, that just makes it worse. Who cares if you’ve got rolls or extra fat? Sure as hell isn’t me, so you shouldn’t either. You’re more adorable and hot than anyone I’ve known, so I’m saying that your data is incorrect.” “But-“ “No, no buts. You’re wrong” 
  • Would stop you if you were going to make a remark towards yourself 
  • She probably has not liked how she looked in the past
  • If I were her, I’d be fucking dONE with those boobs
  • So she wouldn’t let you fall into that trap either
  • Would ask you little questions each day about how were feeling
  • Understood if there was a day you just really couldn’t like yourself no matter how hard you tried
  • Always there to tell you that you looked great
  • Took random pictures of you and would send them to the messenger to say how great you look
  • Just really supportive and sweet
  • Would also help you with clothes shopping, especially if it was in the women’s section
  • Nobody knows what women’s sizes actually mean


  • If you thought you could get away with the things you said, you were w r o n g
  • “Hah, same,” you said as you pointed to a can of biscuits that popped 
  • (I’m sorry if that doesn’t make sense. I was referencing the pressurized ones where dough will push out against the opening and look like body rolls)
  • “Hah, no,” he said as he went to hug you
    “I’m the only one that can make self-depreciating jokes around here, MC!”
  • Saeyoung already knew that you didn’t like how your body looked, but hey, he’s gonna try his best to make sure you didn’t 
  • If you liked cuddling, he would always trace your stretchmarks because “They looked prettier than Elly!”
  • This shit was real if something was prettier than that cat
  • Would also smack your ass if he thought you looked better than usual if you said that it was okay
  • Also would stop working on something if he noticed you weren’t doing too well
  • Cheesy notes for you to find would be all around the bunker 
  • He would get rid of anything that made you uncomfortable, too 
  • Has hacked into social media accounts of people he thought were being douchebags to you 
  • If he knew it was a bad day, he’d just hug you to let you know he was there


  • Being around a bunch of people who probably had multiple nutritionists drew attention to yourself if you had to attend any parties or business meals with him 
  • You absentmindedly said something about it once you had both gotten home from a dinner party
  • Looking up to Jumin when he got quiet, you saw him with his head cocked to the side and a questioning look on his face
  • “But you’re far more beautiful than anyone there?” “Tch, I wish I was, Jumin. They’ve all the most expensive trainers and makeup artists to make them look far better than me.” “That’s the difference between them and you, MC. You don’t need anything like that to be stunning. I can get anything you’d like if it was something you enjoy. I could get all the best makeup for you if you were doing it for fun, not if you saw it as an improvement. You can’t improve perfection, my love.”
  • Realizing he was genuinely confused at how you could, you shook your head slightly
  • “MC? Is it alright? I didn’t think that you thought of yourself this way. It never crossed my mind, because I thought you were always more beautiful than anything or anyone else. You’re-you’re incredibly attractive, MC. I don’t understand why you compare yourself to them when you’re so much more gorgeous than they could ever be.”
  • Now, you were sniffling a little bit while noticing your eyes were about to spill over with tears
  • “Th-thank you, Jumin. That means a lot, really, it does. I always convince myself that you’d rather be with anyone else. I always thought you didn’t like how I looked with suggestions you made.” “MC, I’m so sorry that you thought that. I’d never be with anyone else, because they all pale in comparison. If you meant clothing I picked, I’ll make sure you pick most of it now. I just thought you always looked good in everything. “
  • From then on, you always woke up to a compliment either in person or part of a good morning text
  • All your clothing was to be perfectly tailored
  • He also made sure any department that needed models would have weight diversity 
  • Also fired any employee that made comments towards you or anyone else that wasn’t standard-model skinny

V: (This’ll be one of the few I write that he’s blind in)

  • He came back from a meeting and was slightly confused to not hear you 
  • You heard the door open, though, and tried to make yourself look presentable as you were crying quietly earlier
  • Even though Jihyun couldn’t see if your face was red, he could tell if you were off
  • Walking down the staircase to greet him, you were still clearing your throat and trying to wipe at your face
  • “MC? Are you alright? I wasn’t sure where you were.” “Yeah, it’s all okay. I was just in the room.” “Are you sure that you’re okay? You seem upset. I’m sorry if it was because I came back so late”
  • “No, dear, it wasn’t your fault at all. I was just, well, I was kind of upset with how I look.” “But you’re very attractive?” “Jihyun, you can’t even see me.” “Yes, I can, just slightly, you know that. You’re really very good-looking, MC. I feel bad that you can’t see that in yourself. You have stunning eyes, and your cheeks are really soft and cute.”
  • You knew he was trying to help but sometimes you can’t think like that
    “Well, I’m still a fat ass.” “Fat doesn’t mean ugly. Fat just means you have more of a person to love.”
    After this conversation, you were pretty much dragged to the couch
  • Once you sat down, he practically fell on you
  • “Sorry! Sorry, I just meant to sit and then, yeah”
  • You laughed a bit as he moved a bit to still lay on you just more comfortably
  • “See, MC? More to love” “Yeah, but I don’t love it” “I really really wish you could, because I think it’s the best ever”
  • He was just trying to make you feel the best you could
  • After knowing you didn’t like how much weight you had, he tried his best to make you feel confident
  • Everything has its ups and downs, and he just wanted to make you feel as far up as possible

Okay, again, really very sorry for taking so long. I’ll fix anything that’s not good, and add stuff if I missed it. Bye, for now, nerds!

anonymous asked:

What are your top 10 tumblr blogs?

I really love @myetie’s blog. She’s an amazing artist with a wonderful art-style and is drawing a lot of mystic messenger fanart.

I also really like @askull4everyoccasion’s and @askmicrowaveayem’s blogs. They are great writers and have written amazing undertale stories like AYEM (a year every minute). You should really check their stories out!

@heavenfell-au is definitely up in my ‘top 3 favorite blogs’ and they are an amazing writer and artist!! They have this story called “their wings” and if you havent read it, you really should! I believe they also draw something for every chapter of “their wings” they upload, so you should look at that as well, it’s awesome!

@indulgenceahoy also writes some really really good undertale fanfiction and is a great artist with a nice art style I really like!

@rsfoster is a really good artist as well! They draw a lot of undertale fanart and i love how their traditional art looks, the coloring is just amazing!

@bossmonsterbani has an unique art-style that I really love. They are also making great animations!

Another Blog I really like is @eaavan-bimyou’s blog. They are a really nice person with a beautiful art-style and really good art. You should really check their Blog out!

@mysticdaddies is also a Blog I really like. They are writing some awesome mystic messenger stories and headcanons (and also some great nsfw stories like “Bang!”, just so you know)

@seek-victory is a good yuri on ice art blog that you should check out if you love yuri on ice and 'victuuri’ as much as I do.

And the last two Blogs i really like are @littlemissweaboo and @toggy001. They are amazingly nice people and are really good artists. They draw a lot of undertale fanart and have really nice blogs. You should Check them out as well!

There are of course way more Blogs i really like, but these are my favorite ones I think. Oh, and these are in random Order btw. And sorry that I turned the 'top 10’ into a 'top 12’ ^_^



The Lenape Natives initially lived along the Delaware River Valley in parts of New Jersey, New York and Pennsylvania –from which they received their more common name, Delaware. They became dependent on the colonies and became so involved in the trade of pelts and furs that they eventually killed off most of the mammals in their area –they soon grew impoverished and were forgotten as traders abandoned them for the Iroquois Natives to the north. Under the threats of poverty, conflict, alcoholism and disease, the Lenape numbers had dwindled from about ten to twelve thousand to about three thousand since contact was made with the Europeans.

“-as small groups sold their land or were forced from it at various times. The scattered, decimated, and unorganized bands … soon gathered, or were gathered, as they had never been in pre-European times. The ‘towns’ that grew up in the river valleys of Pennsylvania in the early decades of the eighteenth century were not formed from homogeneous cultural units.”

^ Lenapehoking, the original Lenape territory. 

Selling their lands, being forced out of others, and willingly abandoning others – they became refugees within their own land and would also retreat to the land of others. After the death of William Penn in 1718, he was succeeded by his sons Thomas Penn and John Penn –whom were involved in the infamous Walking Purchase of 1737 in which they brought forward a suspicious and possibly fraudulent copy of a land deed from 1686 that led to a large theft of land from the Lenape. The Penn brothers had arranged to have three trained runners sprint through a cleared route, covering about sixty-five miles in eighteen hours and winning them 1,200 square acres of land from the Delaware.

^ Delaware by David Wright.

They [Thomas Penn and John Penn] were used to an expensive life-style, but had no money. In their desperation, they contemplated ways to sell Lenape land to colonial settlers. The resulting scheme culminated in the so-called Walking Purchase. In the mid-1730s, colonial administrators produced a draft of a land deed dating to the 1680s. William Penn had approached several leaders of Lenape polities in the lower Delaware to discuss land sales further north. Since the land in question did not belong to their polities, the talks came to nothing.

But colonial administrators had prepared the draft that resurfaced in the 1730s. The Penns and their supporters tried to present this draft as an actual deed. Unsurprisingly, Lenape leaders in the lower Delaware refused to accept it. What followed was a convoluted sequence of deception, fraud, and extortion orchestrated by the Pennsylvania government that is commonly known as the Walking Purchase. In the end, all Lenapes who still lived on the Delaware were driven off the remnants of their homeland under threats of violence.” – Steven Harper.

^ Walking Purchase.

The refugee Lenape villages that had arose from this displacement are believed to have been an important component that led to the French and Indian War and the surge of revolutionary ideas among the Lenape Delaware Natives. One of these revolutionaries was a man from the Delaware named Wangomen, who believed that the great creator spirit, Gichi-Manidoo, had chosen him as a messenger. Wangomen, also known as the Assinisink Prophet, was visited by a great buck during a hunting trip that conveyed the message that by abandoning the old ways, the Natives had placed themselves in this difficult situation.

The great creator spirit, Gichi-Manidoo, let him peer into the heavens where he saw that there were three heavens –one for Natives, one for ‘Whites’ and one for ‘Negroes’. The ‘Whites’ were ill-treated in their heaven, as punishment for their abuses against the Natives, for taking the promised land away from them and for their enslavement of the ‘Negroes’. 

Another Delaware man named Papoonan, had a vision while mourning his father’s death –the great creator spirit, Gichi-Manidoo, was offended by the way that the Natives had abandoned the old ways. Papoonan was a supporter of Natives purifying themselves in the old ways of their forefathers and for them to denounce the use of alcohol. Unlike the other prophets he preached peace, coexistence, the sharing of resources and also accepted some of the teachings of the Moravian Christian missionaries 

^ Neolin, the Delaware Prophet.

There was yet another man from the Delaware tribe named Neolin, meaning “the enlightened”, in this story he plays the greatest significance. Neolin traversed the spirit world for days before reaching three forks in the road, from both the wide and the narrow roads a great fire arose from the ground which forced him to turn back. On the third path he encountered a marvelous white mountain in which he saw a woman of radiant beauty that instructed him to strip himself of all that he has and to purify himself in a nearby river. After purifying himself he met with the great creator spirit, Gichi-Manidoo, who gave him a guideline for the Natives to follow. The Natives must refrain from drinking, be married to one woman, not covet their neighbors’ wife and not to fight with their fellow brethren.

That the land in which they inhabited was given to them by him, reminding them that they lived before the French and English had arrived and didn’t need their assistance. They hunted with bow and arrow without need of firearms. That now they had become dependent on the whites, for his children (the Natives) to send the whites back to the homes that he has given them, across the ocean. To “drive off your lands those dogs clothed in red who will do nothing but harm”. 

He sought to purify his followers, urging them to rid themselves of all European goods and return to the lifestyle of their ancestors. Though he had many followers, the idea of tossing aside their arms was too much for some Natives to comply with. Nevertheless, Neolin became yet another force swaying the Natives against the ‘Whites’. 

By so doing, and by strictly observing his other precepts, the tribes would soon be restored to their ancient greatness and power, and be enabled to drive out the white men who infested their territory. The prophet had many followers. Indians came from far and near, and gathered together in large encampments to listen to his exhortations.” – Chapter VII, The Conspiracy of Pontiac and the Indian War after the Conquest.

If there are any errors please privately inbox me so I can update it. As always, if you’d like to read or learn about any specific historical subjects just let me know what they are and I will take note of them.


  • THE COUNCIL OF THREE FIRES AND THE PONTIAC-GUYASUTA UPRISING – This post covers some of the history, culture and religion of the Native American inhabitants of the Great Lakes region of North America, focusing on the Pontiac-Guyasuta Uprising and the Council of Three Fires (the Ottawa, Ojibwe and the Potawatomi); the peace-pipe, Rogers’ Rangers, the sport that inspired lacrosse, and some Native battle tactics
  • THE IROQUOIS CONFEDERACY: THE “SAVAGE” EMPIRE – The origins of the Iroquois Confederacy, the early wars they were involved in, the effects that disease epidemics incurred upon them, the Iroquoian cultural use of torturescalping, and cannibalism, the tomahawk and its symbolism (bury the hatchet), as well as the taking of captives during mourning wars and adopting them in order to replace lost tribal members.
  • THE IROQUOIS CONFEDERACY: THE RED ROMANS AND THE RED COATS – This post covers the religious beliefs of the Iroquois Confederacy, their origin story, their belief in duality (like yin and yang), their secretive and mysterious masked societies, and their involvement in the conflicts between their two great colonial neighbors (New France and the New England) like the famed French and Indian War. I’ll also speak of their involvement in the American Revolutionary War as well as the famed Joseph Brant, a Freemason Mohawk leader who swayed most of the Iroquois Confederates into siding with the British. It is believed that without the aid of the Iroquois Confederacy, North America would now be speaking French instead of English and that France would’ve held a massive portion of the eastern half of North America, leaving a massive battlefield for the French and Spanish to battle over.

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