the man who loved too much

Negan Imagines - The Blame

Originally posted by werewolvesxo

Spoilers obviously

A/N: Okay so that episode killed me several times and of course this fucker ^ killed two of my favourites like seriously I burst into tears when he hit Abraham cause it felt like he hit me in the heart with Lucille. And I don’t even want to talk about Glenn cause that just wasn’t fucking okay. However I know a lot of you (including myself) probably fucking hate this piece of shit but I also know a lot of you love to hate this man (and hate to love him) so even though I could barely watch the episode cause I was crying so much, I did kinda die when Negan started saying everything was his cause dayum I don’t care if he killed my children, he does things to me. 

I left out the end where Maggie tells the others to leave because it was just too painful for me to watch let alone write it. So I hope you don’t mind.

Summary: You’re the one who accidentally led the Saviours to the group cause Negan has an interest in you. Basically an episode based on the season 6 finale and season 7 premiere but Negan is crushing on you, Rick’s daughter.

Pairing: Negan x reader, Father!Rick x Daughter!Reader

Word count: 3,921 (oops…Guess I got a little carried away.)

Warning: Well, if you all have seen the episode be prepare to go through the hell of Ab’s and Glenn’s deaths again and the violence. Strong language. Age difference.

It was your fault. It was all your fault. That’s what you thought. That’s what you believed as you stared down at the blood and brains on the ground in front of you. 

You had gone out for a walk, you hated being trapped inside Alexandria some days so you had to sneak out for some air. To practise your fight on nearby walkers. You knew if your dad found out, you’d never be left alone ever again, you’d always have someone keep an eye on you which is why you were usually extra careful.

Only a handful of people knew you snuck out; your brother, Sasha, Abraham and Aaron. None of them liked it but none of them stopped you. On occasion, Sasha or Abraham would join you but that day you had gone alone. 

You had gone further you normally would go, you were in the mood for exploring and you were heavily armed so assumed it was safe to go so far. 

Eventually you heard voices, then you saw them. You were hid behind a tree, the foliage around you would hid you even if you moved from behind the tree. There was only five of them, the ringleader stood bold and clear. He was tall, handsome, with a salt and pepper beard and a leather jacket. 

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me: t-

ororo: *bursts out her office* T'Challa is such a great man and I’m so glad he accepts me for who I am. He’s not only smart but he’s funny too. Did you know he graduated from Oxford and is actually a scientist. He takes care of his duties as King and uses his charisma and intellect to rule properly. Not only that but he makes me feel special and I just love him so much.

me: the people need to work on their global warming problem

ororo: …he can fix that

Well after eight months of pure bliss, I’ve been completely blindsided and dumped by a man who still loves me but thinks the pressures of nursing school are too much for him to give me the love I deserve.
What a total and utter load of crap.


Dorian: [screams] :)

Will Anders get the makeover he needs to land his dream date? Stay tuned to find out!
Monty Oum has passed away

Our friend, inspiration and co-worker Monty Oum passed away yesterday afternoon at 4:34 PM surrounded by people who loved him very much. Ten days ago Monty suffered a severe allergic reaction during a simple medical procedure that left him in a coma. Although he fought bravely, his body was not able…

To the man who gave me a voice, the courage to create, and invaluable friendship. He was taken away far too early.

We need to talk about this

Because not only this stream was hilarious but we learned so much about the characters too omg

Fubuki and Lilly ship SaiGenos and HAVE FUCKING PUPPETS OF THEM and of course Genos continues to be perfect to sensei who feels weird about eating food that look like him

Close-up to lesbians because I love them LOOK AT THE PUPPETS ASDF

The martial arts masters + Iaian looking like the cinnamon roll he is

Side-drawing concept art of how Iaian’s chopped arm looks! I couldn’t take a better picture but that’s some kinda metallic piece similar to his armor.

So I guess Drive Knight is a cyborg after all, we have seen him eating noodles twice during streams. I can’t believe he’s eating them from those little holes is this why he only ever eats noodles my poor cyborg son

Also at the back, House of Evolution nerds + Darkness Blade and Red Muffler

Literally 50 heroes gathered here aND NONE OF THEM STOPPED DRUNK ZOMBIEMAN FROM EMBARRASSING HIMSELF LIKE THIS I can’t believe my headcanons for Zombae are turning to be canon, he IS a fucking dork after all omg I knew it wasn't possible for these series to have such an ideally serious, calm, mature hero LOL Even Dr Genus is here WHY WON’T YOU HELP YOUR CHILD YOU JERK

PLEASE NO MORE ALCOHOL FOR MR. SITCH EITHER PLEASE STOP THE SECOND HAND EMBARRASSMENT omg Amai don’t make such a bitch face in front of little Zenko I AM GOING TO FUCKING SLAP YOU Please also notice Garou sitting on the fence next to precious Busaiku who is being a fanboy 

Also who the fuck is that guy on the floor next to Mumen WHO IS HIM


A more general view. Siblings are being cuties as usual and I still want to slap Amai STOP MAKING THAT BITCH FACE YOU ARE JUST JEALOUS OF SAITAMA’S GREATNESS

If any of you were still sceptical about the nin nins being brothers… look at Flash offering Sonic some food. Flash you jerk, you are giving away his PERFECT camouflage in front of 50 heroes who couldn’t give a fuck about their companion Zombieman drowing in the lake let alone about Sonic’s terrible Ongyo-Jutsu or capturing him

Look at the corner behind the ninja bros!!! At the last moment Murata-sensei drew himself and my fav lightning trio 👌 Stinger, Genji and Max 👌


Once Upon a time, there was a beautiful young girl who married for her love and she had two lovely daughters. All was well, but one day her husband, the light of her life died. The next time she married for the sake of her daughters, but that man, too, was taken from her. So she doomed to live every day with his beloved child. She had a hope to married one of her stupid daughters to the prince but that was turned by a girl with glass slippers. So I lived unhappily ever after.

Min fucking Yoongi

so.. there’s this person called Min Yoongi

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don’t get blinded by his cute fucking face..  he’s a dangerous man and he knows it.. (confirmed by an army at a fansign)

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he sometimes just spits fire out of the blue

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fuck wrong gif

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man he’s beautiful

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never mind.. (daddy?)

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he also goes by the name of Agust d .. who i belive we are all very proud of

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tho the rudeness is over the top

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but don’t forget

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behind his beautiful face and all the fire spitting

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this man has been throught alot 

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and I’m just happy he’s with us today

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our precious Min Yoongi

I tried to move mountains for you but all you did was throw pebbles at me. How am I supposed to help you when you don’t help yourself? I hurt too. I know, it’s crazy. I help other people so much that I am suddenly not myself. So who am I? I am the girl crying in the hallway. I am the boy who couldn’t quite get the girl but that girl was not me. I am the man who lost everything in the divorce but still says he wishes she were here to fill the cold spot on the bed. I am the child whose balloon floated too far away too see but still believed it was there. I am that balloon. You loved me yet you let me go. Am I too far?
—  k.e.h
This is the day that we will NEVER listen to Bruno Mars’ “Marry You” the same way again…
—  crying YWCFTS fan post Ep. 20

*wipes sweat and tears off my tablet* what do you mean that isn’t even all of them?


Enough! Enough! I’m so tired of this crap. I’m gonna be a 30-something retiree soon. Hell of a lot sooner than I’d like. Love of my life is getting remarried, too. So, so much for a family. And you bickering idiots is all I have to show for it! Our manager’s in trouble, guys. He could get canned any day. This is the same guy who takes the blame when we lose, when it’s us who plays Hacky Sack with the baseball. Yeah, same guy who didn’t just convince Stubbs’ ex not to sell their honeymoon pictures to a tabloid. He bought ‘em! All to protect his own player. Is Ginny getting us more attention? Huh? (laughing) Yeah. Yeah, she is, man. Which sucks, 'cause we’re losing in front of sold-out crowds. I gave my life to this game! So I got a radical idea, mooks. Hear me out here. How about we start winning in front of sold-out crowds? How about we start winning for Al and his job? How about you start winning for your captain, too? We’re gonna shock the world. And yeah, we’re gonna do it with a pretty girl in the dugout. Yeah, pretty girl, who, by the way, works a hell of a lot harder than you lazy losers. So maybe… we all start working as hard as her. Maybe we start acting like a team instead of a bunch of spoiled brats. Then maybe I’ll feel lucky that you guys are all I have. Yeah, lucky to be a Padre. For every last flickering minute of my damn career.

i learnt a lot about myself when i was alone, that i didn’t really need anyone and i think losing you taught me that maybe i need to be strong enough for myself. maybe you were a lesson; to teach me that even if i lost the love of a man i could never really replace i gained the love of myself in the process. in the end i learnt that you could have thousands of friends that you go out on friday and saturday nights with but its about those friends who check up on you on those sunday mornings to make sure you didn’t drink too much and got home safe and those people who make sure you did good on that test you wrote last week. i took a look at my life and the people around me and realized i had no one like that so i dropped people who didn’t show me love in the way i wanted to be shown love. this is how i learnt about self love. firstly i lost you and lord does everyone know i grieved your loss in ways that no one would ever understand from crying, screaming and those 8 shots of vodka once a night at least twice a week but it was those smaller times where i’d be on the bus and our song would come on and id flinch just to change and grabbed my iPod to change the song as fast as i could or those times i went to pick up bread from the grocery store and i couldn’t have myself decide which one i wanted that made me think of how indecisive i always am but fuck i was so sure about you. i also lost friends and that taught me how it was okay to drop people when they make me feel less of who i am. i don’t need friends just for the sake of saying i have friends. i learnt that there is no use calling someone a friend if they only text you when they need someone or something. i learnt about self love when i dropped everyone who made me feel less of person and that made me grow and id rather stand proud of myself and be alone than stand with others hidden behind their shadows of what i am supposed to be just to i guess fit in.

you put me through hell but it taught me self love


With all the appreciation going around, I’d like to give a shout-out to some guys who never get much credit for what they do. The third man in every match; the ones who watch the clock and keep watch for injuries. The line of communication between the producers and the performers. The men whose best work is done when no one is paying attention. This is my Referee Appreciation Post!

I like to think that God melts
when children write Him letters
and maybe He’s not as raging
as I like to believe He is
maybe He is as real
as my desire to be held
but I push and I push
knowing He has better things to do
than sit with me in my loneliness.

but maybe God is as contradictory
as the peacefulness of rushing waves
as complex as a man who filled
His lungs with bloody, ravaging sin
and all for us, all for love,
a perfect sacrifice for imperfect souls
so lost they don’t even care
that He rose to save them from death.

maybe God can save the world
the hero of New York
the savior for the sinners
maybe He can judge us all.

but also be a ruler of the universe
that feels as much as us
and just as He is wrath and anger
He is also love and comfort
and just as I am hurting
so is He grieving.

maybe He sighs in awe
at the wonder of a baby first born
or watches us glow in admiration
as a sunset burns on our faces
maybe He likes to laugh
until His stomach hurts
maybe He cries just as we
when someone we love rejects us.

I like to think that God melts
when children write Him letters
just as He rejoices
when someone new enters heaven
maybe He is more than
a deity that hates impurity
that damns the sinners
and cursing mouths
and anything else that doesn’t
fit in our boxes well enough.

maybe He loves us all
maybe He adores our souls
even when we are doubtful
and fleeting, maybe He enjoys
our existing.

in my chapbook The Morning After Relapse


I’m so sick of losing.

And I’m sick of people thinking the 12th Doctor doesn’t care. Because if anything, he cares too much. He’s lived for over 2000 years. Imagine how many people, how many friends, how many loved ones he’s lost. When the Doctor first regenerated he tried his best to not get too close to Clara. He never got close to anyone they met on their journeys. He pretends he doesn’t care. He puts up a wall. He runs. But it’s moments like this, when he trips and the pain and the guilt catches up to him, you see the real Doctor. A man with two broken hearts. A man who feels so much pain, it makes him go numb.