the lonesome go

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LONESOME WHEN YOU GO

by @13ways-of-looking

Harry, Louis, Niall, and Liam are surgeons-in-training at the most prestigious surgical residency program in the United States.

More than that, Harry and Louis have a history unknown to the others, a history that involves dogs and God, anatomy lessons, food fights, vinyl jazz records, and one hell of an oyster tour.

A story of trust and friendship, of poetry and rock songs, pink-tinged dawns and the darkest nights.

A tale of portraits, tattoos, and everlasting love.

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Written for One Direction Big Bang Round 5

With art by the incredible @pattern-pals

Okay hold on what fucks me up the most about the fact that Chris’ contract is almost up and will only be in two more movies, is that that means Steve is going to die but what makes me so mad Is that Seb still has like 5 movies on his contract so that means Steve is going to die, Bucky will still be alive and if they figure out what’s wrong with Buck’s melon then pre-war(ish) Bucky is sort of back and WILL HAVE TO WATCH STEVE DIE. HIS STEVIE IS GOING TO DIE AND HE CANT DO ANYTHING. BUCKY BARNES IS GOING TO HAVE TO LIVE IN THE 21st CENTRY ALONE, WITHOUT STEVE WITH ALL THIS CRAP ON HIS SHOULDERS ALL THE THINGS HES DONE THE PEOPLE HE HAS HAD TO KILL HE WILL HAVE TO LIVE AND DEAL WITH ALL OF THAT ON. HIS. OWN. NO STEVE RODGERS TO HELP HIM HE WILL NO LONGER HAVE HIS BEST (boy)FRIEND FUCK

no one touch me I can’t handle this

Lonesome When You Go

written by 13Ways / @13ways-of-looking  for the @1dbigbang

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“Don’t let her draw the chocolate, Boo. It makes me look dirty,” Harry had said, wiping his face with his sleeves and smusging it all the more, making Louis laugh endlessly.

“Of course we have to draw the chocolate, Harry. How else are we going to remember today?”



Harry, Louis, Niall, and Liam are surgeons-in-training at the most prestigious program in the United States.

More than that, Harry and Louis have a history unknown to the others, a history that involves dogs and God, anatomy lessons, food fights, vinyl jazz records, and one hell of an oyster tour.

A story of trust and friendship, of poetry and rock songs, pink-tinged dawns and the darkest nights.

A tale of portraits, tattoos, and everlasting love.


Sweet and Sour

Originally posted by juggiehead

Summary: Despite being Riverdale’s sweetheart, if somebody crosses you the wrong way, they’ll get what coming for them. And Jason Blossom had no idea what to expect.

A/N: This is another Jason Blossom request so litty! Thank you anon and don’t forget to request any imagine y’all want.

Pairing: Jason x badass!fem reader

Warning: swearing, unconsented butt slap, bitch fit


A low yawn bubbled from your throat as you walked out of study hall. The class was quiet and everybody was doing their homework from other classes that were due sometime that day. You had sat with kids who needed tutoring on all classes: algebra, chemistry, Shakespeare, somebody even asked about the Civil War. Of course, you couldn’t say no. You were the goody two shoes of Riverdale, second valedictorian. You never partied, or drank, or did drugs, or stayed out past 9:30. Which sucked, in your defense. It meant nobody invited you to hang out, or go on a date. Not even go to the Drive-In. But not many knew your loneliness. Only Jason Blossom and Betty Cooper. 

You and Betty were the best and brightest of the grade, so of course you two bonded. With study dates and hanging out at Pop’s. Jason, however, found out by curiosity of your lonesomeness. He would go to parties, ask about you, but got answers of laughs. He was smart too, by putting two and two together.

Walking up to Jason at his locker, you put your hand on his arm. He turned to look at you with a warm smile.

“So, I was thinking if you wanna hang out after school at Pop’s with Betty and I? Only because I think with the end of the year coming, I need my best friends together to celebrate.”

He nodded his head and smiled. Everything around him blurred, and you were the focus in his vision. Your eyes, they sparkled and your smile was heart warming. He could never say that he adored you, because you would deny him in a sickly sweet way. He fell for you harder everyday.

Jason was ripped from his thoughts by hearing a loud slap and seeing shadows of yellow and blue slowly walk by. The guys laughed and he saw your cheeks turn bright red, slowly craning your neck to look at one of the jocks. You looked at Jason with a harsh glare, shoved your books in his hands and stormed up to the middle man. He was shaking his hand in the air.

You shoved him back with one hand, the other grabbing his wrist in the air.

“If you really wanted to slap something, why not slap some sense into thick skull? You need to check yourself out and know where you belong, by not being a huge dick to women and sexualizing our bodies. Did you even think that… THAT was a smart idea? Actually, don’t answer that. Whatever shit you would say isn’t even worth listening to. Take whatever is left of your pride and shove it up your ass, you disgusting fucking hog!”

By the end of your rant, you had twisted the guy’s arm a full 270. He was on the ground, wailing in pain. Your face was red, neck almost purple. You were drilling glares into his eyes and shoved his arm back into him. The guy fell back, then shakily pushed himself off the ground and ran out of the school.

With a heavy sigh, you turned to Jason, grabbed your books gently from his hand and walked away, through the crowd that gathered. Jason slowly turned around and watched you saunter off, joining a shocked Betty in the hall.

You were the most intriguing person Jason had ever seen, and he knew you were smart, badass, and perfect.

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I’ve seen love go by my door
It’s never been this close before
Never been so easy or so slow
I’ve been shooting in the dark too long
When something not right it’s wrong
Yer gonna make me lonesome when you go.

Dragon clouds so high above
I’ve only known careless love
It’s always hit me from below
This time around it’s more correct
Right on target so direct
Yer gonna make me lonesome when you go.

Purple clover Queen Anne lace
Crimson hair across your face
You could make me cry if you don’t know
Can’t remember what I was thinking of
You might be spoiling me too much love
Yer gonna make me lonesome when you go.

Flowers on the hillside blooming crazy
Crickets talking back and forth in rhyme
Blue river running slow and lazy
I could stay with you forever
And never realize the time.

Situations have ended sad
Relationship have all been bad
Mine’ve been like Verlaine’s and Rimbaud
But there’s no way I can compare
All those scenes to this affair
Yer gonna make me lonesome when you go.

Yer gonna make me wonder what I’m doing
Staying far behind without you
Yer gonna make me wonder what I’m saying
Yer gonna make me give myself a good talking to.

I’ll look for you in old Honolulu
San Francisco, Ashtabula
Yer gonna have to leave me now I know

But I’ll see you in the sky above
In the tall grass in the ones I love
Yer gonna make me lonesome when you go.

Daddy Doesn’t Have to Know - Part 9

Title: Daddy Doesn’t Have to Know - Part 9

Characters: Negan x You/Reader

Synopsis: You deal with the aftermath of Rosita’s discovery.

Warnings: SFW, no smut but there’s a lot of anxiety and paranoia here. If you are easily triggered by such, please don’t read.

Original Idea by: @babyblues915

Note: Quite a dark chapter? I guess? There might be a lack of Negan in the next part though, need it for further plot development lol. I’ve got things outlined until like Part 14 and you guys better prepare because we are heading towards the climax! Anyway, hope this part’s still enjoyable to read!

“But at least I’m not the one sleeping with the enemy.”

You betrayed everyone.

“Remember that the next time you fuck Negan.”

You betrayed Glenn, you betrayed Abraham. You betrayed your family and everyone else. Everything seemed perfect and then you just had to break it. Initially, you thought it was a spur of the moment kind of thing. It’s the end of the world and you were craving for companionship, for intimacy and out of all the people you could sleep with, it had to be Negan. It was a mistake. The first time was always a mistake.

But there came a second and a third and it happened over and over again. It wasn’t a mistake anymore.

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TC Playlist

We all have different music tastes but I’ve been collecting some songs that remind me of my situation with my TC and decided to share it with y’all. Feel free to add onto it if you reblog!!!

1. Helplessly by Tatiana Manaois 

2. Secret Love Song by Little Mix ft. Jason Derulo

3. Love Me Now by John Legend

4. Into You by Paramore

5. Tomorrow by Shakey Graves

6. Brooklyn Baby by Lana Del Rey

7. The Night We Met by Lord Huron

8. River by Leon Bridges

9. This Feeling by Alabama Shakes

10. The Wonder of You by Villagers

11. Gravity by John Mayer

12. Yellow by Coldplay

13. Latch (Acoustic) by Sam Smith

14. Poison and Wine by The Civil Wars

15. Liability by Lorde

16. Collarbones by Thomston

17. Instead by Ryan Amador

18. Crash Into Me by Boyce Avenue (I like the cover okokok don’t judge)

19. Say You Won’t Let Go by James Arthur

20. Cecilia and the Satellite by Andrew McMahon In the Wilderness

21. I Wanna Be Yours by Arctic Monkeys

22. Come Back When You Can by Barcelona

23. Let’s Get Lost by Beck and Bat for Lashes

24. Electric Love by Borns (idk how to do the slashy thing oops)

25. There Is by Box Car Racer

26. Work Song by Hozier

27. You and I by Ingrid Michaelson 

28. Hold Back the River by James Bay

29. I Want You by Marian Hill

30. Patient Love (acoustic) by Passenger

31. Mess Is Mine by Vance Joy

32. Don’t Wanna Be Your Girl by Wet

33. XO by John Mayer 

34. Love on the Brain by Rihanna

35. Honeymoon Avenue by Ariana Grande

36. Can’t Sleep Love by Pentatonix

37. Roses by The Chainsmokers

38. No Angel by Beyonce

39. YOUTH by Troye Sivan

40. Collide by Howie Day

41. Love Me Like You Do by Ellie Goulding

42. Fire by Augustana

43. All Too Well by Taylor Swift

44. Clean by Taylor Swift

45. You’re Gonna Make Me Lonesome When You Go by Miley Cyrus

46. Kiss Me by Ed Sheeran

47. Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran

48. Dead in the Water by Ellie Goulding

49. Fast Car by Boyce Avenue (I like this cover too :p)

50. I Want Crazy by Hunter Hayes

51. God and You by The Striking Matches

52. Untouched by The Veronicas

53. Lightweight by Demi Lovato

54. Can’t Help Falling in Love by Haley Reinhart

55. 1+1 by Beyonce

56. i hate u, i love u ft. Olivia O’Brien by gnash

57. Into You by Ariana Grande

58. Crushcrushcrush by Paramore

59. Blues Run the Game by Jackson C. Frank

dissociation is so unpleasant.

it’s like I’m behind a pane of glass, watching myself watch my life go by.

it’s lonesome. or maybe that sensation is merely being amplified by how alone I feel at this moment in my life.

I miss everyone so much. the countless people that have come in and out of my life over the years. I love each person more than I could ever express. what hurts the most is the nagging anxiety that I never let them know like I should have. I never showed them how much they meant to me.

I was too busy caught up in my anxieties, as I am now. trapped behind a pane of glass. watching my life go by.

A Growing Belly

A Growing Belly

Jack kept his arms folded behind his back as he spoke with Gabriel. This was an official matter that he and Gabriel were talking about, particularly the risk factors of the mission he and a handful of his Blackwatch agents were heading out on. Gabriel was frowning, rubbing slowly at his beard as he nodded in agreement.

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Saiyuki Reload Blast Anthology: Sha Gojyo's No Smoking Challenge

Thank you @seiten-taisei for sharing! Check out her post with links to a bunch of neat Saiyuki stuff, including this comic. This anthology features a bunch of short comics by various manga artists.  I’m linking to the other stories from the table of contents in this entry.

Gojyo experiences the hell of nicotine withdrawal.  And Hakkai ‘helps’.

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underrated bts tracks

OKAY EVERYBODY STOP BECAUSE I HAVE A very SERIOUS DILEMMA

there seems to be some very evident and obvious under-appreciation for a few bangtan tracks that i MUST HIGHLIGHT (especially to all you newcomers to the fandom). Honestly these songs do not get talked about enough (or enough anymore) and there is a need to bring these songs (back) into the spotlight!! 

so here we go, here is my list of underrated bts tracks that you NEED in your life on repeat over and over:

Originally posted by jjilljj

1. Intro: The Most Beautiful Moment In Life (Pt. 1) - HYYH Pt. 1

  • okay let’s start with the absolutely insane composition of the song
  • the BUILD UP OF INTENSITY
  • and then that GASP OF AIR IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS (suga’s) INTENSE GROWLY RAP 
  • and can we just talk about the first bit of the song
  • where suga uses the bounce of a basketball and the squeak of shoes against the court floor to accompany the fucking bass?!!?
  • so fcking well done holy shit
  • the way his rap FLOWS is so captivating???
  • the way he says his own name is just filled with so much swag i cannot
  • just overall it’s an amazing track
  • makes you feel all powerful, angry, empowered, and is such a good song when you feel so intense and bottled up with emotions 
  • you just sit down and listen to this song and you feel like it GETS YOU
  • the lyrics are so poetic too 
  • and just so REAL and captivating to read (or listen to if you understand korean)
  • one of my fav tracks of yoongi’s if i’m being real oh my god GO GIVE IT SOME LOVE
  • one word to describe it: one-of-a-kind

2. Hip Hop Lover/Phile - Dark&Wild

  • THIS SONG
  • one word to describe it: bangtan
  • its very edgy and very R&B which is refreshing
  • FIRSTLY, namjoon’s intro rap to the song
  • it just showcases everything namjoon is
  • a leader, a rapper, an ARTIST
  • and then the switch up (that bts is SO GOOD at) from fast/intense rap to smooth vocals that compliment everything SO well
  • we hear jungkook and taehyung’s vocals accompanied by the rest of them just chanting their LOVE for hip hop
  • and then JHOPE comes in and FUCK ME
  • his flow is on a different level
  • not better but it’s so different and refreshing and adds so much dimension to the song i cant even
  • and jimin and jin’s vocals (even though i wish we could hear jin more i cri)
  • AND THEN SUGA HOOOMGGGG
  • just switches up the flow with the bridge
  • there’s just SO MUCH to this song
  • and everything just fits SO well
  • by far a song that showcases a lot of what bts IS and what they LOVE
  • and I ADORE EVERY BIT

3. Move - HYYH Pt. 1

  • AYO SUGAAAA
  • this one is especially for all the new ARMYs who may not know this song
  • summarised in one word: masterpiece
  • it’s a very emotional song
  • it has that nostalgic vibe to it (which makes sense after you read the lyrics)
  • one word to describe this song: FEELS
  • some of my fav lyrics are:
  • ‘we cried a lot and laughed a lot but it was so beautiful’
  • ‘as much as the place was small, we were bound together tighter’
  • and also namjoon’s last words at the end just warm my heart
  • just the beat and everything too
  • again, i just love the way bts bring such LIFE to these songs
  • the rap doesn’t go hard, but it’s still very edgy and works with the vibe
  • idk how to explain it??
  • imo taehyung’s voice especially works so well with this song 
  • jhope’s rap and voice brings a very chill vibe to the song in contrast to namjoon and yoongi’s
  • and i’m just talking about the sound (not what the actual lyrics are saying)
  • and jin’s voice compliments the song really well too
  • and suga’s rap starts out soft and then he brings it just expressing his feelings and becomes very personal about it too and UGH I LOVE
  • overall the song is very personal and true to the group as a whole which makes it all very touching

4. Whalien 52 - HYYH Pt. 2

  • this song got a lot of hype and recognition for it’s background and how it came to be
  • if you don’t know, it was cos of namjoon and his genius of a brain
  • basically it’s based on the 52 Hertz Whale (it’s called that cos of the low frequency sound that it makes) and others cannot hear it. so essentially it’s lonely. the title is a mash up of the words ‘alien’ (which is linked to loneliness and being ‘alienated’) and the word ‘whale’ (for obvious reasons)
  • so i’m BRINGING IT BACK and no one can stop me
  • one word to describe this song: genius
  • from the very beginning the vibe of the song is set
  • if i could take each section of the song and analyse it i would
  • but i can’t
  • overall this song is super relaxing to listen to
  • you can just vibe with it ya feel
  • it’s not too intense with emotions (and it’s defs not a party anthem)
  • but it’s one that i personally like to listen to when i’m sitting on my lonesome in the car, going on a roadtrip
  • or when i’m sitting in my backyard and just sitting around nature
  • or if i’m lying in bed and just enjoying the music
  • lyrics-wise, it is quite deep and touching, but when just listening to the vocals and the rap, it can be interpreted to any situation and that’s what i really like about this song
  • you can listen to it on different days with a different mood and still vibe to it
  • overall such a good song with bits and pieces that make you love it even more

5. Intro: What Am I To You - Dark&Wild

  • okay when speaking of the switch ups between rap and vocals
  • this song is purely rap
  • but HOLY SHIT
  • the way this song is composed
  • namjoon is amazing can i just say before anything else
  • i can’t stress it enough
  • this song takes you on a JOURNEY which is the best way i can describe it
  • in one word: unexpected (-ly amazing)
  • if you were to listen to the second half and then the first half, you might not be able to tell they were the same song
  • now okay, the change isn’t DRAMATIC but it IS
  • starts off with the school bell and being in a classroom
  • and the tone is all lighthearted and inspiring and happy
  • and the lyrics are so happy and romantic
  • and it starts building on its pace
  • and the vibes are still light and happy
  • but then there’s this switch from happy to… something else
  • it starts building again but differently
  • and the vibe changes
  • it’s filled with hurt and maybe resentment?? (when talking about the tone and vibe of the song)
  • it builds to anger and frustration
  • and then it gets SO intense
  • and the HURT and EMOTION in his voice
  • it’s so powerful I CANT DEAAAAL
  • so yeah
  • very very very underappreciated JUST LISTEN TO IT

6. Let Me Know - Dark&Wild

  • one word to describe: VOCALS + emotionally complex
  • this song doesn’t even need an explanation
  • JUST LISTEN TO IT IF YOU HAVEN’T ALREADY IT’S A MAGICAL EXPERIENCE

7. I Need U (Urban Mix) - HYYH Pt. 3

  • if you love the original song but don’t feel like you’re in that mindset to listen to it (you know what i’m talking about, when you’re not in that mood)
  • THIS is a pERFECT alternative
  • it’s a complete shift to the original track
  • one word to describe it: chill/different
  • i say ‘different’ because it shows a side to bts that we don’t see very often
  • a bit jazzy and yeah really urban (obviously)
  • if you’re looking for a cure after listening to one of their more emotional songs, this could be it!!

8. Rain - Dark&Wild

  • this sorta reminds me of whalien 52 and i need u
  • but it’s still very different
  • it’s very jazzy
  • it’s also very mature sounding
  • actually this song is VERY underappreciated
  • especially since this fandom has grown so big, i feel like this song is sorta just lying on its lonesome in a dusty attic along with other forgotten bts songs
  • wow that’s depressing
  • i hope it’s actually not like that, but if it is then i’m bringing it back to life!!
  • it’s very light if that’s a way to describe it :’)
  • idk an article describes it as breezy which i think fits more lmao
  • i suck at describing music i’m sorry
  • but the vocals and the rap are very relaxing to listen to 
  • personally, i listen to this both when i’m feeling lonely and when i’m in a good mood
  • i just feel very content listening to it
  • one word to describe it: versatile

that’s all for now folks!! feel free to reblog and add your own tracks that you think deserve more love/should be loved once again. i hope all the new/recent ARMYs found this list useful/insightful/interesting and continue to support/learn about and/or respect bangtan’s music from the beginning up to now :) for all the older ARMYs i hope you all agreed with this or enjoyed this list (whether it took you down memory lane or not idk) and to everyone, let’s continue to support bangtan in all of their musical journeys <3