the little things i do when im bored

Little not so cute BPD things-

-uncontrollable fits of rage
-screaming at everything
-substance abuse
-hypersexual!!! Sex repulsed!!!
- I love/hate/love you!
-do you love me??? Why haven’t you messaged me?? What have I done wrong??
-I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m so-
-fuck off why the fuck are you even near me! Wait come back I didn’t mean it!!!!
- self harming when distressed
-self harming when bored
- better put myself in dangerous situations!!!!!
-they’ll finally notice me if I do this *insert potentially life-threatening situation here*
-IM SO ANGRY IM GOING TO SMASH MY ROOM UP
-I cannot do this basic task without constant motivation from Favourite Person
-IMPRINTING!!!!!!!
- I ADORE YOU!! FUCK OFF I HATE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!! FUC-

Ask me something

A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED.
B. FAVORITE BAND.
C. WHO I LIKE AND WHY I LIKE THEM.
D. HARDEST THING I’VE EVER BEEN THROUGH.
E. MY BEST FRIEND.
F. MY FAVOURITE MOVIE.
G. SEXUAL ORIENTATION.
H. DO I SMOKE/DRINK?
I. HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS?
J. WHAT I WANT TO BE WHEN I GET OLDER.
K. RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS.
L. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES.
M. VIRGIN OR NOT?
N. FAVOURITE PLACE TO SHOP AT?
O. MY EYE COLOUR.
P. WHY I HATE SCHOOL.
Q. RELATIONSHIP STATUS AS OF RIGHT NOW.
R. FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT.
S. A RANDOM FACT ABOUT MYSELF.
T. AGE I GET MISTAKEN FOR.
U. WHERE I WANT TO BE RIGHT NOW.
V. LAST TIME I CRIED.
W. CONCERTS I’VE BEEN TO.
X. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF (…)?
Y. DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE.
Z. HOW ARE YOU?

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so, the other day, i got really bored, and decided to open up rpgmaker and make a little game in my spare time.
and since i really like the @transcendence-au i figured, why not make a lil thing for it?

so now i’m in too deep in a side project that doesn’t even have an actual plot, but it’s generally looking good?? and i kinda don’t want to stop, aha;;;; whoops—

(click the pictures, theres commentary)

Talk to Me!
  1. What are your favorite lyrics in the song you’re currently listening to?
  2. Who was your first crush?
  3. If you could only eat one color M&M for the rest of your life, what color would it be?
  4. What did you want to be when you were little?
  5. Chocolate or Vanilla?
  6. What decade do you wish you grew up in?
  7. Do you ever laugh at stuff going on in your head while in public?
  8. Do you like your handwriting?
  9. Are you easily entertained?
  10. What did you do this morning before noon?
  11. How do people describe you?
  12. What is one of your most embarrassing memories?
  13. How big is your bed?
  14. Do you have any nicknames?
  15. Are you usually late or early to get somewhere?
  16. Name some things on your bucket list.
  17. What scents do you like?
  18. What do you love most about yourself?
  19. What are things about yourself you’d like to work on?
  20. If you won the lottery, what would you do?
  21. What is your favorite type of pizza?
  22. What is your middle name?
  23. Do you like playing in the mud on rainy days?
  24. Would you rather be liked or respected?
  25. What makes you the happiest?
  26. How did you choose your career?
  27. Do you get bored easily?
  28. What cheers you up?
  29. Do you like storms?
  30. What is something you’ve always wanted to try?
  31. Name some of your favorite books/authors.
  32. What did you name your car?
  33. What is your favorite word?
  34. Fro-Yo or Coldstone?
  35. What do you want more than anything else in the world?
  36. Do you like to watch documentaries? What kind?
  37. Do you eat the whole egg when it’s hard boiled?
  38. What makes you feel the most supported?
  39. What makes you feel safe?
  40. Do you believe in an afterlife?
  41. What is something you remember doing as a kid?
  42. Are you a good singer? Where do you sing the most?
  43. What superpower would do you wish you had?
  44. What makes you cringe?
  45. Are you old-fashioned?
  46. Are you afraid of love?
  47. Cats or Dogs?
  48. What is your favorite thing about your significant other (or crush)?
  49. What is something that’s currently annoying you?
  50. How do you want to spend your next birthday?
  51. What’s something currently missing from your life?
  52. If you could invent anything, what would it be?
  53. Is there somewhere else you would rather be right now?
  54. Name some of your pet peeves.
  55. What do you think the worst thing you’ve ever done was?
  56. What is something you’re always asking yourself?
  57. Do you believe in a higher power?
  58. Where do you shop the most for clothing?
  59. Who do you trust the most?
  60. Do you like to climb trees?
  61. Sneakers or Flip Flops?
  62. Has a psychic ever told you something that made you laugh?
  63. Is there anything you still want to do before summer is over?
  64. Have you ever had to have emergency surgery?
  65. What’s the best toothpaste?
  66. If you could get on a plane to anywhere right now, where would it be?
  67. Hang-gliding, sky diving, or bungee jumping?
  68. What blood type are you?
  69. Would you go to Mars with a group of people if you weren’t allowed to come back?
  70. What are you passionate about?
  71. Do you always order the same thing out to eat or try new things every time?
  72. Instagram or Snapchat?
  73. What does Urban Dictionary say about your name?
  74. How do you stay motivated?
  75. Do you have any unusual talents?

Ask ANYTHING else!

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Favourite Manga Characters ➥ friendships ↷ (ノ▰˘◡˘▰)ノ Kanda + Lenalee ♥

What do you want? It’s nothing, I just sometimes wondered what it’s like to meditate with you. It’s about Leverrier. You’ve always been running to me when he came. I hate it when everybody’s worried about me […] Ever since I was a little girl you made me feel easy, because you never asked me anything. So, you’re right.. I’m running.. I can’t be doing this, I have to get stronger but.. I think of you as a strong woman. Kanda.. Be quiet and meditate.