namjoon literally broke his back to support bts when they first debuted. he did countless of solo performances and promotions even though he was fighting his own insecurites, depression, lonlieness, and anxiety at the time. he had to listen to people calling him ugly, fake, and untalented even though he was just masking all of his inner battles by forcing a rugged demeanor on himself. he worked so hard, both mentally and physically, to remain strong for bts, so that he could be a reliable leader for them. and despite this, he still let his most vulnerable sides come out to us. he released so many songs and tangents that detailed his struggles since before his debut but nobody listened. he had to watch his friends and fellow trainess come and go years before bts was even created- listening to those same people rebuke and mock him when they first debuted. but he still stayed up late wherever he went to review and create music for us.
he wanted to give up so many times, so so so many times. but he stuck it through because he clung on to this dreAM FOR JUST AS MANY YEARS AND🗣Y'ALL🗣🗣 STILL 🗣🗣🗣HAVE🗣🗣🗣THE AUDACITY🗣🗣🗣🗣TO 🗣🗣🗣SLEEP🗣🗣ON🗣🗣🗣HIM🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣IT'S🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣TIME🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣TO🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣WAKE🗣🗣🗣🗣UP🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣