the larry project

‘Dear Evan Hansen’ Letters Master List

Hello! Here is a full master list of all the letters in Dear Evan Hansen! Bellow each letter link I have a description of each letter and when it’s used in the play. If you see any missing, message me and I’ll add it to the list! I also included extra material at the end of the list. **Act two letters may contain spoilers!**

Note: This is a work in progress, and is actively being worked on!

Act One:

Letter #1: Evan Hansen to Himself

- This letter is used in the opening scene of the play when Evan is drafting his letter to himself, as assigned by his doctor, Dr. Strauss. 

Letter #2: Evan Hansen to Himself

- The most famous letter of the show. Evan wrote this letter in the computer lab on the first day of school, after a phone call with his mom. He printed it out and was found by Connor Murphy. After a short conversation with Evan, Connor asks if the letter is his. He begins to read it and sees the part about his sister, Zoe. Connor becomes mad and blows up on Evan. Evan pleads to get the letter but Connor takes it with him. This is mistaken by the Murphy’s as Connor’s last words or his suicide note.

Letter #3: Connor Murphy to Evan Hansen (Edited Version/Final Version)

- The first letter that Evan and Jared write to make it appear as though Evan really was friends with Connor. This is in the song “Sincerely, Me”

Letter #4: Evan Hansen to Connor Murphy

- The second letter in “Sincerely, Me”

Letter #5: Connor Murphy to  Evan Hansen

- The third letter in “Sincerely, Me”

Letter #6: Evan Hansen

- The fourth letter in “Sincerely, Me” and the final letter of the first act.

Act Two:

Letter #1: Connor Murphy to Evan Hansen

- This is the only letter featured in “Sincerely, Me (Reprise)” which is not featured on the cast album. 

Letter #?: Evan Hansen to Himself

- The final letter of the show. This is written (actually spoken) when Evan is supposed to be a freshman in college. This is in the final scene of the show. 

Alana Beck Headcanons

no one asked for these but my girl deserves better:

  • she owns two cats and is allergic but loves them anyway
  • she tap dances
  • she has an older brother who is in art school
  • she is student council vice-president
  • she took PE over the summer so she could spend more time in classes
  • she’s taking all AP classes duh
  • her only B was in math in 7th grade and she cried over it
  • history is her favorite subject
  • she’s great at debate!
  • she used to play piano and violin but quit sophomore year (zoe eventually forces her to pick it back up again)
  • she’s demisexual and lesbian and still closeted
  • everyone assumes she’s gay
  • she met zoe through connor during their chemistry project
  • she has a 132 in science because the teacher gives insane amounts of extra credit
  • she got glasses in the 5th grade after she realized that her cats only had stripes if she looked at them closely
  • she swears like a sailor when she’s frustrated
  • she stress bakes because she cannot ever stop working
  • she has a fear of not being enough
  • zoe’s the only one (other than her parents) that has ever seen her have a panic attack
  • she cannot stand when her glasses get smudged and visibly cringes whenever she sees Jared’s extremely dirty lenses
  • she’s always reading at least four different books at one time
  • she can bullshit a research paper in thirty minutes and still get an A
  • she has a caffeine addiction and gets a headache if she doesn’t have tea or coffee in the morning
  • she wants to be an activist when she’s older
  • she actually enjoys black licorice 
  • she had her hair natural through most of junior year
  • she first noticed zoe during an event hosted by student council in which jazz band played in
  • she got in trouble for punching a boy that tried to pull her hair, but sweet talked the principal into keeping it off her permanent record
  • people either hate or love her, there’s no in between
  • she unconsciously interrupts people and hates when it happens
  • she’s terrible at art and can barely manage a stick figure
  • she’s the assistant stage manager at a local community theatre
  • her favorite color is lavender
  • she buries herself in her work and occasionally barely emerges from her room for days just because she just has to finish this one thing
  • Her bedroom is in the loft of her house
  • she skipped fourth grade
  • her star sign is aries
  • she takes long baths to unwind
  • she’s fluent in ASL
  • she partnered with evan for an oral presentation because she noticed that he hated public speaking
  • her twitter account has 6000 followers
  • she fiddles with a ladybug necklace that zoe gave her when she gets anxious
  • she once rewrote hamlet for fun
  • she works at the library over the summer
  • she wore a pantsuit to prom
  • she also went with zoe to prom and her bow tie matched zoe’s dress
  • she was in one of jared’s programming classes and helped him overwrite the safe search on the school’s wifi
  • she runs an aesthetics and social justice studyblr
  • she ran track freshman year
  • she’s also in girl scouts and has earned her gold award
  • she bites her nails and paints them to try to break the habit
  • she’s opted out of field day for the past five years
  • she occasionally has breakdowns from stress and just curls up and cries for hours
  • she loves big sweaters
  • she rides a bike to school
sincerely me project

i want to start a project

i’ve struggled with anxiety, most of my life. lucky enough for me, even though i still have anxiety and i have my bad days, i’m working through it and i’m in the best place i’ve ever been
i owe some of that to dear evan hansen, because it pushed me to want to get better
i’ve heard so so so many people say the same thing, and i started thinking
i want to do a video/note project for the dear evan hanse cast and crew. i know so many people want to be able to thank them for everything that they’ve done.
if you’re interested in participating keep reading;

• you can either make a video of you thanking them (30 seconds-2 minutes unless you really wanna make it longer) or you can send me what you want to say to them
• give me your name/account names/age if you want/where you’re from. if you don’t feel comfortable giving some/any of that info out just say “anonymous” at the end! nothing wrong with that!
• if you decide to write it out, i will make a slide of your thank you note
• include your favorite song/scene from the show if you’ve seen it!
• email it to (or if there’s a preferred way to send it to me, message me and we’ll work it out!)
• it doesn’t have to be a thank you note, just anything you’ve always wanted to say to the cast/crew!
• submit your story by about august 1st! that’ll give me time to finish editing it before i start school and give you guys a few months to get your stuff in!

send this to people you think would like to join/share this on other social media platforms if you would like to!
i will add all of these onto a video on some blank CDs, and i will either mail them to the theatre, or i will give it right to them if i see the show this fall!
please reblog this to get it around, so we can thank these incredible people for all they’ve done for us
⚓ Jess ⚓️ on Twitter


  • Cynthia: It's your senior year Connor. You are not missing the first day.
  • Connor: I already said I'd go tomorrow. I'm trying to find a compromise here.
  • Cynthia: Are you going to get involved here or are you too busy on your email, Larry?
  • Larry: You have to go to school Connor.
  • Cynthia: That's all your gonna say?
  • Larry: What do you want me to say? He doesn't listen. He's not listening. He's probably high.
  • Zoe: He's definitely high.
  • Connor: Fuck you!
  • Zoe: Fuck you!
  • Cynthia: I don't need you picking at your brother right now. That's not constructive!
  • Zoe: Are you kidding?
  • Cynthia: Besides he's not high!
  • Connor: (lifts head) ...
  • Cynthia: Are you high? I don't want you going to school high Connor, we've talked about this!
  • Connor: Perfect! So then I won't go! Thanks mom!
Just Hold On

You know what we can do…There is a channel on Youtube called Fine Brothers Entertainment and they have a React channel. They reacted to sott. We can request them to have adults react to Just Hold on or Lyric Breakdown of JHO and that would be a good exposure to his music especially before the single drops. They have 15 million subs and have a good amount of views on their videos. Their audience is diverse too. 


James Arthur commenter on him and Louis new friendship

“may we know what’s your business with louis?” THE FUCKING ENTITLEMENT.

Louis: [has grown up in the past four years]

James: [has grown up in the past four years]

Zayn: [has grown up in the past four years]

Larries: [still in 2012]

Hey, Hello, Hi. It’s me Addy. I think there are artists out there who are underrated and that everyone should know about. My little larries unite project turned out to be more about writers and fics than anything else so I wanted to provide a space where I could talk with you about the artists that I love and my top five fan arts/edits/manips from them. I will post the links to every fan art within each post. I’ll do it as regularly as I can. As always, don’t hesitate to link me to an underrated artist!

Since it’s the first time I do this, I want to start with a bang: Gina @twopoppies On top of being a wonderful big hearted person and a true friend, she’s also a very talented artist with a very cheeky humour. Without further ado, here’s my top 5 from her.

5. Louis destroying the enemy

direct link to the art here.

It kind of speak for itself, but what the drawing symbolises makes my Louie/Larrie heart melt at what should be. I can’t help but want to tag this #soon. Gina’s love for Louis is undeniable and it shows in every art but here in particular.

4. Flower

direct link to the art here.

This is a fan art Gina drew for Where Your Heart Is, a fic that I have co-written. Not only did she suggest the whole scene, she also made it perfect with this piece. She managed to capture a very intimate moment and made the emotions transpire too. Little fun fact, Harry was in boxers in the original drawing and when it didn’t fit the description she added jeans, because Harry and Louis can’t touch in the fic. This is how detail oriented she is. The woman makes jeans appear (but more often she makes them dissapear, let’s be real xD )

3. Rainbow

Direct link to the art here.

I think Gina managed to capture how cheeky real Harry can be. This is the most “him” fan art I ever stumbled upon ever. This is just one of many sides of him, but we’re so used to see his aethetic side nowadays, that I’m really happy she captured this more carefree side. 

2. Together since 2010

Direct link to the art here.

Despite the romantic message the thing I like the most in this one is the little detail that you wouldn’t notice at first glance: Louis’ power stance and the way Harry’s feet are positionned (slightly inward). Of course, their tattoos aligning is an added bonus.

1. They walk together like this

Direct link to the art here

Art is always open to interpretation. Sometimes Gina adds backgrounds, I’m glad she didn’t here, because I can imagine for myself what is happening. Personally depending on my mood,I like to imagine that they’re starring at fireworks, or the Mona Lisa, or watching Louis’ siblings playing in the backyard. Mostyl I like to imagine them starring at their bright future together.

To see all of Gina fan arts click here. Please, go and tell her how amazing she is. 

See you soon!

Edit by my dearest @nottooldforthisship, she makes everything more beautiful.

Fans created the “Bandana Project”, in which fans had to wear a bandana of a certain color depending on which member of the band they prefer.
Yallow, Zayn
Red, Liam
White, Niall
Blue, Louis
Green, Harry
Harry wore a blue bandana during that day, and also during the concert.