the kind of been wanting for forever

Been seeing depressive kinds of “forever alone” things given that it’s February and I was thinking… Does Valentine’s Day only have to be about romantic love? Because my family has always given each other chocolates and gone out for ice cream together every year. As a family. No romance, other than between my mom and my dad. Can’t Valentine’s Day be about all kinds of love? Besides, wasn’t that what Saint Valentine was originally about?

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they’re still babies and their dad wants them to play with the big kids

(based on a real story)

anonymous asked:

you say fuck you to the man who is very important person in Gillian life. So, no one can insult David, bc he is your idol and bc Gillian loves him but YOU can say those things about another person. THIS is hypocrisy. Something that wants me to leave this fucking fandom never look back. Gillian says about kindness in her book but X-Files fans on tumblr cannot stop hate everything and everyone from x files but Mulder and Scully. And that is very sad and pathetic.

Look Anon,

I’ll be forever grateful to Chris Carter for creating this show, its characters and fighting for Gillian at the beginning. 

BUT

I don’t know about you, I’ve been an X-Phile since 1994 and Chris Carter dragged us through hell and back many times. He keeps pushing his own agenda, not listening to anyone and enjoys torturing the fandom. He is ignorant and awkward.

  •  He doesn’t believe in Show Bible –> The show is full of discrepancies
  • He doesn’t believe in love –> Our OTP is the most fucked up OTP in the history of fandoms
  • He doesn’t understand emotions, human interactions–> *insert Babylon dialogue here*
  • The whole plot for Babylon is one of the worst things that has ever happened on The X-files
  • He thinks that showing important nuances in MSR is gonna ruin his show
  • He killed CSM four times, but can’t get rid of him
  • He easily got rid of the Lone Gunmen
  • The whole Diana Fowley plot - her being used for the only and sole purpose of rivalry and jealousy. As this is the only thing women do…
  • Season 10 Monica Reyes character assassination
  • He finished Season 10 on a cliffhanger without having any idea of how it will continue 
  • Scully’s been kidnapped, medically raped, abducted, nearly killed. She lost her father, her sister, her mother. She buried Emily and Mulder. She survived cancer and an alien virus.
  • Mulder is afraid of fire, colour blind and got some weird brain disease. None of these is consistent or can be explained in long term. 
  • Mulder lost his father, his Mum committed suicide, his sister was kidnapped, abused. He got injected with black oil, tortured many times and abducted by aliens. He’s been buried, brought back to life, had PTSD. 
  • Scully gave birth at the end of the world without Mulder being there.
  • Mulder and Scully had three!! - so let me say this again, THREE - days together as a family, and Mulder had to leave. The love of her life had to leave and go into hiding to save his family.
  • AND IT WAS ALL FOR NOTHING CAUSE SCULLY HAD TO GIVE UP THEIR LOVE&MIRACLE CHILD. SHE HAD TO MAKE THIS DECISION ALONE!!!
  • Scully had to live through again the fact that Mulder is getting killed by lethal injection before they came up with a plan to run away.
  • They had to leave everything behind and with all this baggage try to find the meaning of life and the love for each other. AGAIN.
  • But then in IWTB Chris Carter has to break them up again, ‘cause Scully asked Mulder to take the case. He took it, and that was the last straw. She does not need this darkness in her life so she leaves.
  • And in Season 10 they are estranged cause clearly a couple who lived all of this through and suffered so much and lost everything, they just break up.
  • FOR A REASON THAT IS NOT EXPLAINED.

Also, the reviews of Season 10  were very bad to all episode being written and directed by Chris Carter. Do you know what he said? 

First, people who support MSR is a small part of the fandom, that we are ignorant and it’s not his fault that the reviews are bad. It’s the fault of the critics cause they don’t understand the essence of The X-files. *obv paraphrasing but you got the idea*

So excuse me if from time to time my head explodes and I dare to say FUCK YOU CHRIS CARTER. If he would listen or improve or stick with the executive producer role, I would be fine. But being a fan doesn’t mean that I can’t criticise from time to time. I can criticise and I will ‘cause honestly, who writes dialogues like this?

O'MALLEY: Tell them about your DNA, Sveta.

SVETA: I have alien DNA. For sure.

SCULLY: Have you had a doctor confirm that?

SVETA: No.

Also who has Gillian Anderson & David Duchovny and not use their chemistry nor writes them proper dialogues, let their talents shine when given the chance?! (Season 10)

I WILL LOVE THE X-FILES TILL THE END OF MY LIFE BUT IT HAS ITS FLAWS AND ONE OF THEM IS CHRIS CARTER.

Honestly I will be so pissed at jk rowling if Credence Barebone turns out to be an antagonist/villian in future fbawtbt movies.

There are already parallels between him and Tom Riddle: orphaned raised by muggles/no-majs, have powerful magic within them, not to mention going into their back stories; I’ve read theories that Credence could possibly be related to the Gaunts and Slytherine through his birth mother’s linage.

Like I know jk has been problematic in the past but if she insists on making another villian out of a neglected/abused orphan what kind of message would she be sending?

Just because Credence had a horrific upbrining does not make him naturally inclined toward evil and if jk insists on making that link I will be forever disappointed.

How about giving us a parallel to Tom Riddle who was good, who went through similar horrible things but didn’t let it destroy his kindness. (I know Harry fits the bill but I want to focus on Credence)

What I’m really saying is if Jk just does a lazy job and makes him a proto-Voldemort I will be so let down. ]

Credence Barbone deserves better!

Louis deserves better. And you know what? Harry does too. Fuck the media for thinking that because Harry is making a movie he’s some gigantic star that is leaving Louis in the dust.

Fuck the people who haven’t paid attention, who drag Louis’ name through the mud and think that just because he’s been dirtied up (by! them!) that Harry would just “want to move on with his life now.” Or in the words of Richard Lawson, “be on his own journey.”

Fuck them for not seeing Harry tweeting sappy lyrics and picking songs about blue eyed loves, fuck them for thinking so lowly of BOTH of them. He had told us SO MANY TIMES that it’s the two of them, together, HAPPILY AND STRONG.

Some people might not believe in a forever kind of love BUT I DO. Some people might not think these two can survive this storm BUT I DO.

You can call me naive but if I believe in true love it’s BECAUSE OF THEM. I have faith in them. Always and FOREVER.

💙💚

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Omg Check Please! Big Bang art for

All Dressed Up (And Nowhere to Go) // By Inyron (link updated!!!)

“No, but seriously,” Chowder told him. “You really shouldn’t listen to me. I’m the worst at this kind of stuff. I’ve been trying to force myself to think about where I want to go after I graduate, but the future’s like a giant empty pit. I don’t want to think about it. I just want to stay here and play hockey forever.”

Chowder’s POV of Bitty’s senior year.

****

Thank you to Eve for being such an amazing and understanding author and dealing with me, an artist whose concept of deadlines is lacking HAHA

HER FIC IS BEAUTIFUL! I love love her Chowder voice and he is easily lovable in this work- concerning and introspective and unknowingly meddling haha 

There is a traditional Kanton hand-clapping rhyme that tells the story of a foolish child grabbing the tails of a ninetales in turn, detailing all of the different curses that will befall them as a consequence. Although originally Japanese, the song has an English translation which, whilst mostly similar in meaning, has been adapted to preserve the rhymes and rhythm. The song is as follows:


Mama, mama, I felt the first tail,

As bright as a penny and as soft as a veil.

I think I did wrong, but I do not know why,

Because there’s night in my eyes and not a star in the sky. 


Mama, mama, I felt the next tail,

As light as a cloud and as sleek as a scale.

I think I did wrong, but I do not know how,

Because there’s blood on my tongue and sweat on my brow.


Mama, mama, I felt the third tail,

As thick as a bush and so golden and pale.

I think I did wrong, for all I can tell,

Because there’s fire in my chest that no water can quell.


Mama, mama, I felt the fourth tail,

As long as a ribbon and smooth as a gale.

I think I did wrong, or so I can guess,

Because there’s hands on my back that keep pulling my dress.


Mama, mama, I felt the fifth tail,

Swirling like wood smoke and shining like hail. 

I think I did wrong, or something akin,

Because there’s an ache in my bones and bites on my skin.


Mama, mama, I felt the sixth tail,

The golden of grain but not nearly so frail.

I think I did wrong, made some kind of mistake,

Because my head’s full of nightmares that don’t leave when I wake. 


Mama, mama, I touched them again,

As nice on the skin as a warm summer rain. 

I think I did wrong, it must be the case,

Because there’s a girl in the mirror who’s not got my face.


Mama, mama, I can’t count any more,

There’s teeth in my heart and a hand in my core.

The pain’s in my head and my bones have turned weak,

So let down my body and leave me to sleep.


The last line is often shouted, traditionally followed by the children dropping to the floor and closing their eyes. The length and content of the song varies across the Japanese regions.  

I saw this post this morning and it’s been bugging me but I didn’t want to be an ass and add onto the post so like, here are my thoughts feel free to ignore this ain’t supposed to be an attack so i’m sorry if it comes across that way


Piper McLean is a brilliant character. She’s brave and kind and powerful. She’s a badass female character and she’s a daughter of Aphrodite and that’s great. Riordan did a great job. Except he kinda didn’t. He created and wrote Piper McLean as a sore thumb among her siblings, she stands out because of how different she is due to these qualities.

In a world where so many girls - myself included - often grow up with some level of internalised misogyny, thinking that femininity and beauty can’t go hand in hand with strength and bravery and being a feminist, it would have been wonderful to see Riordan disprove that. It would have been wonderful to see him write sons and daughters of Aphrodite who believe in love and embrace their own beauty and be warriors alongside the other campers. It would have been wonderful to see Riordan prove that kids of Aphrodite /are/ so much more than girly, gossiping airheads. But he didn’t. He used them as a device to show that Piper isn’t /like other girls// while giving them very little substance or character.

And while I’m at it, although Piper learned to embrace and promote love and relationships as important, she still dismisses her siblings’ interest in the more superficial aspects of being a child of Aphrodite which makes it difficult to accept that she disproves that stereotype. Piper McLean is a great character, but she doesn’t disprove any stereotypes with regards to Aphrodite kids, if anything she embeds them even further.

Buffy The Vampire Slayer — Once More With Feeling {Sentence Starters}

  • ❛❛ Nothing here is real; nothing here is right. ❜❜ 
  • ❛❛ I’ve been going through the motions; walking through the part. ❜❜ 
  • ❛❛ Nothing seems to penetrate my heart. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I was always brave and kind of righteous; now I find I’m wavering. ❜❜ 
  • ❛❛ Will I stay this way forever? ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I just want to be alive. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I’ve got a theory. We should work this out. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ It clearly could get serious before it’s passed. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ What can’t we face if we’re together? ❜❜
  • ❛❛ We’ve all been there. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ We have to try; we’ll pay the price. It’s do or die. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I lived my life in shadow. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ Something just isn’t right. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ You set me free; brought me out so easily. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I always took for granted I was the only one there. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ Your power shone brighter than any I’ve known. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I’m under your spell… nothing I can do. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ You worked your charm so well. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ This is the man that I plan to entangle. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ My claim to fame was to maim and to mangle. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ Vengeance was mine. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ The love we’ve known can only grow. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ You’re scared - ashamed of what you feel. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ Being with you touches me more than I can say. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ Since I’m only dead to you, I’m saying stay away and let me rest in peace. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ Let me take my love and bury it in a hole 6-foot deep. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ You’ve got a willing slave. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ There’s a traitor here beneath my breast, and it hurts me more than you’ve ever guessed. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ You’re not ready for the world outside. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I know I said that I’d be standing by your side, but I… ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I wish I could stay here, but now I understand I’m standing in the way. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ You just lie there when you should be standing tall. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I wish I could slay your demons. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ Why do you run away? ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I come from the imagination, and I’m here strictly by your invocation. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I bring the fun in. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ All those hearts laid open… that must sting. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ You brought me down and doomed this town. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ You know I’ve been through hell. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ Believe me, I don’t wanna go… ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I wish I could trust that it was just this once. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I touch the fire and it freezes me… I look into it and it’s black… ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I want the fire back. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I will walk through the fire, ‘cause where else can I turn? ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I’m free if that bitch dies… I better help her out. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ She is drawn to the fire; some people will never learn. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ We’ll see it through; it’s what we’re always here to do. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ One by one, they turn from me… I guess my friends can’t face the cold. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ Everything is turning out so dark. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ What’s it going to take to strike a spark? ❜❜
  • ❛❛ These endless days are finally ending in a blaze. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ Life’s a show, and we all play our parts. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ It’s alright if something’s come out wrong. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ Where there’s life, there hope. Every day’s a gift. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ Life’s a song you don’t get to rehearse, and every single verse can make it that much worse. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ There was no pain… no fear… no doubt ‘til they pulled me out of heaven. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ I live in hell, ‘cause I’ve been expelled from heaven. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ Life isn’t bliss. Life is just this - it’s living. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ There’s not a one who can say this ended well. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ All those secrets you’ve been concealing… say you’re happy now. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ See you all in Hell. ❜❜
  • ❛❛ Where do we go from here? ❜❜
Kylux Gift Fics for Crimson Bullet/@thissisatitle!

So @thissisatitle, I have been wanting to do a gift fic for you forever and when I saw this artwork of Ren and Hux’s crumbling statue I knew THIS WAS THE ONE I just had to write about. I love it so much and have looked at it/thought about it often since first seeing it. I love the way you capture this kind of wistfulness that to me is really essential for the pairing, this combination of romance and something more grim and real. It’s a perfect example of why I adore your art and have been so grateful to see your illustrations for CWU and other pieces <3

My idea for a fic based on this picture was/is a sad, short piece, and this is what I came up with:

Side by Side, Piece by Piece

And since it’s both sad and short I also wanted to write something fun and a bit longer with sex and happiness, so I wrote this because I saw on Twitter that you like the idea of Ren and Hux fighting in IKEA lol:

Young Couple Arguing in IKEA, 2016 (Mixed Media)

SO I really hope you’ll enjoy these, and thank you again for being in this fandom with me, for being a contributor of lovely, inspiring things and a generous reader and a sane person in general, you’re awesome, and it has meant a lot to me all year long that you’ve drawn for my stories <3 <3

(eta the links actually work now, idek what/why that tumblr fail was asoidfd)

✨ Well, we all know what kind of year it has been but if you’re reading this right now then we’ve made it to the new year in (mostly) one piece! I’ve followed some really awesome people over the past half decade (yikes!) of being on Tumblr and I wanted to give them a little shout out for being so great. So here is my end of the year “follow forever” sort of thing. Thank you guys for being Good People. I love you all ✨

a-e

@akta-dej @alexlifesonofficial @allegra0 @ambient2 @arcadia-son @bikenesmith @bingonightatthestripclub @bitter-milk @blakechamberlain @boomtown-rat @bones–mccoy @bonytanks @brianenos @bruschetta-nights @carlpalmer @coldwarhol @colour-by-numb3rs @cosmemer @cosmiclawnmower @cretinhop @cultofnicky @dallonized @danielkesslers @darthbanes @davidbyrne @davidboobie @davidbovie @davidbyrneofficial @davidgilmore @dead-finks @deathcharger @dedicatedfollowerofrock @depecheymode @destroyamerica @dirtydeetaurasi @dog-dad420 @eraser-bread @exeggcute

f-j

@fairyhour @fm302 @francoistruffauts @gayusoctgayvius @geddyleeofficial @girlfromtralfamadore @goldendennis @gothboss @grayfox @grimlygroovy @havanapitbull @hexxon @horsegirl1995 @hoshidho @howlingvoid @itsmozzazzella @jay-bauman @johnpauljones @juicyfruitknowles

k-o

@keithmoog @king-of-cats @knifetwink @kodacolor @koshkagrad @kotor-2 @lacecuffsandcravat @lakeokoboji @libardo778 @liskokasa @lizardsqueen @lostonbakerstreet @magicbrians @marlodjur @medazzalands @medinajayecabaret @miami2k17 @microwavers @mikerutherford @mikkelsinner @mrsbeefheart @my-mind-is-tired @nkajima @naznomad @nothingmademehappen @oldrockstars

p-t

@peragrinthetook @pigeonfromhell @piratejenne @pokemonplatinumversion @r4ttus @rainiest @redhawke @rizzyahmed @satyrcon @scandalous-calves @scatterbrainedfuzzpea @sevenandtheraggedtiger @simonlebon @skeletonboyfriend @smafio @spankjonze @spatiale @softmattelipcreme @starlit-graves @stewartcopeland @stinkard @sumnersjourney @sunburst-finish @swaggore @syberian-inc @tender1999 @tennantbutt @terruer @timemcflys @toolateforchristmas @transgenderanders @tv-pm

u-z

@u-n-d-e-r-t-h-e-i-v-y @visgae @walkintheshadows @whamrap @wheredidyourheartgo @whoisanhonestman @wohlbruecks @xxsunnydayxx @zarbon

Sorry if I forgot anyone! If your name isn’t on the list and you feel like it should be then I probably just forgot it because I’m super forgetful of people’s URLs, even when I have a list. I just follow a ton of people. Happy 2017 everybody! I hope all your dreams come true :^)

This is a shout to all of you for being so nice and kind and for always being here for me, for always filling my dash with your amazing content and for putting a smile on my face when things were too much for me to handle. You all are so amazing and I just wanted to say that even tho this year has been really hard on all of us, I’m so thankfull that at least I have you in my life to make things better… Here is hoping that 2017 will be better ♥

a - c:
@assetandmission, @amanita-caplans, @aleclighdwood, @atsebastianstans, @barnesbucky, @barnesjames, @briannahildebrand, @buckypupbarnes, @buckycap, @buckyforcap, @buckybarnesx, @buckys, @buckysstevie, @capkirk, @casssianbodhi, @cassianluke, @cptjamestkirk, @conzyricamora, @cruvcio

d - j:
@deapdools, @elizabethallan, @evanchris, @finnrook, @ginarodrigucz, @han-solos, @hayleyattwell, @itsvarza, @jakegyllehnal, @jamesbaarnes, @jamesbanes, @jamesbarmes, @jamesbcrnes, @jamesbuchanans, @jamesbahrnes, @jamesbcrnes

k - q:
@katmcnamara, @kirksjames, @kirk-tiberius, @latinopoe, @lauraharrier, @lizziesolsen, @luna-diego, @marogtrobbie, @michaelcorderos, @norman-reedus, @ororo-munroe, @oscarsisaacs, @peterparker

r - z:
@redshood, @ryanrneyolds, @rogerses, @scarletwitch, @sebschris, @sebbystan, @stevebarnes, @steverorgers, @stanseb, @suitfer, @stylesyonce, @tarjeisandviks, @teamstevebuck, @terrymaginnis, @tyler-hoechlin, @wadewilsons, @wandamaixmoff, @wanximoff, @witchbarnes

What Too Much Stress Does to ISFPs

“I AM VERY VERY TIRED FOR NO GOOD REASON EXCEPT THAT I HAVEN’T BEEN SLEEPING WELL BUT THERE’S REALLY NO GOOD REASON FOR THAT AT ALL EXCEPT THAT I’M STRESSED OUT ABOUT LITERALLY EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE AND THAT IS VERY EXHAUSTING BUT IT’S THE KIND OF EXHAUSTING THAT DOESN’T LET YOU SLEEP WELL AND I HATE IT A LOT AND I JUST WANT TO DRAW AND PET CATS OUTSIDE WITH MY THREE FAVORITE PEOPLE FOR FOREVER AND MAYBE LISTEN TO SOME NICE MUSIC AND EAT ICE CREAM AND THAT IS ALL EVER AGAIN. PLEASE AND THANK YOU.


AND I WANT A HUG. 😩”

it’s all for you

it’s been many, many years since i’ve draw as much as i have since finding you all. it’s been a few weeks now, and i am really starting to feel like my old self again. i hope i can keep this feeling forever, but even if i can’t, please know that i made this piece with all of you in mind. you guys were the light in my very dark artistic head space. a special thank you to @jeusus , @no-hux-given , and @space-emos , for filling my dash every day with the kind of work that makes me want to be better in all the ways that matter. *real tears*

Hey everyone! So I’ve had this blog for just under a year and I was planning on doing a Christmas follow forever but then I hit this lovely milestone and thought why not just do it now? @panagiota-k was kind enough to make me this beautiful gif banner (if you’re not following her then I highly suggest you go and check out the queen of clexa angst gifsets). Anyways, I just wanted to do this as a small way to thank the people that brighten up my dash everyday, whether I talk to you regularly or not. I know that this has been a really tough year for the Clexa fandom but we got through it (mostly - sigh) together and I love all of you whether I’m mutuals with you or not. However, most of the people I follow are mutuals so I’m just going to keep this to mutuals. If I forget anyone, shoot me a message.

drama club (aka people i would help bury a body)

@aphcrdite // @bellraven // @clexa-polisce // @clxtra // @commanderofraccoons // @cstia // @cvndlehoe // @gayleksa // @homosaccharide // @justicarlexa // @laurelcastillo // @lexas-evolving-tattoo // @maritzaspizza // @perihaelion // @ravenbcll // @ravenlexas // @sapphicexpression // @sapphicsavage // @sarsastark // @sunsteel // @vaniish

people who light up my dash on the regular

#-c

@100hearteyes // @afraudulentzodiac // @agntdvnvers // @ahthena // @aleciaclark // @aliciajasmins // @alisonsgotthewineglass // @alyciadebman // @alyciaesthetic // @alyciajasmin // @alyciasdebnamcareys // @alyciasroyal // @alyciawho // @alycidebnamcarey // @alyicajasmin // @ammapreakers // @amyskhaleesi // @arteomis // @bees-for-sale // @bensolcs // @bi-magnus // @blackwingbecci // @blueganszey // @candlesandpeonies // @captainmintyfresh // @carmillakarmstein // @celebritiesandmovies // @charlesluciano // @cisco-ramons // @clarkedgriffin // @clarkegriffinprotectionsquad2k16 // @clarkehgriffins // @cmdrshepvrd // @commanderlexaofthegrounders // @crayscience // @crazysexycool-95

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@danysdragonsqueen // @darlingheda // @debnamtaylors // @delphines // @directordanvers // @duncanrrachel // @elizasleashy // @elizvtaylor // @elyzas // @fearelyzalex // @fleimkepa // @flowerbisexual // @gaygustavoacosta // @gaysawyers // @genetically-identical // @glennrhee // @goemz // @groundergada // @guriras // @hedacdr // @hedaofhope // @hedawolf // @hermionegrangers // @hltzbert // @imperatorreyes // @intothehellmouth // @isaiahsluke // @itselizataylor // @jholtzmann // @jonnmurphy // @jscoexist // @kara-luthors // @klarkru // @lancesarah // @la-petite-fadette // @leashydebnam // @lediaaihodnes // @lexadebnam // @lexa-kissed-clarke // @lexaluthor // @lexasaur // @lexaspirit // @lexaswayhaught // @luminiscent // @lydiastilinski

m-r

@maggesawyer // @maggieglenns // @maggiesawyver // @maisiewilliaims // @majestykaneki // @matonda // @mckinnonsass // @missdontcare-x // @montygreen // @nadia-hilker // @natblida // @natromanoffe // @nonbinaryshaw // @octavens // @octaviha // @onlyalyciacarey // @panagiota-k // @parkjinyoung // @peggycartsr // @peggyscartinelli // @philukass // @phoebebuffays // @propertyofdyad // @quinntanas // @raavenreyes // @ravengayes // @rcyes // @reveledcolour // @richrdgecko // @rottenwasp

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@sappharah // @sapphicleksa // @sapphoisms // @shelbywyatt // @slytherinlexa // @smolclarke // @smolgaylextra // @spacewalkeravenreyes // @stevenyevn // @stonerclone // @strongblake // @suburbsclone // @superiorkitten // @synthlesbian // @tats-emmy // @tayloreliza // @tinakris // @tinylexa // @toohothotdarn // @voldevolts // @wandering-wanheda // @wavesbabe // @wayhaughtstopit // @wayhavght // @wells-jaha // @wlwbuffy // @wlws // @xavierdolls // @x-buffyxspike-x

💖 love to all my followers. even if we’re not mutuals. i see you and i appreciate you.

Having been in that environment for five years, which is a very specific environment, I was craving smaller. I was craving tighter. I was craving a bit more pressure, in a weird way… There was a longing to simplify, I think, and to strip away excesses. I wanted to be able to fully focus on the simple job of being the storyteller as the actor. And that’s kind of where I want to be anyway, I think. Forever.

Andrew Garfield ph. Dan Doperalski for Variety [x]

Today marks FOUR MONTHS on this blog, and I never thought my Carl would get so much love. There over over a thousand of you following me and it’s a brand new record for me to have one of my blogs get this kind of attention. I just wanted to give a quick shout out to the baes and those I stalk, and thank all of you for helping this blog last this long <3

@klllerwithin is such a doll, in character and out. If you aren’t following Rain, you’re missing out on an amazing Carl and some incredible headcanons, threads and even fandom trash posts. I love you.

@ofparasomnias hasn’t been on tumblr much but that doesn’t mean Satan means any less to me. I can’t explain the love I have for him and his muses. You will forever hold a special place with me and all of my muses, no matter which blogs we’re on.

@lastprcttygirl is another of those I love to harass (although, Marie does her fair share of poking as well.) Her Beth is one of my absolute favorites and I love all of the threads and aus and memes that we have going on between us.

@ofredisms I didn’t know which blog to tag Arya on, but she’s my salt buddy. The Bonnie to my Clyde. If I ever stop having fun with you, it means I’ve lost all sense of just what fun is supposed to be. Wonderful writing and so many great muses.

@toosweetforthisworld Again, didn’t know which blog I should tag xD I love Kezzy and I’m so happy to have her back again (even if we don’t do much yet.) I will never forget that you were my first Sophia, and your muses are always so on point.

@hastodosomething @zenofrping @fallenkiingdoms we go way back and you both mean the world to me. thank you for being my rock, my friend (and, for Zen, my mommy <3) 

@thisisaninsaneworld @dcntopen @kxllercolt @officerdxddy @thecondemnedandhunted @theiirfather @ingriimes @deputyricktator @theres-us-and-thedead are just amazingly written Rick blogs, with some of the greatest muns that I’ve ever had the pleasure of meeting and chatting with ooc (or just plain stalking.) I love you all so much, and your attention means more than you know to myself and Carl.

@mightybigpill @gottapay @its-negan-bitch @gottapick @easystrxxt @sancct @illbetheirgod @ruledroost I didn’t know I had this many Negans on my radar omg. Well, they all deserve to be followed because there is so much talent in these blogs. The muns understand their muse so well and have brought my dash to life with their brilliant portrayals (seriously. peek at my blog. it’s like Negan heaven – or hell – and it’s all these lovely people’s fault xD and there are actually more Negan blogs below that I stalk)

@sufferawiitch @fadedliar let me bother them at will and make far too many eye jokes than should be allowed, but I love them both lots and wouldn’t give them up for anything.

@obituariies @s-a-m-m-y Why does Carl get me into these weird crossover ships? I can’t get over how hard I ship him with each of you, and he has no intention of leaving either of your muses anytime soon.

@caxineadh @callsbullshit @righthandstache @dcadtastic @abittangledup @shrinemade @goldcrcwn @thebetatohisalpha @lastmonroe @imgccd @keepliviing @ccntkill @strongerthanchaos @likeachamp @halfyourshit @causeimadick @castiellisms @tobeblamed @universapatrem @universamatrem @notimminent @jesus-fromhilltop @elevenmccall @noctuatim @withusnow @warforger @butscrewmefirst @brokenragdoll @brokenbirthright @daryliisms @ncttcblame @creatingxdragons @unholyhunter @saviorsprincess @fuckinsavior @motheriing @grccnc @bcthgreene @bcrnedaway @quidprcquo @thequeenbennett @fissarsi @fiercerebekah @theirangel @drcpalmer @splitthroat @antiihero @aniimediverse @oneeyedson @steadyfire @killeriinstincts @kiramillerx @likepapertowns @outdccrcat @infectiocs @heroicheartx @justsurxvive @stillamemberofthisfamily @saltliicker @fxrechild @kidgrimcs @afewmistakes @fragilcminds @you-wxll-be @demonbitch @whispercr @scarredanger @sceadugcnga @comiiics @painxknives @yovlookshitty @nosouthpaw @sluggernegan @lilasskiicker @savageslugger @ruthlessnegan @mcnstrvm @posxisms @cheatsyouback @prxmroseeverdeen @poolstorybro @zenredneckarcher

If I missed anyone that I usually talk to, come bitch at me on skype xD I really do love all of my followers and i wish I could interact with ALL of you <3 thank you for making this blog feel like home for me.

Thank you!

Yesterday evening, I made a post about stepping out. I didn’t expect many people to see the post but Markiplier did and I couldn’t be more grateful. So many kind and wonderful people have messged me, sent me asks (which I will answer soon, I promise!) and have told me I can message them (once again I will soon!). I am also working on following everyone back! But I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has been kind and welcoming. I wish I reached out sooner but then again I don’t otherwise I may not met have the current people I am talking to. I am forever grateful to Mark as he has given me a new opportunity to make friends in not only his commuity but also in others. I also hope others are making friends and are choosing to step out of their comfort zone! Thank you to the Friend Train!