I’m proud to announce my first sketchbook has been sent to print and shall arrive just in time for the event that inspired it: Wasteland Weekend. Faces of the Wastes is a collection of portrait sketches I did over the course of this year with the attendees of the Mad max, post apocalyptic 4 day party in the desert as it’s subjects- collected in a 32 page Ashcan sketchbook- Standard comic size. If you’re attending the event this year I will have the book available on site for $15.00 – Any left will be listed online thereafter (I return to pre-apocalyptic society on the 28th of September). Thank you to all the Wastelanders, watchers, followers and friends of mine who have supported this project and I hope it to be the first of many- if you’re a wastelander interested in being in the 2016 sketchbook; hold your horses because commission slots will open after the event- follow me on facebook for quicker updates here: www.facebook.com/TAGthecomicbo…
Thank you everyone- see you at the end of the world.
I want to appologize for the way I’ve been this past year. I can definitely say I hit rock bottom. LIke, seriously.I did all the things wrong that I possibly could do wrong. And I threw away all the opportunities that I had.
For example, just these past week, I deleted my tumblr 3 times. And I deleted certain people on my way as well. Add, delete, add, delete again. Like, what even. What was I thinking. I’ve been acting very impulsive upon my feelings and that kinda made everything worse.
And I’m sure the people I affected with this are definitely fed up with me. It’s understandable;
I messed up. A lot. Not even a lot. Humungus. If there was a definition for mess up, you’d find my name as an explanation to it.
I realize now that all I’ve been doing is cause hurt; And the person I’ve been hurting most has been myself.
I pulled everyone down in my negative vortex. I’m not that kind of person …That’s not the kind of person I want to be.
I’ve been here before. I know I can do this.
It’s not that I couldn’t let go. It’s because I didn’t want to let go. And that’s an important thing to realize.
because letting go means, well… Letting go. And I’ve had to let go of a lot of things in my life already. I didn’t want that. I know the only way now is to let go.
That’s something I shoul'dve done long ago. But I’m a… slow learner. I know.
All this just had to happen so I could realize I needed to change myself. That I need to let go. Need to move on. And to know that it’s alright to do so.
Because if I don’t, it’s only going to hurt myself and others more. So that’s what I’m doing right now. I’m letting go of everything.
I know there’s still a lot of work left. And I’m doing my best. I’m doing fine. I’ll find myself again, I promise.
I’m sorry for all the hurt I caused. I know I’ve been throwing a lot of my feelings at everyone. It’s not easy to support me when I’m not even able to support myself. But I’m stable now. The only thing I want is for everyone to be happy. Including myself. And I know by not letting go of all that negativity I’ll only be causing more pain to others; So I’m taking this opportunity to say that I’m sorry.
I can’t take back what I did. I can’t take back the things I said. I can’t take back the way I made others feel. But I will see this as an experience to learn from, so I can pull myself together again.
I’m very thankful for the people that have been sticking with me through my emotion rollercoaster. I know it had a lot of ups and downs. Mostly downs, some ups. Then dows, more downs. Pathetic tries to gets ups… and so on and so on. Some people quit on me along the way, and, that’s understandable.
Don’t worry, I wouldve quit on myself too if I wasn’t me. It’s not easy to be myself when I’m like this.
I was supposed to find myself and instead I lost myself even more.
LIfe goes on.
And I will make the best out of it.
And when I do so, I hope that certain people will invite me back into their lives.
Because I know I can do so much better.
I’m a very hopeful person, and I don’t give up easily.
It’s just that I’m an idiot and apparantly only learn once it’s too late.
Right now I can officially say that I messed up so much that I really have no other choice!
I put myself in this position. And I’m stuck at the end of this road.
Thank you for being there for me.It means the world to me.