“I think the important thing is to just take in one step at a time. I think if you rush into fame, then that’s where it can be really affecting, and if you take it for granted it can be really affecting.”
Tom taking away the readers book bc she won’t pay attention to him?
summary: the reader is so sucked into her book that tom has to pull the book from out of her nose and pepper her with kisses so that she will give attention to him.
You were in the midst of one of your favorite books of all time, The Maze Runner, and not focused on anything but it. Your eye’s were glued to the words that brought this fantasy world to life. Someone’s hand hit your leg lightly. You rolled your eyes, already knowing who it was that was trying to get your attention.
“Not now Tom. I’m in the middle of my favorite chapter.” you said, not looking up from the book.
Tom groaned. “But darling! You’ve been reading for the last hour. Why is that book more important that your loving boyfriend of whom you’ve been dating for two years now?”
You finally looked at him. He was sprawled out at the end of your bed. “Are you Newt?” you asked him, one eyebrow raised.
“No.” he grumbled.
“Then I see no reason to talk to you right now.” And with that, you turned back to the book. You heard him get up off the bed. The sound of his footsteps made you to believe he had left the room. Finally some peace and quiet for you to read.
About thirty pages later, Tom came into the room again. The bed shifted due to the weight Tom added. He came and laid right next to you, peppering your exposed arms with kisses.
“I sear to God Thomas, you’re such a baby sometimes.” you whispered loud enough for him to hear.
At that comment, Tom got quite defensive. “No I am not!” he retorted.
“Oh really?” you challenged.
“Then leave me alone.” Tom groaned, just like the last time. He got up off the bed and left the room, like last time. All you wanted was some peace and quiet to read your book.
It had been fifteen minutes and Tom couldn’t wait any longer. He jumped onto the bed. His knees spread apart with your legs in between. He hovered over you.
“Y/N!” he commanded. You looked up with an eyebrow raised.
“Yes Thomas?” you questioned.
“I need your love and affection.” Tom grabbed the book out of your hands. You gasped. “Right now.”
You let at a sigh. “At least mark my page with my bookmark.” Tom’s face lit up like a Christmas tree. He grabbed the bookmark that was next to you on the bed,he got it custom made with his face all over it, literally just multiple tom faces all over it, shoved it into the book, and put to book on the dresser. It was hilarious to watch him run all over, but it was cute how excited he was. He jumped back onto the bed. Right on top of you.
“Okay lover boy. A little to excited there.” you giggled. He rolled off of you. You laid side by side. Your head rested on his chest. He leaned down and kissed the top of your head. This is what Tom loved to do with you. He loved just cuddling with the love of his life.
A/N: Alright! There’s only 2 parts left! I awrote this part over several days, so if something is repeated a couple of times, that’s why. I hope you enjoy it! I had fun writing it, so yeah! Tell me what you think!
had passed, and if you were going to be honest, you barely remembered any of
it. You remembered waking up with your head on Tom’s chest, a part you really
wished you could forget. You had a strange tingling feeling in your stomach,
whenever you thought about how he had had his arm around you. You tried your
best to ignore it, but the feeling just wouldn’t go away.
He had also
acted differently this morning. He actually talked to you, and even smiled at
you. A different smile then the cocky smile he usually had plastered on his
lips. It was kinder. More genuine.
decided to join you on set today. He said it was to keep the act up, and that
he would seem like a supportive husband. You didn’t like the idea one bit,
especially considering you had to film a sex scene today, and you really didn’t
want him there. Should you tell him? You didn’t quite understand why it
mattered as much as it did, but you really just didn’t want him there.
getting really comfortable around your co-actors, and you feared it would just
be awkward with Tom around.
don’t have to be here. Not today at least. It’s going to be really boring. You
can still just go back home, if you want?” You said, as you entered the set.
“I want to
be here. I think we should start spending more time together, and this is a
great way to start” He answered, the kind smile still on his lips.
starting to wonder what happened in the weekend. Something must have happened,
because he acted much differently today. And he suddenly wanted to spend more
time with you? Why? Had you said something? You didn’t even want to ask him,
scared of the answer.
well. Just not today. We’re kinda filming-a-sex-scene” You mumbled the last
part, hoping he didn’t hear it.
of show is this? First a lap-dance, and now a sex scene? You could’ve warned
me, before we got here!” The kind smile was gone, and now looked annoyed
instead. What was up with his mood swings?
do you care?” You asked him. He didn’t get a say. You weren’t even an actual
couple, so he didn’t have the right to be annoyed over a sex scene.
“Oh I don’t
know. We are married. Don’t you think I should know, when you’re going to sleep
with someone else?” He asked harshly. He was really acting weird today. He
seemed jealous, but that just didn’t make sense to you. Why would he be
going to actually sleep with him, you moron. And you really need to get a hang
of yourself, because I already pretty sick of you” You warned him. You hadn’t
even started filming, and he was already a pain in the ass.
We’ll excuse me for not wanting to see my wife pretend to have sex with some
guy!” Now he was yelling, and people from the crew started starring at you.
home! I told you not to come. If you’re going to be this much of an asshole, I don’t
want you here” You voice was calm, but still filled with anger. You knew he
knew that, and from the expression in his eyes, he was more than angry too.
without saying a word, and you walked towards your co-actors. The girl, who was
starting to become you best friend, shot you a look.
paradise?” she asked, and you gave her a nod.
just say, that today his personality matches his genitalia. A huge dick” You
were still annoyed, but the laughs from the others helped a little on the mood.
You chatted for a bit, before you started filming.
got back home, you were surprised to find the apartment empty, and just like
you had left it this morning. That meant Tom hadn’t been home all day, which
made you wonder where the hell he was. You didn’t want to deal with him anyway,
so it was fine, but you still wanted to know where he was.
to take place on the couch, and catch up with some tv-shows. Lucifer had just
started a new season, and you were already 2 episodes behind. Not to mention Riverdale
starting as well, so you had enough to watch.
the second episode of Lucifer, Tom stumbled in the door. He couldn’t walk
straight. He couldn’t even hold his normally good posture. Even a blind idiot
could tell he was way past just being drunk. He was wasted.
Darling, you’re home!” His voice was raspy, and he stumbled a bit over the
words. “How did… uh. How did the scene go?”
fine. Unlike you. If throw up, you’re cleaning it yourself” You warned him. You
were still annoyed with him. He had no right to act the way he did today.
“Does he do
a better job than me?” He asked, sounding irritated again. He just kept
standing in the middle of the room, swaying a bit from side to side.
“Why do you
care?” You asked him bluntly.
married! So excuse me, for not liking the thought of you with someone else!” He
yelled, and you rolled your eyes. You wasn’t sure if it was him, or the alcohol
“Last time I
checked, we’re not a real couple, so you don’t get to be jealous!” You yelled
back at him.
tell me what to do, or how to feel! I took care of you all weekend! And I didn’t
ask for nothing in return! And then you just drop the sex scene bomb on me like
that!” He yelled frustrated.
“Oh, I get
it! You’re mad that I didn’t rehearse this scene with you, is that what it is?
If that’s the case, you’re going to stay mad for a long time, because guess
what! I don’t want to sleep with you” You snapped at him, as you stood up from
know that a lie. You want it just as much as I do!” His speech was clear now,
and he almost seemed sober, when he walked towards you. As he got close to you,
you could feel his hot breath. “And I really love it when you moan my name”
you go fuck yourself, because that’s the only scenario where you’ll actually
get some” You glared at him, not letting it show that he was right. You did
want him. You blamed it the period hormones, that hadn’t completely left your
body. At least that’s what you tried to tell yourself.
just so sassy. Do you have any idea, how much your snarky comebacks turns me
on?” He whispered in your ear, sending a cold shiver down your spine. “I just
want to shut you up, every time. You have no idea what you do to me”
going to happen Tom. We haven’t even been on an actual date, so you don’t have
the right to be jealous” You gently pushed him away, but even in his drunk
state, he was strong. He stayed close to you.
really enjoy us together, and I don’t want someone else taking my place. Like I
told your mom, the sex is amazing” He said in a low voice.
care, Tom! Sure, the sex is great, but I want more than that! I want an actual
relationship, and you’re just not the guy to have that with. You’re an arrogant
asshole, who’s also really jealous. You would think that someone with that big
of an ego, would be more confident in himself” You pushed him a little harder
this time, and walked pass him to the kitchen.
have a big ego! And I’m not an arsehole! I want a relationship too, you know. I
wouldn’t mind if it was with you, because I would never really have to worry
about when to propose and stuff” He said, as he followed you to the kitchen.
are. You are an asshole to me! And not having to propose is maybe the worst reason
to be in a relationship. I just feel so loved, when that’s the reason you bring
up!” You turned to look at him, so he could see how mad he made you.
mean to be an idiot, okay! You just make me so… I don’t know! You do something
to me, and I can’t explain it! I love it when we fight. I loved it so much,
when I shut you up by kissing you. I want to do it every time we fight, and it’s
so hard not to” He said with a smirk.
stood there for a moment, trying to figure out what to say or do. You hadn’t
been able to listen to song anymore, because all you could think of was Tom.
You had to admit that he did something to you as well, but you would never
admit it to him.
just sex. Do you even know anything about me? Like, what’s my favourite colour?
Or my favourite food? Something?” You asked him. You did want more, but you
knew Tom wasn’t the right guy. You wanted someone who could be there for you,
emotionally as well, and you weren’t sure Tom could do that. He didn’t care
about you, beside when it came to sleeping with you. Not that you cared about
him, of course. Because you didn’t, right? So it made no sense, that the
thought of Tom not caring, made you a bit upset.
colour is red. It’s the colour you wear the most. Your bedsheet is red. Every
time you buy something, you always go for the red. You’re favourite food is hot
pasta and meatballs. In the past month, it’s the dish you’ve made the most
times, and it’s the dish you look happiest eating” He answered bluntly, taking
you a bit by surprise. Did he really notice all of that? Did he really pay
attention to you?
know you knew that. Or that you even paid attention” You mumbled, looking away
do. Much more than you think” He said, almost sounding upset. You looked up at
him, to find him biting his lip. You didn’t know what to say. The fact that he
paid attention to you, made you happy. Happier, then you could admit to yourself.
know something about me, so you can use it to annoy me? If not, then why are
you always such a jerk. Like today?” You asked. You couldn’t let yourself believe
that he actually cared, because there was no way that he actually did.
Because I… Well. I just don’t know how to act around you. Apparently, we hate
each other, but I don’t hate you. I don’t even dislike you. After this weekend,
I’m not really sure if you hate me or not. So I don’t really know if I should
stop being an idiot or not. It’s really confusing!” He fumbled a bit over the
words, and he didn’t look at you once.
what he said, but once again. You couldn’t just let yourself believe that he
might actually like you. There was a lot a physical attraction between the two
of you, but that was all it was, right? It’s wasn’t really Tom talking, it was
just the alcohol. It had to be.
It’s just the alcohol. You don’t mean that. Saying that, won’t get me to sleep
with you.” You rolled your eyes as you spoke.
“I mean it!
I think I actually like you. I mean, I do! You made me realize that this
weekend, and that’s really annoying” He said, this time looking directly at
me when you’re sober. That won’t happen, so we’ll just blame it on the alcohol.
Then in just over a month, we’ll get divorced and we’ll never have to see each
other again.” You said. You weren’t really sure who you were talking to. Were
you trying to convince him to come with some big declaration of his love for
you, or were you trying to protect your own feeling from a potential heartbreak.
“Can we not
talk about this right now” He groaned.
“Go to bed,
Tom. You’re way too drunk” You sighed.
were surprised that he didn’t even try to argue with you. You were pleased that
he didn’t, because you really didn’t want to deal with him right now.
You got him
into the bed, and under the duvet, without either of you saying a word. Just as
you were about to leave his room, he grabbed your wrist.
go” He said in a low voice, and you looked down at him. His brown eyes were
begging you to stay, and you didn’t know how you could turn down those eyes. “Stay.
We don’t have to do anything, just please stay. I like having you close”
“If I stay,
will you go to sleep?” You asked. You were getting too tired to fight him on
it. You would never admit it to him, but you did actually like being close to
him as well.
He gave you
a quick nod, and with a sigh you went under the duvet. The heat from his body
made you relax, and you felt a strange tingling feeling in your stomach as he
put his arm around you. Could you really be in love with this idiot?
Tom” You said, as your mind was racing. All the little things he had said. He
paid attention to you, he actually cared about you.