the hiatus will be torture

When someone finds out you love one direction then asks how you’re dealing with “the break up” and you know they aren’t worth the whole tortured explanation and your belief system re: The Hiatus™ but you can’t figure out what to say other than “fuck off, becky”:

Bellarke Fic Masterlist

|If you’re looking for things to read after Emergency Contacts,  and something to ease your heart through the hiatus, check out some of my other fics. They’re sorted by rating and those with a * are some personal favorites. You can also find me on AO3 as wanheda_two_heda!

  • Évangéline | G | Archive warning: major character death | 3k | AU, historical, song fic, historical accuracy

*Title is French but fic is in English*

The year is 1755, and 17-year-old Clarke Griffin has just gotten married to her best friend when English troops march on the French-Canadian colony of Acadia, claiming everything in the name of the King of England. Clarke is separated from her husband of just a few hours and forced to flee her home with Raven and Luna. She travels all over America looking for the family that was taken from her, meeting up with Octavia in Louisiana, and never stopping her search for Bellamy.

Clarke wakes up hung over thinking there’s a burglar in her house. Turns out it’s just Bellamy wanting to make her hang over food and ends up trying to make sure that Clarke doesn’t give herself food poisoning. Fluffy banter and flirting ensues.

Clarke has owned Arkadia Floral & Garden Supplies for 3 years when Bellamy Blake, her high school rival, comes back into town following his mother’s death and needs Clarke’s help to restore his mother’s garden to its former glory. But gardening isn’t Bellamy’s strong suite, and neither is coping with losing another parent. He might need a lot more help than he’s willing to admit, but luckily for him, his feisty blonde former rival is there to guide him through some of the most difficult months of his life.

  • I Had Hope * | T | 2.8k | AU, best friends, friends to lovers, hurt/comfort, cuddling

Bellamy’s used to his best friend treating his apartment as her own. She lives there half the time anyway. But he’s a little more than concerned when he finds her crying in his bed, blankets pulled up under her chin. He knows that she lets her work get to her sometimes, but he’s never seen her like this, and maybe the trouble is that she had too much hope.

Anon on Tumblr asked: 78 for the bellarke prompt pretty pls
78. “i’m sorry. i shouldn’t have kissed you.”

janefosters on Tumblr asked: “i love you. i’m completely and utterly in love with you. please don’t get married.” Clarke to Bellamy Modern AU. He finally stopped waiting for her and moved on and she realizes it when he’s marrying someone else. :)

Tumblr prompt : bellamy and clarke getting together but way later in life after they have failed marriages and realize all along they were probably meant to be together

  • Good Morning * | M | 1.6k | AU, morning kisses, fluff, cuddling, porn with feelings

With early morning light streaming through the window and Bellamy’s arms wrapped around her when she wakes up, Clarke doesn’t ever want to be anywhere else in the world. It truly is a good morning.

Basically super fluffy and tooth-rottingly sweet Bellarke mornings.

Kink Meme prompt: Bellamy walking in on Clarke getting herself off in the shower and takes it upon himself to one up her.

Clarke’s had a long day at work, and if the man she’s been dreaming about for years happens to walk in while she’s knuckle deep inside herself, who is she to complain?

  • #ILoveYou * | E | 4.5k | AU, PWP, shameless smut, car sex, porn with feelings

Clarke’s unhappy in her marriage with the man responsible for her father’s death, and Bellamy is worried that if he leaves his loveless marriage with his business tycoon wife, he’ll never be able to stay afloat on his public school teacher’s salary. Neither can find the motivation to fight to break free until a text is sent and three little words slip out. Bellamy suddenly realizes that he’s more to Clarke than he ever thought he could be, and that maybe money doesn’t matter when you’ve got someone next to you to love you.

Based on a kink meme prompt that said “Bellamy and Clarke are both cheating on their boyfriends/girlfriends with each other and end up falling in love so i love you sex” and I somehow turned it into 4K+ words of super sappy smut with feelings.

Also, fics coming up!:

  1. Sea Mechanic modern AU that is tearing my soul apart at the seams
  2. Memori S5 canon compliant SpaceKru fic
  3. Bellarke Twister AU
  4. Bellarke angst/hurt/comfort enemies to friends to lovers fic
  5. Bellarke fluffy/smutty one-shot based on a text someone submitted as a prompt
  6. A smutty Bellarke one-shot based on this post because I’m a human-shaped garbage dumpster and also I love @starboybellamy
  7. A new modern AU Bellarke multi-chap fic with a twist because I enjoy torturing myself.

So see! The hiatus will fly by! Also, send me your prompts for one-shots! AND THE LAST CHAPTER OF ARKADIA FLORAL WILL BE POSTED THIS WEEK!




When the deerstalker made his first appearance in ASIB I just thought of it as a reminiscence to canon Sherlock Holmes. After all, this hat has become the most famous trademark for the great detective worldwide for more than hundred years. Somehow the deerstalker and Holmes are almost inseperable. Therefore it’s no great surprise that this hat shows up in Sherlock BBC as well. What I wonder now - after having written about the Deer and the Skull - is this:  Could the deerstalker be of more importance for the story than just a reference to victorian Holmes? Because:

‘The deerstalker is traditionally a rural outdoorsman’s cap. It is not an appropriate headgear for the properly dressed urban Gentleman. The fashion-conscious Holmes would be loath to commit such a sartorial faux pas.'  (X)

That’s about canon Sherlock Holmes. Nowadays - in the 21st century - wearing a deerstalker in London would look even more strange I assume. And I’m not talking here about fans who wear it in honor of Sherlock. That’s something quite different. No, I mean wearing it as a hat … just a hat.

The more I think about that 'silly hat’ the more it appears to be a massive anomaly in this modern Sherlock Holmes adaptation.

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Cas had been confirmed as coming back. Crowley has confirmed as not coming back. But we in the Rowena fanclub have been living in torture during this hiatus as we have pleaded and desperately waited for someone to ask about Rowena at the cons. We have continued to wait and pray (well I’ve prayed. Don’t judge! God gets my neediness! Anyway) for news on our beloved Queen. SDCC could finally the end of our suffering. We could finally hear the cast and crew mention her name and possibly her fate. Please. If you are at SDCC we beg of you. On our knees we plead:
When you are given the chance to ask the cast and crew a question,


Help us end this torture. You’re our only hope.

My OTP in few words
  • Merthur: it was fate and destiny to meet but his choice to stay
  • Sterek: sarcasm is his only defence but to survive he needs him
  • Hannigram: love and caring sentiment is far too often mistaken for curiosity
  • JohnLock: amazing how as long they are together everything's fine
  • Destiel: nothing says love like profound bond, eye-love-making and some back stabbing
On Your List - Jazzy_AE - Arrow (TV 2012) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
By Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Arrow (TV 2012)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Oliver Queen/Felicity Smoak
Characters: Oliver Queen, Adrian Chase, Felicity Smoak
Additional Tags: Olicity Hiatus Fic-A-Thon, OHFAT, Torture, Psychological Torture
Series: Part 4 of Hiatus 2017

My version of Adrain torturing Oliver.


Thunderstorm (HuntxMC)

Not sure how this happened and why I’ve wasted HOURS of my actually super packed afternoon on this *sigh* :D

Anywho, I guess you all know by now that I haven’t played the last two Chris Winters dates. However, I loved the idea of Hunt showing up at the MC’s wedding and whoomp, this thing happened. I had originally written a very sad ending but I figured you guys would appreciate this one more (we are on a freaking Hunt date hiatus after all). Anywho, hope you enjoy! :)

‘Cause this is torturous electricity

Between both of us and this is

Dangerous 'cause I want you so much

But I hate your guts

Daughter – Landfill

I study my reflection in the mirror. My make-up is on point and my hair has never looked this orderly. Still, there’s this tiny glimmer of sadness in my eyes. Now that everyone has left to give me some room before the ceremony, I finally stop pretending for a minute. Stop pretending that I am 100% sure about this. That I love Chris with all my heart and that there has never been anyone else. Because there has, and no matter how hard I force myself to forget him I never quite manage.

Chris is sunshine. He lights up my world, he is sweet and warm, he takes me to places I’ve never been before.

Thomas Hunt was a thunderstorm. Dark, intimidating, electrifying. Our encounters were always charged with energy, an underlying tension that could find no relief.

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The Black Canary: An Origin Story and The Love That Defines It

Part of the torture of summer hiatus is the waiting. You fall in love with a show and then they go off the air for 5 months. It’s awful. It’s like a loved one has gone on extended vacation, except they don’t call. They don’t write.

So, you start to speculate. You start talking with all your beautiful Internet friends about what you think is going to happen to these characters as the season progresses. You argue, you laugh, you praise one another, you reblog, you regif and it goes on until miraculously, your show is back. The loved ones are back in your living room where they belong.

And suddenly that little theory that you felt so smart about when you first thought of it becomes a reality. There’s something about talking about Sara dying, conceptually, that was almost detached. In my head it was logical, it connected the themes and is was the ONLY way I could understand Laurel. In your gut, you know you’re right, but you really don’t want to believe it. So you start guessing games, anyone can be a target. Stephen Amell and his two lies & a truth. It’s the boxing glove arrow! It could be Sin! It could be Detective Lance! Anybody but Sara and for a moment you’ve got yourself convinced that you are way of base. 

And then…they put three arrows into her chest. 

She falls off a roof. 

On to the cement pavement.

The body of a beautiful and vibrant young woman, shattered & broken and her sister screaming as she dies in her arms.

Sara Lance is dead.

My immediate reaction was I was right! Then the anger set in. Really…I’m talking geninue rage. I consider myself a lady, but I was swearing like a sailor at that television. I’ll give you a hint…it involved a lot of “fuck yous” specifically targeted at Guggeheim, Berlanti and Kreisberg. Don’t worry…I curse Joss Whedon on a daily basis, it in no way lessons my love for him.

Then the shock wore off and the unbearable sadness set in. I began to cry and I haven’t really stopped.

They say grief has seven stages. Quite frankly for some TV characters I’m still stuck on anger. Really Whedon? FRED? TARA? (See? Told you.) And don’t even get me started on The Good Wife.

I’ve taken a couple days and I’ve moved past anger. Currently, I’m at reflection & a good dose of depression. So it’s time to reflect on a story that has been 2 years in the making.

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The story of SVU hiatus

….for us Sonny fans

The announcement:  “4 weeks hiatus”

Week One - The torture begins.  Slow burn.

Week Two - Are we there yet?

Week Three - Panic sets in and support groups form

Week Four - People stop showering & combing their hair, all hell breaks loose…

….Sonny makes the plea on our behalf because he’s a cinnamon roll and he worries about ut


Sonny days are here again!

Did you think we’d forget about you, SonnShine??

Welcome back, Detective Sassy Pants. 

Now go get ‘em!!

Happy SVU Day everyone!  It’s finally here!