the heart wants what the heart wants i guess

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i’ve not seen such bravery,
such strength of heart

You know I reblogged that Playboy article about Black Widow and as I lay here unable to sleep I thought here is the perfect example of why text is not all or nothing. Playboy is not a feminist publication. I suppose we can fight over it but I’m feeling pretty good about that statement. Playboy has, however, been a major player in Civil Rights activism and allowed a space for some excellent journalism. It also celebrates the objectification of women. So here is a text that both disrupts and upholds the patriarchy simultaneously. Not something all that unusual.

And I’ve seen a lot of love for The Kingsmen on my dash lately. That’s fine. I obviously support people loving what they like, but The Kingsmen was a massively problematic text. It was flashy sure. Enjoyable in places absolutely. But weirdly misogynistic at the end? Strangely classist? Almost stubbornly unaware of what it wanted to say? Also all of those things.

And I guess what I’m saying here (and keep in mind I have indigestion-induced insomnia) is that every time I see Tumblr or the internet or the world go apeshit over how “awful” something is I want to run a slideshow of stuff like this. There are easy things we can all agree on (blurred lines) but texts that obvious are few and far between. Most especially because songs exist in a much different space and way than books, movies, tv shows, video games, or comic books. So why is it we sometimes turn a blind eye and sometimes pass judgment–judge, jury, and executioner–from a trailer alone?

There are few things more dangerous than righteousness and I so strongly believe when I am so very sure I am right is when I have to be most critical of what I think. Passion doesn’t negate an argument but ideologies are not simple things. Critiquing society is not a simple thing. It’s complicated and dangerous and the moment you think you’ve figured it out is the moment you become what you hate. It’s easy to tell someone why they’re wrong. It’s much more difficult to understand what they mean and why or how they came to mean it.

It’s just curious to me, is all. The way we aren’t up in arms about the porn industry. Or Grand Theft Auto. Or so many other things. Instead, like some vicious flash mob we love and hate in an instant, so thrilled with our insight we never stopped to ask where it came from. And I think what really bothers me about it is that we love or hate *people.* Not texts. Not stories. Not characters (though to be fair we hate those too) but PEOPLE. Real people we don’t know and real people we intentionally refuse to understand. What is that but the very worst the internet has to make of us?

Anyway, even this mob power we’ve amassed is great most of the time. It’s spurred education and civil rights and social justice and critiques of capitalist globalization. It’s great. Until it’s not.

I’m still stuck on aggressive manga kairi but like

can you imagine it

she finishes chasing off saix with yells and then rounds on riku like “and YOU

she yells and calls him a butthead and hits him on the arm because he’s so stupid and why are you running away from us you know we love you 

and it’s just this 8 foot hooded guy cowering from a petite princess in pink and everything is right with the world

The Sun Signs as My Crushes

(Current) Aries: You make me feel so special, and you have a habit of making me lose sleep. Our conversations are full on inside jokes, sarcasm, pickup lines, and compliments that make your cheeks turn rosy red. I’m terrified of losing you. Please don’t forget me.

Taurus: I thought I was your third choice, what makes you think you can suddenly start liking me once I stopped liking you? You think this is a game, guess it doesn’t matter because I already won.

Gemini: You loved me first, and I watched you fall for another after another. Each time breaking their poor hearts. You never knew what you really wanted, and I’m glad I never gave you the chance to leave me heart broken.

Cancer: I remember the day you wanted to kiss me, you asked politely, but I refused because we had just met. You seemed to only like my body, not me. You tossed me away when I wouldn’t give you what I wanted.

Leo:  Our love was toxic from the start, but darling we wrote poetry. We both knew how things were going to end. Just like a fire we ended in ashes. Did all the time we shared go to waste?

Virgo: Thinking about you makes me want to forget. The memories seemed so harmless, but they keep me up late at night wondering why I didn’t take the risks. I was so conflicted. I made mistakes.

Libra: Your eyes pierced me, and instantly there was a connection. Flirting with you was such an ease, but I was so conflicted. You were so endearing, and you actually wanted to get to know me for me.

Scorpio: You. I miss you from time to time. I wonder if you remember our late conversations, I’m sorry I had to leave. You called me once, and told me about how happy you were. Maybe I was jealous?

Sagittarius: I always smiled around you, and you always returned the smile. There was so much sarcastic jokes between us, we could have written a book. But you knew better then to fall in love with me.

Capricorn: You confused me. You said you didn’t like me but your actions and words told me other wise. Maybe you liked to play games, but don’t ever do that to my heart.

Aquarius: Oh you were such a witty one, but did you get scared of your own feelings? What ever happened to your sarcastic one liners, and the quick glances towards me?

Pisces: You never really liked me, did you? Maybe at a time you did, but in the end you only liked the idea of me. So you used me to get them jealous. But jokes on you, I did the same.

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my feelings right now

Reaction (Monsta X): When their crush wraps their arms around their waist and says, “Where do you think you’re going?”

Shownu: “It makes my heart happy when you do things like that.”

Originally posted by madtwn

Jooheon: “I guess I’m not going anywhere, if you don’t want me to.”

Originally posted by kihqun

Wonho: “Well I was going to find you, but I guess I found you. Hey beautiful.”

Originally posted by kihqun

Minhyuk: “Wherever you want me to go, beauty.”

Originally posted by kihyonie


I.M: Crush- “What’s wrong? Why are you making that face?”

I- “Nothing. I just want you to know that you can do that again if you want.”

Originally posted by kihyxnie

Hyungwon: “Well… you’ve succeeded in making my cheeks go really red and get really hot.”

Originally posted by minyeossi

Kihyun: “Girl, why are you playing my heart like this? Making it beat all fast and sh*t.”

Originally posted by wonkyuns

~AdminC

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depending on the run directly before, sometimes the shock of seeing their soul can make farris start to remember on their own.

but when that happens, toriel usually doesn’t get there in time for that to matter much.

…or the first two panels can just be their regular reaction anyways (◡‿◕✿)

Top 10 things Ulquiorra would do after obtaining a heart


As requested by anon. :)


Let’s say that poor heart-obsessed Ulquiorra actually got a heart. What might he do then?


1. Check to see where it is.

Because even though Ulquiorra knows that it’s in his hand, he might just want to check that empirically.

Ulquiorra: Yes. When I press my hand against my chest, I can clearly feel the heart.

Ulquiorra: Beating inside my hand.


2. Listen to country music.

To see if having a heart means that sad music will make him sad.

Ulquiorra: I do not care about the truck, but I guess it is sad that his dog died.

Ulquiorra:

Ulquiorra: Perhaps it died to escape from the harmonica.


3. Watch a scary movie.

“Heart-pounding” they said. Ulquiorra wants to know what that feels like.

Ulquiorra: Now I know that “heart-pounding” is the supreme frustration one feels about the characters BEING MORONS

Ulquiorra:

Ulquiorra: Wait I think that was a feeling.


4. Watch a romantic comedy.

“Heart-warming” they said. Ulquiorra wants a warm heart.

Ulquiorra: Am I supposed to want these humans to mate?

Ulquiorra: I don’t think I want to see that.


5. Go sky-diving

For adrenaline reasons.

Ulquiorra: Oh wait I can fly.


6. Sing.

Because at long last he can “put his heart into it.”

Ulquiorra: There is a song in this karaoke bar called “My Heart Will Go On.”

Ulquiorra: It is fate.


7. Listen to somebody else’s problems.

To see if now he will care.

Ulquiorra: I should not have started with Yammy.


8. Make a promise.

Because now he can actually “cross his heart”!

Ulquiorra: “Cross my heart and hope to die”?

Ulquirra: That is strangely dark for humans.


9. Follow his heart.

Which, he presumes, involves listening very closely until his heart makes its desires known.

Ulquiorra: My heart must be defective.


10. Fall in love.

Which, from what he’s heard, is the most important thing one is supposed to do with their heart.

Ulquiorra: Woman, make me love you. Perhaps through a series of comical misunderstandings as in that movie I watched.

Ulquiorra: I have prepared the way by dating somebody else so that there is a love triangle.

Ulquiorra: (I am dating Yammy.)

Ulquiorra: Now you can win me.

Ulquiorra: Please begin now.

Orihime:

Orihime: Um…are you feeling okay, Ulquiorra-kun?

8

I let you go, Annie.
With my hands, and my head; the heart (which cynics say is code for penis), wants what it wants. 

little soldier boy
so far away from home
won’t you come into your own?
oh, what does your heart beat for?

little lion man
blue blood running through your veins
hearts of gold are not just pure,
they’re also heavy.
oh, what does your skin bleed for?

little prince with no crown
heir of no throne, you wear armour as your gown.
don’t you want to go home? don’t you want your throne?
this is your kingdom come
but now it’s all gone wrong
oh, i know what you die for.

its so weird cause like when lucaya has a moment i get like really excited and my heart starts jumping but whenever theres a rucas moment my heart just kinda drops and i wanna throw out the tv....i guess the heart wants what it wants.

It is seriously cold today so I don’t know why this is what I felt like when I got back from walking my dogs in the rain and the wind this morning but whatever, the heart wants what the heart wants I guess 🌸 frozen bananas, @h2coco coconut water, coconut milk, vanilla + cacao powder, topped with coconut, @benaturalausnz granola and farmers market strawberries and edible blooms 🌸💫 #vegan

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I had a little mishap earlier, a miscalculation really.  See, when I went to make copies, I forgot to actually count up the number of people in the two sections to figure out how many I needed, so I guessed because I was in a hurry.  I ended up being five copies down from what I needed as I was passing them out.  I told my class to behave and make sure nobody got hurt while I was gone and hurried to the copier and back (this meant I was out of the classroom for less than 5 minutes). 

After school, I had a bunch of my freshman volleyball players hanging out in my classroom since they didn’t have time to go home before our game. 

Player:  You know you’re my favorite teacher, right?

Me (figuring I’m being built up to be asked for something): Yeah, okay.

Player: No, really.  All of our other teachers go on and on about how we need to make sure we don’t embarrass them by being bad if they have to leave the room for something.  You didn’t say anything about embarrassing you, it was all about making sure that we were being safe while you were gone.  Like, you really care about whether or not we get hurt.

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Here we go again

Here we go again
Here we go again

Oh, oh
I want some more
Oh, oh
What are you waitin’ for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight.
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waitin’ for?
What are you waitin’ for?
Say goodbye to my heart tonight.

- Neon Trees: “Animal”
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I’m not quite satisfied how this one turns out, but nevertheless I need more Britchell in my life and it was fun to make so I guess… here we go again~ ;)
Spread Britchell love <3 

I want the Headline chapter 34
  • *Before Chapter 34's retraction*
  • Me: the angst...ughh..my heart
  • Me: damn you Namjoon. Why????
  • Me: yoongi, get a grip!
  • *in the middle of chaos caused by anons*
  • Me: wait, angelique want to retract?
  • Me: *read bunch of anon asks posted by angelique with furrowed eyebrows*
  • Me: what the heck guys? She's the writer, the SOLE OWNER of the story.
  • Me: guess just have to wait the new one.
  • *after new chapter 34 released*
  • Me: damn! It's still heart wrenching for Jeon.
  • Me: MIN YOONGI, GET YOUR BUTT OUT OF THAT ROOM!!!
  • Me: btw, Areum sod off will ya?!

i think more than i’ve ever wanted romance

i’ve wanted consistency and appreciation

i’ve never wanted someone to buy me stuff or do big outlandish gestures

the introvert in me and how i was raised never let me really enjoy things like that

but what really makes my heart melt is knowing i can count on this person. that i never have to guess if they love me because they tell me. that i know they have my best interests in heart. that they care about me in a way that i can depend on.

and what really makes me smile is knowing i’m appreciated. that both my presence and my absence mean something to that person. that the little things i do matter to them. that they show me they appreciate me and who i am by knowing me, really getting to know me, with no judgment. 

i did love when he sent me flowers and a build a bear for my birthday. and i did love when he bought me the necklace he gave me when he asked me to be his girlfriend. 

but what really really lets me know that this means something is how fiercely and consistently he loves and appreciates me

Safe

Title: Safe
Chapter/One shot: Chapter 12
Original Imagine:
Imagine you’re running from a bunch of vampire hunters because they’re convinced you’re a vampire because you escaped a cell at the lab where you were being held. You wish with all your heart that you were somewhere safe with someone you can trust. 
Author: starrynight35
Rating: M
Notes/Warnings: Language

Chapter 12

April’s POV:

My heart stopped momentarily. What the hell was Fury doing here? They were going to throw me in prison. I just knew it.

“Fury? What does he want?” Loki asked, seemingly unconcerned. I guessed he had dealt with the man too many times to count by now.

“Not sure, but he doesn’t look thrilled,” Tony countered.

“He never does.”

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