the good days are behind us

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Hi guys! I’m Naomi and I’ve just made myself a brand new Tumblr! I used to have it back in the day, but unfortunately I had to leave it behind. BUT IM BACK. I also run a LGBT+ YouTube channel if you want to come and watch me make a fool of myself and attempt good advice.

So come say hi and check out my blog. If you want, I mean, you don’t have to. But do.

Drabble Challenge!

Repost this. Followers/Readers send numbers to your Ask. You write a fic/drabble using that line in your piece. Have fun! Expect a ton of requests!! 

  1. “That’s starting to get annoying”
  2. “Hey, hey, calm down. They can’t hurt you anymore.”
  3. “You can’t just sit there all day.”
  4. “I’m too sober for this.”
  5. “I’m not here to make friends.”
  6. “I need a place to stay.”
  7. “Well, that’s tragic.”
  8. “You’re seriously like a man-child.”
  9. “You can’t banish me! This is my bed too!”
  10. “The ladies love a guy who’s good with kids.”
  11. “Dear Diary, …”
  12. “She’s hiding behind the sofa.”
  13. “I lost our baby.”
  14. “They’re so cute when they’re asleep.”
  15. “I’d kill for a coffee…literally.”
  16. “You’re getting crumbs all over my bed.”
  17. “Good thing I didn’t ask for your opinion.”
  18. “What’s the matter, sweetie?”
  19. “You’re Satan.”
  20. “I don’t want to hear your excuse. You can’t just give me wet-willies.”
  21. “I’m bulletproof…but please, don’t shoot me.”
  22. “Did you just hiss at me?”
  23. “Do you really need all that candy?”
  24. “It’s six o’clock in the morning, you’re not having vodka.”
  25. “I swear, I’m not crazy!!!”
  26. “The diamond in your engagement ring is fake.”
  27. “No. Regrets.”
  28. “How drunk was I?”
  29. “How is my wife more badass than me?”
  30. “Be you. No one else can.”
  31. “I haven’t slept in ages.”
  32. “I locked the keys in the car.”
  33. “Are you sure that’s the decision you want to make?”
  34. “You work for me. You are my slave.”
  35. “Take your medicine.”
  36. “They’re monsters.”
  37. “Welcome to fatherhood.”
  38. “Why can’t you appreciate my sense of humor?”
  39. “It’s your turn to make dinner.”
  40. “The kids, they ambushed me.”
  41. “Sorry isn’t going to help when I kick your ass!!!”
  42. “Stop being so cute.”
  43. “I feel like I can’t breathe.”
  44. “You need to see a doctor.”
  45. “You’re getting a vasectomy. That’s final.”
  46. “I was a joke, baby. I swear.”
  47. “Dogs don’t wear clothes!”
  48. “I didn’t think you could get any less romantic…”
  49. “Safety first. What are you? FIVE?”
  50. “This is girl talk, so leave.”
  51. “Where am I going? Crazy. Wanna come?”
  52. “There’s a herd of them!”
  53. “Do you think I’m scared of a woman?”
  54. “They’re not your kids, back the f*ck off.”
  55. “You’re a nerd.”
  56. “I’m late.”
  57. “Just get home as soon as possible, okay?!”
  58. “You smell like a wet dog.”
  59. “I could punch you right now.”
  60. “Are you going to talk to me?”
  61. “Welcome back. Now fucking help me.”
  62. “If you can’t sleep…we could have sex?”
  63. “Flea markets don’t carry fleas, you know?”
  64. “Here, take my blanket.”
  65. “I don’t want you to stop.”
  66. “How could I ever forget about you?”
  67. “You’re bleeding all over my carpet.”
  68. “Run for it!”
  69. “We need to talk.”
  70. “Not everyone is out to get you. Stop thinking that. It’s annoying.”
  71. “I want a pet.”
  72. “Just smile, I really need to see you smile right now.”
  73. “I’m not wearing a dress.”
  74. “I’m not wearing a tie.”
  75. “Quit beating me up!”
  76. “Please put your penis away.”
  77. “It’s a Texas thing.”
  78. “Don’t argue. Just do it.”
  79. “I hope I’m never stuck with you on a deserted island.”
  80. “Does he know about the baby?”
  81. “Hold still.”
  82. “I just ironed these pants!”
  83. “Enough with the sass!”
  84. “Show me what’s behind your back.”
  85. “I’m not going to be sympathetic until you go to a doctor.”
  86. “Fine, don’t say anything and make me worry.”
  87. “Stay awake.”
  88. “STOP INTERRUPTING ME!”
  89. “You’re not interested, are you?”
  90. “I’m not buying ikea furniture again.”
  91. “Tell me you need me.”
  92. “Oh honey, I’d never be jealous of you.”
  93. “I’m telling you. I’m haunted.”
  94. “I had a bad dream again.”
  95. “Have I mentioned, I fucking hate Halloween.”
  96. “It’s Christmas, don’t be mad at me.”
  97. “You’re not going to starve yourself on Thanksgiving.”
  98. “The store ran out of Easter eggs.”
  99. “How could you forget your son’s birthday?”
  100. “You can only suffer through my whining for so long until you get up and make me a sandwich.”

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Who made your clothes?

Pakistan’s luxury designer Zara Shahjahan joins the Fashion Revolution, I Made Your Clothes campaign and uses her Instagram platform to honor her craftsmen behind her brand that help produce her beautiful designs: 

  1. Irshad saab - learned, technically very strong and 40 years of experience in adda work. He details your bridals, makes them look rich and beautiful. He brings joy into one of the most important days of your life. 
  2. Ms Saima - our PPC head is strict, unforgiving on quality, but yet very heartwarming.
  3. Master Riaz - friendly, precise and extremely good at his work and yes he’s the one who makes the patterns of your beautiful bridals.

* Fashion Revolution was launched after a garment factory in Bangladesh collapsed killing over 2500 people. 

“We spoke to Charlie Day, who’s in the middle of a press tour for Fist Fight, about the decision to finally resolve this for Mac and Day says a big reason for this episode is because they knew it disappointed fans of the series when they did something similar last season, but then took it back.

“Well, I think the season before we had him have that moment and then quickly take it back,” says Day, “and I think there were maybe a lot of people who were sort of disappointed by that, which makes sense. That’s what our show is. You know, these characters are out to disappoint you.”

But, in the end, what was better for society won out even over characters who never stop disappointing us. Day explains, “But I also think with what the sort of message is behind him making that decision, I think it actually does more sort of societal good to finally have Mac make that decision. So we decided, all right, let’s find a way to actually have that happen.”

Wow i cant believe all my posts from last year where i threatened to murder RCG for putting Mac back in the closet worked??? Direct Action works kids 

I guess this is a good time to introduce you all to my Fate OC.

His name is Magic Hands Johnson, and he’s a semen administrator at the Magus Association. Every day, for 14 hour shifts, Magic Hands Johnson buys semen off poor spellcasters and then spends the day purging the impurities, leaving behind the highest quality of magic semen, which is used to power everything from small lanterns to Nasu’s seriously concerning psyche. Magic Hands Johnson regrets every single second of his life, BUT his job offers dental, so it’s not that bad.

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all the things i’ve learned about art in the last few days:

  1. more. curves. less. straightness.
  2. movement is good shit
  3. always show or express some emotion with your LINES
  4. humans are chubby lumps
  5. make your drawing 3 dimensional by using proportions and perspectives
  6. no symmetry
  7. let your limbs all do different things in different places like in front/behind/up/down
  8. line of action
  9. dynamic shit

(19/100)

10.27.16

My literature professor was actually on time! What’s more, he showed us audios of poets reading their poems, which was a very good experience. I love poetry so much, really, nothing like experiencing a well-written poem. He gave us our midterm + quizzes to take home, so I guess that’s good? Not very challenging, but convenient since we are so behind.

I work all day tomorrow + probably won’t manage to post anything.

Can we talk about Undertale?

I love UndertaleWell…kinda… The game at least. The game was amazing. I will probably never play it again but I still loved it. I used to make a lot of Undertale art because I got into the fandom and got to be a part of many great things along meeting some really lovely people.

Now I haven’t made anything with Undertale for a while. Why? Because the fandom I used to be in evolved into something I couldn’t keep up with. I was slowly falling behind and some day I realized that I was in a whole other place than most of those I got to know. It was my own fault because I guess I was never as deep into the fandom as those around me, or managed to socialize with enough people. Even fandoms can feel lonely. My social anxiety have become really bad during the past year, which tend to make me look like/seem as if I don’t have interest in people – and if you were any of those that felt left behind by me – I’m sorry. I never lost interest, I’m just extremely shy and afraid of what people think of me and my works. Again – my own fault. One of my flaws.

What Undertale did for me was that it got me back into drawing. I have never been drawing so much or progressing as fast as now – since Undertale fanart was what got me back into art after an on-and-off hiatus caused by lack of time and inspiration, energy and a crippling depression. I tried to make people happy with my art, but no matter how many requests I filled it was never enough, not to mention that people started to steal my art and sell it on eBay. Someone even tried to steal my cosplay. Those things hurt but I thought I didn’t want to waste time fighting it so I just let it happen.

What really hurt though, was that after posting my very first few pieces of original artwork a little later on this summer, people wrote to me minutes after uploading if I had left the Undertale fandom and if “I could just draw undertale pls”. And unfortunately it kept going on. People got mad at me for turning down requests – thinking it was stupid that I didn’t just draw what they asked FOR FREE. There were some PM incidents and more art theft as well. Can’t I simply ignore these people? Well I did for the most part - but this became a daily thing..I couldn’t ignore the fact that people from the community that I loved so deeply would treat me so badly. While fighting a devastating depression I didn’t exactly take things as lightly as other might have. It just struck me with great sadness that people would be so selfish, time upon time, upon time and again.

So I guess it’s time to say goodbye.

Why? Because this fandom has become toxic to me, slowly killing every moment of joy I experienced within in. I’m backing out while I still feel love towards the original game at least. If we ever talked and had fun, then I enjoyed it – then you are not any of these selfish and childish people that ruined it for me. By ruined I mean that I almost can’t watch any fanart of Undertale anymore without cringing – it is horrible and it makes me feel like an idiot. And I don’t want to just blame other people for my situation because, hey, it happened this way, not just because of the way that they acted towards me but also because of the way I received it. This fandom has some incredible people in it but I have encountered so many childish people as well and eventually it felt like they were everywhere. I should probably have reached out and talked to someone, but I let them ruin it for me instead.

So thank you if you were ever part of this journey with me – if you sometimes just said hello because you thought I was nice and not because you wanted something from me. Thank you. And if you ever write me again, then don’t be afraid if I answer very short headed of anything in that regard – I’m just extremely scared of what you might be thinking of me, and my way to deal with that is to pull away completely from people – making everything even worse. I probably stalked your blog even more than you thought I did because I really liked you guys.

Thank you again for the time – I had fun too.

With that said I will start working on some personal projects. I will never say that this time in the fandom was for nothing because I did actually manage to get friends. I’m just posting my own stuff now (at least until I am struck with a new fandom) and if you don’t want to be a part of that then thank you for the time you were here ❤ If you want to stay and see what I’m going to do with my art now, I will be very happy to have you tag along on this journey~!

Remember that I don’t bite - I’m just extremely shy and introvert.

I work in a small local pizza store. There’s usually three people up front to answer calls and be cheerful to the customers, but the rest of us are behind a partial wall cooking food in giant ovens or grills or deep fryers.
Over the summers, when it’s 90 degrees without the ovens and we have no A/C, we also have a deal that if you pick up your orders on Wednesday you get two free toppings. So of course we get a million complicated orders on Wednesday and have to get everything done as fast as if they were fewer and less complicated.
One Wednesday a family comes to pick up their order and the mother decides to walk behind the wall and watch us hurrying around and trying to work as fast as possible. She then goes online and leaves a 2 star review saying “The food was good but not all the employees looked happy, only the people up front were smiling.” So of course the next day the owner comes in furious and says that no matter where you are on your shift you have to be smiling at all times, and he would be having the store manager check the footage to make sure everyone did it.
So now even when we’re getting grease burns and sprinting around a boiling kitchen we all have to be forcefully grinning the whole time because of this woman.

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As you probably know, this is about the (more official than S4 in the collective fandom’s eye) RP Twitter account for Sherlock Holmes (contactSH).

This is taking too long, I didn’t even get to the good part but here’s a start:

Part One of the thrilling saga (Jan29th til this morning)

Summary:

. It was the anniversary of the day John and Sherlock met
. They went to dinner at Angelo’s and got drunk
. No taxi would take them, they stole a Boris bike to get to 221b
. (…)
. In the morning it was deduced ( @ikolism​ ) that Sherlock stayed in John’s bedroom

@ikolism @alwaysanoriginal @brunettereader @sidealonq @gaysherrlock @mskatutin @gottaboldlygo @dreamcarton @sandinouchou @trainthief @ravenmacduff @yan-yae @tjlc @just–elope @totallymydivision @the-7-percent-solution @chrysanthemumsies @vilonal @jemariel @signoftjlc @laughing-crying-feelslikedying @multifandom-madnesss @sherlockedtjlc @johnlocks @secretworldofabowtie @lazycoffeedefender

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Doojoon: You’ve all waited a long time, right!! There were a lot of different things being said, but we wanted to be careful until we were completely sure! We’re so, so sorry for making you wait! This is the real start!! Although I think this path will be even rougher and more dangerous than what we’ve experienced until now, we will take the lead so just diligently follow us without worrying! If we’re having a hard time and we stop at some point, please give us a push from behind! It won’t be easy, but let’s all get through this together!! Have a good day and always be careful of catching a cold. Let’s all meet soon!!!!!

Junhyung: Since we achieved our biggest goal of ‘let’s be together no matter what happens’, even if the days ahead won’t be simple, I think I can accept it joyfully since we have you lovely people who always wait for us and miss us 😬. Although this was a very tough decision that the five us made after a lot of thinking, I know there will definitely be people who are satisfied with it and also people who will be disappointed by it. We will be filling up that space going forward, so it would be great if you could keep watching over us. I sincerely thank President Hong Seung Sung as well as our Cube Entertainment family for bringing us out into the world 🙏🏻. The weather is cold so be careful not to catch a cold and I hope you have a good day 👋👋👋 #Aroundus Uploaded by Yong Junhyung who wishes for you to always be with us by our side

Yoseob: Please support the new start of the five of us. We need your support and love. I first want to apologize to our B2utys who were probably the most anxious in the midst of all that was being said and also say thank you for waiting for us,, I also sincerely thank President Hong Seung Sung and Cube Entertainment who made the five us and allowed us to stand where we are now. I don’t know what will happen going forward. But I’m not afraid! Around US will work hard to give joy and happiness to you all.

Gikwang: We have started anew once again at Around US. I first want to thank the many fans who like me and cherish me as well as the many people who have worried, supported, and waited for us until the end. Although it was a period of time that was neither short nor long if you think about it, I just once again want to thank the people who trusted and continued to wait for the five of us. The hard work and effort from the company family members, the members, and so many others that marked this start makes me very happy and excited today. I want to say thank you so much to us five members, our company, the many people who cherish us, as well as President Hong Seung Sung and the Cube Entertainment family who created us. If we didn’t receive the help of so many people, I don’t think we would have come this far or have been able to make such a big decision like this. I hope that we, and all the people around us, work hard together and keep running forward. Please continue to give us lots of love and interest and we will become five members and an Around US that always builds up together. We ask for a lot of anticipation, love, and support!!^^ Everyone, the weather is cold so be careful not to catch a cold!!! And have an enjoyable day!!!!

Dongwoon: Finally, a warm space where B2utys and BEAST can be together more closely has been created. I hope this becomes a company that we can grow together while communicating with you all more. Because we met people who are sincerely putting in their effort and their all for us, I really hope that your worries decrease, and not just us, I also hope that B2utys walk this flowery path with us. I’m sorry we made you wait so long and I really wanted to say thank you 😔.

I also want to thank President Hong Seung Sung and Cube Entertainment for allowing BEAST to exist. The president’s words to tell him if we ever need anything and that we’ve worked hard for the past 7 years are still ringing in my ears. In order to not worry or be a nuisance to him, I will work hard to become an artist that diligently runs forward. 

Lily

Lily Evans was dark haired, had the greenest eyes, was fat and completely unapologetic about it. She cried after ending her friendship with Severus and she cried when Petunia said she didn’t want her at her wedding. She laughed thrice as much as she cried on good days. She worked her arse off to be good at potions to beat Snape, and her hard work paid off. She worked her arse off to beat Potter at Transfiguration and it sometimes paid off, but more often just made her frustrated about being one mark behind.

She took Dorcas and Marlene becoming an item remarkably well considering she ended up having to third wheel it for most of their sixth year. She wallowed alone in her misery a few times before deciding that hanging out with Nancy Blackett from Hufflepuff would be a better use of her time. Nancy had acne and frizzy hair and gave kisses like butterbeer. Lily really liked her, but dating a muggleborn wasn’t something many people were willing to risk when muggle-supporters started getting murdered.

Lily figured out about Remus being a Werewolf around the same time Severus had, and was wary of him for about 2.7 days before getting over herself, because it wasn’t like Remus had changed at all, he was still kind and quiet, the only Gryffindor boy she could stand. Two years on and he was one of her best friends, and she kind of wanted to scold her younger self for being hesitant with him at all. Really, she wanted to punch pretty much every past iteration of her, because they were all idiots.

She drank too much firewhiskey the night that she kissed James for the first time. Waking up with a hangover and vague memories of letting him get to second base, her brain somehow muddled together the conviction that she really didn’t mind him kissing her. In fact, she would really like him to do it again. Repeatedly. For the foreseeable future.

She got knocked up in the middle of a war because she and James really couldn’t keep it in their pants. She endured four stupid boys coddling her and attempting to keep her away from any skirmishes. She survived meeting you-know-who twice in that time. And both times she clung to James as she slipped into sleep at night, shaking like a leaf. When Harry came it was difficult to let him out of her arms. She wanted to keep the small brown blob near her at every moment.

Lily died knowing her James was gone too, hoping her baby would survive them both. She was emotional, high strung, clever, angry at a lot of things, but happy more often than not. The day she died had been mundane, but the life she had lived was anything but.

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On this day in music history: January 12, 1969 - “Led Zeppelin”, the debut album by Led Zeppelin is released. Produced by Jimmy Page, it is recorded at Olympic Studios in London from September - October 1968. The bands’ album is recorded prior to their signing to Atlantic Records in only thirty six hours of studio time (spread out over a couple of weeks), with the recording being self financed at a cost of only £1,782 ($2,874.81 in US currency). The album combines covers of blues standards and original material including the classics “Communication Breakdown”, “I Can’t Quit You Baby” and “Dazed And Confused”. The albums’ iconic cover features a photo of the German airship “The Hindenburg” as it bursts into flames, making reference to the origins of the bands’ name (coming from a quote from Who drummer Keith Moon and bassist John Entwistle, stating that forming a band featuring themselves with Page and guitarist Jeff Beck would go over like a “lead zeppelin!!”). Though it receives poor reviews from critics (upon its release), it earns the band a large, loyal  and enthusiastic fan base, and goes on to be one of the most influential hard rock albums of all time. In June of 2014, the album is reissued on LP, CD and hi-rez digital download, including a Super Deluxe boxed edition with all three configurations, a hardbound book, a numbered lithograph of the album cover artwork and an additional CD and LP featuring a live performance recorded in Paris in October of 1969. The remasters are supervised by Jimmy Page. “Led Zeppelin” peaks at number ten on the Billboard Top 200, and is certified 8x Platinum in the US by the RIAA.

To Infinity...And Beyond

Check, Please! 14 Days of Love, Day 4: Love Spells & Day 5: Soulmates (Read on AO3

@softkent

(I am so behind, but I couldn’t think of anything good for Day 4 until I looked at Day 5. I hope to eventually catch up - fingers crossed!)


Spring 2016

Dex and Nursey were walking to the Haus together.

“Why do we need a special meeting for this?” Dex grumbled. “How long does it take to say ‘Yo, dibs’ and shake my– our hands?”

“Or ‘You suck, no dibs for you’,” Nursey added.

“Would they call us in for that?” Dex wondered and Nursey shrugged.

“I don’t think so. We’ll find out soon enough, Poindexter. Ch-“

“Don’t say it.”

“You should though.”

Nursey was right, as much as is irritated Dex to admit it. They were literally one minute away from the Haus – he could wait that long. He just didn’t understand all the fuss.

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BTS Stans As Aesthetics
  • Seokjin: fabulous sparkles, self-love, cute but comfortable clothing, white sneakers, cute backpacks, RaPUNzels, getting the last packet of your favourite snack at the store
  • Yoongi: Sound-cancelling headphones, good tech, gaming gear, leather notebooks, sound of softly falling rain, appreciating the little things
  • Hoseok: cheers on graduation day, late spring afternoon walks, portable music players, board games at sleepovers
  • Namjoon: second chances, going to the theatre, crisp breezes, the night sky, lopsided glasses, half-used pens fallen behind the desk
  • Jimin: dancing in the rain, positivity projects, volunteering at a local animal shelter, brunch dates with friends
  • Taehyung: giggling during concentration games and staring contests, jumping on the bed, half-finished books, spontaneous 2am outings, karaoke
  • Jeongguk: gym, competitions, singing in the shower, pranking friends but denying everything, laying on the hood of a car staring at the night sky, choosing dare in truth or dare

my mind wasn’t built for the human experience or it developed in a way where i just feel too much too often

it genuinely brings me a lot of pain seeing my circle of friends and how much we all struggle to get through the week/year but im proud of each one of them for not letting the environment we grew up in bring us down

i question the path my life is heading in a lot but at the end of the day i can’t see how any lack of struggle would have made me strong i know myself better than to wish i had hand outs because i don’t like asking for shit

i wasn’t meant to live an easy life and anything i achieve will be earned from the grind ive dedicated myself to

when i die ill die knowing i hated life but content with the effort i gave to make it worth while

anonymous asked:

Hey yaho! Ive noticed that you like some kpop songs, so i was wondering if you had any particular songs you really like? Ive been trying to get into kpop but i really only know bands and not songs lmao

oghhh tbh i’m like years behind kpop so most of these are old songs but i tried categorizing some of my favs//


*emo tunes:

Wasteful Man  ;  Ashen Flower ;  My Time With You -  Vanilla Acoustic

Lonely  ;  Tried To Walk  - B1A4

Just the Two of Us - Baro ft. Min

Heaven - Ailee

Because I’m Weary - Ernest

Wi ing Wi ing - Hyukoh

It’s You - Super Junior

Cruel Fairy Tale - IU

Fiction - Beast

1 Year Station - G-dragon


*quiet / cheerful feel goods: 

Need To Talk  ; Lately  - Vanilla Acoustic

Rainy Dance  ;  Just Saying  - Sesame and Cotton Candy

Galaxy ; Fight Day  - Red Cheek Puberty

Confession - Standing Egg

Replay ;  Don’t Let Me Go ; JoJo  - SHINee

Drive ; Only Learned Bad Things - B1A4

Echo - Every Single Day

Sleepless Night - Crush ft. Punch

Give Love ;  200% - AKMU



*upbeat dance jams: 

Catallena - Orange Caramel 

Airplane ; All Night - F(x)

It’s You - Neon Bunny

Boom Boom - Super Junior

Is It Poppin’? - 4minute

All About - Melody Days

What’s Wrong? - T-ara

Loveya - SS501

Face - Nu’est 

Stay - MBLAQ

Chaser ;  Man In Love - Infinite 

Stop It - B.A.P.

This Love - Shinhwa

Save Me - BTS

Wonderful ;  Lady - Big Bang

Ugly - 2NE1

Love Sick ; Amigo - SHINee

I Hope ; Love Love Love  - FT Island

Loner ;  Love Girl  - CNBLUE

A Lie  ;  What’s Happening?  ;  Solo Day  ;  Drunk On You - B1A4

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Drabble Challenge!

Repost this. Followers/Readers send numbers to your Ask. You write a fic/drabble using that line in your piece. Have fun! Expect a ton of requests!!

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