the girl was about to cry after i said this

listen, jontron has been horrible since GG’s inception. 
i mean that doesn’t make any of the recent and not-so-recent BATSHIT GARBAGE he’s said any less BATSHIT, but i’m just shocked it took him agreeing with Actual White Supremacists and his racist tirade in that debate stream to get people to realize that his ~Ironic Racism/Misogyny/Transphobia over all these years has either transformed into or always was genuine racism/misogyny/transphobia.
(rape mention past this point.) anyway my awakening moment was back in highschool (actually probably 2013 now that i think about it) watching GG for the first time, the iconic sonic 06 playthrough and thinking it was really funny!! i remember my face hurting from smiling and laughing so much. at least until jontron straight up said he wanted to rape a female NPC they ran into. and as a teenage girl AT THAT EXACT POINT IN TIME dealing with sexual assault and rape joke harassment shit from a male classmate, and watching funny videos on the internet to forget about what i was dealing with, that “joke” wiped the smile off my face and i immediately started crying and closed the video instantly and never finished watching the playthrough or touched another GG video until years after danny replaced jon. (and even then i didn’t stick around super long either - my mexican ass can only stand so many ~ironic~ ‘dirty mexican’ jokes and bad ‘accent humor’, even if not as overtly horrible as jon had been.)
anyway my point is that it’s just really funny that people who had been SAYING all these years that “he’s just kidding!! him saying rapey and racist things are just jokes!!!” are for some reason shocked now that it turns out he wasn’t joking at all, as if a totally not racist or misogynistic person would think it’s okay or be comfortable enough to joke about those things to begin with. it’s almost as funny as the fact that jontron thinks him making those kinds of comments has no effect on the audience he seems to crave so badly!!! (read: his non white, jewish, female, disabled, and victims of sexual assault former fans who got tired of his shit. not to mention alienating his ‘heroes’ like neil c. for openly being a pos where neil could see it LMAO.)

TL;DR: jontron has literally always been shit, he’s just been a lot louder about it lately bc he’s managed to weed out all his decent fans and left only his nasty hugbox who never challenge his racist rapey self.

the types as things they've all said to me

ENFJ: “yeah i’ve take the personality tests a few times and it can never type me, i always get like 50/50 on each of the things, so i’m really balanced; i’m EXXX” (bitch MORE than 2 of you have said this to me, you are all problematic and project those questions onto yourselves you fake ass hoes)
INFJ: “i should start a psychic business and pretend to take people’s fortunes because i’m so good at this.” (this was said after she guessed that her boyfriend would get a 96 on his philosophy exam after he had gotten a 97 on the last one, and was exactly correct. tl;dr every INFJ is a demon)
ESFJ: “i get to take care of you and treat you until you’re better!” said with real tears in his eyes after i had rolled my ankle and it was the size of an actual softball. he held my hand as he said it.
ISFJ: “i’m trying my best!” said very flusteredly (it’s a word, shut up) after we poked fun at the fact that he was still 4 labs behind on homework. he was also on youtube at the time.
ESTJ: “joe hasn’t answered me and we’re leaving for austria for spring break in TWO months and i need a plan for what we’re going to do the first weekend ASAP or i’m going to literally kill him with my bare hands.”
i have no more context to add to this, yall are literally just the most extra people i’ll ever meet.
ISTJ: “i feel like…” and then you proceeded to lie to me because none of you have felt anything, ever.
ESFP: “what’s happening?! should i talk to him?! should i ignore it and be oblivious?! idk what to do im not an intuitive!” said when i was pissed at everybody and he accidentally got the brunt of my rage. you are all pure and naive and just want to have a good time and i respect that; you do you, boo boo the fools, just keep doing you.
ISFP: “i’m about to make a transatlantic flight to austria to instill the fear of god into every one of those girls playing with joe’s heart over there.” said about her little brother while still in her horse riding gear, in between walking from the dinner table to her laptop to watch sherlock and dr. who. im 100% not joking about this, her name is Mary Duran and she paints on the side too.
ESTP: “well, enough of that.” said moments after crying for two minutes, and seconds before throwing a lawn chair across the yard and breaking a window because he didn’t know how else to process his emotions. @everyESTP, pls get help.
ISTP: “HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF A FUCKING BLINKER. USE YOUR BLINKER BEFORE I SLIT YOUR THROAT.” (this is literally every time i’m in the car with him, no matter what, no matter how long; tl;dr every one of you shouldn’t drive, ever.)
ENTP: “but was kant really that bad?” said by some hoe in one of my higher level philosophy classes as he introduced us to Irrelevantland™. stick to your memes and stop antagonizing every person you meet you bored ass mfs.
INTP: “the old lady thinks i’m going to fix our neighbor’s AC, which means i have about 45 minutes to get to a town 34 minutes away to see if the guy has one of the car parts i’ve been looking for. it’ll cost about $200-$220, but i gotta take the money out in small increments around town so she doesn’t get suspicious.” said by my best friends dad, in reference to his wife and his unhealthy obsession with fixing up old, unusable cars.
ENTJ: “socrates was probably the dumbest person to ever live, and i wrote an entire 12 page paper on it and got an A.” (i have no more to add to this; you’re all just as bad as the ESTJs and must be stopped.)
INTJ: “that was a good burn. i think i’m going to like you.” said to me after i said something witty and sarcastic to my ENFP best friend. p.s. every INTJ has an XNFP best friend, it’s just a fact, accept it).
ENFP: “hey remember how you’ve been telling me for the past three months that im overcommitting myself and doing too many things? well today after my seventeenth breakdown of the semester so far, i realized that you might be right.” (said by my best friend. not much else to add to this, really; you’re all insane.)
INFP: “my friend brought me a puppy between classes today and it was only the second of four times i cried today.”

Foxy // Sirius Black // requested

Request : could you do a young!sirius where the reader is american and transfering to hogwarts and he sees her in the train and basically becomes infatuated with her?? maybe you can do a part 2 where they reunite after Azkaban or something too?? + can you do a jealous sirius ?!?

To say I was excited to write this would be an understatement!! I live for Harry Potter and young Sirius, old Sirius, just Sirius in general is what I’m here for. JK Rowling did him so wrong like I cry thinking about it. SO MAKING THIS A MINI SERIES IF PEOPLE LIKE IT. (Taking place in 6th year before he runs away)

And the year is 1976… people seem to forget that they attended Hogwarts in the 70s…

Requests are closed. xx

Pairing : Young!Sirius Black x Fem. American Reader

Word Count : Like over 5000….. I got carried away… i just love him sm

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“So how was your summer, Padfoot?” Remus asked his friend as they made their way through the train, searching for an empty compartment.

Sirius rolled his eyes, “it was shit like it usually is. A boy can only hear how much of a failure he is so many times before it gets old. Like I get it, Regulus is a gem. Let’s throw a parade.”

“You’re always welcome at the Potter household, just so you know. My mum continues to gush about you.” James spoke, a small grin playing at his lips.

The three boys continued searching, not noticing that their raven haired friend stopped and was staring into a compartment. James turned around, realizing that it was too quiet and saw Sirius still frozen in that spot.

“Oi! Padfoot!” James called out, walking back to where his best friend stood.

“What’re you doing, mate?” Potter questioned, Sirius turned to him and let a wide smile take over his features.

“I think I found my new conquest this year.”

James furrowed his eyebrows, before turning to look into the compartment, finding a girl with long hair sitting back with parchment and a quill in her hand. Before he could respond, Sirius opened the compartment door and allowed himself in.

“Pardon me, gorgeous, is this seat taken?”

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Lying to impress a girl is pathetic, but involving my friend is unacceptable.

A couple of years ago I was in the gym and I overheard this guy (we’ll call him “LT” for Lying Tool) “warning” a girl.  He said something to the effect of:

“Hey, sorry to bother you.  But I just overheard that guy in the red shirt (pointing at my friend who was across the gym) saying some extremely crass stuff about you in the locker room.  It was really sexual and graphic, basically talking about ripping off your purple spandex and violating you in front of everyone.  I couldn’t just listen and not tell you because you deserve to know what certain people are really like.”

Listing to this I was furious.  This guy had obviously seen my friend and the girl talking in the gym (she approached him) and gotten jealous because he wanted to get with her.  So he made up this lie to throw him under the bus.  I know it was a lie because 1) I was just in the locker room and nothing of the sort was said and 2) the dude he was lying about was actually a really nice, respectful guy.

So he finished up his tall tale and before the girl could respond I scoffed really loud and said:

“She knows you’re lying just to try to get in her pants.  That guy would never say those kinds of things about her because she’s his sister, you moron.”

The look on LT’s face was priceless.  He went pale and stammered something about how he must have gotten the guy mixed up.  But the girl (who had caught on and was playing along) pointed out how he had been very clear about pointing her “brother” out.  So LT shifted his story again and said he must have gotten the girl he was talking about mixed up.  So I pointed out that she was the only girl wearing purple spandex.  

He actually looked like he was about to cry, and I never saw him in the gym again after that.

Archie x Reader: Daddy's Little Girl

Warnings: none
Requested: yes
A/N: fluff

*your POV*

I should’ve been sleeping. It was 3am and I couldn’t sleep due to the enormous bump on the front of me. Baby Andrews was 41 weeks and I was sure to pop at any moment and my stomach was so big it made me unable to sleep. I looked to my side to see Archie sleeping peacefully. I groaned and shifted to the left a little bit, wishing the days of sleeping on my stomach were still here. Suddenly, I felt a faint wetness between my legs.

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The Nanny Part 6

Summary: When Bucky Barnes hired a Nanny, he thought he was going to hire someone to take care of the kid. But when she starts, he knows that she is more than just a Nanny

A/N: We are Finally getting to the good stuff. This chapter is so long.

Warnings: None? I think.

Word Count: 2543 words

The Nanny MasterList


You hadn’t lived in anything larger than a two-bedroom apartment in several years. So, living with Bucky and Emily had taken some getting used too.

It was Wednesday already and you had just woken up. Looking at your phone you saw it was just past 6. Hearing someone in the kitchen, you quickly put on a pair of sweat pants and an old tee shirt that you were sure belonged to Sam at some point.

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It's a Date (Grayson Dolan)

warning: sad in the beginning :( also some hateful comments

“Grayson I love you!” “Grayson marry me.” “Grayson please notice me!” “Grayson over here!“  

The girls continued to scream things at my boyfriend and his twin brother Ethan. I guess I can expect that dating one half of the famous Dolan Twins. His fans weren’t exactly accepting either. I opened instagram and looked at the recent photo I posted a week ago.

I started to read all the comments underneath.

username: you’re so ugly

username 1: leave Grayson alone.

username 2: I love Grayson but why did he choose you?

username 3: I don’t ship this at all, sorry not sorry.

username 4: please go kys

username 5: you don’t deserve Grayson, you’re just using him for fame.

username 6: stop rubbing it in our faces bitch.

Not all the comments were horrible, but a majority of them were. They made me feel horrible about myself, telling me how much I didn’t deserve to be with Grayson. This was why I was currently at home watching the Teen Choice Awards instead of attending with him. All the hate was tearing us apart.

"perfect.” I said feeling a tear fall down my cheek.

Grayson and Ethan had just won choice male web star. I was happy for them, I really was but that meant they were about to get even more popular and with more popularity came more mean girls. I turned the tv off, curling up into a ball and letting out all the tears i’d been holding back. My phone started ringing, Grayson’s name appearing on the caller ID. I wiped the tears before answering.

“hey babe.” I said trying my best to sound happy.

Grayson knew me better than that though.

“were you crying?” He asked his voiced laced with concern.  

“just really happy for you guys.” I said covering my hurt voice.

“thanks babe.” Grayson said thankfully dropping it.

Whenever Grayson and I talked about all the hate we always ended up fighting with each other. 

“so after the show, how about I drop by and we can cuddle and watch a movie?” Grayson said.

I took a deep breath knowing very well I wasn’t prepared to see him tonight.

“Isn’t there some after party you famous people go to?” I said not meaning for it to sound as rude as it did.

“well yeah there are after parties but i’d rather spend time with my girlfriend, who doesn’t sound like she wants to spend time with me at all.” Grayson said his voice getting lower.

I could tell that he was mad, but so was I. I was mad that he knew about the hate and did nothing about it. What could he do though? These were his fans he worked hard to gain them and he didn’t want to lose them by telling them off.

“tonight isn’t a good night that’s all.” I said in between shaky breaths.

I could feel tears swirling in my eyes.

“you’re being ridiculous y/n.” Grayson huffed.

“I’m being ridiculous? Grayson I just don’t want to hang out tonight okay.” I said raising my voice a little bit now.

I feel like we aren’t even together anymore. We don’t hang out much anymore and when we do, all we do is fight. I’m tired of it.” Grayson says slowly like he was afraid too.

His words broke my heart but I knew he was right.

“then maybe we shouldn’t be together.” I said letting the tears fall.

don’t say that y/n.” Grayson said his voice cracking.

I knew that Grayson and I could not keep going on like this. I knew what I needed to do and it killed me. I loved Grayson. I loved him so much but I was hurting us both by staying with him.

“Grayson I love you so much, but we can’t keep going on like this. I need time, you need to focus on your videos it would be easier if I just stayed away. Goodbye Grayson.” I said hanging up before he could protest.

I knew this was the right thing to do. Or was it? I threw my phone across the room breaking down even more now. I got up and started trashing my room, letting out all the anger and frustration I’ve been holding back. My mom ran in taking me in her arms.

“it hurts so bad.” I told my mom crying in her arms.

“I know sweetheart I know.” My mom said stroking my hair.

I cried in her arms for about a good hour and a half. There was a knock on our door, breaking me from my crying. My mom ran downstairs and soon a somber looking Grayson was standing in my doorway.

“what are you doing here? Your supposed to be at the award show." I said standing up.

"I don’t care about some stupid award, I care about you.” Grayson said a tear falling down his cheek.

“Grayson.” I started but he quickly cut me off.

“no you’re going to let me talk now. You’re right it would be easier if you stayed away but I don’t want you too. I love you. Nothing you or anybody else says is going to change that. Tell me how to fix this.” Grayson said coming over.

He took my hands in his and made me look at him.

“I want to fix this.” Grayson begged.

I didn’t know if it could be fixed and that scared me more than anything.

“Grayson you can’t make your fans not hate me.” I said crying a little more.

Grayson took a deep breath and looked at me. Then he left. He just left me there. I sat back down on the floor continuing my cry. About two hours later my phone lit up telling me the Dolan Twins had posted a video. It was probably a thank you video but I couldn’t fight this urge to see him even if it was behind a computer screen. I clicked on the video it was simply titled "we need to talk”

“you should watch that.” A voice said from the doorway.

I looked up and Grayson was standing there with a tear stained face. I clicked play and the video started playing. It was Grayson and Ethan just sitting there. Grayson had a few tears rolling down his cheeks. Ethan starts talking.

“hey guys Grayson is a little upset right now and so am I. We love you guys more than anything and we will NEVER be able to thank you guys enough for all you have done for us but we need to talk.”

Grayson starts talking now.

we can’t stay single forever guys and I was really happy with my girlfriend but the hate that some of you were sending her way caused her to pull away from our relationship. It hurts alot that my fans can’t love someone that I love. I want you guys to understand that we are against bullying and it isn’t okay for our fans to go against something we believe so strongly in. I just needed you guys to hear me out. If you did hate on her and are feeling guilty I’m sure she’d accept an apology. No matter what we will always love you guys but right now I need you guys to love and support me.”

The video ended just like that and I had tears in my eyes. I looked up at Grayson who was just standing there biting his lip nervously. I went on instagram and pulled up a random selfie.

I started to read all the comments.

username: you are so beautiful!

username1: we had no right to hate you I’m so sorry!

username2: please get back with Grayson you deserve him!

username3: I should have never said hurtful things to you. I guess I can’t really call myself a Dolan Twin fan if I was bullying you.

username4: I’m so happy for you I love you so much!

username5: I hope you can forgive us and go back with Grayson, he looks so sad without you ):

username6: we don’t deserve you, you’re such a goddess!

I couldn’t help the smile that spread to my cheeks. Grayson took a couple steps forward taking my phone out of my hands. I don’t look at him right away. He cups my cheek with his hand making me look at him.

“did I fix it?” He asks biting his lip again.

I don’t know how I got so incredibly lucky to have the sweetest boy on earth.

“well you fixed that issue, but.” I started holding in a laugh.

“but what? I will do anything.” Grayson says panicking.

“but my lips kind of hurt alittle bit, do you think you can fix that too?” I asked smirking.

Grayson leans down and gives me a long kiss. I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him closer if that was even possible. He pulls away and I see his beautiful smile again. He pulls out his phone taking a picture of us.

“what are you doing?” I asked him laughing.

“well I have to tell my fans that there apologies worked.” Grayson says laughing.

I kissed his cheek looking in his eyes.

“I really do love you Grayson and I’m sorry I ruined the Teen Choice Awards for you. I’m so proud of you guys though you deserve it.” I said feeling ashamed of myself.

“you didn’t ruin anything, but next time I’d like you to be my date.” He smiles cheekily.

“it’s a date then.” I said smiling.

More Than That (Pt. 1)

[Summary]: Who knew your boyfriend knew Tony Stark in college. At a college alumni party, you meet the Avengers and they immediately take a liking to you, treating you like a “sister-like” figure. Except for one super soldier who likes you “more than that”. When your relationship starts to fall apart, you confide in Steve about it who’s willing to do anything to be more than friends with you.

[Pairing]: Steve x reader (mentions of the team)

Tagging: @bovaria @marvel-ash @just-call-me-mrs-captain @dividedwecantfall @buckysmetallicstump @mellifluous-melodramas @avengerofyourheart @buckyslion @metalarmproblems @marvelingatthewonder @beccaanne814-blog @mcuimxgine @capsbuchanan @imagine-assembling-the-avengers @that-sokovian-bastard @hellomissmabel @abovethesmokestacks @maybe-mikala @violentlyfarts @hymnofthevalkyries @after-avenging-hours @buckys-shield @buckysberrie @callamint @redgillan @whotheeffisbucky @candyrogers @blueeyedbucky @tragicalchemist @marvelous-fvcks @professionally-crazed @thetalesofmooseandsquirrel @fanfic-shiz @i-dont-know-how-to-write @iwillbeinmynest @theassetseyeliner @lilasiannerd @aubzylynn @viollettes @tatortot2701 @marvelatthepeople @raegan-darling

A/N: BSB gif was made by yours truly! More Backstreet Boys comin’ your way, peeps! [x] This one literally screamed Steve’s name when I was listening to it, so here’s the result… A short series!

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You will never forget the first time you met the Avengers. It was a pretty surreal moment for you. And all because your boyfriend had went to college with the most well known member of the team.

A party invitation had been sent to the apartment the one day and you almost had to do a double-take, noticing the address it said where the invite came from. For a second you almost thought that it was a practical joke from one of Greg’s buddies.

“Hey, hun,” you said to him as you walked into the kitchen. “This isn’t another joke from Billy, is it?” And you tossed the envelope into his lap.

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“I met with the members in the waiting room and it was so moving. I was about to cry. I was grateful for their attendance. It was a project that I wanted to show the members, and I was grateful that they said good things [about it]. Because I usually talk to the members often, I had already known about the disbandment beforehand. I think I felt it greater when I left and stood on my own. I hope the members do really well even after the disbandment.”-Ahn Sohee

Mismatched

I have heterochromia.

My mom has it too, only hers is sectoral heterochromia. A part of her left eye is brown while most of it is blue. Mine’s complete. My right eye is brown, the left is blue. As a kid I’d get the most excited reaction out of the adults-

“His eyes are so beautiful!”

“Wow, they’re different colors!”

“How stunning!”

I’d like to say that my eyes are only one part of myself, that it’s just a slice of the pie that makes up me. But really, the only fascinating part of myself is the heterochromia. I’m average in grades. Height. Strength. IQ. Not much stunning charisma either- I tend to stick to myself.

But in the end, it’s my eyes that saved my life. And maybe the lives of a few others.

The killings started my sophomore year. A young couple going out to smooch in their car was found dead, mangled by some wild beast. Their faces had been eaten off, their tongues ripped out, and their eyes completely gone.

I didn’t know them, they went to the private school. All the same, the stories started up about the Gosbecks Knoll Beast.

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Twisted In Lies (D.T) Part 3

Summary: It’s been 6 months, since Y/N and the boys spoken to each other. They’ve all moved on. Y/N even has a boyfriend now. But what happens when Y/N reunites with Ethan and Grayson? Does a reacquainted love occur? Are there more lies? Will more hearts be broken?

Word Count: 4,386

Warings: Smut. Cursing.

A/N: Hope you guys like part 3! Hope you guys are ready for some drama, because it’s coming! Keep an eye out on @sniperdolan blog for part 4! Leave us some feedback & let us know what you guys think! Love you <3

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Grayson’s POV

“Gray I shouldn’t have eve-” she tried to speak, but was interrupted by my lips crashing onto hers.

She kissed me back, turning it into a heated make out session.The moment our lips crashed together, that familiar electrical sensation ran throughout my body. I knew it was wrong. We weren’t together. We were both dating other people for Gods sakes! But, I couldn’t help it. She was basically pouring her heart out to me, and I would be lying if I said I didn’t feel the same way. She had an effect over me. An effect no one else does. I couldn’t control myself when I was around Y/N. No matter the consequence, she was always worth it.

As I broke away from the kiss, I looked down at her. She looked vulnerable, sad even. Once our lips departed, she whispered something. Something I knew we shouldn’t do.

“Touch me Gray.” she spoke out, slightly breathless from the kiss.

“What no… I can’t Y/N! It’s not rig-” I spoke, interrupted by her lips crashing against mine once more.

“Gray please! I need you! Once last time, please!’ She pleaded.

She had me wrapped around her finger. Even after all this time, and all of the shit we’ve been through. I was whipped, I couldn’t help it. She was always going to be my true love. I couldn’t resist her. We were meant to be, I still feel that way.  Even if I was with Gabriella and she was with Cameron. I still loved her, and she felt the same.

It was wrong, but never felt so right. Gosh I wonder when I said that before. Oh yeah when I was making love to my twin brother’s girlfriend behind his back. Now here I am saying it again, as I’m about to cheat on my beautiful girlfriend. God damnit Grayson, get your shit together!

I complied to her wishes, and started deepening the kiss. Roaming my hands around her perfect body, causing her to moan out.

“Baby be quiet for me please.” I asked, to which she complied.

I began to place gentle kisses over her neck, leading down her stomach, and nearing the place she needed me most. Placing my lips against the line of her jeans, pulling them down, and beginning my work. As I ate her out, her moans sounded like pure bliss, causing me to moan as well. Savoring every moment of this sacred moment. I knew this was the last time we were going to be intimate, probably ever. I had to cherish it. But, I couldn’t help but feel guilty about cheating on Gabriella. She loved me, she’s never said it. But she does, I can just tell.

“Gray, stop!” Y/N said, causing me to stop in my tracks

“What is everything okay? Did I hurt you?” I asked, genuinely concerned I did something wrong.

“No. Just make love to me, Gray.”  Y/N spoke out, nearly in a whisper. Shit. Seeing her like this made me feel a way, that no one could ever make me feel. I couldn’t explain it. But, whatever it was, it was something special.

Y/N was special.

After processing what was happening, I reached toward my nightstand, grabbing a condom. I positioned myself back on top of Y/N, pinning her to the against the bed placing kisses all over her bare chest. She started to tug at my pajama pants indicating they needed to come off. I was already shirtless since I was planning on going to sleep out on the couch before all of this started.

She helped me remove my pajamas bottoms, and boxers after that, causing my length to spring up against my bare stomach. I than positioned myself against her entrance. Thrusting slowly at first so she could adjust. Damn I forgot how fucking tight she was. Once she started to adjust, I began to thrust into her deeply and passionately. Which was something I hadn’t done in a while. I usually fuck, not “make love”. But damn, it felt good. Going at a slow and deep pace, savoring every last inch of her body. I missed this. Gabriella wasn’t the same. Y/N was meant for me, no one could make me feel the way she does.

“Fuck Grayson!” she moaned out clawing her finger nails into my back.

I didn’t even mind.

“Shit Gray I’m close!” she moaned out once more, causing me to pick up my pace. I was close too. But I had to hold off, this couldn’t end fast. I didn’t want to say goodbye to this for good.

“Gray cum for me” she moaned out, tightening against my length causing me to moan out, loudly. That’s when I lost it. I couldn’t hold on for much longer.

“Fuck! Y/N I love you.” I groaned out as I released myself inside the condom.

I tried to keep going, but the guilt was getting to me. I couldn’t do this. Y/N was drunk, and she’s not thinking straight. I shouldn’t be doing this. I don’t want to take advantage of her. And Gabriella. She been nothing but supportive of me, and cared deeply for me the entire time we’ve been together, how could I do this to her? It was feeling like Playlist Orlando all over again.

What the fuck am I doing right now? What am I thinking?

“Why’d you stop?” Y/N asked confused, as I was pulling myself up.

“We can’t do this again Y/N. We shouldn’t have done this.” I said sitting on the edge of the bed, with a pillow covering my bottom half.

“Grayson we ca-” she was trying to find a way to justify our actions, but I cut her off.

“No Y/N. This isn’t right, and we both know that. We’ve been down this road before, remember? It didn’t work out for anyone.” I said, running my hands through my hair.

“I shouldn’t have came on to you like that… I’m so-” she tried to speak but I cut her off again. This time I was a little bit angry.

“Don’t you get it Y/N! I’ll never know how to say no when it comes to you. I will throw everybody else on this planet aside if it means being near you. You have this effect on me that no girl, no human could ever have. I fucking love you Y/N, and that’s the problem. No matter how perfect I know that we are for each other, we will never be together. It’s like the universe forbids it! I need to move on, and you do to. That’s why I have Gabriella, and you have Cameron. ….. We can’t do this shit anymore. We can’t keep hurting the people that care about us. Gabriella saw you crying at the bar, and you know what she said? She told me to go check on you. She told me to go check on my friend! After knowing all the drama, and history between the two of us, she wanted me to go make sure you were okay! She didn’t even get mad when I told her I was taking you home, and staying here with you to make sure you were okay! What kind of a person does that tell you about her? But yet here I am cheating on my girlfriend with my ex…. you’re not even my fucking ex. More like my damn love affair! Friends don’t do this! I want us to be friends, but we can’t continue to do this.” I finally finished. I felt bad for yelling, but it wasn’t like I was yelling at her in a mean way. I was angry about the situation.

“I’m gonna go use the bathroom, and than crash on the couch.” I whispered, as I walked to the bathroom with the pillow still covering my bottom half.

I walked into the bathroom, and locked the door behind me. I needed to get the condom off remembering that I still had it on. I dropped my pillow and went over to the toilet to remove it. I was wondering why there was nothing in it. I mean I could’ve sworn I came. I pulled off the condom, and that’s when I realized the condom had ripped.

Fuck!

Reader’s POV

Grayson stormed off into the bathroom slamming the door behind him. We just had sex. How did I let this happen? I know I had been drinking, but that’s no excuse. I should’ve just gone home with Cameron, than none of this would’ve happened.

Grayson was right. We couldn’t do this anymore. He has Gabriella, and I have Cameron. We needed to move on. Move on and learn how to be friends, like we used to be.

As I was putting my clothes back on I could her Grayson in the bathroom shouting out curse words. I walked over to the bathroom to see if Grayson was okay, but as soon as I reached the door I head a bang on the wall, followed by the f bomb from Grayson. I’m pretty sure he just punched the bathroom wall.

I decided to just grab my purse, and leave. He was angry, and probably feeling really guilty for cheating on Gabriella. I don’t blame him. I felt guilty too. The situation was already fucked up as it is, so I didn’t want to push it. We both fucked up. As I walked out of the apartment, I used my phone to order an Uber since Ethan and Grayson brought me here. Ethan wasn’t back yet, and I damn sure wasn’t about to call Cameron and tell him to come get me. He doesn’t even know I left the party, let alone with Grayson. I waited about 10 mins in the apartment lobby, before my Uber arrived. Hopefully Cameron will be asleep by the time I get home. Because I have no idea how I’m going to explain this. Maybe I don’t have to. Maybe I can just bury this, and never bring it up. As long as Grayson and I never do anything like this again, than we’ll be good. Right?

Grayson’s POV

* * time skip - 3 weeks later * *

It’s been 3 weeks since I’ve seen or talked to Y/N. It’s been 3 weeks since we had sex. Everything else was normal to say the least. I still haven’t said anything to Y/N about how the condom broke. I mean I don’t think its that big of a deal anyway. She’s on birth control so I mean nothing to worry about.  

I haven’t told Gabriella anything about Y/N and I. I mean I know it’s wrong that I cheated, and of course I don’t want to lie to her. I just didn’t want to hurt her. It was a mistake, and it’ll never happen again. I mean yes I still love Y/N, but I’m dating Gabriella. If I want a future with her I’m going to have to make sure none of this happens again. Y/N is dating Cameron, and I’m dating Gabriella, that’s exactly how it’s going to stay.

Ethan invited Lena and Y/N over to the warehouse today to film a video. We were filming a girls vs boys challenge. Gabriella was coming over after she got out of class so she wouldn’t be here till after we film. I’m pretty sure things are going to be a little awkward between Y/N and I, but I didn’t Ethan or Lena to sense anything weird going on so I figured I’d text her and just ask her to just play it cool.

Grayson: Hey. I know we haven’t talk since it happened, but I didn’t want things to be awkward between us. I still want us to be friends. Plus I don’t want Ethan or Lena to think anything weird is going on between us.

Y/N: Lena already knows. But yeah I get you, don’t worry. I guess I’ll see you soon friend :)

She told Lena? I mean I know that’s her best friend, but I didn’t think she would tell her. I mean I thought about telling Ethan but I didn’t want to hear him go on about it to be honest.

“Yo Gray! They’re pulling up. Can you let the garage door up?” Ethan shouted from the camera room. He was setting up the cameras for the video.

“Yeah, I got it!” I shouted back, as I pressed the garage button.

The garage open, and in came Lena, and Y/N.

“What’s up.” I said to Lena, as I pulled her in for a hug. I wanted to ask her to not say anything to Ethan about the situation since she was the only other person that knew about it, but it was like as if she already knew what I was thinking.

‘Don’t worry. Your secret is safe with me.” she said as she pretend to zip her lips, and tossing back the invisible key. We exchanged laughs, and she went to go find Ethan.

I walked over to say hi to Y/N, who was sitting on the gymnastic mat on her phone.

“You texting Cameron?” I asked, casually.

“Yeah, he says to tell you guys hey.” she said, putting her phone away, and pulling her hood over her head.

Cameron was in New York doing another photo shoot for Calvin Klein. Things between her and Cameron were good. I saw a few pictures of them on Twitter. They were on a date or something before he left to New York. He also called Ethan and I to apologize for the little scene that happened at the party. I’m glad they were on good terms.

I couldn’t help just notice Y/N seemed a little off today. She didn’t look like her usual self. She didn’t have any make up on, her hair was up in a messy bun. She had on leggings, and one Cameron’s hoodie. Cute. She was also looking very pale for some reason.

“Hey are you okay?” I asked sitting down next to her.

“Yeah. I think I have a stomach virus or something.” she said, taking a drink from her water bottle.

“She’s been throwing up for the past 2 days. Every time I try to make her eat, she’ll throw up. The food barely touches her mouth, and she runs off into the bathroom. She literally woke up at 5 am this morning and barley made it to the toilet.” Lena said coming out from the camera room with Ethan.

That’s weird.

“Whats wrong?” Ethan asked.

“God, I swear if one more person ask me that question! I don’t know. I think I have like a stomach virus or something. And before any of you say anything, no I am not going to the doctor. We know how I feel about the doctors.” Y/N said, causing us all to put our hands up in defense.

* * * *

The vibe wasn’t as awkward as I thought it would be. Everything seemed pretty normal, even with Y/N and I. I mean you can tell she wasn’t 100% there because she was feeling sick, but she still managed to crack a few jokes here and there. We were in the middle of a filming our video, and Y/N has gone to the bathroom 3 times already. I mean Ethan and I had food poisoning before but it was never that bad. We decided to take a break, and eat some pizza before we filmed the last challenge. Everyone was eating except for Y/N. Which was kind of odd, since pizza was also her favorite. And I don’t ever I’ve ever seen her turn down pizza before. Even when she was mad, at Ethan or me, she’d still eat. I grabbed a slice and walked over to her.

“You need to eat.” I said, setting the pizza down in front of her.

Within seconds of me putting the pizza down, she got up and ran to the bathroom, slamming the door shut.

“There she goes again.” Lena said, getting up to go check on her friend.

My mind started to wonder, but there was no way it could be that. I quickly pulled out my phone, and went to Google. I searched up pregnancy symptoms, and how long it takes to be able to detect that you’re pregnant. The symptoms were morning sickness, and fatigue, nauseousness, or lost of appetite. Pretty much everything that was happening to Y/N right now. It also said that you can start getting early pregnancy symptoms 2 weeks after unprotected sex, and it’s been 3 weeks since that happened. I mean we had protected sex, but the condom ripped. And I’m pretty damn positive she’s on birth control so why am I even thinking about this? I need to talk to her.

I saw Lena come out of the bathroom, so I went over there. I knocked on the door, but she didn’t answer instead she opened it. I guess she was expecting Lena by her reaction.

“Do you want to see me throw up?” she asked stepping out of the doorway. I walked inside, and closed the door behind me.

“I was clearly joking!” she said, not expecting me to come inside.

“Can I ask you a question?” I asked standing in front of the bathroom door.

“Um yeah.” she said sounding confused.

“Are you on birth control?” I asked bluntly.

“Uh no. I’ve been off of it for a few months now.” she answered.

Fuck!

There’s no fucking way this is happening. I need to tell her about how the condom broke.

“Why did you get off of it?” I asked freaking out a little bit.

“Cameron and I barely have sex, and when we do we use condoms… Wait why are you even asking me this?” she asked looking at me weirdly through the reflection of the mirror.

“Because the condom ripped!” I shouted but at a whisper, making sure Ethan wouldn’t hear.

“Wha-What are you …. What are you talking about?” her voice became shaky, as she turned around to face me.

“That night after we did it, I went to the bathroom to take the condom off. I thought it was weird how there was nothing in the condom, and when I pulled it off, there was a rip in it.” I said. Y/N was starring at me like a deer in headlights.

“Did you … Like you know nut?” she asked, combing her fingers through her hair.

“Yeah I did.” I replied, letting out a deep sigh, rubbing the back of my neck.

“Okay well I mean, I doubt I’m pregnant. I mean my peri-” she paused, and had this horrified look on her face as she checked her phone.

“Fuck!” she said, bringing her hands to her face.

“What?” I asked nervously. I was afraid of what was about to come out of her mouth, although I already had a feeling. But I was hoping it was going to be something else.

“I’m 4 days late…” her voice was at a whisper. She looked up at me, and I can tell she wanted to cry but she held it back.

“I- I mean just because I’m late doesn’t mean I’m p-pregnant. Its normal to be late.” she said trying to sound calm about everything, but this is seriously nothing to be calm about.

“Can you just go buy one of those stick things and pee on it to make sure?” I asked.

She stayed quite for a moment, but she nodded. We decided to head out to the store right now, and get it before Gabriella got her. We told Ethan and Lena we were going to pick some medicine for Y/N, so she can feel better that way we can finish filming. Ethan seemed to have bought it, but I saw Lena giving us a what the fuck are you guys up to look.

We got into my Bronco, and I drove down to the nearest Walgreen’s. I parked out front so Y/N can get in and get out quickly. I tried to give her my card, so that she didn’t have to pay for it, but she refused to take it. Shortly after she went into the store, I got a call from Gabriella.

“Hey babe.” I said into the phone.

“Hey, I’m at the warehouse. Where are you?” she asked.

“Y/N didn’t feel good so I took her to get some medicine.” I lied to my girlfriend.

“Is she okay?” she asked, sounding concerned.

“Yeah she has a stomach virus or something, but she’s okay. I gotta go, I’ll see you soon babe.” I said before hanging up the phone.

Y/N came back to the car with a bag in her hand. The car ride was quite as we headed back to the warehouse. I can only imagine what was going through her head right now. I mean I know I was freaking out, but she was the one that had a living baby growing inside so I can only begin to imagine how that even feels. As we pulled up to the warehouse, she shoved the test in her purse, and waiting for the garage to open up so we can go inside.

I walked up to Gabrielle who was sitting on the couch, and gave her a kiss on the cheek. We needed to finish filming the last part of the video, but as we were getting ready to do so, Y/N was heading towards the door.

“Where are you going?” Lena asked.

“I don’t feel really good, so I’m gonna head home, and try to sleep this off.” she said, holding tightly onto her purse and shooting me a look. I knew what that meant. She was going to go home to take those test.

“It was good seeing you Gabriella.” she said, as she headed out the door, with Lena following behind her walking her out.

Once Lena came back inside, I sent Y/N a quick text.

Grayson: Please let me know what happens. I’ll be here every step of the way.

Y/N: Ok…

Reader’s POV

I got back to my apartment, and as soon as I walked inside I felt myself needing to throw up. I ran into the bathroom, and stuck my head into the toilet bowl. The toilet bowl, seems to be my best friend these last few days.

Still sitting on the bathroom floor. I pulled out my phone, and started to look up pregnancy symptoms. I mean okay I’ve been getting all the symptoms the past few days but that doesn’t mean anything. I still don’t think I’m pregnant, but I mean I guess it doesn’t hurt to be sure right? I took the test out of the packaging, and read the instructions. It says I have to pee on the end of the stick, and wait 3 minutes for the results. 1 line means I wasn’t pregnant, and 2 lines meant I was. Here goes I guess. I set the stick on the sink counter and set my alarm to 3 minutes. I washed my hands, and start back on the bathroom floor, and waited. As I was waiting a billion things were going through my mind.

What if I was pregnant?

How would I explain this to Cameron? Or my parents? I mean I’m only 21. How would I be a mom and still try to focus on my career?

The timer on my phone went off letting me know that the 3 minutes was up. I was nervous look. Whatever was on this stick could change literally everything. I could feel my heart pounding through my chest as I picked up the test.

There was no way. I grabbed the second stick out of the box, and repeat the steps I just did. I set my timer for another 3 minutes, and waited for it to go off.

I starred at back and forth at both test. I felt my body freeze, and my vision became blurry from the tears that were forming.

2 lines. 2 lines meant positive. 2 lines meant I was pregnant.

I’m pregnant.

A deep buried secret - Ashton Irwin

Pairing: Ashton x Reader

Word Count: 2,7k

Rating/Warnings: General Audiences, no warnings. 

Request: “ could you write an Ashton imagine where he’s one of your friends from high school and now you’re neighbors in your dorm in college and he’s developed feelings for you but he’s weirdly shy about it because he doesn’t think you’ll reciprocate his feelings? and everything you do drives him crazy because you’re super comfortable around him since you’re unaware of his feelings??”

Summary: Ashton has a secret and is afraid to tell you, but what about you?

A/N: Please leave some constructive feedback to help me improve my writing. Also, don’t forget to request new stuff!

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Sanvers Week Day 3 - “You’re Drunk”

Ahhh, this was so rushed and not great, so sorry! This week is a challenge but I’m loving it.

Cw: mentions of internalised and external homophobia, biphobia, racial and anti-LGBT slurs

Maggie had told her that for a while, everything would be shiny.

And it was. God, it was.

Every kiss had felt like coming home. Suddenly she was constantly noticing people on the subway who she suspected could be gay. Her friends had all laughed when Maggie mercilessly crushed Winn at pool. She’d unlocked a huge part of herself, figured herself out, and maybe now that she had this piece, things would come easy.

But now? Now there were cracks in the surface, and Maggie wasn’t perfect, and their relationship wasn’t perfect, and their community wasn’t perfect.

Of the three, the last was the one that surprised her.

Alex has said it more than once – that coming out had made her feel like a kid again – but it wasn’t just her attraction to Maggie that was destabilising. It was also her new-found cluelessness, the feelings and identities she was only just learning all the big words for, the rawness of the emotions she’d unwittingly buried for years without ever knowing it.

Alex has always prided her on being a quick study (something Maggie had been jokingly praising her for in bed lately), but even she found the process of discovering a new community, a new history, overwhelming. A lot of what she learned felt like someone handing her scissors after a life of trying to tear things open with her teeth. But some of it? Some of it made her scared. Some of it made her ashamed.

She was letting it get the better of her one night at the bar, several whiskey shots deep after straight losses at pool, when it first came up. “Are you mad at me?” she’d asked Maggie.

“What? Why?”

“Because I’m not a gold star?”

Maggie narrowed her eyes, leaned against the pool table. “Where’d you learn that term, Danvers?”

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Justin Foley x Reader: No more secrets

A/N: Hope you like this imagine I am pretty proud of it so I hope you guys like it. Also in this imagine Jessica never got raped.

Warnings: Mention of rape, Mention of suicide, Swearing

How could he do this to me? Why wouldn’t he tell me? That were just a few thoughts that were running through your head. You had found out what Justin had done to Hannah and you couldn’t believe it. You and Hannah were friends and your long time boyfriend was one of the reasons why she killed herself. You were talking to Tony when he had told you about the tapes Hannah never asked him to tell you something or give them to you but he felt like you needed to know why she did what she did. You were happy that you finally knew why she did it but you that still didn’t bring her back and then to find out that your boyfriend is one of the reasons you just couldn’t believe it. You knew that he would be at Bryce’s and even though you didn’t want to see or have anything to do with that rapist you had to put that aside because you just needed to talk to Justin. You knocked on his front door hard and angrily and stopped when he opened the door.

“Oh hey Y/N. What’s up?” Bruce asked with a smirk.

“Get out of my way Bryce I need to talk to Justin.” You said pushing past him.

You walked to the pool house and angrily stormed inside which startled Justin. He looked behind him and smiled when he saw you but that smile immediately dropped when he sad how angry you were.

“What the hell Justin!?” You yelled angrily.

“Wow babe what’s going on?” He asked confused as he stood up from the couch and walked towards you.

“I heard the tapes Justin.” You said angrily as you crossed your arm.

“L-look Y/N you don’t understand.” He said with a scared look on his face.

“There’s nothing to understand Justin. How could you do something like that?” You asked looking down.

“Now babe look you can’t believe her okay. She lied okay.” He said as he tried to take your hand.

“Don’t you dare touch me!” You said as you pulled your hand away from him.

“Why would she lie about something like that Justin. And I heard the rumors too you know so I know she’s not lying.” You said angrily.

“Y/N I’m sorry please I know you were friends with her but how was I supposed to know at that time what damage that would bring and also you can’t blame it all on me Bryce is the one who send the picture to everyone.” He said with tears in his eyes.

“You shouldn’t have taken that picture in the first place. And another thing why are you protecting Bryce he’s a rapist why are you still friends with him.” You said crossing your arms.

“I-I know that I never should have said that we did more then just kiss. I know I’m wrong I know that I killed her but there’s nothing I can do about it now. At the time it happened I didn’t think that it was that big of a deal. And about Bryce it’s complicated.” He said as some tears rolled down his face.

“What’s complicated about it? He’s a rapist he needs to be behind bars. I know he is one of your best friends and that you always stay with him when your mom and her asshole boyfriend are being annoying but you now you can stay with me too if you need to.” You said.

“Yeah I know but l-look Y/N just forget about it okay. I know that protecting him might seem wrong but. Look we don’t have any proof okay. He isn’t gonna admit to doing it and who is gonna believe a dead girl.” He said sitting back down.

“Look Justin I love you so much. But after finding out what you did and that you keep protecting him. I know that Hannah is dead but who would lie about getting raped. You just want to protect him and I can’t be with someone who does stuff like this Justin.” You said tears forming in your eyes.

“N-no no no, please Y/N please don’t break up with me. I love you so much.” He said as he stood up crying and freaking out because you were breaking up with him.”

“I’m sorry Justin but I-I have to.” You said also crying.

“No no please, please Y/n don’t do this to me.” He said crying.

“I’m sorry Justin. Goodbye.” You said wiping away some of your tears.

Justin just broke down he fell on the ground and sobbed so hard and so loud. You were crying and when Bryce started to ask questions about what happened you just ignored him and kept walking. That night Bryce had invited over the rest of the guys to cheer Justin up a bit but while the other were playing poker or playing video games he was just drinking and drinking. He was trying to drown his sadness. You were in your room trying not to start crying again so you decided to do some homework to distract you when suddenly your phone went off. You looked at the caller I.D. and saw that it was Justin.

“What is it Justin?” You asked harsher then you had expected.

“Hey Y/N uhh I uhh just wanted to say sorry again and that I love you and also I’m drunk and I miss you. Please come back to me and take me back I’ll do anything to get you back.” He said.

You could hear that he was very very drunk and even though you broke up with him you were concerned about him. So you decided to go to Bryce’s house to get him.

“Justin please just stop drinking. I’ll be right there to come and get you.” You said putting on your shoes.

You got into your car and drove to Bryce’s house you walked inside his house cause for some reason his door was open and walked to the pool house. You immediately went to Justin and he immediately hugged you.

“I’m so so so so so sorry babe please just take me back. I’m a mess without you.” He said hugging you.

“Come on Justin you’re coming home with me. Then we’ll talk.” You said taking his arm and dragging him out of the pool house ignoring everyone’s questions.

After a few minutes you arrived at your house and you went inside. You wen to your room and gave him some water to drink.

“I’m serious Y/N I’m a mess without you please take me back.” He said after he was a little bit more sober.

“I know that Justin and I wanna be with you to. But how can I know that you will never do anything like that to me.” You said looking at him.

“How? Because I’ve learned from my mistakes. I don’t know why I did what I did and believe me or not I feel horrible about it. But please you have to believe me when I say I will never ever do that to you.” He said looking into your eyes.

“Okay I believe you.” You said taking his hand.

“So does that mean you will take me back?” He asked a little excited.

“Yes I’ll take you back. But that means no more secrets okay.” You said with a smile.

“Promise no more secrets. I would kiss you but I feel like I’m gonna puke so I’m not gonna do that.” He said holding your hand.

“I love you Y/N.” He said with a smile.

“I love you too Justin.”

Love- Mitch Marner

Originally posted by nylanderhoe

Ok so hopefully this was something like you had in mind anon! Alright I’m trying to get another one written before bed for you guys but we’ll see how it goes! Thank you all for being understanding and kind in this time of need for me! Love you boos!

Warning: none

Anon Request: You’re literally the best I love you so much❤️ I would request one with Mitch where the girl hasn’t been in a relationship before, but her parents are divorced and so is her uncle and her friends have had really bad luck in relationships so she is really insecure about love and so, and then mitch does something really romantic and she starts crying cause it was so unexpected and she didn’t really think he loved her? Sorry if it’s too detailed:)

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anonymous asked:

Any K-Drama recommendations? 😋 I've been googling but I trust your opinions ( BTW I love funny anything 😍)

ahhh there’s so many that I haven’t watched~

Goblin is the first kdrama I’ve watched from start to finish and it’s one of my all time favorite shows hands down…like I’m not even lying when I say cried at least twice every single episode. I can’t really describe much of the plot bc I’d end up giving it away and spoiling it, but you’re gonna have your heart broken at least 5 times during this show so just pls pls pls watch it and come cry about it with me *blows a candle for Kim Shin* ALSO THE SOUNDTRACK IS ABSOLUTE PERFECTION OML GO LISTEN TO IT AND CRY

Legend of the Blue Sea is suuuuch a beautiful show. Try not to fall for the handsome bad guy towards the end bc that’s what happened to me and I’m deceased after it. If you really like mermaids (and Jinyoung from got7 ;;););););) then you’ll love this tbh and since you said you liked funny shows, I’d highly recommend this one. The three male main characters are all like the 3 musketeers and the lead girl is so cute and loveable and I fell for her during the first 5 minutes
Also there’s so much revenge in this show that you can’t help but feel satisfied during some episodes and embarrass yourself ahem ahem

Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo is fkin adorable and everything about the two leads relationship is goals (they’re actually dating in real life agsgdjgkgk).
It’s about the two kids in a sports university in their journey to overcoming the stresses of youth and the struggles of relationships, not only with each other, but their family (it’s really heartbreaking esp towards the end) and everything about their relationship is pure…like its not the typical “I hate you but we’re suddenly falling in love” kinda thing, it’s just so natural and friendly and awwww I’m shipping them forever

Scarlet Heart is one of the ones that I’ve recently watched and I had no idea that baekhyun was in it lmao that was just the icing on the cake. There’s sooooo many people that you’re gonna fall for in this one, good luck not getting your heart broken (also don’t fall for the bad guy fml ×2) it’s more of a historic drama but it’s hella corny and funny sometimes, and ofc you’ve got the *love triangle* intensity going on (at least in the beginning) but I loved it even though it wasn’t one of my favorites

Cheese in the Trap is also a cute romantic comedy with a lil mystery and twists…I might be one of the few people who think this but I really didn’t like the ending…like I’m not gonna spoil it or say anything bc you should watch it and make up your own mind about it. But I loved it and you’re gonna fall for the whole cast bc everyone was lovable (yes everyone omfg)

I’ve watched some pilots of others but I couldn’t seem to get into them as much as these ones so if you have any more suggestions feel free to let me know~~

Requiring Someone Special

Request: “dad! shawn!!!!!!!!!!!!”

Pairing: Shawn x Reader

Word Count: 1,920

Warnings: None 

A/N: So, this is my first Shawn imagine on here, and I’m pretty excited about it! I hope you enjoy it, anon!! Thank you so much for requesting! xx 

Originally posted by illumeshawn

It was tough, what with a career like the one Shawn had, to become a dad. Being a father is easy, but being a dad requires someone special. Shawn knew that he’d do everything in his power to be the perfect person to take on that roll for your two year old daughter. 

When he first met you, he didn’t know what to expect. However, he enjoyed that. He enjoyed the mystery of not knowing everything about you, and all because it gave him more of a reason to do just that. 

So he did. And later on down the road, he began to realize he was falling in love with you. Every night away from you, his desire to sit in your presence grew stronger. He started missing the way you smiled, missing the way your laugh echoes in his ears whenever he said a corny joke that always cracked you up. During late nights relishing the feeling on stage, the adreniline he was just experiencing still pumping through his veins, he would pick up his phone, unlock it, and begin to dial your number. 

But he would freeze. There was always something about you, almost as if he could feel that you were hiding something from him. This gut feeling in his stomach pushed him to click the call button on his phone. He was planning on hanging it up, thinkign it over, but then your sweet voice he had missed so dearly ringed through his ears, and it was too late. Your voice was raspy when you called out to him. He had assumed it could only be from sleeping, considering it was two in the morning. 

You whispered into the phone and asked him what was wrong when you didn’t hear him answer, and his lips curled up into a lazy smile. 

“Nothing.” He had answered you, and listened as you sighed on the other line. 

“I thought something terrible happened to you. It’s two in the morning, Shawn. Shouldn’t you be sleeping? You have a concert again tomorrow, you can’t be up late.” You scolded gently. 

Shawn adored your motherly nature. You always looked after him, and he adored it. 

“It’s no big deal. Nights like these have happened before.” He stated simply, rustling echoing in his ears. 

“I’m going to get a drink. It’s not an occuring thing for me, Shawn. Oddly enough as it might be to you, I’ve never gotten a call at two in the morning before.” 

You heard a tired chuckle from the other line, and a smile graced your lips. You didn’t mind that he had called you. You had been waiting to hear his voice for a very long time, if it had to be over the phone, so shall be it. 

“I love it when you’re sarcastic with me.” Shawn mumbled aimlessly, his voice draining away. Sleep was overcoming his senses now that his mind was at ease. 

“Yeah, well I’m always sarcastic, so you’d have to deal with it either way.” 

Shawn laughed, and you silently froze, the volume on your phone being louder than you had thought. You prayed that the sound wasn’t loud enough to wake up the other human sleeping in their own bedroom as you passed their door. 

“Yup, I love it.” 

A soft chuckle escaped your lips, and you crept your way downstairs, praying you wouldn’t hear soft crying in just a few minutes. The floor suddenly creaked beneath your feet, and you cursed into the phone, freezing in your spot. 

“Hey! Watch your mouth, young lady!” Shawn joked. 

You groaned, and whispered into the phone. “I’m a grown woman, not a young lady, Shawn. Which also means that I can curse whenever I feel like.” 

Well, expect in front of someone Shawn hadn’t known about yet. 

He furrowed his eyebrows as he turned and tossed on his bed, trying to find the most comfortable position. He gave up and groaned, running his hand through his hair. 

“I miss you.” He blurted as you were still frozen on the steps, just waiting for soft cries to echo from the room next to yours. 

You closed your eyes at the unexpected proclamation, savoring the words. Your chest swelled. “I miss you too, Shawn.” 

Moments of silence on the other end made your nerves kick in, and you tried to make your way down the stairs, but you suddenly heard crying coming from upstairs. 

You groaned and crinkled your eyebrows together in worry, looking upstairs to the sound. Shawn heard the crying interupt him as he was about to admit something to you, and his eyebrows furrowed.

“Y/N, is something wrong?” He asked in confusion, listening as your loud footsteps up the stairs and into the room the crying had been coming from echoed in his ears. 

The crying became louder as soon as you entered the room to see your two year old daughter with tears running down her rosy cheeks. 

“Oh, no, no. I’m here, don’t worry. Mommy’s here.” 

Shawn’s eyes suddenly widened at the mention of ‘mommy.’ You never told him you had a child, and the sound of crying on the other line and you coeing your child was not only unexpected but yet heartwarming at the same time. No wonder you always tried to look after Shawn. It was just in your nature. 

“Shawn… I- I’m sorry, but I have to go.” You said into the phone as your daughter’s crying slowly started to soften. 

Shawn shook his head, all the while he knew you couldn’t see him. 

“Y/N, wait! Please, can we talk about this?” He begged softly, sitting up in his bed. 

You sighed, closing your eyes and rocking the little girl in your arms gently. “Shawn, it’s late. I should really be getting her to bed…” 

“You have child?” He blurted, waiting as silence developed over the line. 

He listened intently as he heard rustling and then a door quietly closing. Then he heard your voice whisper quietly into the phone. 

“Yes, I do. Her name is Sophia.” You admitted, just waiting to hear his voice become low and uncomfortable. 

However, it didn’t. He just laughed. 

“You have a daughter…” He suddenly repeated as you made your way back into your bedroom, the thought trying to circle through his mind. “Y/N, why didn’t you tell me?” 

A dry laugh blew past your lips, and your put your hand on your forehead and leaned your elbow onto your knee. Your eyes began to burn. “Would you have said you missed me if I told you I had a daughter the first time we met?” 

Shawn’s hand gripped his hair, a huff escaping his lips. “Yeah… Yeah, Y/N, I would have.” 

He meant every word. He didn’t care if you had a daughter. Actually, it made him fall even more in love with you. And in that moment, he couldn’t be any more excited to meet Sophia. 

A few weeks after that phone call, the Illuminate World Tour was over. He had nine days until he went on his other World Tour, and his first stop was your home. 

Shawn didn’t tell you he was visiting you, so when you heard the knock on the door, he was the last person you expected. 

“Shawn?” You asked, bewildered. A hand suddenly flew up to your mouth, and your eyes began to become clouded with tears. He was finally here, after those long phone calls late at night or early in the morning, and you couldn’t believe it. 

He laughed as you jumped onto him, wrapping your legs around him and smiling into his shoulder, wetting his shirt with tears in the process. Over the time after him finding out you had a daughter, Shawn was there for you as much as he could be. He would always call you before he went on stage or as he was ordering his breakfast. Any time he had a short amount of time to himself, he would call you to make sure you were doing alright and ask how Sophia was. 

He admitted one day on the phone that he felt something for you, something he knew was bigger than anything else you would have assumed. He loved you, but he hadn’t told you that yet. And he vowed to himself that soon, he would. 

“I can’t believe it…” You whispered into his ear as his arms wrapped around your back, providing a sudden warmth to your body. You admired the way his laugh sounded, music to your ears. 

“Well, believe it, because I’ll be here for little while!” He admitted, placing your back down on the floor when you had unwrapped yourself from him. 

From that time on, you and Shawn were inseperable. He met the little girl you called your daughter, and immediately fell in love with her. Sophia was quite fond of him also. He cherished the way you took care of her, held her, and loved her. He tried to do the same, but the small time you all spent together was so short that he felt like he didn’t do enough. A few weeks after tour began again, Shawn had a few days off. He payed for a ticket to you the night before, and flew to you. He wanted to tell you just how much you meant to him, and he did just that. 

Months went on and times got harder after Shawn went public with your relationship, but he knew that he wouldn’t give up on you two. As months turned into years, his career got stronger, and the relationship he had between you and your daughter grew to it’s strongest. He proposed to you one day, when he had took you and Sophia out to the mountains on a small getaway. It was only months later, and your wedding day arrived. It was the most special day of your, and his, life, the joining of you and your beloved. Shawn didn’t forget to cherish Sophia for the rest of his life, and he kept her by his side every minute of every day. 

At two, when she cried for him, he would cradle her in his arms and sing softly in her ear, lulling her to sleep. At seven, when she would beg to go get ice cream, he would smile and tuck her into the seat, buckling her in safely and driving to the nearest ice cream parlor, laughing loudly as chocolate spread around her face. At fifteen, when she would refuse to listen to him, he would scold her softly and promise that it wasn’t the end of the world and that she needed to learn how to take care of herself. And when she was all grown and knew just the right amount of stuff she needed in order to take care of herself, he would still be by her side, protecting her and loving her unconditionally. 

He was the best dad and husband someone could ever ask for, and you looked after both him and your daughter for as long as you lived. And Shawn loved you and his daughter like no one else for the rest of his life, protecting the both of you and holding you both dear to his heart until death did you all part. 

NCT Hyung Line - Him cheating on you and tying to apologise

My first reaction. Yayyy :D (English isn´t my first language so sorry for any mistakes)

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Taeil

You saw him at pratice and there where this new really pretty trainee girl. First they were having a small talk but she got really flirty. After a few minutes she leaned in for a kiss and he didn´t stop her. He kissed her back and didn´t realize that you were there. Watching him and the girl kissing with your eyes full of tears. As the girl saw you she pulled away making Taeil confused. Then looked at the direction the trainee was looking at. His eyes widden as he saw you and with that you left. He ran after you, trying to stop you from running away while his tears couldn´t stop falling. He told you that it wasn´t his fault. You couldn´t believe him “So thats why you kissed her back” was the last thing you said after smashing the food you bought for him to the floor. The last time you looked at his tearful eyes. 

“Don´t ever contact me again. I hope it was worth it.”

Originally posted by xehunted


Hansol

It was your first wedding anniversary and you prepared his favorite dish at home. He was late again and you guys stared fighting cuz of it. He just couldn´t take anything serious. After a few minutes of agruing he left the apartment leaving you completly alone. He stopped by his new fav bar and bought a few drinks. A woman was catching his eye. She was just as pretty as you. After a small talk with her she left with him to a motel. He was drunk and didn´t realized what he was doing. Right in the action he came back to reality and left the woman he was rushing to your apartment. You were sleeping in the bedroom as you heard Hansol coming in. His eyes teard his hands shaking. He pulled you into a hug telling you how much he loves you and how much he was sorry for what he did. You confused asking him why he was acting like that. Your eyes widen as he told you the truth. You immediately pulling away from his touch. “Leave” you told him. 

“Baby I´m so sorry I know it was my fault…b..but I was drunk….please don´t do thi–”

“Leave!Or I´ll leave” you screamed taking a few steps away from him. You couldn´t just forgive him. So you packed your stuff and ignored his calls for you. And the last time he tried to stop you but couldn´t. So you left and forget the little present you left at his nightstand. After you were gone he saw a little box on his nightstand with an sticky note. -`Happy first anniversary babe! I love you forever and hope you´ll like the present I have for you! I´m sorry about our fight and hope we can forget about it´- Hansol opened the box.

There was a pregnancy test on it. - prositive -

Originally posted by kunxxxsol

Johnny

You and Johnny were in a secret realtionship. Even his own members wouldn´t know about you and him. Since you were new in Seoul you needed a job and luckily did get one at yours and Johnnys favorite coffee shop. You hadnt told Johnny about your job yet. You wanted it to be a suprise. But you were the one who was getting a suprise. You saw him entering the shop while he was holding the hand of a beautiful girl. They sat down and looked at the menu. He was still holding her hand - telling her that he loves her and only her. You grabbed the drink that was in the corner and started walking to his direction.

“Here is your order Sir.” you said after pouring the smoothie on his now wet head and clothes. Then smiled at the girl. “He´s a f*ckin´cheater be careful.” and with that you left the shop.

Ignoring his calls for. And ignoring all the calls he left you on your phone even after weeks. You weren´t going to forgive him.

Never.

Originally posted by nctinfo


Taeyong

It was NCTs comeback party and everyone included you were invited. The boys and you were having a great time but Taeyong was acting a little bit strange. He just didn´t like the fact that you were spending time with Ten on the party when you should be by his side. As he saw that Ten was getting a little bit to touchy with you he coulnd´t take it anymore and pushed Ten away from you. Catching everyones eye to you guys. Taeyong started agruing with you. Saying that you were flirting with him when the oppsite happend. Ten was telling you about the cute girl that he currently liked. As you tried to calm Taeyong down he grabbed the girls arm who was just passing by you guys. 

“Should I show you how it felt?!” he said after grabbing the girls face and pulling her in for a kiss. Your eyes filling with tears as you walked out of the club. Jaehyun pulling Taeyongs face away from the girl. Yelling at him and telling him the truth about what happend. Taeyongs eyes widden as he heard Jaehyuns words. He rushed out of the club to find you sitting at a bench a few blocks away from the club. His eyes teary as he apologized to you. You crying with him and pulling him into a big hug and saying ´I´m sorry and I love you´ again and again.

Originally posted by nakamot0

Doyoung

Doyoung was ignoring you for a while now. You didn´t know why he was acting like that so wanted to talk to him. You went the the guys dorm knocking at the door. A few seconds after the door was being opened. A suprised Mark looking at you. At first he didn´t wanted to leave you into the dorm without telling you the reason. You were trying to pass him but he stopped you. Telling you that this wasn´t the right moment and pleasing you to go. You pushed the little boy away and went into the living room.  Just to see Doyoung and a girl sitting on his lap.

“WTF IS GOING ON!” you yelled at Doyoung. He was shoked seeing you standing there. Doyoung pushed the girl out of his lap trying to explain. “It´s not what it looks like Y/N!Let me explai–”

“its not what it looks like my ass! I called you everyday and YOU ignored me EVERYDAY just so that little b*tch can sit on your lap?! Are you kidding me!”

“NoO- I just- I- … I´m so sorry..” he couldn´t look into your eyes.

“Yes. I´m sorry too. Sorry for trusting you.” you slapped his face leaving his eyes widden.

And like that you went out of the dorm out of his life.

Originally posted by taesyong

Yuta

It was late night and you were by yourself again - your bf wasn´t home today. He told you not to wait for him but you did it anyway. Tomorrow he was leaving for his worldtour and you wanted to see him the last time before he leaves. You were focused on this new netflix series as your phone ringed. It was Johnny calling you. “Hey John´what´s up?”

“heyy..I´m sorry for calling you this late but we need to talk.” Johnnys voice was shaking and you were getting confused. “You can tell me everything John. Whats wrong? Did something happend at pratice or with yuta?” you asked confused.

“Its about Yuta….I´m so sorry.. I know that you love him but I just can´t take this anymore. Y/N… he isn´t at pratice he wasn´t even here. He is with that girl again….. he has been cheating on you….since months….I thought that you have to know about it….I´m sorry for not telling you sooner. You can talk with me anytime and I´ll be always there for you. You deserve better Darling and you know that.”


2 hours later Yuta arrived at the front door of your apartment only to find his stuff at the floor with an sticky note.

“Greet your new girlfriend by me” - Y/N

Originally posted by bubwoo

Ten

Hit the stage season 2. Todays theme: Love

Hit the stage happend again! And you were so happy about the fact that Ten is in the show again. He even got you backstage vip cards for you and your best friend. But you weren´t happy about the todays theme. Ten has to dance a slow romantic dance with that sexy SM Dancer girl who everyone loved. You have gotten the chance to see the dance before everyone else and you didn´t tell him but of course you were jealous. Maybe a little bit too jealous. Everyday you would text him- who he was with - what he was doing - if everything was ok-. After the performance you looked for him.

But you couldn´t find him. After the whole search for Ten action you received a text message. 

!!BIG NEWS!!

Ten from the rookie boy groub NCT is dating his beautiful dance partner from the new popular dance show Hit the Stage! We wish the couple much luck and are happy about the realtionship.

And there was that picture. That picture that broke your heart into million of pieces. - his arms around her waist. her arms around his neck. and the lips connected.

Days later he tried to contact you. Telling you it was fake. Telling you he loved you and only you. But the picture was telling another story.

Originally posted by taesyong

Kun

Kun and you were currently dating. You guys first met at the new book shop he was working for. Before you guys stared dating you were just an normal customer who loves to read.Your friend gave you the recommendation to this new book shop where that cute boy worked. He was always kind to you, bought you coffee, spend his breaks with you,gave you book recommendations.After a month of being close friends he finally confesed his feelings for you. After 3 months of dating he gave you that beautiful necklace; you wore it everyday, feeling special because of it. You were his first and last love; that´s what he had told you.

But was he telling the truth?

No.

Today was your guys anniversary and you wanted to suprise him. You had bought him  flowers; the ones he bought you on your first date. You went to the book store waiting for his shift to end. As the time finally arrived you saw him walking out of the shop. But he didn´t saw you. He kept walking so you started following him.

He wasn´t going to the direction where his house were. But why? You followed him quitely. And there she was. She had beautiful long dark hair. Dark brown hair and was a little bit taller than you. And she had the necklace.

Maybe you were his first love. But not his last.

As the warm tears were running down your cheeks you felt someone holding your hand. And you turned to the direction to saw a strangers face.

“Forget him. You are to beautiful for him anyway.”said the handsome boy to you

 who was now your husband since three years.

– You hadn´t heard what happend to Kun after that. But he knew as you stared ignoring his messages and calls that he had lost you. And even that dark haired girl couldn´t replace you. He made that mistake. 

(Hmmm..who is that handsome stranger??- i kind of thought about WinWin cause why not;D)

Originally posted by hansoulji

Jaehyun

Jaehyun and you were in a dream like realtionship. But dreams don´t last forever right?

Jaehyun broke up with you, two months ago. You were begging him to stay, begging him not to end your realtionship. But you weren´t enough for him; that´s what he had told you. As you guys were still together you knew that he was cheating; all this ignored calls, make up on his clothes and not showing any love to you anymore.

You now moved on, no, you tried to move on. You thought that you did get over him, that you were ready to meet new guys. But were you ready?

That night he came to your apartment;completely drunk. Telling you he was sorry, telling you you were his only one, telling you he can´t get over you.

Now there were you. Sitting on front of your door just to listen to the voice who where behind the door.

“Please…..don´t leave me again……i need you……” said the person who´s voice was shaking from crying.

So… are you going to open the door for him? To the door to your heart? Will you let him in .. - again?

Originally posted by jyofanclub



I´m so sorry guys but I just can´t imagine WinWin being a cheater.

I’m a Bad Boy (Gray) -Chapter Three-

Originally posted by grayground

Prologue - Ch 1 - Ch 2 - Ch 3 - Ch 4

Artist/Characters - Seonghwa/Sunghwa GrayxReader
Jay Park, Simon D, Loco, Ugly Duck, Zico

Genre - Mafia AU/Smut/Fluff/Angst
Group - AOMG - VV;D
Word count - 1,925
*WARNINGS*
Vulgar Language, Mentions of death, Gruesome details, Sexual harassment, Violence.

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“Self-Hating Asshole”

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Tony Stark x Fem!Reader, Tony Stark x Daughter!OC

Length: 3237 words

Warnings: maybe some swears?, mentions of cheating, female reader, female oc

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