the ghosts are hugging

wade stuck around for manicure night with nat. it shouldnt surprise anyone that the merc with a mouth is excellent for commentary on b-level horror movies, which nat loves. im not always big on talking so its kinda nice to have someone else fill the silence. and red is also his color. he might actually get a return invite. 

though not if he keeps being this handsy. 

  • Eddie: [returns to HQ]
  • Ozzie: [is waiting]
  • Ozzie: [probably spent hours practicing how to stand and what to say]
  • Ozzie: Hello old friend
  • Eddie: [assuming he is hallucination!Ozzie] Hi Oswald
  • Ozzie: ...
  • Ozzie: That's... all you have to say?
  • Eddie: [spreading out papers on a table in preparation of his next scheme] I'm rather busy right now so if you don't mind...
  • Hallucination!Ozzie: [appears at Eddie's shoulder]
  • Hallucination!Ozzie: Well he sure is a handsome fellow don't you think?
  • Eddie: [growing impatient] Oswald, I told you, I'm bus- [looks up and sees two Oswalds in the room]
  • Eddie: [looks slowly from one to the other]
  • Eddie: ...wait
things that keep me up at night

Obi-Wan Kenobi loved Anakin Skywalker??? Canonically. He loved him so much he would have left the Jedi Order for him (CANONICALLY).

and mustafar happened??? And Obi-Wan KEPT loving Anakin?? Even after he cut off Anakin’s remaining limbs and left him in a fire, he loved him. Even after Anakin yelled that he hated him and even after Anakin destroyed everything Obi-Wan had sworn his life to, Obi-Wan still loved him. 

Loved him so much that he spent the next twenty years on the absolutely shitty planet Anakin grew up on (spending every day being reminded of Anakin) so he could watch over Anakin’s son (who happens to look just like a baby Anakin)??? And he did so without complaint or hope of reward, but just because he loved Anakin???

And when Luke asked about Anakin Obi-Wan could have said anything because Owen didn’t know shit and didn’t tell Luke shit. He could have said that Anakin was a good guy who went crazy, or he could have lied and said he didn’t know Anakin that well to avoid confronting his feelings, but instead he says so many complimentary things and calls him a dear friend with such fondness and you know he still loves Anakin because how could he not?

And when he meets Anakin again he doesn’t even fight him? They trade blows like once or twice and then Obi-Wan just turns his lightsaber off and just lets Anakin kill him??? Why?? Some say it’s so Luke would see and want Vengeance™ but to be honest that doesn’t seem very Jedi-like. I think it’s more likely that he could not bear to hurt Anakin any more than he already had, especially when confronted with the Suit™ that Obi-Wan all but put him in.

And Anakin does not know any of this. In fact, Anakin dies without knowing that Obi-Wan loved him that much. Anakin spent most of his life believing Obi-Wan just vaguely tolerated him because the Jedi Code forbids attachment and thus, affection. The only time Obi-Wan ever tells Anakin he loves him it’s after he’s cut off three of his limbs and set him on fire so like Anakin is going to believe that?? And Anakin fell in part because Obi-Wan wasn’t there and it felt like Obi-Wan had betrayed him and Anakin loved Obi-Wan so this imaginary betrayal hurt so much?? And Anakin had NO IDEA Obi-Wan spent twenty years on Tatooine looking after Luke??? He had no idea. He probably thought Obi-Wan was off doing Rebel Things not watching over Anakin’s son.

just. look, you can see their relationship as romantic or platonic or familial or however you want, but you can’t deny that these two idiots loved each other and died believing the other hated them, and that’s the most tragic thing imaginable. 

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I’ve added a few new things to my jacket (and sadly lost a few) so I thought I’d update

Image 1: Long Live The Sad Ghost Club patch, Sora hugging a paopu fruit (Kingdom Hearts), heart pin, jack o lantern cat pin, neurodiversity pin (rainbow infinity), Makishima Yusuke (Yowamushi Pedal), BB8 spiny pin (Star Wars), Garden Witch pin, BMO pin (Adventure Time), sprout patch, Star Butterfly shirt pin (Star vs the Forces of Evil)
Image 2: Spoonie pin, elz pronoun path with a sprout, Cookie Cat “he left his family behind” pin (Steven Universe), nonverbal patch with vines, happy flappy owl pin, Lion pin (Steven Universe), alien head pin, Star Butterfly’s broken wand pin (Star vs the Forces of Evil), hedgehog pin
Image 3: Neurodivergent patch, W2R patch, stim freely neurodiversity patch
Image 4: Lavender cat patch, I owe you nothing knife patch
Image 5: Peridot patch (Steven Universe)
Image 6: Steven Universe star shirt and gem pin

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I watched over you, thought about you, and worried about you.