the fray trust me

Trust me
Looking for something I’ve never seen
Alone and I’m in between
The place that I’m from and
The place that I’m in
A city I’ve never been
I found a friend or should I say foe
Said there’s a few things you should know
We don’t want you to see
We come and we go
Here today, gone tomorrow

Were only taking turns
Holding this world
It’s how it’s always been
When you’re older, you will understand

If I say who I know it just goes to show
You need me less than I need you
Take it from me
We don’t give sympathy
You can trust me trust nobody
But I said you and me
We don’t have honesty
The things we don’t want to speak
I’ll try to get out but I never will
Traffic is perfectly still

Were only taking turns
Holding this world
It’s how it’s always been
When you’re older you will understand

And again maybe you don’t
And again maybe you won’t

When you’re older
You might understand
When you’re older
You might understand

—  Trust me - The fray

to be honest, I don’t trust anyone that hates Clary Fray and Jace Wayland. No, hear me out. Unless you can give me a valid reason that Clary and Jace are the spawn of the devil or Lucifer himself, I see no reason to hate them. And no, the excuse of “they’re so straight and annoying” is not a valid reason. I’m talking about the show, not the books. 

Clary Fray

1. Loses her mother and finds out she’s not who she thought she was her whole life.

2. Finds out her father is the shadowhunter equivalent of Adolph Hitler

3. Has to make a difficult decision for her best friend (and don’t bullshit me and say that if you were in Clary’s shoes, you wouldn’t have done the same thing)

4. She stands up for Izzy when she sees the way Maryse berates and belittles her own daughter.

5. In the midst of missions, she finds a way to thank the people who are helping her find her mother.

6. When Simon is a vampire and says that he guesses he should get used to people treating him like a second class citizen in the shadow world, she tells him that he should never get used to that.

7. When it is revealed that her and Jace, the guys that she was falling for, is her brother, she doesn’t make it all about her, but tries to comfort and assure him that they will make sense of all this, together.

8. When Valentine finds them in Camille’s place, she tries to give up the Book of The White, in exchange that Jace and the rest of them are unharmed, the same book that is only way to wake her mother, the one thing that she has wanted this entire season.

9. When her mother is awaken, instead of yelling at her for thrusting her into this world without warning and lying to her all these years, she finds comfort in having her mom back again.

Jace Wayland/Herondale

1. You can say all you want about Jace breaking rules for Clary, but he did that way before he started having feelings for her. Just like he said to Alec, “she has lost everything, I know exactly how that feels.” So there you go. He sees himself in Clary, and wants to help her.

2. When asked about Izzy’s choice of clothing, he just says “she’s comfortable with her body.” Not once did Jace slut shame her.

3. He doesn’t make decisions for Clary. When he brings up the City of Bones, Izzy and Alec were quick to make their own judgement about Clary going. He turned to her and said “this isn’t our choice, it’s Clary’s decision.” He never treated her like she incapable or a little girl.

4. Jace is not perfect at all. Actually, I think I like him so much, because he’s not perfect. He makes mistakes all the time, and you can’t fault him on that, unless the people who keep saying that he’s a dick, haven’t also made mistakes.

5. He finds out about Alec’s feelings for him, but he doesn’t reveal that he knows, knowing how embarrassed Alec is about it.

6. He pushes Alec out of the way during the Memory Demon scene.

7. He questions Maryse authority when he asks why Izzy having friends in Seelie’s is her fault.

8. When Clary is finding it difficult to make a decision about what to do with Simon, Jace never forces her to think the way he does. He gives her space and a different outlook, by telling her the Falcon story, and then letting her make the choice.

9. Even though he loves Alec, he’s not going to stand back and let him do something that he will regret (possible killing Meliron in the City of Bones). 

10. He also, never forces Izzy to go along with the plan, she did it on her own accord. And, when she’s is blaming herself, he tells her that none of it is her fault.

11. When Michael Wayland comes back (aka Valentine with a shape shifting rune), you can see clear scene of mental/emotional abuse, in their relationship. 

12. He thinks he’s “sicks” for falling for Clary.

13. He sacrifices himself to his father/abuser to protect, Clary, Alec, Izzy, Simon, and Magnus.

14. He thinks himself messed up or somewhat tainted (clear signs of abuse).


So…please. Let me know why Jace is such a horrible/annoying character. I mean, if half of the people that keep complaining about him, actually took half the time to look at his character the way that they look into Magnus and Alec, maybe they would see layers. Also tell me why Clary isn’t allowed to upset, angry, and a little selfish. None of these characters are perfect angels (no pun intended), and that’s okay. But, if you are just watching the show and just hating their bad scenes, and not acknowledging their good sides, then you’re aren’t really watching the show. Sorry not sorry.

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Things We Lost
bc i was crying while drawin these two and i needed ppl to suffer with me

ive been workin on a pic for the au theme for phanniemay (obvs ive given away what it is, altho it is not the cover pic for this) and i kept listening to songs that were making it v painful, so i threw most of them together for playlist. never posted a playlist before so i hope its not terrible

Things We Lost in the Fire Bastille // Broken Lifehouse // The World I Know Collective Soul // I’m Still Here Goo Goo Dolls // Trust Me The Fray // To Build a Home The Cinematic Orchestra // Oblivion Bastille // Run Snow Patrol // Not About Angels Birdy // My Love Sia // Black Balloon Goo Goo Dolls // Everything Lifehouse // Time Lapse Lifeline Maria Taylor

I’ve Been Tagged #6

Here’s a few of the fics I’ve been tagged in over the last couple of weeks. Read and enjoy and don’t forget to send some love out to these authors who worked their butts off to get these out to you. 

Dean Winchester x Reader:

I Hate You and I Hate You Part 2 by @torn-and-frayed (Daddy!Dean)

Trust Me? and Trust Me? Part 2 by @sis-tafics

Imagine Dean convincing you your short hair is beautiful by @bringmesomepie56

A Different Deal by @jessica-bones-winchester (demon!Dean)

Off by @katnharper

Imagine an evening cooking with Dean by @bringmesomepie56

Make You Miss Me by @torn-and-frayed

Tomorrow Part 1 and Part 2 by @aprofoundbondwithdean (Damn it, Kale! Or should I say damn it, Sam!)

Sleepless Nights, Nightmares Return, Sleeping in the Impala, and Midnight Talks by @supernatural-jackles

Primum Tempus by @wevegotworktodo

Sam Winchester x Reader:

Cinnamon Skies by @moonlitskinwalker and @skybinx-blog (this is part one of a series)

SPN Hiatus Writing Challenge Week 14 by @samsexualdeancurious (trigger warnings)

Something’s Different by @sunriserose1023 (Soulless!Sam)

Both Winchesters x Reader:

Imagine relieving stress with Sam and Dean after a boring day by @bringmesomepie56

Other:

Strange by @waytooinlovewithdeanwinchester (sister fic)

Series:

How Can I Love You by @jessica-bones-winchester (link is to part fifteen, which includes links to all parts)

Discovery Corner (new writers or new-to-me writers):

Heavens Yes, Hell No, Purgatory Maybe by @supernaturalyobsessed
    Part 1 - Only the Beginning
    Part 2 - Where Am I?
    Part 3 - Heavens, Yes
    Part 4 - Hell, No    

Business + Pleasure Part 1 by @klaineaholic (Dean x Reader)

Not Supernatural (but oh so good):

One Last Night by @mrs-squirrel-chester (Loki)

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my favorites! on Spotify

there are plenty of songs, I listen in bulks with each artist, but my top songs would be:
- you’re dead wrong / mayday parade
- angels / mayday parade
- woman / the 1975
- stella / all time low
- oh, calamity! / all time low
- why / busted
- one / ed sheeran
- trust me / the fray
- is there somewhere / halsey
- roman holiday / halsey
- all I want / kodaline
- somewhere only we know / keane
- glowing / the script
- science & faith / the script
- ode to sleep / twenty one pilots
- holding onto you / twenty one pilots
- tear in my heart / twenty one pilots

I hope you enjoy if you decide to give it a listen! 💞