the fray trust me

Trust me
Looking for something I’ve never seen
Alone and I’m in between
The place that I’m from and
The place that I’m in
A city I’ve never been
I found a friend or should I say foe
Said there’s a few things you should know
We don’t want you to see
We come and we go
Here today, gone tomorrow

Were only taking turns
Holding this world
It’s how it’s always been
When you’re older, you will understand

If I say who I know it just goes to show
You need me less than I need you
Take it from me
We don’t give sympathy
You can trust me trust nobody
But I said you and me
We don’t have honesty
The things we don’t want to speak
I’ll try to get out but I never will
Traffic is perfectly still

Were only taking turns
Holding this world
It’s how it’s always been
When you’re older you will understand

And again maybe you don’t
And again maybe you won’t

When you’re older
You might understand
When you’re older
You might understand

—  Trust me - The fray

Nobody Gets the Fleece (A Sea of Monsters Mix)

  1. School’s Out- Alice Cooper 
  2. Have It All- Jeremy Kay
  3. Teenagers- My Chemical Romance
  4. Waiting on the World to Change- John Mayer
  5. Ride- The Vines
  6. The Middle- Jimmy Eat World
  7. Turn It Off- Paramore
  8. Prodigal- OneRepublic
  9. It’s A Disaster- Ok Go
  10. Where the Lines Overlap- Paramore
  11. Trust Me- The Fray
  12. Chase This Light- Jimmy Eat World


Some songs I believe go well with it:
Goner - twenty one pilots
Trust me - the fray

She stood at the brink of numbness. Her heart slowed down, her breath fell quiet, her body became calm. She closed her eyes and pictured it, pictured the scenario in front of her. A man comes up to her, attempts to attacks her. She’s alone and it’s her against him, nothing in between. Everything seems hopeless for her, until she fights back. He’s confident in himself because he’s bigger, she knows her skills and is not intimidated. The scenario seemed so life like, so real.

A hand was placed on her shoulder, she immediately took it and bent it opposite direction it would usually go. She now has full control over him. She no longer seemed hopeless.

“Ow, ow, ow, Y/N let go!” He cried out in pain. Y/N’s eyes snapped open, she let go and was brought back into reality. She gasp at how much pain he was in. Y/N ran to his aid.

“Carl, I’m sorry. I was out of it, I didn’t mean to hurt you!” She continued to apologize for her actions. He shook his head.

“It’s okay. We were practicing, I should’ve expected to get hurt” he chuckled and it lighten the mood. Y/N nodded but proceeded to rub his wrist, attempting to make it feel better.

“You don’t need to do that” he whispered, his voice was low and confused. She looked up at him, her eyes full of life and kindness. She had no intention of anything, unlike himself. Carl began to feel nervous and started to contemplate his decisions.

“Do what, I’m helping?” She whispered back, unaware at how close she really was. He gulped as the internal battle continued in his head. They were young, no older than 13. Both attracted to the other, but too shy and awkward to do anything about it, until now. Carl was worried about what would happen if he did, if is dad would catch them in the cell, if she wouldn’t want to be his friend anymore. He wondered if it was worth the risk. She have him a confused look.

“Carl?” She questioned, noticing his discomfort and nervousness. He didn’t think this time, he decided that it was worth it. Carl leaned forward slowly, warning her he was gonna kiss her and giving her a chance to stop him if she didn’t want to. When their lips met it was electricity for the both of them. He was soft and gently with the way he moved his lips, very slow. Y/N began to slowly move her lips with his. They were both very new to this, they were each other’s first kiss. Carl didn’t know what to do with his hands, where to put them. Y/N was just as inexperienced, she kept her hand on his wrist and the other holding herself up on the cell floor. Their rhythm was off and not in sync with one another. It was slobbery and wet after a few minute and it became more passionate, but still gentle.

“Carl! Y/N! What in the?” Ricks voice boomed in and they pulled away quickly. Their cheeks became red and they subtly wiped their mouths from saliva. Carl stood up and his face had gotten hard.

“Dad! I- uh- it won’t happen again. Swear” Carl said, he sounded professional and full of regret. Rick nodded and walked away, giving both of them an warning look. Y/N looked down, now regretful too. She felt bad that she got him in trouble, and that he obviously regretted it. She stood up as well.

“I’m gonna go” she says, her voice small and hurt. She walks out of the cell. Carl was about to go after her but felt it was useless. He sat down on his bunk and put his head in his hands. The very things he was worried about happening, happened.

Over the months they had gotten their friendship back to normal, never talking about that day. They both decided that the other only wanted to he friends, and they left it like that. They both threw their feelings for the other aside and settled for friends.

After everything that had happened to the group, finding shelter was sign. A sign that hope was amongst them, god was looking over them. Y/N believed in things like that, god and religion. Carl didn’t, he became very negative and hateful towards the world. Y/N and Carl had grown up a lot, they’ve changed from the kids they used to be. They were still close, but not as close as they were at the prison. Carl had grown distant, and Y/N harden. After her mothers death, y/n became cold and no longer kind. They barely talked anymore. They still had feeling for each other, but they ran away from that.

Alexandria was a great place it had food, shelter, education. It was a chance at living again. Living as human beings, not animals. Y/N walked through the town, getting a good mental map of it. She didn’t bother to shower or change her clothes yet. She walked down a street with houses on both sides of it. A few kids ran around here and there, but barely any people lived in the town. Y/N held the empty holster, searching for phantom gun. Everyone had turn in their weapons. Her face rested in a cold state, people stared at her. She payed no attention to them. Her eyes wondered around. It was so nice, she wish she had gotten here earlier, before her mother died, before she broke inside. Maybe then she would still be alive inside, and not dead.

“Hey, you look lost?” A voice asked from behind. Her body tensed as she turned around. It was a young boy, looked a little younger than her by a two or three years. He had red hair and pale skin with freckles on his nose. He smiled at her, his green eyes full of joy and happiness. They were alive, and kind. Her body relaxed and her face smiled a bit.

“Just checking out the town” she said, trying to sound as nice as possible. Her voice came off awkward and uncertain. His face lit up with excitement.

“You’re the new people, from outside! Im sam, my brother was talking about you guys, I think one your people is hanging out with them. Come on, I’ll show you!” His mouth ran with excitement. He grabbed my hand and pulled me towards a house. His little feet ran and I fast walked to keep up with him. When he opened the door to his house, I saw no one on the first floor.

“Mommy doing laundry, they’re upstairs” he said and took me up the stairs and down a hall. Sam pushed opened the door to what seemed like his brothers room. The sound of video games increased and Sam dragged Y/N inside. Y/N spotted Carl instantly, their eyes met for a moment and then looked away from each other.

“Look, Ron I made a new friend. Shes one of the new peoples” Sam said excitedly. A boy, Ron, turned around and looked at us. He got up and pushed Y/N away from Sam.

“Sam! You don’t know her, you can’t assume everyone’s your friend.” He warned. Ron’s face looked at Y/N like a threat. Carl stood up and came to her defense.

“She’s not a threat, I know her better than anyone. Y/N wouldn’t hurt a kid” he said, placing a hand on Ron’s chest. Ron seemed to have trusted Carl just enough to believe him.

“But Ron she is!” Sam whined.

“That’s right, I am. I wouldn’t hurt a friend” Y/N said. Ron sat back down and Y/N looked around the room. It was a mess of video games, clothes, and magazines. It was Carl, Ron, a girl, and another boy. The other boy and Ron were playing video games, the girl sat on the top of the bed and watched, and Carl looked at the magazines. Sam sat down on the bed and Y/N leaned against the wall watching them all.

In the next hour, they talked and introduced themselves. They asked Y/N and Carl questions about them, and the outside. Generic questions, nothing too personal. Except Sam, Sam liked to ask questioned that were personal. Ron would tell him that it was rude to ask those kinda of questions and it would be dropped. Sam was little though and didn’t know better. Y/N mainly watched Sam, he rolled around on the bed and begged Ron to let him play. He never did. Y/N subconsciously kept glancing over at Carl, she felt herself hopelessly admire his new clean look. Freshly showered and new clothes, it was a good look on him. Ron and Sam’s mother came in and told everyone it was time to go, then left the room. Everyone left the room and walked towards the door. Ron stopped Y/N before she left the room.

“Hey, I’m sorry about being rude earlier.” He apologized, he gave her a friendly smile and she tried her best to smile back.

“It’s fine, he’s your brother. I understand.” She said, her voice was quiet and soft.

“Thank. If you need anything just let me know, Y/N” he smirked, and left the room. She followed him out and left the house, but said goodbye to Sam first. As she walked down the street again to the group house, Carl walked along side her.

“What was he talking to you about?” He asked, his voice was angry and hostile. Just like Ron before. Y/N got cold again. She was trying to push her feelings for Carl aside, she couldn’t do that and be his friend. She had to cut him off completely.

“None of your business. Why would you want to know anyway?” She asked him, raising an eyebrow. He became defensive.

“He has a girlfriend” Carl warned.

“Not gonna stop you, is it?” She teased him. Carl didn’t see that coming and backed off. He knew what she meant by that, and didn’t think she would actually say something like that. He wasn’t like that, he told himself.

Y/N laid there that night thinking back on that day with Carl. That day they kissed, it was heartbreaking to her. She wanted that moment back, when everything was okay. She felt silent tears run down her cheek. Y/N wanted Carl to be hers, but she didn’t want her heart to get broken again.

The next morning she took a shower, and got dressed in new clothes. She felt clean and fresh. Still didn’t feel human, and still couldn’t wash the blood off her hands, but at least she looked human. The day was filled with daily duties and it continued for a few months. It was a daily routine, but Y/N got one day off every week.

Y/N walked to the open field area every Saturday morning. She sat in the grass and just enjoyed the peace and quiet. Y/N looked up and saw Ron at his window, he seemed to have just gotten up. He yawned and looked out the window. His eyes met Y/N’s and he smiled, she smiled back at him and threw a friendly wave. He moved away from the window and was out of sight.

They had became quite friendly over the past month, they talked and shared stories, like Y/N and Carl used to. Y/N let her guard down, and Ron did too. They opened up to each other and became best friends, almost more than friends.

She sat there breathing in the fresh air and occasionally played with the grass. Y/N looked up when she hear running, Ron jogged over towards her. His face was flushed and he slid down next to her. He laid beside her and tried to catch his breath.

“Did you run a marathon?” Y/n asked, looking at her heaving body. He chuckled and shook his head.

“No, I ran 100 meters just to talk to you” he winked and she laughed.

“Oh, I’m so flattered. A boys never ran for me” she gloated sarcastically. They both laughed and then it died down. The joking was over and it was just them in silence. Ron sat up and got face to face with Y/N. The air became filled with tension. Ron leaned in slightly, Y/N but her finger on his lips. She knew he was going to kiss her, but she kept what Carl said in her head.

“Don’t you have a girlfriend?” She asked. His face dropped in realization, and pulled away. It was no longer a potential friendship, it was potential betrayal.

“I’m sorry, I-I don’t know what came over me. I guess- I guess I fell for you” he said breathlessly, it seemed like Ron had just realized how strong his feelings were for her there. Y/N shook her head.

“Ron decide what you want, because you can’t have both.” Y/n said, she stood up and left the field. Her arms wrapped around her shoulders, closing herself up. She didn’t want to be involved with cheating, it was wrong and she wouldn’t do it. Y/n would be lying if she said she didn’t like Ron back, but Y/n couldn’t replace Carl with him. She could try but Carl had a hold over her, one he didn’t even know he had. She was hopelessly in love with him. Y/n couldn’t hide it anymore, she had to admit it to herself, to Carl.

Y/n began to run, she ran as fast as she could to Carls house. It was time she told him how she felt, weather he still felt that way or not. It was time, she couldn’t run away from her feelings anymore. Her feet started hurt but she ignored it, she kept going until she made it to the house. Y/n knocked on the door. Rick opened it.

“Is Carl here?” She asked breathless, he shook his head.

“Sorry, he went by the walls about an hour ago.” Rick said, and Y/n nodded and started running for the walls. She kept running no matter how much it hurt. People looked at her to see where she was going, she appeared strange to them.

When she got to the walls she stopped. Y/n looked around to see where Carl would be at, but he didn’t seemed to he anywhere until they climbed over the wall. Carl and Enid, Ron’s girlfriend, they made their way over the wall and back into the community. Y/N’s face scrunched up in confusion on to why they were out there. Carl lightly grabbed Enid’s hand and leaned down, he kissed her. Y/n felt her heart break, her face went pale and her body numb. Her heart literally ached with pain as she witnessed the only boy she’s ever loved kissing another girl. Tears ran down her face and off her cheeks. Y/n ran to them, angry and hurt. She acted on impulse now.

“He has a girlfriend!” She screamed, walking right up to them. They pulled away and looked at her with shock. Carls face went white and embarrassed that he was caught.

“Isn’t that what you told me?! Aren’t you one to be the hypocrite. To think that I love you! To think I ran all this way to tell you, that I love you, that I’m in love with you! How could you!?” She screamed at the top of her lungs, tears rushing down her face. He became more sympathetic and now really regretful, because he love her too. Carl liked Enid, but he couldn’t lie to himself and say he didn’t love Y/N more.

“Y/n-” he tried to explain, but she didn’t want to hear it.

“No! No! I’m done Carl, I can’t anymore” she said quietly and walked away from them. The pain was transferred to Carl, he felt like he did in that cell years ago. Except this time he didn’t let her go, this time he went after her, he fought for her.

Y/N walked home, tears running down her face violently. Her arms wrapped around herself protectively and she thought about it all. It was all so overwhelming. When she arrived at the house door, Carol noticed her broke down state. Carol wrapped her arms around her and brought her inside.

“It’s gonna be okay.” Carol comforted, and brought her to the couch. When Y/N’s mother died Carol looked after her, took care of her even when she didn’t want it. Carol knew that she would have no one, so Carol became someone to her.

“I’m going to get you some tea, and you’re going to tell me what happened.” Carol said, she wrapped a blanket around y/n before going to the kitchen to get that tea. After it was made, Carol brought it to Y/n and sat with her on the couch.

“Everyone’s out today, you can tell me what happened. Why are you crying?” Carol asked. Y/n rubbed her nose on her own sleeve and wiped her tears before speaking.

“I love Carl, I’m in love with him. But I caught him kissing Enid, I caught them kissing by the wall.” She said quietly, she clutched the tea and drank some. It helped her throat stop burning from all the crying.

“Oh honey, I’m so sorry. I know you liked him, I could tell by the way you look at him. It’s gonna be okay, I’ll help you get over him” Carol hugged Y/n and held her as she cried.

“No, I can’t get over him. I’ve been trying ever since he kissed me at the prison. I can’t forget him, he’s my whole world” y/n cried. Carol pulled her back and stared directly into her eyes.

“Don’t you ever say that. Do you hear me? You never make a man your whole world, you are more than somebody’s lover. The only people you put before yourself is your children” Carol told her sternly. After Ed Carol never wanted to see anyone go through that, and Carol made Ed her whole world. Carol knew all too well what happens when you give up your life to man, how hard it would be to get that life back.

Y/n nodded and apologized about what she said. Before Carol could say anything there was a knock at the door. Carol stood up and went to go get it. A few moments later and Y/n was approached with Ron standing in front of her. Carol went upstairs and left them alone. Y/n wiped her face up and Ron looked like he was crying too.

“I know” he whispered, his voice small and quiet. Ron sat down next to Y/n. He threw his head in his hands and cried into them. He was hurt by this, meaning he did love Enid. The thing between Ron and Y/n was just a fling feeling.

“You loved her Ron, and I loved him. This is betrayal, but we still love them. If you say otherwise you’re lying” y/n said and took a sip of her tea. Ron nodded, not wanting to admit it but he did.

“I know, I want- i want her to be with me again. I don’t want to be heartbroken” he cried, y/n nodded and hugged him.

“No one does” she whispered. They comforted each other and talked until they fell asleep. When they woke up it was the evening and Daryl sat at the table, skinning a bird. He looked over towards them and took the knife out of his mouth.

“Carls lookin’ for ya y/n” he said, then went back to skinning his bird. Y/n nodded and stood up, Ron followed her lead.

“You should probably go” she said and Ron nodded. Y/n showed Ron out and leaned against the door, conflicted on weather she should go see Carl. Y/n went to her room up stairs, the one she shares with Carol. Everyone had roommates and housemates. She laid down on her bed and just went to sleep, too exhausted to eat or even think about anything.

The next morning she woke up to her bed being jumped on. When she opened her eyes she saw Sam trying to wake her. He stopped jumping when he saw her eyes open and awake.

“Y/n! Y/n! Good morning, I missed you” he exclaimed and have y/n a big hug. She hugged back and took him downstairs to get something to eat.

“Sam where’s your mom or Ron?” Y/n asked, Sam looked down and shrugged.

“I don’t know. When I woke up no one was home so I came here.” He said, y/n held his hand and fed him some cereal.

“let’s get you something to eat and then we’ll find your brother okay?” She said, Sam nodded and ate him cereal. Y/n got dressed and took Sam out to look for Ron. She first took him to his house and when no one was home y/n took Sam to the fields. Where she spotted Ron and Enid. They were auguring, it was getting quite heated. Sam let go of y/N’s hand and ran towards his brother.

“Ron! Where were you!?” He yelled and Ron stopped talking to Enid. He gave all his attention to Sam and left Enid there in the middle of their conversation.

“Thanks for taking him to me” Ron said to Y/n then went back home. Y/n nodded and began walking home, but halfway there she was interrupted by Carl. He stopped her near a tree and pulled her to him.

“No, Carl-” she stared but he kissed her. He held her by the waist and kissed her hard, and passionate. Nothing like the first time. She pulled away and shook her head.

“No, you don’t get to just do that, you don’t get to come here and have that work. No it won-” Carl interrupted her again and kissed her again. He hoped that she would be quiet and let him talk. She was taken aback by his second attempt to make up what he did. He pulled away this time and smiled at her.

“Let me talk?” He whispered and y/n nodded.

“Y/n I love you, I was trying to get over you. I swear no matter how hard I tried to get over you, I couldn’t. You always kept me on a leash, pulling me back in love with you everyday. When I saw you with Ron, i got jealous. I’m sorry, forgive me y/n please. I will treat you like a fucking queen, just let me love you forever” he said, y/n felt her heart place itself back together with more than just tape. Y/n kissed Carl rough and passionate, wrapping her arms around his neck. He kissed her back and kept his promise to love her forever.

{oh my, this took me awhile to write but I’m actually really proud of it. It’s long and I put a ton of effort into it so I really hoped you liked it. ~Odd}

I’ve Been Tagged #6

Here’s a few of the fics I’ve been tagged in over the last couple of weeks. Read and enjoy and don’t forget to send some love out to these authors who worked their butts off to get these out to you. 

Dean Winchester x Reader:

I Hate You and I Hate You Part 2 by @torn-and-frayed (Daddy!Dean)

Trust Me? and Trust Me? Part 2 by @sis-tafics

Imagine Dean convincing you your short hair is beautiful by @bringmesomepie56

A Different Deal by @jessica-bones-winchester (demon!Dean)

Off by @katnharper

Imagine an evening cooking with Dean by @bringmesomepie56

Make You Miss Me by @torn-and-frayed

Tomorrow Part 1 and Part 2 by @aprofoundbondwithdean (Damn it, Kale! Or should I say damn it, Sam!)

Sleepless Nights, Nightmares Return, Sleeping in the Impala, and Midnight Talks by @supernatural-jackles

Primum Tempus by @wevegotworktodo

Sam Winchester x Reader:

Cinnamon Skies by @moonlitskinwalker and @skybinx-blog (this is part one of a series)

SPN Hiatus Writing Challenge Week 14 by @samsexualdeancurious (trigger warnings)

Something’s Different by @sunriserose1023 (Soulless!Sam)

Both Winchesters x Reader:

Imagine relieving stress with Sam and Dean after a boring day by @bringmesomepie56


Strange by @waytooinlovewithdeanwinchester (sister fic)


How Can I Love You by @jessica-bones-winchester (link is to part fifteen, which includes links to all parts)

Discovery Corner (new writers or new-to-me writers):

Heavens Yes, Hell No, Purgatory Maybe by @supernaturalyobsessed
    Part 1 - Only the Beginning
    Part 2 - Where Am I?
    Part 3 - Heavens, Yes
    Part 4 - Hell, No    

Business + Pleasure Part 1 by @klaineaholic (Dean x Reader)

Not Supernatural (but oh so good):

One Last Night by @mrs-squirrel-chester (Loki)
Things We Lost
bc i was crying while drawin these two and i needed ppl to suffer with me

ive been workin on a pic for the au theme for phanniemay (obvs ive given away what it is, altho it is not the cover pic for this) and i kept listening to songs that were making it v painful, so i threw most of them together for playlist. never posted a playlist before so i hope its not terrible

Things We Lost in the Fire Bastille // Broken Lifehouse // The World I Know Collective Soul // I’m Still Here Goo Goo Dolls // Trust Me The Fray // To Build a Home The Cinematic Orchestra // Oblivion Bastille // Run Snow Patrol // Not About Angels Birdy // My Love Sia // Black Balloon Goo Goo Dolls // Everything Lifehouse // Time Lapse Lifeline Maria Taylor

to be honest, I don’t trust anyone that hates Clary Fray and Jace Wayland. No, hear me out. Unless you can give me a valid reason that Clary and Jace are the spawn of the devil or Lucifer himself, I see no reason to hate them. And no, the excuse of “they’re so straight and annoying” is not a valid reason. I’m talking about the show, not the books. 

Clary Fray

1. Loses her mother and finds out she’s not who she thought she was her whole life.

2. Finds out her father is the shadowhunter equivalent of Adolph Hitler

3. Has to make a difficult decision for her best friend (and don’t bullshit me and say that if you were in Clary’s shoes, you wouldn’t have done the same thing)

4. She stands up for Izzy when she sees the way Maryse berates and belittles her own daughter.

5. In the midst of missions, she finds a way to thank the people who are helping her find her mother.

6. When Simon is a vampire and says that he guesses he should get used to people treating him like a second class citizen in the shadow world, she tells him that he should never get used to that.

7. When it is revealed that her and Jace, the guys that she was falling for, is her brother, she doesn’t make it all about her, but tries to comfort and assure him that they will make sense of all this, together.

8. When Valentine finds them in Camille’s place, she tries to give up the Book of The White, in exchange that Jace and the rest of them are unharmed, the same book that is only way to wake her mother, the one thing that she has wanted this entire season.

9. When her mother is awaken, instead of yelling at her for thrusting her into this world without warning and lying to her all these years, she finds comfort in having her mom back again.

Jace Wayland/Herondale

1. You can say all you want about Jace breaking rules for Clary, but he did that way before he started having feelings for her. Just like he said to Alec, “she has lost everything, I know exactly how that feels.” So there you go. He sees himself in Clary, and wants to help her.

2. When asked about Izzy’s choice of clothing, he just says “she’s comfortable with her body.” Not once did Jace slut shame her.

3. He doesn’t make decisions for Clary. When he brings up the City of Bones, Izzy and Alec were quick to make their own judgement about Clary going. He turned to her and said “this isn’t our choice, it’s Clary’s decision.” He never treated her like she incapable or a little girl.

4. Jace is not perfect at all. Actually, I think I like him so much, because he’s not perfect. He makes mistakes all the time, and you can’t fault him on that, unless the people who keep saying that he’s a dick, haven’t also made mistakes.

5. He finds out about Alec’s feelings for him, but he doesn’t reveal that he knows, knowing how embarrassed Alec is about it.

6. He pushes Alec out of the way during the Memory Demon scene.

7. He questions Maryse authority when he asks why Izzy having friends in Seelie’s is her fault.

8. When Clary is finding it difficult to make a decision about what to do with Simon, Jace never forces her to think the way he does. He gives her space and a different outlook, by telling her the Falcon story, and then letting her make the choice.

9. Even though he loves Alec, he’s not going to stand back and let him do something that he will regret (possible killing Meliron in the City of Bones). 

10. He also, never forces Izzy to go along with the plan, she did it on her own accord. And, when she’s is blaming herself, he tells her that none of it is her fault.

11. When Michael Wayland comes back (aka Valentine with a shape shifting rune), you can see clear scene of mental/emotional abuse, in their relationship. 

12. He thinks he’s “sicks” for falling for Clary.

13. He sacrifices himself to his father/abuser to protect, Clary, Alec, Izzy, Simon, and Magnus.

14. He thinks himself messed up or somewhat tainted (clear signs of abuse).

So…please. Let me know why Jace is such a horrible/annoying character. I mean, if half of the people that keep complaining about him, actually took half the time to look at his character the way that they look into Magnus and Alec, maybe they would see layers. Also tell me why Clary isn’t allowed to upset, angry, and a little selfish. None of these characters are perfect angels (no pun intended), and that’s okay. But, if you are just watching the show and just hating their bad scenes, and not acknowledging their good sides, then you’re aren’t really watching the show. Sorry not sorry.

anonymous asked:

Hi, I love your edits, especially the steve x natasha ones. Do you have a ficrecs for them?

Thank you for your kind words, nonny! I will make more Steve x Nat gifs soon so stay tune :)

As for fic recs. I used to do a fic rec once but you have to search in my blog but I have a new one for you too. (I didn’t read much right now so I will try my best.)

1.) Beautiful Oblivion by ACeramicGirl

2.) Dressing Up and Other Childish Games by AdamantSteve

3.) I See You Looking  by flipflop_diva

4.) Heart of the Storm Series by thegraytigress

5.) Into Your Arms by AGirlNamedWhiskey

6.) Through the Eyes of the Team by mylifeisloki

7.) Threads, Frayed and Whole by Jaune_Chat

8.) I Trusted You, and You Let Me Down by mylifeisloki

9.) Deep Inside of You by holliswrites

10.) Stevenat Fluffy Sexcapades by steveromanov


Shamelessly Self-promote fics lol

1.) Las Vegas

2.) Maybe I Need You to Save Me

3.) The Only Light in the Darkness

4.) Bad Romance

5.) 365 days with Steve and Natasha

6.) Tiptoeing around the obvious

7.) Take Us Back to the Start

8.) I Belong With You, You Belong With Me

Thank you for asking nonny!
my favorites! on Spotify

there are plenty of songs, I listen in bulks with each artist, but my top songs would be:
- you’re dead wrong / mayday parade
- angels / mayday parade
- woman / the 1975
- stella / all time low
- oh, calamity! / all time low
- why / busted
- one / ed sheeran
- trust me / the fray
- is there somewhere / halsey
- roman holiday / halsey
- all I want / kodaline
- somewhere only we know / keane
- glowing / the script
- science & faith / the script
- ode to sleep / twenty one pilots
- holding onto you / twenty one pilots
- tear in my heart / twenty one pilots

I hope you enjoy if you decide to give it a listen! 💞


01 | trust me - the fray 02 | bulletproof - family force 5 03 | all fall down - onerepublic 04 | blue as your eyes - scouting for girls 05 | i want you to want me - letters to cleo 06 | alive with the glory of love - say anything 07 | gone, gone, gone - phillip phillips 08 | parachute - ingrid micaelson 09 | miles apart - yellowcard 10 | angel with a shotgun - the cab 11 | fight the sky - gavin mikhail 12 | happy ending - mika 13 | that’s what you get - paramore 14 | view from heaven - yellowcard 15 | alive - krewella 16 | if these sheets were states - all time low 17 | honestly - cartel 18 | brighter - paramore 19 | what if - safetysuit 20 | i wanna have your babies - natasha bedingfield

nostalgia 2009. → a tribute to the year I graduated high school. these songs were hot on the pop and alternative charts during that year. :) (listen

(001) whatcha say - jason derulo // (002) just dance - lady gaga // (003) i’m yours - jason mraz // (004) ain’t no rest for the wicked - cage the elephant // (005) i gotta feeling - black eyed peas // (006) halo - beyoncé // (007) love story - taylor swift // (008) sex on fire - kings of leon // (009) tik tok - ke$ha // (010) hotel room service - pitbull // (011) heartless - kanye west // (012) kiss me thru the phone - soulja boy // (013) gives you hell - the all-american rejects // (014) feel good drag - anberlin // (015) dead and gone (feat. justin timberlake) - t.i. // (017) the fear - lily allen // (018) use somebody - kings of leon // (019) blame it (feat. t-pain) - jaime foxx // (020) panic switch - silversun pickups // (021) i know you want me (calle ocho) - pitbull // (022) turnin me on (feat. lil wayne) - keri hilson // (023) down (feat. lil wayne) - jay sean // (024) circus - britney spears // (025) shadow of the day - linkin park // (026) 21 guns - green day // (027) poker face - lady gaga // (028) best i ever had - drake // (029) dog days are over - florence + the machine // (030) my life would suck without you - kelly clarkson // (031) if i were a boy - beyoncé // (032) kids - mgmt // (033) obsessed - mariah carey // (034) hot n cold - katy perry // (035) fireflies - owl city // (036) you found me - the fray // (037) don’t trust me - 3oh!3 // (038) let it rock - kevin rudolph & lil wayne // (039) womanizer - britney spears // (040) new divide - linkin park // (041) fuck you (very much) - lily allen

Films released in 2009: Avatar, Star Trek, Inglorious Basterds, Up, The Hangover, Precious, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, Twilight: New Moon, (500) Days of Summer, and Fast and Furious.

Albums released in 2009: “Lungs” by Florence + the Machine, “It’s Not Me, It’s You” by Lily Allen, “The Fame” by Lady Gaga, “I Dreamed a Dream” by Susan Boyle, “The E.N.D.” by The Black Eyed Peas, “This is It” by Michael Jackson, and “Fearless” by Taylor Swift.

Notable events in 2009:
January 20 – Barack Obama succeeds George W. Bush as the 44th President of the United States, and becomes the first African-American President.
March 4 – The International Criminal Court (ICC) issues an arrest warrant for Sudanese President Omar al-Bashir for war crimes and crimes against humanity in Darfur. Al-Bashir is the first sitting head of state to be indicted by the ICC since its establishment in 2002.
June 1 – Air France Flight 447, en route from Rio de Janeiro, Brazil, to Paris, crashes into the Atlantic Ocean, killing all 228 on board.
June 11 – The outbreak of the H1N1 influenza strain, commonly referred to as “swine flu”, is deemed a global pandemic, becoming the first condition since the Hong Kong flu of 1967–1968 to receive this designation.
June 25 – The death of American entertainer Michael Jackson triggers an outpouring of worldwide grief. Online, reactions to the event cripple several major websites and services, as the abundance of people accessing the web addresses pushes internet traffic to potentially unprecedented and historic levels.
October 1 – Paleontologists announce the discovery of an Ardipithecus ramidus fossil skeleton, deeming it the oldest remains of a human ancestor yet found.

Music is a great way to find out about people so press shuffle on your ipod and jot down the first 20 songs that play. RULES: NO cheating its not fun if you do! Then tag 10 other people!

  1. Living In The Shadows - Billy Talent 
  2. All Black - Good Charlotte
  3. It Is What It Is - Lifehouse
  4. Sing for the Moment - Eminem
  5. Bright Lights - 30 Seconds to Mars
  6. Trust Me - The Fray
  7. If You Were There, Beware - Arctic Monkeys
  8. The River - Imagine Dragons
  9. Some Might Say - Oasis
  10. The Man - Ed Sheeran
  11. Kingdom of Zod - Billy Talent
  12. Escape - 30 Seconds To Mars
  13. One for the Road - Arctic Monkeys
  14. Overjoyed - Bastille
  15. The Mission - 30 Seconds To Mars
  16. M.O.N.E.Y - The 1975 
  17. Sweet Lady - Queen
  18. Try Honesty - Billy Talent 
  19. Every Teardrop is a Waterfall - Coldplay
  20. Falling In - Lifehouse

I was tagged byhigh-palpss

I tag: Anyone who wants to do it. Please let me know if you did this!