the fray trust me

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#pleAse note that this was created at 3:30 in the morning under conditions of sublimated hunger and dehydration :’))

clary fray is a lesbian:

  • heart eyes @ all the girls (and their boobs)
  • gets personally defensive over alec’s sexuality and his right to be himself even though she barely knows him and he doesn’t like her
  • weird obsession with first guy who pursues her (either to mask the Gay™ or because she reads all her feelings for dudes as romantic bc of compulsory heterosexuality)
  • can’t drive

Trust me
Looking for something I’ve never seen
Alone and I’m in between
The place that I’m from and
The place that I’m in
A city I’ve never been
I found a friend or should I say foe
Said there’s a few things you should know
We don’t want you to see
We come and we go
Here today, gone tomorrow

Were only taking turns
Holding this world
It’s how it’s always been
When you’re older, you will understand

If I say who I know it just goes to show
You need me less than I need you
Take it from me
We don’t give sympathy
You can trust me trust nobody
But I said you and me
We don’t have honesty
The things we don’t want to speak
I’ll try to get out but I never will
Traffic is perfectly still

Were only taking turns
Holding this world
It’s how it’s always been
When you’re older you will understand

And again maybe you don’t
And again maybe you won’t

When you’re older
You might understand
When you’re older
You might understand

—  Trust me - The fray
Without You - Part 3

Pairing: Former Tim drake x Reader, Current Jason Todd x Reader.

A/N: I’m on a Jason Todd kick right now, this is the result. Hope y’all like it!

Tagging: @jadedhillon@tim-help@laryssa-the-jedi@just-a-girl-maybe

Part 1 Part 2

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“Who you texting?” You jumped at the sound of Dick’s voice in your ear, having been too preoccupied with your phone to notice him coming. Your best friend’s chin settled on your shoulder, his hands on your arms as he tried to sneak a peek at the screen. “Nobody!” You clutched your phone to your chest, swatting at him. Dick chuckled, backing off with his hands raised in surrender. 

“You could just invite him over for coffee you know,” He raised an eyebrow, smirking knowingly. Instantly you felt your cheeks heat up. “He’s just.. interesting to talk to. We share very similar opinions of Mr Darcy, and are comparing notes. That’s all,” 

Dick sighed, shaking his head exasperatedly and heading into the kitchen. You couldn’t really blame him. You had been talking to Jason an awful lot lately, and you really enjoyed his company but.. But. Then there was Tim. Tim, who, every time you saw him, made you simultaneously want to cry and cling to him just by being in the same room.

 It had been months now, and you thought you were getting over him. You were back in your apartment, had filled the empty spaces he had left with things of your own. But just seeing him across the room at Wayne Manor sent you right back to square one. 

Your phone screen lit up with a new message from Jason then, and you felt a stab of guilt in your chest. Jason had made his interest plain, and been nothing but understanding about the situation with Tim. You had been spending more and more time together just as friends, and he never pushed for more. And if you were honest with yourself, you had come to really like him. 

So much so that, if your feelings for Tim weren’t holding you back, you would say you had a bit of a crush on him. Underneath his tough exterior he was sweet and kind and intelligent, not to mention his dashing good looks.

 Steeling your nerves, you forced yourself to make up your mind. You typed a quick response to what Jason had just said, and then followed it up with an invitation for coffee. You hesitated only a moment before hitting the send button, and then hopped up to get ready for the day. 

~~~

Dick was looking smug as he leaned against the counter, watching you give the kitchen a quick tidy. It wasn’t as if Jason hadn’t visited several times already, but this time felt different. Because this time you had made up your mind that you wanted to be with him. You weren’t going to be held back by the past any longer.

 “Are you going to just stand there and watch me?” You shot Dick a look; you were unable to tolerate his gaze on you right now. It made you feel blatantly transparent, and you didn’t like it. Dick quirked a smile, glancing at the clock. “Actually I was thinking I should be going, I have a shift at the station tonight,”

 “You’re not staying?” You didn’t know how you felt about that. You had assumed Dick would be there when you invited Jason over, had counted on him to tide over the conversation until you managed to calm your frayed nerves. “You’ll be fine sweetheart, trust me,” He threw you a wink and you blushed again, looking away. 

Dick pulled you into a tight hug before he left, giving you some comfort before he left you alone to face your fears. You were trying to distract yourself by rearranging your bookshelf when the doorbell rang. Your heart leaped in your throat and you hurried to let Jason in. 

As soon as you saw him all of your nervousness melted away. He gave you his signature lopsided smile, holding up a brown paper bag. “I brought books and muffins,” You groaned dramatically, stepping back to allow him in. “Why are you so perfect?” He shot you a playful grin, shrugging as he walked over to place his stuff on the table. “Guess I just can’t help it doll,” You laughed, closing the door and going to make the coffee. 

~~~

Pretty soon the two of you were seated on the sofa, books littering the floor around you and two steaming mugs of coffee on the table. The rain was beating down hard on the roof overhead now, but you were both so absorbed in conversation that you hardly noticed.

 You loved watching Jason talk, especially if it was about something he was confident in, like books. The way he leaned towards you slightly when he spoke, gesturing animatedly with his hands, the way his eyes lit up when you said something he found interesting, nodding enthusiastically. It was a side to him that you doubted many got to see, and you felt privileged to be one of them. 

Jason was leaning over a book, scanning for a quote he wanted to show you. There was no helping the way your eyes lingered on his face, the soft white hair that fell across his eyes, his furrowed eyebrows, his sharp jawline, the curve of his lips. Butterflies took root in your stomach, and your breath caught. 

You only realized that you were leaning in when Jason looked up, his face only inches from yours. His eyes widened fractionally in surprise, and then darkened. Your hand settled on his thigh. Your noses brushed. For a moment there was nothing but the sound of the rain, your mingled breathing. You weren’t sure who moved first, but suddenly your lips were pressed together, and you were kissing. 

At first it was slow, tentative, but then the kiss deepened and you fell into each other. Jason’s hands were at your waist, steadying you, yours were tangled in his dark hair. When you finally separated it wasn’t by much, your foreheads pressed together and your noses touching. “You want this?” Jason was the first to speak, his voice low. “Yeah.. I really like you Jason,” you admitted, and it was easier like this, pressed so close that he couldn’t see you blush. Jason pressed his lips to yours again, and you could feel him smiling into the kiss. “I like you too sweetheart,” he chuckled fondly when you parted, pulling you into his arms.

 ~~~

You spent the rest of the evening curled up against Jason’s side, the blankets pulled close around you, a movie playing on the television (although you were too wrapped up in each other to pay much attention). 

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“Trust me, Simon is a really nice guy,” Clary whispered into your ear, pushing you towards him. You stumbled slightly as you looked at the ground. 

Finally, you lifted your gaze towards the boy. “Hi, I’m Simon,” He introduced himself.

“Uh,” You looked towards Clary as she smirked while walking away, “I’m Y/n.”

The Unknowns: Four

Originally posted by hunterchesters

Originally posted by hunterchesters

This is a continuation for The Unknowns.  Which was a one shot and is now a long ass Prologue.  Part One.  Part Two. Part Three.

Dean x Psychic!reader

Teaser/Summary: An AU sparked from a songfic challenge, The Unknowns is based on Season One Episode Nine, Dean met reader in Lawrence as a child and they created an unbreakable bond. At the end of The Unknowns, reader decided to stick with her boys because she felt something coming but she holds secrets; one she holds close to her heart and a few that she doesn’t even really know yet.

Word count: 4926

Lines borrowed from season one episode fourteen, “Nightmare” in Bold.

A/n: THANK YOU for all the amazing feedback!! <3



The drive felt claustrophobic which was a first that I could remember and it was all my fault. Dean didn’t seem mad or anything other than amused the few times I caught his eye but this was one conversation that I couldn’t get out of my head. The fact that it happened in my mind, our minds, didn’t seem to weigh as heavy as what I thought he might want to talk about.

We need to talk.

Dean and I never had a relationship where that was really something that was said. Was it ever said in real life like that? That’s the thing in shows and movies that’s either something serious like ‘your mom and I are getting a divorce’ or some stupid made up teen drama like ‘I think we need some space, it’s not you, it’s me’.

So what the hell did dean need to talk about that couldn’t happen right then? He basically admitted that he wanted that sentence to be just between us, he had tried to talk to me without speaking and it actually worked. It didn’t last for long and I wonder how much of that was also my fault since I’ve been stressing about the damn thing for hours.

The first hour of the drive, Sam and I had searched through the newspapers he grabbed at the airport, we found nothing in our wheelhouse. We grabbed more at each stop and went through the same with the same results but at least, the reading kept my mind occupied. Now there was nothing but baby’s hum, those four words, and dean’s glances in the rear view mirror.

I wondered if he was trying to have a conversation and realized I hadn’t felt anything while we were in the car. It wasn’t exactly new, sometimes it was just second nature for the block or filter to automatically go up when I got into a car but if Dean could feel that, it wouldn’t bode well. But we’d spent a full nine hours on the road with stops and no real destination and he’d acted completely fine the whole time.

Keep reading

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Complicated

Some songs I believe go well with it:
Goner - twenty one pilots
Trust me - the fray

She stood at the brink of numbness. Her heart slowed down, her breath fell quiet, her body became calm. She closed her eyes and pictured it, pictured the scenario in front of her. A man comes up to her, attempts to attacks her. She’s alone and it’s her against him, nothing in between. Everything seems hopeless for her, until she fights back. He’s confident in himself because he’s bigger, she knows her skills and is not intimidated. The scenario seemed so life like, so real.

A hand was placed on her shoulder, she immediately took it and bent it opposite direction it would usually go. She now has full control over him. She no longer seemed hopeless.

“Ow, ow, ow, Y/N let go!” He cried out in pain. Y/N’s eyes snapped open, she let go and was brought back into reality. She gasp at how much pain he was in. Y/N ran to his aid.

“Carl, I’m sorry. I was out of it, I didn’t mean to hurt you!” She continued to apologize for her actions. He shook his head.

“It’s okay. We were practicing, I should’ve expected to get hurt” he chuckled and it lighten the mood. Y/N nodded but proceeded to rub his wrist, attempting to make it feel better.

“You don’t need to do that” he whispered, his voice was low and confused. She looked up at him, her eyes full of life and kindness. She had no intention of anything, unlike himself. Carl began to feel nervous and started to contemplate his decisions.

“Do what, I’m helping?” She whispered back, unaware at how close she really was. He gulped as the internal battle continued in his head. They were young, no older than 13. Both attracted to the other, but too shy and awkward to do anything about it, until now. Carl was worried about what would happen if he did, if is dad would catch them in the cell, if she wouldn’t want to be his friend anymore. He wondered if it was worth the risk. She have him a confused look.

“Carl?” She questioned, noticing his discomfort and nervousness. He didn’t think this time, he decided that it was worth it. Carl leaned forward slowly, warning her he was gonna kiss her and giving her a chance to stop him if she didn’t want to. When their lips met it was electricity for the both of them. He was soft and gently with the way he moved his lips, very slow. Y/N began to slowly move her lips with his. They were both very new to this, they were each other’s first kiss. Carl didn’t know what to do with his hands, where to put them. Y/N was just as inexperienced, she kept her hand on his wrist and the other holding herself up on the cell floor. Their rhythm was off and not in sync with one another. It was slobbery and wet after a few minute and it became more passionate, but still gentle.

“Carl! Y/N! What in the?” Ricks voice boomed in and they pulled away quickly. Their cheeks became red and they subtly wiped their mouths from saliva. Carl stood up and his face had gotten hard.

“Dad! I- uh- it won’t happen again. Swear” Carl said, he sounded professional and full of regret. Rick nodded and walked away, giving both of them an warning look. Y/N looked down, now regretful too. She felt bad that she got him in trouble, and that he obviously regretted it. She stood up as well.

“I’m gonna go” she says, her voice small and hurt. She walks out of the cell. Carl was about to go after her but felt it was useless. He sat down on his bunk and put his head in his hands. The very things he was worried about happening, happened.

Over the months they had gotten their friendship back to normal, never talking about that day. They both decided that the other only wanted to he friends, and they left it like that. They both threw their feelings for the other aside and settled for friends.

After everything that had happened to the group, finding shelter was sign. A sign that hope was amongst them, god was looking over them. Y/N believed in things like that, god and religion. Carl didn’t, he became very negative and hateful towards the world. Y/N and Carl had grown up a lot, they’ve changed from the kids they used to be. They were still close, but not as close as they were at the prison. Carl had grown distant, and Y/N harden. After her mothers death, y/n became cold and no longer kind. They barely talked anymore. They still had feeling for each other, but they ran away from that.

Alexandria was a great place it had food, shelter, education. It was a chance at living again. Living as human beings, not animals. Y/N walked through the town, getting a good mental map of it. She didn’t bother to shower or change her clothes yet. She walked down a street with houses on both sides of it. A few kids ran around here and there, but barely any people lived in the town. Y/N held the empty holster, searching for phantom gun. Everyone had turn in their weapons. Her face rested in a cold state, people stared at her. She payed no attention to them. Her eyes wondered around. It was so nice, she wish she had gotten here earlier, before her mother died, before she broke inside. Maybe then she would still be alive inside, and not dead.

“Hey, you look lost?” A voice asked from behind. Her body tensed as she turned around. It was a young boy, looked a little younger than her by a two or three years. He had red hair and pale skin with freckles on his nose. He smiled at her, his green eyes full of joy and happiness. They were alive, and kind. Her body relaxed and her face smiled a bit.

“Just checking out the town” she said, trying to sound as nice as possible. Her voice came off awkward and uncertain. His face lit up with excitement.

“You’re the new people, from outside! Im sam, my brother was talking about you guys, I think one your people is hanging out with them. Come on, I’ll show you!” His mouth ran with excitement. He grabbed my hand and pulled me towards a house. His little feet ran and I fast walked to keep up with him. When he opened the door to his house, I saw no one on the first floor.

“Mommy doing laundry, they’re upstairs” he said and took me up the stairs and down a hall. Sam pushed opened the door to what seemed like his brothers room. The sound of video games increased and Sam dragged Y/N inside. Y/N spotted Carl instantly, their eyes met for a moment and then looked away from each other.

“Look, Ron I made a new friend. Shes one of the new peoples” Sam said excitedly. A boy, Ron, turned around and looked at us. He got up and pushed Y/N away from Sam.

“Sam! You don’t know her, you can’t assume everyone’s your friend.” He warned. Ron’s face looked at Y/N like a threat. Carl stood up and came to her defense.

“She’s not a threat, I know her better than anyone. Y/N wouldn’t hurt a kid” he said, placing a hand on Ron’s chest. Ron seemed to have trusted Carl just enough to believe him.

“But Ron she is!” Sam whined.

“That’s right, I am. I wouldn’t hurt a friend” Y/N said. Ron sat back down and Y/N looked around the room. It was a mess of video games, clothes, and magazines. It was Carl, Ron, a girl, and another boy. The other boy and Ron were playing video games, the girl sat on the top of the bed and watched, and Carl looked at the magazines. Sam sat down on the bed and Y/N leaned against the wall watching them all.

In the next hour, they talked and introduced themselves. They asked Y/N and Carl questions about them, and the outside. Generic questions, nothing too personal. Except Sam, Sam liked to ask questioned that were personal. Ron would tell him that it was rude to ask those kinda of questions and it would be dropped. Sam was little though and didn’t know better. Y/N mainly watched Sam, he rolled around on the bed and begged Ron to let him play. He never did. Y/N subconsciously kept glancing over at Carl, she felt herself hopelessly admire his new clean look. Freshly showered and new clothes, it was a good look on him. Ron and Sam’s mother came in and told everyone it was time to go, then left the room. Everyone left the room and walked towards the door. Ron stopped Y/N before she left the room.

“Hey, I’m sorry about being rude earlier.” He apologized, he gave her a friendly smile and she tried her best to smile back.

“It’s fine, he’s your brother. I understand.” She said, her voice was quiet and soft.

“Thank. If you need anything just let me know, Y/N” he smirked, and left the room. She followed him out and left the house, but said goodbye to Sam first. As she walked down the street again to the group house, Carl walked along side her.

“What was he talking to you about?” He asked, his voice was angry and hostile. Just like Ron before. Y/N got cold again. She was trying to push her feelings for Carl aside, she couldn’t do that and be his friend. She had to cut him off completely.

“None of your business. Why would you want to know anyway?” She asked him, raising an eyebrow. He became defensive.

“He has a girlfriend” Carl warned.

“Not gonna stop you, is it?” She teased him. Carl didn’t see that coming and backed off. He knew what she meant by that, and didn’t think she would actually say something like that. He wasn’t like that, he told himself.

Y/N laid there that night thinking back on that day with Carl. That day they kissed, it was heartbreaking to her. She wanted that moment back, when everything was okay. She felt silent tears run down her cheek. Y/N wanted Carl to be hers, but she didn’t want her heart to get broken again.

The next morning she took a shower, and got dressed in new clothes. She felt clean and fresh. Still didn’t feel human, and still couldn’t wash the blood off her hands, but at least she looked human. The day was filled with daily duties and it continued for a few months. It was a daily routine, but Y/N got one day off every week.

Y/N walked to the open field area every Saturday morning. She sat in the grass and just enjoyed the peace and quiet. Y/N looked up and saw Ron at his window, he seemed to have just gotten up. He yawned and looked out the window. His eyes met Y/N’s and he smiled, she smiled back at him and threw a friendly wave. He moved away from the window and was out of sight.

They had became quite friendly over the past month, they talked and shared stories, like Y/N and Carl used to. Y/N let her guard down, and Ron did too. They opened up to each other and became best friends, almost more than friends.

She sat there breathing in the fresh air and occasionally played with the grass. Y/N looked up when she hear running, Ron jogged over towards her. His face was flushed and he slid down next to her. He laid beside her and tried to catch his breath.

“Did you run a marathon?” Y/n asked, looking at her heaving body. He chuckled and shook his head.

“No, I ran 100 meters just to talk to you” he winked and she laughed.

“Oh, I’m so flattered. A boys never ran for me” she gloated sarcastically. They both laughed and then it died down. The joking was over and it was just them in silence. Ron sat up and got face to face with Y/N. The air became filled with tension. Ron leaned in slightly, Y/N but her finger on his lips. She knew he was going to kiss her, but she kept what Carl said in her head.

“Don’t you have a girlfriend?” She asked. His face dropped in realization, and pulled away. It was no longer a potential friendship, it was potential betrayal.

“I’m sorry, I-I don’t know what came over me. I guess- I guess I fell for you” he said breathlessly, it seemed like Ron had just realized how strong his feelings were for her there. Y/N shook her head.

“Ron decide what you want, because you can’t have both.” Y/n said, she stood up and left the field. Her arms wrapped around her shoulders, closing herself up. She didn’t want to be involved with cheating, it was wrong and she wouldn’t do it. Y/n would be lying if she said she didn’t like Ron back, but Y/n couldn’t replace Carl with him. She could try but Carl had a hold over her, one he didn’t even know he had. She was hopelessly in love with him. Y/n couldn’t hide it anymore, she had to admit it to herself, to Carl.

Y/n began to run, she ran as fast as she could to Carls house. It was time she told him how she felt, weather he still felt that way or not. It was time, she couldn’t run away from her feelings anymore. Her feet started hurt but she ignored it, she kept going until she made it to the house. Y/n knocked on the door. Rick opened it.

“Is Carl here?” She asked breathless, he shook his head.

“Sorry, he went by the walls about an hour ago.” Rick said, and Y/n nodded and started running for the walls. She kept running no matter how much it hurt. People looked at her to see where she was going, she appeared strange to them.

When she got to the walls she stopped. Y/n looked around to see where Carl would be at, but he didn’t seemed to he anywhere until they climbed over the wall. Carl and Enid, Ron’s girlfriend, they made their way over the wall and back into the community. Y/N’s face scrunched up in confusion on to why they were out there. Carl lightly grabbed Enid’s hand and leaned down, he kissed her. Y/n felt her heart break, her face went pale and her body numb. Her heart literally ached with pain as she witnessed the only boy she’s ever loved kissing another girl. Tears ran down her face and off her cheeks. Y/n ran to them, angry and hurt. She acted on impulse now.

“He has a girlfriend!” She screamed, walking right up to them. They pulled away and looked at her with shock. Carls face went white and embarrassed that he was caught.

“Isn’t that what you told me?! Aren’t you one to be the hypocrite. To think that I love you! To think I ran all this way to tell you, that I love you, that I’m in love with you! How could you!?” She screamed at the top of her lungs, tears rushing down her face. He became more sympathetic and now really regretful, because he love her too. Carl liked Enid, but he couldn’t lie to himself and say he didn’t love Y/N more.

“Y/n-” he tried to explain, but she didn’t want to hear it.

“No! No! I’m done Carl, I can’t anymore” she said quietly and walked away from them. The pain was transferred to Carl, he felt like he did in that cell years ago. Except this time he didn’t let her go, this time he went after her, he fought for her.

Y/N walked home, tears running down her face violently. Her arms wrapped around herself protectively and she thought about it all. It was all so overwhelming. When she arrived at the house door, Carol noticed her broke down state. Carol wrapped her arms around her and brought her inside.

“It’s gonna be okay.” Carol comforted, and brought her to the couch. When Y/N’s mother died Carol looked after her, took care of her even when she didn’t want it. Carol knew that she would have no one, so Carol became someone to her.

“I’m going to get you some tea, and you’re going to tell me what happened.” Carol said, she wrapped a blanket around y/n before going to the kitchen to get that tea. After it was made, Carol brought it to Y/n and sat with her on the couch.

“Everyone’s out today, you can tell me what happened. Why are you crying?” Carol asked. Y/n rubbed her nose on her own sleeve and wiped her tears before speaking.

“I love Carl, I’m in love with him. But I caught him kissing Enid, I caught them kissing by the wall.” She said quietly, she clutched the tea and drank some. It helped her throat stop burning from all the crying.

“Oh honey, I’m so sorry. I know you liked him, I could tell by the way you look at him. It’s gonna be okay, I’ll help you get over him” Carol hugged Y/n and held her as she cried.

“No, I can’t get over him. I’ve been trying ever since he kissed me at the prison. I can’t forget him, he’s my whole world” y/n cried. Carol pulled her back and stared directly into her eyes.

“Don’t you ever say that. Do you hear me? You never make a man your whole world, you are more than somebody’s lover. The only people you put before yourself is your children” Carol told her sternly. After Ed Carol never wanted to see anyone go through that, and Carol made Ed her whole world. Carol knew all too well what happens when you give up your life to man, how hard it would be to get that life back.

Y/n nodded and apologized about what she said. Before Carol could say anything there was a knock at the door. Carol stood up and went to go get it. A few moments later and Y/n was approached with Ron standing in front of her. Carol went upstairs and left them alone. Y/n wiped her face up and Ron looked like he was crying too.

“I know” he whispered, his voice small and quiet. Ron sat down next to Y/n. He threw his head in his hands and cried into them. He was hurt by this, meaning he did love Enid. The thing between Ron and Y/n was just a fling feeling.

“You loved her Ron, and I loved him. This is betrayal, but we still love them. If you say otherwise you’re lying” y/n said and took a sip of her tea. Ron nodded, not wanting to admit it but he did.

“I know, I want- i want her to be with me again. I don’t want to be heartbroken” he cried, y/n nodded and hugged him.

“No one does” she whispered. They comforted each other and talked until they fell asleep. When they woke up it was the evening and Daryl sat at the table, skinning a bird. He looked over towards them and took the knife out of his mouth.

“Carls lookin’ for ya y/n” he said, then went back to skinning his bird. Y/n nodded and stood up, Ron followed her lead.

“You should probably go” she said and Ron nodded. Y/n showed Ron out and leaned against the door, conflicted on weather she should go see Carl. Y/n went to her room up stairs, the one she shares with Carol. Everyone had roommates and housemates. She laid down on her bed and just went to sleep, too exhausted to eat or even think about anything.

The next morning she woke up to her bed being jumped on. When she opened her eyes she saw Sam trying to wake her. He stopped jumping when he saw her eyes open and awake.

“Y/n! Y/n! Good morning, I missed you” he exclaimed and have y/n a big hug. She hugged back and took him downstairs to get something to eat.

“Sam where’s your mom or Ron?” Y/n asked, Sam looked down and shrugged.

“I don’t know. When I woke up no one was home so I came here.” He said, y/n held his hand and fed him some cereal.

“let’s get you something to eat and then we’ll find your brother okay?” She said, Sam nodded and ate him cereal. Y/n got dressed and took Sam out to look for Ron. She first took him to his house and when no one was home y/n took Sam to the fields. Where she spotted Ron and Enid. They were auguring, it was getting quite heated. Sam let go of y/N’s hand and ran towards his brother.

“Ron! Where were you!?” He yelled and Ron stopped talking to Enid. He gave all his attention to Sam and left Enid there in the middle of their conversation.

“Thanks for taking him to me” Ron said to Y/n then went back home. Y/n nodded and began walking home, but halfway there she was interrupted by Carl. He stopped her near a tree and pulled her to him.

“No, Carl-” she stared but he kissed her. He held her by the waist and kissed her hard, and passionate. Nothing like the first time. She pulled away and shook her head.

“No, you don’t get to just do that, you don’t get to come here and have that work. No it won-” Carl interrupted her again and kissed her again. He hoped that she would be quiet and let him talk. She was taken aback by his second attempt to make up what he did. He pulled away this time and smiled at her.

“Let me talk?” He whispered and y/n nodded.

“Y/n I love you, I was trying to get over you. I swear no matter how hard I tried to get over you, I couldn’t. You always kept me on a leash, pulling me back in love with you everyday. When I saw you with Ron, i got jealous. I’m sorry, forgive me y/n please. I will treat you like a fucking queen, just let me love you forever” he said, y/n felt her heart place itself back together with more than just tape. Y/n kissed Carl rough and passionate, wrapping her arms around his neck. He kissed her back and kept his promise to love her forever.

{oh my, this took me awhile to write but I’m actually really proud of it. It’s long and I put a ton of effort into it so I really hoped you liked it. ~Odd}

nostalgia 2009. → a tribute to the year I graduated high school. these songs were hot on the pop and alternative charts during that year. :) (listen

(001) whatcha say - jason derulo // (002) just dance - lady gaga // (003) i’m yours - jason mraz // (004) ain’t no rest for the wicked - cage the elephant // (005) i gotta feeling - black eyed peas // (006) halo - beyoncé // (007) love story - taylor swift // (008) sex on fire - kings of leon // (009) tik tok - ke$ha // (010) hotel room service - pitbull // (011) heartless - kanye west // (012) kiss me thru the phone - soulja boy // (013) gives you hell - the all-american rejects // (014) feel good drag - anberlin // (015) dead and gone (feat. justin timberlake) - t.i. // (017) the fear - lily allen // (018) use somebody - kings of leon // (019) blame it (feat. t-pain) - jaime foxx // (020) panic switch - silversun pickups // (021) i know you want me (calle ocho) - pitbull // (022) turnin me on (feat. lil wayne) - keri hilson // (023) down (feat. lil wayne) - jay sean // (024) circus - britney spears // (025) shadow of the day - linkin park // (026) 21 guns - green day // (027) poker face - lady gaga // (028) best i ever had - drake // (029) dog days are over - florence + the machine // (030) my life would suck without you - kelly clarkson // (031) if i were a boy - beyoncé // (032) kids - mgmt // (033) obsessed - mariah carey // (034) hot n cold - katy perry // (035) fireflies - owl city // (036) you found me - the fray // (037) don’t trust me - 3oh!3 // (038) let it rock - kevin rudolph & lil wayne // (039) womanizer - britney spears // (040) new divide - linkin park // (041) fuck you (very much) - lily allen

Films released in 2009: Avatar, Star Trek, Inglorious Basterds, Up, The Hangover, Precious, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, Twilight: New Moon, (500) Days of Summer, and Fast and Furious.

Albums released in 2009: “Lungs” by Florence + the Machine, “It’s Not Me, It’s You” by Lily Allen, “The Fame” by Lady Gaga, “I Dreamed a Dream” by Susan Boyle, “The E.N.D.” by The Black Eyed Peas, “This is It” by Michael Jackson, and “Fearless” by Taylor Swift.

Notable events in 2009:
January 20 – Barack Obama succeeds George W. Bush as the 44th President of the United States, and becomes the first African-American President.
March 4 – The International Criminal Court (ICC) issues an arrest warrant for Sudanese President Omar al-Bashir for war crimes and crimes against humanity in Darfur. Al-Bashir is the first sitting head of state to be indicted by the ICC since its establishment in 2002.
June 1 – Air France Flight 447, en route from Rio de Janeiro, Brazil, to Paris, crashes into the Atlantic Ocean, killing all 228 on board.
June 11 – The outbreak of the H1N1 influenza strain, commonly referred to as “swine flu”, is deemed a global pandemic, becoming the first condition since the Hong Kong flu of 1967–1968 to receive this designation.
June 25 – The death of American entertainer Michael Jackson triggers an outpouring of worldwide grief. Online, reactions to the event cripple several major websites and services, as the abundance of people accessing the web addresses pushes internet traffic to potentially unprecedented and historic levels.
October 1 – Paleontologists announce the discovery of an Ardipithecus ramidus fossil skeleton, deeming it the oldest remains of a human ancestor yet found.

well, don't worry too much. you've got me on your side. [Listen]

righteous vassel: a Kida Masaomi fanmix. upsettingly 2005, spoilers through the end of the novels. 

tracklist: 

sins of my youth - neon trees // I can get back up now - you, me, and everyone we know // bulls in brooklyn - the academy is… // good ol’ fashion nightmare - matt and kim // giving up the gun - vampire weekend // teen idle - marina & the diamonds // bloody shirt (bastille remix) - to kill a king // water and power - cold war kids // trust me - the fray 

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bc i was crying while drawin these two and i needed ppl to suffer with me

ive been workin on a pic for the au theme for phanniemay (obvs ive given away what it is, altho it is not the cover pic for this) and i kept listening to songs that were making it v painful, so i threw most of them together for playlist. never posted a playlist before so i hope its not terrible

Things We Lost in the Fire Bastille // Broken Lifehouse // The World I Know Collective Soul // I’m Still Here Goo Goo Dolls // Trust Me The Fray // To Build a Home The Cinematic Orchestra // Oblivion Bastille // Run Snow Patrol // Not About Angels Birdy // My Love Sia // Black Balloon Goo Goo Dolls // Everything Lifehouse // Time Lapse Lifeline Maria Taylor

compromised »  (kŏm′prə-mīz′d) - to expose or make liable, often to danger, suspicion, or disrepute. (listen)

01. Assassin - John Mayer | 02. Broken Arrow - The Script | 03. No Light, No Light - Florence + the Machine | 04. Things We Lost to the Fire - Bastille | 05. Trust Me - The Fray | 06. Run - Daughter | 07. Buzzcut Season - Lorde | 08. I’m Yours - The Script | 09. Gravity - Sara Bareilles | 10. A Beautiful Mess - Jason Mraz | 11. Edge of Desire - John Mayer | 12. Soon We’ll Be Found - Sia | 13. I Will Follow You Into the Dark - Death Cab for Cutie 

a clintasha fanmix.