the first one is the one that gets to me the most tbh

anonymous asked:

Can you recommend me some of your favorite Clexa fanfics? With lots of angst and rated: mature

should i assume rated: mature means it has sex in it.

k so you’re gonna start by reading everything by my girl ray @onemilliongoldstars on ao3. my absolute f a v o r i t e fic that i’d die a thousand times for is Come Morning Light and it’s p angst heavy in the first few chapters. let the flames begin is angst fucking central in the most recent chapters like damn just fuck me up. Pas de Deux is rated: explicit and I don’t think it’s at lots of angst y e t i’m 2 chapters behind because i’m a fake hoe sorry ray) but I’m p sure it’s gonna get there dw. 

anything by possibilist tbh tho none of them are super explicit if i remember right. and some are lovely and fluffy but a lot of the canon-based ones have a mix of flluff and sadness.

You’ve probably read She because it’s been rec’d to the moon and back lately but it’s rlly good. honestly a lot of it is so incredibly SOFT but like it has its angsty moments esp with Clarke ;___; poor bby

they take their shots but we’re bulletproof is one of my faves; post s2. for some reason I come back to this one a lot esp now that I’m highkey in denial over s3.

uhhhhh there are a few others I know that have fairly strong angst but they’re not rated M or E, so??? like I have at least two absolute faves that haven’t hit M rating so. 

Also I’m telling you I read so little fic…………….. I need to read more, and I also have some that probably meet both of these requirements in my history but that I haven’t read in like a yeeeaaaar and I wanna go back and reread. also I’m very picky about what I read, RIP. 

Summer of 2016

This summer has never been but depressing. I started it being depressed and ended up still depressed.

I started studying seriously for the mockboard last February. I took the first one in March and ended up failing. I retook it last May 20th and I failed again. I studied my ass off for it. Sacrificed sleeping for it. Intoxicated my body with caffeine for it. I don’t know why I still failed tbh. Especially on the latest one. I thought I could make it. I felt like I could finally make it but I ended up needing 6 points to pass. I’m crying. It just tears me apart. I’m trying my best not to breakdown again because it doesn’t give me any good but whenever I go to any social media, I see my friends and get envious that they’ll be able to continue being BSA students in the same school. It makes me look down on myself and lose some confidence when I actually need to be strong the most. I actually thought I’ve accepted it until Ken and Monica sent some messages in our group chat. Until Teo tweeted that he passed.

Anyway, I immediately processed my papers for transfer and it kept me busy for days. I’ll be transferring to the University of Mindanao with the same course, BS in Accountancy. The enrollment’s going on and I’m worried that I will be under loaded this sem. My papers will be released on the 8th at most and it’s still freaking far and the staff in UM said that I can’t be temporarily enrolled unless I have the good moral at least.


Nothing is going right. I’m trying to be okay but life just keeps on giving me reasons not to be. I don’t know anymore. I actually thought I hit rock bottom but I guess I’m still at the surface. I just fear that I’ll get tired of fighting. I’m human, too. And I have a heart made of cotton candy acting like a rock.

I’ve been tagged by @lord-of-the-hedgehogs!

Rules: Tag 10 people you want to know better (so pretty much everyone who follows me then)

Countries I’ve lived in: just the united states! 

Favourite fandom: oh lord, most of the fandoms that i’ve been in have been pretty damn toxic tbh, especially the larger ones. most of the smaller ones have been pretty cool though. As it is, I really like the rooster teeth, star wars, and uncharted fandoms!

Languages you speak: english! I’ve taken some spanish classes, but that was years ago and i remember just enough to be absolutely confused when listening to people speaking spanish

Favourite film of 2015: The Force Awakens, but Mad Max comes in at a close second and Kingsman in a very close third.

Last article you read:  Downed WWII bomber found in the Pacific 72 years later

Shuffle your song library and put the first 3 song titles here: Cake by the Ocean by DNCE, Demons by Imagine Dragons, and My Medicine by The Pretty Reckless

Last thing you bough online?: My bridesmaid dress (which fit, surprisingly)

Last person you dreamed of: Real or fictional? In terms of real people, i had a dream about some of my friends and I playing a game called werewolf,but that was because i just got back from playing it. But last night i had a dream about both Rafe and Hux, but i cannot for the life of me remember what happened in it

Any recurring dream: Not in a while, but i used to get recurring nightmares all the damn time. I do occasionally have a dream where i’m sleeping through all of my classes, but none of them are classes that I’m taking???? It’s only when i get super stressed, though.

Any phobias or fears: Needles and open water. The needles thing has kind of faded as i’ve gotten older, but the open water one just keeps growing it seems

How would your friends describe you: i have no idea. hopefully something like quiet but really cool when she opens up to you???? they’d definitely describe me as a fucking loser nerd tho (and they’d be right)

How would your enemies describe you: annoying and mean and absolutely unable to make conversation for the life of her (accurate)

Would you take a bullet for someone: I honestly have no idea. I may for a few, specific people, but idk really

If you had money to spare, what would you buy first: Probably a car for my grandpa, his has been having issues lately. Either that or overwatch, because lord knows i was addicted to the beta

I tag @iamthewinterassassin, @ariatlaok, @orchidacity, @huxslut, @masterrkenobi, and anyone else that wants to do it!

Thank you for tagging me @no-thankx, I guess I am not doing any revision today either

Name: Preslava

Nickname: Slavka, Pretzel, Pirez and Lava are the most common ones 

Gender: Female

Star Sign: Libra

Height: 1.64?

Sexual Orientation: I would say straight but am I really? nobody knows

Hogwarts House: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Time Right Now: 2:07 pm

Average Hours Of Sleep: 7-8

Fav Fictional Characters: Oh, ahm, Elektra Natchios, Tiny Cooper, I am terrible at this, Crowley, Isabelle Lightwood, maybe Thor, these are the first ones that popped into my head tbh

Fav Band or Artist: top

Dream Trip: anywhere would do

Dream Job: graphic designer or perhaps something to do with science? I don’t really know to be honest 

Current Amount of Followers: 276

When did this blog reach it’s peak: hahaha, next question

Why Did You Decide To Get A Tumblr: my friend @no-thankx told me I should get one so here I am 

Do You Get Asks On A Daily Basis: me getting asks? lol no

Why Did You Choose Your URL: because I love this song and it presents my endless love towards top

Relationship Status: single

Pets: unfortunately, I don’t have any anymore

Coke or Pepsi: not a fan of either

Text or Call: definitely text

City or Country: depends how I feel really, I like both just at different times

Last Song I Listened To: Olympic Ayres - Control

Countries I’ve Lived In: Bulgaria & England

Fave Fandom: supernatural perhaps? I don’t really know 

Fave Film of 2015: I don’t really watch films, sorry >.< still haven’t watched tfa lol

Last Thing You Bought Online: plane tickets it was technically my mum who bought them but I was there too and I helped 

Last Person You Dreamed Of: I don’t really dream lately, I can’t remember

Any Recurring Dreams: no, not really

Any Phobias/Fears: rejection

How Would Your Friends Describe You: I don’t really know but I bet that some of them would say I am too kind

How Would Your Enemies Describe You: bad, idk

If You Had Money To Spare: I would go to concerts and visit my friends in Bulgaria more often, also adventures

I tag @geryi, @bulgarian-rose-93, @bubzila-gem, @inflightt, @the-fault-in-our-alphabet, @solis-occasum. @spaceandbeyond, @crazysexywild69 you don’t have to do it but I’ll be glad to see your answers <3

sims3lovefan1 asked:

Hi I really love your Sims 3 series how did you come up with it and what made you want to do one? How did you improved so quickly? Any advice to beginner making a series

Hi lovely! Thanks so much for watching my series! The series was based on a story I wrote back in my middle school days years ago. I’d always wanted to do a series because I watched others and loved them, but never felt like I could make one. Then I just decided to take a shot and try. 

Idk how I improved tbh. Well actually, custom content helps A LOT. And it’s honestly a must when it comes to filming (to me). Back when I first started MTS, I was just learning how to download cc, and most of it came from ts3 exchange. But the more you film and get the hang of it, the more you improve. I also had friends that gave me tips and whatnot.

Lol I’m not good with advice, but I guess some advice I would give is to just keep trying. No matter how shitty it is to you. Because you WILL improve and learn things. I would also play with animations and see which ones will be most useful to you (if you don’t know how to get access to them, just ask c:). I can’t think of anything else at the moment, but you’re always welcome in my inbox if you’re curious about anything ♥

scuderia--ferrari asked:

1, 2, 5, 6, 7, 8, 17, 19, 20, 23, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32 ps stop procrastinating I love you

You ask me to stop procrastinating… by asking me to procrastinate further… :’)

1. How did you get into F1 first? Blame my parents. They’re both F1 fans, so I grew up with it on a lot and never really questioned it to be honest. Although i was always quite a casual fan and only really became a proper fan a couple of years ago.

2. How long do you watch F1? Do you remember the first race you’ve watched? Like I said before, I’ve been watching it pretty much all my life, but the first race I can really clearly remember watching is Brazil 2008.

5. Favourite track(s)? I don’t have one…

6. Favourite team principal? Again I don’t have one…

7. Least favourite driver(s)? Yeah I’m not answering this because I don’t want to get hate…

8. Least favourite team? I don’t have one? Like there are some I support more than others, but there aren’t any I actively dislike

17. Which GP would you like to visit and why? Idk, all of them? I couldn’t pick one…

19. Your opinion on female drivers/the idea of female racing series? I’m all for female drivers tbh, but I’m not really sure about a female racing series, and that’s because I feel like it wouldn’t be taken seriously.

20. What do you think about your F1 commentator(s)? Most of the time I have to watch with Sky commentary and it does my head in to be honest. I much prefer Channel 4, and I used to love the BBC commentary.

23. Describe how do you watch F1? At home or somewhere else, with family, friends or alone? Any special pre-race rituals? Since I’ve been at uni I’ve watched it holed up in my room on my laptop, but when I’m at home I’ll watch it on the TV, sometimes I’ll watch it by myself and sometimes I’ll have family there, but either way I make it clear the TV is mine for the afternoon :’). I’ve tried to get my friends to watch it but with no success so far… I haven’t got any special pre-race rituals though.

28. Let’s imagine that you are a F1 driver (in any era). Which team would you like to drive for and whom would you like to see as your teammate? Do you see yourself as a world champion? Honestly I have no idea, maybe driving at Ferrari with Schumi? That would be pretty cool, I wouldn’t stand a chance against him but it would be fun trying I guess. And considering I can’t even drive around a roundabout successfully, I can’t really imagine myself winning a race, let alone a championship :’)

29. Do you have any suggestions how to make F1 more interesting and popular? Well to make it more popular it needs to be a lot cheaper and more accessible for the fans. I don’t know how I’d go about that but yeah that needs doing. As for making it more interesting I’m not sure either, well I think the racing needs to be closer but I’m not sure what else…

30. Do you know what musical composition is playing while drivers are spraying the champagne? /for music lovers ;P/ I know it’s called March of the Toreadors but I’m not sure who composed it…

31. Your top-3 of the sexiest F1 drivers from all the time? This was so hard to pick but I think I’ll go with Carlos Sainz jr, Nico Hulkenberg, and Fernando Alonso

32. Whom would you cheer for (in current F1) if not for your most favourite driver? I have no idea, I cheer for so many as it is

xtherbarnes asked:

*throws my url at*

send in a url and you’ll get my opinion || accepting

my opinion on;

character in general: rebecca barnes , my daughter who i raised tbh … so smol, so good, could definitely kick steve’s ass but she WOULDN’T (for the most part l m a o) and that’s why i love her
how they play them: ok . listen . bee took an otherwise pretty flat/side character and turned her into a fuckin masterpiece to the point where i forget that her interpretation isn’t the canon ???? i love this becca and at this point she’s just . part of steve

the mun: mama badger bee is so wonderful tbh like ?? a sweetheart ?? deserves all the good things in the world ?? even if she makes me cry bc angst ?? like literally … bee’s one of the first people to follow me and one of the first friends i’ve made in the marvel indie community and i’m #thankful for it tbh

do i;

follow them: yes ofc omg
rp with them: yes !!! and i have . so many feelings
want to rp with them: ofc i do !! all the threads tbh
ship their character with mine: well we’ve talked along the lines but honestly . i’d b down for it

what is my;

overall opinion:

**Note: Mun’s answer are all to be completely honest. Don’t send url if you don’t want brutal honesty.

anonymous asked:

Sweet cutie skin cupcake

sweet- what’s your favorite type of candy

!! Most sour candies tbh, bUT I ALSO RLLY LOVE WERTHERS ORIGINAL CARAMELS THEYRE SO SWEET N GOOD I CRI

cutie- what’s your favorite orange thing

orange is the color i draw becca in does that count
bUt seriously uh
hmm
Cheetos probably?????
Idk man i really like crunchy cheetos those are good man

skin- do you want any tattoos

yE S S S 
 Y  E S  SS
I WANT A MANY TATTOOS IM JUST AFRAID ID CRY GETTING ONE BC ITD HURT BUT IDC I JUST RLLY WANT TATTOOS
I’ve decided the first one I will get tho, no matter what, is a semicolon somewhere on my wrist i think

cupcake- cookies, pie, ice cream or cake

@god: y r u making me choose
but nah forreal uhhh??
ice cream probably? I’ve been wanting ice cream a lot lately but it might be just bc summer is basically here and it gets very hot in KY during summer

of-poison-and-justice asked:

Every time you post an ic for ooc about nutella, I get more and more concerned for your health. But tbh I would probably do the same if my family still bought nutella so I'm not one to say anything really. ~Modthorne

Oh most of those posts I make are hella exaggerated. I have one jug that’ll last me a long while depending on how much I crave chocolate or if there’s anything to eat in the house. Even if I have two jugs with me, I don’t open the second one until the first one is literally licked clean… Though I do have Nutella everyday for breakfast.

Also I don’t even know how my own health is but fuck it I could care less because worth it and no I will not rethink my standards.

drumroll please!! 

I FINALLY WATCHED THE TWO CAPTAIN AMERICA MOVIES, and they were great! I am fully in love with Chris Evans/Steve Rodgers. I know. I’m like, 4 years late to the party. Whatever. 

I’ve seen the first Avengers film (like everyone else on the planet), and like half of one Iron Man movie (blech?? he’s a rich billionaire playboy with lots of Man Pain, so he was never gonna resonate w/ me tbh, I’M SORRY). Of course, I’m a big fan of Jessica Jones and Daredevil. Besides Age of Ultron, do I have to watch any more of the MCU to get Captain America: Civil War? I’m open to watching the Thor films, but Tumblr’s overwhelming fetish for Tom Hiddleston and his overly-greased black wig has kind of soured me on the prospect. On the other hand, I think Kat Dennings is one of the most attractive women I’ve ever seen. It’s a tossup. 

(and I know I should watch Agent Carter and Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. and Bruce Banner has seemed eminently likable anytime he’s hanging around but consider this WHY IS THIS UNIVERSE SO DAMN BIG I’M GONNA HAVE TO DEVOTE HALF OF LIFE TO BEING ABLE TO APPRECIATE CHRIS EVANS’S SHOULDERS IN 3D WITH SOME PEACE OF MIND)

flxbber asked:

Mari and philip

Send me a ❤ and a ship and I’ll answer these questions about them.

@flxbber

Dating:

  • Where was their first official date?  Probably at a cute little diner somewhere.
  • What is their favorite date location?  THE BEACH.
  • How many dates before their first kiss?  I feel like they kissed before they actually went on a date.
  • Who asked who out first?  Phillip probably tried to ask Mari, but lost his nerve, so Mari helpfully asked him out instead.
  • How many dates before they considered each other a couple?  None because tbh they were already basically married by the point they started going on actual dates.

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im gonna get to my inbox in a bit, but first… let me show you my greatest childhood fear. this shit SCARED me as a child please tell me i’m not the only one who was scared of this as a kid (and still am to be quite honest. im probably gonna have nightmares tonight tbh)

I think being a phonophobic like myself (scared of loud noises) might be why, because really, I can’t tell if its the music that blares immediately after the screen goes black and then this appears, or the guy’s voice… either way this still scares me to this day. Not nearly as bad but it still unsettles me greatly.

anonymous asked:

18, 29, 34, 35, 37, 43 Might be a lot of questions but I love your answers. Have fun. (^3^)

Haha thank you!!!
This is going to be long so get ready!!!

18: Most traumatic experience.
Can’t choose between two.
The first one was when I was 5. I was visiting my grandma on the countryside and I was riding around with my bike. There we’re two young men who saw me and started calling me a nigger and made fun of my hair. I did my best not to cry or anything but I was never so scared. Tbh I still sometimes get random panic attacks when I wear my hair in a fro.

The other one was seeing my grandfather at the verge of death. He had a brain tumor and that shit is unforgiving. He litteraly vanished before our eyes it was so scary.

29:A reason I’ve lied to a friend.
Told her I liked her boyfriend. He’s super boring but she’s happy with him so I don’t want to destroy that.

34: What I find attractive in a woman.
I like confident women. Women who are so sure of themselves they scare everyone. Women that know what they want but are very gentle at the same time. I’m kind of sure I find that attractive because that’s how I want to be.

35: What I find attractive in a man.
Honesty. Men that are very grounded in who they are and who are very honest about it.
That’s not very clear maybe but yeah, someone who’s not afraid to admit he thinks differently but also someone that’s not afraid to admit he’s wrong.
Basically someone who’s honest to himself.

37: One of my insecurities.
Well physically, my nose. I’m getting over it though.
My biggest insecurity is that I’m scared I’m too distant. Because I need a lot of time for myself I’m scared I’ll never find someone who’ll understand that. Especially since I also need a lot of love at the same time.

43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately.
John Boyega

Thaaaaankss 😘😘😘

anonymous asked:

mystery room!

Ooo! Also for this meme: [link] and thank you!

  • the character i least understand

 Gloria Blaise in case 003

  • interactions i enjoyed the most

Honestly? Everything with Potty Prof.  Also Alfendi in case 009 once the reveals and spoilers start coming out.

  • the character who scares me the most

I literally threw my phone on my bed and jumped back when Other Alfendi first showed up

  • the character who is mostly like me

Um… idk again, ahah…..

  • hottest looks character

Honestly? Diane.  Evil but so so so gorgeous

  • one thing i dislike about my fave character

I just want Al to be happy dammit

  • one thing i like about my hated character

A fucking “how to brainwash” book??? What is this ridiculousness ??? Such a nerd tbh

  • a quote or scene that haunts me

“Listen to you two, yapping like dogs. Am I going to have to cut out your tongues to get you to shut up?”

  • a death that left me indifferent

I’m kinda more interested 

  • a character i wish died but didn’t

Uh the same character as “hated character” above

  • my ship that never sailed

I ship nothing in this tbh.

anonymous asked:

❤ Mute!Corvo

Another silly ship meme
Send me a ❤ and a ship and I’ll answer these questions about them.

@lxrdprxtectxr

DATING:

  • Where was their first official date?

I’m sure it was just a little dinner type deal 

  • What is their favorite date location?

Anywhere Corvo won’t be recognized XD

  • How many dates before their first kiss?

A fair amount. I think it would take some buildup before Thunder even dare kiss him

  • Who asked who out first?

I wanna say Thunder, but?? Idk Corvo could have too

  • How many dates before they considered each other a couple?

First or second date. They wouldn’t have gone out if they didn’t want to be a couple

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anonymous asked:

whats your favorite placements in your chart?(:

by far i love my capricorn placement.without it,id just be a big emotional mess in all my water placements tbh haha dont get me wrong,i love being a pisces and all my selfless,kind,creative etc. stuff i got going on thats dominant in my personality but my capricorn keeps me so motivated on my goals and it gives me the push to have a high standard for all aspects of my life. i recently found out i have aquarius and aries prevalent too which i kinda like cus it makes me stubborn and it makes more sense to me now how i come off as unemotional to some at first apperances and how im able to keep personal things to myself and only like one or two other people. i love my pisces venus though..not going to lie. i love that im one of the most romantic of the signs :)

asinum-foramen asked:

📝

Send a 📝 and I’ll introduce you to one of my OCs!

Get ready for the super old art |D under the cut because this post got rather long

I shall introduce you to Erebus!

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