the first and the last anyone

and it hurts, it hurts how you broke me and i keep telling everyone i’m okay, it hurts how you didn’t care and i kept believing you did, it hurts how i keep telling myself i’m over you yet you’re my first and last thought, it hurts how you’re messing around with others and i can’t talk to anyone else without comparing them to you because it’s you and you and it will always be you.
Conclusion: Manhell destroyed Supergirl in every sense

Karolsen: thrown to garbage first thing after Momo’s arrival

Kara: just to prop his ass, Kara lost her personality completely, around him. She was saying all the girl power things one moment and the next she was taking them back. 

She was emotionally manipulated, emotionally abused, chocked, yelled at, disrespected, told she was selfish, diminished in every chance. The powerful woman, became a whinny brat after a while, every single mentoring Cat has given to her, flew out of the window, her maturity dropped to dangerous lows. 

The finale also proved to be the worst of episodes for Kara’s character. 

1. The world was ending and she had a sex dream (most out of character all through season, she didn’t dream of her family, she didn’t dream of her friends, nor the world’s doom, not of Krypton, NOTHING, she just had a sex dream. Dreams are supposed to be a reflection of the most impactful moments of the last hours/days, because it helps the brain to process situations and make decisions. So basically the writers told us that the most impactful moment of Kara, during world’s doom, was being in bed with her useless boyfriend). When she was under the Black Mercy, she dreamt of Krypton, and later explained why she didn’t dream of her friends and family on Earth instead, but I guess getting the D solved all her emotional trauma and baggage, way to go with feminism right? (/sarcasm)

2. Being doubted yet again, by mongoose, and she doesn’t get to stand up for herself, she simply stood there being mansplained by Superman, and mansplaining was the only way for the useless dude to step back. 

3. Her talk with Superman, she mentioned her friends, her family, and the world, as packed categories, It was not Alex, and Kal, it was not J’onn, Winn and James, it was not the people of National City, those who have supported her, they were all unnamed and categorized, but she mentioned Monosclirosis, by his name and alone, at the end to emphasize how much more he meant than anyone else, is her sister important to her anymore? Guess Danvers Sisters ended the moment salMonElla infected her Kryptonian blood cells.

4. Instead of taking Alex as her support at the fight, she took the useless frat boy, in what AU Alex would let her sister go without her, in what AU Kara would not ask her sister to go with her! 

5. The fact that she had to tell him to go help the people, and not him telling her something like “I trust you with this, I’m going down there to help” (which would actually be fucking heroic), she had for the nth time to play babysitter for yawn-hell.

6. The “I don’t kill” policy of Supergirl, it has become vague.

7. Kara giving the necklace to fuck-hell, the one thing she had from her mother, the one thing that last season she asked Alex to keep it safe for her until she is back, and Alex gave it back the moment her sister was safe. 

8. Saying that man-pain has made her happy…erasing an entire season, of her being frustrated with him, about his lying ass, his disrespect of her and her wishes, and everything in between. 

9. The first time she fell in love? So she forgot, her being jealous of Lucy because she would be jealous of anyone James loved.   

Literally every character in the show was dumped down to prop the fuckboy.

Most notably Alex freaking Danvers, a literal genius, couldn’t figure out her father had a bionic arm, emotions doesn’t cloud your Doctor skills, not to mentions a trained agent who can trick a lie detector, couldn’t even follow normal protocol and have her father checked properly. 

Same with J’onn in the same episode, the freaking director of the DEO had to be told by Man-elaria how to do his job which he didn’t do in the end. And all of that because he had to be in every fucking episode and behind every fucking storyline. 

Every single character was sidelined for his manpain, and supposed hero journey. 

James went to war and never came back, Alex’s screentime dropped as much as to have literal 10 seconds of screentime in one of the epsiodes, Alex the freaking Co-lead of s1. J’onn dropped dramatically, though that was also partly because of his Hank screen time. I wont even try to talk about Maggie, did she even existed? She could have been part of SO MANY PLOTS but nope they had to prop the useless piece of Daxam dirt. 

M’gann, though a guest, she could have been SO MUCH, such a true hero. Again sacrificed because there was no time for anyone but Wrong-hell.

Every single character used to convince Kara and the audience of what a good guy he is.

Alex being the MOST OOC of all pushing Kara into accepting a relationship with him. 

J’onn accepting Bor-el’s stupid ideas as correct and following through. 

fucking Superman: you much be a great guy if Kara dates you.

James: throwing shade one time, then the next saying that he is a fun guy. 

Winn befriending him, only to explain to him everything that Kara was trying to say all along but the personification of privileged asshole, wouldn’t accept until another guy told him.  

At least my child Maggie was so done with his bullshit.

Also the Piss of Daxam, had blatantly whitesplain to both James and Maggie.

And last but no least, and maybe the most important of all

screen time…because of how much he got (and let me tell you it was A LOT) characters like James and Maggie suffered the most. 

Results, a season unwatchable, a complete erasure of what was season one. And actors being demoted to guests from regulars because of the lack of screentime the network was willing to give them.

Kara suffered

Karolsen ended

James suffered 

Alex and J’onn barely used 

Maggie demoted 

sanvers suffering 

actual plot non-existent 

Manhell destroyed Supergirl, and if he is going to come back and take all the screentime again, I doubt s3 will be watchable. 

Song tag by @dreambot -   Epik High - 또 싸워 (We Fight Ourselves) (Feat. Younha)

RULES: shuffle your playlist and make a sim based of the first song that comes on, however you want.

I wanted to go out of my comfort zone of editing and it kinda worked! Plus now I want to start a challenge with this bb without a name. EDIT: @oatspice & I called her Natalia Eva (Last name still has to be chosen though haha)

I was tagged by the amazing @kotiij, thank you ♥. I don’t remember if anyone already did this..but I tag: @winterbjorn | @simwithsparkles | @stardust-sims & @oatspice ! Have fun guys ♥.

My friend and I played ouija last night for the first time. We used a piece of notebook paper and a quarter, and started asking if anyone was in the room. We both barely had one finger on the quarter. It slowly went to yes and then the more we played, the quicker and easier it seemed to move along. We mostly got a lot of gibberish, but it seemed like a very friendly spirit anyways. After a while of talking, we said we have to say goodbye and it moved to goodbye on its own.

We played again earlier today and we had a VERY friendly, chatty spirit. She told us her initials were CD, and that she was 14 and born in 1978. The planchette moved way faster and this spirit seemed very eager to talk to us. She told us her favorite color was yellow and that she liked to bake for fun. Whenever it was time to say goodbye it kept moving to yes, goodbye, yes, goodbye, yes, goodbye, multiple times before we finally assumed she was telling us it was okay to take our fingers off the game.

Thanks for your positive Ouija board story @dirty-little-hearts ! If you have one, feel free to submit it!

supercorp wedding headcanons

1. Lena is the one to propose and she goes to Alex to ask for her permission before she goes to anyone else. Alex tries to give her a stern look at first but the smile on her face betrays her. 

2. Lena gets her an engagement ring with an aquamarine stone. When Kara asks her about it later, Lena says, “Aquamarine symbolizes courage and strength and that’s what I want our marriage to be. I want to be your strength as you are mine.”

3. Lena plans an elaborate engagement idea but it all falls flat last minute because there is an alien attack. She decides to re-schedule but when Kara comes back home that night, tired and sad, and slips underneath their blanket, immediately seeking out Lena’s warmth, she just asks her right there. It’s not the words she wanted to use. No one is on their knees. They are just holding on to each other and Lena can feel the way Kara smiles against her neck when she says “yes.”

4. They decide to have a small wedding but Kara watches as Lena grows quiet when they start their invite cards. Lena turns to her when she feels Kara’s concerned eyes on her and says, “I just wish I had a family, who would be happy for me.” And Kara takes her hand in hers and kisses Lena’s palm softly and says, “You do. You always do. Every single one of these people-” and she points at the cards addressed to Eliza, Winn, James, etc “are your family too. And they always will be." 

5. Winn ends up walking Lena to the altar. He decided that he’d have to be the one to give his science buddy away and Lena only cried about this for five days. 

6. Cat Grant pulls Lena aside a couple weeks before the ceremony and says, "I like you Lena Luthor. I have always admired your work and your strength. I didn’t think there’d ever be anyone worthy of Kara Danvers but I am willing to retract this statement now.” Lena tears up at this slightly, before Cat pokes her in the shoulder and goes, “I will also ruin you if you dare to hurt her.”

7. Eliza cries throughout the entire ceremony and when she goes to Lena’s room to help her with her dress beforehand, she just hugs her for 10 minutes, constantly whispering, “I’m glad it’s you, I’m so glad it’s you. And I am so glad to call you family, sweetheart.”

8. The flowers they pick out for the center pieces are plumerias. 

9. When Kara and Lena share their first dance as a married couple, Kara begins to levitate without either one of them noticing. The only thing that matters is that they are in each other’s arms.

10. When night falls and the guests are starting to filter out, Kara wraps her arms around Lena and whispers, "Who would have thought we’d end up here after that first interview.”
“I know,” Lena whispers back and then adds, even more quietly. “Who would have thought, a Luthor and a Super falling in love.”

anonymous asked:

is the new ikon v app freezing for you? cuz its freezing for me and a lot of people :(

The first one didn’t work at all it has a really bad connection :/ but the boys said they knew about it and will come back later. They did so but I don’t think the second broadcast will be uploaded bcs of the cursing so if anyone finds the second vapp broadcast pls let me know I want to download it 😭

toxotescrotus  asked:

Because of your last post, imagine forced-mute golden boy gavin (from trauma like having his tongue cut out) and deaf vagabond ryan bonding because they're the only two in the crew that can converse completely in sign language (obviously the rest of the crew can speak ASL, but there's a special bond between them for it)

aww i can def see this happening. they hold some new bond, especially if like ryan is the always the first one there to help him when he is first recovering. (and man that recovery would take long and not necessarily from the wounds). and gav slowly learns to get much faster with his asl than he was before and soon ryan and gav are constantly having silent conversations the others have a hard time keeping up with

anonymous asked:

Have u thought any more about that spy beacon au that was v cool

yes i have because god a kara who didn’t grow up feeling like she was the last daughter of krypton, the last kryptonian, who could hug someone as hard as she wanted and not have them die–and i completely get where eliza was coming from by making kara hide so much. kara and alex didnt know the circumstances around jeremiah’s death but eliza did, eliza was a single mom raising a traumatized and essentially special needs and if anyone found out about either they would kill her like they killed her husband except they would experiment on her first and put her through the worst type of torture–yeah, i can see how eliza would get even more ‘you need to hide your powers a lot, plus you intellect’–alex is the daughter of two world renowned scientists. but for a girl to come out of nowhere that they adopted, who was a genius by kryptonian standards, turning things on its head?

and this time, with astra there to help her, to tell her i have your back (and to tell that to eliza as well)–to help her grow and remember krypton. (to maybe fend off the deo or clark’s enemies if they ever come for kara)

or hell, even someone to wake her up from nightmares–do you know how many injuries alex probably has from this?

just. someone to be there for her that knows so much about what she’s feeling–and for astra not to be consumed by hate for an additional 10 years

(and god–someone to teach kara strategy, how to fight, war, so much earlier than just alex at the deo bc u just know that as a kid High General Astra In-Ze taught her beloved niece something of fighting)

ask me anything

Post your last selfie along with 10 facts about yourself. Tag 10 other people to keep it going!

Thank you to the sweet @tomato-x-ramen for tagging me. You’re absolutely fabulous.

So, for some unknow reason, I’m gonna make this unnecessarily detailed.

1.) My favorite color is orange. So the first car I bought was/is orange. It’s one of the crappiest cars in existence, but I had to own because it was orange.

2.) I’m a homebody, but also really like social gatherings. The problem is I will literally sit my house for a month straight and be happy and then have to be forced out, but then once I’m out I never want to be home so I will schedule myself 1000 things to do outside of the house to not be home. Then the cycle repeats.

3.) Sometimes, when I go through stages of heavy anxiety, I do really stupid things and don’t understand why I do. For example, the other day I bought some string cheese cause it makes me happy. Then I forgot to put it in the fridge, so it was left out overnight. So the next day I was having panic attacks and wanted my string cheese, I decided to eat it after it was left out and immediately regretted my decision. See? Stupid.

4.) I read a lot. Like a lot. So much to the point often times I sleep deprive myself just so I can read more.

5.) Foxes are my favorite animals. That may explain why I adore Kurama to the fullest, because he’s a fox and even when he was “bad,” he did no wrong in my eyes.

6.) I am quite the savage. Like don’t get me wrong, I like to think I’m super nice at least 50% of the time. But trigger my temper, and I’m gonna go “Naruto-when-someone-shit-talks-Sasuke” on yah.

7.) EDM (Electronic Dance Music) is life. I love to dance. I love to rave. I love to feel the bass coursing through my veins.

8.) I love to chat and relate to others. Like tell me your life story so I can know you and I’ll be your friend forever .

9.) I say really weird stuff that’s supposed to come off funny. I fail at that. Often.

10.) Between getting my dog and starting this blog last year, my life just feels 10x better than it was. I love my dog & I love all the people I met because of this Fandom.

Y'all don’t have to do this, and I’m trying to to get who hasn’t played yet, but I tag: @9essence, @blurryfaceimagines, @darkonesdagger7437, @it-started-over-sasunaru, @iwantmyname-sagu, @someone-who-is-there, @solochely, @lilium-sns, @kerosenestars, @rei-scarlet

Announcement

Hey everyone! I have a couple of things to say: first of all, the next chapter of The Future Looks Good will be posted sometime today. Also, that will be the second to last chapter. I’ll be posting the last chapter (the epilogue) next week probably. HOWEVER, the epilogue won’t be the end of TFLG. I’ll be posting random oneshots over the summer that will follow the lives of everyone from TFLG and what they’ll face later on (Rowaelin babies, anyone? Sam+Nehemia smooches?) As a sidenote, I’m just about to hit 650 followers. WOW. When I first created a tumblr and started writing, I never thought this would happen. Thank you guys so much, seriously, you’re the best ❤️

and it hurts, it hurts how you broke me and i keep telling everyone i’m okay, it hurts how you didn’t care and i kept believing you did, it hurts how i keep telling myself i’m over you yet you’re my first and last thought, it hurts how you’re messing around with others and i can’t talk to anyone else without comparing them to you because it’s you and you and it will always be you.
—  softserein, lucky ones?

Slytherin x Hufflepuff

- first of all, the slytherin

- the biggest social outcast ever

- that “end of second semester” mood, but all the time

- and the hufflepuff would be the happiest little jelly bean

- they’re the last people anyone expected to get together

- it takes a little time but eventually ppl are so used to it they would actually die if they ever broke up

- slytherin always acts so tough but they cry around hufflepuff

- and hufflepuff is so protective of their slytherin like an angry little hedgehog

- they’re always together, hufflepuff dragging slytherin’s ass to parties and quidditch matches

- “it’ll be fun!”

- “no”

- “please?” *puppy eyes*

- *giving up* “fuck you”

- pillow fights

- eating ice cream and hufflepuff getting a brain freeze and looking so adorable slytherin can feel them self falling for them

- slytherin dropping things on purpose just so they check out hufflepuff

- and hufflepuff knows it

- “[slytherin], I want to take our relationship to the next level”

- “um..”

- “I want to raise a house plant with you!”

- just the most pure, cute relationship ever that no one understands but everyone is jealous of

"I had to be more than just a brother, I had to be a father. And I had to be a mother..."

“I was the only one who could stop him from crying by climbing into his crib, even when I was too scared and upset to talk.

I was the one who changed his diapers, and bathed him when Dad was just a shell.

I was the one who walked him to kindergarten on my way to school.

I was the one who made sure he had a lunch to eat, even if it was just a snack. And even if it meant I went hungry.

I was the one who patched up every cut and scraped knee. I was the one who wiped up every tear, and carried him back to the motel via piggyback.

I was the one who told him stories at bedtime, even if I couldn’t fully make out the words myself.

I was the one who helped him learn how to read and write.

I was the one who cooked for him when Dad would take off for days at a time.

I was the one who shared a bed with him after he’d have nightmares. I was the one who held him close and told him that nothing was ever gonna’ happen to him after Dad’s response was to give him a ‘45.

I was the one who stole Christmas presents from the nice house down the street just so Sammy wouldn’t wake up and think that Santa had forgotten him. Again. And I was the one who had to tell him Santa wasn’t real.

I was also the one who told him that monsters were real.

I was the one who rode him to the ER on my handlebars after he jumped from the roof and broke his arm.

I was the one who took care of him when he’d get sick.

I was the one who made sure he had clothes that actually fit him after each of his twelve-billion growth spurts. And I was the one who comforted him after the endless bullying he’d receive at school because those clothes had come from the thrift store.

I was the one who stood up for him every time someone picked on him in school.

I was the one who stole textbooks for him so that he wouldn’t fall behind.

I was the one who had to work an ungodly amount of hours at the garage to earn enough money so we could eat when Dad would spend weeks gone in our teens.

I was the one who scraped together the money for Sammy to go on every field trip his school put on so that he wouldn’t miss out, even if it meant not going on my own and losing class credits.

I was the one who watched him fall deeper and deeper into an ugly pit during his teens when he barely had the motivation to get himself out of bed. I was the one who had to remove meds or anything sharp from the motel, just in case. I was the one who sat awake by his bed every night during that period, panicked that my little brother was going to do something stupid.

I was the one who bought him his first laptop, and the look of pure disbelief and unadulterated adoration was worth every hour of overtime I’d done for the last three months.

I was the one who dropped him off at Stanford after Dad told him not to bother coming back and kicked him to the curb.

And I was the one who spent three years living in constant fear because my little brother was at Stanford all alone.

I did all of that, without anyone having to tell me to. So you look me in the eye, and you tell me if that was fair?”

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The Melody You Never Heard - bananasandboots

Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson | Alternate Universe, Enemies to Lovers, Camping | 30k

It’s one last adventure. One last chance to be young and carefree. One final weekend before they take up their internships, their corporate positions, before they enter the real world, fresh out of university. Niall’s his best mate. Liam’s been there for him since they were lost, little freshmen, trying to find their ways through an overwhelming first year. Harry can’t disappoint them, even if it means enduring four days with Louis.

Louis, who he does share a history with, a history he’s never told anyone about, not even Niall, a history he hasn’t brought up in three years because it’s stupid and embarrassing and confusing.

Or, the one where Harry gets roped into a four-day camping trip with the boy who kissed him and never called back.

Somewhere out there were multiple exy fans who watched Neil get a backliner off his ass by ducking at the last minute and forcing the kid to collide head first into plexiglass and went, “Him. He’s my favorite” 

But like, i can’t really be the only one that considers “The Fortuneteller“ the second (or third)* most anti-kataang episode of the show?

(*Number one is without a doubt “The Ember Island Players“, number two or three, depending on my mood is “The Southern Raiders”)

Like, it’s an episode that dedicates 22 minutes and 43 seconds of it’s 22 minute and 59 second run-time to showing the audience how Aang’s crush is jut that: a crush.

It isn’t even subtle about it:

Her name is Meng, which is phonetically nearly identical to Aang, AS THE SHOW ACTUALLY TAKES TIME TO POINT OUT TO YOU (“That rhymes with Meng!“) and she’s two years younger then the object of her affection.

THIS IS NOT A SUBTLE PARALLEL PEOPLE

Like, it all but rubs in our faces how it’s superficial:

(It even plays the same music.)

Then it has them using the same technique in an attempt to flirt:

Meng: “Hey, Aang. Don’t you think that cloud looks like a flower?”

Aang: “Hey, Katara, don’t you think that cloud look like a flower?”

And getting dismissed.

Then the object of their affections shows complete and utter disinterest:

(Because, they aren’t actually interested at all.)

And so on.

And then this happens:

Meng: “You don’t like me, do you?”
Aang: “Of course I like you.“
Meng: “But not the way I like you.”
Aang: “Oh, I guess not.”
Meng: “It’s okay. It’s just really hard when you like someone, but they don’t think of you that way.”

Aang: “I know what you mean.”
Meng: “She’s beautiful, by the way.”
Aang: “Huh?”
Meng: “That Water Tribe girl. I can see why you like her so much. She’s sweet, she’s a bender and her hair seems so manageable.”

Aang: “Don’t worry. You’re going to meet a great guy who’s going to completely fall for you. I know it.”

And it’s just… such a GOOD and PURE scene? and such a good message to send to children? “You don’t like me the way i like you and, while it’s hard for me, that’s okay.“ What a wonderful thing to put in a children’s cartoon! Especially considering that we live in a world where “first-love-is-forever” is the norm.

I thought that those 16 seconds where Katara actually seems to consider him in a romantic light were there just so that they could milk the will-they-won’t-they for all it’s worth. I thought that there was just no way anyone could spend all that time telling one story, sending one message only to completely disregard it in the end. (aaand looooooool @mini-me what a fool i was, chakra opening rock anyone?)

Like, honestly, the first time i watched this episode I was completely convinced that this scene was foreshadowing the ultimate resolution of Aang’s crush on Katara: Aang realising that it’s one-sided and displaying emotional maturity and self-awareness. And giving his blessing for Katara to pursue other people.

Instead, the poor boy regresses completely, forces a kiss on her and is then rewarded for it by the narrative.