No but life was easier when he used and objectified women. When he had the ability to snap HIS fingers and give a woman a room full of flowers and fancy dresses to “woo” her. And things like that and fancy trips to other planets always worked for him. But now he can’t. Now all he has to offer is Mon el, and just Mon el has never been good enough…but then it seemed like it was until the guy he used to be showed up and suddenly he was the one being told to leave–being sent away. Mon el was not good enough. And he is scared. So scared because he has something worth it and he is, in his mind, losing it. And so in his fear and self doubt, he forgets that Kara is not a person to be impressed by those material things and power. So he does something stupid, just trying to put it all back together and make sense of all these new emotions. But then the thing he feared happens. He loses her–romantically and as a partner. And his world shatters. And he knows he only has himself to blame.
Do you have any guess on when the next chapter will be up? I'm vibrating out of my skin in anticipation