the depts

Stepping Down

Hello everyone, Mod O here.
I am not sure how many of you follow my tumblr or have already seen my post there, but I need to announce it here.
I am stepping down as a mod and participant of the Shance Big Bang. I love Shance and I do love writing and drawing. However right now I can do neither of those things.
I have been spiralling into a mental break down for the past three months, I could feel myself falling from all the sudden intense stress various things offline caused. At the beginning of April for various reasons it began getting much worse much faster and I reached a point where I had to go to A&E majors dept for mental crisis.
After that something else happened and I am at the lowest point of my life right now. I am in and out of doctors appointments and hospital emergency visits. I have had to be hooked up to ecg machines for prolonged (24 hours without a break) panic attacks with palpitations. High blood pressure and tachycardia.
So really, I cannot give the big bang the time and effort that it deserves and will be absent from social media for a while. I’m very sorry. I hope everyone has an amazing time and I can’t wait to see all the awesome content that results from your collaborations.
Mod A is still here, though he has a lot on his plate too, however new Mods will be appointed to help out.
Continue to spread positivity and love within our little corner of the fandom, everyone, and I wish you all well! ❤️