the cup song that is

i was tagged by @madcapace thank you!!!! ♥︎

rules: copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours, when you are done tag up to ten people and also tag the person who tagged you. 

A- Age: 20

B- Biggest fear : having to deal with my dysfunctional brain forever and never being able to be balanced and build healthy relationships

C- Current time: 6:12 pm

D- Drink you last had: Herbal tea

E- Every day starts with: a cup of coffee, emptying the dishwasher, studying

F- Favourite song: at the moment, shine on you crazy diamond and life on mars 

G- Ghosts are they real: i don’t think they are real as we imagine them but i like to think the dead are not lost to us

I- In love with: pink floyd and a professor from my university that loves pink floyd

K- Killed someone: i killed a lot of bugs and feel bad about it sometimes

L- Last time you cried: last friday but i feel like i’m about to burst into tears right now

M- Middle name: i don’t have one

N- Number of siblings: 1 older brother

O- One wish: I wish i was better in general 

P- Person you last called/texted: a friend 

Q- Questions you are always asked: nobody asks me questions anymore and when they do they don’t really care about the answer

R- Reasons to smile: i’m going to visit naples and pompeii next month

S- Song last sang: Money

T- Time you woke up: 8am 

U- Underwear colour: white

V- Vacation destination: i am going to visit my brother in amsterdam in july, hopefully from there i can find a cheap flight to go to london at the pink floyd exhibit, and then in november i am going to visit a friend in brazil 

W- Worst habit: being a fucking idiot

X- X-Rays you’ve had: stomach, teeth, head

Y- Your favourite food: kebab

Z- Zodiac sign: sagittarius 

i tag @tide-is-turning @loveittodeath @tealmoriarty @jd-morrison @heartshinebutterfly @bowiepop @seamlesslines @officialalenpancke @the-pink-floyd-echoes

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.