the coloring makes me wanna cry

Aries: Told You So

I know you like
When I admit that I was wrong and you were right
At least I try
To keep my cool when I’m thrown into a fire
And they go

I hate to say I told you so
But they love to say they told me so
I hate to say I told you so
They love to say they told me

Taurus: Hard Times

All that I want
Is to wake up fine
Tell me that I’m alright
That I ain’t gonna die
All that I want
Is a hole in the ground
You can tell me when it’s alright
For me to come out

Hard times
Gonna make you wonder why you even try
Hard times
Gonna take you down and laugh when you cry
These lives
And I still don’t know how I even survive
Hard times

Gemini: 26

Hold onto hope if you got it
Don’t let it go for nobody
They say that dreaming is free
I wouldn’t care what it cost me

Reality will break your heart
Survival will not be the hardest part
It’s keeping all your hopes alive
All the rest of you has died
So let it break your heart

Cancer: Pool

I’m underwater
With no air in my lungs
My eyes are open
I’m done giving up
You are the wave
I could never tame
If I survive
I’ll dive back in

As if the first blood didn’t thrill enough
I went further out to see what else was left of us
Never found the deep end of our little ocean
Drain the fantasy of you
Headfirst into shallow pools

Leo: Idle Worship

Oh, it’s such a long and awful lonely fall
Down from this pedestal that you keep putting me on
What if I fall on my face?
What if I make a mistake?
If it’s okay a little grace would be appreciated
Remember how we used to like ourselves?
What little light that’s left, we need to keep it sacred
I know that you’re afraid to let all the dark escape ya
But we could let the light illuminate these hopeless places

Just let me let you down

Hey, baby I’m not your superhuman
And if that’s what you want
I hate to let you down
I got your hopes up
Now I got you hoping
But I’m gonna be the one that let you down

Virgo: Forgiveness

Don’t you go and get it twisted
Forgiving is not forgetting
Don’t you go and get it twisted
Forgiving is not forgetting
No, it’s not forgetting
No, I’ll never forget it, no

And you, you want forgiveness
(I can barely hang on to myself)
But I, I can’t give you that
(I can’t give you, I can’t give you that)
And you, you want forgiveness
(I’m afraid that I’ll have nothing left)
But I, I just can’t do it yet
(I can’t do, I just can’t do it yet)

Libra: Fake Happy

And if I go out tonight, dress up my fears
You think I’ll look alright with these mascara tears?
See I’m gonna draw my lipstick wider than my mouth
And if the lights are low they’ll never see me frown

If I smile with my teeth
Bet you believe me
If I smile with my teeth
I think I believe me

Oh please don’t ask me how I’ve been
Don’t make me play pretend
Oh no, oh oh what’s the use?
Oh please, I bet everybody here is fake happy too

Scorpio: Grudges

Time is a bastard I won’t break my neck to get around it
But aren’t we so brave to give up a fight
And let the years go by without us
‘Cause now I feel you by my side
And I don’t even care if it’s been a while
I can feel that we’ve changed and we’re better this way

Stop asking why
Why we had to waste so much time
Well, we just pick up, pick up and start again
'Cause we can’t keep holding on to grudges

Sagittarius: No Friend

Another thorny field to scatter fruitless seed,
Another song that runs too long god knows no one needs
More misguided ghosts, more transparent hands
To drop a nickel in our basket and we’ll do our riot!

Dance beneath another burning sky,
Behind our painted lips
In scores of catatonic smile-covered ankle-bitten ships
So throw your pedestal of stone in the forgetful sea
As protection from the paper-thin perfection
You project on me

Capricorn: Tell Me How

Think I’m tired of getting over it
Just starting something new again
I’m getting sick of the beginnings
And always coming to your defences
I guess it’s good to get it off my chest
I guess I can’t believe I haven’t yet
You know I got my own convictions
And they’re stronger than any addiction
But no one’s winning
[…]
You keep me up with your silence
Take me down with your quiet
Of all the weapons you fight with
Your silence is the most violent

Aquarius: Caught in the Middle

I can’t think of getting old
It only makes me want to die
And I can’t think of who I was
'Cause it just makes me want to cry, cry, cry
Can’t look back, can’t look too far ahead
I got the point, I got the message
[…]
I was dreaming life away
All the while just going blind
Can’t see the forest for the trees
Behind the lids of my own eyes
Nostalgia’s cool, but it won’t help me now
A dream is good, if you don’t wear it out
[…]
No, I don’t need no help
I can sabotage me by myself

Pisces: Rose-Colored Boy

Just let me cry a little bit longer
I ain’t gon’ smile if I don’t want to
Hey, man, we all can’t be like you
I wish we were all rose-colored too
My rose-colored boy

Leave me here a little bit longer
I think I wanna stay in the car
I don’t want anybody seeing me cry now
You say “We gotta look on the bright side”
I say “Well maybe if you wanna go blind”
You say my eyes are getting too dark now
But boy, you ain’t ever seen my mind

🔥❤️ Happy Birthday, Portgas D. Ace ❤️🔥

All We Got
Chance the Rapper feat. Kanye West
All We Got

Tryna turn my baby mama into my fiancée 
She like music, she from Houston like auntie Yoncé
Man my daughter couldn’t have a better mother
If she ever find another, he better love her
Man I swear my life is perfect, I could merch it
If I die I’d prolly cry at my own service

paramore ‘after laughter’ sentence starters

hard times

“tell me i’m alright.”
“where do i go?”
“gonna take you down and laugh when you cry.”

rose-colored boy

“i hear you making all that noise.”
“you got me nervous.”
“don’t make me laugh.”
“just let me cry.”
“i think i wanna stay in the car.”

told you so

“i hate to say to i told you so.”
“at least i try.”
“they love to say they told me so.”

forgiveness

“you hurt me bad this time.”
“i just can’t do it yet.”
“forgiving is not forgetting.”
“i’ll never forget it.”
“there’s still a thread that runs from your body to mine.”

fake happy

“i’m so fake happy.”
“we’re all so fake happy.”
“please, don’t ask me how i’ve been.”
“what’s the use?”

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“everything was fine until you came around.”
“when are you gonna hear me out?”
“reality will break your heart.”
“hold onto hope.”

pool

“i’m not into giving up.”
“no one breaks my heart like you.”
“is it better to get it over with?”

grudges

“are we alright?”
“we can’t keep holding on to grudges.”
“i can feel that we’ve changed.”
“we’re better this way.”

caught in the middle

“it just makes me wanna cry.”
“it’s not that simple.”
“can’t see the forest for the trees.”
“don’t need no help.”
“i can sabotage me for myself.”

idle worship

“i never said i’d save you honey.”
“i don’t want your money.”
“you’re not the only one who’s hopeless.”
“you’re not as alone as you feel.”
“don’t let me let you down.”
“what if i fall on my face?”
“what if i make a mistake?”
“i got your hopes up.”

no friend

“can you forget these things?”
“i’d hate to let you down.”
“you’re no friend of mine.”
“i’m no saviour of yours.”

tell me how

“i can’t hate you.”
“i can’t replace you.”
“you don’t have to tell me if you ever think of me.”
“i can still believe.”

PART ½


HARD TIMES

  • “ all that i want is to wake up fine ”
  • “ tell me that i’m alright ”
  • “ all that i want is a hole in the ground ”
  • “ you can tell me when it’s alright for me to come out ”
  • “ hard times are gonna make you wonder why you even try ”
  • “ hard times are gonna take you down and laugh when you cry ”
  • “ and i still don’t know how i even survive ”  
  • “ i gotta get to rock bottom ”
  • “ where do i go? ”
  • “ give me some sort of sign ”
  • “ if you hit me with lightning, maybe i’ll come alive ”
  • “ tell my friends i’m coming down ”
  • “ we’ll kick it when i hit the ground”

ROSE-COLORED BOY

  • “ low-key, no pressure ” 
  • “ just hang with me and my weather ”
  • “ i hear you making all that noise about the world you want to see ”
  • “ i’m so annoyed ” 
  • “ i just killed off what was left of the optimist in me ” 
  • “ hearts are breaking ” 
  • “ wars are raging on ” 
  • • “ i have taken my glasses off ” 
  • “ you got me nervous ” 
  • “ i’m right at the end of my rope ” 
  • “ don’t make me laugh, i’ll choke ” 
  • “ just let me cry a little bit longer ” 
  • “ i ain’t gonna smile if i don’t want to ” 
  • “ we all can’t be like you ” 
  • “ i wish we were all rose-colored too ” 
  • “ my rose-colored boy… ”   
  • “ i want you to stop insisting that i’m not a lost cause” 
  • “ ‘cause i’ve been through a lot ” 
  • “ really, all i’ve got is just to stay pissed off” 
  • “ if it’s alright by you… ” 
  • “ you’re turning it into a joke ”
  • “ leave me here a little bit longer ” 
  • “ i think i wanna stay in the car ” 
  • “ i don’t want anybody seeing me cry now ” 
  • “ we gotta look on the bright side ” 
  • “ well, maybe if you wanna go blind… ” 
  • “ you say my eyes are getting too dark now ” 
  • “ you ain’t ever seen my mind ” 

TOLD YOU SO

  • “ the best is over and the worst is yet to come ” 
  • “ is it enough to keep on hoping when the rest have given up? ” 
  • “ i hate to say i told you so ” 
  • “ they love to say they told me so ” 
  • “ i know you like when i admit that i was wrong and you were right ” 
  • “ at least i try to keep my cool when i am thrown into a fire ” 
  • “ throw me into the fire ” 
  • “ throw me in, pull me out again ”

FORGIVENESS

  • “ you hurt me bad this time 
  • “ no coming back ”
  • “ i cried ‘till i couldn’t cry ”
  • “ if i lay on the floor, maybe i’ll wake up ”
  • “ i don’t pick up when you call ”
  • “ your voice is a gun ”
  • “ every word is a bullet hole ”
  • “ if i never look up, maybe i’ll never notice ”
  • “ you want forgiveness ”
  • “ i just can’t do it yet ”
  • “ there’s still a thread that runs from your body to mine ”
  • “ you can’t break what you don’t see ”
  • “ will we just be alright? ”
  • “ it could take me all your life to learn to love ”
  • “ how i thought i could love someone, i haven’t even begun ”
  • “ if it’s all up to us, we might as well give up ”
  • “ i can barely hang on to myself ”
  • “ i’m afraid that i’ll have nothing left ”
  • “ don’t you go and get it twisted ”
  • “ forgiving is not forgetting ”
  • “ i’ll never forget it ”

FAKE HAPPY

  • “ i love making you believe what you get is what you see ”
  • “ i’m so fake happy ”
  • “ i feel so fake happy ”
  • “ i bet everybody here is just as insincere ”
  • “ we’re all so fake happy ”
  • “ i know fake happy ”
  • “ i’ve been doing a good job of making them think i’m quite alright ”
  • “ better hope i don’t blink ”
  • “ no one sees me when i crawl back underneath ”
  • “ if i smile with my teeth, bet you believe me ”
  • “ i think i believe me ”
  • “ please, don’t ask me how i’ve been ”
  • “ don’t make me play pretend ”
  • “ oh, what’s the use? ”
  • “ i bet everybody here is fake happy too ”
  • “ i’ll dress up my fears”
  • “ you think i look alright with these mascara tears? ”
  • “ i’m gonna draw my lipstick wider than my mouth ”
  • “ if the lights are low, they’ll never see me frown ”
  • “ i know I said that I was good and that i’m happy now ”
  • “ i should’ve known that when things are going good, that’s when i’d get knocked down ”

26

  • “ you really know how to get someone down”
  • “ everything was fine until you came around ”
  • “ i’ve been chasing after dreamers in the clouds ”
  • “ wasn’t i the one who said to keep your feet on the ground? ”
  • “ you really brought me back down ”
  • “ hold onto hope if you got it ”
  • “ don’t let it go for nobody ”
  • “ they say that dreaming is free ”
  • “ i wouldn’t care what it cost me ”
  • “ you got me tied up but i stay close to the window ”
  • “ i talk to myself about the places i used to go ”
  • “ i’m hoping someday maybe i’ll just float away ”
  • “ i’ll forget every cynical thing you said ”
  • “ when are you gonna hear me out? ”
  • “ you really bring me down ”
  • “ reality will break your heart ”
  • “ survival will not be the hardest part ”
  • “ keep all your hopes alive when all the rest of you has died ”
  • “ let it break your heart ”

we’ve been arguing more than we ought to. about things neither of us remember or care about cause that’s how we avoid the bigger questions. instead of asking why we don’t say ‘I love you’ to one another as often as we used to. we fight about things like: who was supposed to get up and turn the lights off first. or who was supposed to to pop the frozen pizza in the oven after work. we’re like fingers on thorns honey. we know exactly where it hurts.

and everything is on the table tonight. like the one time you whispered a name I’m pretty sure wasn’t mine in your sleep. or last week when you said you were working late. so I called work but they said you’d already left a couple hours ago. where were you for those couple hours.

I know. I know. your excuses make all the sense in the world. and I get a little carried away for no good reason and begin to cry. but what else do you expect baby. I love you so much. I’m sorry I thought you were lying.

that’s when you hold your head with your hand in frustration. half begging me to stop. half tired and sick of it. the toxins in our mouths had burnt holes in our cheeks. we look less alive than we used to. less color in our faces. but don’t kid yourself. no matter how bad it gets we both know you still wanna nail me to the ground.

especially when I’m screaming so loud our fighting wakes the neighbors. and they come running to the door to save us. baby don’t open it.

instead. lie me down. lay me open like a map. and with your finger trace the places you still want to **** out of me. kiss me like I am the center point of gravity and you are falling into me like my soul is the focal point of yours. and when your mouth is kissing not my mouth but other places. my legs will split apart out of habit. and that’s when. I pull you in. welcome you. home.

when the entire street is looking out of their windows wondering what all the commotion is. and when the fire trucks come rolling in to save us but they can’t distinguish whether these flames began with our anger or our passion. I will smile. throw my head back. arch my body like a mountain you want to split in half. baby lick me.

like your mouth has the gift of reading and I’m your favorite book. find your favorite page in the soft spot between my legs and read it carefully. fluently. vividly. don’t you dare leave a single word untouched. and I swear my ending will be so good. the last few words will come. running into your mouth. and when you’re done. take a seat. cause it’s my turn to make music with my knees pressed to the ground.

sweet baby. this. is how we pull language put of one another with the flick of our tongues. this is how we have the conversation. this. is how we make up.

—  rupi kaur (milk and honey- how we make up)
4

“You the god-mother are you sure?
“Yes, do you disapprove?
“No. Quite the opposite, it makes me happier than any man, any king has a right to be..”

  • other hamilton writing blogs: aesthetic so beautiful it makes me wanna cry, i could stare at these blogs for hours just because their theme is so perfect and their header, icon, and color scheme all match. i want to match this level of perfection in everything i do
  • me on my own blog: i'm lazy how about.....memes

I have tried to draw this pic for 2 weeks, and now I finish it HAHA

In wlate chapter 39, I love when Siwon’s hair is slicked back. He is VERY PRETTY (and that scene made me scream so hard although the one who slick siwon’s hair is Joohoon), so I want to draw him like that with blue rose crown. (I just think the blue color is very suit him).

But in chapter 40 , it make me feel down very much. My poor child, he doesn’t deserve that suck. and that is just the beginning right? how long had he lived in this situations before he commited suicide? ahhh i wanna cry. he just want to protect his brother but WHY…

Honestly, I really enjoy the flashback although I feel hurt so much. when it finished the flashback, I feel really sad because I might not see the real siwon again (since he is my favorite character, I love him, I love him so much and I want to protect him😭😭😭). But it’s ok, woojin and taemin are comeback YAYYYY

Don’t mind me if I talk too much. I just want to get this feel off my chest *sob*


**Sorry for my bad english

vaporion79  asked:

Ya know when you love something so much it makes you wanna cry? That's me looking at your art and watching your speed paints. I love them so much and you are one of my biggest inspirations for my art, especially your way of colouring things ♡(ŐωŐ人) It's amazing

UUuuUh too much kindness ! i hope u neveh cried ! d-doesn’t worth it !8;A;8 //cries// 

(´∇ノ`*)ノ I truly think u can find better inspirations anywhere else but that makes me glad to kno’ my stuff can be useful to somewahn ! (hahahaha. the way i color .i dun’ even kno’ how i do it)

Thanks a lot for ur support! u made mah sloppy slippy night ! ⊂((・▽・))⊃

anonymous asked:

Whats jeanes favorite color?? Whats tobias' favorite food?? Does tobias have any hobbies?? Does muffin like sweets? Tell me more abt dominics backstory!! Can Messiah cry? Where do the tears fall from?? Would he ever cry?? Sorry this is a lot i just love your ocs and wanna know everyThinG??

ohb my god !!! hi i love u thank u for askin abt me kids

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So in 2011 I made Sofie/ @hillbillyhell this Lightning/Sally video for her 17th birthday 

and today she makes me this video for my 20th. It’s literally a remake of the one I made her, same song and voiceovers and even coloring. It’s honestly one of the most touching things anyone has ever done for me especially because she knows how much I love the nostalgia of the Cars fandom and how much I wanna relive the good ol days. So this is like. So perfect and I adore her so much oh my god. I’m crying.

"Cuddling Confessions" Got7 Jackson x Reader

Tittle: Cuddling Confessions

Jackson x Reader fluff

Plot: You and jackson finally had time to spend together but you got called into work. When you got home he had something special waiting for you!

Jackson and you planned to go out tonight but you had to go into work to close up for the boss. You felt really bad about it, you went over and over in your head of how to apologize. You stood at your door taking a deep breath. You honestly felt so bad you don’t get much time with him and something like this had to happen.

You stood there for a few mor seconds, you tried to find your keys but couldn’t you must have left them inside. You knocked on the door hoping Jackson wasn’t asleep. You heard him coming to the door as he opened it you could see the biggest smile on his face. He instantly grabbed you and kissed you sweetly.

“My beautiful girlfriend is home!” He smiled as you giggled a little. Jackson was always so sweet and kind he really loved you. As you walked in he took your hand “jagi wait for a second” he said moving behind you. You nodded confusingly as he helped take your coat off. He put his hands over your eyes “jackson what are you doing?” You said putting your hands on his.

“Just trust me love” he started moving you “we’re going to the bedroom quick so you can put on something comfy and then I’ll show you why I covered your eyes.” You followed were he was leading as you as you got to your room he closed the door behind you. You looked at him he couldn’t stop smiling it was so cute!

You took your shirt and pants off, you through one of Jackson’s big shirts on. He always loved seeing you in his cloths it makes him so giddy. Jackson smiled at you and kissed your cheek softly and took your hand “I hope you like this babe!” He said looking kinda nervous. You smiled at him “I like anything you do” he blushed and opened the door. He put his hands over your eyes again and led you back to the living room.

“Ok you ready jagi?” He said slowly moving his hands you nodded as he took his hands away. When you saw what he did your heart melted. He made a big fort cover the tv and had a bunch of snacks ready. He pulled you into the fort, he had a bunch of blankets down and pillows. It was so comfy and cozy, he turned the tv on and put on a movie.

Jackson leaned back and pulled you to him you cuddled up to him he was so warm and smelled so good. He kissed the top of your head as he pulled away you looked up at him. “Jackson wang” he looked down at you confused “yes babe?” You smiled tears coming to your eyes “your so amazing!” He looked at you and held you tight “don’t cry silly.” “I don’t know how I got so lucky, your so amazing I love you!” You said kissing his chest. He smiled and picked your head up “I love you to beautiful!” He said wiping your tears Aways.

“You hungry sweetie? Did you eat?” He said sitting up you still holding onto him. “I had something at lunch” you said nervously knowing he’d be kinda mad you haven’t eaten. “Babe! You need to eat right luckily I made some ramen just before you came home let me grab it for you.”

He kissed your head as he went out as he came back in he handed you the ramen. It smelled so good you were actually really hungry. He went out and got his own you waited you wanted to eat with him. As he got back in he had something in his hand. You looked at it curious what it was. “How is it?” He said sitting back beside you. “I didn’t eat yet I wanted to wait for you.” He smiled and kissed your lips softly.

You both started eating, jackson making fun of you for slurping and you making fun of him for accidentally smacking his mouth. As you both were almost done you asked him “what was that box you had? He tilted his head “Huh?”

“That box you carried in, What is it?” You said finishing your soup. “Ooooh” he said smirking “oh it’s just something I got for you in Japan.”

“Jackson I told you, you don’t need to buy me things.” “Oh shush” he said kissing you “close your eyes.” You did as he asked he placed a cute little heart necklace around your neck. “Ok open!” He said moving in front of you. “I love it! Your gonna make me cry again!” You playfully hit him. “I knew you’d like it it’s even your favorite color.” You hugged him tight. “Y/n I wanna tell you, this necklace is something special. It means that I’m always with you And I’m always close to your heart. I love you so much jagi, you mean so much to me.”

You hold tight onto him crying again, “princess stop crying” he said giggling a little “I love you jackson, I love you so much!” You kissed him passionately. He smiled “let’s finish the movie” he said putting his arms out “come here and cuddle me!” You smiled wiping your remaining tears away and cuddled tight to him.

“I love you y/n but stop crying so much it makes me feel back.” You giggle and reply “I’ll try.”

Orphan Black (Project Leda) + Badlands

Sarah Manning: Hold Me Down | “My demons are begging me to open up my mouth. I need them mechanically make the words come out. They fight me, vigorous and angry, watch them pounce. Ignite me, licking up the flames they bring about.”

Helena: Control | “I’m bigger than my body. I’m colder than this home. I’m meaner than my demons. I’m bigger than these bones.”

Rachel Duncan: Castle | “Now my neck is open wide, begging for a fist around it. Already choking on my pride, so there’s no use crying about it. I’m headed straight for the castle. They wanna make me their queen.”

Cosima Niehaus: Drive | “Your laugh, echoes down the hallway carves into my hollow chest, spreads over the emptiness. It’s bliss.“

Beth Childs: Colors | “You’re ripped at every edge but you’re a masterpiece and now you’re tearing through the pages and the ink.”

Alison Hendrix: Haunting | “'Cause I’ve done some things that I can’t speak and I’ve tried to wash you away but you just won’t leave. So won’t you take a breath and dive in deep 'cause I came here so you’d come for me.”

Tony Sawicki: Roman Holiday | “Feet first, don’t fall. We’ll be running again. Keep close, stand tall.”

Krystal Goderitch: Strange Love | “These days I can’t seem to get along with anyone, get by with anyone. These days I can’t seem to make this right. Well, is this fine? Will it be alright?”

Katja Obinger: Ghost | “I’m searching for something that I can’t reach.”

Jennifer Fitzsimmons: Young God | “And I’ve been sitting at the bottom of a swimming pool for a while now, drowning my thoughts out, the sounds.”

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MARIUS YO

30/03/2000