i dunno. i'm scared of the future. too many choices. thanks
“I saw my life branching out before me like the green fig tree in the story. From the tip of every branch, like a fat purple fig, a wonderful future beckoned and winked. One fig was a husband and a happy home and children, and another fig was a famous poet and another fig was a brilliant professor, and another fig was Ee Gee, the amazing editor, and another fig was Europe and Africa and South America, and another fig was Constantin and Socrates and Attila and a pack of other lovers with queer names and offbeat professions, and another fig was an Olympic lady crew champion, and beyond and above these figs were many more figs I couldn’t quite make out. I saw myself sitting in the crotch of this fig tree, starving to death, just because I couldn’t make up my mind which of the figs I would choose. I wanted each and every one of them, but choosing one meant losing all the rest, and, as I sat there, unable to decide, the figs began to wrinkle and go black, and, one by one, they plopped to the ground at my feet.” ― Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar
Donald Trump made one of the most significant initial choices regarding the composition of his future presidential administration choosing Republican National Committee chairman Reince Priebus as his future chief of staff and appointing former Breitbart chief executive Stephen Bannon as special counselor. Trump’s statement regarding the appointment is chilling.
Take wrong turns. Talk to strangers. Open unmarked doors. And if you see a group of people in a field, go find out what they are doing. Do things without always knowing how they’ll turn out.
You’re curious and smart and bored, and all you see is the choice between working hard and slacking off. There are so many adventures that you miss because you’re waiting to think of a plan. To find them, look for tiny interesting choices. And remember that you are always making up the future as you go.
」“If you begin to regret, you’ll dull your future decisions and let others make your choices for you. All that’s left for you then is to die. Nobody can foretell the outcome. Each decision you make holds meaning only by affecting your next decision.”
James Ashton is an alumnus of Hartfeld University. He was a T.A for Professor Vasquez and had been scouted by Yasmin Udoka after she saw the play he had written. Since he graduated from Hartfeld, he had been working on his career and had successfully became one of the most prominent filmmakers in entertainment industry. His biggest achievement was earning his first Academy Award for Best Original Screenplay in less than five years since he began his career.
OK……OK SO…..SINCE ALL OUT!! CAME OUT….I’VE BEEN IN LOVE WITH SEKIZAN OK HE’S MY SON….BUT HE IS ALSO THE PERFECT SOURIN CHILD OK SO I DIDN’T HAVE A CHOICE BUT TO STICK HIM INTO THE FUTURE FISH BABIES AU….HE’S THE BABY….THE YOUNGEST…………..BUT HE BECOMES HUGE WHEN HE GETS OLDER LMAO HE’S BIGGER THAN HIS OLDER BROTHER. HE STILL PLAYS RUGBY BTW HE DECIDED SWIMMING WASN’T FOR HIM AND SR SUPPORT HIM 100% (EVEN IF RIN WORRIES HE’LL GET REALLY HURT/GET A CONCUSSION BUT SEKIZAN LOVES IT OK SO THEY DON’T DISCOURAGE HIM) ALSO CAN I JUST….SMOL DAD RIN….HE’S NOT EVEN THAT SMOL…BUT HIS HUSBAND AND HIS SONS ARE GIANTS SO HE LOOKS SMALL IN COMPARISON….IT’S OK THOUGH BECAUSE HE’S STILL THE MASTER OF THE HOUSE NO ONE CAN GO AGAINST HIS WORD HE’S STILL RIN-BUCHOU OF THE FAMILY.
I’m sorry if you all hate this but oh well because I’ve been crying about this all week and I just love them ok I HAVE SO MANY HEADCANONS BUT I WON’T BOMBARD YOU WITH THEM UNLESS YOU WANT ME TO…….
BTW, Sekizan’s given name is Takuya which would make things confusing in this AU since we already have Takumi but idk???
1. You can’t change what happened as yesterday is gone - but you can make some choices so the future turns out better.
2. We all have regrets – it is part of being human. There’s no-one who is perfect, or who does things perfectly.
3. See it as a life lesson, and something you can learn from. Good can come from your regrets if you’ll let them change your ways.
4. See yourself as a new person … As a person you believe in …. As someone you are proud of, and as someone who you like.
5. Practise self-compassion and give yourself a break. You still deserve to be loved … it doesn’t matter what you’ve done.
. That was then – and this it now …. Let it go and look ahead … For you can’t change your future if you’re always looking back.
Kaitlyn Liao is an alumna of Hartfeld University. After she graduated, she moved to New York to pursue a career in fashion industry as an editor in a famous fashion magazine. Her keen eyes and sharp mind eventually brought her to work as one of the fashion editors for VogueMagazine.
mccree, trying to look casual as he walks into the room wearing a large plaque reading "despite my cool, suave cowboy demeanor i'm still deeply uncertain about my future and full of residual regret over the choices ive made in my past so please be nice to me" attached to his belt:
well gents, got me a brand new belt buckle here
reaper, not looking up from his newspaper:
it looks great jesse