the brooding artist

After seeing the original post with designs for cowboy Hanzo and archer McCree, I couldn’t resist commissioning @theasgardiandetective for more!

I’m really gay for Hanzo and really gay for cowboys.

Thanks so much for the wonderful commission! 💕

Murata stream update: full ref shots of Genos’ new body design! Murata drafts sketches of his new arms for his own ref use too. Check out all the new details! Of note, Genos’ hair is back to the short, sharp spikes and his neck is black again. His torso, legs, and feet are a slender, more sleeker design with lots of black lining now too.

Kinktober #3: Public 

Modern Art AU time! This is less PWP, more story continuation with some incidental sex and a heavy dose of hipster!Kageyama whoops

“Kageyama, let’s watch a movie.”

Hinata leans his head all the way back over the armrest of the couch so he can look over to where Kageyama is sitting. Currently Kageyama is at the kitchen table, one leg drawn up with his foot on the chair, hunched over his sketchbook. He doesn’t even glance at Hinata when he responds.

It had been a good session, that day—Kageyama had decided to suspend Hinata with the shibari ropes. And then, he had decided to kiss Hinata, securing him up first and then dragging his lips slowly over every tied inch of him, sometimes on top of the ropes and other times against the skin ever-so-slightly pinched by the bindings, where it was most sensitive. And then finally, he had claimed Hinata’s slack mouth, buried his long fingers in Hinata’s hair and kissed him breathless. The ropes and the tying always bliss Hinata out, but Kageyama’s heat, his hands on Hinata’s skin, add an element of euphoria he’s sure no drug could achieve.

“Can’t,” Kageyama says, and Hinata’s thoughts are shattered. “I have class early tomorrow.”

All the air goes out of Hinata like a deflating balloon. The thing is, he isn’t lounging around naked on Kageyama’s sofa eating pizza for nothing.

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“Another Story” is not a romantic drama.

It is a story about self discovery, and the long road to recovering one’s own identity after years of abuse and self neglect. V’s story is one we can all learn from.

I’ve heard that there’s been a lot of V hatred, and uh… That’s not okay.

Listen, I’ll be the first to admit that at the beginning of MysMe, I really disliked V. Not hate him, per se, but… Disliked him. And after the secret stories? I only pitied him. He was characterized originally as the “brooding artist” (and thanks, but I’ve had enough of that mess) who romanticized mental illness, mental pain, until it came back to bite him in the ass.

We can’t, no, we shouldn’t deny that in some way V is to blame for Rika’s breakdown, though I don’t doubt she would have lost it eventually, due to her own delusions and machinations. Where V faltered, however, is in his lack of understanding. He didn’t understand himself, he didn’t understand other people, but most importantly? He didn’t understand that true love is something one must feel for one’s own self before feeling it for another person. He appeased the shit out of Rika, and he obsessed- YES RIKA, OBSESSED- over her until she snapped, and in turn, she obsessed and wounded him until he couldn’t see himself as anything other than “Rika’s Sun.” Until he lost himself. Until he defined himself by the actions and suffering she inflicted upon him, by only his past pain and failed attempt at renewal.

In a metaphorical sense? The neglect and carelessness he inflicted upon Rika was really in the end the abuse he inflicted upon himself. That’s not to say “he deserved it.” Far from that. He never deserved it, no one deserves that. No one deserves to be dammed with the incapability of loving themselves. Least of all those who were not taught selflove from the beginning.

V learns that you cannot define yourself by the love you give others, nor by the love you wish to receive from others. You must define yourself by the love you feel for your own, personal self.

After struggling through “Another Story,” fighting for this wonderful man’s freedom, from his abuser, from his own self hatred from his own self-abuse…?

How can you not love him?

No… How can you not respect him?

Life in Color (Part 1)

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Summary: Modern AU. An artist in every sense of the word, Bucky sees color in everything, vibrant as they fill his world with magic. What happens when the colors fade? - @mellifluous-melodramas

Word Count: 649

Note: Really Bella? Another series? Yes. Another series. I am irresponsible and have zero impulse control. 

Originally posted by captaincentenarian

Five words. That’s all it took it break Bucky’s heart.

Five small words that held so much weight that they crushed him entirely on what should have been the best night of his life. He could hear them echoing around in his head, drowning out any other thought he could possibly have. Her voice was all he could hear, even though the words hadn’t been spoken. That part almost made it worse, that he had to guess at what she was feeling. Was she sad? Relieved? Angry? He played the words with different inflections, different tones, even though he should’ve known that she would’ve sounded just as indifferent as her text message felt.

I can’t do this anymore.

That’s all she had said. “I can’t do this anymore.” She didn’t care. She was just done.

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“I remember well your love for snow, and I remember that you were born as a human on Christmas’ Eve, a beautiful snowy evening, beautiful like you… so this is my present for you: a snowy day… happy birthday my beloved Brood”

For Nagi Tanka make snow in May isn’t a big problem, and if can make his friends happy… So he has decided to help Elder in his gift for Nova❤

Happy birthday my cute vampire❤

I was on the Daily Mail site for a random reason and ran across this.  It’s not in the article itself (the one on 1D’s net worth), but it’s the thumbnail for it.

It’s 2017 and we still have these ridiculous stereotypes.  

Niall as the “wholesome” one?  Are they forgetting that he’s the one who cursed so much that he was quiet in interviews because he wasn’t sure he would remember not to swear?  Are they forgetting all the women they’ve claimed he dated while they already had other boyfriends or that supposedly left their boyfriends for him? (No, he didn’t really date those women)

Harry as the hot one?  I mean, Harry’s hot, but even my coworker who knows nothing about the boys and isn’t particularly interested was surprised at how attractive all of them are.  They definitely kick the boy band cliche of having a few hot members and a few that aren’t so much.  They couldn’t come up with anything more specific for Harry?

Liam as the “sensible” one?  It’s like we’re back to Daddy Direction which hasn’t really been a thing with the boys for years.  Plus, I find their definition of “sensible” interesting since they’re claiming that Liam was up for having a baby with a woman he’d only been dating for a few months who had 2 failed marriages and was still married to the last one. (No, it’s not really his baby)

Louis as the wild one?  Louis is definitely rebellious and mischievous, but they’re clearly capitalizing on the airport thing to try to make him look reckless and violent when he’s a level-headed sweetheart in reality.  He was super reasonable and peaceful in that airport debacle.  Many people would have engaged after being hit at, but all he did was break up the fighting and escape the conflict as soon as everyone was safe.

And Zayn.  It’s an absolute farce how much Gigi is in Zayn’s business where she doesn’t belong.  It’s to the point where even in this photo, she takes up 75% of it when it’s entirely about Zayn.  (No, he’s not really dating her) Also, the “brooding” one?  Just because Zayn has resting gorgeous-and-pensive face doesn’t mean he’s brooding.  He’s intellectual, principled, artistic, loyal, dorky, goofy, sweet with fans, and has a smile that lights up a room.

relaxing spotify playlist

creatively called “relax”

1. Promise- Ben Howard

2. O Sleep- Lisa Hannigan

3. Spa Dreams- Deep Sleep

4. Switzerland- Daughter

5. Intro- The xx

6. Turning Page- Sleeping At Last

7. Kiss Me- Ed Sheeran

8. Slow It Down- The Lumineers

9. Give Me Love- Ed Sheeran

10. Old Pine- Ben Howard

11. Waiting Game- Banks

12. Poison & Wine- The Civil Wars

13. re:stacks- Bon Iver

14. Lullaby + Exile- M. Ward

15. Dreamer- Isbells

16. Things That Stop You Dreaming- Passenger

17. Twilight- Elliott Smith

18. New Moon [The Meadow]- Alexandre Desplat

19. Sleep, Baby, Sleep- Stuart Buck

20. Breathe In Breathe Out- Mat Kearney

21. Fallingforyou- The 1975

22. The A Team- Ed Sheeran

23. Say Something- A Great Big World

24. Small Memory- Jon Hopkins

25. Morning Story- Music For Alarm Apps

26. Angels- The xx

27. Shimmer- The Jepettos

28. Sleep Eye- Elizabeth Mitchell

29. Calming Dishwater- Soothing White Noise for Relaxation

30. Holograms- M83

31. The Sailor- The Album Leaf

32. Lodge- Nest

33. So Many Tears- Masaru Yokoyama

34. Avril 14th- Aphex Twin

35. Such Great Heights- Iron & Wine

36. Snow- Wyvern Lingo

37. Holocene- Bon Iver

38. Silas- Betty Who

39. Someone New- Banks

40. Dreams- Wet

41. Gasoline- Troye Sivan

42. Coffee- Sylvan Esso

43. Missing You- Betty Who

44. Only One- Kanye West

45. Oblivion- Bastille

46. 100 Years- Five For Fighting

47. Northern Lights- Cider Sky

48. Flower- Cody Simpson

49. The Promise- Tracy Chapman

50. Shots- Imagine Dragons

51. Secrets- OneRepublic

52. Slacks- St. South

53. Lego House- Ed Sheeran

54. Sleep Baby Sleep- Broods

55. Pills N Potions- Nicki Minaj

56. Bubbly- Colbie Caillat

57. Over The Rainbow- Israel Kamakawiwo’ole

58. Soft Rains- Rest & Relax Nature Sounds Artists

59. Calming Waves on a Pebble Beach- Rest & Relax Nature Sounds Artists

60. Sleepy Time- Massage Therapy Music

61. Healing Sleep Music- Deep Sleep

62. Be My Baby- Ariana Grande

63. Four Walls- Broods

64. Un-thinkable- Daniela Andrade

65. XO- John Mayer

66. Skinny Love- Bon Iver

67. Claire De Lune- Claude Debussy

68. Never Gonna Change- Broods

69. I Wanna Be Yours- Arctic Monkeys

70. Love Me Like You Do- Ellie Goulding

71. Young And Beautiful- Lana Del Rey

72. 2Shy- Shura

Stonathan AU in which Steve is a bartender in New York at a place Jonathan frequents and he has a total crush on this snarky regular with whom he regularly trades banter.

And sometimes, Steve makes a little extra cash tending bar at private events like art shows and, surprise surprise, ends up at one of Jonathan’s photography exhibitions where he sees the brooding artist persona Jonathan puts on for work, which he knows will provide endless teasing material. But then, since the secret’s out, Jonathan asks if he can photograph Steve and yeah.

Lots of slow burn. The end.