the blog i got it from links to the twitter person who made it

OKAY BUT WHY: 67 questions that have popped into my head in the past 24 hours

In stream-of-consciousness order:

1. Skull hell.
2. Why kill Mary if she’s good
3. Why was the hospital dedicated in 2044
4. Why is he writing the blog post about the baby being born in an image file befORE THE BABY WAS BORN
5. What the hell was John’s letter to Sherlock and why do we never hear anything about it again
6. Why was the lady Carmichael mirror so perfect we could predict actual dialogue lines (“You promised!”)
7. Why did TAB “PROVE” Moriarty was dead when it only proved you need a friend to help you make the blood splatter
8. WHO WAS TAKING CARE OF THE BABY WHEN EVERYONE HE KNOWS IS AT THE THERAPIST’S HOUSE
9. How did John get out of the stupid well if his fucking feet were chained to the bottom
10. Why does a gun go off at the end of TLD, but in TFP it’s a tranquilizer
11. Why bring up that romantic entanglement “would complete you as a human being” if you don’t return to it
12. How did Mary jump in front of a bullet, and why is her death scene just like the “Hollywood deaths” that they criticized when Sherlock was shot
13. Why did nobody know who John was in TLD when in THoB everyone knew it was his blog (he fucking writes it in the first person)
14. Why is the blog stopped since S4 starts
15. How does EVERYONE know the story of the Merchant of Samarra when it’s not actually that common
16. How does Mary know to call him a Dragonslayer
17. How did Sherlock know that Ghost!Mary was saying he should wear the hat
18. How did John make the deduction about how Sherlock figured out how he knew which therapist he would choose and when he’d be there
19. How did John have an affair with a woman but he DOESN’T RECOGNIZE HER WHEN SHE’S SITTING RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM AT THERAPY
20. Why has Mycroft been so clearly linked to Moriarty
21. Why set up that footage of a shooting can be altered
22. Why have Culverton say that line about revealing your secret to your friends when it’s completely irrelevant thereafter
23. How did Lastrade know about Sherlock killing Magnussen anD MARY’S PAST
24. If Mycroft knew who Mary is then why didn’t he ever say anything
25. What happened to the stupid black pearl
          a. What’s the point of DI Hopkins
26. Mirrors
          a. You will John-style never convince me that these mirrors were a lie
27. Making history? What history
28. Promos
          a. Sitting in the “married ones” room with the burnout in the shape of an                anatomical heart
          b. “Sherlock’s in love, but with who”—is this really just to be cruel
29. How does Mary know where to go when he texts “the curtain rises” but texts John the actual address
30. Let’s talk about the mysterious crypt lair that Sherlock has for ONE SCENE and then never returns to
31. How come the Six Thatchers was already a different case they had done on the blog
32. Vatican Cameos
33. Umbrella sword gun
34. James or John
35. Mrs. Turner next door has got married ones
36. What was Sherlock going to say on the tarmac
37. What couldn’t John tell Ella after Sherlock died
38. And why does Sherlock go to see Ella and talk about a recurring dream in a weird ass attic office but it never comes back around
39. Gerridebs is their favorite case but it’s made into the biggest “no homo” joke
40. Why be obsessed with Sherlock’s sex life
41. Why does the AGRA drive look different
42. How do you survive being exploded from a second story flat with no injuries
          a. You. Don’t.
43. How can you possibly redeem Euros after everything she’s done
44. Why did Euros have a random breakdown in the middle of her grand plan—ALSO THE WHOLE PLANE MAKES NO SENSE
45. Why were people not more worried about how she killed Victor
46. “Drowned Redbeard”—an ACTUAL CHILD was missing and the suspect said this and they didn’t think to check all the fucking wells
47. How did his family all agree to pretend that Redbeard was a dog and never mention his sister ever again
48. WHERE IS MORIARTY’S BODY
49. Euros appears to have super mind-control powers?
50. WHAT ABOUT THE FREAKING MEMORY DRUG
51. Why has every episode been focused on how relationships are more important than the stories, but then Video!Mary is all like “relationships don’t matter because YAY detective stories”
52. Why did Euros just leave John after she tranq’d him
53. Whole episode is about how his childhood is what makes Sherlock who he is but ends episode with “but who you are doesn’t really matter”
          a. Great man -> good man? Eh. Doesn’t really matter.
54. The camera error in TST
55. How did they get onto the boat? A helicopter? Why not just take it to the island? How did Sherlock get inside as a member of the team? They only found John and Mycroft
56. How was the chess game promo a spoiler
57. Why was he using twitter in TST but then John was surprised he was on social media in TLD
58. Lamp hell.
59. What was the lie in TLD
60. Why was the episode called the final problem? The final problem was established to be to burn the heart out of him
61. Why is the static in Sherrinford a weird waterfall
62. Why did Sherlock paste John’s face on the Vetruvian Man (okay this wasn’t S4 but also I CANNOT LET THIS GO)
63. Why wasn’t Euros in the family video and why did noBODY EVER BRING HER UP IN SHERLOCK’S LIFE AGAIN— “Euros may have been my daughter but Sherlock seems to want to forget she existed entirely so let’s all pretend we didn’t have a daughter”
64. Why are all the villains textually queer
65. Who is the woman in the photo who was looking out the window holding an elephant
66. Why did Sherlock say that Mary destroyed the AGRA drive, when it was John
67. 26 pages of dialogue.

Add ur own! 

Callout for kgepro

past urls: osajima, naimuhinyis, internetrelationship, anthropotheism, hikikomourning, dullscissors, kokonose-haruka, alibabasalvja, kokonosez, etrangers

TLDR: Grayson is an 18 years old and has admitted to purposely manipulating a 12 year old (who will not be named), stalking that twelve year old, cheating on nearly all of his partners including his current one, and admitting to abusing someone. He openly admits to not only stalking the 12 year but also other people, calling himself a “creepy stalker.”  There is also evidence of him misgendering someone. 

tw: drugs, transphobia, stalking. 

If you have anything on Grayson that you want me to add, go here. this isn’t an anonymous callout and I’ve mentioned my name in it but do not talk to me about it on my main blog please and thank you. 

3 people want their names to be censored so I will be using the names Xander and Mio instead, as well as just [redacted] for one of them.

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anonymous asked:

Hello, i am a little new to tumblr and i was just wondering, why don't people want others to repost their art/posts? is it like, stealing their post or something? ok, bye :)

Hi! Hello and welcome to tumblr!

This might get long and relatively angry-sounding but by all means this isn’t towards you at all anon, its just that this have been building up in me for a long time. But just know that yes! reposting other artists’ works is offensive and even damaging to them for multiple reasons!

>>Here’s a really well explained answer to why reposting is terrible for artists in general <<

For me, my posts/art are things I created. Things I worked hard for, and spent time on. Some of them are personal to me. To repost that art/post is just like STEALING that work right from me. 

We get that stealing is bad, right?

Because that’s what it is. No sugarcoating, no “reposting”, no “sharing”. It. Is. STEALING

But still, people do it. Sure some might leave credits to the original artist, some might even link back to the original source. But when you’re dealing with the internet, things get muddied real fast. Sources get linked back to other websites, to other blogs that reposted it and some people will flat out claim that work (That YOU created) as theirs. People will trace over them, remove watermarks, add their own stuff to it, etc etc.

And what that does to the original artist, is leave them creditless for the most part and taking the control over their own stuff from them.

To make matters worst, we depend on our content. To some artists, this is literally the only way they make a living. I know you see posts about it like its a joke but it’s not?? Whether its for the next meal, to pay off debt or hospital bills, to leave an abusive place, etc, we really do depend on these art works. It’s not us being whiny or being butthurt on the internet. It is quite literally a matter of Life and Death to some of us. 

It doesn’t matter that you say that “love the artist!” or “credit to the artist!” It affects ALL artists NEGATIVELY. It is always a stab to the heart knowing another one of our pieces got taken and reposted again. Heck, not a day goes by when I don’t find reposted pieces of mine on instagram/twitter/tumblr and so on. (Some just leave no descriptions/credit at all, some are a simple “Found it on tumblr. Forgot from who lol”. Fuck you, specifically, btw.)

So let me ask this: why do you guys need to repost them so badly? 

  1. “I just want to share them with others!” Then by GODS why can’t you just reblog the original post? Will that physically kill you to do so? Can you not have anything on your blog that’s not uploaded by you personally? 
  2. “I just love the art so much!” WELL HELL!! I do too, buddy!! I love it. Because it’s mine. It’s what I created. Rebloging the original post will show how much you love it just as fine! It won’t hurt at all, I promise!
  3. “But I want to share it on other social media besides tumblr??” Listen. Buddy. Pal. Friendo. 8 of 10 times, that artist your talking about is on different social media platforms too. We tend to spread out and do that. Please take time to look through our FAQ/Blogs to make sure? ALSO when it comes to places like Facebook or Twitter, copying and pasting the link of the original post will do just as fine! I repeat: You do not need to repost the artwork at all. Just link them back to the post. 
  4. “But I want to add a comment” Then reblog and comment. But don’t you dare delete the original caption because I swear to god that is an entirely different plate of garbage to deal with.
  5. “…I want to get the notes/likes for it” B*TCH ME TOO!! Why do you think I made it??? If you want to get notes or likes then by all means create something yourself but don’t take credit for someone else’s work?? Do I have to spell out that notes/likes are important to the artists that made that artwork, and to have all of that given to someone else because they reposted it is like a slap to the face?? Some of us face that DAILY. We’re ready to kill a man.

On that note, some artists have different ways of dealing with these circumstances, so if you ever have an inkling that it might be ok, GO ASK THE ARTIST FIRST!!!!!! 

tl;dr : Reposting is bad bc it’s stealing from artists not only their hard work and credibility, but even their income. Please, I’m literally begging all of you to stop it and to not ever do it

thanks for asking anon.

CAMGIRL 101 - Shit to do first

So you’re broke as fuck and you are stoked on camming and want to shred off all your clothes and make a million bucks right this fucking second. I get it. Read this first. It’s worth it to be prepared.

SOCIAL MEDIA SHIT (DO THIS FIRST)

1) Lock down your personal social media. Instagram, facebook, twitter - set all that stuff to private, or if you’re not partial to it, delete it. If you’re using your full first and last name on Facebook, don’t. At the very least, change your last name to a nickname. If you’ve got the time and the patience (and you’re paranoid like I am), go through and lock or shut down or privatize any old blogs or profiles you may have set up elsewhere - tumblr, livejournal, wordpress, bla bla bla. Why? A shitty potential problem with cam work is having someone get a hold of your first and last name and post photos/videos/screenshots/whatever of you on sites where you can’t get things removed. Ultimately this means that if someone were to google your First + Last name, they’d see your ladybits, and that might potentially fuck some shit up for you later on in life. Obviously it’s a risk no matter what you do, but it’s better to at least put some precautionary work in.

2) Create a cam-related snapchat and a twitter. Twitter is king in the cam world. You can use it to tell people when you’re going to be online, to connect with members and to make friends with other camgirls! I used to hate twitter and now I adore it. I 100% recommend making a twitter and a snapchat for cam purposes before you get on cam because it’s a good way to make money and a good way to market yourself. Most camgirls allow a tip option to receive a snapchat add, whereas twitter is usually shared with members for free. Post your twitter link in your chat when you cam and people will know how to find you next time you’re online.

SIGN UP SHIT

Yes, the site you work on needs your actual name and actual information because they’re going to pay you with actual money. And yes, you also need to show your face. If any of this seems too risky for you, close up shop and look for something else.

MONEY SHIT

1 token = 0.05USD. To check what you’re making, plug in your token amount x 0.05 (NOT 0.5. I have had people think they were making shit tons of money on their first show, show their vaginas to the world and then realize after the fact that they made $50 not $500. BE MATH SMART lol).

i.e: 500 tokens = 500 x 0.05 = $25.

TECHNICAL SHIT

You will need a webcam, a computer and some half decent lighting. If you’re broke as shit and can’t afford fancy stuff, it’s okay, you can always start basic and work your way up. I used a second hand macbook and it’s built in camera for the first year of camming and it worked fine. I’d say more important than high tech stuff is good lighting, so if you can haul a couple lamps from around your house, you’re golden.

From the model admin page…

GEOBLOCK YOUR STATE OR PROVINCE. from the Model Admin page, on the left hand side, scroll down until you see a link called “model settings”. You will see an option there for “Blocked Locations” – use this to block your area or others you want to keep away from you. This will prevent people from within the province from seeing your profile or being able to see your webcam stream!

From the web broadcaster…

You have three basic modes on MFC: free chat, group chat and private chat (private/true private). The majority of the highest earning girls spend most of their time in free chat. Stay in free chat for your first few shows. Save group and private chat for prizes or special occasions. Under the “options” button on the left hand bottom side of your screen, click “chat” and make sure you aren’t accepting group, private or true private requests.

BLOCK PRIVATE MESSAGES FROM NON-FRIENDS. From your Web Broadcaster page, on the bottom left hand side of the page is a button that says “options”. Click that, then click “chat”. Make sure to only accept private messages from friends. It is also wise to block other models from your chat room (some models will attempt to “poach” tipping members by sending PMs to anyone who tips you).

BLOCK GUESTS AND BASICS FROM CHATTING. Guests do not have an MFC account and are viewing your cam but can’t tip until they sign up and buy tokens. Basics do have an MFC account but have never purchased tokens, so they also can’t tip (until they buy tokens). The first time you buy tokens, your account becomes ‘premium’ - these members either have tokens or have bought tokens before, therefore are the most likely members to tip (in most cases). For this reason, most models block guests and basics from chatting - on the top of your screen you’ll see two little buttons beside the topic bar. Holding your mouse over them will bring up a note that says “block guests from chat” and “block basics from chat”. Make sure you click both of them so that you’re only talking to people who are most likely to tip you.

BLOCK ASSHOLES AND TROLLS. Yes, there’s a fine line between being ban happy and being assertive, but you’ll figure out your own stance on that as you mature on the site. In the mean time, if people are bothering you, ban them. You can do this by clicking on their name in the chat: notice that a box shows up on the left hand side with their information on it. There’s a drop down menu you can click that gives you a number of options, one of them being “ban” - this will shut them out of your cam room for 6 hours, and hopefully get them out of your face while you’re trying to figure shit out. Remember that annoying members don’t only annoy you, they annoy potential tipping members, too - it’s best to get them out and keep the vibe of your room positive.

RULES SHIT

Do not accept paypal as a new model. Scamming members will offer new models paypal for things/shows/blabla – it’s against MFC rules to accept paypal for shit and they will always, always cancel the payment before you get it and you end up with nothing.

Skype is the same. Don’t let people tip you for skype – stay on the website, if people want to tip you they can tip you for your time on cam.

NEW MODEL STATUS, CAMSCORE AND RANK SHIT

New model status is a small yellow icon that appears next to your name for the first six hours that you stream on MFC. It’s a way for members to pay attention to models that just start out. Some people consider new model status really important and valuable … personally, I think it’s hit or miss. Yes, it boosts your visibility, so you should aim to use those six hours wisely. No, it doesn’t guarantee quality members or tippers; if anything, I’d say it guarantees more trolls and douchebags who are looking to take advantage of a girl who doesn’t know what she’s doing. Regardless, people will know you’re new for the first six hours, so make what you will of that.

Camscore is a model points system. It’s complicated as fuck and makes zero sense but essentially speaking, the more tips you make in an hour, the higher your camscore, the higher your camscore, the higher up on the front page you appear, aka the better the exposure and the more members you are able to meet (more or less). Aim to make a minimum of 1000 tokens an hour. This will help keep your score competitive. If you notice that after an hour you haven’t made that, don’t be afraid to encourage the room to help you reach your goals (“I’m really trying to hit the 1000 token mark this hour, every tip helps”, etc etc).

Miss MFC is a monthly rank competition that numbers girls according to their token earnings for that month. The #1 girl is whoever makes the most tokens, so on and so forth. This is a huge point of interest on the site and many girls use “rank push” months to boost their team moral and their incomes. For now, you don’t have to worry about it.

TOPIC, COUNTDOWN & TIP SHIT:

TOPIC: You can get creative with how you do this in future, but here’s a good idea for a start point:

@remain top off – 25 Spank, 200 Friend Add, 550 Snapchat, 900 Name On Booty [First Day On MFC!]

Now you have a basic idea of what people charge for, and members have an idea of what they can tip you to get you to do. The options here are endless – I have tips for making a pot of Kraft Dinner, for example – so do whatever you feel comfortable with! You’d be surprised what people will tip for.

COUNTDOWN: MFC does this for you automatically. When you hit broadcast, on the right hand upper side of your screen (beside your topic bar) you’ll see a button that says “Start Countdown” or something like that. When you put a number there, as members tip, MFC automatically keeps track of how many tokens have been put toward that countdown. You can automatically display your countdown in your topic so that your members can see the progress by typing @remain in your topic bar – this will display the number and update it all for you.

TIP: It is customary on the site for members to ask about a request before tipping it. If someone tips you 10,000 tokens and says “flash ur tits” and you don’t have an option for flashing anywhere on your profile or in your topic, YOU DO NOT NEED TO FLASH YOUR TITS. You’re under no obligation to do anything you haven’t advertised, and even if you do advertise it, you’re never going to be in trouble for not following through. Tips are not payment for a service: tips are a gratuity. People will try to take advantage of new models in this way. If someone tips you to do something you’re not comfortable with, thank them for their tip but remind them that you don’t do whatever they’re asking and move on.

There are three types of tips on MFC: public tip, “ninja” tip and anonymous tip. A public tip shows up as a yellow bar: you and all of the members of your room can see who the tip came from and how many tokens the tip was. It is customary to thank the member and use their name for public tips. “Ninja tips” are tips that only you, the model, can see: the room cannot see the tip amount nor who sent a tip. They will appear as a grey bar, not a yellow bar. Because these tips are hidden from the rest of the room, it is customary to thank “ninja” for the tip and NOT use the member’s username. Anonymous tips show a username of anonymous to both you and the chat room. Sometimes, anonymous tips are also ninja tips - the room can’t see the anonymous tip but you can. There’s no weird ass name for these kinds of tips even though it seems like there should be.

BANS AND FRIEND ADD SHIT:

BANS: Like I said before, if someone is making you feel uncomfortable, don’t hesitate to ban them. Doesn’t matter how much they’ve tipped – your comfort is paramount and you need to be in control of your room. Once again, if you click on a member’s name, on the left hand side you’ll see a little menu option: you can hit “ban” and they won’t be able to see your chat room for six hours. You can also perma-ban people, which I’ll teach you later because it doesn’t really matter right now lol

FRIEND ADD: If someone wants to PM you (and tips for an add), you add them similar to how you’d ban them: click their name and on the left hand side of your screen you’ll see a little heart option to “add as a friend”. You can also remove them using this same method. Their private messages will pop up near your topic bar at the top of your screen. While it’s nice to talk one on one, I usually try to keep PM conversations short and give most of my focus to the chat room.

GENERAL ADVICE SHIT

As mentioned, new model status can be a huge draw for assholes who assume you have no idea what you’re doing and can be taken advantage of. Think about what people are saying to you before you take advice from even seemingly helpful members, especially in your first few days. They’re gonna offer you tons of advice and some of them are honestly great people but others are really manipulative little shits so USE YOUR OWN INTUITION AND OTHER CAMGIRLS AS YOUR SOURCE OF INFORMATION and take what members tell you with a grain of salt.

Be grateful for every tip. Avoid the word “slow”. People tip on MFC because they enjoy the vibe of the room and think you’re cool/hot/fun – so your number one job is to create a fun environment where people can relax and laugh and feel good about themselves. Try to remember people’s names. Don’t be afraid to be a little over the top if someone tips you a lot.

Play music that makes you feel good, dance around, show off your bod, be confident and feel cute and people will notice!! Having the jitters is normal. Feeling frazzled on your first show is normal. It’s also cute as fuck. Work it to your advantage – you’re bound to make mistakes and do things you regret in the first little while but as long as you’re willing to make a couple mistakes along the way, it’ll be a fun experience.

Value yourself highly and others will be forced to do the same. Sometimes I offer deals on raffle tickets or videos, but very rarely will I make my countdowns cheaper. Never, ever will I do what the countdown was for if we don’t make the count. Say you put a 1000 token countdown up and you only make it halfway, but since it’s slow you think that maybe being topless would draw a crowd, so you pop the top off anyway. You have effectively just taught all of the freeloaders in your room that if they wait long enough, they’ll get to see what you offer for sale … for free. It’s better to wait it out or walk away and consider a slightly lower countdown for next time than it is to reduce the count during the show.

It pays to be friendly and kind. People want to feel liked. Don’t be a doormat, but try not to be an asshole. People are always more motivated to help a friend than they are to help someone who they fear might turn on them or be using them.

BASIC SHOW IDEA SHIT

Countdowns: 1000 for top off, 1200 for panties off (I wear a thong underneath booty shorts usually), 1500 for “braless tease” (sort of like a pin-up-esque dance, lots of covering my nipples with my hands and sexydancing lol), and then 2000 for a “show” like lotion (rubbing lotion on my butt), bath tease (I wear a bikini top and a thong in the bath and get soapy), something like that. This usually takes two or three hours. If I’m near my “day goal” (which is usually 4000 to 6000 tokens), I’ll put up a countdown just to reach that goal, with no show or anything tied to it – people are usually pretty motivated to help out. These are obviously non-nude tips. If you’re up to getting naked, don’t be afraid to ask for more! In fact never be afraid to ask for more. Again, you’d be surprised what people are up to helping you for.

Don’t be afraid to chill between countdowns. If you finish a countdown really fast, give it five or ten minutes before you put up a new one! Chatting and getting to know people is important so leaving some space between shows gives you room to relax – and people will still often tip in between countdowns, too, so you can sneak extra tokens in like that.

Don’t worry about your profile for now. I’ll talk about that in another post. With what you’ve just read, you should be more than ready to tackle your first few shows.

Keep in mind these countdown numbers are my numbers. I used them on my first day and I continue to use them today. If you aren’t hitting your goals and it’s bumming you out there is nothing wrong with asking for less. If you want to do 500 token counts instead, nothing is stopping you. Some models prefer to do higher countdowns with the chance of not finishing them, others perfer to do lower countdowns in order to feel successful every show. This is personal preference. Wiggle around and see what suits you best.

anonymous asked:

What qualms do you have about Lilly? Love your blog btw :))

thank you :) i don’t really want to get too into this to be honest, so i’ll try to be very brief and ask that yall understand that this is not a particularly nuanced argument, just an amalgamation of feelings i had when watching her. it’s not a very novel criticism (in fact it’s pretty common amongst desi people) but her humor rests on blatant stereotyping and reductions of indian culture and also indian/immigrant parenting. and that was great in the beginning, it’s why i started watching her when she was still quite small, bc it was amazing to see someone who really got that second gen immigrant experience and turned it into such relatable sketch videos. it became less and less appealing though as she became more and more generic/general and seemed to resent her primarily indian audience, wanting to make her content more palatable and Relatable™ to mainstream (white) youtube viewers. it’s a tough balance to strike, to honor your heritage and please the ppl who share your ethnicity, while also trying to grow and make it big. i’ll never fault her for expanding her reach and setting such high goals, but in the process she’s just made way too many jokes at the expense of her parents and her culture, performed for now largely white audiences to consume, and it makes me a bit uncomfortable. i actually saw that she addressed this criticism in a recent insta post where she was wearing a bindi and sari and it kind of made me laugh bc in her explanation she still relied on so many flimsy stereotypes of indian culture (‘i love chaat!!! and dressing in pretty clothes!!!’) to explain that she doesnt hate being indian. and to be clear, i don’t think she hates her culture or hates being indian, i just think her humor can be a bit dumb and tone-deaf at times so it just ,,, generally stopped being funny to me! that’s about it :) 

i also have heard a lot of complaints from black people about her appropriation of aave (african american vernacular english). we all do this to varying degrees i think, as denizens of the internet and consumers of internet culture which is honestly defined and pushed forward by mostly black comedians and personalities (esp on twitter). but she takes this further than most and i’ve seen several ppl profess to feeling uncomfortable bc of it. i don’t think it’s my place to speak on this since i’m not black so i’ll link this post by @afrosoka​ and also just suggest yall google ‘lilly singh aave’ and a ton of results will come up. again, i don’t want to portray her as wholly bad, or ‘problematic’ or some other reductive term, because she does a lot of good too. she empowers women, she openly talks about racism and mental health and other important topics, and like, fuck, she’s a self-directed brown girl who’s quite literally at the top of her particular segment of the entertainment industry. that’s why i phrased this as ‘qualms’ i have about her–things that make me slightly uncomfortable when watching her, and the reason why i personally kind of lost interest in her videos. i also think that even if her intent is positive, her brand of humor could (probs does) have unintended negative effects on the perception of desi/south asian people, and that just doesn’t sit well with me!!! hope that makes sense. 

So...another post....because....i feel it needs to be said just one more time....with more understanding.

*sighs deeply* why do people assume because i write x reader fics i don’t care about lin? Or any one i would write about, be it rami malek, or dan and phil when i was younger, or norman reedus when i was a big ol whore for the walking dead.

Look, i have made many an angry post, many a post trying to defend what we write about.

Here is the thing. In any fandom, for any human, fictional character, inanimate object anything! There are fans who will be crazy obsessed, hell in the kpop world, fans have sent bloody letters and shit. Those are obsessive people. That being said, that is out of line, that is crazy, and should not be tolerated. Breaking personal boundaries or stalking is not ever okay.

If i wouldn’t like it to happen to me, i wouldn’t do that to another human being.

Us who write x readers, well known blogs, we respect lin and his family, we have set tags for our own needs. So others don’t see our i guess internal fantasies.

Now, because i write fics about real people, it in no way, means i am
A) going to send it to that person
B) stalk said person
C) call them daddy in real life.
People who do that in periscopes or instalive or what have you, are either being funny, to themselves​ or friends they are with, or have mind vomit and that happens. To everyone, word and brain vomit just happen.

We write because its nice to place ourselves into a fake world, note i said Fake, not real, not ever going to be real, world. I do not ever think anything i am saying, or writing, is real, so if i have a head cannon of lin thats
- lin is the type to let you sit in his lap even when you complain that you are too heavy.
Thats just me observing him in interviews or listening to him on a podcast and making an idea of maybe he would be like that.

Head cannons and fics are based on our own ideas of what we think lin or any one we wrote about would be like. They could be true or so far from the truth its insane. But we will never know because we do bot no lin in real life, and never will, just the fact of life. So we all have to make our own, guesses of how we think said person would be like.

If Lin was still on tumblr, which he isn’t, not because shipping, or x reader fanfics. But because people in a whole different section of the fandom, were asking for the bootleg link to hamilton that someone who went, filmed against lins wishes, and people were making gifs and asking for the link, it made him very upset, because like he has said
The video of the OBC is coming, we just have to wait for it. Simple. That is why he is no longer on tumblr. And he’s a goddamn 37 year old man with a family and a 2 and a half year old, an actor filming a movie and so much more, he has twitter and that’s all he has got time for. Meanwhile daveed is so privet with his life he has twitter and insta…and he barley uses those. He is just very focused on clipping and his projects. So yes we write about them.

But we respect them, we keep to our side of the web, and we act respectful to lin by not sharing our stories and ship things with him, we retweet his tweets or make mood boards or other non shippy or x reader things and show those to him. Because he is not a fictional character to us. He is a role model, an idol, a hero, a human with a heart bigger then this world can hold. He is a loving father, husband, and son. He is an award winning genius. Who i have looked up to since i discovered hamilton.

You wanna know why?
Because as the only half POC in my entire family, i saw hispanic/latinx representation on broadway, in a place i loved, i saw a passionate latino man unafraid of who he is. I saw a real human, not a talking dog, or the things people say we are on the news. I saw myself, because since i was young me being half mexican was the joke in my family
“Haha did you run jump or swim here?”
“Shit cheynne get down the police are coming”
“So i guess we have to change your last name, don’t want the patrol to chuck you across the wall”
Me being half mexican, was a joke, and i never realized until i was old enough and i saw how fucked up it was.

Lin made me so proud to see a latino man, a latino in general be praised for breaking the wall, and most of the time no one commented on his race, why? Because it didn’t matter. He wrote a beautiful story, he told a forgotten persons life, he made me cry, and laugh.

Lin will always be my idol, my true role model on how to live, on how to treat people, to show that kindness is the key, to not fight back with harsh words, i have done that i know, i have been rude and snarky, yes. And that was not okay. I am sorry.

To me, i am able and have been for years, i have been able to separate the fantasy lin, in my mind, the ‘Daddy AF, plow me, etc.’ Lin, from the very real in my heart idol and role model, father type figure lin. I can have my own world and write it out for fun, for my own sort of writing things, but always knowing, always, ALWAYS, knowing he is a real human, with emotions and feelings and a family.

But people who call us creepy and gross and weird and obsessive and fucking disgusting. You don’t seem to see we are also humans, real people, with feelings and emotions and take what you say to heart.

A person wrote to me after i made a post and said, because of what people said in such a post as this, that they felt so guilty and had a full blown panic attack, and were going to delete all of there social media because of that. How is that okay, how is that fair, we respect everyone we write about, but people can’t understand words they say or type can be just as hurtful as ours are to you.

Now, we stay away from the main tags, or try to, its tumblr its gonna happen, we write we tag, if it gets a lot of notes, that is not in our control, block us so you don’t see our fics…or scroll past it or select photo or gif. It is so much easier to scroll past us, then to be hateful or hurtful.

As aaron burr once said in a marvelous musical.
“Talk less. Smile more”
In this i mean, scroll past, smile more.

Cause guys
“Love is love is love is love” kindness is what the world needs, lin said it himself.

Remember, write what you want. Sing what you want. Dance how you want. Because we only have a grain of sands worth of time to do what we love, so don’t waste it.

“We only have a grain of sands worth of time on this earth….”

unicornwizard69  asked:

What is underfell, what is underswap, and is fellswap common too? Like do they have planned out au stories that everyone generally follows (as consencus) or does everyone make up their own. Sincerely, a confused person who just searched undertale for the first time on tumblr looking for a cute phone background but instead found a bunch of au drawings.

((FIRST OFF—I just gotta say that I hecking love your icon my dude! Though I maaay be a little biased because Ryan’s my fave LMAO

In any case, Underfell, Underswap and Swapfell–as you’ve probably already gathered–are all AUs! Arguably speaking, Underfell and Underswap are some of the ‘big’ ones while Swapfell is relatively new and not as established beyond headcanons about the skelebros (at least on tumblr; originally it was centered around Alphyne by the original creator but then it got kinda derailed along the way by the fandom LOL)

Underfell was originally created by two people who have since let the fandom have full reign of it and locked up the hub blog for it (not mentioning their URLs because they said they no longer wanted to be associated with the AU). Originally, Underfell was meant to be ‘evil’ Undertale, but then the creators decided that it would be more fun to make it a design-only AU. This meant that everyone was free to use the original Underfell designs however they wanted and with whatever story they liked. The only set ‘thing’ about Underfell from that point on was that everyone looked edgy. :’D Other things that are considered universally accepted fanon lore for Underfell that don’t relate to appearances are things like Sans calling Papyrus ‘boss’ and having a taste for mustard as his condiment of choice.

Underswap was originally created by popcornpr1nce with the designs in this post. There used to be hub blog with information for this AU as well but that has also been shut down for a while now and, as far as I know, popcornpr1nce has since let people do their own thing with the AU. Underswap is essentially a swap of some of the more prominent roles in Undertale. So Swap!Papyrus takes on the role of Sans and is the one you fight at the end of a No Mercy run, Swap!Toriel takes Asgore’s place in the castle, Swap!Undyne takes Alphys’s place in the labs, etc. You can see most of the main swaps in that original picture but there are some more obscure ones (such as Gaster and Riverperson swapping) that have been kind of lost to the fandom since the hub blog went down.

Swapfell was originally created by kkhoppang who has since deleted their blog and also their twitter I believe ;m; I don’t have a link to their original line-up of character designs but I do have a couple other links to their Alphyne designs (along with some Tori and Napstaton <3) and their finalised versions of what the skelebros would look like. The designs you see floating around tumblr for the bros now are a popular fanon version that sort of took over after kkhopang left and aren’t actually anything like their original version. In any case, the idea of Swapfell was basically taking the Underswap universe and making it ‘edgy’ like Underfell and thus combining the two AUs into one. I actually don’t know much else about the AU in general—not in the least because I can’t speak a lick of Korean so I don’t know if there was ever any lore associated with kkhoppang’s pictures or not ahahahha

So, as far as stories go, Underfell and Swapfell have no set stories and everyone is free to sort of do whatever they like with the AUs, though most people typically keep in making it follow Undertale’s general story with the additions of a little more angst and violence LOL Underswap has more of a rigid format in that, beyond the swaps, the story stays the same as Undertale, but many fans have done creative twists of their own and really made the AU into something fantastic as well!

In the end though, honestly, you should feel free to interpret the AUs however you want and however you most enjoy them! If you’re new to AUs, it might seem a little off-putting or even over-whelming at first, but it can be a lot of fun to dig into them if you find people who do it in a way you like! And if you don’t like anything already made, there’s always the option of doing your own version! :’)

Anyways, I hope that was informative and, also, I hope you eventually got a sufficiently cute phone background!! <33 And if you ever need help on that note, totally IM me dude and I will hook you up because I’ve been hoarding pretty fanart for aaages ;3))

tgd characters + social media:

-shao has all his accounts on private but his snapchat is thirst trap after thirst trap and parkour. his ig is for shoes and the occassional picture of the get down brothers. he always subtweets mylene even tho she blocked him ages ago. hes also flash’s party promoter, and is the first person to tweet about some funny (read: cute) thing zeke did. he also posts music recs once a month (either trap or 90s rap, some a$ap rocky too). hes got the les inferno twitter and ig #blockt

-zeke is looooowwkeey an ankh he follows all the big hotep instagrams and loves the picture of the naked black woman with the earth as her ass (y'all kno the one I’m talking about) but he doesn’t tell anybody. he has a link to his soundcloud on everything. posts black and white pictures of himself, the ny skyline, and flashes of mylene and shao. he tweets lyrics (half the time about mylene) and stories about ra geeking out over something (they interact the most over social media. every tbt post is about some wild shit he and ra got into when they were in middle school). he’s the receiver of all of shaos thirst traps

-mylene has the most followers out of anyone. her snapchat story is watched by dozens and is mostly her doing cute things around manhattan with yolanda and regina. her pictures on ig always look super professional (zeke took em lol) and she does the occasional look book. she has a youtube where she posts videos of her singing, and actually got a couple songs of hers on itunes. shes the biggest beyonce stan and has gotten a few of her tweets favorited by her. she also tweets advice and useful tips, but is always threatening to block people. subtweets about zeke’s buffoonery on a daily basis.

-yolanda is a big youtuber who mostly vlogs and does reviews, but will sometimes post a sketch video or two a month. her snaps are mostly of her brothers doing geeky shit and her cackling in the background. her vlogs are super personal without seeming super personal, and they’re funny as hell. wokest of the crew cause she calls out zeke’s lowkey hotepery. she rarely posts to ig because she feels like all her pictures are trash when they’re not, but when she does post she gets tons of likes.

-regina is p big on twitter. her stories and threads get thousands of retweets a day and she’s constantly getting sponsored. huge meme lord, and exposes uglies on a daily basis. her ig is all pictures of her and yolanda cause They Gay™. her snaps are wild but she actually doesn’t use sc that much compared to the others. she has a tumblr and its mostly new wave memes and aesthetic posts, but she’ll sneak in something really personal but feel guilty about it for some reason.

-ra is the second biggest meme lord. he runs a marvel/dc blog (his fave is probably iron man smh) and writes star wars fic. posted the pics of him dressed as Finn at comic con all over ig. he also posts vintage comic finds, and pictures of him and his brothers around the park. his tweets are always really insightful and deep, but he never realizes it until his notifications blow tf up. a video of him calling out someone who was bullying boo boo went viral and he doesn’t know how to handle it. his snaps are of zeke and him being goofy.

-boo’s name on everything is “booboothefool” and he mostly posts dancing videos on instagram. he’ll sometimes post a singing video, which surprises everyone every single time. he makes youtube poops even tho its 2016, and is mostly subscribed to prank channels. he is the third biggest meme lord, and probably lowkey a troll, but a chaotic good one.

-dizzee is an art hoe and only really uses ig, twitter, and sometimes tumblr but its rare. he mostly just posts pictures of his graffiti and he never shows his face in the pictures that are actually of him. he uses really funky filters too. his tweets are somehow more fake deep than zekes, and he calls everything An Experience™. probably obsessed with kanye west and is always live blogging his trash fashion show. he also posts a lot of music recs, but they’re mostly stuff from the 70s and 80s.

-idk who thor is but! he’s super lowkey about everything and only uses facebook to post his graffiti art and insightful quotes. comments on all of pakoussa’s posts and secretly keeps an eye on dizzee’s ig.

-that rich white punk girl stays in zeke’s dms, runs a black and white blog that’s mostly AHS: murder house gifs, posts gore on every account she has, tweets “#whitegirlsevolving” and snapchats herself twirling a butcher knife around her tiddies

anonymous asked:

After watching the uhohbro video he made in response to social repose I was wondering if there is more to the shane-onision drama than what we know. he mentioned that lamey is in contact with shane as far as to ask her why her husband hates him.he also said that shane had asked him to be on his podcast but he publically refused, I have a feeling that they have some kind of agreement we dont know about, cause why would shane be friends with the wife of a person who always points out his flaws.

I havent seen SP’s video but let’s go through this, shall we.

First off, I’ll include the whole ‘podcast’ thing in this. It’s really minor. Second off, I know that Lainey interacts with him over twitter. They tweeted each other when Shane’s dog passed away. Lainey tweets Shane sometimes, but not as much anymore. Honestly, in my mind, if Shane and Lainey were actually talking, Greg would have a tizzy fit. We could break down Shane’s personality and everything he’s done, and that’d take a long time, but to say the least, Shane is a good guy. His flaw to Greg was that he never had time for Greg (note, they don’t live close together). Shane ignores the Greg drama and I’m sure in his head, he doesn’t think he should be rude to Lainey. I’m friends with people who’s S/O’s hate me.

I don’t really think there’s anything else to it. Shane wouldn’t profit from the drama or anything.

Shane and Greg met a few years ago before Greg was even relevant (as if he is now). Him and Shane made a video and kissed (you’ll see Greg refer to this in how he met Lainey because that’s how she discovered Greg). Shane’s friendship with Greg is the reason Greg ever got recognized. This was also back when Greg could be considered funny and wasn’t complete garbage.

Greg also criticized Shane for saying ‘I love you’ to fans.

Here’s a link to something Greg wrote

This is from Greg’s old website:

“It’s complicated. First Onision told Shane he was basically “Hollywood” and Shane called Onision an asshole, so Onision ended the friendship. Onision was mad because Shane had said many times he would meet up with Onision when he was in LA, only to completely ignore him once he was actually there. Shane talked behind his other friend’s back to Onision and also said “YouTube is just a job” to Onision over dinner which is a slap in the face to all his fans. Shane also canceled projects that he said he would be a part of after Onision had already written a script, recorded/produced a full song with Shane & recruited actors. Basically Shane royally screwed Onision over when it comes to video projects.As for what’s happening now? Shane & Onision talked things out. Shane apologized for what he did, saying he was in a bad place then & while they’re still not friends, Shane at least made peace with Onision.“

This is in ref to the podcast:

The link, however, no longer exists and no one can actually prove that Shane wanted him there (if someone has proof of otherwise, let me know).

There’s whatever the fuck this is:

TL;DR: One upon a time, before YouTube was really a thing and racist humor was hilarious to some people, Greg fanboyed over Shane and they were called look alikes. Shane befriended him, the two kissed, Greg always copied Shane on everything, Shane made Greg ‘famous’, Shane was accused of talking about Greg behind his back, Greg stopped being friends with Shane because he was flakey. Who the hell knows what’s going on now.

Check out other drama blogs and search shane and see what else comes up.

anonymous asked:

Which YOI fic of yours is your favourite and what is your favourite part in it?

I think that would have to be Melodies Unheard but Felt All the Same. For now.

When I thought of writing a fic with Yuuri being Deaf, the first thing that came to mind was how it would end, and I came up with the ending first. My fav part.

Victor, who proves to be different compared to a lot of the people Yuuri has either tried romantic/friendly relationships with, should do something touching. Something that would turn Yuuri into mush.

My first thought afterward was of Victor speaking to reporters after Yuuri’s wins gold(this was started before YOI finished). How he would be asked how long he knew of Yuuri’s Deafness and what his plans for the future were. And I imagined him having a desire to open a skating school of his own(because in my fic, competing lost its luster). And in homage to his fiance, make it a school for only D/deaf and HoH people. Because there are thousands of skating schools that cater to Hearing people only, but are there any for non-Hearing folks?

Basically, writing the story was just me pushing to get to that point, and once I established that as my desired ending, I started thinking of all the points in the plot that would have to change because Yuuri has been unable to hear anything since he was 2 weeks old. I made a loose Outline and began studying.

It was interesting project and I did a lot of research, consulting various people and blogs and articles. Posing random questions on Google and finding interesting information. I added whatever I found to the chapters so others who were curious, could read for themselves.

I was most proud of the reception. There is always a chance for flames and trolling no matter what, but for a character with something that is considered a disability, it’s even worse. 

There were, as expected, people who didn’t like it. I wasn’t offended. My writing isn’t for everyone.

There were people who hated it though and felt personally attacked that I would write that Yuuri had been stood up by a date once it was made known that he was Deaf. Or that a Hearing person told him he ‘didn’t sound retarded like other Deaf people’. They felt I was lying and trying to attack the Abled, ignoring the fact that I pointed out the links to the #HearingPrivelege tag from Twitter, where the very examples I used, had come from.

Some thought I was ‘too preachy’ because why did I need to write about Cochlear Implants and the fact that there are many forms of Sign Language? In essence, they wanted to know why the story about a Deaf character, always came back to issues the D/deaf face? You might understand my frustration over those types of questions.

Finally, I got those few ignorant people who think that because the character/person is Deaf, they cannot dance, model, act, skate etc… ‘because they can’t hear the music and therefore can’t bring the right emotions forth’. Which pisses me off so much. There are Deaf dancers. A Deaf model won ANTM s:22 and DWTS s:22. There are Deaf figure skaters and one even made it to the Olympics and won several golds during his time as a skater. Being Hearing does not mean you can dance or model or act or skate. Otherwise I’d be good at all of it.

But overall, the reception was great! And I had many D/deaf and HoH readers/readers with D/deaf and HoH family, inform me that they loved it and that it was realistic. That they/their family member could connect with Yuuri on an easier level than with canon-Yuuri. Some offered more links to add to the story and pointed me in the direction of more info to use if I revise. And it’s great!

My fic, which doesn’t follow what mainstream media would want, managed to make it to 4.5K+ Kudos. That 81K+ people read it. That 1K+ people commented. The readers overall were very respectful and some showed real interest in learning more. And many expressed an interest in taking up Sign classes that are available in their region, wherever they are.

And that’s good! Sign isn’t offered in most public educational facilities. Some schools don’t consider it an official language even. And having people show and interest in it and more wanting to press for it to become a required element at school, could affect the perception others have of it. And who knows what this will do for the future?

MUbFAtS was a great fic and one of the ones I’m most proud of! ^-^

BittyParse Accidental Marriage

Someone had to make a ‘married in Las Vegas’ Au, so here it is:

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pretty fucking cute (leafyishere)

hey guys its been awhile since i written anything (again) and I’m really sorry, but i was just hit by some inspiration so i decided to write.. hope you enjoy :) btw i recently just got into leafyishere about 3 months ago (and this pinecone already has me wrapped around his fucking finger) and i understand not everyone is a fan, but i decided i wanted to begin writing imagines based on him, but i promise he’s not gonna be the only one (i can take any requests) i just decided to make him another one of my focuses 

bold- text messages

warning- cussing, mention of a cyberbully lol

——————————————————————                                       ~~ As your eyes began to open slowly taking in the light of the cold saturday morning, you began to realize where you were. You looked to your left noticing a broad figure lying peacefully. The conners of your lips began to form in a small smile at the thought of being next to him, being able to touch him and feel him next to you and not just see him through the small computer screen.

You and Calvin have been dating for over 6 months now and you’ve never been happier. You were first introduced to Calvin over Youtube, you yourself had created a Youtube channel to be able to express your opinions and not only entertain yourself, but just like Calvin, distract yourself from life’s issues. Most of your content wasn’t as extreme as Calvin’s, but it seemed to get people’s attention and created a great fanbase for you. One day you received a ton of mentions on twitter containing the same link, a leafyishere youtube video. The video was titled “THE MOST AWKWARD GIRL ON YOUTUBE”. When you looked at the thumbnail you just thought to yourself “oh fuck.” First of all you had never seen anything of this youtubers content before, of course you’d heard of him, mainly insults calling him the “cancer of youtube” and second, you knew this was gonna be a disaster because you knew you were super awkward. The reason you were so stumped by the thumbnail was because you could tell it was one of your old videos you had posted when you had first started your channel. The video was meant to be “funny” while you attempted to create a blog while visiting Disneyland with some of your close friends. In the video you would try your hardest to be as funny as you could and would go up to random people and tell them a cheesy pick up line while they in return gave you a face of disgust, it was a MESS. As your mouse hovered over the youtube video you already knew what was coming. Although the video did say some mean things about you, that you didn’t take seriously because you knew the video was cringey af, he did add some pretty cute comments like complimenting your giggle saying “I’m not gonna lie dude that was pretty fucking cute.” As you were finishing watching the video you couldn’t take the obvious smile off your face, his voice was just so endearing to you, you couldn’t seem to hold back a grin. But overall this kid was funny af. You had always enjoyed people with satire humor, because you weren’t one to take things too seriously. You decided to respond to the video so you tweeted him “@y/n: @leafyishere this is honestly one of the funniest videos I’ve ever seen. nice job roasting my cringey ass” Eventually he responded with “@leafyishere: @y/n anytime ;))” After these tweets you both followed each other and started @ing one another on a daily basis both of your fandoms freaking out anytime there were any interaction with the two of you. After some time he eventually got the nerve to dm you and your little heart did flips the minute you got a notification that read “message from @leafyishere: um hi there…” This is the message that then started it all. You both eventually went from twitter dms to texting constantly, then phone and Skype calls on a daily basis, you were both hooked. He always made you smile no matter what, to others he was labeled as a cyberbully and a terrible person, but to you he was the only person who could bring such happiness to your life that you couldn’t go a day without smiling over just the thought of him. Things started getting pretty serious between the two of you, soon enough the both of you expressed your deep feelings for each other and how you both appreciated each other more than anything. He always said he wanted to ask you to be his official girlfriend but it didn’t seem right to do it over the phone, his exact words were “i don’t wanna ask you over the phone though because thats just fucking dumb as shit, i wanna say it to your cute ass face in person.” Time then started to fly by and every time you talked the subject of meeting one another always came up. Distance was basically your cock blocker. He lived in Ohio and you in California so of course it was tough for both you and him to find time with your busy schedules. Nights were the times you always had your free time, but for Calvin he never knew when to take a break and spent all his time trying to make the best videos for his fans. So most of your night texts were you trying to convince him to go to sleep when eventually you couldn’t pry your eyes open any longer and would give in to the sleep and wake up feeling guilty for not staying up with him, to which he always replied saying “its fine, i can’t sleep anyways so might as well do something while I’m up.” Which broke your heart every time. 

With time you and Calvin only seemed to fall harder and harder. He helped you with all your bullshit and you helped him with his. Thats all you both needed. The desire to meet started to build up more and more during all this time, the frustration of not being able to touch and see each other started to become overwhelming. One day you started getting into your feels after watching some of his newest face cams, swooning like crazy, and you texted him curious as to why he hadn’t been relying as much as usual.

“baby??”

“yes cutie?”

“fuck i hate us were so cringey… anyways what are you up to?”

“watching some of your youtube videos…”

“no way i was just doing the same thing”

“you were watching your own videos?”

“no cal i was watching yours you dumbass”

“well shit my bad”

“i wanna see your face”

“uh right now?”

“no next year.. yes right now”

“someones sassy today…i like it”

“so can i see my pinecone now or what?”

“i hate you..and idk baby i kinda wanted to take a nap I’m feeling really exhausted today”

“A NAP OMG YES OK GO TO SLEEP MY LITTLE MUG BYE”

“you seem excited about my nap”

“well duh i care about your health asshole, now stop talking to me and go the fuck to sleep buh bye”

“you’ve been watching my videos way too much you’re starting to become a bully”

“SLEEP. BYE.”

“night babygirl”

“night you mug”

Seeing that he was gonna take a nap you decided you could use one yourself, so you laid down and the minute you did, you knocked out. All of a sudden a ringing woke you from your sleep. With your eyes barely open you grabbed your phone and saw you were getting a FaceTime call from Cal. You panicked because you missed him so much and straightened up as much as possible to not look like death and quickly answered. The minute his face popped up on the screen you had a huge smile on your face. Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion as you noticed he was in a building with really bright lights. “Wasn’t he suppose to be taking a god damn nap.” you thought to yourself. 

“hi baby”

“hey cal.. where are you? its so bright” you responded with a faint voice due to you just waking up

“aw did i wake you babe? sorry but i just couldn’t wait”

“wait for what?”

instead of saying anything he just flipped the camera on his phone and you noticed lots of people dragging suitcases and many people standing next to baggage claims and thats when it clicked.

“NO”

“oh yeah”

“nO FUCKING WAY? YOURE HERE?”

“no actually I’m about to get on a spaceship right now with pewdiepie because were about to get off of this horrible planet…yes I’m here!”

“hOLY SHIT”

As this processed through your mind you realized you looked like shit and your place was a mess and he was about 20 mins away. 

“omg i gotta go Cal i need to clean and shit. wHY DIDNT YOU WARN ME?”

“babe don’t stress. its just me. as long as i see you i don’t care about anything else. you could have shit on your walls and i wouldn’t care…okay that was a little too far.”

“ugh fine just get your cute ass here soon”

“yes ma’am”

Once the call ended you ignore what he said and made yourself look decent enough as well as your apartment. Time seemed to go by so damn slow and you waiting impatiently for Cal to arrive. Any car you heard pass by made your heart burst out of your chest. Soon enough you heard a car door close and the wheels of a suitcase make their way to the elevator. As you looked out your window you could see Cal entering the elevator. You couldn’t wait any longer so you ran out of your apartment and stood in front of the elevator doors. As you saw the levels the elevator was passing your nerves started to get the best of you, you were basically shaking from the anticipation. Finally the doors of the elevator opened and there he stood. As he looked up to get out his eyes met yours. You both never broke eye contact as he raced to you and held your face in his soft hands and kissed you like his life depended on it. You wrapped your arms around his neck bringing him as close to you as you could, never wanting any distance to come between you both ever again. As you pulled away to catch your breath, he followed your lips groaning at the loss of contact.

“i need to breath Cal” you giggled while placing your forehead on his. 

“sorry i can’t contain myself, I’ve wanted to do that for so long and now that I’ve gotten a taste i don’t thing ill ever want to stop.”

You giggled as you lightly slapped his chest making him chuckle along with you and adding on “not gonna lie dude that was pretty fucking cute.” causing you to blush more than you already were. You both stood there in the middle of the hall just taking each other in, until you realized you were just standing in the middle of the hall like idiots and walked into your apartment. As you lead him into the apartment you could feel his eyes slowly checking you out from behind and you soon enough felt him slap your butt and say “damn girl you thicc af.” making you laugh once again. Once you settled everything where it needed to be you walked into the kitchen offering him some water, but instead received complete silence. When you looked up you noticed he was leaning against the wall just staring at you with a clear smirk on his face, typical him being a tease. 

“what”

“what?”

“why are you staring, its not nice to stare cal”

“hmm well then i must be evil because i can’t stop”

“loser” you said with a bright red face, to which he chuckled at.

“i can’t believe I’m here with you.. god I’m so happy right now its ridiculous”

“i can’t believe you flew all the way over here just to see me, and nice job keeping from me you’re usually a terrible liar”

“wow thanks”

“anytime” you stated with a smirk.

Most of the time you spent together on the couch without ever breaking physically contact as if fearing that it wouldn’t last as long as you both wanted it to. You joked around and said cheesy things to each other, to which you both would never admit to actually enjoying. You even had some fun in the bedroom, you had to catch up on EVERYTHING. 

“how long are you staying?” you asked while laying next to him on your bed while he brushed a piece of hair off of your face.

“as long as you want me to stay”

“well in that case your never leaving”

“are you sure you won’t get tired of me?” he laughed pulling you closer to his chest.

“never” you mumbled into his chest 

“baby?”

“hmm?”

“can i ask you something?”

“of course whats up?” you looked up at him looking into his eyes.

He stared at you for a while adorning you’re face, letting his mind look over every detail of your face.

“i um, i wanted to do this face to face and now seems like a good time to bring it up..and i know its gonna be really fucking lame but well I’m pretty lame, but thats besides the point… um.. do you maybe wanna… fuck omg I’m so embarrassing…will you be my official girlfriend?” he stumbled saying with a hint of nervousness in his voice.

“are you kidding me? is that even a question? of fucking course i do..why else would i call you my pinecone, that’s a pretty clear hint.”

“god you’re fucking great.” he said with a chuckle.

Although you weren’t certain if he was staying forever or about your future, which seemed legit especially since he even brought his set up to make youtube videos while visiting you, you decided to live in the moment as you both slowly let the serenity take over until you were both sound asleep, that was the one night he slept peacefully, with you by his side.

This was the moment you woke up, realizing your surroundings and seeing his figure lie next to you. You just couldn’t believe it, he was here, it was real, and you weren’t letting go anytime soon. Although the future seemed complicated in figuring out how to manage your relationship with the distance and the busy schedules, you didn’t care at the moment. Right now you had him, right now he was yours, right now nothing could stop you from feeling what you felt for this boy. 

“thank you,” you whispered to the sleeping boy, “thank you for making me feel this way..”

“anytime babygirl, anytime..” 


—————————————————————— holy shit that was bad I’m really sorry, i actually really tried but it just turned out supper cheesy and lame, and i also apologize for any spelling mistakes or any mistakes on the calvin facts, like i said before i just got into his stuff and I’m not too confident on his background. 

but anyways if you have any request PLS don’t hesitate to ask, I’m free for anything and ill try my best:))


xoxo esmi

anonymous asked:

Hello! Hope you don't mind me asking but what exactly is what makes you think Isayama and his editors may be implying Eruri? :) I don't mind if you give me a long answer (I you'd like, of course)...

No problemo!

It all started a few years ago for me. I began noticing all this odd, unrelated, separate information in interviews etc and eventually realized that Isayama is actually kind of an eruri fangirl. I’ll take you through my realization journey throughout the years (lol)

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anonymous asked:

Imagine Steve being really, really good with social media. Memes? Nothing different than the few "Kilroy Was Here" drawings Steve did during WWII. Steve even photoshops some awkward fight photos of himself once he has a solid knowledge of pop culture. Twitter? Useful way to reach a lot of people — practically instantaneously — at once. Also, great way to share some terrible puns. Tumblr? Well, Steve had always wanted to draw comics...

     Steve’s introduction to social media started off as Tony’s idea of a joke.  After he’d been out of the ice for a few months, Steve was irritatingly well-adjusted, and Tony couldn’t resist pushing a few buttons.  So, one day, Steve got a message on his S.H.I.E.L.D. email (“Email!?  You understand email?”  “Of course.  It’s just like a telegram on a screen.”) with a link to a site called tumblr.    The post he’d been directed to is part of a blog apparently run by a history major looking for a place to scream about WWII.  Some of the post made reference to books and documentaries that he didn’t know about, though he supposes they must be rather popular since she never goes into great detail.  However, from what he was able to parse, the author was insinuating that perhaps he and Bucky had been a bit more than childhood pals.  (The exact wording being: “I’ve seen the old reels, and let me tell you; that is not a smile you give your buddy.  Barnes and Rogers were the gal pals of the twentieth century, okay?”)

     He blushes and makes a mental note to get Stark back later, but…his interest is piqued.  This girl has really done her work.  It’s actually a little alarming how accurately a total stranger has pegged him, but in the same breath, it’s sort of nice.  Even after the serum, nobody seemed all that interested in Steve Rogers.  Other than Bucky and Peggy, it was all about Captain America, and after his “death” he became a symbol, warped and tainted by the years until he didn’t resemble himself anymore.  But as he scrolled down through more posts, it was clear that whoever was behind this blog knew who Steve Rogers was, or was at least making an effort to figure it out.

     Two hours later, he had six tabs open and was buried deep in the Captain America tag, alternating between enraged and delighted as he read through the debates about everything from his political leanings to his mental health.  He desperately wanted to respond.  Both to set a few records straight and to thank the dedicated historians that looked at the man behind the shield.

     “Natasha,” he called across the common room.

     “Hmm?” she looked up from her book and raised an eyebrow.

     “Can you help me with something?”  The look on her face as she strode over was one he’d grown accustomed to since his de-icing.  It was the one that said “Be nice to grandpa, he doesn’t know any better.”  Clearly, she was expecting to explain how to run a Google search or something equally self-explanatory, but instead, he asked:  “How do I reply to this?” and pointed at one of the posts.

     “Oh.  Um…for starters, open a new tab.”  She walked him through the process and a few minutes later, steve-g-rogers was up and running.  Natasha helped him post a picture of himself waving hello into the webcam with a little bio beneath it, and explained how to tag it so that people would see.

     It exploded overnight, hundreds and then thousands of followers accumulating as bloggers found out that it was the real Captain America debunking their research.  He stayed up into the early morning, correcting the most blatantly wrong posts and answering piles of questions, some about how he was getting by in the future and “dude, you know tumblr?” mixed in with some serious ones about what life was really like in the thirties and forties.  Finally, he reached out and messaged the blogger that had sparked his interest, confiding she had hit pretty close to the truth, and “Please don’t publish this, I need to gather my wits a bit more before I’m ready to put it out there, but yes.  There was more.  For me, at least, it was more.  And thank you.  Not many people seem to remember that I’m a person before I’m a symbol.”  

     From there, Steve’s internet exploration took off.  As he branched out more on tumblr, he found himself taking up art again, posting pictures of cartoons he drew in staff meetings or sketches of the other Avengers.  Even a few of Bucky that he did from memory.  Eventually, there were so many that he made an instagram account, where he also started posting photos of the New York skyline as seen from Stark Tower.  The caption on the first one read: “Ugly building, beautiful view.”  Once he feels caught up enough on political issues to weigh in, he sets up a twitter.  He completely forgoes the usual “Hello, this is my first tweet” route and opens with: “@GOP: FDR’s New Deal “handouts” saved half my neighborhood.  #Captain America is not your conservative puppet.”  The media goes nuts.

anonymous asked:

I came into the fandom a year or so ago so I missed the Harry and Paige drama. I assumed 'Haige' was the sort of thing where they were seen in public once and the tabloids went wild. But I did some searching and it seems that there was more to it than that? I looked for some info on your blog (I used the search function and tags, promise!) but couldn't find much. Do you remember / have links to anything about it? I'm not insinuating that I think it's real at all, just curious. ;)

This is my third attempt to make this masterpost and I’m going to scream if it doesn’t work. Anyway, here is the story of Haige.

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Through The Eyes of a KPopper: Invasion of Privacy

Note: Before I get started… I will reference the drama that happened. I know I had said I would stop mentioning it, but considering this is an important aspect of the essay – it will be mentioned. Not the details; not the actual person – nothing of that sort will be allowed. Just the mere basics and that’s it. I do wish for the Phandom to not send death threats or show any hatred and anger towards that person. With that said, please read this.

Well, well, well. Did anyone really think I was going to stop with the comparisons? Nope. Not at all. This is a follow up to my first essay I wrote. I don’t care if my readers or haters think I’m going overboard with this – the reality is I’m not. I’m not here to bash Phan. I am not here to bash anything about the Phandom, trust me on this one.

The Phandom knows of the recent drama that happened with the address leak. I don’t think I have to mention any details whatsoever, but this is the only time I will mention and reference it. In my first essay, I had mentioned:

There’s so many red flags in the future and past behavior of the Phandom when comparing them to KPop fans. It’s actually so difficult to ignore the bad.

It seems I have somehow predicted the future of the Phandom. Especially in regards to the details of the drama that happened if it’s true. I even said when describing the Phandom’s past actions:

It might not be the same as installing a surveillance camera or chasing down their idols in real life but the fact that it’s the online equivalent made me ashamed and uncomfortable of the small portion of the Phandom that is truly rabid and insane.

This line is still relevant and it very much is. The owner of that one twitter account went so far as to post personal things that I’m sure the duo doesn’t want revealed.

The fact that that one person actually crossed that line and went to stalk Phil in person firmly cemented my beliefs that the Phandom will end up being like those sasaeng fans I mentioned in my first essay if they do not heed my warning about giving them space and privacy; considering that the stalker is not a teenager at all. If the story is true – the fact that Phil apparently bumped into the same person five times during the day says enough. In fact, that’s exactly what it’s like dealing with a sasaeng fan, but the sad reality with KPop idols is this is something they have to deal with daily; it’s not in the job description but it comes with fame. So just imagine, for a second, how Dan and Phil may have reacted to the situation all together.

Probably very scared and panicked, right? The good thing is they are not alone in this.

After all, KPop idols are always afraid when they go back to their homes all alone – this is what they deal with. I don’t think anyone would be calm in that situation – the fact that Dan didn’t even bother doing a live show this week says enough about his stance.

This is why I ask you, the Phandom, what more do you want from them? Do you really want to go so far as to try to stalk them if you’re in the same city as them? If you were in the stalker’s shoes, do you really think you would be treated nicely? Oh wait. The stalker’s delusional. Forgot about that. All you’re going to get is a restraining order and not a welcome committee in which you indulge in your fantasies of being friends with Dan and Phil. The same treatment applies to sasaeng fans as well; they aren’t welcomed at all in the KPop culture.

Invasion of privacy is what I had always been worried about concerning Dan and Phil. With the Phandom’s past, I was sure that there wouldn’t be similar incidents crossing over from online to the real world. With this drama – it actually shows that some people are just so mentally unstable that they will do anything to meet their idols – the exact definition of a sasaeng fan in a non-KPop fandom. I don’t know who the identity of this person is – but if you do – refrain from spilling any info. What really concerns me is that I feel the reason Dan and Phil may have stalkers is because:

1.)   They’re stupidly attractive, British YouTubers who are actually successful in their careers.

2.)   Read number one.

3.)   Read number one again.

4.)   They are being objectified.

Yes, you read correctly. I believe Dan and Phil are being objectified What do you mean by that, you ask. Well, sasaeng fans in KPop generally objectify their person of interest – meaning they do not see past their delusional fantasies they may have with them. They do not care if the person of their obsession refuses their advances; not one single fuck is given if there is no consent at all from them. Any sense of right or wrong is thrown out the window when it concerns the object of their obsession.

Here’s an exaggerated KPop example of one. (The fact there’s even music videos about the concept of sasaeng fans shows how big they are in the KPop culture scene.) It might be just a simple MV but pay attention to the actual antagonist’s behavior and mentality. Then there is the comedic version of that. Then there’s the actual reality of it.

This is why I am not surprised that person bumped into Phil at least five times that same day, assuming her mentality is like any of those people in the videos I linked to. (Depending on which version of the story you hear; either waited for him at a bakery shop or bumped into him five times.) What infuriates me is the person had to go and leak out the personal info in retaliation.

Did you really want attention from either Dan or Phil that badly? If you did, then you got it – but not in a particularly good way. Have fun dealing with an angry Phandom because trust me, when you mess with them – you will get excluded. (Even I had this happen to me at one point. Not the attack, thank god.) This recent drama is the reason why I constantly push for the Phandom to not resort to the tactics sasaeng fans use because you all are much better than them – and I do mean that; both Phan and non-Phan shippers.

I don’t want you – the fans – to suffer the repercussions because of one mentally unstable person. However, I do want you to ask yourself: What else do you want from Dan and Phil? If you’re happy with their content then fine. Go do you. Did you want them to have a kiss and tell all book about how they’re hiding a double life or something? That’s what the Phandom initially thought of with the announcement of The Amazing Book is Not on Fire. The answer to that is no. They obviously won’t do that. They’re not that stupid. Remember when I had mentioned that dreadful word that for some reason the Phandom couldn’t comprehend or refused to accept in the first essay?

Fan service. That’s right

They obviously hit you guys with that one concerning The Amazing Book is Not on Fire without you knowing it. Especially with a description about what the book contains on the official Amazon.com website:

With everything from what we text each other, to the time we met One Direction and what really happened in Vegas… 

And guess what? You guys bought the book anyways to find out what happened in Vegas, thinking it would be Phan related. The majority of the Phandom did buy it just to figure out what happened – thinking it would be more evidence to prove Phan is real. They had you at the palm of their hand and guess what? They trolled you, Phan shippers.

That’s not a bad thing. If anything, I laughed really hard about it myself because that’s just totally them in personality. The book is still a good reading material if you like their content but what I’m getting at is they are super aware of the fan service; what little things you guys are looking forward to and cash in on that. They are not manipulative in any way; they are merely doing business. It just shows that they’re much smarter than their online personas may have you think.

The fact that actual members of the Phandom got upset is what bothered me. Did you really think they would give you access to their private lives – especially the ones on the internet before Dan made a YouTube account and was just a fan of Phil’s? Why do you think Phil is currently doing a copyright infringement on any blog or website that contains a “Phan” timeline that contains any little texts they had, twitter messages, etc? (At least so I’ve heard. Do not quote me on this.) They don’t want anyone to get a glimpse into their personal life – whatever that may be and that’s okay. I don’t know if that’s his response to the aftermath of the address leak drama or a coincidence, but it’s justified at this point.

They don’t have much privacy now but please, let’s respect the small shred that they have left.

They are human beings who have feelings; not just some objects internet cult memes that you can claim that the internet possesses. They belong to themselves – not to anyone else and not even to the fans. They are not obligated to continue being nice after the incident; which is why I honestly hope that either Dan or Phil have a serious talk – if the drama really is true – with the Phandom.

Let them be more stern and demanding concerning their privacy. I’m sure you wouldn’t like it either if someone out of anger, because you refused their advances, leaked your address out to the internet either. You would try to hide everything about yourself on the web and avoid people if you could too.

The point is treat them as you would like to be treated, guys. That’s all I have to say about my follow up. I hope the message is loud and clear for the Phandom.

666miles  asked:

hey i was looking around on redbubble and someone is selling your art for 5$. ive had art stolen and sold and it sucks so if you want to talk to them and try and get them to take it down. their use is ConeyIslandKingArt i hope they take it down and if you want support with getting them to do so just let me know and ill help and ask all my follows on twitter and ig to do so also

(I’m going to apologize in advance for this post because it is going to be the ugliest thing on my blog in both aesthetics and content.)

This is the same person that was ripping off my art and selling it on Etsy. This is the link to their Etsy shop where they’re selling my Floral Vessel set

Originally, I had planned to send a kind message before reporting them for copyright infringement but they made zero effort to even turn my original artwork into something else. They flat out stole it and put it up for sale. I made a vague post about theft because I’m kind and left their name out of it. They know they’re illegally distributing stolen work. Except now I am pissed off.

I don’t expect anyone to be experts on copyright laws but to find something on the internet and sell it as your own is not ignorance. It’s stealing. I don’t even offer up all these designs for sale myself. I’m not some amazing artist making loads of money. I’m not tumblr famous that I can influence people to be better and to not steal people’s work. I’m not whipping together random-ass designs for people to take from me.

I put time and effort into everything I share and it’s Christmas Eve and I just got home from seeing Rogue One and it was amazing and I was going to put together some twenty one pilots self-titled screens for a lovely person who requested more holiday themed ones but now I’m writing this post.

I have reported them already and it would mean the world to me if you guys could spread the word and/or report them too, I’d hate to see them get away with stealing my work and anyone else’s too.

It helps if everyone knows my official accounts listed in one of my recent posts, you can see them all here.

Besides the fact that this is illegal and they have outright stolen my work, these designs are not print ready and they are ripping off paying customers. I happen to take the quality of my paid-for artwork very seriously and I would never sell someone something made for web at (72 dpi) as a print (300dpi). I prep my art to print at the highest quality on some damn nice paper to sell for four dollars. That’s less than what they were charging. Roar.

Thank you so much for bringing this to my attention (I’ve sent you a private message as well) and I can’t even tell you how appreciative I am that you’re so supportive.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Sorry for this grumpy post. I hope everyone is enjoying their holidays/december/life.

I’m going to publish this post, put it in the back of my head to reblog it a few times later along with my official accounts post, then I’m going to put on the slippers my wonderful person gifted me for Christmas, get myself a beer, and go make those damn holiday posts I was looking forward to.

Deep breaths.

And break.