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Awake Part 1

 Title: Awake

Summary: You had just graduated with a degree in English and thanks to some writing competitions you had gotten noticed and offered the job of a life time right out of school. This job was your dream job, you were going to be a writer for the tv show Supernatural, your favorite tv show. The whole cast and crew are very welcoming and kind and you find yourself making some of the best friendships, specifically with the green eyed actor that plays Dean.

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader

Warnings: language, eventual smut in future parts

A/N:  This is an idea I had on a run today, I really hope y’all like it, also this is a world in which he never dated/married Danneel because I could never write a story in which they broke up. Let me know if y’all like this<3

You made yourself outside of the Vancouver International Airport just you and your suitcase. You searched for a taxi and hailed it handing the driver your address and getting in the car. You couldn’t believe you were here, you had just barely graduated college when you were contacted by Mr. Kripke and Mr. Singer saying they’d read some of your horror stories and felt like taking a chance on you as a writer for the show. It was like a dream, Supernatural had been one of your favorite shows for years and you knew the cast and crew were known for getting along really well and to get a writing job in such a great place and with great people on a popular tv show, you kept having to pinch yourself to remind yourself it was all real.  You would be spending the next few months living here to be on set writing and filming. You were a long way from home, but were so excited to follow your dreams.


You had unpacked your suitcase in your little apartment, most of your things had been shipped here by your parents and you were trying to organize everything but kept getting distracted by wine and the Supernatural re-runs you had going on the tv.  You’d be lying if you said you weren’t the most excited to meet a certain green eyed actor. Jensen Ackles was most definitely your celebrity crush, and while you knew he’d never go for you, you hoped that maybe you could at least build a friendship with the man. From interviews Jensen and Jared seemed like such sweet guys you imagined that you would at least be on friendly terms with them eventually, which made you want to squeal with excitement (You did…several times into your pillow). You got your bedroom and bathroom done so that you wouldn’t be scrambling in the morning to get ready. You had to be on set by 7am to meet everyone and get the tour and then you’d be settled in a room with the other writers to get started.


Your alarm went off around 5:30am you groaned hitting it off This is your dream job; this is the opportunity of a lifetime don’t complain about waking up early it’s just a slight negative to a perfect job.

You pull yourself out of bed with your pep talk going in your head and take a shower. You needed to be on your way by 6:15 so you hurried your shower and make up process. Then went to your closet to decide on an outfit. You picked out a red cap sleeve dress with little white polka dots on it and buttons all the way down the front of it, it stopped a few inches above your knees and you paired white keds with it remembering what Mr. Kripke had said about how they were pretty casual at work. You looked in the mirror and felt good about the day, you felt cute and smart and prepared, this was the first day of your new life. You grabbed your laptop and put it in your bag with your notebook and pens, you usually liked to hand write ideas before typing out the rough draft. You took one last look at everything and then were on your way.


So far the morning has gone great, Kripke and Singer were so nice and excited to have you on board. They showed you around a little bit, but had to get to a meeting so they had you wait in one of the offices for someone to come get you and show you around. You were fiddling with your hands and pushing your glasses up where they had slipped when the door opened and you felt like the air had been knocked out of you, “Hey there, Y/N right? I’m Jensen, Eric and Robert told me to come get you and introduce you to everyone and give you the grand tour”. Jensen Ackles was standing in front of you offering his hand out to you to shake oh my god oh my god oh my god, Y/N get ahold of yourself shake his hand, don’t be awkward you got this.

You reached out and grabbed his outstretched hand shaking it, “Uhh ya hi umm ya I’m Y/N, the new writer, I’m a huge fan of the show already so ya I umm know who you are” you stumbled through your words, “oh I’m sorry that sounded kinda creepy, I just meant that I’ve kept up with the show and I’m a fan of yours so I already knew who you were…” Ahhh you’re talking to much shut up

To your surprise though Jensen laughed at your word vomit and gave you a flashing smile, which you immediately returned, “I figured you probably were a fan, Eric and Robert like to have people on board who know the show” he gestured out the door and you followed, “I thought it’d be nice to introduce you to everyone first and then we can walk around the set. I did my scenes already so I’m free all day so if you need anything I’m your guy today just think of me as your Supernatural tour guide until you get used to all of this”

You smiled at him, “Thank you, that really means a lot. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t nervous as hell, of course this is an incredible opportunity it’s a dream job really, my first writing job being on my favorite show, I just keep having to remind myself I’m awake and this is happening and I just want everything to go great and for everyone to like me and I want to write well and…”

“whoa there sweetheart just breathe” Jensen said stopping you in your tracks, he placed his big warm hands on your arms and rubbed them up and down trying to calm you,” you’re going to do great, I can already tell your sweet and there’s no question of everyone loving you, and you obviously are determined and smart otherwise Eric and Robert wouldn’t have hired you, they already know you’re a good writer, you already have a place here, we’re just trying to make you comfortable and welcome you to our weird family” he said getting closer to you as he spoke. You looked up into those beautiful green eye and nodded, “can you breathe for me sweetheart” you took a breath in and out, “perfect, you’re going to be perfect and you’ve got me if you need anything you’ve already made a friend,” You looked up at him and smiled, he really was as kind as he was good looking.

“Thank you, sorry, when I get nervous I can’t shut up” you said giggling.

“That’s alright, it was cute” you felt yourself turn red and smile at this and Jensen offered you a small smile and then put his arm around you and continued walking.


You’d met just about everyone cast and crew except for Jared, Misha, and Mark. They were finishing up their scenes so Jensen had shown you around set while waiting for them to get done.

“And this is my personal trailer” he gestured to the RV looking thing and opened the door to let you walk in,

“This is so cool, this thing is bigger than my whole apartment” you were in awe, it had couches and a tv and bathroom with a shower and even a bed in the back,” hell this is nicer than my apartment too”

Jensen smiled at you, “Would you like some coffee? Jared put one of those Keurig things in here” you nodded and took a seat on the couch. He walked over and handed you the mug of coffee and sat beside you with is. The two of you talked about your families and where you grew up sharing stories. The two of you were laughing so hard there were tears coming out of your eyes.

“What’s going on in here?”

“Sounds like fun in here!” you and Jensen turned towards the door and you saw two more of your favorite actors stepping in.
“Hey guys! I’d like you to meet Y/F/N, Y/L/N. She’s the new writer that Eric and Robert hired, I’m sure you already know who they are since you watch the show but this is Jared and Misha” They smiled at you and you went to offer your hand out but Misha just went straight into a hug, you giggled and hugged him back, and then the giant that is Jared gave you a hug that just about crushed you, “It’s so nice to meet you guys, I’m a huge fan of the show, hopefully I can do it justice”

“If you’re a fan I’m sure you will. I read some of your short stories, the ones that Eric and Robert were crazy about, you’re a fantastic writer you’ll do great” Jared said with a huge smile on his face. You couldn’t believe he’d read some of your work, it was just the confidence boost you needed. The four of you sat in Jensen’s trailer goofing around, you couldn’t remember a time you’d laughed this hard.

“Oh my gosh you guys are killing me, I’m gonna throw up from laughing so hard” you said holding your stomach and wiping the tears from your eyes

“Me and Misha have to get back to filming” Jared said looking at his watch “but come by later and we’ll introduce you to Mark and Gen and then maybe we can all hang out tonight if you’re not busy”

“That sounds great thank you” you smiled at them as they walked out.

“Well I guess I’d better return you to the writers, they’ll want you to actually do work soon” Jensen said sounding almost sad. The two of you walked back to those offices to find Eric and Robert and they talked you through the writing process and how they decide who writes what and how they collaborate and make sure everything lines up all while Jensen sat in the seat next to you, you kept reminding yourself he was just a kind guy and wanted to make sure the newest and youngest person on set was comfortable.

“where will I be doing the work?” you asked wondering where you would be writing.

“Like we said earlier we’re very casual and laid back, everyone has a different writing process so everyone just kinda spreads out wherever they work best and then at the end of the day we come together and discuss it all and set up the episodes. So basically where ever on the lot is free game as long as you get your work done. Well we have to go to another meeting so we’ll see you at lunch maybe and then at the end of the day, we meet once all of the scenes have been shot so there’s never really a set time we’re done each day”

You nodded and smiled at this, “Sounds perfect thank you so much”. As they walked out Jensen turned to you and you noticed he seemed nervous, he rubbed the back of his neck and began to talk, “Ya know, if you want to, and don’t feel like you have to, but you’re more than welcome to write in my trailer, it’s got everything you could need and is quiet most of the time…”

Your heart skipped a beat, “I wouldn’t be in the way? I wouldn’t want to take over your space or make you feel like you couldn’t use your own trailer”

“No not at all, it’d be nice to have you there during my breaks or when I’m getting ready and stuff, as long as you wouldn’t mind me distracting you every now and then” he smirked at you.

“That sounds like the perfect set up, thank you Jensen” you smiled back at him and he lead you out to the trailer again. “I don’t have anything to do today so I’ll just watch tv and try to get out of your hair while you write” he said going towards the bed that was situated in front of the tv.

“Please tell me if there’s anything I can do to say thank you or if I’m ever bothering you just tell me to leave, I don’t ever want to get in the way or annoy you while you’re trying to rest…”

“Sweetheart you need to breathe again” He said chuckling, “come to think of it there is one thing that I’ll need you to do if you’re going to use my trailer” you looked at him curiously, “you’re going to have to eat with me during the lunch break every day” you started to giggle at this and he smiled.

“I would be more than happy to eat lunch with you Jensen”

“Good, alright well I’ll let you get to writing, we can get lunch in a few hours and hopefully you can meet everyone else then.” He smiled and laid down on the bed.

You couldn’t help but think that your first day on the job had gotten off to the best possible start it could’ve.

SPN 11x20

I cannot express how exited I am about this episode and what’s to come for Supernatural.  

First of all, Rob Benedict is dynamite.  He’s such an amazing actor and comedian and singer.  As soon as Chuck mentioned he could play guitar, I was hoping for some good ‘ol Louden Swain action (praise the writers, producers, directors, cast, crew, everyone that made that possible).  The way he was still so Chuck and yet a totally different character is so astounding.  The fact that he can snap from “lol my autobiography is the best, huh?” to “I am not a coward” in a second is  

Expanding on that, what they did with God’s character was so cool.  I feel like they definitely went the whole “you abandoned your people, wow thanks” route, but at the same time maintained that he is a mother fucking badass and Amara better watch her step. 

Okay so, don’t yell at me, but for some reason, the fact that the boys weren’t in this episode too terribly much was kind of awesome to me (and also the fact that there weren’t many characters in this episode; it’s very simplistic).  Because, we’re normally on their level, right, for the most part?  Like, we know what they know for most of the time with a few things thrown in here and there.  But, this episode, we were seeing all this stuff with Chuck and getting all the background details first, so it was like we were able to bring the Winchesters into our haven of knowledge at the end of the episode, which is  

Okay, okay, okay, okay.  So, I already posted about this, but Amara is a double dipping bitch.  Allow me to explain.  She’s using Lucifer to get to Chuck and Cas to get to Dean, which makes it a nice little package she received at the end of “Hell’s Angel.”  So, Lucifer, a.k.a. “God’s favorite” (which I don’t totally get), to Amara, is gonna bring God out of hiding.  Cas obviously means so much to Dean (even though Cas doesn’t know it) which pisses Amara off, so she took not only Lucifer but Cas for that exact reason.  Yeah, yeah, we all knew that already.  But the possessiveness she showed in this episode drove it home for me.

So, I kind of like Metatron now?????  I mean, that demonstrates how supernatural the writers are.  Because, I mean, remember this? 

Shouldn’t I still be pissed?  Well, I’m not, and you know why?  Because he fed the dog.  That’s right, I’m talking about Gidget.  For some reason, that just set me up to like him.  Plus, the way he stood up to daddy dearest and stood up for humanity?  Bravo, Metatron, well played.  I’m actually sort of concerned he might die and I’ll be sad about it.

The Samulet is back, bitches!  Oh, how I missed it.  Although, I do want to know where it’s been all this time.  Maybe Chuck will explain later, or Rob will tell us at a convention.  Fingers crossed.  

I already mentioned it up there but that song was SOOOOOOOOO beautiful.  I absolutely love the way they did the last bit of the episode, just sort of a calm before the storm type of a thing.  

I will add more as I think of it and rewatch it, which I inevitably will.  All in all, it was an A+ episode, and I can see why Jared said it was his favorite script ever.  I’m so freaking pumped for the rest of the season.  Casifer, a mutual Destiel hug, Jensen crying when it wasn’t scripted, Amara getting fucked up, and, of course, more of this beautiful face:

We’re almost at the finish line, my fellow Hunters.  How will this epically painful and magnificent season end? 

Awake Part 9

Title: Awake

Summary: You had just graduated with a degree in English and thanks to some writing competitions you had gotten noticed and offered the job of a life time right out of school. This job was your dream job, you were going to be a writer for the tv show Supernatural, your favorite tv show. The whole cast and crew are very welcoming and kind and you find yourself making some of the best friendships, specifically with the green eyed actor that plays Dean.

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader

Warnings: language, smut

You and Jensen hugged Jared and Gen bye as you got into different cabs. Jensen placed his hand on your lower back as he led you to the car and you felt your stomach do flip flops. How was it possible for him to make you feel this way with just a gesture; The two of you had been physically affectionate as friends but now every time he touched you whether it was sexual or not it made you nervous and excited at the same time. Jensen slid into the cab after you and you looked up and smiled at him he smiled at you and slid his arm around you pulling you to him. You leaned in to him and rested your head on his shoulder.

“My mom texted me earlier and asked if we would come to dinner tomorrow night?” Jensen said rubbing your arm.

“That sounds really great, but are you sure you want me meeting your family so soon? I mean if you want to go see your family I don’t mind just hangin out at your house-” Jensen cut you off with a kiss.

“I’m ready if you are, we were such good friends first it just feels like we’re a lot further along than we really are if that makes sense” Jensen explained.

“I’m ready” you smiled and kissed him gently, “and that does make sense, I feel the same way” Jensen gave you a huge smile and pulled you into another kiss. When he pulled back the car had stopped in front of a beautiful house that was settled on acres on land, “Jensen this place is beautiful” you said as you got out of the car. He grabbed the bags from the trunk and walked with you up to the front door.

“My room is at the end of that hallway” Jensen walking you into his house. You walked to where he said and into a large master bedroom, it was really hitting you that you were dating a tv star, and someone who was in a much more stable point in their life. You still ate mac and cheese for dinner every night, whenever you tried to cook anything else it basically caught on fire. You were still figuring out how to be an adult and you were dating a full blown adult with nice things and he was an actor. You could feel yourself panicking and looked up and Jensen had noticed it too.

“Are you ok sweetheart?” Jensen said setting your stuff down and walking over to you. You were trying to think what to say when he pulled you too him as he sat down on the bed.

“Yeah I’m ok, I just- I guess I hadn’t really processed it yet that you’re a mature adult that has adult things, like a beautiful house, and I’m fresh out of school and my most grown up thing I own is sexy underwear and wine” Jensen started chuckling a bit at you and you couldn’t help but laugh too even though you weren’t really sure what you were laughing at, “why are you laughing at me you ass?” you asked playfully.

“I am the furthest thing from mature, you of all people should know that” he said smiling and you couldn’t help but giggle, he pulled you closer to him so you were straddling him now on the bed, “I know that there is a bit of an age gap and that we are in different stages in life, but I adore you and the fact that you eat mac and cheese for almost every meal unless I get you pizza or make you pancakes, I love how sweet and innocent you are. I just enjoy being around you, you make me happy. We can move as fast or as slow as you need, but like I said earlier, I’m all in” you smiled at him and felt your worries melt away again.

“I’m all in too. I’m sorry I keep having minor freak outs, I just overthink things.” You said and Jensen laughed.

“You keep forgetting that I know you really well, I already knew that before we started this” He said and you smiled leaning in to kiss him.

“Mmm Jensen what do you say we talk about some of those experiments?” kissing your way down his neck. Jensen moaned as you nipped at his collar bone.

“Let’s take that sweatshirt off of you and your leggings” he said reaching for the hem of your sweatshirt and you lifted your arms up letting him pull the sweatshirt off of you. He let his hands wander over your stomach and ribcage till he reached your breasts. He ran his thumbs under your breasts causing you to bite your lip. He could be so rough but also so gentle and you weren’t sure which was your favorite, “Alright baby girl stand up and take your pants off” he said gruffly.

Feeling a surge of confidence, you decided to test something out, “Yes sir” you said as sexily as you could as you stood up and peeled your leggings off.

“I like that, you should definitely say that more baby girl” he said obviously turned on.

“Mmm yes sir” you said crawling back into lap. Jensen groaned as he rested his face in the crook of your neck. You started to kiss his neck again as you lowered yourself down on his jean clad bulge. You pulled back to kiss Jensen’s face but he stopped you.

“Why don’t you move over to my thigh?” Jensen said with a smirk on his face. You’d forgotten in your drunken haze that you had told him about your thigh riding kink. You bite your lip and looked down shyly.

Jensen lifted your chin to meet his gaze, “Come on sweetheart I would really like to see that. Don’t make me ask again I would hate to have to punish you…” he said gripping your ass tightly.

“But what if I want to be punished?” you said reaching your hands under his shirt.

Jensen groaned and gave your ass a firm smack making you moan, “damn that is hot… we will do more of that later but for now I want you on my thigh, alright?”

“Yes sir” you responded pulling a smile from Jensen. You resituated yourself and lowered yourself on his left thigh. You looked up at him under your lashes feeling your nerves go crazy. He reached his hands out to grip your hips holding you to him. He smirked at you as he flexed his thigh causing you to moan. You started to move your hips trying to hit the right spot with each movement. The friction of your panties and his jeans feeling amazing on your clit. You threw your head back and moaned as you found the right rhythm. Jensen sat up straighter so that he was flush against your chest, he had one hand on your ass and the other on your hip pushing you down onto his thigh. He moved his face to your neck and started to trail bites and kisses, sucking new marks onto your throat. He kissed down to your chest and laid his head down against you watching as you used his thigh, “That’s it baby girl, god you are so sexy, I love watching you fuck yourself on my thigh” he mumbled his grip getting tighter as you went faster. You felt the familiar coil in your stomach starting to build and Jensen noticed your movements becoming sloppier. He used his hands to guide your movements helping you to reach your finish. When you were riding his leg at a fast pace Jensen attached his lips to yours in a bruising kiss. Jensen swallowed your moans as you came feeling you pulse through his jeans. He held you to him letting your relax against his chest. He wrapped you in a tight hug rubbing your back as you came down from your high, “you are definitely doing that again that was so hot” Jensen said and you laughed into his chest and looked up at him and he had a satisfied smirk on his face as he leaned down to kiss you. The kiss started out sweet, but Jensen began to deepen in gently biting your bottom lip and pulling it. You reached your hands up to his neck and pulled him closer to you. The two of you made out like that for a while before you realized he was wearing several more layers than you.

“Jensen you have too many clothes on” you whined pulling his shirt off of him. The two of you pressed up against each other kissing some more. Jensen reached behind you to unhook your bra and you leaned back to help him pull it off. You reached down to unbuckle his belt and unbuttoned his jeans. You moved back and stood up to let him stand up and pull his jeans off. You got down on your knees to pull his boxers off wanting to return the favor but Jensen pulled you back up to him. He licked his lips as he grabbed your panties and pulled them off of you. You looked up at him wondering where this was going.

“Get on the bed and lay on your stomach” you nodded and walked to the bed laying down. Jensen pulled his boxers off and walked over to the bed. He gripped your hips and pulled them up so your ass was up and your chest of to the bed. He pulled his hand back and gave your ass a smack pulling a moan from you. He did that a few more times till your ass was red, “you really are a dirty girl aren’t you?” he said his voice low and husky.

“Mmm yes sir, I’m you’re dirty little girl” you moaned out as he slid two fingers in.

“So wet sweetheart, I’m just going to slide right in” you simply nodded your head not sure if you could speak. Jensen gave himself a few pumps before lining up with your center and pushing in. You moaned loving the way he stretched you. As he pulled in and out of you he leaned forward and reached his arm around to rub circles on your clit. You felt yourself nearing your finish again and you could tell from the way Jensen was moving he was close too.

“harder baby, please-m close” you mumbled out as coherently as you could. He gripped your hips and pulled you up getting a deeper angle hitting your g-spot. You gripped the bedding as you came your walls squeezing Jensen pulling his own finish from him. Jensen continued to thrust through his finish to pull the most pleasure from both of you. As he stopped he leaned over placing a sweet kiss at the nape of your neck. As he walked into the bathroom you rolled over laying on your back. Jensen came back in with a wet washcloth and cleaned you up before laying back down with you. He pulled you to his chest and you cuddled up to him. You sat up on your elbow to look at him

“do you want to take a shower and then maybe get a snack and watch a movie in bed till we fall asleep?” you asked smiling down at him. Jensen shot up and practically tackled you to the bed kissing all over your neck and face making you giggle.

“You are perfect and that sounds perfect” He said as he kissed your nose. And before you knew it he had thrown you over his shoulder and carried you into the bathroom.

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Awake Part 3

Title: Awake

Summary: You had just graduated with a degree in English and thanks to some writing competitions you had gotten noticed and offered the job of a life time right out of school. This job was your dream job, you were going to be a writer for the tv show Supernatural, your favorite tv show. The whole cast and crew are very welcoming and kind and you find yourself making some of the best friendships, specifically with the green eyed actor that plays Dean.

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader

Warnings: language, eventual smut in future parts

A/N: Sorry this part is a little short, tomorrows part will be longer;) hope y'all enjoy it:)

You woke up again to the smell of coffee and bacon. You rubbed your eyes and realized you were now alone on the couch. You sat up and looked to the kitchen, Jensen was frying bacon and flipping pancakes and had made a pot of coffee. You smiled to yourself watching him in your kitchen. You looked over at the clock and it now said 10:04 am. You made your way to the kitchen stretching as you walked towards Jensen sitting at the counter.

“Mornin’” Jensen said as he put pancakes and bacon in front of you.

“Mmm good morning” you said giving him a huge smile for the food in front of you. He then poured you some coffee and handed the mug to you, “what did I do to deserve this special treatment?” you asked looking up at him.

“What can’t a guy just do something nice for his friend?” he said taking a sip from his own mug of coffee and you glared at him prompting him to answer truthfully, “I just hated seeing you get upset last night over that douchebag and I wanted to make sure you had a good start to your day” looking down while he spoke.

You reached out and grabbed his hand, “Thank you Jensen, that’s really sweet, and this isn’t just a good start this made my day. I can’t even remember the last time I sat down to eat breakfast” he smiled at you and got you a fork to start eating.

“Good I’m glad, I just want to make sure you know you’ve got people who care about you and you don’t have to accept anything less than someone who absolutely adores you and respects you” your eyes widened at that and you looked to him wondering what exactly he meant…” ya know just like your friends do, me, Jared, Misha everybody we all adore you.” And he turned to start cleaning up all the dishes. Of course he just meant that in a friendly way, he’s just a really nice guy who loves his friends, and you’re his friend, so he is being kind, stop reading too much into everything he does you internally scolded yourself for getting excited. Jensen came and sat next to you with his own plate of food and the two of you ate in silence for a few minutes. When you’d finished you grabbed another cup of coffee and went to turn the tv on you still had some time before you needed to go in to work.

“What time do you have to be on set today?” you asked from the couch.

“I’m about to head out but I will see you in my trailer later right?” he asked as he grabbed his bag.

“Ya you will, I’ll be in around lunch time”

‘’Alright see ya kid” he ruffled your hair and leaned down to kiss your head. You giggled and pretended to be annoyed waving bye as he left. You took your time getting ready for the day having multiple cups of coffee and taking a long shower.


As you walked into work you held a coffee in one hand and were looking down at your phone with the other. You weren’t paying attention at all when suddenly you walked right into somebody spilling your coffee all over them, “Oh my gosh I am so sorry I wasn’t even paying attention, I got this all over your shirt” you rambled on apologies and dug around in your bag looking for tissues to clean up some of the mess.

“Hey, hey its fine you’re fine I don’t even like this shirt anyways” a deep voice spoke and you finally looked up at the person you’d just spilled coffee all over, he was around 6 ft with dark brown almost black hair, tan skin, and deep brown eyes, “My name is Henry I’m an extra on set for the week, they’ll just give me another shirt in costumes, its fine” he smiled at you and you suddenly felt very nervous…

“uhh hi I’m Y/N, I’m writer for the show. I am really sorry for the coffee spill though I should’ve been watching where I was going” you apologized again giving him a small smile and he laughed.

“Its ok, I’m kinda glad you weren’t watching where you were going, just means I got to meet you” you felt your heart flutter, “It’s my lunch break, if you’re not doing anything would you want to grab lunch with me?”

You thought about Jensen and how you usually got lunch with him… but Jensen only saw you as a friend and you really needed to move on from your crush on him so you pushed back that voice that was saying What about Jensen and felt yourself nodding your head yes.


Lunch with Henry had been great, he was sweet and funny and really hot but something just felt off. You logically could tell he was a great guy and you enjoyed his company but something in you kept wanting to check the time to see how many minutes were left in the lunch break so you could go see Jensen again. Stop thinking about Jensen, give this guy a chance so you sat there and talked and laughed and flirted as much as you were capable until the lunch came to an end. The two of you walked back towards set together and you took Henry to the stage he was supposed to be at.

You looked over to see who all was filming and saw green eyes looking right back at you.

“Y/N”you turned to see Gen and Jared walking towards you and Henry waved bye and walked over to learn his scene, ”who was that?” Gen questioned giving you a knowing look.

“ya who was that?” Jensen asked, he seemed upset but you decided not to think too much of it.

“Umm that was Henry, I knocked into him earlier and accidently spilled my coffee all over him and he ended up asking me to lunch so I went” you said as nonchalantly as you could.

“So you went on a date with the extra?” Gen said excitedly

“It wasn’t a date, we just got food”

“but was there flirting?” Gen pried you knew she was very invested in seeing you date again; she was the only one you had told about Brandon before last night.

“umm I mean yes we flirted some, he’s sweet…” you trailed off knowing that you were blushing.

Gen squealed happily, “Ok I have to go film some more but I’ll meet you in Jensen’s trailer after and I want all of the details” you smiled and nodded and she turned to go film. You finally looked at Jensen and Jared, Jensen looked upset and Jared just looked worried…

“You boys ok?” you questioned

“Ya everything’s fine I also have to go film but I’ll catch up with you later” Jared gave a look you couldn’t make out to Jensen and walked away.

“Are you done filming? We can walk back to the trailer together” you said trying to get the conversation to a new topic

“So you ditched me for lunch to go on a date?” he’d already started walking away and he was walking a little too fast for you to keep up with.

“it wasn’t a date, but so what if it was? We eat lunch together every day I didn’t think it’d be a big deal” you were confused with his attitude, it wasn’t like him to get mad at you, the two of you would sometimes annoy the other but never mad.

He turned and seemed like he was going to say something but turned back around and walked into his trailer and you followed him in. He sat down on the bed and turned the tv on ignoring you.

“Jensen what’s wrong? Are you upset that I didn’t tell you I wouldn’t be going to lunch? I’m sorry, next time I’ll send you a text or something” you explained trying to get something out of him.

“so there’s going to be a next time?” he said without even looking at you


“You’re going to bail on me again to go on a date with this Henry guy?” it almost was like he was jealous…

“No, Jensen, no I won’t bail on you again, I’m sorry I didn’t mean to make you upset especially after how sweet you were last night and this morning, it just had been a while since a cute guy had showed any interest in me and I went with it” you tried to explain looking down at your feet, you could sense that he was looking at you now but you didn’t want to meet his gaze, “I don’t think it’s going to go anywhere though, he’s a nice guy but he’s only here for the week and I just didn’t feel what I wanted to feel , ya know?” you finally looked up at him and he just stared at you, you didn’t think you were getting anything out of him at this point so you just sighed and sat down on the couch to start writing. You decided to shoot Gen a text to warn her

You: Jensen seems upset with me, he’s mad I ditched him for lunch today, might be a better idea if we talk about Henry later.

Gen: That’s because he likes you and he’s jealous! But we will talk about henry later, he’s cute

You: Jensen does not like me the same way I like him; he’s just upset that I bailed without telling him. I think he thinks of me like a little sister L Henry is very cute, but no spark

You put your phone down and tried to keep writing, trying to push Gen’s words out of your head. You were so wrapped up in your writing you didn’t notice Jensen get up from the bed until you felt a dip in the couch. You turned to look at him and shut your laptop, you could tell he wanted to talk.

“Look, I’m sorry I got upset, I’m not really sure why I got upset, I just didn’t like the idea of spending time with him instead of me…” He was looking down at his hands struggling to figure out what to say.

“hey its ok, I’d be pretty pissed if you ditched me for some girl too”

He looked at you and the look he gave you could’ve stopped your heart. He sat up so he was looking directly in your eye and placed one hand on the side of your face and he gently rubbed his thumb across your cheek.

“Jensen?” you didn’t understand what he was doing but he still didn’t speak. Instead he started to lean in so you did too….

“Hey guys! I thought we could have another game night tonight at my place you two in?” Jared asked as he came walking into the trailer, you and Jensen tried to put as much space between the two of you as you could and at least pretend to pay attention to what Jared was saying.

“Yeah Jared a game night sounds great, Gen can come this time right?” you asked trying to act like you hadn’t just almost kissed your best friend (dream guy).

“Gen, Misha, and Mark are all going to come, what about you Jensen you in?”

“Yeah man sounds like fun” Jensen said with a small smile. You turned to look at him, but he had all of his focus on Jared and talking about games for tonight.


You were more than a little tipsy, Jared had bought your favorite whiskey and well after today you were more than happy to down a couple or so drinks. Everyone was roaring with laughter, Gen had decided on a Mario Kart night and everyone was more than happy to play that game. You and Jensen hadn’t been alone since earlier and so you hadn’t talked about or continued what happened. You kept stealing glances at each other, and even a few times would smile are each other but for the most part you weren’t talking. Gen plopped down on the couch next to you, and leaned over, “How come you and Jensen keep eye fucking each other but won’t speak” she giggled as you shushed her. You motioned for her to follow you and the two of you went into the kitchen and you told her about what happened earlier, “I told you he liked you!” and you shushed her again.

“I don’t know what it means Gen, because we didn’t actually kiss and he didn’t actually say anything about what he feels and i just don’t know what to do or say or what he wants…” you shut up as the boys came walking into the kitchen to grab food, Gen started talking to Misha about something and you listened in

“Hey” you turned to Jensen standing next to you, he looked nervous.

“Hey there” you responded not sure of what to say.

“What time do you come into work tomorrow?”

 you thought his question was a little odd but responded none the less,”Umm Ill be there around 8am, why?”

“I don’t have to be there till 10, but would it be alright if i came in at the same time as you so we can talk?” as he said this you felt his fingers curl around yours and he his thumb rubbed circles. You gave him a smile and nodded.

“It is your trailer I can’t exactly keep you from coming in”you joked, “But I would really love to continue or discuss our… conversation from earlier” you looked down nervous.

“I would really love to.. continue that conversation” Jensen said squeezing your hand. You looked up into his green eye and felt your stomach start to do flip flops in anticipation for tomorrow. 

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What I love about Sense8

Nomi - she’s a computer hacking genius, does much of the info gathering and other hacking magic.

Sun - she is a martial arts master, and has lent her fists so many damn times that the whole crew must have synced up to her menstrual cycle

Kala - she’s a fucking brilliant pharmacist (and can make nifty diy bomb on the fly)

Lito- he’s a gay Mexican actor, who frequently uses his acting skills to manipulate and seduce information out of people (he’s the fem- fatale of the group)

Capheus/Van Damn- he’s he best get away driver a group of psychic fugitives could ask for

Wolfgang - he basically is a cross between Eric from True blood (minus the vampire bit) and every GTA game. His fighting skills are less useful than his intense balls

Will - he’s the generic white guy hero, but his cop-ness is quite handy for all the law-breaking his tribe is doing

Riley - oh Riley. I have yet to see what she brings to the table other than ‘heart’, but there’s always next season. Even so, she’s still is a musical prodigy/dj

In summation, Sense8 ignores and often outright subverts gender stereotypes. Ladies are various types of smart and strong. Lito’s role in the group is something previously played by a female in similar shows.

Yay this show!