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Supergirl season 3: Wishes!

So now that Season 2 is officially over here are some of the things that I’d like to see in the 3rd season:

  • Kara developing more as a reporter
  • Learning some more backstory about Krypton and Kara’s biological family
  • The return of Danvers Sisters couch movie nights
  • Game nights that include Lena
  • Lena interacting with people outside of her friendship with Kara. I want to see Lena being included by the Superfriends.
  • More of Martian Man hunter and Miss Martian working together with Supergirl
  • James Olsen
  • The Guardian and Supergirl fighting alongside one another
  • Lucy Lane being mentioned
  • Lucy Lane making reappearances, whether that be on the phone, via video chat or actually being in the DEO. I miss her and I want her back at least once.
  • More Space Dad/Papa Bear hugs with his adoptive children
  • A good Sanvers wedding that isn’t rushed and has the time and effort spent developing their connection.
  • Lena and Winn working together on a project.
  • More James backstory,
  • More costume designs.
  • Lena’s apartment, does she live at L Corp? - we don’t know because we’ve only really seen her there (for the most part).
  • More Kara/Lena interactions.
  • Supercorp or Karolsen becoming canon.
  • Gertrude the dog.
  • The love story of Alex and her gun
  • Lyra developing as a character and not treating Winn so horribly.
  • Platonic relationships being utilised
  • Cat and Lena interactions
  • Winn interacting with his hero crushes (aka Clark and James)
  • Alex and Kara getting to talk about their issues
  • A possible return of Live Wire
  • Crossover with the Flash but on Kara’s Earth so that Alex and Winn get to interact with more of Team Flash
  • Kara developing as a person, developing her friendships, her work, learning as a person that isn’t tied to a relationship right from the start.
  • An episode or two where Lillian Luthor returns.

What I definitely do not want to see is the return of Mon-El. I like that he left, I like that Kara isn’t with him because it wasn’t a healthy relationship. It wasn’t an equal relationship and I don’t think it furthered Kara’s story line in any way. Mon-El leaving was something I’d wanted since he came in and I think having him return would not further the plot, he’s proven that he isn’t a hero, he’s proven that he is disrespectful, rude, sexist and selfish. I don’t want to see that kind of character in a show that I love and if he comes back it would be a waste (in my opinion). There are so many other options, there are so many other characters that we as a fandom would love to see return more: Lucy, M’gann, Cat. These are all amazing characters, these are all kick-ass women who I can relate to. I want to see family, I want to see friendship and I want to see love based on mutual trust and understanding, of equal footing and of kindness and loyalty. Mon-El doesn’t bring any of those things to the show. Supergirl should always be the heart of the show and hopefully in Season 3 we can see more of that.
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Providing the world with the most awesome all-in-one multi functional Fidget spinner! Carry one and done.

Thought I’d share this new Kickstarter for a fancy fidget spinner which has aspects of a fidget cube on it (switches, ball bearings, rotating gears etc.) 

I’ve backed it because the weight looks satisfying and it’s slim (unlike the fidget cube) so will be more portable and because I have a fidget toy problem

Whatever it Takes- Part 3

Strands of Lies

Part 1, Part 2

Genre: Angst, a tease of smut

Word Count: 1325

Warning: Reference to past sexual abuse/noncon

Jungkook stared at the passing city lights with dead eyes. The driver had greeted him cheerfully when he emerged from the elevator, but the dark veil that hung over Jungkook’s head caused some concern. The chauffeur glanced back at Jungkook’s spiritless bearing through the rear view mirror and cleared his throat. “Jungkook-ssi, is something the matter?”

Jungkook blinked slowly and turned his face away from the window. “I’m just really tired, and it’s been a long day.”

“It’s not my place to ask, but did something happen while discussing matters with Master Kim?”

Everything happened.

“Not really, just a bit of payment due from my family or something. That’s what he said at least.”

“I see. Apologies for inquiring. If you’re tired, you may rest. I will wake you when we arrive.”

“Are you taking me to my uncle’s home?”

“Yes, sir.”

“That’s not where I live anymore. I’ve been living with someone else for years.”

“Would you like me to take you there instead?”

“Yes please.”

God, all Jungkook wanted was to feel Yoongi next to him. He wanted to wake up and find him curled up in a ball, taking up only a quarter of the mattress space as usual. He wanted to drape himself around his little spoon until Yoongi sleepily cursed at him for making him sweaty. He wanted Yoongi to roll over to face him, breath tickling his skin, soft lips irresistible. He wanted to wake up with this hell confined to a nightmare that would fade as the sun climbed higher into the sky.

He gave the driver instructions to a cafe near their apartment where he would walk home from there. Yoongi didn’t live in one of Namjoon’s apartments, and Jungkook wanted to keep his address as much of a secret as he could.

Keep Namjoon away from Yoongi.

Keep them apart.

Namjoon couldn’t know about Yoongi; he would find a way to use and manipulate him against Jungkook.

And Yoongi couldn’t know about Namjoon because it would tear him to shreds.

Jungkook only had to keep these secrets to himself for a year and a half.

He pretended to sleep.

That way he wouldn’t have to answer any more questions.

Jungkook trudged to the front door and checked his phone. He was two hours later than usual. He quietly opened the door and peered in to find Yoongi laying across the couch watching a late night show he wasn’t even remotely interested in. As soon as Yoongi saw Jungkook enter, he clicked off the TV and sat up.

“What happened?”

Jungkook shifted and nervously pat his hair down. “Work stuff.”

“Like what?” Yoongi stood up and grabbed Jungkook’s hand, pulling him toward the bedroom. Jungkook’s hands were sweaty.

“I…nothing too bad, just my boss was getting pissy again.”

“What’d he do this time?”

“He threatened to fire me.”

“Bastard,” Yoongi mumbled and settled under the covers. Jungkook quickly brushed his teeth, avoiding his reflection, and changed out of his clothes before joining Yoongi. He stared at the ceiling for what seemed like hours trying to accept his situation.

He swore to himself that Namjoon wasn’t going to take his virginity. That was for Yoongi. Only Yoongi. He just had to convince him that he was ok with it now, even if he wasn’t just yet.

The next morning, Jungkook woke up to a ray of sunlight piercing the dark room through a crack in the curtains, streaking across his face. He swayed between phases of consciousness until Yoongi began to stir. Jungkook shyly leaned in and placed a soft, feathery kiss over his lips. He kissed him again and again, on his nose, his forehead, his cheeks, the corners of his mouth, until Yoongi realized he wasn’t dreaming.

“Jungkook…” he groaned sleepily.


“Do you want something?”

“I’ve been thinking last night while you were asleep…” he trailed off.

“Thinking about what?”

Jungkook took several breaths, trying to calm his stuttering heart. “I'm…I think I…I’m ready.”

“For what?”

Jungkook furrowed his brows, mustering up what courage he could. He rolled on top of Yoongi, straddling him and greeting his lips with a shy kiss. As Yoongi woke up and became more responsive, Jungkook began pushing the kiss to grow heated with need and mindless want. He tentatively rolled his hips down, both of them gasping slightly at the contact. Yoongi groaned as the blood rushed to his cock, and he began to harden against Jungkook’s thigh with each grind. It felt so good, so addicting, and he wanted nothing more than to rock his hips up to follow the friction, but he stopped himself. He had to.

“Jungkook,” Yoongi warned, pressing a hand against his waist.


“I know baby, I know.”

“Then please. Please let me-”

“You’re shaking.”

“I’m f-f-fine.”

“No, you’re not,” he insisted and pushed him away gently “I don’t want you to have a panic attack.”

Jungkook tried to resist as Yoongi began to lay him down slowly. “I haven’t had one since he died. He can’t hurt me anymore, Yoongi, please-”

“I’m not comfortable with this, Jungkook. As much as I want to, and I really want to, I just want you to be safe.”

“I’m fine, I promise!” Jungkook insisted.

“You didn’t feel him grabbing?”


“He wasn’t touching or trying to make you do anything you didn’t want to?”


“You didn’t even think about him?” Yoongi was getting hopeful.


“Not even once?”

Jungkook hesitated for a second, but that was all Yoongi needed. He sighed and carded through Jungkook’s hair. “What happened?”

“It was just for a second!”

“What happened, Jungkook?”

He huffed in frustrated disappointment and turned onto his side, facing away from Yoongi. “I just remembered what his breath felt like on my neck for a split second. That’s all,” Jungkook mumbled, tears forming in his eyes.

Yoongi sighed again. At least he was getting a lot better now. He leaned down and brushed his lips over the shell of Jungkook’s ear, placing a little kiss behind the spot where his lobe connected to his jaw. Jungkook quickly wiped his eyes. “I wish you didn’t care about it.”

Yoongi gently took hold of his face, turning it back toward him and looked straight into Jungkook’s eyes, his gaze softening with apology. “But I care too much.”

Over the next few days, Jungkook felt like he was choking. His phone was silent. No call or message of any sort from an unknown number. He even began to doubt that his meeting with Namjoon actually happened. However, though the need to tell Yoongi about it anyway was overwhelming, he forced himself to bite his tongue. Yoongi couldn’t know, but Jungkook needed him to be his first. He wanted it more than anything, but Yoongi kept refusing for Jungkook’s sake no matter what he said or did.

The building pressure of his situation began to take a noticeable toll on Jungkook, and the conflict between revealing how trapped he was and bottling it in for Yoongi’s safety led to several breakdowns in the passing days. Two of which Yoongi witnessed, fueling his worry for Jungkook and his refusal to let anything continue further than kissing.

Jungkook was suffocating. He couldn’t breathe, he couldn’t call out for help, and he couldn’t get the one thing he wanted, he needed, because of his anxiety which stemmed from his inability to give Yoongi his first time. He couldn’t just walk up to him and say “I’m contracted to have sex with Kim Namjoon for a year and a half to pay off my family debt, so please take my virginity before he does.”

It was a swirling spiral of darkness sucking him under, and he was drowning.

Five days after his meeting with Namjoon, Jungkook received a text from an unknown number an hour before his shift ended.

Quit your job. The driver will pick you up in approximately half an hour.


My main has been a sun catte for about a week now and it’s a lot of fun, so here’s a screen dump. \o/

I apologize if I haven’t responded or been as active, dealing with a few personal troubles irl and am trying to get back into the flow of things. Thanks for bearing with me!

if you’ve never seen one before

deer are smaller than you think

raccoons are bigger than you think

bears are smaller than you think but you were pretty close

otters are bigger than you think no even bigger than that

wolves are bigger than you think

wild cats are smaller than you think but hopefully you’ll never see one

chipmunks are smaller than you think

so are mice but you’ve seen a mouse right

you were right about the size of moose, mostly

pigs are bigger than you think

coyotes are that size

so are foxes

woops bears are bigger than you think but only that one type

this is an informational post about mammals if you know more please do tell


So the gryphons are big, and boy are they gaudy

Their builds come in thick, thicker and thickest, with immense strength behind their limbs and a real scary bite to back it up. Typical distinctions to look for are the feathered ‘manes’ which range from a top half to full neck, fluff stopping at the heel/elbow, paw-claw hybrid feet, and the dual layer tail.

They are proud beasts, easily offended and quick to snap you for it. Not to say they can’t be diplomatic mind you, but really who’d risk it.


The San Fernando Valley in film 

Back To The Future (1985) - 535 N. Victory Blvd, Burbank 

The Karate Kid (1984) - 19223 Saticoy St. Reseda 

American Beauty (1999) - 20105 Saticoy St. Winnetka “Mr. Smiley’s” 

The Bad News Bears (1976) - 10500 Mason Ave. Chatsworth

Boogie Nights (1997) - 12036 Ventura Blvd. Studio City

Pulp Fiction (1994) - 20933 Roscoe Blvd. Canoga Park

Superbad (2007) - 1700 Victory Blvd. Glendale

Clueless (1995) - 5600 Vineland Avenue, North Hollywood


1. The National Anthem (S01E01)
2. The Waldo Moment (S02E03)
3. Shut Up and Dance (S03E03)
4. Fifteen Million Merits (S01E02)
5. White Bear (S02E02)
6. Playtest (S03E02)
7. Nosedive (S03E01)
8. Hated in the Nation (S03E06)
9. Men Against Fire (S03E05)
10. The Entire History of You (S01E03)
11. San Junipero (S03E04)
12. Be Right Back (S02E01)
13. White Christmas (S02E04)


 Brother Bear (2003)  ★

My brother Kenai went on to live with Koda and the other bears. He taught me that love is very powerful. And I passed on the wisdom of his story to my people. The story of a boy who became a man… by becoming a bear.