Moving on and looking back...
Today I had my last lesson with the english teacher I have who has made English for me a nightmare this year. She has made me feel really thick, made out that I wasn’t doing my work when I had done more than anyone, made sure I knew I wasn’t one of the top students, made fun of me for getting upset after a mock at a time where I was going through a lot of personal issues (that she was aware of) as well as dealing with an incredibly stressful drama exam. And she has just made me dislike going to my english lessons this year. My other English teacher is lovely and she has helped me a lot. But today was my last day with her. Next year I have the nice English teacher and a teacher I had last year for GCSE who I know is a good teacher. She won’t be able to get on at me any more. Though she had to make another dig at me in lesson today in front of the entire class. I asked the girl next to me if I was just imaging it but she confirmed for me that for some reason this teacher had it in for me. Still, she is not going to bring me down any more.
Tomorrow is my final day as we break up for summer and I have a grand total of one lesson. I have free periods one and two, media period three then I should have drama period four but the lesson is cancelled for lower school to have form parties. Then we’re allowed to leave at lunch but I can leave before as I don’t have a lesson. I’m glad it’s the summer, I need a break. This year has been very stressful but I’ve formed some amazing friendships, I’ve tackled things I didn’t think I could, I’ve tried so hard and I can only hope that my results will show that. I know not to expect much for drama because of the disaster of our coursework and practical but hopefully I did well in media and English. I hope all the tears and sleepless nights were worth it.
It’s strange to be saying that I’m going to be in my final year of school but I’m glad of it. I’ve come a long way and it’s one step closer to where I actually want to be. I hope you all have a lovely summer and if like me you have summer work I hope you remain productive xx