the anything everything and nothing

The signs as lovers

Aries: the daredevil.
They’ll fight for you and protect you, but be direct, upfront and adventurous. The type to go to a festival and fuck you in the car, but also spoil and be jealous. Sometimes lacks the ability to slow down but means the best. Demanding.

Taurus: the comforter.
Provides emotional stability and comfort. Super supportive. They’re very sensual, and find comfort in giving to their partner. Bad day? Let’s have slow sweet sex. Loyal.

Gemini: the free spirit.
Doesn’t want to feel tied down. Wants a person to do whatever with them: sleep, go on drives, have witty conversation, watch Netflix, doesn’t matter. They want to feel like they’re with their best friend and not be smothered, but they’re curious and will never want to stop learning about you. Expressive.

Cancer: the over feeler.
They’re very loyal but demand a lot, bringing security, love and care. They pay attention and want security, but also to be allowed to care for you. Mothering.

Leo: the show off.
Wants to go out and show you off. They want to feel wanted and be able to brag about your relationship. They’re warm and loyal in a relationship but can be self centered. Sometimes they forget the give, in give and take. They’re very physical and sex is very important. Needy.

Virgo: the submissive.
will act tough and sassy but truth is: they probably need you. will move the earth to make you happy, do anything you ask at the drop of a hat. You will never have to question if they love you, not when they’re being sarcastic, not when they’re expressing themselves to you. Never. Extremely submissive in bed, but also very kinky. Will give themselves to you over and over again.

Libra: the romantic.
Cute dates and long cuddles. Slow kissing, laughter and class are how they love. They nurture but never stop courting you. Will bring you flowers every anniversary for the rest of your life. Givers in bed. They get screwed over a lot due to their trusting and loving nature. Hopeless.

Scorpio: the psycho.
Passionate and quiet. Their love is like a silent storm that rains over you and only you. You will never have to worry about them leaving if they truly love you. They’re jealous and controlling though, sex will always be them in control.

Sagittarius: the all or nothing.
They will never do anything half way. It’s everything or you get nothing. They’re a confusing mix of serious and lighthearted- forward and passive aggressive. Intense, and experimental.

Capricorn: the rock.
They’re funny and sarcastic but they’re solid, they want you to see what good there is in dating them. They’re both givers and takers and not push overs but will have a soft spot for you. Practical.

Aquarius: the rebel.
Notorious for being detached, Aqua will impress you by slowly opening up. They’ll want to get into all sorts of trouble with you, and they’ll slowly become your best friend. They’re interesting and quirky and will give stimulating conversations, passionate kisses, little kisses and lots of diverse sex. Once they have you they’ll never want to let go.

Pisces: the dreamer.
Softhearted and starry eyed, they will think the world of you, while building a world with you. They’re sweet and genuine and creative. Never stop romanticizing you. They’re old souls with the stars in their eyes when they look at you.

some hobbies

• casual dissociation
• extreme dissociation
• rum & cola
• avoiding
• not feeling anything
• feeling everything
• feeling nothing and everything at the same time (intensely)
• melting
• sitting in a cauldron of my own bubbling disorders and illnesses
• TV static
• headaches
• Astral projection and general witchery

All for nothing

The less you care about anything and everything, the less you try to figure out the point of being, the less you think about the outcome and consequence of your actions and the more you be present in the moment, you’ll start to enjoy being, you’ll be the one noticing how beautiful the road to your home is, how magnificent the night is and how happy you are because absurdity couldn’t let you down, you just accept it, own it and live with it.

Rebellion against nothingness, this old curse of gods, is a brave deed and deciding to enjoy your moments doing what you really love after understanding “it’s all for nothing” is even more courageous.

Stop worrying and overthinking, start living cause it’s all for nothing.

_ thelifeisabsurd

“Heaven is a place on earth with you…”

I would walk through fire just to be with you, there’s nothing in the world that I wouldn’t do.
—  (via electricaldreams)
  • me: I'm gonna do this!!
  • me: *gets a bad grade*
  • me: I worked so hard, and hard work betrayed me. Everything I did, everything I sacrificed, did not amount to anything. I'm nothing. Why should I even try. I'll always be a failure. Studying is worthless. I'm dropping out-
  • me: *gets an A+*
  • me: Hard work will never betray you. It brought me to where I am today. Education is a gift. I want to thank my mum, my siblings, my friends, my tumblr followers,

MY FAVORITE LAUNDRY LORD IS BACK

4

❝ I am no longer accepting the things I cannot change.
I am changing the things I cannot accept.❞

- A N G E L A   D A V I S

↳ for @girlsvstrump

What was a god? A focus of belief. If people believed, a god began to grow. Feebly at first, but if the swamp taught anything, it taught patience. Anything could be the focus of a god. A handful of feathers with a red ribbon around them, a hat and coat on a couple of sticks…anything. Because when all people had was practically nothing, then anything could be almost everything.
—  Terry Pratchett, Witches Abroad (HarperTorch, 2002)
  • “And I fell in love instantly.”
  • “It’s probably nothing." 
  • "It becomes perfect when you learn to accept it for what it is." 
  • "If you see something, say nothing and drink to forget." 
  • "And you may find, as time passes, that you remember it less and less." 
  • "Look, I’ve probably said too much." 
  • "If you don’t hear from me again, it has truly been a pleasure." 
  • "We are not history yet." 
  • "You are safe now." 
  • "You can let go now." 
  • "We have nothing to speak about. There never was." 
  • "I have chosen to not be certain of anything at all." 
  • "There are many things I wish I could remember." 
  • "I do not live but I exist." 
  • "I don’t know if he listens to me sometimes." 
  • "We can do this together, you and I." 
  • "You don’t know what to say." 
  • "I know what I saw." 
  • "Regrets just bear us down." 
  • "You are all to me." 
  • "Think nothing of it; it’s forgotten." 
  • "There—now you know. Has that filled an emptiness for you? Are you any happier now?" 
  • "I have something of urgent importance to tell you." 
  • "And for now, existence is enough." 
  • "No, not you! Not you!" 
  • "Please, stay safe inside." 
  • "I just don’t believe violence is ever the answer—it is a question. The real answer is far more terrifying." 
  • "We can get along." 
  • "I’m coming in there." 
  • "There must be something beyond this something." 
  • "I will try not to be long." 
  • "I don’t know where I am." 
  • "I told you I would be back." 
  • "I let that woeful beast live." 
  • "We have each other." 
  • "As with life, and as with all things, it will pass." 
  • "Am I in Hell?”
  • “I am certain that there must be more to us than just us." 
  • "Let’s not dwell on our corpse strewn past; let’s celebrate our corpse strewn future." 
  • "I probably won’t miss you." 
  • "Well, let’s just find out together, shall we?" 
  • "And it’s just no good anymore. We can’t carry on like this." 
  • "Nothing is real, I don’t think. Whatever; who cares?" 
  • "When I die, I want to have earned it." 
  • "The present tense of regret is indecision." 
  • "The future tense of fear is either comedy or tragedy." 
  • "I can disappear if I want to." 
  • "And what if the void is not as void as we thought?" 
  • "Time is weird; so is space. I hope ours match again someday." 
  • "We should all be so lucky to set our own futures." 
  • "I fear for what we know." 
  • "I fear for what we don’t know." 
  • "We have nothing to fear and never did." 
  • "It is likely I will learn nothing from this." 
  • "After everything that happened, I just wanted to see you." 
  • "It is too late for us." 
  • "But maybe you shouldn’t sleep in your home anymore. Just in case." 
  • "Your sadness will know no bounds." 
  • "Nothing will be the same." 
  • "Nothing has ever been the same." 
  • "When something is this weird, one shouldn’t assume to understand anything specific about it at all." 
  • "Ignorance may not actually be bliss, but it certainly is less work." 
  • "No one has ever known anything—not really." 
  • "I don’t know much about anything at all, honestly." 
  • "Everything is some level of probably, nothing is a promise." 
  • "You don’t know, and so it might very well." 
  • "Nothing ever really happens to me." 
  • "Thanks, that means lot. Not to me, but your words hold a lot of meaning intrinsically." 
  • "So it’s best just to stay away." 
  • "It cannot give you what you need." 
  • "Oh, you don’t even want to know." 
  • "But it wasn’t what I thought it would be." 
  • "I’ll be back as soon as I can." 
  • "You have no idea how often it is just you and me." 
  • "There always seems to be something upsetting you." 
  • "It’s not that there’s nothing coming to get you; there’s everything coming to get you. But relax anyway." 
  • "Don’t worry. All is as it was meant to be." 
  • "It was meant to be lonely and terrifying and unfair and fleeting, don’t worry." 
  • "This is because I am also slightly malicious. Sorry about that." 
  • "Thinking about it now, nothing seems good, let alone perfect." 
  • "And those imperfections in our reality are the seams and the cracks into which our outsized love can seep and pool." 
  • "And sometimes we’re annoyed. And disappointed. And that, too, is a part of how love works." 
  • "I just thought it was time for us to make a home together.”