the alternative queen

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

Heir of Fire alternative cover. The art belongs to the one and only @charliebowater . She is one of my favourite artists and I absolutely adore how alive feel the characters she recreates. I believe that this one is not part of her ToG paintings but when I saw it I could not stop thinking about Aelin in HoF. The atmosphere of the painting is a reflection of Aelin’s heart. In HoF she is in a very dark place, almost like she is drowning but she fights for herself and in the end, she finds her light - her fire and Rowan, and herself. She is the fireheart we all love.