i. Aphrodite has given up on love. She listens to boys yelling obscene things at innocent girls. She can be found serving drinks at the local bar to broken women and spitting poisonous words at the filthy gentlemen next to them.
ii. Apollo dreads the moment the sun rises. Because when the sun goes up, his local late night show ends and his hour of fame comes to a close. He can be found spending his days, sitting on a park bench asking for loose change and wishing his poetry was good enough.
iii. Ares doesn’t understand war anymore. All he sees is needless bloodshed and brutal homicide based upon abhorrent racial cleansing and childish disagreements. He can be found weeping over the destruction of schools and the murder of innocent children.
iv. Artemis doesn’t hunt game anymore. She carries a switchblade and mace, prepared to fight off any boy harassing a girl with intoxicated footsteps. She can be found holding back girl’s hair as they vomit up their insecurities while sobs wrack their body into the next morning.
v. Athena has stopped believing in reason. When there’s international conflict concerning who marries who and a nationwide crisis about the newest fashion, reason just doesn’t seem applicable anymore. She can be found protesting with college students about real problems.
vi. Dionysus can’t help the madness. When the frequency of mental illness - in children nonetheless, has become so high? What’s the point? He can be found at the same pub and same seat as always; drinking the same dry whisky wishing everything would be the same as it used to be.
vii. Hades can’t stand jewels anymore. Emeralds reflect the envy and greed of humanity while rubies reflect their sexual and blood lust. He can be found rolling his eyes at people begging for their lives in the allies while human demons hunt them down for materialistic ends.
viii. Hephaestus has developed a hatred of fire. It does nothing but steal. It steal oxygen from the air and steal people from their families. Fire does not give it takes. He can be found saving everything he can from fire’s wrath, but will later choke on the smoke of his cigarette.
ix. Hermes can’t stand traveling. His legs are weak and his eyes are strained. He’s carried too many messages to people about the death of loved ones and the love letters are scarce. He can be found stealing, not money, but of their hope and strength because he’s hasn’t any left.
The gods are among us and they can’t survive. Why should I?
Just imagine them charging into battle. Their faces full of fierce determination and their hands holding tight to their blades. They will run into battle and stand beside their brothers and sisters. They will defend their allies until they conquer or until their last breath. Their veins run swift with courage and hope.
And for those that had their wings clipped? That does not deter them.
On Fury Road and the value of non-threatening male heroes
So I’ve been re-watching Fury Road and something struck me;
Tom Hardy’s Max is just really non-threatening. Now, that’s weird on a surface level because in story he’s presented as very dangerous. But here’s the thing about the kind of men we’re used to seeing in action movie; They are threatening in their masculinity.
The capitol A Action hero is a fixture in our cultural awareness. Almost without fail this hero is a man (if you have a woman in the role of action hero, it’s almost always proceeded by her gender. She can’t just be the action hero, she is very clearly cast as a FEMALE action hero.) So our male Action hero is a badass. He’s dangerous, he’s brooding, he’s tough as nails. Sometimes he’s sarcastic and witty, sometimes he’s a moody stud. Point is, despite cultural changes that we see with our Action heroes as different pop culture trends change the flavoring, these men are all pretty much cut from the same mold. And here’s the thing about your typical Action hero; They have this underlying current of threatening masculinity. To put it bluntly, your typical Action hero is really all about cock. They’re intimidating to both their male peers and the women who are cast opposite them. They are toxic masculinity distilled onto our screens.
Now, in recent years we’ve been seeing more varity in our Action heroes. More emotion. Of course, there have always been exceptions (Luke Skywalker is one of the most note worthy male heroes to break this mold, and I think it’s worth noting that he’s often called whiny. Hell, when I was a little kid I loved him, but as a young teenager I thought he was lame. Now I realize that this might well have been because he wasn’t acting like your typical male hero. Maybe that scared me on some level) Anyway, let’s get back to Hardy’s Max. In story he starts out as frightening, but he is never threatening in the way of your usual Action hero. He’s feral, dangerous, and unpredictable at the start of our story, but he doesn’t have any of that toxic masculinity. So, we have a mad Max who is dangerous, and seems mad, as it were. But there’s none of that hyper male Action hero posturing.
Hardy’s Max is a flawed man whose past has almost driven him past the point of no return. To the other characters in the movies he initially seems to be feral (they don’t have the benefit of hearing his inner thoughts) Max is a frightening, but he’s not a masculine he-man. In fact, the characters in the movie who fall close to what we’re used to seeing in Action heroes are the warboys and their leader. The culture espoused by Immortan Joe is hyper masculine and toxic. The young men who idolize him seem like extreme versions of what we’re used to with our heroes. They’re brainwashed into a society built on toxic masculinity and objectification, and the heroes of the story are the ones fighting against this idea. Interestingly, Furiosa has a lot of traits of your traditional Action hero, but it’s coupled with compassion and self reflection, not because she’s a woman, but because she’s a person. Like Max, she is fighting to regain her humanity through helping a group of young women fight for their freedom from a world of toxic masculinity.
So, again back to Max himself. As the movie goes on he regains his sense of self. A big theme int he movie is the objectification and commodification of human life. We see this with Immortan Joe’s ‘wives” as well as with the brainwashed warboys and the use living humans as ‘bloodbags’ and ‘milkers’ Max starts the movie literally strapped to the hood of a car as a hood ornament/living blood bag. Max is reluctant to help Furiosa and the ‘wives’ at first, but we see him change in a brief period of time. He regains his humanity through helping others and coming to terms with his own demons. Hardy’s Max is dangerous, but he’s also vulnerable, undeniably so. We see his fear, we see what haunts him, and we see him struggle to survive, and then struggle to come to terms with his past in order to help others have a future. This sets him apart from Mel Gibson’s Max, and in my opinion makes him the better of the two. By the time Max starts really showing his human side, we see a man who is compassionate and half broken, a man who relearns himself by helping others.
Another notable aspect of Max is his relationship with Furiosa. Usually when your typical Action hero is paired with a STRONG INDEPENDENT WOMAN in a movie, there’s this ongoing dynamic of ‘but you’re a girlllllll’ There isn’t respect, because the heroes of the story are acting out the deeply felt internalized misogyny of our own society. They can’t interact as equals because in our cultural minds they are inherently unequal. They are defined by their rigid gender rules, and they act this out like they’re children on a playground crying about cooties. And of course, there’s usually the sexual element, with the heroes constantly griping at/disrespecting one another while it’s played off as repressed attraction all along.Fury Road never once does this. Max and Furiosa are two flawed and broken people trying to survive. There isn’t a split second where Max stops to wonder how a GIRL can be so tough. Once they’re established as allies, they immediately move into a working relationship built on mutual respect and trust. Two scenes come to mind. Firstly, the initial canon chase when Max first shows himself as an ally. There’s one notable moment where Furiosa is standing up out of the roof and Max hands her a gun. That doesn’t seem important, but there’s something about that gesture that’s very c cinematically important. It shows us that they’re a team now, and it shows us that they trust each other. The second notable scene is the “Don’t breathe” moment in the night bog. Max has previously seen that Furiosa is a good shot. He knows that she is the one to trust with this task, so he hands her the gun and lets her use him as a rifle stand. It’s a moment with no dialogue that speaks volumes.
All of this goes to Max as a nonthreatening hero. He never objectifies, disrespects, or distrusts his counterpart. He’s never an alpha male. He’s part of a story that he doesn’t need to dominate with his manly male maleness. Hardy’s Max is a dangerous, vulnerable, and quietly compassionate man who gives respect and trust where it’s due. He has no need to parade and prove his masculinity. In fact, the people doing that are the villains, and isn’t that telling?
How do I get my parents to stop suspecting I'm trans/gay?
You know the very bad idea that Exclusionists love where they change the meaning of the A to Ally, and then they claim “it’s for closeted people to be in the community!!” while ignoring the fact that if masses of people know what the Ally means then it’ll get out into cishet society and endanger allies and closeted people, but they hate a-spec SO much that they blatantly ignore it and act smarter than people who oppose it?
Yeah, well my brother owns a tumblr, he thinks the A honestly stands for Ally and Ally means closeted, he brought it up in a conversation when my parents were talking about LGBTQ+ (my entire family is full of lgbtq-phobes) they know I’m in full support of LGBTQ+ and an “Ally”. Now they’re rapidly getting more worried that I’m not cis or straight. THANKS EXCLUSIONISTS, threatening my way of life, almost forcing me OUT OF THE CLOSET, and making me scramble and panic to try and convince them I’m “normal”.
They were already sort of considering conversion therapy at our old church because they thought I was a-spec since I showed no signs of liking ANYONE (because I hid my crushes). But I convinced them that I’m not, quite easily because I’m pretty sure I’m not a-spec. Now it’s getting harder to convince them because I’m certain they can see the fear in my eyes and decide to press and investigate harder. They won’t take a simple “No, I’m not” for an answer.
Honestly, I was sure this would happen, no matter how hard Exclusionists tried to ignore the possibility and continue pretending they’re trying to help the community. If I’m outed completely, it’s possible that support will be cut off completely for me, which means I wouldn’t be able to go to college and get everything I need to simply support myself after I move out. Panicking makes it harder to convince them, but like I said, exclusionists have threatened my way of life and my general safety, so it’s a bit hard not to panic. Do any inclusionists have ideas that can help? @socialjusticeichigo @yall-aphobes-need-to-stop @feministingforchange @love-bites-but-so-do-i
Ok so rant post because this literally kept me up for hours last night.
Why is Tony Stark perceived as the Villain in Civil War?
There is no legitimate reason for this.
“But he made Ultron and tried to hurt Bucky!”
Ok, sit down. Let’s talk about Ultron, shall we?
If we REALLY want to discuss whose fault Ultron is, let’s go way back to this movie:
In this movie was a character called Loki, whom you may remember and might recognize as second from the left on this poster.
Loki was the main villain of the film, and Thor failed to incarcerate him at the end of the movie. Loki went on to bring the mind stone (AKA the basis for Ultron) to Earth. Therefore, it is Thor’s fault for not stopping Loki.
But let’s move on from that. Assuming that Thor couldn’t have stopped Loki, whose fault was it?
Actually, it is arguably still Thor, seeing as he brought the Tesseract back to Asgard at the end of the Avengers, but failed to grab Loki’s mind control stick on his way out the door.
Even clearing him of charges for that, we could argue that it’s Steve/Clint/Natasha’s fault, because I’m going to assume that SHIELD took the staff, and because of that, the staff found its way into Hydra’s hands.
Then we have Captain America: The Winter Soldier.
Let’s pretend that Steve/Clint/Natasha DID see the staff into SHIELD custody. Apparently they weren’t concerned enough about the fact that, y’know, SHIELD was actually Hydra and therefore Hydra had the staff of mind control in their possession, which makes it their fault. At this point,
Steve/Clint/Natasha becomes Steve/Clint/Natasha/Sam.
However, this STILL isn’t the end of the story.
Somehow, Thor fails to care about any of these developments in the Dark World, so it’s back to his fault.
The entire Avenger’s cast FINALLY cares about the fact that the Staff is held by Hydra when Tony comes back on the scene (huh) at the beginning of Age of Ultron, at which point Tony goes after the Staff. However, while this is the first point at which we could reasonably claim that it is Tony’s fault, we immediately switch over to this:
In case you weren’t freaking paying attention, this is Tony seeing an alternate past where the world ended and all of his friends were dead as a result of him not doing enough.
Immediately after this we get this line:
[Pietro and Wanda watch as goes Tony grabs the scepter] Pietro Maximoff: “We’re just gonna let them take it?” [Wanda smiles to herself as Tony takes the scepter]
Are you really going to tell me that little smug grin doesn’t belie that she knows exactly what’s about to happen? Even if it doesn’t, I’m pretty sure she said something to the effect of, “He’ll do what he thinks he has to” or something to that effect.
Therefore it is clearly Wanda’s fault.
BUT WAIT! THERE’S MORE!
Tony then asks Thor for permission to monkey around with the staff, making it Thor’s fault, and then Bruce and Tony work on the staff TOGETHER, making it JOINTLY their fault when Ultron comes to life.
So great, we have now found fault in every Avenger except for Rhodey and Pietro at this point.
Except, Tony/Bruce think that Ultron failed. The second they find out that he didn’t the Avengers mobilize and come fairly close to beating Ultron. Tony can easily out-program Ultron, because we’ve seen him literally hack his own equipment while fighting numerous opponents - one on one with Ultron shouldn’t be a problem.
But these two butts show up and proceed to compromise every single Avenger except Tony and Clint.
Not only does the Witch send Natasha/Steve/Thor into visions, SHE LITERALLY MANIPULATES HULK INTO ATTACKING A WAKANDAN CITY, FORCING TONY TO END HIS ASSAULT ON ULTRON FOR THE PURPOSE OF SAVING LIVES.
Wanda and Pietro are LITERALLY FIGHTING ON ULTRON’S SIDE FOR MORE THAN HALF OF THE MOVIE. So CLEARLY the fact that Ultron makes any headway at all is at least PARTIALLY THEIR FAULT, RIGHT?
Then we get the creation of Vision, supported by Tony, Bruce, Thor, and Clint and opposed by Wanda, Steve, Pietro, and Natasha. This is in spite of the fact that literally all Tony is doing is uploading JARVIS to a body, which should be a no brainer seeing as JARVIS has been immensely helpful since literally the earliest movies of the MCU.
We finally get Vision to wake up, and, what do you know, not only is he on the Avenger’s side, HE LITERALLY IS WORTHY TO PICK UP THOR’S HAMMER.
So if anything, this sequence should doubly absolve Tony Stark of guild: The success of Vision is proof that Ultron is not a mistake but rather a flawed prototype, AND Tony has just created the only weapon that will allow the Avengers to defeat Ultron.
We’ll note that he does not receive credit for either of these points, either in the movie or in the fandom.
Now, I would like to point out in spite of everything that has just been argued that Ultron is an independent being who is making his own choices and as such is the only person who can be blamed for his actions, triply absolving Tony of guilt. The only people who can legitimately be blamed here are Scarlet Witch and Quicksilver, who chose to help Ultron fight the Avengers, but they should arguably be forgiven because they help to defeat him.
If I haven’t convinced you that Tony is innocent here yet, please message me so I can block you.
Now, on to Civil War.
The entire point of this movie is Steve saying “No superhumans shouldn’t be regulated because if they are then people might get mad at Bucky,” while the entire rest of the world is saying, “Yeah, we’d like a little oversight.” Like, yes, personal freedom and standing up for your values is great and all, but SHIELD had zero oversight and look what happened there - oh, right, people died, nearly including Mr. Holier-Than-Though Rogers and his best friend (it was still a great movie…). Yes, stand for what you believe in, Steve, but accept that there are systems in place for doing that. There are reasons that everyone in the military and in the government respond to someone else and are bound by certain laws, and superhumans should be too.
THEN, Bucky comes into the picture when he’s framed for a terrorist attack.
Does Steve go to any of his allies for help? Does he have Tony Stark or Nick Fury pull strings? Does he go to the government with the information he has about Bucky’s condition and ask for help? No, no, and no.
Queue Black Panther.
Black Panther believes that Bucky killed his father, so he decides to kill Bucky. Remember that.
We get a protracted series of fight scenes wherein, regardless of whether or not they were previously criminals, Steve and Bucky become wanted criminals and get themselves arrested alongside Black Panther, then everybody else gets themselves arrested.
Let us analyse the airport fight scene.
Steve has recruited a felon, Tony has recruited a teenager, I think those evils roughly cancel each other out.
On Team Tony, four out of five individuals depend on Tony for equipment.
Spiderman we haven’t seen before, but we know that Tony redesigned his suit. In addition, assuming that this movie Spiderman accurately reflects his comic book strength (which we can assume he does, seeing as he catches the airplane loading thing), he is obviously pulling his punches.
Then we have War Machine and Black Widow.
War Machine we have seen consistently demonstrating a single difference from standard Iron Man suits: automatic firearms.
However, in this sequence, we do not see him use the shoulder cannon once and we see him use his missiles only to address the fact that Giant Man is trying to smash him with a truck.
However, we see two NEW weapons: a sonic cannon and a stun baton, both of which are shown to be nonlethal.
Black Widow we see using her signature Widow’s Bites for the first time in her six movies in the Marvel franchise - again, non-lethally disabling Black Panther.
Are you really going to tell me that this is a coincidence? The only person we see attempting to use lethal force on Team Tony is Black Panther, whom we all know respects nobody.
Now, Team Steve.
Let’s start with Scarlet Witch, the MCU’s poster child for milking her perceived innocence.
We see her attempt to crush Tony under a bunch of cars, breaking his arm. We see her throw off Vision’s aim nearly killing War Machine. She very clearly has no qualms about killing.
Hawkeye is literally using explosive arrows throughout the fight scene.
Ant-Man tears apart the internal circuitry of one of Iron Man’s arms (possibly after the arm it contained was already broken).
Falcon is literally shooting at Spiderman.
Bucky punches at Spiderman full force.
And let us not forget Steve Rogers, who literally attempts to drop an airplane loading dock on a kid:
I mean come on.
Tony is literally the only one who ISN’T letting his anger get the best of him in this scene.
Then, in case you don’t believe me, let’s jump to the final fight scene in the abandoned Hydra base, shall we?
Tony is using distinctly nonlethal force here. If his goal were to kill Bucky, I guarantee you Bucky would be dead.
However, he uses his potentially lethal weapons in a nonlethal fashion, primarily to control where Steve and Bucky can and can’t go. His laser - which, friendly reminder, is powerful enough that he had to instruct War Machine to get out of the way - was used only to interpose steel girders between himself and Captain America. His tank missile, which is one of his iconic and most terrifying weapons, merely closed a loading door. Tony is not using lethal force - the worst thing he does is destroy Bucky’s arm, which is terrible, but worst case scenario, Tony can repair it. Yes, it is inflicting pain, but it is pain that is not dissimilar to pain that Tony has gone through himself.
That, of course, doesn’t stop Steve and Bucky from very willingly shredding his armor and, y’know, leaving him stranded in Siberia or wherever the heck that base was.
Now, final point, remember Black Panther?
Black Panther (incorrectly) jumped to the conclusion that Bucky had killed his father, and tried very hard throughout the duration of the movie to kill Bucky in revenge.
Tony WATCHED on FILM as Bucky slaughtered his parents and still showed great restraint. Did he want to hurt Bucky? Yes, very much so.
Did he want to kill Bucky? No, he did not.
This is precisely why the “But he’s my friend”/”So was I” zinger hurts so freaking much. Even in his moment of insane pain, Tony did not want to hurt Steve. Yes, he wanted to hurt Bucky, but he knew that, if he killed Bucky, he would be hurting Steve, and, as Steve’s friend, he could not conscience that decision.
I will eternally maintain that Tony is the victim of Civil War, that Steve betrayed Tony, and that Steve does not deserve Tony’s forgiveness, and nothing anybody can say will ever change my mind.
is a shounen sports manga so literally anyone could win for any reason
whatsoever but a Fukurodani win would not be the worst possible choice and
could in fact be an excellent choice
The tricky thing about theorizing
who could win nationals is that none of the teams talk about winning nationals.
It’s all about the act of going and what they will do there. Past winners
aren’t even mentioned. But we’re 234 chapters into this. For the story, for the
characters, and for myself as a fan, I want our current teams to get what they
want and deserve, but I want them to aspire for more in the future. Or as Coach
Nekomata says in ch.96:
[Note: I’m sorry
not sorry for this monstrosity of a post. This is by no means a definitive edition. Beware that below the cut is image heavy and full of spoilers.]
Only those in a bond of marriage are allowed safe passage. It’s a just negotiation deal for Clarke—but Octavia knows her brother thinks otherwise. // read on ao3
The Grounders all have their arrows cocked, ready to fire at a
single command from their Head—who, much to Octavia’s astonishment, is an
elderly woman. She is carried on a chair by several warriors, and is voiced by her
much larger, stronger Second. She tries not to stare at the elder, she really tries—but
the sight is so rare. She can’t remember the last time she saw someone so old.
Clarke’s voice pulls her away from her gawking. “We mean you no
harm,” Clarke is saying, “Osir laik
skaikru en osir gaf gothru klir.” We are skaikru and we seek safe passage.
The Second hisses, “We do not welcome strangers.”
“We have protection from—”
“We are part of no alliance. Turn around at once, or be killed.”
Octavia scowls, a hand reaching instinctively to her dagger. Clarke continues,
desperation tinting her voice. “If you don’t let us pass, we are all going to
The Second, eyes flaring, opens her mouth, but is stopped by a single
lift of a hand from the elder. Her voice is quiet, barely decipherable. But
Octavia hears the words: “Teik em.”
The Second’s mouth falls. She hisses, “Ogeda em?” All of them?
The elderly shakes her head. “Hedon.“
The Second’s eyes scour over each of them. “Our Land is sacred
ground,” she says. “Only the truest of bonds may pass.”
“What bond?” Octavia asks.
The fire of the Second’s eyes now targets Octavia. “Hodnes.” Love. “We require a bond of
all asexual and aromantic people are inherently lgbt+
“cishet aces/aros” are not a thing
the a does not stand for ally; you’re confusing the acronym with why GSAs are called GSAs (and, incidentally, if you pay any attention whatsoever you will see that people are ditching the term “GSA” at an ever accelerating rate)
if you exclude ace and aro people from the lgbt+ community but say that the a stands for ally, you’re a fucking hypocrite
yes, some ace and aro people can “pass as straight,” and yes, if they can pass, they do have some level of passing privilege. that doesn’t mean they’re not lgbt+ you morons.
nobody is forcing you to date or fuck or have anything to do with ace or aro people if you don’t want to.
about those last two: did they give you nostalgia to back when people were arguing over whether bi and trans folks are lgbt+? well, they should have done, because ace discourse is recycled biphobia and transphobia and you know it.
stop using the phrase “special snowflake.” you sound like a fox news anchor.
and finally, and this is the one that pisses me off the most, the term “a-spec” has NOTHING to do with autism and never has, and by claiming it does and claiming that ace and aro people have stolen it from us, you are being an ableist asshole. please stop.
You know, if Soma does die, at least Ciel will finally experience some fucking consequences for his actions. It’ll be the first time since the Jack the Ripper arc that Ciel will have to deal with people close to him dying suddenly without his consent. What with this on top of Lizzy’s unwillingness to return home and her implied knowledge about the contract, it seems like this’ll be the arc where all of Ciel’s platitudes about “standing on a pile of dead allies” will finally be put to the test.
A stand that’s a superwholock who constantly fetishizes gay men’s relationships and calls itself an lgbt ally despite being “”“"uncomfortable”“”“ near lesbians. Its requiem form not only does this but also screams about how much it hates your favorite female characters because your favorite female characters are somehow getting in the way of its gay ships
Asexuality/aromanticism rant cause I'm sick and tired of bullshit
Because I am seeing ace discourse on my dash and I’m ace and really sick and tired of gatekeepers of the LGBT+ community I’m making this post. Unfollow me, I don’t give a shit. I just hate how some assholes say that my orientation isn’t part of the LGBT+ community
FOR BULL SHIT REASONS that I’m gonna rant about it
In the simplest way I can explain being ace/aro
It is like having a tongue but not being able to taste anything. And that’s fine. You can still like food and enjoy eating it but you just can’t taste it.
But people will try to shove food down your throat and tell you things like “because you have a tongue, you should be able to taste food” or “you are no different than someone who doesn’t like spicy food” and sadly some people believe That they alone can change if you can taste food or not just by forcing it down your throat I can change it. I can make you taste food.“
I mean who cares if I can taste the food or not. I can enjoy the texture, temperature, smell and look of a food. I don’t need to taste it to enjoy food.
Moral of the story kids, you can’t fix something that isn’t broken. You can’t force aro’s to fall in love or aces to be sexually attracted to other people.
Another moral of the story is, ACE AND ARO ARE LGBT+ NO MATTER WHAT GATE KEEPING SHIT BAG WILL SAY. You think the A in LGBTQIA+ stands for ally then you need to check your facts and do some research honey.
I am asexual. I have been constantly told that "it’s a phase, you’ll grow out of it.” And “it’s because you are a biologist that you don’t feel anything towards people’s genitalia”. Like what does me being a biology student have to do with sexual attraction?? And I’ve been this way for a long time. SO STOP TELLING ME WHERE I SHOULD BE PLACED WHEN IT COMES TO ORIENTATION OR HOW I SHOULD FEEL TOWARDS OTHER PEOPLE.
Yes I’m aware that this post seems pretty scattered. It’s 2 in the morning and I’m tired as fuck but I don’t give a shit.
If you actually bothered to read this far and have any questions about asexuality/aromaticism, I am happy to answer them (when I’m not tired af lol)
“That’s almost exactly the opposite of what I meant.”
“Where is she?” Harry asks asks running around the house searching for his things
You see Harry and his old childhood friend Allie were gonna hang out together. They haven’t seen each other in awhile and he invited her over for dinner. I don’t have a problem with it I’m glad he is connecting back with his past. But the problem is that she is very attractive, way more attractive than me. Harry and her talk a lot and I feel like I can’t have one moment to talk or spend time with him without her calling him. Its okay for Harry to have friends that are girls but when those girls take up most of my quality time for my boyfriend it just gets a bit too much.
I hear a knock on the door and Harry runs right past me and up to the door, He rips open the door as fast as he can. There stands Allie right at the door in front of Harry. Shes wearing a tank top and a short black skirt with knee highs. She does look cute but I just know in my heart she is doing it to get Harry’s attention and to get me a bit heated.
“Allie I am glad you came” Harry says pulling her in for a hug
“I’m happy to see you” Allie says back holding him tighter
I started to feel a bit more jealous, but they finally pull apart
“Hello y/n” Allie says looking behind harry to me
“Hello Allie, nice to see you” I respond back to her and stand there awkwardly
Harry, Allie and I walk to the dinner table and start to eat.
“So y/n how is school?” She asks and giggles
“Its good, one more year left” I say quietly, Knowing that she is judging me
She didn’t have to go to school, she started a fashion business and lucky for her it became big right away. She didn’t have to work very hard to be where she is today.
“A lot of work she does, practically has her face in a book all day working” Harry says smiling at the both of us
“Owning and working at your own business is harder than you expect, maybe its just not for you y/n” Allie says rudely and giggles again at me
“Wow I’ve never been told that before” I say looking down feeling embaressed
“Maybe its best we move onto dessert” Harry says picking up all of our plates and putting them in the sink
He grabs the cake I bought from the bakery earlier today. He cut us all a slice but during the rest of the time I really didn’t really speak at them at all. I felt really upset and upset that Harry didn’t say anything to her about it. My heart hurts and I just wanna go to bed and forget all about tonight.
Harry and I say Bye to Allie and she walks out
“I am going to bed” I say walking up to the stairs
“Wait don’t leave yet” Harry says pulling at my shoulder
“What Harry?” I say huffing out the words
“Are you mad?” Harry says walking closer to me
“No Harry I am just tired” I say turning back around
“Yes you are, I know you” Harry walking behind me
“Fine yes I am mad, I am mad because she was that rude to me but you never said anything. Its like you like her more than me” I turn around and yell at him letting it all out
“Baby, she didn’t mean that. Shes just trying to give advice and Allie and Ii have a different type of bond then you and I” Harry says walking to grab my hand
“No Harry, If you have this such amazing bond with her then why are you with me?” I yell backing away
“That’s almost exactly the opposite of what I meant” Harry says raising his voice a bit
“Harry, we don’t really talk and we don’t really spend time together and when we do all you do is talk or talk about Allie” I yell but trying to calm down
Harry doesn’t say much, he stays silent and turns away and runs his hand through his hair.
“I know baby, I know” Harry says getting a bit teared up
“I know, I was just so happy to see her but I knew in my heart I wasn’t seeing you as much as I wanted to. I am so sorry” Harry says and pulls me into his chest
“You are my girl and will always be my girl, you are the only one I want and will ways want” Harry says and rests his forehead down on mine “You have nothing to worry about, we will spend all of our time together”
I smile and give him a kiss on the lips
“Its okay baby, lets move on and just focus on ourselves” I say hugging him close to me
“I agree, lets go up to bed” Harry says grabbing me and holding me up, I wrap my legs around his waist
“lets go up, maybe I can show you how much I truly love you” Harry says and kissing my neck and tickles my sides
Sooo basically Arian and Cullen exist in a variety of different universes, one where she meets him in Kirkwall, one where she joins the Inquisition as a member of the inner circle, one where she stays with her clan, one where she becomes Inquisitor, etc. etc. etc. This takes place in the second one. Evelyn Trevelyan is Inquisitor, and Arian, curious about human society, joins the organization in hopes that her clan will warm up to the idea of becoming its ally.
Over the months, Arian falls for Cullen, and the two become very close - though she’s convinced he’s involved with the Inquisitor. When Perseverance rolls around, Evelyn does what she believes is best, and Arian takes immediate action.
“How could you!?”
Evelyn glanced up from her stack of reports to find Arian, the young Dalish woman who had joined them in Haven, standing in front of her desk, looking angrier than the Herald had ever seen her.
“How could I what, Arian?” she asked, genuinely confused.
The elf just inched her way toward the Inquisitor, her crystalline eyes sparking like flint on steel upon closer inspection.
“You said you would look out for him; you told me outright that you would help him in anyway you could. How does telling Cullen to go back on lyrium accomplish any of that!?” she barked, her bared teeth only adding to the effect.
Evelyn just blinked, setting down the quill she’d been writing with. “Arian. The man was visibly troubled, and he wanted to continue leading the Inquisition’s army. I did what I believed best. We will figure out a better solution once-”
“No!” Arian interrupted, slamming her hands down on the desk’s surface. “You don’t get it, do you? Cullen has one chance to be rid of everything he’s faced, and it needs to happen now. I don’t care if lyrium is easing the hardships of his position - it’s the one thing still leashing him to his past. If you cared about him you would believe in his capability to overcome this. Instead you’ve given up on him, and for what? Your army?” She rose from where she’d been hunched over, flinging her arms outward. “I hope you’re happy with the choice you’ve made.“
"Do not question my means of solving matters, Arian.” Evelyn seethed, standing from her desk and towering over the elf. “Cullen could very well die if he continues abstaining from lyrium. Would you rather that happen?”
“You don’t know that. Cullen isn’t like the other templars who have quit. He’s proven himself time and time again.” Arian argued, her voice tight.
Evelyn really didn’t have time to be lectured by the girl - instead pinching the bridge of her nose in frustration.
“The decision has been made, Arian. Now I suggest you leave me be. I have a multitude of reports to finish up.”
The elf, her expression completely wounded, slowly shook her head. “Fen'Harel ma ghilana,” she whispered, then turned on her heel and stormed out of the room.
Evelyn plopped back down into her seat the moment the door to her quarters slammed shut, a tired breath passing through her lips as she stared up at the rafters of the ceiling.
Once again, let me present to you a chronicle of our fandom’s most glorious hiatus moments. In truest hyperbole fashion we did not scale back after last year’s already impressive BS recordings. Here’s all the drama we managed to fit into the 257 days between the Season 3 finale on May 19, 2016 and the Season 4 premiere on February 1, 2017:
FYI: Entries are mostly focused on the Twitter fandom unless otherwise noted. Also beware, this diary deliberately generalises from the loud few to the many.
Day 2: Emma Caulfield of EW writes a *love letter* bashing Bellamy into a verb and adjective. Half of the fandom cackles, other half is ready to “bellamy” her.
Day 3: Ongoing belittling of Jasper’s PTSD in tandem with outrage from same people that show didn’t depict enough PTSD victims.
Day 6: #GiveBellamyBlakeABoyfriend circulates and is amusingly shared by lovers and haters.
Day 7: Kass Morgan is confronted with fandom members defacing and even burning her books. Because we are classy.
Day 10: Tumblr heats up when Johnny Depp beating Amber Heard gets compared to how Bellamy treats Clarke. Because bisexuality. Oh yes.
Day 11: Devon zings Harry Styles - and popstars in general - for trying to act. Somewhere Shawn Mendes cries a tear.
Day 12: The Fandom-is-Broken article hits. Outrage everywhere, while our fandom is like “yup, sounds about right”.
Day 15: Bob at Phoenix con says Bellamy wouldn’t have sided with Pike had Clarke returned earlier. Somehow he gets hate for that. Still unclear why. Most likely for no reason at all.
Day 16: More Phoenix con: Bob utters word “YET”, causes avalanche. Emma Caulfield tweets her and Bob’s are besties now. Fandom responds in typical forgiving ways.
Day 18: Tumblr has Brollexa gaining traction among BCers, the polyamorous turn it into Clexamy. Not appreciated by the CL fandom. Devon tweet-deletes, shits on cast members for making money off cons instead of donating to charity.
Day 21: Eliza and Bob get nominated for Teenchoice TV Chemistry. Disgust in CL fandom as entertaining as surprise in BC fandom.
Day 23: Fan at Oz Comic Con asks Eliza about Chemistry nomination and gets booed. Bob speaks slloooowwwhhhuuurr to the iddiiiooootttss on twitter. Most likely entirely unrelated.
Day 24: Eliza gets called fake/lost/drunk by BC fandom for voicing opinions about Bellarke. Beware of having opinions about ships.
Day 25: Bob replies to hate tweet. Backfires into him getting criticised for passive aggressively focusing on negativity only.
Day 26: First hiatus hack! Eliza’s instagram. Leads to Alycia unfollowing her. Fandom entertained for a while. Plus the gem of someone comparing Lexa’s death to the Orlando shooting.
Day 28: Alycia cancels Brazil con. In a roundabout way it’s Bob’s fault.
Day 31: On the shipping front Bob & Shampoo compete against Lexa & Bullet. Because why not.
Day 33: Somehow BC fandom hits jackpot by criticising both Adina and Mike on same day. For not being pro-BC enough. Adina! Mike!
Day 35: Layne Morgan attacks Ben Batemen for elevating himself to lgbt+ spokesperson. Fanbase first stunned, then divided.
Day 37: Second hiatus hack! Layne’s phone. Apparently private numbers get leaked, some idiots message Jason’s wife.
Day 41: Third hiatus hack! (@)emiliascara hacks into Marcus Catsaras’ (Alycia’s boyfriend) icloud, finds footage of him cheating. Catsaras deletes his twitter/fb accounts. Because hell has no fury like a riled-up CL fandom.
Day 42: Lindsey jumps in to fight hackers, (@)morleydebnam jokes about hacking Lindsey.
Day 44: Hacker exposed as guy from Toronto (Michael Brand/Bahramian).
Day 46: CL fandom overruns and impressively wins 9 of 11 E!Online polls. Still peeved over other fandoms bonding and voting against them.
Day 48: Jarod speaks up after Alton Sterling shooting. Ends with him getting attacked over *representation* issues.
Day 52: Eliza vs Alycia in Radiotimes quarter finals. Which fosters minor drama.
Day 56: Layne officially disinvited from clexacon.
Day 57: Some panelists boycott clexacon after Layne’s exit. Meanwhile the gullible have a clickbait-freakout over O killing Bellamy.
Day 58: Ben Bateman steps back from clexacon allies panel. (@)riserellamy makes it their mission to get all Arryn-haters blocked by Bob.
Day 59: Eliza talks freely and excessively about Lexa and Clexa at Brazil Con. BC fandom really wishes she wouldn’t.
Day 60: From the fanfic policing front: Author gets such harsh attacks for writing Lexamy they pull the fic.
Day 61: S3 DVD is out! Deleted scenes reheat old rage. While Ricky retweets shade about him not being in the bloopers.
Day 62: #OlicityMafiaExposedClexaParty happens. CL fandom first fandom ever to cheat in a poll.
Day 64: She said “ship”.
Day 65: Whole fandom aflame over the shit/ship debacle. Shit memes everywhere. Aaron doesn’t give a SHIT. Eliza probably avoids her mentions. Tumblr births Bellarke Drags. The best of days.
Day 66: clexasources promotes WB survey asking people to criticise show. Eliza shall be saved by cancellation.
Day 67: ELSchaaf claims Eliza speaks condescendingly of Bellarke because she’s threatened by Bob’s popularity. Fandom appalled. In conjunction CLs figure out ELSchaaf is involved with Unity Days.
Day 68: ELSchaaf on tumblr rampage, invites haters to call her names at con in person. Unity Days reacts swiftly and removes ELSchaaf.
Day 70: Bellarke Shit necklace sparks controversy.
Day 73: Wizard Con: Marie says Clarke has *nappy* hair which Eliza laughs at. Racism outrage in some fandom corners.
Day 75: Jason’s SDCC talk about bi-Clarke getting “with everyone” resurfaces. Not the most well received. clexasources deactivates after Bob+Eliza photo post leads to attacks by followers.
Day 78: Supposed insider troll Jason Blue stirs up rumour drama of Octavia dying.
Day 82: Bellarke fanart repurposed as Braven fanart. Bob-birthday charity criticised for being organised by a BC shipper.
Day 84: Pedowitz stands behind show at TCAs, does neither criticise nor cancel it on the spot, as some had hoped.
Day 103: Fanfic policing, part 2: Bellamy goes down on Clarke in the commander’s throne. People - ignorant of the concept of *fanfiction* - are mad.
Day 106: Eliza posts candid pic with guy-boy-friend. Apparently this makes her a lesser lgbt+ ally.
Day 111: Fanfic’s blowjobgate! Briller&Harper fic on kinkmemes ignites long and nasty Bellarke fanfic community wars. Who gets to and with whom and with how many is not the author’s choice alone.
Day 125: Tumblr aflame over Bellamy hating Aurora Blake, with usual shades of misogyny and racism.
Day 130: HYPE article about ADC at Copenhagen Con calls out fans for slightly inappropriate fan behavior. More inappropriate fan behavior in reaction leads to article edits.
Day 132: Kim retweets Fa Panini’s cute Becho fanart. BC fandom takes that as confirmation of things to come. Mild panic.
Day 135: A clearly mangled and misrepresented SDCC comment about Clarke and love interest in S4 causes freakout. Because fandom will forever step into all clickbait traps willingly.
Day 144: The usual bi-monthly kerfuffle about Clarke being forgotten as bi-rep in article.
Day 145: Layne Morgan sick of TV bi girls ending up with men. Not that stats have discredited this stereotype at all.
Day 155: Supposed insider troll Jason Blue claims insider cancellation knowledge. Insider arguments quickly debunked.
Day 159: Photoshopped Variety tweet circulates, claiming show cancellation. Mo Ryan refutes it.
Day 165: Lindsey stumbles into sexypilgrim drama. Apologises later for wishing people would get involved in causes beyond online outrage.
Day 166: Press day! Drama day! Fandom-uneducated Nadia voices “Luna is stronger than Lexa”. She may forever feel the consequences.
Day 167: Nadia tweets “Fiction”, deletes account. #NadiaDeactivatedParty follows. Eliza and later Arryn claim account is fake. Fandom thinks Eliza would rather lie than defend Nadia and her anti-Lexa statement.
Day 170: Meanwhile in the fanfic warzone: “Bellamy rapes Lexa” gets countered with “Lexa castrates Bellamy”.
Day 190: Bob reaches annual patience-for-twitter threshold, carries out annual twitter deactivation. States he was made to join. Fandom: lol, ok, see you in a bit.
Day 199: Bellarke and Clexa both in same Hottest-Ships-of-the-Year list. But fandom can’t share nice things.
Day 201: Guess who’s back on twitter, guys?
Day 216: BC-shipping jewellery artist called out for making money off Clexa art. Not allowed in the age of receipts.
Day 219: In spirit of Christmas, Aaron issues Lexa apology. Fandom - less spirited - counters it’s 9 months too late, and never enough.
Day 221: Katie affirms in slightly too bitter way that show is more than just Clexa. Bad move, girl.
Day 222: (@)bellamysbriller - whom Katie retweeted the day before - is exposed for catfishing and bullying.
Day 228: More jewellery controversies, as jewellery donations to charities can only come from people who’ve never made controversial statements.
Day 233: clexaspoilers surfaces, claims access to screeners, reveals Clexa parts. Fandom calls it baiting to make them watch, even though account claims now they DON’T have to watch.
Day 238: BC fandom gets high on SHE HAS BELLAMY, and actually manages to trend for once. Stunning friends and foes alike.
Day 241: Unity Days report of Lindsey supposedly saying Bellarke is boring. Lindsey gets attacked and goes on twitter detox. BC fandom to blame.
Day 243: Fourth hiatus hack! Ricky’s phone. Beware of Ricky nudes.
Day 245: Alycia’s management removes The 100 from “known for” section on IMDB. BCers shocked, CLs shrug.
Day 248: BCers think 600 cookies might be helpful for show renewal. Laughs and eyerolls all around.
Day 249: S4 poster arrives. Cast, writers and fans partake in a who’s-who guessing game with silhouettes. Body shaming leads to #titsoutforeliza, someone leaks S4 callsheets and Funko whitewashes Raven and Bellamy. A busy day.
Day 252: CLs set up White House petition to get Jason fired. A single signature last we checked.
Day 257: Final hiatus day: (@)the100leaked pops up to generously leak part of the Season 4 finale script and cause mass hysteria. Tadaaaaa!
And that’s it! See you all next hiatus! Just kidding. I accept more entries, if you can link me to the evidence.
I’ve been thinking about this lately god damn I’m getting mad about it again
Let me tell you something. I’m bi, not a secret it’s right on my blog description. I tell less people irl but all the people I want to know, know. It’s never been a big deal for me. No one has ever called me slurs, or denied me an opportunity, or brought up any stereotypes, or expressed any kind of disgust toward me. To be honest, I have never been oppressed because of my identity.
Am I still LGBT?
If you answered yes, then why the hell are still arguing over whether ace people are “oppressed enough?”
I’ve even seen ace people say that they don’t belong in the community because they aren’t oppressed. Well, neither am I. If I said bi people don’t belong in the LGBT community because I personally haven’t been oppressed, I’d be denying the very real issues other bisexual people have to face.
Like let’s ignore all the hatred ace people face (being called broken or robotic, violence against them which yes does happen)–let’s say that’s made up or whatever (look at this though like really it’s not) so what? You can’t deny they aren’t represented in media. You can’t deny plenty of people don’t know what it is, or believe it’s a real thing. So at the very fucking least, ace/aro people are marginalized. If your gender or sexual identity (unlike bdsm, which is a preference not an orientation) is being marginalized, you belong in the LGBT+ community. Period.
But but but–some people say, there is no A in LGBT, or if there is it stands for ally. Yeah well guess what else isn’t in LGBT? P for pan or N for nonbinary. And no, pan people aren’t happy being put under the “umbrella” of bisexual and many nonbinary people do not consider themselves trans.
But but but–some people say, LGBT is for anyone who has same gende attraction. Uh what about polysexual people, who may be attracted to nonbinary genders and their “opposite” gender? People who are nonbinary may not even feel they have a same gender to be attracted to, yet still identify as bi or some other nonhet orientation.
Ace people are not straight.
There is no such thing as a cishet aro ace person. (Even if you don’t think they are part of the community, you can’t be “attracted to the opposite gender” and “not attracted to anyone” at the same time like… those are two mutually exclusive ideas.)
No more arguing over who’s oppressed enough to be LGBT+.