the 8th note


in case you haven’t noticed, i’m weird. i’m a weirdo. i don’t fit in.
something is very, very wrong with me. there’s this darkness in me, that’s overwhelming sometimes and i don’t know where it comes from.


When Magnus and Percy meet, I want Percy to just go “So you’re the newest victim of a prophecy. Lemme tell you this now - them gods will never leave you alone.”
“Percy that’s not encouraging.”
“I’m just giving him the cold, hard truth. You’re screwed Magnus. There is no way out of this.”

So… Are we not going to talk about that time Robbie almost perfectly forged Stephanie’s signature by hand?

Because honestly that’s the one part of Time to Learn that got me. It really did. He didn’t have to trace or even look at her paper to do it. How many times has Robbie actually needed to forge a signature to be able to do it so perfectly? How many?

Memory Tips
  • Study repeatedly - Overlearn. Take advantage of life’s little intervals (i.e.- riding the bus, walking, waiting in the grocery checkout line)
  • Spend time actively thinking about material - Exercise weak memories with rehersal and critical reflection. No skimming!
  • Make material personally meaningful - Write notes in your own words. Form as many cue associations (i.e.- images, experiences) as possible! 
  • Use mnemonic devices for lists - Associate items with peg words, create a vivid story involving the items, or chunk items into acronyms 
  • Refresh your memory by activating cues - Mentally re-create situations/moods where you orginally learned the material or physically return to the location 
  • Minimize interferences - Study about an hour before sleep. Don’t study similar subjects back-to-back (i.e.- Studying Spanish then French right after) 
  • Test your knowledge - Don’t be overconfident about recalling the material. Test yourself with the learning objectives. You can outline sections, define terms/concepts, create practice tests, or explain the topic to a friend without using your notes

Psychology: 8th Edition by David G. Myers, Chapter 9 - Memory 

1st reaction: “FUCK”

2nd reaction: “NO NO NO”

3rd reaction: “And so Mutsurie sinks, with thounderous applause.”

4th reaction: “Well at least with Kaneki around she won’t have an easy time trying to kill Touka. Or Kaneki.”

5th reaction: “The f is up with everyone’s hair colours lately?!? I’m getting used to Kaneki changing it at the speed of a fairy key band member, but then Touka, and Mutsuki had it black at the beginning … ”

6th reaction: “It¹ had just become canon dammit”

7th reaction: “Now Kaneki dear, one-shot her, take your newly found girlfriend and RUN”

8th reaction: “Note to self: take the heart pills BEFORE reading the last page of any Tokyo Ghoul chapter.”


Thoughts on the love ban rule (恋愛禁止条例)

In her recent Radio program, Koike Minami from Keyakizaka46 mentioned a paper adressed to all members, officially banning any relationship during their idol activity. It is also known as the Renai Kinshi Jourei, the love ban rule. To allow or forbid this rule have teared apart the fandom for many years, and the ambiguous stand of Akimoto Yasushi (stating there wasn’t such thing as love ban rule) doesn’t help to clear things up. But the issue regarding this rule goes beyond it’s own existence. This is an eternal debate between those who argue we can’t own idols as they are humans with feelings, against those who think it is necessary to preserve their image. To sum things up, what we debate for is our conception of an idol. Through this write up, i will attempt to list all legit arguments from both side so you can make your own opinion on that matter.

“Sasshi scandal was the most talked topic at the time, even more than Acchan graduation”

First, a little bit of history. The love ban rule is much more older than AKB itself. In 1997, Nakazawa Yuko, leader of Morning musume at the time, stated that in their contract, they were forbid to have boyfriend or marry. Ten years later, Kashiwagi Yuki expressed the same statement, that they had to sign a paper in which they pledge to not be in a relationship. What is the purpose of the love ban rule? Simply speaking, it helps the idea of an idol “pure and innocent”, completely devoted to the fans. Management is afraid that the fan significantly decrease his dedication to buy goods and ticket to see his favourite member if she’s in a relationship.

But Let’s take an example of other pop culture. Justin Bieber is a singer, with 99.9% of female fanbase. He works a lot on his image, yet he dated many other celebrities like Selena Gomez. He’s directly concerned with appearance, but his staff allow him to date. In the super strict Kpop industry, even though entertainment companies are very discrete about it, they often acknowledge a relationship when they are revealed, and not opposing them (Exo Kai and F(x) Crystal for example). The question is, why is it allowed in Occidental and Oriental countries like USA and Korea and not in japan? Especially the case of idols.

1st hypothesis, It’s about culture. USA have build their civilization on freedom, and it’s quite hard to “forbid” someone to love, especially someone as popular as Justin bieber. Management strategy to keep hardcore fans would backfire at them, being blamed for pressuring the artist. In Kpop It might depend of the age and experience of the artist. When management knows the artist fanbase is mature enough to accept, they lift the ban. But if the trainee has just debuted with the group, it’s better to not create unnecessary waves that would be an hindrance to the group promotion. Japan has a huge history of hierarchy between genre, family often assimilated with a father who work, and a mother who stay at home to raise the children. Sexism is still rooted in society as it is largely accepted to have gravure photoshoot of idols (often very young), but also promote the girls as cute and innocent. Unconsciously, Japan paradoxal society still allow to reduce a woman basic right in order to preserve a certain idea of what an idol should be.

2st hypothesis, we can say it’s the fan fault for being unrealistic about the concept of an idol. Before being an idol, she is an human being. You can’t mix up reasoning with feelings, as one is led by the brain, the other by the heart. Also, if the idol you support is being happy with someone else, shouldn’t you be happy for her own happiness? It’s not like you’re being her fan in order to date her in the future. You can also be a fan of someone without being physically attracted to her. Like many hardcore metal teenagers adoring metallica. A fan’s love, is different. Something more personal, but loving someone as a 17 years is different from loving at 26, and 40, etc. A teenager should live to the fullest.

“Minegishi scandal blow out to international proportion, wrongly the symbol of Japanese excess”

Not long ago, a company sued a girl for “breach of contract” blaming her for her idol group failure in the market, because she was dating one of her fans. The young girl retorted that i was never mentioned she couldn’t date anyone, even though it was “professionaly” obvious to avoid this situation. The result of the court was that indeed the girl was wrong for not taking into account that it would hurt the group image, but since she dated her boyfriend without the intent to harm the company, she was exempt to pay fee for the prejudice caused.

There’s a big difference between european and asian culture. The first is a lot about freedom (artist love life is his privacy) but asian point of view is about responsability. Japanese are often serious in their work (sometimes they die from it). Even though you have the freedom to come with T-shirt and jeans, you have the responsability to look decent for an interview, which means wearing a suit. Otherwise we don’t take you seriously. In entertainment, you shouldn’t behave in a way that would be a threat to your company or group image. But this rule can’t be applied to everyone because each person has a different situation.

Let’s take the example of Watanabe Mayu. She became very popular, very fast, in a young age. Not only we can assume she didn’t have a lot of free time, but having a relationship exposed would have create an uproar on tabloid. She was very serious about her image because she was aware an incident would break her momemtum. On the other hand, when you’re unknown, like a KKS, it hasn’t the same impact at all, and you have much more free time than a popular member. (and probably the reason why Sasshi’s scandal was exposed only when she became popular).

The problem with micchan scandal, is that not only she was a popular member, but also the captain of a team. What foreigners don’t know, is that in japanese culture, people often shave their head after admitting being in the wrong. Micchan obviously shaved her head on her own will. But foreign newspaper, with little care of details, implied it was a sanction done by management (the video was published on AKB official youtube channel after all). The malicious gossip spread and it was a huge blow to idol entertainment. It doesn’t matter what was the real reason, and the damage was done.

“Shunkan bunshun is often involved in many scandals related to idols”

In fact, it isn’t really about the fan behavior toward her idol that define the existence of the love ban rule. In the case of Kashiwagi Yuki scandal with NEWS’s Tegoshi, it was up to her fanbase to decide if they keep following her or not. In the case of Matsumura Sayuri scandal (above), it turned out more bitter because Nogizaka has a strong image of elegant, calm idols compared to the 48group. Image is not only related to fan, as big companies (a potential source of revenue for popular idol group), won’t choose girls who are involved in a negative image to endorse their products. It doesn’t matter if it’s true or not, it’s how those scandal divert from the expected result. Do you remember when Kouhaku utagassen chose HKT instead of Nogizaka in 2014? We will never know, but it’s possible that Nogi appearance was cancelled because of this negative coverage.

Why is management not willing to make a decision, always being ambiguous about it? Because both choice have a negative impact. If you make the love ban rule official, you are seen as a bad company who suppress a girl basic right, and if you officially allow the girls to date, there’s no turning back, and fan’s reaction is unsure. The best alternative is “not to get caught” or “adapt to the situation” rule. In Yukirin’s case, management decided to let it through, because she was too important to the group. Same with Sasshi. We can’t say the same for Murashige Anna, who got almost perma-ban from HKT senbatsu, or Owada Nana and Nishino Miki who soon graduated after being seen at 2AM in a game court with some ex Johnny’s (again).

The love ban rule can be seen as something not coming from fans to their idol, but a rule of self discipline (coming from within), like how you are committed to your work. When you date someone perfectly aware of a bad coverage, you’re taking a risk. This self discipline increase as you became popular. When someone try to get best of both worlds, it can be seen as recklessness toward your job. After all, Kikuchi Ayaka or Komori Mika graduated AKB to get married. When someone get outside of the idol field, fans are much more keen to be happy for their idol happiness. Because they are past their idol phase. Jurina once said “i will date after being an idol. But for the moment, i want to focus on my work”.

“Yukirin votes dropped up to 70 000 votes for the 8th Sousenkyo. Note that 7th Sousenkyo was her fanbase last push to put her 1th, with a 60k increase too ”

To the question if the love ban rule is something fair or unfair, it’s hard to decide because feelings are involved with it. I personally hadn’t my oshimen being involved in a scandal, so i don’t know how i would react. However, what i believe is, for japanese, that the renai kinshi jourei is a self inflicted rule. It just depends on how serious you are toward the job of idol. If you don’t accept to have your love life put on hold, just don’t be an idol. It’s even more true that an idol not only care for her image, but is also responsible for the group image. When people quote Sasshi’s case that scandal doesn’t influence the popularity of a member, keep in mind that it happened when she was a KKS, barely being an extra in Everyday Kachuusa MV. Taking such a risk to date someone when she’s 4th in sousenkyo, her answer would have been completely different.

My humble opinion : If my oshimen was caught in a scandal, i would probably be disappointed. Not because i thought of her as pure and innocent (let’s be real, women also have libido, and love is something wonderful), but because she’s taking a risk to damage her or the group reputation. She’s aware of the damage, and she took it anyway. To be responsible, is a form of respect.

In the future, we probably will see a change of mindset, with a more accepting industry toward idols. Because, there’s no proper definition of an idol.

January 8th: More business notes today! Kinda sad because school starts tomorrow, but I’m excited to get back into a routine.

let's play 'fun with timelines' yet again!

In 2012: 

Louis was sick from Nov 6th - Nov 10th. Harry was then sick Nov 8th - Nov 11th.

(Note: I didn’t start the timeline until October 2012 so there may have been other instances.)

In 2013:

Harry was sick May 4th- May 6th. Louis was then sick May 10th - May 17th.

Louis was sick September 28th- October 7th. Harry was then sick October 6th - October 8th.

In 2014:

Harry was sick May 30th - June 7th. Louis was then sick June 7th - June 8th.

Harry and Louis are both sick as of today, September 11th.

Are we noticing a pattern yet?

Haikyuu Doujinshi Masterlist


Some notes about the doc:

- Some of the links are blue and underlined but some aren’t at all and blend into the text. Most of the links are in the parentheses, and it should be obvious where you gotta click. If it doesn’t work, someone let me know please.

-Comment feature is on. Please do not start a fight, or I’ll remove it.

-This version of the masterlist is and older one, and it’s literally copied-and-pasted from 4/27/15 (the 6th update date). Currently, I’m on the 8th update (although no doujins have been added or edited; the 7th and 8th update were just notes that addressed a problem with links), and if you’d like to know why, keep reading the 8th Update.

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Thursday, September 8th 2016

My first notes of the school year! They’re just review of last year, because that’s all we’re doing in physics right now. But I don’t mind - I appreciate the review. Mainly because I took physics online over the summer so I’m not sure if I covered everything my school did last year haha.

Zodiac Profile on Stydia

Stiles Stilinski: April 8 (ARIES)
Lydia Martin: March 19 (PISCES)

Aries:  Aries have a short attention span.

He is a rather “what you see is what you get,” sign. 

The symbol of Aries is the Ram, and that’s both good and bad news. Impulsive Aries might be tempted to ram their ideas down everyone’s throats without even bothering to ask if they want to know. It’s these times when you may wish Aries’ symbol were a more subdued creature, more lamb than ram perhaps. You’re not likely to convince the Ram to soften up; these folks are blunt and to the point. Along with those qualities comes the sheer force of the Aries nature, a force that can actually accomplish a great deal.

Aries is ruled by Mars.These folks are bold, aggressive and courageous. They can summon up the inner strength required to take on most anyone, and they’ll probably win. Aries do not lack energy or vitality, and they can stay in the game longer than most anyone else.

The element associated with Aries is Fire. Think action, enthusiasm and a burning desire to play the game. Aries plays as hard as they work. These folks are happiest in a spirited soccer match or engaging in the martial arts. 

With Aries ruling the head, face and brain, those born under this sign need to be on the lookout for headaches and are well-served to take the occasional deep breath. The Ram’s color is bright red, a sure sign of the fire that breathes within.

Pisces:  Pisces has a soulful, complex nature that is very affected by the vibes and emotional clouds in the immediate environment. it’s not uncommon for them to feel their own burdens (and joys) as well as those of others. The intuition of the Pisces-born is highly evolved  

Pisces alternate between reality and non-reality in keeping with their introspective natures; their voyage between consciousness and an unconscious dream state says much about their intuitive, almost psychic natures.

Pisces is ruled by Jupiter and Neptune. The pairing of these two heavenly bodies results in some unique energies being directed toward Pisces here on Earth. Those born under this sign are spiritually oriented and charitable. They are compassionate, easily feeling another’s pain.

The Element associated with Pisces is Water. Those born under this sign easily relate to the emotional and unpredictable nature of this liquid gold. Pisces feel a great deal, and they also feel misunderstood much of the time.

They’re not quite pushovers, but they’re certainly sensitive. Yes, they could cry you a river if the circumstances were right.

Even so, they revel in their compassionate and imaginative natures and love to cater to others. The great strength of the Pisces-born is their compassionate and charitable nature. These folks love to help others and do so in the most imaginative of ways. It’s their feeling sensibility that wins people over.


Aries is the boldest and the brashest sign while Pisces is softest, dreamy, sensitive and the most ethereal sign of all. 

This relationship shouldn’t work, and doesn’t work on paper – but in reality, Pisces and Aries compatibility is surprisingly strong. The secret is in the mutual understanding the two signs have.

Because Pisces is such an intuitive sign, the Pisces partner in this relationship has an innate understanding of Aries – better than Aries themselves does, in fact. This means that Pisces sees right through the brash, rude, aggressive Aries to the well hidden insecurity underneath, and they are therefore willing to tolerate Aries outbursts much more than you might expect.

When romance is in the air for this couple, it can be a highly spiritual and tender partnership.

The Pisces partner intrigues Aries deeply, and Aries has a lot to learn about emotions, intuition and all things mystical from their gentle, unassuming muse.

Meanwhile, Aries can show Pisces that dreams don’t have to stay as dreams; being a cardinal sign, Aries is well placed to teach Pisces what steps to take to make those dreams into reality.

When it comes to sex, this partnership can be hot indeed. (JUST WAIT GUYS!) It’s a fire and water mix, remember, so steamy is the order of the day. When you blend Aries passion with Pisces’ active fantasy life, this couple’s physical relationship certainly won’t be boring – but Pisces does like to be wooed, and there could be a long courtship before sex even gets on the agenda. For Pisces and Aries, compatibility is a slow burning, sensual affair, but that suits both partners well: Pisces likes to be chased and nobody enjoys chasing more than determined Aries. The Ram gets fired up and in chase mode, fully captivated by the enigmatic Pisces nature. 

Both can become starry-eyed over each other and fully commit to spontaneously falling in love. The knight in shining armor aspect of the warrior Aries is activated, to aid a saucer-eyed soul born under the sign of the Fishes.

Keep in mind that these two signs are neighbors on the Zodiac. There’s more natural harmony, when Aries and Pisces are near each other on the degree scale (early Aries and late Pisces).

NOTE: STILES, 8th April. LYDIA, 19th March. 

With Aries and Pisces relationship, the differences between them don’t matter as much, as is the common fear of being hurt.

Both are vulnerable and the bossy attitude of Aries sometimes hurt the fragile Pisces heart and sometimes the dreamy attitude of latter makes the former feel unwanted and detached.

Usually she admires the passion, courage and soul towing innocence of Aries while he becomes a die-hard fan of compassion and healing potential offered by her.

Even the stars align to bring them together!


- i wanna practice but i don’t wanna practice

- oh what’s that flutes

- everyone else can do a trill b/c they have keys/valves but how do trombones like me trill??? do i just *moves slide up and down v fast* or *does a tounge roll*

- *thumping beat of the drum set behind me rocking my chair*


- obnoxious brass blaring

- the director having to stall the audience with jokes while one of the saxophones tries to find their neckpiece

- clarinet and sax mouthpieces

- spit all over the floor b/c the spit valves dON’T WORK

- having to tiptoe around the spit

- i’M tHe LOnEr TRoMbOnEr

- saxophone squeaks

- s h i n y   n e w   i n s t r u m e n t s

- *looks at that big group of 8th/16th/32nd notes* i never asked for this

- when u and ur bud both play low brass #bassbros

- pulling around people on a tuba case