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September 6th, 2017

Dear Jenevieve,

Right now, you’re four years old. Silly and stubborn, fighting me at every turn. Testing boundaries as children do. I’m trying to teach you how to handle your emotions in a calm manner. Which to me just seems silly. I’m twenty-four right now, and I spent a good amount of time this past few weeks talking to your father about how I can barely keep my emotions in check these days. They aren’t easy things. Sometimes, you want to scream at the top of your lungs. Other times, you’re going to want to cry your eyes out. I can’t promise to be the perfect mother to you. I can only try to be the best that I can for you. You have taught me so many things, I think more than I’ve taught you. I hope I can look back at this time in our relationship and smile knowing that we made it through this stage. I am still learning how to do this mom thing, four years you would think I had it down, but no. You surprise me more every day with one thing or another. Today you shocked me when you said you wanted to live in Illinois again. That you didn’t want to be in Washington away from our family and friends there. Let me just tell you, I understand how you feel. 

I know it isn’t easy being away from your cousins, your aunts, uncles, grandma, and grandpa. I hope as you get older you understand a little bit more why we don’t live so close to them. I hope it doesn’t hinder your relationships with them or us. That’s one thing that I am scared of. I’m scared that because we move around, and so far away from our family that you will resent us in the future. I pray it doesn’t happen, but it’s probably my top five parenting fears. All of our family loves you so much, and they miss you. I wish we could be there, too, more now than I have in the past few years. Which is saying something, because even at the young age of four, you know how much I am enjoying Washington. I know it stinks being far away, darling. I just always try to remember that at the end of the day, you and I will always have each other. Your father included, he loves us both so much that aside from his job, he’s not going anywhere. I guess I’m just meaning to say that all three of us need to stick together through this crazy life.

Xoxo, 

Mommy

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Interviewer: Normally, when a guy of your age starts acting there has to be gossip about them and at least one of their heroines. Is it because you’re already married that there isn’t any gossip about you?
Dulquer:  My ultimate girl is Amaal. I don’t know exactly why… I love her a lot… it’s been that way even before we got married. Even now, I think she’s prettier than any other girl I’ve seen. So I don’t think I’ll be distracted. I’m very much in love with her. 

This has been a Mrs. Amaal Nizam Salmaan appreciation post. Also happy birthday to her :)

I’ve just realised……after just a few pics and 1 second clips of Carol/Daryl our corner of the TWD fandom has burst into something larger than life itself, everytime we’ve had something new Tumblr and the internet has literally exploded…..so can you imagine what it’s going to be like when we see Empress Carol on screen properly?, see her speak more than three words?, see her storm into Terminus like Rambo/Terminator/Ripley style but with the beauty, grace and elegance of a billion angels?, see Carol and Daryl share eye contact on screen for the first time in almost a year?, hear them SPEAK ACTUAL WORDS to one another????

Just think of all the amazing new GIFS, Analysis, Fanfictions, Edits, Manips, and generally awesome flaily fangirly posts we are going to create….WE ARE GOING TO BREAK THE INTERNET I TELL YOU!! What’s more…NYCC and Paleyfest is coming up, hopefully providing us with awesome interviews and more pics of the beautiful MMB to fawn over and adore the heck out of…..there’s also Walker Stalker, and though I can’t attend any of these events I am so excited for all you guys that can!

Caryl reunion is coming, Carol is back, Carol is getting more screentime than in the mess which was S4, Carol/MMB will hopefully get the recognition she deserves as a main player in TWD,Carol will be brilliant, Daryl will be brilliant, Caryl spoilers tell us they are filming together, so…..they will both be brilliant; TOGETHER.