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Why I like Joker x Harley in the Suicide Squad movie. *SPOILERS*

First of all I wanna preface this by saying that I don’t like the JokerxHarley ship in like anything else. I really wanted to like it, because I think they work very well as a Bonnie/Clyde style relationship, but thats just not what Joker and Harley have been about up to now, the Joker never really gives a shit about Harley, except in Suicide Squad. Why? To list a few reasons:

Lets compare the scene where Harley bleaches her skin. The joker in the comics tosses Harley into the chemical vat by force as she screams “NO!” and generally takes a while to get down to pull her out, she very well could have drowned, but then again, what does comic book Joker care? He doesn’t really care if Harley lives or dies. So to summarize, comic book Joker not only doesnt care if she consents or not, but he doesn’t give a shit about her, and of course, the more obvious, Harley herself never consents to being thrown into the vat.

Now, let’s take a look at the Suicide Squad version of this scene. Joker asks Harley if she wants to be with him. He’s practically telling her to acknowledge he’s nuts and if she actually wants to be with someone who’s nuts. He even says, “Careful, do not say this oath thoughtlessly”. He’s giving her a chance to back off. Continuing, while already miles ahead of comic joker, Harley jumps in by her own will, and Joker who turns around and begins to walk off, perhaps because he thinks he’s above jumping in with her, maybe because he even wants to think he’s above caring for her, after a sudden change of heart, as shown by his facial expressions, throws his jacket off and jumps in with her, before pulling her out to make sure she doesn’t drown and kissing her. This joker is fully well aware he’s in love with Harley, and he might’ve struggled with it at first, he might’ve tried to fight it off which might explain the torture scenes in the asylum.

Moving on, let’s discuss the club scene. The thug who comes to visit the Joker calls Harley a “bad bitch”. It doesn’t take a genius to figure out the Joker is pissed when he hears that, I mean look at his face. So he plays a joke on the guy. He calls Harley over to ‘give her to him’. Of course, he has no intention on giving her to him, the second he reciprocates Harley’s advances, he wouldve put a bullet between his eyes. Harley, probably in on the joke out of spending so much time with him and understanding how he works, is extra provocative, barking at him and giggling on his lap. When she says you’re cute, Joker gets up and starts walking around to perhaps get better aim, but look at his face. He’s agitated as fuck. And then, she proceeds to say “I’m all yours” and Joker’s face is nothing but hatred, in fact, he probably thinks the joke’s gone too far by now. Seeing his anger, the thug rejects Harley’s advances in an attempt to save his life, but the Joker shoots him anyway, now even more infuriated that he saw this exchange go down between him and Harley, even though he made it happen. 

Next, the animated series Joker is more agitated if anything whenever Harley finds her way back to him. But lets take a look at what Suicide Squad Joker does when his Harley goes missing. He looks himself in a room and neatly lines it with alcohol and guns and knives, probably what remind him of Harley and sits in the middle of it, just reminiscing. Also if I remember correctly theres a Harley outfit on a mannequin in the background, but don’t quote me on that. Next, when someone comes in, he’s agitated, he’s irritable, he points a gun and nearly shoots one of his goons just for entering his room. Why? He’s irritable and agitated and in a terrible mood because he’s lost someone he cares about so much, and that interruption probably broke him out of a trance or something.

Finally, while comic book Joker from what I have heard has busted Harley out of prison before, comic book Harley is much more ‘powerful’ in terms of the universe in comparison to this Harley. Suicide Squad Harley is probably one of the weaker characters, Joker has plenty of people to replace her with. That honestly doesn’t stop him though from going out of his way to find a way to deactivate her bomb implant, and hijack a helicopter, and rescue her. When she climbs up on the helicopter, he’s very obviously delighted to be reunited with her, as much as he is angry when she falls off. In fact, it doesn’t even look like he’s angry at all that he’s in a near death situation, he’s more pissed at the fact that right after his reunion with Harley, she’s snatched away from him again. And even when his helicopter crashes, he still somehow comes back to bust her out of jail, honestly, this Joker has plenty of goons that can do Harley’s job as a member of the gang, but I don’t think anyone can replace her in his heart.

Is it a traditional ideal relationship? Probably not. I mean they’re both lunatics, but its not abusive like traditional Harley and Joker, which is something I don’t ship and I genuinely feel terrible for classic Harley for being with someone like that. But as for their iterations in Suicide Squad? I will ship it thank you very much. 

Rant Over.

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THIS IS A SERIES. PART 2 Part 3

Word count: 2939

Summary: You go to one of philip hamiltons famous parties, and next thing you know, you wake up in his house. shit happens.

Au: Highschool Au

Pairing: Philip x Reader

Warning:  Uh. French, mentions of sex??? but really just. the word, underage drinking/smoking (dont do drugs kids) i think thats it.
Note:good god guys, I really loved writing this. Also, I always think of so much to say in the notes when i’m actually writing, but now i forgot all of it. No proofreading, we die like men. I love Georges, anyone wanna see a georges fic?  AND Want this to be a multipart fic???? And yeah. I listened to Initiation from The Weeknd, so i recommend you do to. Even if it doesn’t have much to do with the story YET.  And georges is sleeping with philip, im sure. (you will understand later) Enjoy. Thats it. Also thanks to @fanfrickinhamiltasticimagines for helping me with the name so philips generation. Check her out guys. She hella cool. Done. Oh. @lookaroundlookaroundhowlucky wanted to be tagged. okay im out.

“You’ve never been to a Hamilton-Party?!”

You couldn’t help but giggle at your friend Abigail, her eyes were widened in shock. “I’ve already told you a thousand times I’ve never been to any parties, Nabby”, you reminded her, before taking a seat next to the girl. Abigail lifted her shoulders, giving you a shrug. “Yeah, but the ones at Hamiltons’ are different. I didn’t know you meant those too”, she alleged, plunking down into the chair. Raising an eyebrow in amusement, you explained yourself. “I told you my parents are trying to prevent me from underage drinking at all costs. How was I supposed to find a way to go there anyways?” Your words made your friend twist her mouth. “Hmm”, she hummed, hesitating. She seemed to be contemplating something, which made you curious in an instant. “What are you thinking about?”, you asked her, shifting around in your seat. “Oh nothing”, Abigail informed you, as a wide smile began spreading across her face, “I was just wondering what I should borrow you for tonight! We’re gonna pay the Hamilton Estate a visit!” Reluctant, you crossed your arms. “I don’t know. I mean, I’m not even invited. And if my parents would find out…”, you didn’t even bother to finish your sentence. Your parents were horribly strict and it already took you almost a week to persuade them to let you stay overnight at Abigail’s home. “Come on, don’t be such a party pooper! I’ll be with you, and it’ll be fun. Trust me!”, she reassured you, grabbing your shoulder. “Nobody will find out! And you don’t need an invitation! Everybody can go. Okay? Are you with me?” A deep sigh escaped your throat, before you slowly nodded. “I’m not gonna regret this, am I?”, you joked, but all you received was a shrug, before Abigail left the room.

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IM GONNA DIE SOON - XXX

I’m gonna die soon, and I’m not sure when, I can’t say goodbye, I don’t know how to, if I could than I never cared,

the point is, I’m at the end, I can either reach my prime or I can fold now, I’ve never folded in my life on what I wanted, but,

I’m scared of myself, I’ve done the craziest things you could imagine, I wanna say I’ve seen it all, but I can’t and thats what scares me,

I’m scared of myself, what if I get worse than this? what if I hurt the people I love, what if I keep on with my insanity, I never counted on having to be insane forever, only momentarily to achieve what I wanted, I’m scared, I’ve never been real deal scared before, but I wanna cry, I wanna let go, and I’m ready, but that “what if” is that twinke of light for me, but it’s disappearing, because I’m forcing it too,

after me, after you, who’s next who else do I have to kill , who else do I have to break, I want to end this now,

myself - xxx

anonymous asked:

Any kuroken merch recommendations? I wanna start a collection but have no idea where to begin.

ohoho you’ve come to the right place!!!

for official merch i’d say look at AmiAmi which is a proxy for japanese stores, and sometimes there’s things on Amazon (tho i’d be cautious as people tend to steal art; i’d only look for official merch being resold there)

i’d also keep an eye on artists! they usually open stores every now and then and some have stores open all the time. so if i were you i’d make sure i was following artists i know love and draw kuroken (on tumblr and twitter) and keep an eye out for store links

some shops I’d recommend are:

Mezbee keeps her store open all the time except for when she’s at cons (she currently has a kuroken standee for preorder that looks AMAZING)

Mookie opens her store every now and then with some really cute charms, so I’d keep an eye on her (she always announces when she opens them tho it’s usually for a very small window considering how many followers she has)

Gin doesn’t do much haikyuu!! anymore but every once in a while she’ll open her store and there’s usually some hq in there!

Bee doesn’t officially have a store, but she will send you prints if you don’t mind paying for them!

Beryl has an adorable style and lots of cute charms and such!

Pixie always retweets shops and commission openings so you can keep an eye on her twitter if you want! people seem to be making mostly vol.tron and y.oi these days but sometimes if you click on their stores anyway they’ll have old HQ stuff still on sale (which is where i’ve gotten a lot of stickers, charms, and discounted prints)

redubble and etsy are good sites too, though be very very careful and make sure the stuff you’re buying is from the actual artist (there’s one kuroken art on redbubble that was obviously traced from my friend Katrin’s (aurigae) art >.<)

some verified redbubble sellers that have kuroken: ikipin | sarafabrizi | nanali 

also! commissions! i’m constantly commissioning artists for kenma and/or kuroken and while they may be digital, they are yours! and you can always print them out yourself to hang up :)

i hope that helps! happy shopping! <3

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There’s a story about a little kid who keeps shredding paper and his parents take him to all kinds of doctors to get him to stop shredding paper. And finally they take him to the most expensive doctor in the world who turns to the kid and he says, “Kid, if you stop shredding paper, your parents will stop dragging you to doctors.” And the kid turns to his parents and says, “Why didn’t you just say so?” The point of the story is that the kid could make himself happy by just stopping. I think that’s the point. I don’t know. I’ve been trying to figure it out.

92 truths tag game

ey my bro @paradoxicalpsychic​ tagged me!! and this was a great way to unwind while i had some food and drink so thank you my friend!

i’m putting this under the cut because it’s a little long.

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anonymous asked:

M'k, I must say sumfin. Your art is just so AMAZING!! The shading is done nicely and the expressions are very clear, the color is added neatly and everything just comes together SO BEAUTIFULLY! I just ADORE your art, I even find myself checking daily to see if you posted any new art. You make Cuphead, Bendy, and Mugman look so CUTE I just wanna hug them all! Mr. Sherbert's also a cutie, I wanna see more of him! Keep up the great work, friend! -Violet

OH MY GOLLY GOSH THATS wow that’s honestly so uplifting and I feel crazy happy right now! I’m smilin a lot 💙💙 Thank you so much! All that stuff is what I aim for in my art so thank you *big hug*

kirishimatoukaa  asked:

Hey, can i what color do you use for shading? and how do you pick colors in general?

OK I GET THESE QUESTIONS PRETTY OFTEN so im gonna try and explain it a bit!!! (i wanna say that this “explanation” is probably very badly worded and confusing since 1) english is not my first language and 2) im rly awful at explaining things i do that are based on my own feelings)

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like tbh at this point i dont even really care what TF anyone says about the Warcraft movie I just still cant believe after all this time AT LAST i will be able to see some of the characters ive read and loved on the big screen like.. im so excited to finally see something thats been such a HUGE part of my life come to life in a way (even though its a movie but u get what i mean!) ill be damned if you guys let it flop because i wanna see sequels! I wanna see the Night elves and their lush forests, I wanna see the birth of the scourge, the fall of quelthalas, the rise of the lich king, the aspects, the battle of mount hyjal, i want to be be able to see most if not all the lore that ive grown love like i know this sounds nerdy af but idc!! jdwakjdbwa

anyway thats all im going to be saying on the matter for now because i know this is Exhausting and theres really not much more to say than this and honestly i just wanna blog about ace attorney and mow hay

ive been feeling really shitty recently but like i also just wanna say i love all my friends and mutuals on here?? i feel ur love and some of u definitely helped me in recovering and just generally accepting myself more its. good. im doing way better at dealing with bad shit happening in my life now than at any other point in my life tbh

I'm sorry :(

If i say i looked at my walls for 3-4 hours would you believe me ? Cause i did. Without noticing it. I was just looking at my walls thinking things then checked the clock and it showed it’s 3am already. And i don’t know. I just feel so tired thesedays. I dont wanna do anything. Dont wanna talk to anyone. Even with my bffs and i always wanna talk with them. Like even if kwangmin comes and says “lets talk” i would be like “nah not now”. Its like all pleasure/enjoyment i get in life got sucked out of me. So if i dont answer to your messages or mentions thats probably why. Probably i am looking at my walls and think things. And i am so sorry for that :(

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SLAM DUNKS CONSTCLLATCD INTO UR INBOX

send in a URL for an opinion :: accepting !


tiny!! okay so we honestly haven’t talked much ooc, but you seem super cool?? i also rly dig that hair dye you had in a munday pic btw, it was rad x10. i think it was green, but now i wanna say blue… either way i remember seeing it and going like yooo thats bomb af. aNYWAYS. i rly enjoy your lance!! he’s fun but also, your writing can get so gut wrenching?? like man i remember the first ask i ever sent you was angst central, and it was fucking beautiful…. but oh so painful haa (not gonna front tho–just the way i like it lmao). but all in all  your a hella lance and 11/10 would recommend you to the dash 👍

seriously though you can say what you want about the Frozen arc, but remember when Elsa and Hook hung out and talked about Emma and worried about Emma and were there for Emma and helped her accept herself and were just #TeamEmma all the way

and also developed a friendship of their own which was a bit snarky and a bit teamwork-y and a bit technophobic and completely devoid of jealousies or hints of love triangles or other silliness and therefore rather awesome

Frozen Hook aka Team Emma aka please sir I would like some more

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Interview w/ CCTV 5 at Worlds 2015

side notes:

1. he really does speak with a kind of Canadian accent now

2. didnt he say 2 questions?…ended up with like 5

3. tbh i dont think he cares where the 2022 olympics is held…even if he is gonna participate (it’s just another city after all…and thats like 384625812741359 years from now)

4.his facial expressions in this interview are pure gold.

My Thoughts on the Carmilla Ending

Okay, it’s been almost a day since I watched the Carmilla Series finale and now that I’ve given myself some time to process my emotions and further analyze the story, I think I can more properly articulate my somewhat conflicting opinions about it. (Warning: Spoilers Ahead) 

First of all, I wanna say that the ending we got was definitely not the ending I had been predicting. I had decided pretty early on that the writers were going to give us vamp!Laura, which is why the ending really threw me off. Of course, that isn’t necessarily a bad thing. Sometimes the ending you want isn’t always the ending you get, or even the ending you need. This series is all about defying norms and subverting tropes, after all. It has been from the very beginning (I’ll expand upon this in a bit). 

However, now that I look back on the series, I think the writers did successfully set this ending up, but I was too focused on the idea that Laura could become immortal that I was completely blind to the foreshadowing of a mortal Carmilla. Throughout season 3, as more and more of Carmilla’s backstory was revealed, it became increasingly clear just how unsatisfying her human life was. Her parents paid little attention to her, and she was set to marry a man she didn’t even love. Her life as a vampire wasn’t much of an improvement either. She was a puppet, destined to kidnap and betray unsuspecting girls as per order of the Dean, who manipulated her, abused her, and took away everything she loved. So although she was freed from the societal restrictions of living a human life in the 17th century, she was trapped by something else entirely as a vampire. Her life, or un-life, has never truly been hers to control–that is, until now.

And that’s why after watching the ending a couple times and letting myself reflect on it, I’m becoming more and more at peace with the idea of mortal!Carmilla. I’m especially more at peace with it after considering the overall purpose of the series. From what I understand, Carmilla Series’ motive was to take Carmilla–this character who has for centuries been painted as a villain and a cautionary tale against the Predatory Lesbian™–and transplant her into an environment in which she is able to be seen in an entirely new light free of the homophobic views of the 19th century. In a way, Carmilla’s vampirism was used in the series as a vehicle to get her to where she needs to be–a time period in which she can love and be loved not only in spite of, but because of who she is. And now that she’s here, in the 21st century, her journey is complete. She and Laura may not get to spend eternity together, but what they have is still beautiful, and she can begin her human life anew with Laura by her side for the rest of her life, however long that may be. 

I will say, however, that I am a little disappointed in the way Carmilla became mortal. It took me longer to pinpoint this feeling after watching the finale, but I realize now that the ending would have sat better with me if Carmilla had chosen to relinquish her immortality. It would have nicely paralleled the “Love will have its sacrifices” tagline and have fit better with the way the show subverts tropes–after all, the show has given autonomy to both Carmilla and Laura in the way Le Fanu did not. Still, I can see why the decision was made to have Carmilla’s vampirism be taken from her. 

So, while there were a few things that bothered me about how the series ended and can definitely see why others were disappointed in it, it came pretty damn close to being what I needed to see. And not only that, but the entirety of act III was incredibly emotionally moving, so much so that I had actual tears streaming down my face–which is a grand feat considering visual media rarely makes me cry. This show has been such an important part of my life and I am so proud of the way it, along with the cast and the fandom, has grown over the past two years, and the way it has helped me grow. Thank you, Carmilla. <3

I want you to stop what you're doing right now. Put your right hand over your heart and say, "I know I can be what I wanna be. If I work hard at it, I'll be where I wanna be." Bob your head too while you're at it lol!

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