I wish I could be one of those outgoing, fun girls. The ones who don’t take shit from anyone and aren’t afraid to do things. Who are so much fun. But instead, I’m shy and very quiet if I don’t know people. I have anxiety about going into a store I’ve never been in before. I try to be invisible. I freak out about these what if scenarios that rarely ever happen. I panic bad about the slightest things. I try and draw as little attention to myself as possible. I just wish I could let that all go and be the fun outgoing person I know I could be.
— Chapters from my life