that-i-am-so-into-oh-god

i want someone to ask me what’s wrong and let me vent to them but even if they ask, i just end up saying i’m fine and i turn the conversation around onto how they are

i want someone to hug me tightly and let me sob into their chest and not let go until i’m okay because it’s so fucking hard trying to handle all of this on my own

i want people to help and i want to tell them just how shitty and difficult everything is but the reality is that i can’t open up to people because my problems are not valid or worthy of attention and talking about it makes me feel like i’m manipulating everyone

other people have it worse which means i should just suck it up and be grateful that i have things like food, clothes and shelter. but oh my god, i am just SO fucking miserable. i would give anything to just be happy, to not wake up disappointed that i didn’t die in my sleep, to not spend every day crying and shaking with anxiety and thinking about hurting and killing myself

i want to be calm, happy and at peace. i feel like i’m at war with my brain and it’s so draining, so exhausting and i feel like the most pathetic, worthless person in the world

I made my husband watch all the Fast and Furious movies worth watching a while back. And he was like, “These aren’t movies about cars or heists or awesomely dumb action sequences. They’re about how friendship is magic.”

eponymous_rose talked about how she thought last night’s ritual would have failed if anybody had tried to do a skill challenge re: his guns or his tinkering. I think she’s absolutely right. 

Vex, offering her love, and her vulnerability that she keeps so well hidden. And then that fucking natural 20 oh my god.

Pike, unsure of what she had to offer specifically, but allowing her faith and Sarenrae to carry her through.

But Keyleth. Keyleth, who has never been particularly great with words, speaking from the heart and the soul and the gut as best she knows how. Like, I was crying, but this is when it went into full on ugly sobbing. And I fully believe this is what tipped the scales. 

They brought him back from the dead with the power of friendship, guys. That’s fucking amazing, and I love Dungeons and Dragons.

  • Jackson:I'm so tired
  • Mark:so go to bed
  • Jackson:yea, I'm gonna. Goodnight, Mark.
  • Mark:goodnight
  • *turns lights off and they both go to bed*
  • *2 minutes later*
  • Jackson:so what do you think Jaebum dreams about?
  • Mark:
  • Jackson:do you think he dreams about kittens?
  • Mark:
  • Jackson:I hope he dreams about kittens
  • Mark:
  • Mark:Go to bed, Jackson
  • Jackson:okay
  • *3 minutes later*
  • Jackson:Hey Mark-
  • Mark:oh my god

Okay.. Another Sherlocked posting. But my head is full of feelings and happiness and I need to share this. 


Last sunday was this really special day. I met Benedict. Okay. Well. I have met him before. Last year in London after Hamlet. But that day, he looked at me, he talked to me, he touched my shoulder. (You have no idea how hard my heart was pounding)


The first words were: “Oh, hey Sherly!” And I tried not to laugh, because it was so funny that he gave me this nickname. Then we made the picture together and after that, he said something like “Great costume” and “Thank you!”
God, I was.. no… I AM so happy!

I will never forget this. The announcement about his coming to Sherlocked came on my birthday, just a few minutes after midnight and it was the best gift ever. Thank you, dear Sherlocked Team. Thank you, Benedict. The weekend was special. 

once-a-polecat  asked:

I feel weird calling you tumblr mom because I am old and a mom myself... but hey, can I ask to be on your birthday calendar WITH A PURPOSE? See, my birthday is Nov. 8th. Which this year is election day in the U.S. Please, please, please, I'm asking every power that be, even random Scottish tumblr authors who might be able to intercede with some gods I don't even know... PLEASE give me a sane person in the White House for my birthday. Thanks... it would mean everything to me.

Listen, there’s a 72 year old on here with real grandchildren who calls me mom, it’s both really weird but also incredibly sweet. But I get it, not everyone calls me mom, lots of people also call me aunt, sister or cousin too so take yer pick.

And oh lordie help me I am praying. I just got my green card man, I want my adopted country to not fall into the void either :|

Give me your best thoughts r/n because a place that we wreally really wanted that went off the market has come back on the market and apparently we’re near the top of the waiting list and oh my god it’s perfect it’s right down town, literally walking distance from the main walk it has allt he bedroms and bathrooms we need at almost half the price of the (highest priced) places we’ve been looking, it’s brand new remodelled, the pet deposit is only $100, it’s perfect, I want it do badly, please think well of this possibility for me today, please

anonymous asked:

I LOVE PRETTY GIRL SO MUCH THATS SUCH A GAY™ SONG

Oh my god listen Pretty Girl is such a Gay Anthem and also my life all I want to do is tell girls that they’re pretty because girls are so pretty…. I have never seen more pretty girls than I am right now and it’s such a Stressful Gay Experience in a good way though

anonymous asked:

Genji and Zenyatta teasing McCree: "Now listen here young man!" "Genji. I'm 37. I'm older than you." "Do not speak to your ninja father that way." "ZENYATTA YOU'RE 20 YEARS OLD."

dfgkshfdsj im laughggfifn s  o harf ddd jfdjkgff

genji: my tremendous big boy who i am afraid of

mccree: i hate u

there are Honestly so many fuckin possibilities with this im hollering here. gabriel already treats mccree as his son so nothing really change but oh my GOD now mccree has to settle with THREE TIMES THE DAD JOKES

Thank God It´s Friday? More like Thank God It´s October am I rite? Are you guys getting into the halloween spirit yet? And what would you like to see me draw this holiday? Let me know! 🎃

(I will literally never decide where to post ever. My ‘professional’ blog is cleaner but oh so boring, whoops-)

@monochromegastar said: Nagi is a little pimp, who will grow up to be a prison ass mother f*cker! ;3c

oh my god that would be amazing if the fandom does to Nagi what the Octo did with Nagisa. 

Just make all of HEAVENS a really cringy stereotypical “gang” yes please I am so on board lets go

kitty-kat-ty  asked:

In real life 😙 you are cute and a straight person, which act accord to your own convictions, at the same time very loyal and honest -no too much with feeling- even so you express your ideas with passion and strength, and a very good friend 😙 I 💖ya

Oh my god I love you too and ahhhhh!
I am very loyal :)