that might be good or bad idk

anonymous asked:

This video hurt me in a way i'm still trying to understand and process. I feel so much for them and this was unexpectedly deep and emotional in a good way, i love the openness and vulnerability the showed but also idk, i felt raw after it. Kinda sad even. Idk, i'm a mess. This was too much and i'm here for it regardless of how shaken i might end up feeling.

I understand that. I think sometimes intense emotions can hit you in a way that feels unpleasant and not actually great even if what you’re reacting to is not an objectively bad thing. It’s okay to feel that way, and there’s a good chance that as you take time and adjust to it and it stops feeling so new and important you’ll be a lot more comfortable with it. <3

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– but Mint Eye Yoosung tho ((mmmMMm how r u gonna smooth all that edge))

SPOILERS!!! [sort of] gr8 now i wanna draw mint eye rfa Flipped!AU zzz ((basically the only good people are saeran and rika ++ MC idk AAAAAAAA))

sorry ive been a bit inactive bc of work but hhh here’s some quick sketches sjkdfhdk O<-<

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WHITE DIAMOND. 

I love her already. She really looks like a giant marble statue. The way she’s standing makes me curious. It’s like she’s controlling something important, keeping it in place… it’s like whatever she’s controlling would fall apart if she stopped. Look at her cape, it’s like it’s made of cosmic energy or something.

I love how incredibly alien-like and otherworldly she looks, even compared to the other diamonds. Her expression never changes, she doesn’t let Steven speak. 

Because of that I really think she knows what Steven is. She may just be calling him PD to bait him. I can’t imagine she doesn’t know that he’s half human and therefore not really PD. I think she knows and she’s giving him a false sense of welcoming by being so eerily nice. 

We don’t know what she may be planning BUT. I just have a bad feeling she’s going to do something to Steven. IDK what. But I feel she may try to remove his gem. Or something similar to it. 

There is no way I can believe at this moment that she has any good intentions. And I know people are saying she may be in a further state of grief than Blue but tbh I feel like she might be doing it on purpose. She already feels and looks TOO cunning and smart to simply let Steven go on account of ‘oh you were just playing around’. 

When she asked him “Did you have fun? Did you get everything out of your system?” I just got this eery feeling. That she was thinking, “Because now you’re going to pay the price for it.”

  • Jay: if you need me, I'll be in the hospital bar
  • Mini: uh you know there isn't a hospital bar, Jay
  • Jay: well this is why people hate hospitals

imveryclueless  asked:

So, please correct me if I'm out of line. But I was reading one of your posts and you mentioned that Jews don't have a concept of Hell. And I was wondering what kind of afterlife that the Jewish religion believes in.

my favorite jewish answer is “idk i’m not dead.” 

But there is no universally agreed upon concept of an afterlife, as My Jewish Learning (.com) puts it:

Though some Jewish scholars have tried to clarify these ideas, it would be impossible to reconcile all the Jewish texts and sources that discuss the afterlife.

also please note no one needs to be jewish for this stuff to apply it’s like…universal in terms of good people are good people regardless of their jewishness. 

anyways there is Gehinnom which some people think of as “bad” and where you might be “punished”, and other people think of as…more like a necessary part of the process of the afterlife. The Chabad website likens it to a soul-washing machine. Their metaphor for explaining it is roughly: “if you were a sock, you might be worried about all that boiling water and soap and vigorous spinning around in a cycle, but the purpose is to clean it, not cause it eternal pain and suffering. Eventually you leave the washing machine, hit the dryer, and come out smelling nice and fresh. But instead of being a sock, you are a soul, and instead of a washing machine you have gehinnom and also you still rest on shabbat.”*** 

the timeline of being here is one year maximum. if you are a really bad egg and a year can’t cleanse your soul, you cease to exist probably. i mean i don’t know, but this is a theory. most people go to gehinnom because well, we all have grass stains and dirt nothing to be ashamed of, you just wanna get that scrubbed off before you hit the sock drawer. Sheol might be another word for this place, or it might be a word for like “oblivion” of the spirit or might just be a place of like…rest of the soul. 

*** side note: a good jewish story about gehinnom/gehenna says that if a jewish person was in the habit of visiting their rabbi for dinner on shabbat but is in gehenna and their rabbi is in Gan Eden already (the clean laundry, basically) your soul is allowed to continue to see your Rabbi for shabbat dinner, and most rabbis smuggle their congregants into Gan Eden and don’t give them back. they hide you after you come over for shabbat dinner. but this is a story i mean who knows. 

there is gan eden which is the “nice place” probably. This is closer to what you might think of as heaven, because it is wonderful and feels great and is like experiencing shabbat x 30985734985723089. presuming it is a real place, only the very righteous go there directly after death. 

then there is also olam haba, or “the world to come” which is maybe the same thing as gan eden, or maybe an era of the world that could in theory exist, here on earth, where everything is great and wonderful, and we are obligated to make it happen here on earth by being good people right now and fixing/repairing the world (tikkun olam). 

so ultimate the answer is: well uh, we have some theories about this maybe but the issue is being a good human while you are alive, because living as a human right now is not a speculative exercise, but actual reality. 

anyways i stress again i’m not dead so i don’t really have any firm answer to that. 

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A/N: so the long awaited not really sequel to this! Sorry for the wait! I’ve just had a lot going on for the past few days and just haven’t had the time to really sit down and write something this heckin long

Virgil stood in the doorway watching Patton for a moment, building up his nerve.  In his hands he held his notebook, turned to the latest page he’d blacked out and written over once again.  The bright purple pen was a tad hard to see on the black nail polish he’d had to use to black out the page, but it was the best he had and Patton didn’t need to read what was underneath that anyway.

Granted, Virgil wasn’t so sure anymore that the moral side needed to read what he was about to present to him.  Maybe he should just leave.  He could try again later.  He could –

“Verge, what’s up?”

Virgil jerked his head up in surprise when he saw Patton standing up, a plastic cup in his hand.  “Umm…” Virgil started, shifting where he stood.  “I just…I wanted to ask if you’d give me some advice…O-on what I wrote! Not, like, life or something! Just…writing advice…”

Patton seemed suspicious, but he shrugged it off and gave a grin, plopping back down on the sofa and patting the seat beside himself. “Let’s see what you’ve got!”

Virgil peeled himself away from the wall and dragged his feet to Patton’s side, presenting the notebook with one shaky hand.  Patton took off his glasses and held the book up to his face to read.  

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coming to hang out with all the people you might have to kill?

pros and cons of the houses

gryffindor pros: really fun, will fight anyone for their friends, nice sense of humor
gryffindor cons: would probably jump off a building on a dare, doesn’t ever know when to stop, wants to fight Everyone for no reason

ravenclaw pros: witty af, has really good ideas, highkey accepting of everyone
ravenclaw cons: morbid sense of humor, no one can ever really follow their train of thought, is a Walking Conundrum

slytherin pros: natural born leaders, “street smart” af, could probably do anything if they really wanted to
slytherin cons: might murder you for saying something bad about someone they care about, dripping in sarcasm, cries a lot

hufflepuff pros: will stand by you through anything, gives really good hugs, most likely the Cutest
hufflepuff cons: way too self-sacrificing, don’t make them mad bc u will 100% regret it, probably has too many plants and/or pets

Here’s some things I do when I don’t have energy or forget to eat. This is what helps me, so please keep in mind that it might not work for you.

1) Set reminders! I forget lunch the most, so I have a reminder on my phone at around noon each day telling me to eat lunch. Add as many as you need.

2) For days when you can’t get out of bed, keep some nonperishable food in your room if you can. I have a plastic container near my bed so I can easily reach it without getting up.

  • Mine has granola bars, crackers, fruit snacks, fruit cups, trail mix, jerky, and bottled water. It’s not a “normal” meal, but much better than nothing and requires almost no energy.

3) Break down tasks into very small steps. Sometimes mine are as small as “Sit up in bed, move feet onto floor, stand up, walk out of room, walk down hallway, walk to kitchen”. I give myself time in between steps to build up motivation if I need to.

  • Make a checklist if you need to visualize it!

4) Congratulate yourself after completing a difficult step. Even if it’s a simple step, or after every step. It seemed silly to congratulate myself for getting out of bed, but it really helps motivate me to continue.

  • My internal dialogue for this is something like “Okay you did it! That wasn’t too bad. Now you can do the next step too” or “If that was the hardest part, I can do this”

5) I go to @lowspoonsgourmet when I don’t know what to make and they organize recipes by how many spoons it requires!

  • @no-more-ramen is another good one and separates recipes into categories like if there’s no chopping involved or if it makes leftovers

I think that’s it? I might add to this if I think of more. I hope this was helpful!

A Bloody Mess - Analysis of the ending of Fallout: A Post Nuclear Role Playing Game

bad post.

i made good points but also bad points and had some outright misinformation bc i didnt do enough research and my personal run of fo1 misled me on how the plot is structured bc i accidentally sequence broke the main quest or something (???)

i might rewrite it idk i’ll probably just cover it on my podcast

pressing Mario Lore questions
  • How old is Mario in canon? does he age? if he’s  25 or smth I’m gonna break my Switch over my knee. idk why the idea just makes me mad
  • How did Mario’s breakup with Pauline go? was it amicable? was there a fight? did she tell him to get out?
  • where were the Koopalings between SMB3 and NSMB Wii? did they go to college?
  • are Wario and Waluigi their real names, or did they adopt them to make Mario and Luigi miserable? what if their real names are like, Dave and Kyle
  • no evidence to support this theory but I kinda get the feeling that Bowser might be the bad guy
  • is there any evidence that Luigi is heterosexual? at all? good lord I hope not
Left Out - G Dragon & CL Poly!AU

Originally posted by toniwang

Summary: When Ji Yong is stuck in a meeting while Chaelin needs some release there is only one person left in the relationship to turn to. 

Genre: Smut, shameless kinky smut

Warnings: I’m gonna get the easier ones down first, swearing and sex, it’s smut what do you expect. Masturbation, oral (both giving and receiving), spanking, branding (scratching), pegging/strap-on, sexting, daddy kink, unnie kink, bondage, girl on girl, eating in the bathroom if that freaks you out, BDSM I think. I’m sorry.

If any of this bothers you then please don’t read. 

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A/N: I am so sorry mother and father for I have sinned HARD. Honestly, I’m so scared about posting it, but I’ve already hyped it up a lot so. It’s over 9k words so yeah. Please tell me what you think because idk if it’s good or not. I’m so sorry this might be very bad. Like very bad. 

SIDE NOTE: poly requests are now open to anyone and everyone.

ANOTHER SIDE NOTE: The links in my bio don’t seem to be working so thought I should let everyone know, I’ll try to fix it though so yeah.

ONE MORE SIDE NOTE: If this is bad please let me know. I’m so nervous about this.

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If I could begin to be, half of what you think of me
I could do about anything, I could even learn how to love
When I see the way you act, wonderin’ when I’m coming back
I could do about anything, I could even learn how to love…. like you
I always thought I might be bad, now I’m sure that it’s true
‘Cause I think you’re so good, and I’m nothing like you

a post-Weirdmageddon idea i had. Stan, Mabel and Dipper are taking a well-deserved rest in a pile of flowers, while Ford watches them (after placing his coat on them as a make-shift blanket).

the lyrics are from Ford’s perspective; the flowers and mushrooms symbolize Ford’s thoughts about Stan and the kids, and his thoughts about himself, respectfully (good vs. bad)

idk i just wanted to draw some cute Pines family stuff and a self-contemplative Ford, and i always wanted to do something with that song, so this happened

(one day i’ll draw the Pines family doing something other then sleeping lmao)

Aquarius Debunked: Myth #2

People keep calling Aquarians “humanitarian.”

It’s true, in a way. 

Aquarians do charity work. They’ll feed the poor, help build shelters, and give a homeless person a dollar.

But they’ll make sure someone’s taking pictures, put it on their resume, casually mention how they helped make the world a better place, in every single conversation with everyone they meet. 

If you ask what they’d do if they won the lottery, they’ll say, “I’ll use the money to make the world a better place” (build a hospital, donate to PETA, whatever). They’ll say it while they watch you carry an armload groceries into your house, without offering to help. 

There’s no glory in helping with the little things. You can’t put small acts of genuine kindness on a resume. Where are the cameras? Pfft.

They’ll offer to travel the world with you- because they need someone to take pictures of them to put on Instagram. They need to appear popular and well-traveled, but they have no genuine interest in taking in the sights, making connections, or having fun. 

It’s always about appearances.

An Aquarius would rather project an image of being happy and fulfilled via their facebook profile, than experience actual happiness and fulfilment. They’d rather appear to be humanitarian than actually help people from the heart. They’d rather appear popular than have any real friends. They’d rather appear to have a perfect relationship than find true love. 

It takes less time and effort to construct a pretty lie than to build something beautiful and true. So, I get it. (I don’t respect it.) But I get it.

We are currently in the age of Aquarius. One glance around shows that everyone displays the behavior described here to some extent. People are allies because it’s the cool thing to do, not because they care. People stay in friend groups just to fit in and appear well-adjusted, not because they’re actually friends. Etc.

Those with prominent Aquarius in their birth chart (esp. rising) just do this more than the rest of us.

The evolved Aquarius is a true rebel and revolutionary. The evolved Aquarius does things for only one reason: because they want to. Not to help others, and not to help themselves, but from pure, genuine, internal motivation. This form of Aquarius is exceptionally rare. You’re more likely to come across the sheep than the lone wolf manifestation of this sign.

So… For the love of god, stop calling Aquarians ‘humanitarian’ when they honestly couldn’t give a fuck, unless it makes them look good.

[Myth #1]

trr camp counselors au

  • maxwell as the fun one that all the kids love the most and there are always at least three clinging to him like koalas at all times
  • he is in charge of games

drake: why do you have the easiest job

maxwell: its NOT easy ok i’ve been playing hide and seek with one kid for three straight years…… i have yet to find him

  • liam is the hot one that all the girls loudly whisper about having a crush on
  • they all make their friendship bracelets and give them to liam
  • hes too nice to say no so he ends up wearing like 50
  • madeleine is the mean one who follows all the rules very aggressively
  • she’s in charge of songs and she fuckin blows a pitch pipe at the start of each one

maxwell: madeleine its just old macdonald u dont have to do that……

madeleine: SHUT UP AND SING YOUR MIDDLE C

  • olivia is the lifeguard who oversees swimming and canoes
  • she just lounges around in large sunglasses and a bright red swimsuit reading cosmo
  • if a kid started dying she might livestream it on instagram first tbh

camper: im drowning! ):

olivia: dont be a little BITCH 

  • hana handles crafts but all the example crafts she makes are too good and the kids feel bad about their own subpar crafts so she ends up just staying up late making crafts FOR them
  • riley just makes smores and shit idk shes a waitress i guess her skill is cooking
  • even if she’s bad at it the kids will not know trust me
  • drake is in charge of something annoying like survival skills and he takes it way too fuckin seriously
  • he also walks around with a clipboard at all times
  • like just angrily holding his clipboard
  • there’s no paper on it or anything he just has it
minhyun!volleyball player au

Originally posted by utamun

  • the star setter on the varsity team
  • is still better than basically everyone at playing every other position
  • constantly has scouts at his team’s games
  • expected to go to the best university in the country with a scholarship
  • has one of the biggest fan clubs tbh
  • has been mistaken for an idol both because of how attractive he is and the herd of fans behind him 
  • seems cold because he doesn’t have very many people he talks to since he sacrifices a lot of time for volleyball
  • actually the nicest person alive
  • really caring towards his teammates (especially jinyoung but no one needs to know that)
  • also the tallest person alive (as sworn by sungwoon)
  • never does a day go by that he doesn’t compare sungwoon’s height to the net
  • or himself
  • “minhyun shut up”
  • “but you’re so small-”
  • “I SAID BE QUIET”
  • once daniel asked him to help him practice his receives
  • but then he almost broke daniel’s arm with a serve so daniel never asked for his help ever again
  • always tries to pair up with guanlin during blocking drills so they can high five over the net
  • the biggest nerd
  • can recite to you the entire “volleyball handbook” in the coach’s office word for word if you asked
  • can’t jump that high but his height makes up for it
  • jihoon always tries to challenge him to a jumping battle
  • but he always wins
  • “it’s not fair, you’re taller”
  • “you’re the one that wanted to do this”
  • “that’s not the point hyung”
  • “but it’s the 5th time this week”
  • likes setting to seongwoo and jaehwan the most
  • seongwoo because he looks the best while spiking
  • he can’t give you a reason for jaehwan even if he wanted to
  • you can find him shouting at jaehwan to shut up during practice
  • takes care of the others really well
  • is really protective once someone gets hurt
  • doesn’t realize when he gets hurt sometimes so needs jisung to take care of him too
  • seonho, a 1st year from the basketball team, has the biggest crush on him
  • told him once he was gonna drop basketball to join volleybal to spend a lot of time with him
  • he was joking (at least minhyun hoped)
  • didn’t end up dropping the basketball team but stuck to minhyun when he visited practices
  • kinda sucks at studying and spends so much time on practicing but still somehow one of the best students
  • best friends with jonghyun, minki, aaron and dongho from the badminton and tennis teams
  • dongho never stops making volleyball puns
  • “I guess that serves you right”
  • “you get 2 more warnings before I kick you out”
  • the rest of his teammates and even players from rival schools look up to him a lot (literally and metaphorically asjsdgf)
  • both in skill and character
  • despite being extremely talented in his trade, he never used that to hurt anyone
  • has stayed extremely humble and continues to stay humble
  • just a Good Person and an amazing volleyball player tbh
  • gets really serious when it comes to volleyball
  • games with him are intense
  • is really passionate about the sport and would do anything to continue playing it for the rest of his life