Megabus Fuckery

EVERY TIME I ride the Megabus some shit ALWAYS happens to me. Sooooo as I’m about to go catch my bus to go back home, this 6'3 man came up to me telling me that I’m beautiful and that he should get my number. Nigga was consistent so I thought about giving him a fake number but I had a feeling that he would call it and of course he did.

So in my head, I’m like, “What the fuck did I just get into?” He asks me if I had a boyfriend and I told him that I was talking to someone. CAN YOU BELIEVE this nigga said forget about him because you found your King. I had to control my facial expressions because I didn’t know him nor what he was capable of but in my head, I was like:

To cut the story short, this fool is THIRTY FUCKIN YEARS OLD talking to my TWENTY ONE year old self. 

Y'all I was so mad because he sat with me until my bus was here and he told me that I should hit him up so he can come up and visit. I just played along and was like I’ll text you when I get home…. Yeah, in his wildest dream.

job interviewer: what would you say your greatest weakness is?

me: (thinking) nathan byrn was such a wonderful character in so many ways. i loved the way he was written to be conventionally “unintelligent” by most people’s ableist standards the way his inner monologue was written in these short stilted sentences because that’s how his brain worked i love that he was dyslexic i love that he was neurodivergent i love that he had ptsd i love that he was such an walking contradiction and enigma and such a mess he was so real he was like a real person i can’t believe how real he was i love that he was bisexual i love the way his sexuality was written about i loved the raw in your face visceral way he felt everything i love that he was so unapologetically flawed and rough and violent and vengeful but also soft and affectionate and warm and loving and loyal i love him i love nathan byrn he never did anything wrong ever in his life i love him so much i don’t know what to do i can’t get over this he was perfect he was perfect i miss him when i think about the reality of what happened to him for more than one (1) my throat starts to close up and i can’t breathe i love him i love  him i l ove him i l ove him i can’t breathe it hurts make it stop it hurts it hurts

me: (laughing) to be perfectly honest i would say that i’m bit of a perfectionist. 


supernatural meme: three relationships [1/3] → Sam & Dean

No, it’s exactly what you meant. You want to know what I confessed in there? What my greatest sin was? It was how many times I let you down. I can’t do that again. What happens when you’ve decided I can’t be trusted again? Who are you gonna turn to next time instead of me? Another angel? Another vampire? Do you have any idea what it feels like to watch your brother…
Hold on, hold on. Do you seriously think that? Because none of it, none of it is true. Listen man, I know we’ve had our disagreements. Hell, I know I’ve said some junk that sent you back on your heels. But Sammy, come on. I killed Benny to save you. I’m willing to let this bastard and all the sons of bitches that killed mom walk because of you. Don’t you dare think that there is anything, past or present, that I would put in front of you. It has never been like that, ever. I need you to see that. I’m begging you.”


so because college didnt work out for me ive decided to do something kinda nuts so

YEAH IM MOVING TO NEW YORK (w saltysalmonella) IN A COUPLE WEEKS??? we’re going to be job hunting and living in a tent for the first few weeks so REALLY ANY EXTRA MONEY IS GREATLY APPRECIATED……

but yeah no really if you want to know what happened w college and why i need money you can send me an ask?? i dont really like putting all my personal problems on my tumblr on a post thats going to be spread everywhere lhsgf

Click on the images for more info! You can email me at if you’re interested! you can also look at my art tag on my blog for more examples. 

If you’re interested in buying prints of my existing work or things like buttons and stickers, you can also take a look at my store!

this time im going to limit myself and have slots so? im going to start out w 4 slots and see where it goes from there!! currently theyre all empty HAHA

THANK YOU EVERYONE!! all of my followers have been so kind and supportive of me in the past. you guys are all great<3

signal boost GREATLY appreciated!!<3


I will Not be able to do another Alphyne comic anytime soon. i dont have the time and or desire to right now… i´m just super lazy and just really dont feel like it… i´m sorry  i just need a little pause ~  with all the stuff thats happening in my life right now …

SO i decided to just get all the stuff i made and put it in the book. even thou that means 2/3 of it will be sketches and  alphyne illustrations… i just overthrow the whole plan and do the easiest way for me haha <3

but good thing is that this raffle will be happening soonish !

SO! stay tuned i nearly got my printing data ready … will tryout print this for checking the quality and then iT WILL HAPPEN! … i still have to think about a cover but hey ~ i´ll get this somehow <3

Developing Inferior Fe: Exhibit A

Scenario in question: A scene on TV, where a sad, scared six-month old baby is abandoned by her criminal father for the fire department to find and return to her family.

Reaction before development:

INTP: Well, he wasn’t going to be able to take the baby with him. I’m not sure what else you expected. What are you supposed to do in that situation? She’s unharmed, isn’t she? She’s going to get back to her family; she’ll be fine. It was probably the best move on his part, since he still doesn’t want her to be hurt.

Reaction after development – a few years later…

INTP: *Begins tearing up at the image of the frightened baby on the verge of tears, looking into a stranger’s eyes* Oh, my GOD! That poor little thing, She’s so upset, and doesn’t know what’s going on. How could he just leave her there, and let her be so sad and scared! It breaks my heart to see a tiny baby like that so confused, and put through so much; she doesn’t deserve that kind instability and treatment! I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS. Please, let me take care of her, she’s such a sweet little darling honey who deserves to be safe, and the very best life that she can be given! Not anything like this!

today, june 3, marks one whole entire year i’ve been in the homestuck fandom. over this year i’ve made some exceptional friends, had more than my share of existential crises, cried too many times to count, and even met the best person to ever happen to me ((thats you stoned-sollux)), all because of this shitty webcomic. to commemorate this not-really-astonishing date, i redrew my first ever homestuck fanart, which you don’t get to see because it’s fucking awful. i want to thank all of you, even the people i never got up the nerve to talk to, because time flies fast and humans are weird.

also i swear to god if you don’t click on the picture i will cry.

3 Fun Facts

  1. I love learning new languages.
  2. I often cook korean/japanese food
  3. I’m crossing the Atlantic Ocean for the first time in about 100 days (LONDON <3)

Favourite Captain Swan Moment

cs coffee… oh right it hasn’t happened yet Probably that “When I win your heart” scene in 3x07…and more recently their DATE!!! So much perfection <3

Other OUAT Ships

Captain Charming, Frozen Swan

Other Fandoms

Agents of SHIELD, Agent Carter, Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Sleepy Hollow


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it happened that they returned all of the postcards i sent for christmas since i’m not using envelope and i cant send keychains if its not a local mail, i don’t understand why they reject all of it, what a bad day. *mind that i come from indonesia, southeast asia. thats why it took a long time for them to work on it*


-and of course using different kind of company-

and also, im giving you this new postcard i sign and wrote and free blank postcard so you can send it to your friend~ (in exchange for keychain) (so there will be three in the envelope) -tell me who your fav jojo chara is, so i can doodle it on the back on the postcard!-

I send these cards for free because i love to chat to people who also love jojo and lives so far away from me.

I must confess that it really aggravates me when fans keep asking for a WWII or modern day game. Honestly how many times must Darby and others state that they’ll never have a modernish game with vehicles and technology?thats what Watch_Dogs is for. And it’s not what Assassin’s Creed’s about, it’s about history and they’ve stated countless times that it won’t happen. ‘Nothing is True, Everything is Permitted’ except in this case. Fans get these canons but don’t listen what the teams are trying to tell you and it gets pretty annoying.

watch_dogs image from

So, I never actually did a decent follow forever because I am hella scared of forgetting someone and I’ll feel really bad if that happens (what’s probably gonna happen if thats u I’m so sorry i love you lots) but I felt the need to do one this time because I need to thank you all so much. I take tumblr seriously (sometimes too seriously) because this is a place where i feel like i can be myself. Also, I post so many different stuff because I was always about posting whatever I love atm and there is avenged sevenfold and 3.2 seconds later there is 5 seconds of summer so I wanna thank you all so much for staying with me and talking to me and making my experience on tumblr so great. I won 10k+ followers in six months and this is SO amazing. Thank you all so so much. I love you all a lot. These are some blogs I appreciate and sometimes I talk and they’re all lovely people and great bloggers. Thank u again guys ilysm, favs are bolded (also no alphabetical or particular order bc i’m very lazy)

glassandy jaimepreciaclo ❀ besideyu thewicked-endcarapherxelia ❀ insidesofyou ❀ darlinyoullbeookay ❀ blackvist drellabove ❀ paraxveil ❀ avengedd hailtomshadows ❀ keepinhappiness ❀ mshadowss queenforadaay ❀ ohpreciado ❀ obsynity ❀ ashfletchxr ❀ jaimespreciado ❀ breakyourvibes weirdxkids ❀ fuwentes ❀ foentes ❀ stereobouquet jaimesdimple  fratboyau ❀ bl182nk ❀ barakatjack ❀ foreverlovinga7x ❀ tonysperrys ❀ basketxcase ❀ lolgaskarth ❀ hanerka ❀ damnedafterall ❀ vics-tits ❀ fuentherapy ❀ fxrgetregret fxckpunk ❀ fronceschi paramorre ❀ nckdeeps ❀ caraphernatalia rememberingsundxy ❀ mcdougll lukehemxngs ❀ jennamcdougalls  alltimelow jbkats ❀ ohzacky ❀ synnlich ❀ eorwyn zackydaniels ❀ aevnegdsevneofld ❀ ofdropdead ❀ nevertookim ❀ alexsgaskarths

Also my best friend ever (who’s travelling and left me here yeah) behindaskyline; my sister (who never ever logged on tumblr anymore but we are having a gerat time talking about the world cup) ninja-delivery-girl; and lori (who also forgot she has a tumblr) falloutxgays love you guys.

+blogroll bc everyone i follow are amazing people 

Alright, now that the most beautiful nose in the whole Thedas is done, I can go to sleep.

Thanks a lot for the support guys, it means so much to me, and it made this whole process soooo much more fun!

See you tomorrow *hugs*

PS queenmelisende: heyyyy!! Where are you? Wonders are happening here!! Imagine… Imagine a world with color art of avvar!Cullen!!!! *____* If this experiment goes right, that’s totally the next colored thing I’m gonna do <3




Honestly what scares me most are people that try to guilt trip popular blogs into being friends with them

 1. People have limits. They only have so much time. They can be kind and nice to everyone but I seriously dont think its possible or fair to expect someone to be FRIENDS with everyone.

2. I know it works on some people, but when someone I dont know at all says “We should be friends” it automatically makes me want to run away.   Thats not how I make friends. I make friends through finding common ground with people over time.

3. Guilt tripping people into being friends with you is shitty and manipulative. Every time I see the phrase “I guess I’m not good enough for you” it makes my BLOOD BOIL.  It is throwing peoples kindness in their face. It is teaching them not to be kind. It is teaching them to be afraid. It can ruin an online experience. And its evidence that the friendship if it EVER happened would likely be extremely toxic.

4. People with popular blogs are PEOPLE but they often get dehumanized. The concept of seeing someone who has a popular blog and wanting to be their friend can seem innocent enough but imagine if 10,000 people wanted the same fucking thing from one person.  Not to mention, a blog is a small part of a persons life. There are artists/content creators I follow who I admire that I know very little about. Do I think they are rad? Hell yeah. Maybe I’d like to meet them. But I have no IDEA whether or not our friendship would be compatible. And I would never DREAM of trying to force them into it. 

5. An artist is not a bad person for not wanting to be friends with someone just because they ask to be friends. An artist is a human being who is not required to dole out friendship like a gift bag at a wedding. Treating artists like they are required to be someones friend just because the person happens to admire them is putting an unrealistic expectation on the artist because, and I can’t repeat this enough, the artist is a human being. With a life. And interests. And goals. And friends and family that are already in their life. And they are not wrong or bad for declining. And they shouldn’t have to explain themselves either.


  • must be following me
  • reblog this post(likes dont count but u can use it as reference)
  • reblog this as many times as you like! but dont spam ur followers cause thats rude
  • this will end when it gets a good amount of notes and if not pretend this never happened 
  • notice: the winners will be chosen by me and some friends!


  • sweetest bloggers (3)
  • best theme (3)
  • best url (2-3)
  • best content (2-3)
  • best selfie taker (2)
  • best non-humour blog (2)
  • cutest boys (3)
  • cutest girls (3)
  • fave mutuals(??)


  • a follow back (if im not already)
  • my eternal love and friendship
  • a link on my blog!
  • promos/networks maybe?!
  • selfie reblogs
  • some food puns

good luck and pls dont be a dick 

you were always gold to me; because it was unplanned, unexpected, and unavoidable - and they wouldn’t change it for the world [a very specific gta au killems mix, based off of james and adam in the youtubedoeslossantos rp group]

1. fireproof - one direction // 2. god only knows - the beach boys // 3. i won’t give up - jason mraz // 4. when it’s time - green day // 5. the only exception - paramore // 6. if i had a gun… - noel gallagher’s high flying birds // 7. always gold - radical face // 8. who feels love? - oasis // 9. only for you - heartless bastards // 10. summer shandy - the front bottoms // 11. falling for the first time - barenaked ladies // 12. summertime - my chemical romance // 13. fighting for your love [ft. andrew lawrence] - oleksa lozowchuk & andrew kalmbach // 14. i know places - taylor swift 

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