that's why you and i don't see eye to eye jack

Distance

There was a post once with the hc of Jack having a tooth gap before the promotion and have I mentioned that I love it?

But then I started thinking about how Gabe would react when he suddenly lost it. So have this drabble. 

Gabriel exhaled as he stepped off the ship, taking in the view of the new HQ. He hardly recognized it, if he was honest. The size of it had doubled. The trees and flowers outside made it feel more like a resort and less military. In fact he’d almost swore a few of these people were touring the place rather than working there.

The most glaring difference, however, had to be the statue.

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John Mulaney Sentence Starters
  • "The more you do stuff, the better you get at dealing with how you still fail at it a lot of the time."
  • "All my money is in a savings account. My dad has explained the stock market to me maybe 75 times. I still don't understand it."
  • "It is 100% easier not to do things than to do them, and so much fun not to do them - especially when you were supposed to do them."
  • "In terms of instant relief, canceling plans is like heroin."
  • "I was always the squarest person in the cool room, and alternatively, sometimes the weirder person at the mainstream table."
  • "I have a lot of stories about being a kid because it was the last time I was interesting."
  • "Why do people shush animals? They've never spoken."
  • "A lot of times you're anxious and people say, "Relax. Shut up." And that just feels like, Well, I guess I'm also crazy."
  • "I'm an idiot, but I've shoveled through life rather nicely so far."
  • "I kind of thought, wouldn't it be funny to take a swing at being on the weird side of mainstream?"
  • "I like when things are crazy. Something good comes out of exhaustion."
  • "There's just something really, really funny about someone tearing into me."
  • "Being president looks like the worst job in the world."
  • "Thirteen year olds are the meanest people in the world."
  • "I always though quick sand was gonna be a much bigger problem than it turned out to be."
  • "'Do you want a salad or fries?' that's like asking 'Do you want to go for a jog or freebase cocaine?'"
  • “You have the moral backbone of a chocolate éclair.”
  • “Anyone who’s seen my dick and met my parents needs to die; I can’t have them roaming around. They know too much.”
  • "I was once on the telephone with blockbuster video- Which is a very old fashioned sentence."
  • "I cannot express to you the humiliation of, every Saturday morning, putting on a pair of breakaway pants and never having a reason to break them away -- then they're just pants."
  • "My body is bad at sports: that's the problem."
  • "It was so beautiful today that I only watched four hours of "Law & Order" in my apartment."
  • "I don't look older, I just look worse."
  • "So, I would just have a couple of drinks, and my brain would be like, 'OK, I see where this is headed. We're just going to power down now and get restarted sometime tomorrow morning'."
  • "Here's how easy it was to get away with bank robbery back in the '30s -- as long as you weren't still there when the police arrived, you had a 99% chance of getting away with it."
  • "'Ocean's 11' with women wouldn't work 'cause two would keep breaking off to talk sh*t about the other nine."
  • “Sometimes I’ll be talking to someone, and I’ll be like ‘Yeah, I’ve been really lonely lately’ and they’ll be like ‘Well we should hang out!’ and I’m like ‘No, that’s not what I meant. That’s not what I meant at all.”
  • "We'd all go play jacks by the soda fountain."
  • "No one knows what you're talking about you idiot."
  • "Blackout drinking is when your brain goes to sleep but your body gets all 'Eye of the Tiger' and soldiers on.'
  • "Am I proud of it? No. Just like I'm not proud of the fact that I saw the movie The Notebook in theaters. But it happened!"
  • "You don't know me. I have secrets. Why yesterday I wore my footie pajamas under my clothes and pretended I was a fucking fireman."
  • “Excuse me: I am homeless. I am gay. I have AIDS. I'm new in town.”
  • "Because we're Delta Airlines and life is a fucking nightmare!"
  • "I could never be goth, don't get me wrong, I'm unhappy, it's not that."
  • "To me Person of Interest is almost too flattering. Like, if the police were to pound on my door and go 'A man has been murdered in your building and you are a person of interest' I'd be like 'Moi? Oh do go on. Fresh.' "
  • "Ma'am can you turn off your bluetooth? This is a baptism."
  • "It was really easy to get away with murder before they knew about DNA."
  • "Do you want a plate of fries? If I get fries for the table would you take some? I know you'll eat fries if I get fries!"
  • "I watch so much Law and Order that sometimes I think I'm on an episode of Law and Order."
  • "You asked if I brushed my teeth but I never specified that I did so tonight. If the court reporter reads back my remarks you will see I did not purger myself."
  • "Traveling can get kinda lonely sometimes, actually no that's not the right word, Life. Life can get kinda lonely sometimes."
  • "Scientists have long since wondered if you can make grown men and women cry by playing Tom Jones' It's Not Unusual. And the answer is yes."
  • "Like my god man people are dead! But no you keep stacking those boxes."
  • "You seen this shit? You seen this Home Alone 2: Lost in New York shit?"
  • "As they say in Jerry Maguire, 'You had me at AIDS.'”
  • “Papa, today I met a boy with no eyes.”
  • "Adult life is already so goddamn weird."
Pranking my Girlfriend

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“Hello everybody! So today is going to be another prank video, but its not going to be just any old prank video! Today’s prank will be played on my beautiful girlfriend Y/N. Now, I know what you’re all thinking ‘Joe don’t prank Y/N she’ll just break up with you blah blah blah.’ but I can assure you that we are still together, although she may still be a little mad.” Joe laughed awkwardly into his camera as the prank started to play on the screen. 

“Joe why are you making me watch this?” Y/N asked pausing the video. “I’d rather not relive this”

“Awe c’mon love, I spent so much time to this prank don’t you want to see the behind the scenes?”

“No, not really” She said crossing her arms. Joe reached over her and pushed play on the laptop before sitting back and watching the video. 

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anonymous asked:

can you explain your jasico endgame theory? (i ship the fuck out of it, but I cant see it yet)

Why Jasico Has A Chance At Endgame - 1,397 words

*cracks knuckles* here we go:

  HOO has a lot of parts that don’t quite make sense yet but will come together in the end. The Prophecy isn’t nearly as clean cut as the PJO series - there are a LOT of options. There are a lot of things that leave me thinking ‘why did that happen?’ and the answer should never be ‘just because’.Frank’s stick is going to come back. Hazel’s dead-ness is coming back. Calypso is coming back,  Piper’s mist-romance, he Aphrodite thing, Nico’s cupid thing , Jason’s I love you thing - all coming back. And the last couple, at least, spell Jasico.

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hi yes i believe today is the day to talk about way-too-codependent jack and gabe and ignore everything canon says about how jack became a super soldier (inspired by the first couple pics on this post) 

so they meet shortly before undergoing the “soldier enhancement” (aka: we’re trying to make a captain america let’s see which of you survives lol of course your chances are high) program and are politely kind to each other. they’re sitting in the debriefing room, both way earlier than the other subjects and alone. they chat a bit, jack makes gabe laugh with a ‘jarhead’ joke, and eventually the other subjects trickle in. 

there’s a lot of them. at least a hundred. gabe and jack get separated as they’re given numbers— gabe is 91, jack is 76. they take fifteen at a time, and the room slowly empties over the course of the entire day. jack’s was the second to last group, gabe’s the last. 

there’s injections and probes and so many ethically questionable pills and drugs pumped into their systems. the ones that don’t get nosebleeds are dragged gracelessly out to fancy, soft, cozy, barracks 

like the blankets are the softest jack ever felt and the pillows are super fluffy. they drop him off on the bottom bunk closest to the door and he passes out, not even bothering to struggle under the blankets

he wakes up maybe two hours later because someone flops on top of him. he can barely move, like all of his limbs are full of sludge and muck. he groans questioningly and cracks his eyes open to see gabe curling into his side

“wha–?” 

he points in the general direction of the ceiling and/or the top bunk. “too many steps.” 

“nngh” he means that to be an acquiescing tone, but he doesn’t think the sentiment gets across. his head flops over to rest on top of gabe’s and they both pass out 

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Preference #87: THAT Picture

Jack: You walked into the office as usual, seeing everybody working away on laptops and computers with headphones on as if the world didn’t exist. Hardly anybody noticed you walk in the room at the beginning. Not even your boyfriend, editing his newest video with his headphones over his ears. You smiled, creeping up on his slowly until you quickly tapped his shoulder. He jumped a little with a head turn, instantly smiling at the sight of you. ‘Hey beautiful,’ He grinned, removing his headphones, 'How’s your Mum?’ You normally went to see your mother on Wednesdays, since it’s her only day off, but Jack always worked out a way into not coming along. 'She’s fine. Complained about work, a few friends, and her new boyfriend. I think they’re going to break up soo…Jack…’ 'Yeah? What’s wrong?’ 'Why is that here?’ You saw a highly familiar photo sitting on Jack’s desk in the corner. Set in a black frame was a photo of you posed on your bed quite provocatively, dressed in black lingerie. Jack looked at the picture, he smiled, 'Oh yeah, I forgot this was here. Yeah, I put it on my desk.’ 'Where other people can see it?!’You whispered. 'Oh Y/N, don’t worry. They don’t care.’ 'You look lovely!’ Gregg, a new editor in the office said nearby. 'Yeah, you have a nice figure,’ Agreed Finn. You looked at Louis next, who simply hid behind his laptop. You blushed, taking the picture off the desk and storming out with it under your jacket. You really hated Jack sometimes.

Finn: It was his wallpaper. Yes, a photo of you half naked was his desktop wallpaper. Whenever he opened his laptop, the first thing people see is you in a corset and panties sucking seductively on a lollipop. You hated seeing it every time he opened the laptop. You only hoped he didn’t open it in front of people. You soon found out, he did and often. 'Baby! Why would you have that?’ You asked, bringing him into the kitchen whilst a get together went on in the next room. 'Because I love you and that’s my favorite picture of you,’ He reasoned. 'Finn! That was supposed to be private!’ 'Well, it’s not like I posted the fucking thing all over twitter! I have it on my private laptop, that’s privately locked with a password that’s private and that I only privately know and the only reason people see it is because they privatelyhappen to see it.’ You hated it when he treated you like you were overreacting. 'So, you’re telling me if I had a picture of you in your boxers, you wouldn’t mind? It wouldn’t bother you in the least if I just had it plastered on my desktop like no big deal?’ 'No, it wouldn’t. Matter of fact, why don’t I take one for you and you can put it up?’ 'Good. I think I will. Why don’t you privately take a picture of it and I can privately do it?’ 'Okay, now you’re just mocking me.’ 'Damn fucking right I am. Take it down, Harries, or I’ll take YOU down.’

Dan: You never expected him to have that sort of picture there. Completely out in the open, clear as day, underneath a fucking lamp where people could just chance a glance at it. You didn’t mind it much before…until fans noticed it in one of his videos and started making zoomed in pictures. Dan told you not to worry since a lot of the pictures came out pixilated and blurry. You worried anyways. People knew what you looked like semi-nude! 'Dan, seriously…just put that somewhere else,’ You told him. He shook his head, 'No. I’ve moved it around the apartment four times because YOU weren’t happy where it was.’ 'Because I didn’t expect you to fucking frame me half-naked in a towel and put it on the end tables!’ 'It’s a nice picture of you. Your smile, your eyes, and your hair all wet like that. You look gorgeous, babe. Why wouldn’t I frame it?’ 'Uh, because I’m naked!’ 'Half-naked’ 'Whatever! Naked is naked!’ 'You know what?’ He stuck the frame in a drawer and shut it, 'There. Problem solved. Happy now?’ 'A little.’ 'I’ll just frame that picture of you with cake all over your face and put that instead.’ 'No!’

Phil: You waited in his bedroom while he changed into some clothes for the party tonight. You hadn’t been snooping around his bedroom or anything, but your eyes happened to catch it. You normally expected Phil to keep things like this a secret. But no, the photo of you in your bra and panties, lying on your hotel bed, was flat out on top of Phil’s dresser for people to see..  'Phil?’ You called him while he dried off from his shower in the bathroom. 'Yeah?’ 'Why is this picture here?!’ You heard him go silent in the confides of the bathroom, but then say, 'Because I really like it. Why? Does it…Do you want me to take it down?’ 'A bit, yeah.’ You didn’t want to be a complete bitch about it because nobody really comes into his bedroom and he’s allowed to have what he likes. Though, thinking that people could see it if they took a good look around bothered you, 'Just put it in the drawer…by my bed.’

Jealousy
  • Ashton: "Do you want to, you know, get out of here? Go back to my place? Have a little fun?" The voice whispering in your ear is harsh and emotionless compared to the way he talks to you. You turn your head to tell him he's going home alone before you feel large, warm hands on your waist, pulling you away from the stranger. Your back hits his familiar chest and you instantly feel safe. "Hey, mate, mind not hitting on my girlfriend?" Ashton asks casually. "Like she's actually your girlfriend," the guy scoffs. "If she is, she's slumming it." Ashton barks out a laugh at the guy and says, "At least she can guarantee I'm not going to give her an STD. Get lost, man." The guy shakes his head and wanders off, probably going to look for another girl to con into a terrible night. Ashton's arms wrap tightly around your waist, bringing your body flush against his. He presses a soft kiss to your neck, making you smile. "What an asshole," Ashton mutters softly against your neck. "You're jealous," you sing softly. "So what if I am? I mean, like, he tried to take my girlfriend from me. I knew it wouldn't work because you're so damn faithful, but you're still mine and he doesn't have a right to talk to you like that," Ashton replies, placing soft kisses on your neck and jaw in between his words. "You're my girlfriend and no one else gets to take you home but me. Speaking of which, let's go home, babe. This dress looks so good on you, but it probably looks better on my floor. And I'm allowed to say that to you because I'm your boyfriend, not that prick. So, let's go."
  • Calum: You cover your mouth as you laugh at the terrible joke your friend just made. He shakes his head and says, "You shouldn't cover your mouth when you laugh. You've got a great laugh and a really beautiful smile." You can't help it. Your cheeks flush a dark red and you end up staring at the scuffs on your shoes. You tuck your hair nervously behind your hair before you mumble out a thank you. Your friend didn't mean it in a flirty way. He knows you are happily taken, but what he said elicits the same reaction from you as if he had. When your friend disappears to go refill his drink, Calum appears in his place with a frown on his face. "What did he say to you?" Calum's word come out before you can even ask him if he's enjoying the party. "Excuse me?" you reply. "What did he say to you that made you blush?" Calum asks firmly. "Um, he said I shouldn't cover my mouth when I laugh because I have a nice laugh and smile. Why?" Your eyebrows furrow as you reply to him. Calum's jaw clenches and his hand tightens into a fist. "Oh, come on, Cal. He was just being a nice guy," you sigh. "He knows I'm taken. Every person in this room knows I'm taken." Calum doesn't listen to you. He reaches out and takes one of your hands in his, leading you toward the back corner of the party he and the rest of the band have claimed for the evening. Calum's spot on the couch hasn't been filled in his brief absence, so he slides back in next to Michael and gives your hand a swift tug. With a roll of your eyes, you sit down on his lap. He lays his arm across your thighs, keeping you locked in place. You would never get him to admit he was jealous. He is far too proud for that. But you know he was, so you let him have this one and just smile a little to yourself for the rest of the night.
  • Luke: You're listening to Jack tell another embarrassing story about Luke from their childhood. When the punchline comes, you throw your head back laughing while his brothers' chuckle to themselves. You're about to launch into the story of how you and Luke met when you feel Luke's hands rest on your shoulders. He drops his lips to your ear and whispers, "Can I talk to you for a minute?" You nod and he kisses your head quickly, just long enough that his brothers both try to take the piss out of him for being cheesy. He takes one of your hands in his, threading your fingers together, before leading you inside, away from all of his family. Luke drops your hand in order to lean back on the kitchen counter. His hands grip the edge tightly. You raise your eyebrows, his cue to speak. "This might sound stupid, but, um, you've been ignoring me all day. Did I do something wrong?" His voice is shaky and hesitant. His eyes dance from object to object in his kitchen, never finding yours. "Of course not," you tell him, stepping forward to wrap your arms around his waist. "I'm not ignoring you, Luke." He sighs and wraps his arms around your shoulders, hugging you tightly to his chest before mumbling, "Just seems like it. You've been talking to everyone else but me." That's when you know what's going on. "You're jealous that everyone else is getting all of my attention today," you say. "Not jealous," Luke cuts in quickly, far too quickly in fact, making you giggle. He groans and tries to bury his face in your neck. "I'm sorry. I just really missed you when I was on tour and- I'm sorry," he mumbles against your neck. You squeeze him tightly and run a hand softly through his hair. "It's okay, baby," you tell him. "How about I'm yours for the rest of today?" You feel him smile against your neck as he says, "I'd like that. I'd really like that."
  • Michael: You lean your head on Calum shoulder and curl up against his side, pulling the sleeves of Michael's flannel down over your hands. "Cold?" Calum asks you and you nod in reply. He wraps an arm around your shoulders and brings you tighter against his chest, warming you up instantly. You feel yourself starting to fall asleep against Calum. "Stealing my girlfriend today?" You open your eyes to see Michael standing in the kitchen of the tour bus, looking at you snuggled up against Calum. "She was cold," Calum shrugs, keeping his arm around you, "and she's a good cuddler." Michael nods and says, "I know. She's my girlfriend." Calum looks over at him and says, "Dude, she cuddles with all of us all the time. Get over it." Michael scoffs before grabbing a drink from the fridge and heading back to the back room to continue playing video games. You sigh, before pulling yourself away from Calum and standing. You open the door to the back room and hesitantly call Michael's name. "Yeah?" he sighs, pausing his game to turn to look at you. "Cuddle?" you ask with the kindest smile you can manage. He rolls his eyes, but opens his arms to you anyway. You situate yourself between his legs. His arms wrap around you to pick up the controller to start playing again. "You know I love you, right?" you say hesitantly. "Yeah, I know," he replies. "It's just, I don't know, you've been hanging out with the band more than me this tour and I miss you." You lean back and turn your head to kiss his jaw. "I'm sorry, babe. And you're cute when you're jealous by the way," you tell him. "You know what? Fuck you," he curses before kissing the top of your head. "I wasn't jealous. I just missed you." You roll your eyes and let this one go.
  • A/N: An anon requested this a very long time ago. Here it is.
Don't want it to be awkward (Part 3) - Nash imagine

Part 1 - http://jjanoskiansimagines.tumblr.com/post/88620711782/dont-want-it-to-be-awkward-nash-imagine 

Part 2 - http://jjanoskiansimagines.tumblr.com/post/88684832107/dont-want-it-to-be-awkward-part-2-nash-imagine

“What’s wrong Shawn?” I asked as we sat down on a bench “You know Megan?” he asked me. Megan was his sort of girlfriend, well they were friendly with each other and it was a secret. Shawn went to school with her in Canada and I guess you can say she was his girlfriend. “Yeah why what happened?” I asked feeling like I already knew the answer. “She cheated on me.” He said looking down. I didnt know what to say to him. “Oh Shawn” was all i said and pulled his head into my chest and just held him. He eventually wrapped his arms around my waist. He eventually pulled away and his face was red and his eyes were dried out. “I’m sorry to just spring this on you, but you’re the only one who would actually listen all the other boys would just you know be them and give me crap about it.” he explained I nodded knowing how they would be in this situation “So then you two were dating?” I asked still unaware. He shrugged “I mean we were something, thats for sure.” “I’m so sorry Shawn..” I said and pulled him back in for a hug. I looked up and saw Nash standing across the beach staring at us. HE probably thought I was hooking up with Shawn now.  I rolled my eyes, he was pissing me off lately. He was just being so like jealous. I mean I understood yesterday at first when I was sitting on Matt’s lap but the whole entire scheme of him coming in the room and wanting to spend the night with us, that was just too far. “Alright Shawn, now I’m doing this for your own good ok?” I said standing up. “Now get your ass up and lets go have some fun at the beach with our best friends and forget about that hoe” I said pulling his arm to pull him up. He smiled that Shawn smile that I loved oh so much. When we got to the beach some of the boys were sun bathing and some were in the water. “where’s your water? you didn’t get it? was it cause you were to busy hooking up with Shawn?” Nash said sitting up. “Nash not right now” this time he rolled his eyes. Eventually we’re all in the water. We we’re just riding the waves with our bodies going out as deep as we can. I went as far as I could with my feet touching the ground. I loved the ocean but I was scared of it too. “It’s working” I heard someone say i turned and saw it was Nash. The water reached me all the way to up to my neck and a barely reached his chest. “What are you talking about?” I asked looking away from him now. I saw all the boys ahead of me way more deeper in it than I was. I felt him snake his arms around the mid of my stomach and I was lifted up towards his body. He was carrying me like a doll in the water. I was being held up against his body, but I didn’t fight him. “Making me jealous.. its working.” He lowered his head to my head and whispered in my ear “I want you” I could feel his smile on my ear. “Well you could have had me..” I quickly said before slipping out of his arms and diving under the wave. When I surface back up I saw Nash close to the shoreline, where the wave that he missed carried him. "YN COME OUT HERE!“I heard Shawn yell "I’m scared. And I can’t reach the floor!” I yelled back he smiled at me and I saw him start making his way back to me. He wrapped his as around me. “Common. I’ll hold you” he smiled down at me. I looked up at him and he looked back down at me reassuringly. So I swam my way out to where the rest of the boys were. Eventually Nash made his way back to us. “I think I’ll be ok” I said removing Shawn’s grip on me. I felt so childish with him carrying me. “You sure?” He asked placing his hand on the low part of my back. I nodded and began swimming in place to hold myself up. “Hey babe” Matt said coming up beside me. I smiled at him. “Can you reach the floor?” He asked after he saw me swimming. I laughed “no! I think I’m like a foot off the floor to be honest” he chuckled and we all dived under the wave that came. We eventually made our way in even deeper. “I can’t guys I’m scared” I said swimming back when I realized. “Get on my back” Nash said grabbing my arm. I looked at him. I thought he was mad at me. I have him a small smile and wrapped my arms around his neck and wrapped my legs around his stomach, which they should be around his waist but my body was obviously shorter, and his torso was longer. I placed my chin on his shoulder “can you still reach the floor?” I asked after seeing jack j and carter swimming. “Yep” he said laughing cause it was a stupid question I admit. The water was barely up to his nipples “you forgetting that I’m like 6’2”?“ He asked turning his face to look at me which was awfully close sincere head was on his shoulder. (I know he said he’s six foot in his video but that was a while ago an he looks like he got taller) "right. Sorry.” I said looking down at him. We stared into each other’s eyes and I got lost in his bluer than blue eyes like I always did. “GUYS WATCH OU-” was all I heard before we got slammed by a wave. Me and Nash both resurfaced laughing. We all made our way back to the shore. “Will you sleep in mine tonight?” Nash asked I smiled and nodded. Maybe we could start something I thought to myself. I went home and showered again and changed into pajamas. When I knocked on Nash’s Cam opened quickly. “I’m sleeping with carter” was all he said before he stepped out and walked down the hall. I stepped in and saw nash laying on his bed shirtless and began to laugh. “You kicked cam out didn’t you?” All he did was smile at me. I laid down in bed under the covers and so did he. He turned the light off and we were just watching this stupid TV program, but it didn’t matter cause neither of us was going to be paying attention to it in a while. “I never knew I was the jealous type..” he started I smirked at him “I don’t even know why you got jealous.. I mean we’re not together.” I said on purpose hinting at him he sighed “And you know my reason why” I nodded I really didn’t want to get into this with him tonight, why ruin it? “So come here and lets enjoy what we have right now” he said pulling me into him. He leaned down to kiss me and it felt like we haven’t kissed in forever, even though I knew it was yesterday night, Matt was still the last person I had kissed.He lowered his hand so it was on my butt and we went in for another kiss then he started grabbing my butt “You looked so hot today baby” he said in between the kiss “This ass right here was driving me crazy” he said again grabbing my butt harder. He rolled over so he was on top of me and started kissing down my neck. I missed to be completely honest, as much as I wish we were dating I could be fine with this. He moved his hand up my shirt and I could feel his boner growing on my leg and then I just smiled I pushed him off me and rolled over on top of him and started kissing down his neck and running my hands up his shirt. I started sucking on his neck where I knew he loved until I heard a slight moan was when I stopped. I lowered myself onto him and saw his bulge. I looked up at him and he looked back down at me with pleading eyes I began slowly pulling down his short when my phone started to ring. “Ignore it” Nash said in a deep raspy voice “It could be an emergency” I said crawling over to the bedside table. ‘Shawn’ I read. “Hello?” I answered and then I heard Nash do an aggravated sigh “YN I really need you right now can we talk?” I heard Shawn’s voice and he was barely able to speak “Uhm yeah of course where are you?” I asked getting up quickly and putting on my shoes “the beach.. right in front of the hotel..” he said quietly  "I’ll be right there..“ I said and hung up the phone. I looked over at Nash and he was starring at me "Sorry I need to go-” “Where? ” “Shawn nee-” “Yeah of course.. goodnight YN” was all he said before he turned off the TV and faced his back towards me. I sighed “Sorry Nash..” was all I said before I walked out the door.

SO TELL ME WHO YOU THINK i SHOULD FURTHER A RELATIONSHIP WITH NASH? MATT? OR SHAWN? MESSAGE ME!! or should I even continue? Idk message me what you think 

His Family Part 1 - Requested (Luke)

This was requested by Anon (Hello, I love your writing, all of you girls are such good writers :) do you think one of you could write about the first time you meet Luke’s family?) Here you go and thank you so much, ENJOY!!!!

‘How long do we have until we leave?’ You call to lick from the bathroom.

'Like an hour’ you nearly don’t hear as he mumbles, you come out of the bathroom and see he is lying eyes closed on top of the made bed.

'Is this okay?’ You ask and he hums not even opening his eyes. You pull down your jeans and rip off your top standing in your underwear. 'Really? You don’t think I should cover up a little for your family?’ You smirk as his eyes flutter open and widen as he sees you. His lips part and you climb on top of him, straddling his waist and his hands meet your hips instantly.

'Maybe we could meet them tomorrow’ he mumbles sitting up a little to stretch his lips to yours, 'your gonna have to work with an hour’ you tease pulling his shirt over his head before holding yourself as close as possible to his chest.

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'You ready?’ Luke glances over to you, you nod and smile a little before climbing out the car and meeting Luke in his side, and he wraps an arm around you and pulls you in pecking your lips before pulling away a little.

'You know you’re like the second girl to meet my family’ he tells you, you flash the sweetest smile possible. 'It’s an honour’ you wiggle your eyebrows a little.

'Aww look at lover boy’ you pull away from Luke a bit, standing at his side as you smile at Celeste.

'Shut up’ Luke narrows his eyes, holding his hand out, Jack meets it with his and they half shake and half hug.

'Hey!’ Celeste smiles and you smile back but Luke and Jack continue to talk over you.

'You not been in yet?’ Jack asks.

'Obviously not if we’re standing out here’

'Oh don’t be showing off in front of (Y/N)’ jack teases winking at you and you laugh a little. 'Nice to meet you by the way’ he nods towards you.

'You two, I feel like I already know you both, Luke doesn’t shut up’ you chuckle a little and so do they.

'You should hear him going on about you’ Celeste laughs.

'Weren’t you two supposed to be her half an hour ago’ Luke interjects, clearing trying to change the subject.

'Well someone spilt Vegemite on his shirt then changed and needed the new one ironing, I told him he had to do it himself and he took forever. So it’s someone’s fault’ Celeste explains and you smile as she speaks.

'Well babe I forgive you’ jack teases winking at her and she rolls her eyes.

'Oh Lucas, what have you done to her’ Celeste suddenly cried, you look at her confused before noticing Jack and Celeste eyes in your neck, you rub your hand around your neck and look towards Luke who has a huge smirk on his face. Your lips part in shock.

'You didn’t’ you gasp, Luke bites his lip little and you spin to look in the car window at your reflection and you see a purple bruises in your neck. 'It’s not even that bad’ Luke chuckles a little rubbing your back, you hit his chest not too hard 'it’s fucking purple, I’ve got to meet your mum’ you sigh.

'Do you have a jacket, I’m sure it will cover it up’ Celeste offers, you nod, turning back round to see jack smirking and you glare at him and Luke as you head to the boot to get your bag, you rout through and pull out your back hoodie, 'this okay?’ You ask turning to look at Celeste, she nods and you sigh pulling down the boot.

'So are you nervous about meeting everyone?’ Celeste asks as you start to walk to the front door side by side, jack and Luke have already gone in.

'Erm not really, I’m just hoping you all like me’ you tell her and she nods.

'Well you’re doing well do far’

———-

'I’ll help with the dishes’ you offer as everyone starts standing from the table.

'Oh no, the boys do the dishes, you come sit with us’ Liz smiles as she leaves the room, you look to Luke and he winks, you follow Celeste out of the room and into the garden. Liz is sitting on a chair, Celeste sits in the rocking bench and you join her.

'Dinner was as great as usual’ Celeste comments.

'Thanks’ Liz smiles. 'Yeah it was amazing, thanks’ you add, Liz nods 'well fingers crossed you will be around for many more’ Liz smiles.

'So how are you and Luke? Does he treat you well?’ Liz questions.

'Yeah, he’s amazing, I was kinda worried at the beginning that he was too busy to commit, but he really has’ you explain.

'That’s good; we were beginning to worry that he wouldn’t find a nice girl. We thought we would have some model or Taylor Swift at the dinner table.’ Liz laughs a little.

‘God that would have been terrible’ Celeste laughs and so do you.

'If he ever starts being a diva call me’ Liz tells you a smirk on her lips.

'I’ll keep that in mind’ you joke.

'It’s never good when their all laughing’ you look up to see Ben smirking as the others follow him.

'What have you told her?’ Luke asks, wide eyed looking over his mum and Celeste.

'Nothing, we were actually just talking about that terrible mark you left on her neck’ Liz’s words make you blush a little, as you feel them all glance at you. You move your jacket a little higher, but then sigh taking it off.

'At least I can take this thing off now, I’m so hit’ you huff and Ben and jack laugh at you.

'Well Lucas, what do you have to say for yourself?’ Liz asks looking towards Luke; he looks uncomfortable, like a little boy getting told off. And you notice everyone looking at Luke smirking, clearly holding back their laughs.

'I dunno, sorry’ he mumbles.

'She’s messing with you son’ Andrew laughs hitting his back and everyone laughs.

'Seriously though don’t do it again’ Liz tried to straighten her face but you see the couriers of her mouth twitching.

'At least not where we can see’ Ben breaks in making Luke flush and you laugh with everyone else.

'Okay, okay, that’s enough teasing for one day, your all still spending the night here?’ Liz calms everyone. Ben, jack and Celeste all nod.

'Good, good, well Luke why don’t you take (Y/N) to your room’ answer tells Luke. He nods and holds out his hand for you, you stand and take it 'see you later’ you smile to everyone.

'Don’t be too loud’ Ben shouts as you climb the stairs with Luke behind you.

‘Wow’ Luke sighs, flopping onto his bed; you jump next to him, him lying on his tummy while you’re on your back. ‘That was quite the meal’ you comment, you close your eyes and your both silent for a couple of minutes.

‘So, do you like them?’ Luke’s head has turned so he is looking at you and you do the same, you pull a face, ‘I dunno, your mums a little you know, and your dad doesn’t speak much, Celeste seems a little two faces, but Jack’s hot I guess’ you tell him, he pushes himself up frowning at you, lips parted, he moves his mouth but doesn’t say anything and you laugh, ‘Babe I’m joking, I like them, and they have all been so nice’ you reassure him, siting up a little yourself and grabbing his neck pulling his lips to your, he pulls away a little so your lips are brushing as he speaks ‘I love you’. 

Part 2

From Chelsea

lebestiole  asked:

OK. YOU GOT ME. Can I ask for a drabble too? Mute/Deaf Hiccup AU. For Valentines day, Jack asks Hiccup to marry him. :3

Yes, of course! I really love your art btw

This was it. This was the day Jack was going to ask Hiccup to marry him. He bounced on his heels as they waited for the light to change so they could cross. Hiccup looked around, happy to be outside with his arm wrapped around Jack’s. He looked up to the taller male, lifting his free hand. ‘Why are we going to the park?’ He signed, still content. 'It’s really cold out.’ He gave a little pout and Jack frowned. 

'Do you want to go home? We don’t have to go if it’s too cold for you.’ He watched Hiccup shake his head. Smiling he kissed his nose. ‘You don’t have to freeze to death because of me.’ 

Hiccup shrugged. ‘You’re worth it.’

Jack turned his face away as the light changed. “I sure hope so,” he muttered. He glanced at his lover to make sure he didn’t read his lips since Hiccup had a habit of reading his lips when he spoke aloud. He shoved his other hand into his pocket and felt the small box knock against his knuckles. The park was straight ahead-the first place they met. Jack had accidentally knocked Hiccup down with his bike since he didn’t hear him shouting to move. They had fallen together and fell even harder the next few dates they went on after that.

His heart was hammering and he pulled Hiccup faster, the smaller male struggling to keep up, signing shakily. 'What’s the big rush?’ Jack shook his head and didn’t sign anything back. He pulled him over to the spot where they literally collided and spun him so he could grab his shoulders. 'What are you up to?’

Jack let go of his shoulders so he could sign. 'Do you know what happened at this spot?’ He was sweating like crazy, suddenly warm. 

Hiccup looked around, recognition flashing through his emerald eyes. 'This is where you ran me over!’ He signed excitedly. 

The taller brunette nodded. 'Yes and we’ve been together ever since.’ He shifted to so he got down on one knee, nearly falling over. 'That’s why I wanted to do this here, since this place seems to be magic.’ Hiccup was shaking his head, covering his mouth. 'Hiccup,’ he signed with one hand, reaching into his pocket, 'I have something I want to ask you.' 

The freckled male was opening his mouth, no words coming out seeing as he was mute. It was a desperate motion, eyes widening as the small ring box was being pulled out. 'Hiccup Haddock,’ Jack managed to sign with a free hand as he held the box out, 'will you marry me?' 

Hiccup was near tears, managing to pull his hands away from his lips. With shaking fingers he signed slowly, watching Jack’s face the whole time. 'Yes, yes, yes…’ Over and over he continued to sign until Jack took him into his arms, kissing him deeply. As Hiccup tried to continue to sign Jack took his hands and slid on the small golden band onto his finger. 'I love you Jack.’

Jack kissed him, tears dribbling down his cheeks. “I know,” he said. 'I love you too.’

Summer Lovin' - Nash Grier Fanfic ( Part 5 )

Nash’s POV:

“ Get Off Her Gilinsky!!" Nash shouted and he got off her immiedietly,

Gilinsky rubbed the back of his neck and spoke ” Oh Hey Nash, Y/N got a littly drunk so I brought her up to her room and she pulled me in for a kiss.“ and Nash’s face was full of anger

” Bullshit Gilinsky! You kissed me! When you wrapped your arms around me I thought you were Nash!“ you screamed and just started to cry at this situation. ” Get Out Gilinsky".

“ That was so low Y/N”

“ I thought it was you!”

“ Whatever! But you didn’t push him away!”

“ I couldn’t he didn’t let me go!”

“ I think you should leave.”

“ leave my room" you questioned in pure frustration

” uhh yeah"

“ Why don’t you get the fuck out Nash! and never come back”

“ Shut Up Y/N! Noone cares what you say!”

“ Thats Bullshit! I think we need to break up because I don’t date faggots like you”

“ Whatever, I don’t date cheating Bitches" and walked to the door and slammed it hard. Soon as he walked out you started to ball out in tears.

~ 2 hours later ~ 1 am

” Hey" Y/B/N called

“ Go Away Nash or whoever you are!”

“ Whats wrong" Mahogany asked with a genuine tone

” Jack Gilinsky kissed me and I thought It was Nash and Nash got mad because I kissed him back and he said mean things and I sorta broke up with him" You cried on Mahogany’s shoulder and Y/B/N put her arm around you “ Y/N, Nash is an idiot if didn’t believe you or forgive you so don’t let him bring you down. Lets get some sleep because the second day of Magcon is tomorrow and then we can relax for another week and then we are back to North Carolina for us" Y/B/N said

” Nash’s there" you whined “ Go to sleep girls, big day tomorrow" Mahogany said.

– 

Next day:

Today was day 2 of Magcon Chicago and You, Y/B/N and Mahogany were all getting ready,

Y/N wore: 

you were still upset but your lif motto was ’ If nothing you planned goes right then don’t wait for something to come to you, go to that something’In this instance the something is Nash. You wore something to impress the other boys and let Nash know what he lost.

By around 9 am you girls went downstairs to meet the guys for breakfast you kinda was excited to see the boys and to see Nash’s reaction.

” Hey Girls" The boys chimed

“ Hey Boys!! Excited for today?!" You girls replied, but you couldn’t stop looking at Nash who’s eyes were full of lust and his face when the boys complimented you. You sat next to Cameron and Y/B/N.

The Event:

The event for you was really awkward because Nash kept looking at you but you tried to ignore him and just continued the games and Q&A’s with the others then one of the girls from the crowd asked Y/B/N and yourself

” If you had to date one of these boys, who would it be and why?“

Y/B/N aswered Matt because she is totally inlove with him since day one and you stood there with a blush but then decided to answer the question "ummm… I would date Shawn because he is so cute and he can be my personal radio and he can sing to me when ever" and you looked over to Nash and he just looked disappointed and looked away then you looked at Shawn and he was walking over to you and gave you a huge hug.

Once the event was over you went on to twitter and saw a tweet that nash postet and you knew it was meant for you;

” @nashgrier: i know you made a mistake, I know you are sorry, I know you regret it, I know you still love me, But I screwed things up by saying fucking mean things, I need you right now. Seeying you dress nice makes me feel like i have the everything when really i don’t i lost that everything because of one stupid night that we were drunk. I hope you see this and come back to me or vice versa I go back to you. But I don’t think you want to talk to me….. I’m so sorry and I want you back and this time I won’t screw up I won’t I promise. I know your friends hate me and I hope they can forgive me for this stupid mistake I made of letting the best person in my life go….ofc my family is #1 but you come in a close tie… ahahaha love you loads still even if you don’t"

You imiedietly smiled and ran over to Nash and you kissed him full of passion and he just gazed into your eyes and smiled.

All Time Blush - Requested (Calum)

HELLO, this was requested by Anon (Hiii, can you do one where you’re dating Calum and the guys from All Time Low tease you and you blush and Calum tells them to stop hahaha pleaseeeee!! Thank you so much! :D) ENJOY!!!

‘Have do you not agree?’ You gasp, 'have you actually watched the whole film?’ You question, narrowing your eyes towards Rian. 'Yeah I watched up to where they had the meeting about her being a shit actress’ he tells you making your jaw drop. 'Dude that’s like twenty minutes in’ you cry making Alex laugh. 'Fucking hell, it was a boring film, I lost interest’ Rian argues. 

'You didn’t give it time to get interesting, you need to watch the full thing’ you tell him 'only if you get me enough snacks for the seven hours it’s on’ he agrees and you nod before the door flies open. Luke, Michael and Calum coming in. 

'She went fucking crazy, like I was in the wrong’ Luke sighs sitting on the arm of the chair Zack is sitting on. 'I will never understand girls’ Michael sings as he picks up a chocolate bar from the table. 'Girls are easy, you just gotta listen’ Calum tells them winking at you which makes you laugh a little. 'That’s easy for you, (Y/N) fucking simple’ Luke grumbles. 

'I’ll take that as a complement’ you laugh a little as Luke gives you a quick smile. 'What’s up kid?’ Jack asks. 

'Me and Gina have had an argument’ Luke signs. 'No man, an argument is two sided from what you said only she spoke’ Michael interrupted making you laugh a little along with the others, but you soon stop when Luke looks up narrowed eyes. 

'What did you guys argue about?’ You ask 'She wanted to do this thing called hall pass’ he starts. 'What the fucks that?’ Zack asks, 'It’s when you both pick a person who if you ever met you could sleep with, with no consequence’ you explain. 

'What? That’s ducking mad’ Zack laughs, 'That’s what I said’ Michael agrees. 'That can only go bad’ Alex laughs. 'I dunno me and my ex did it, more of a joke but still’ you shrug. 

'Who did you pick?’ Alex asks, you bite your lip shaking your head. 'Doesn’t matter, so Luke, what happened?’ You ask, turning back to Luke. 

'Well she picked Louis and I said she couldn’t because I know him then she said that’s was fair and I said I’d pick one of her friends and she started going fucking crazy’ he explains looking shocked and confused. 'Women’ Zack laughs. 'Just apologise, I don’t know what you did but apologise’ Jack tells him. 

'Just leave her to sweat, that way the sex will be better in a couple of days’ Michael speaking up making you laugh. 'Do you really not get why she’s annoyed?’ You ask, gaining all the guys attention, and from the blank looks you get your answer. 

'Look the hall passes only works because you will never meet the people you pick and if you do by chance meet it wouldn’t happen. You guys doing a hall pass would only be bad because you all have a good chance of meeting who you pick.’ You explain, they seem to slowly understand nodding. 

'Looks like it’s your fault then mate’ Rian tells Luke making you laugh. 'Just tell her you don’t need a hall pass because you don’t want anyone else’ you tell him. 'That’s what she wants to hear’ you add. 

'See easy, does she tells you what to say to make arguments better?’ Michael asks looking to Calum. 'We don’t argue’ Calum smiles smugly making you laugh. 'So, who would you pick?’ Luke asks you. 

'Did you not just hear what I said’ you laugh, 'I don’t mind, tell me who you would pick’ Calum encourages. 'No’ you refuse, glancing at the others. 'Why not?’ Calum’s asks. 

'It’s me isn’t it’ Michael wiggles his eyebrows making you laugh, 'Didn’t Alex used to be your crush?’ Zack asks, you feel the heat starting to rise in your cheeks. 'Who would you pick?’ You ask Calum hoping to change the subject a little. 'Come on (Y/N) you’re not getting out of it that easily’ Rian sings. 

'How’s it feel to know your girlfriend liked me first?’ Alex teased Calum which only made you blush more. 'I made your girl scream my name’ he continues. 

'Probably still could’ Rian adds, 'louder than you too’ Jack laughs. 'Are we your hall pass (Y/N)’ Zack asks. At this point you imagine your cheeks are bright red and you notice Calum glaring at them. 'Would you guys shut the fuck up, your embarrassing her’ Calum groans throwing his arm around your shoulders and pulling you closer. 

'That’s no way to talk to your idols’ Jack gasps, 'Come on Cal, don’t get jealous, I can’t help it if she likes me’ Alex laughs. 

'Holy shit, did you get him to get the high lights so he would look more like Alex?’ Luke joins in. 

'Oh my god, I hate you guys’ you whine 'No, the problem is you don’t hate them’ Calum grumbles making you all laugh. 'I only love him a tiny bit more than you babe’ you playfully reassure Calum, be glares for a second before pecking your cheek. 'It’s a good fucking job I love you’. 

From Chelsea

Words Unspoken Part II
Part I



It took you a minute to realize what was happening. Jack had heard you talking about your feelings towards him. You didn't know what yo reply or what to do. 

"What are you doing here?" You asked softly, looking around the room, trying to avoid his strong stare. 

"You didn't answer my question" He replied with a hint of annoyance in his voice.

"You didn't answer mine" You replied. 

"I asked first" He spoke a little louder this time. 

"I don't have to tell you anything, Jack" You replied trying to push him away to find your way out of the bathroom but failing miserably since he was twice your size. 

"We both know we have to talk about this" Jack stated as you tried to find a way to scape the situation. 

"No, we don't. We can forget that this happened, and move on" You looked at him in the eyes for the first time since you started the conversation. "You go with Mia to the dance, I go with Johnson and that's it"

"Is that the reason why you didn't tell me?" Jack asked raising his eye brow, making his eyes look more intense which caused your heart to speed up. "You are jealous of Mia?" He smirked.

And that's when your rage came. 

"Jealous?" You spitted looking at him as if he had just insulted you. "I'm not jealous, Jack! There's a big difference between hurt and jealous. I'm not one of your little fans that begs for your attention or a compliment from you. You might find it funny how a lot of girls throw themselves at you, but you are not doing the same with me, Jack" 

You pushed him harder this time, which caused him to stumble back, allowing you to walk out of the bathroom.

"You don't have the right to do that, Jack" You replied looking at him as a tear run down your face. 

You left the room, leaving Jack in a state of confusion, as he watched you slip between his fingers. 

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It had been your first fight with Jack and it seemed like the world was trying to make you feel more miserable. 

"Shit" You whispered as you realized it was raining. Most of the times this wasn't a problem, since you always had a ride, which happens to be Jack. You were used to having him take you to school and bring you back home, so you would never worry about taking your car. 

You grabbed your books as you closed your locker. You tried to fit all the books in your bag, to avoid getting them wet, since you had to walk home. You unfolded your jacket that was at the bottom of your bag, putting it on as everyone left the hallway to avoid walking to the parking lot as the storm grew stronger. 

You tried to run as you watched the school bus, leaving the parking lot. It was just too late. You looked around to see if you found any friendly face that would give you a ride, but everyone was either, leaving or had a full car. 

You gave up as you realized that you would have to walk home. You pulled your jacket a little over your head to protect at list a part of you. You walked through the concrete path, reaching the doors of your school. 

It was freezing. You could feel the rain between your socks and reaching the blouse you had under your jacket. You walked at least to corners from school when you hear a car horning close to you. Thinking it could be anything, you kept walking without looking back. And that's when the car pulled over. You knew this car too much to not know who it was. 

"Get in" Jack yelled because the storm was loud enough to cover his voice. 

"I'm fine" You kept walking. 

"I didn't ask you if you were fine" Jack moved his car to follow you. "Get in the car, Y/N"

"I won't if I don't want to" You replied stubbornly. 

"Stop being so proud, and get in the God damn car" Jack yelled angrier this time. 

You realized there was not point in fighting him. He had a warm car and you had wet shoes. You needed him. 

"Okay" You replied moving closer as he open the door from inside his car. 

You stepped in, feeling the warm air of his car, making your shivering stop. You dropped your bag at your feet, stretching your hands to get a little bit of heat coming from your sit. 

"I was waiting for you at the parking lot but you never showed up" Jack whisper softly as he started the car again. 

"I didn't thought it was necessary for you to take me" You replied looking out the window, entertaining yourself with the rain drops that slipped through the window. 

"Why do you have to be like this?" Jack asked looking at you. 

"Like what?" You replied still avoiding his gaze. 

"Stubborn, proud, I could go for hours" Jack replied turning left to take the street to your house. 

"You don't have to talk to me if it bothers you so much" You replied looking at him this time. 

"See! There it is again" Jack chuckled. "Pushing people away. Classic you, Y/N"

"Whatever, Jack" You replied looking at the window again. "Just take me home"

The rest of the drive went silence, just with the sound of the car as it produced warm air to make your cold go away. 

Jack pulled at your drive way as you grabbed your bag from the floor. You were about to walk out of the car when Jack grabbed your hand. 

"We have to talk, Y/N" He pulled you back to your seat. "Now"

"What do you want me to say, Jack?" You whined. "You already know"

"I wanna know why you didn't tell me" He whispered. "I wanna know why you are avoiding me"

"Because you are Jack freaking Gilinsky" You replied exasperated. "And I'm just Y/F/N"

"I don't get it" Jack said as he moved closer to you. "What does that have to do with how you feel?"

"You would never feel the same way" You answered as you look ahead of you, avoiding his eyes. "Every girl is behind you. You deserve too much"

"That doesn't mean you are not enough" He whispered as he stretched his hands to caress your cheek, making your head turn to him. "I can't tell you that I feel the same, Y/N"

You looked down trying to stopped the tears from leaving your eyes. He said it. He doesn't like you. 

"I'm not in love with you" He whispered. "But I know I don't see you as just my best friend. I know that my feelings towards you are not the friends' type. I can't define them"

"What does that mean?" You whispered as he pulled you closer to him to hug you. 

"It means that I like you. Not as strong as you deserve but I still do" he looked down at you as you hide your face between his shoulder and his jaw. "I can't promise you anything, but we can try. We can see were does this takes us and keep going"

"And how are we going to do that?" You asked as tears ran down your face. Jack grabbed your face as he placed it in front of his. 

"You just have to ask a question" Jack replied causing you to smile, knowing what he meant.

"Jack Gilinsky, would you be my date for the Girls invite Boys Homecoming Dance?" You smiled as he faked a surprised face. 

"It would be an honor and a pleasure" Jack replied pulling you to him to hug you again. 

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Sooo here is part two to "Words Unspoken". It's actually sooner that I was expecting but I felt inspired so here I leave it to you. Hope you like it. I would be posting more parts since I'm planning on doing it a long story. 
bad boy, bad girl ( a jack gilinsky fan fiction) chapter 19 :)
chapter 19 *erica pov* I woke up to the sound of my mom’s car leaving the driveway. I turned my body, expecting to find Jack when instead I found nothing. Cold, limp, boring nothing. I groaned and pulled the covers to the top of my head, wishing I could fall asleep forever and forget everything. But I can’t. I just need to get up and do my shit. Get today over with. I sat up strait and looked around my room. I cringed, everything reminded me of him. The stuffed teddy bear he won for me at the carnival, his sweatshirt crumpled up on my desk, the flowers he picked for me at the lake, just everything. I swung my legs to the ground to find a bowl of cereal with a note on the side. ‘I saw the tissues, thought you might have had a rough night. I love you, -Mom’ it said. Tissues? I looked at my floor to find millions of mascara stained kleenexes sprawled around. I sighed, slowly every single detail from last night came to my head in a flashback. I stood up and I quickly ate the bowl of cereal and got up to get dressed. I opened my closet and of course the first thing I see is a picture of him and I at the lake. He was kissing my cheek and I was laughing my ass off. Johnson had tweeted it. I ignored it and grabbed some grey sweatpants and a white camisole. I was officially not going out today. I heard my phone ping, so I dragged my feet along my cold floor to check whatever loser was bothering me now. I had three missed calls, 15 texts and a few tweets all from Jack. He had just tweeted: @jackgilinsky: when you lose someone you can’t replace I rolled my eyes at his sappiness. Suddenly, my phone buzzed and I threw it onto the bed in surprise. I rolled my eyes at myself and reached over to pick up the phone, knowing exactly who it was.  “Erica, baby?” I heard his rough voice crack. I could already feel the tears coming.  “What?” I spat out rudely.  “Baby, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean shit.” He said, and I could tell he was on the verge of tears.  “But you said it. Jac-” “Don’t, Erica. I love you. And I need you. Please, just say you forgive me. Just say you love me.” He whispered while cutting me off.  I felt a pang in my chest, and that’s when I realized. Jack did hate it. Just like everyone else. He meant every single word he said yesterday. And maybe it was yesterday, or maybe it would come in the future, today or tomorrow or in two years. But he will eventually crack. He won’t be able to support my long nights of crying or my endless supply of drugs. He won’t be able to look at me with pride in his eyes, only sorrow and regret. He’ll dump me and I’ll end up walking around, believing the world is a large vast of nothingness and questioning my existence. And here kicked in the complete numbness of cold and lonely in my heart and soul, as if they had been ripped out. An empty drop in my stomach and the pang of guiltiness fill my body. I don’t want to leave him. I love him and he loves me more then anything in this world. But he will grow tired. So, I sat there questioning myself once more, what are we doing here? and what should I do next?. Because there really only are two options. Stay with him…or leave him.  “Of course I still love you. You can’t just stop loving someone. But I can’t do thing anymore.” I said to him as tears flew down my cheeks.  “Don’t do this to me.” He said while slightly sobbing. “Jack, I just can’t. I’m sorry.” I said. I heard him began to say something but I quickly hung up the phone. “AHRGG” I screamed as I threw my phone across the room. I crashed into the wall behind me and fell down to the floor, sobbing for what feels like the millionth time today. I heard my phone ping once again. I somehow found the strength to crawl over to my cell. It was a text from Jack.  Gilinsky<3: 'Why did you let him fuck you up so bad, emotionally and mentally, that you’ve completely shut down anyone that tries to help you. You don’t talk about your feelings, you push kind people away and you let negative choices take over your world. You refuse to open up and let someone love you. Because that’s all I ever did, Erica. All I ever did was love you. All I ever wanted to do was love you.'  As I read, I felt a queasiness in my stomach. I wanted to throw up. I stood up and ran to my adjoining bathroom. I stared in the mirror and gasped. Because that was not me. I was not looking at the tough, bad ass, care free bitch I had grown to be over the past few years. I was staring at a weak, miserable, vulnerable, injured little bird who couldn’t even fly. My hair was a mess and I had mascara leaking down my face and over the big bags under my eyes. My eyes were glassy, my cheeks rosy. I suddenly had an idea. I reached foreword. I pulled open my mirror to find exactly what I was looking for. I pulled the bottle into my hands and grasped it as hard as I could. I popped the cap and spilled a few pills into my palm. I stared at my hand for a few minutes, considering all the possibilities. It’s not like I had never thought of this. I looked back up into the mirror ready to take one last look at myself. But once again, I saw something else. I saw the jagged scar in my lip. I saw the small scratches on my cheek and arms. My chapped lips. My slowly healing side. My scars. All that I had been through, all that I had fought through. All that effort would be put to waste.  And in one second, I realized what exactly I was doing. In horror, I hurled the pills at the mirror. I backed away, frightened at what I was just about to do. I sank down to the floor, running my hands threw my hair, gasping for air in-between my loud sobs.  *jack pov*  I slammed my fist into the wall and pulled back to find a large dent.  “Fuck.” I murmured to myself.  I looked around my room, as if searching for something. I was so angry. I could still feel the wet tears on my cheeks. I wiped them away onto the sleeves of my old sweatshirt. I turned around to find my car keys. Then I knew exactly what I wanted to do. I grabbed them and ran out the door. I jumped into my car and drove all the way to Sammy’s with my Drake music blasting at the highest level. I got to his house in a few minuted and pounded on the door. He opened the door with a smile in his face, which seemed to disappear when he saw the scowl on my face. Johnson appeared out of no where and had the same reaction.  “Dude, what’s wrong?” Asked Sammy.  I rolled my eyes at him and walked past the boys, into the house. I could practically feel the steam coming out of my ears. I took a deep breath, before I let everything out on Sammy.  “Why’d you have to fucking love her, man?” I yelled as loud as I could.  Him and Johnson exchanged confused look. “Don’t play that bullshit with me! Why did you have to find one of my only sources of happiness and ruin it, huh? Because if you hadn’t loved her, you wouldn’t have been so worried about her that night at the lake. I wouldn’t of had to tell you guys about Charlie, and Johnson wouldn’t of told her you two knew.  And you wouldn’t have fucking raped her, giving her more problems and trust issues then she already had!  SO YOU KNOW WHAT SAMMY? FUCK YOU! SHE WAS MY GIRLFRIEND! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO TAKE THAT AWAY TO?” I screamed the last part as loud as I could then slightly shoved him. The boys just stared at me, and I could feel tears sliding down my face again. I felt my body collapse to the floor, against the stair case.  “What do you mean 'was your girlfriend’?” I heard Johnson say as he sat down in front of me.  “We broke up last night. Because she won’t trust me anymore because  I told you.” The boys just stared at me, not knowing what to say. I realized what they were thinking. This really wasn’t any of Sammy’s fault. It was mine, but I was just trying to blame it on him. Of course I would never admit that now, but it was true. I stood up and wiped my nose on my sleeve.  “I gotta go.” I murmured and ran out the door, slamming it behind me. And that’s when I realized I was just trying to avoid my issues,  I was running from my problems. - fillerrrr i know, sorry i haven’t updated it in a while. I’m entering this contest and I’m making it a fan fic with Jack & Jack & Sammy, so I’ll be posting that as well. hope you’re excited :)
Preference #26; "They're just girls, breaking hearts.."
  • based off the song by the 1975. i like song preferences, get over it.
  • Michael: "I said, "No! Oh give it a rest, I could persuade you. I'm not your typical, stoned 18 year old, give me a night I'll make you." You had seen him around before, his bright colored locks roaming the Uni halls, but you'd never once talked to him. That's why you were so confused when the purple headed boy approached you in the lounge. You were sitting there, curled up on one of the couches in front of the fire, scrolling through endless dash when a soft "Hi" was heard. You looked up, seeing him, a bright smile across your face. "I'm Michael." You rolled your eyes, "(Y/N)," you simply state, looking back down at the screen. "Nice to meet you," he continues standing there, just watching. "Can I help you?" you finally ask, shutting the computer closed. With all attention on him, Michael turns a light shade of red, "Oh well... I was wondering if you would like to go on a date with me?" You just looked at him for a minute, slowly shaking your head, "I don't date stoners." "Oh well thats great because I've only smoked twice, everyone just thinks I do," he chirped, the smile still on his lips, "Please (Y/N), one date. And if you don't like it, I'll leave you alone forever." You sigh, watching his green puppy dog eyes, "Alright." "Yes!" he shouts, doing a quick victory dance, forgetting where he was in excitement.
  • Luke: "They're just girls breaking hearts. Eyes bright, uptight, just girls. But she can't be what you need if she's 17. They're just girls." "They're all so stuck up," Luke rolled his eyes, sitting in the chair next to yours. You were both best friends, in your last year of high school together. He had been unsuccessful with the girls this year, and today he was being especially whiny about it. "They're girls Lucas, what do you expect," you mumble, shutting your laptop and grabbing a bag of chips from the table in front of you. "You're just too punk rock for them all," you joke, laughing quietly. "They can't handle the skinny jeans!" he jokes back, grinning like mad. You laugh again, carefully placing a chip in your mouth, "Why do you even care about going to prom? I'm not." "I thought you were going with James?" Luke asks, turning to look at you. Shit. James was someone you had made up to make Luke jealous, you had completely forgotten about the ''college boy" until now. "He got a girlfriend," you quickly cover up, "So I'm old news." "What a douche," Luke comments, bringing his lip ring between his teeth. You simply nod, eating your chips in silence. Luke finally breaks it, "Go to prom with me then?" You almost drop the bag of chips on your lap, you're so astonished by the question. "I.. Uh.." you stutter out, searching for words in your brain, "Yes."
  • Calum: "One moment I was tearing off your blouse,Now you're living in my house. What happened to just messing around?" Friend with benefits. That's what you and Calum had agreed to months ago. But now, it didn't seem like that as you carried boxes of your things into Calum's apartment. "That's the last of it," the boy says, placing a box down behind you. You nod, sitting cross legged in the floor. Your stuff was scattered everywhere, trying to find things you needed. You hadn't labled the boxes, though you probably should've. There were things hidden that Calum didn't need to see. Calum sat beside you, ripping open a box. He smirks, holding up a piece of lacy lingerie, "Do I get to see this on you then?" Like that. You roll your eyes, turning a very dark shade of red. You didn't know why you were embarrassed about it, it wasn't like Calum hadn't seen you naked before. His smirk grew as he leaned over, pressing a kiss to your lips, hard and full of passion. You two battle for dominance until he wins. You finally end up breaking the kiss, standing up from the floor. "Where are you going?" Calum asks, his eyes trailing over you as you move. You wave the lingerie in the air as you walk, "To put this baby on," you look over your shoulder, winking at him. You just happened to catch the blush across Calum's cheeks.
  • Ashton: "You just sit and get stoned with 30 year olds and you think you've made it. "Well, shouldn't you be fucking with somebody your age instead of making changes?" Wrestle to the ground, God help me now because.." "This is making it?" You ask Ashton, as he and the members of All Time Low sat in the floor, passing around a joint. Zach laughs, "Ooohhhh." Ashton rolls his eyes, looking up at you. "Shouldn't you be fucking someone your age?" Ashton and you had been fuck buddies for a while. Whenever you wanted or needed it, he was more than willing to give it. Neither of you had told anyone, well until now. All four of the other men in the room break out in a chorus of "Ooohhs" this time. "Maybe I will then," you state, turning to leave the apartment. When your at the door, hands touch your hips. Ashton turns you to face him, "I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean that. Please don't leave me." You bite you lip on a smile, "Wasn't planning on it." Ashton rolls his eyes, but grins. He knew how you teased him. He pushed you closer to the door, arms on wither side of you, "Good, because I'm going to fu-" before he can finish his sentence, Jack walks around the corner, ruining it all. ''Oh wow, hey sorry. You can like bang her or whatever, I'll be on my way," he turns back around to leave the room, making you and Ashton break out into a fit of giggles. You pull him a little closer, "Now what was that, Mr. Irwin?" you ask, innocently batting your eyelashes.
Newt Imagine

I was putting this one off for so long cause I didn’t think I could do him justice, but here’s my attempt. Hope you like! :)

  I rolled over as I felt the sun on my face. I yawned and smiled, I jumped up and got into my running outfit and pulled my hair into a ponytail. I just loved running, even if it was depressing how everyone talked about not getting out, it made me feel so free. I ran out from my place near the deadheads. I had chosen that place for the exact reason everyone stayed away, it was creepy and that meant that it was almost completely private, with the occasional burial. I jogged to breakfast and sat down at a table with Newt and Minho. “Hey you shanks.” I said and Minho laughed, but Newt just stared into space like he usually did these days. “So ready to run?” Minho asked. “Do you really need to ask?” I said with my eyebrows raised, I didn’t keep it a secret that I loved my job. “Oh ya duh why did I even ask, your always ready to run.” I laughed. I looked over at Newt who hadn’t spoken or eaten since I sat down. “Hey find anything interesting in those eggs?” I asked nudging his shoulder. He just got up and walked away. I looked over at Minho who was eating like nothing had happened, “What did I do?” I asked, he looked up at me then at Newt, who was walking off to the north entrance, “It’s not you, the poor shank isn’t feelin to well, I don’t think.” We ate the rest of breakfast in silence. I walked over to Newt and Minho to the east door. When I reached Newt he ran into the maze without a glance or a word to me. We got to the part in the corridors when it split in two ways, we ran separate ways, already knowing the drill we had done so many times. 

I don’t know why but one day Newt had said to wait for him at the split in the corridors and me being head over heels for him did exactly as he asked without question, and the next day he had asked me and the next etc. It had become so much of a routine that it just felt wrong not to wait even though he hadn’t spoken to me for a while. I got back with a little under an hours to spare, I waited for Newt for a long time until I got anxious, it was a half an hour till the doors closed, he never cut it this close before and I couldn’t just leave him out there, so my feet started to move without my mind being fully agreed. I saw that he had chopped down the vines as he was suppose to but they hadn’t been pushed to the side yet, that only made me run faster. I turned a corner and stopped dead in my tracks, I felt as if my heart had stopped beating. There lie Newt in a pile on the ground. I snapped out of my daze and ran to Newt. I knelt down next to him, his ankle was bent in a weird way. I pulled his head on to my lap and checked for a pulse, I breathed a small sigh of relief when I found a weak one. I noticed a vine laying on the ground next to us, I picked up the end and examined it, it looked like it had snapped, it was frayed and to long to have been cut as a marker. I looked down in shock and horror at the poor beautiful boy who lay in my lap. He must have been climbing up the vines and one snapped. I hoisted his arm up and over my shoulder, I stood up with a great struggle, he didn’t weigh as much as most of the other boys but when you were supporting his entire weight all by yourself he was heavy. I got a couple steps before crumpling to the ground. I huffed before getting up again and wrapping an arm around his middle and gripping his other arm in my other hand. I looked down at my watch, I had fifteen minutes to get both of us back to the glade. I held back tears looking down at the boy who I was helplessly in love with, I had to get us back. I felt like screaming in pain, I had ran for the whole day and now I was trying to drag Newt back to the glade in fifteen minutes, when it had taken me ten minutes to run here. I am now convinced that I’ve gone totally mental with love for this stupid clueless boy.  I kept repeating in my head ‘come on you can do this, you need to do this.' 

I reached the corridor that lead to the door into the glade. I smiled as I saw Minho, Gally and everyone. I started to think that I was going to make it when I heard that sound, I had never hated the sound of those doors closing more then now. I panicked I put all I had left into those last few feet. I still wasn’t going to make it, I looked down at Newt and heard his voice in my head 'Come on your better then this, you don’t get to give up so easy, that’s not the girl I made a promise to, to always be there for.' I pushed myself to my physical and mental limit. I hadn’t noticed that I had closed my eyes or that I had dropped to the ground until I heard that horrible sound of the doors closing, 'I didn’t make it, I failed.’ I felt the tears stream down my cheeks. “Y/n” I was startled out of my pity party by a voice, I looked up into Minho’s eyes. I looked around, I was in the glade, only a couple inches from the doors. I started to laugh through the tears, I did it, I made it. I tried to stand, my legs gave out from under me, “Woah, I got you don’t worry.” I heard Minho chuckle.

I looked over from my bed in a med-jack room at Newt who was asleep across from me. I let my eyes close.

I opened my eyes with a yawn. I glanced over at Newt, he shifted in his bed. I got up, my legs still hurting. I walked over to him and sat down on the edge of his bed. I grabbed his hand and rubbed my thumb over his knuckles. His eyes fluttered open, “am I in heaven?” He asked looking up at me groggily. “Ha ha so funny klunk face.” We sat in silence for a couple minutes just enjoying each other’s company. “Why were you up there?” I asked suddenly. “What?” “When I found you you were laying on the ground with a snapped vine next to you.” “Shuck” He whispered under his breath. He sighed and looked down at our hands, which were still intertwined, guiltily and shamefully. I gasped as everything fell into place, “Newt, please tell me you didn’t.” He closed his eyes and nodded. “I couldn’t even finish it, I used a vine that couldn’t hold my weight, I can’t even kill myself I’m such a failure.” “Why, why did you do it.” I asked holding tighter on his hand, as if I let go he would slip through my fingers. “It all was just to much.” “What was?” “This whole shuckin place, the freakin maze that we’ll never solve, everyone is so determined to make everything seem all happy and dandy when in reality we are all going to be stuck here for the rest of our whole shucking lives! And seeing you with Minho doesn’t help either.” His eyes widened once he realized what he’d just said. “What do you mean, 'me and Minho’?” “Well it’s obvious you guys like each other!” “No! Me and Minho are just friends, I’ve got my sights set on someone slightly less annoying.” “Gally?” “Are you really that clueless?” I giggled. “Who is it?” I inched forward so I could feel his breath on my face. “You.” I said barely over a whisper. He didn’t need anymore encouragement, he smashed his lips onto mine. He pulled away to quickly for my liking.“You are not a failure Newt, you are my whole world and without you I would be hopelessly lost.” “I love you so much.” He whispered leaning his forehead against mine. “I love you too.” I smiled. “But you have to promise me one thing.” “Anything.” “Never try anything like that again, come to me.” “I promise.” We giggled as he reconnected our lips, laughing as we fell back on the bed.

Oh god was it good was it TERRIBLE?! I need feed back and requests so don’t be shy, my ask box is open even if you just need to talk! Love you!xx

Christmas Surprise Ruined - Requested (Michael)

HELLO, CHRISTMAS NUMBER 20, ONLY FOUR MORE TO GO!!!!! Requested by Anon (Could you write a Christmas one where you and Michael are spending Christmas with your family and you’re little sibling comes up to him and he like tells them that he’s going to propose and your little sibling tells everybody and ruins the surprise?)ENJOY!!!!

‘Mum Michael can’t cook to save his life, please don’t let him ruin Christmas dinner’ you laugh, as Michael ties an apron around his waist, he narrows his eyes at you and you wink. 'Oh, don’t be so cynical, I’m sure he will be fine’ she waves you off, he gives you a smug smile making you roll your eyes. 'Okay, don’t say I didn’t warn you’ you sing as your ten year old brother drags you out of the kitchen to help him set up his new Lego set.

You have only been sitting with his for ten minute when you hear your mum clearing her throat behind you, you turn a little looking over try shoulder, and you raise an eyebrow. 'Everything okay?’ You ask 'please get him out of my kitchen’ she whine making you laugh. 'I warned you. You shrug playfully, she gives you her best puppy eyes with a pout that make you laugh and you roll your eyes.

'I’ll tell Michael to come and help you’ you tell your brother with a Winn and he nods as he concentrates in the instructions. You follow your mum into the kitchen and as soon as she sees you he knows why your there, pushing out his bottom lip.

'Come on babe, your needed with the Lego’ you tell him, he huffs taking off the apron, 'I tried, I really did’ he whines making you laugh 'I know you did, but leave the cooking to those who don’t burn toast’ you wink and he glares 'there is a reason I love you, I’m just not sure what it is at this moment in time’ he teases, resting his hands in your waist, you smirk up at him a little 'I get that feeling quit often, at least I can always rule out your cooking skills’ you wink, he huffs pecking your lips before rushing out of the room to help your brother.

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MICHAEL’S POV

'Michael what is the best Christmas you have ever had?’ Jack, (Y/N) little brother asks as I help him build his Lego, I shrug thinking for a moment before nodding 'When I was twelve I got my PlayStation’ I tell him, he looks at me and nods a little. 'What about you mate?’ I ask, he shrugs like I did moment before. 'Dunno…I had a bike like two years ago, that was pretty cool’ he nods thinking about it and a smirk tugs my lips as I remember the Christmas.

'I remember you rushes out to ride it in your night bottoms and fell off, I had to give you a piggy back ride all the way back from the fields’ I laugh, his eyes grow a little as though he had forgot about it. 'No way, I forgot about that. Man you and (Y/N) have been together a long time’ he gasps, making me laugh.

'Yeah, I guess we have’

'How long is it?’ He asks, picking up the instructions and looking at them now. 'Nearly four years’ I tell him, I don’t get to see his reaction as something hits me full force in the back, I moan at the impacts before I feel two small hands in my cheeks from behind, I reach my arm behind to grab one of Hannah’s and pull her into my knee, she is giggling as I tickle her with one hand, she soon sits up snuggling into me without a word, she’s is the cutest thing at five years old.

'That’s I long time for you guys right? I mean she’s only nineteen so you have been with her since she was fifteen? That’s so long’ he rambles making me smile thinking about us when we were fifteen. 'Yeah, it’s a long time but I love her, she the only girl I want to be with’ I tell him, he nods a little shrug finning shoulder at the same time. 'Can I tell you a secret?’ I ask him, looking down to Hannah as well as she sits up looking up at me she nods.

'Okay’ jack agrees and I nod, moving a little closer to him. 'I’m gonna as her to marry me’ I whisper, he gasps and Hannah bounces in my knee 'Proposing?’ He asks and I nod 'Wow, wicked, when?’ He asks, 'I was planning on asking her in an hour, before dinner’ I fill him in and he nods. 'Well good luck, bit that you will need it’ he tells you and although it’s only words it has a meaning and it fills me with butterflies.

'That’s special’ Hannah whispers in my ear, her small hands inking my cheeks so I wouldn’t move 'She will be a princess at a wedding with a pretty dress’ she tell me and no nod a little 'Can I wear a pretty dress too?’ She asks and I nod 'Defiantly, you’re a princess too’ I tell her and she cheers, I press me finger to my lips shushing her and she clasps her hand to her mouth widening her eyes. 'Sorry’ she whispers making me laugh a she looks around the room wide eyed.

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YOU’RE POV

'Who’s excited for Christmas dinner?’ You auntie cheers mainly to the younger kids but everyone gives a mumbles yes or excited cheer making you a laugh a little, you drop your shoulder into Michael shoulder, his hand wrapping around your back holding your waist, and you shuffle a little to get comfortable.

'Christmas dinner is very special’ you Nan tells the children, 'and do you know why?’ She asks them, your groan very quietly so only Michael can hear, he chuckles a little knowing too well what will be coming now, like every year your nans history/religious lesson on Christmas day.

'Because it’s Christmas and today is Christmas and Christmas is special’ your cousin cheers, you sister bounces in the spot 'Today is very special’ she nods agreeing and you laugh a little sat house excited she is.

'But do you know why it’s special?’ Your Nan asks, you sigh getting ready to hear the speech. 'Yep’ you sister cheers, 'Because Mikey is marrying (Y/N) and she is gonna wear a princess dress’ she cheers excited, as she bounces, turning to look at you and Michael, then she stops bouncing, her eyes growing wide and her hand clasping her mouth. 'Hannah’ Jack moans.

Your whole family starting in yours and Michael direction, you sit up a little, looking to Michael frowning. He is red in the face, looking a little embarrassed as he looks at all your family. 'Erm’ he clears his throat, 'this isn’t how I planned it’ he laughs nervously, 'Holy load above, are you proposing?’ Your mum gasps, you look to her, shocked yourself and your heart is pounding when you look back to see Michael give a nod. He stands up leaving you sitting stunned in the sofa.

'Well, I had a speech about how amazing you are and how much I love you’ he laughs a little 'I probably would have messed it up anyway’ he tells you, stuffing his hand into his jeans pocket before getting down on one knee. Your hand comes to your mouth as you feel your eyes water. 'I love you so much, we have been through pretty much everything we could and we are still going strong, stronger even. I can’t imagine a day of my life without you. I guess what I’m trying to get at is…..(Y/N) (Y/L/N) will you marry me?’ He asks, your stunned, a small nod the only thing you’re able to do, he takes your hand sliding the ring in and tote family are cheering and clapping, you feel a year roll down your cheek as Michael stands wrapping his arms around you and spinning you a little. 'I fucking love you so much’ he whispers into your ear. 'I love you too Mikey’

From Chelsea