that's the last of that i promise

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last episode in the anime made me think about todoroki’s past,,, this is the corniest thing ive  drawn in a while

Realest Fucking Panic! Lyrics Ever
  • i need a little sympathy to sore my insecurities
  • our consciences are always so much heavier than our egos, i set my expectations high so nothing ever comes out right
  • should’ve known right from the start you can’t predict the end
  • and being blue is better than being over it
  • you could tell me secrets that i’ll probably repeat; i’m not trying to hurt you, i just love to speak
  • fought resistance nearly my entire life
  • it’s better to burn than to fade away, it’s better to leave than be replaced
  • girls love girls and boys and love is not a choice
  • i want to complicate you, don’t let me do this to myself
  • in the sickness of you, i’m just a white blood cell fighting like hell for you
  • all of trade mistakes
  • you are taking me apart like bad glue on a get well card
  • all of the calendar lmao that whole song’s a masterpiece
  • how does a heart love if no one has noticed its presence and where does it go
  • wake up to despise a world i once loved
  • if i wake in the morning i only need two more miracles to be a saint, everything i promised everyone i’d be well i just ain’t
  • ALL OF NORTHERN DOWNPOUR JESUS FUCKING CHRIST HOLY FUCK FLYING SHIT
  • can’t take the kid from the fight, take the fight from the kid; sit back, relax, sit back, relapse again
  • talk to the mirror, oh choke back tears
  • im cutting my mind off, feels like my heart is going to burst
  • things have changed for me and that’s ok

anonymous asked:

oh ok thanks for answering so fast :) even it's fake that's still nice for my namjin imagination lol can you tell me what was written after daddy please... i can't read it :( Oh by the way what do you think about namjin since the beginning of 2017?, do you also feel that they interact less compared to their early debut where they looked so close to me, always standing next to each other, rapmon always touching jin hand when talking etc... i'm a bit sad, do you also feel it or is it just me?

I think it says “bby sin” - which ??? I have no idea what that means.

Beginning of 2017? We’re only 3 months in so I dont think we can make a general statement and say that “ there werent much namjin moments this year”. But I feel like, with the whole Wings comeback last year, NamJin has just been everywhere and more in your face then it has ever before- 

Exhibit A - when Namjoon and Jin had no chill and were openly flirting at a fan-signing 

Exhibit B - when they gave us this christmas gift and defined the word married

Exhibit C - when they actually got married in Japan and did a whole photoshoot on it

Exhibit D - when they couldnt contain their joy at winning at the AAAs

(lol im Yoongi in the back admiring them)

Exhibit D  - when Jin had some words of encouragement (?? sure) for Namjoon and vkook were all of us

Exhibit E - when they ended all ships with this one v live

And lets not forget:

And when it comes to holding hands and standing next to each other, well…

So anon dont be sad! Namjin is here and to me, 2016 was THEIR YEAR and fingers crossed that 2017 will be too! 

Yuuri's Favorite Russian
  • Yuuri, Victor, Yurio, Yakov, Mila, Minami, and Chris hanging at a competition they all happened to be assigned, and somehow they get on the topic of how Yuuri is doing in Russia.
  • Chris: So, Yuuri, who is your favorite Russian?
  • Victor: Pfft, me obviously
  • Yuuri: Well...
  • Every one looks at Yuuri in shock.
  • Yuuri: Obviously, I love him most, but he can hardly be called Russian if he didn't have the accent.
  • Yakov & Mila are all sorts of amused, Victor is half heartedly offended.
  • Chris: Then who?
  • Yuuri: *thinks for a few moments* It's between Yurio and Mila.
  • Yurio and Mila: *Victorious screaming* *jumps up to high five each other* *drags Yuuri up and literally lifts him on their shoulders chanting 'WE'RE YUURI'S FAVES'*
  • Every other Russian: *Pouting*
  • Yuuri: *trying not to fall and die as he's carried away*
  • Chris: *is so happy*
  • Kimberly: Why won't you ever hold my hand? If it's not your thing that's fine but you love cuddling so I don't think that's the issue.
  • Trini: You can't laugh. Cause I want to but... Just don't laugh.
  • Kimberly: I promise.
  • Trini: You make my palms sweat.
  • Kimberly: ...
  • Trini: Thank you for not laughing.
  • Kimberly: *smirks* Seriously, you're worried about getting my hands sweaty?
  • Trini: It's not funny and don't say whatever sexually explicit thing you are thinking right now.
  • Kimberly: It's pretty funny considering last night we generated a fair amount of sweat. *wiggles eyebrows suggestively*
  • Trini: Kim!

Day 1: My room turned into a ocean. I swear I found fishes and sharks swarming into my lungs. Or maybe that was the remains of you trying not to escape but desperately needing to
Day 2: You weren’t at school today and I should’ve been happy, I was more sad
Day 3: I thought I was ready to move on, then I saw you with her.
Day 4: We haven’t spoken in days now. My mind thinks its being shoved off a cliff.
Day 5: I wish it would just hit the bottom
Day 6: This will be the first weekend we dont hang out. I know you’ll be seeing her and I know youll be smiling without me. I’m trying hard to learn how to too
Day 7: I asked you for help on a history assignment and you replied with “Ask Amber im busy”. I texted back: “Tell Emma I said hi”
Day 8: You posted a video with her on the only social media site you have. When I saw it I erupted. I spewed lava every where, oh god its every where
Day 9: My mom made me sleep next to her on the couch. She was afraid I would try and do something like I did two years ago when another guy tore up my heart. I actually had thought about it
Day 10: I slept in your sweatshirt one last time so i can feel myself engulfed in you. I know you wanted them back so I had to feel you and smell you one last time.
Day 11: I gave you all of your stuff back and you thought I looked like a warrior but really I went home and tried getting you out of my bloodstream
Day 12: when will my eyes stop flowing?
Day 13: I snuck out with a boy and smoked weed on his couch. He talked about love and how much it hurt. I only pictured you.
Day 14: I woke up next to that same boy and I woke up screaming. The boy was worried and confused but I knew why I screamed. I imagined you laying with another girl on your couch. I ran out of his house so fast you’d think Id be better at running from you.
Day 15: Its spring break and im with my best friend and your with her and i swear i can feel you tracing her spine the way you used to trace mine
Day 16: I ignored your birthday and it felt worse than the puking i did that night
Day 17: Im treading icy water while you’re swimming away from me, I guess I just hope you’ll loop around and find your way back to the shattered, but still there, us
Day 18: I don’t remember the sound of your voice I don’t remember the color of your eyes I don’t remember your the taste of your lips
Day19: No amount of screaming gets your name out of my head
Day 20: I got on a plane today and when we took off I swear i almost walked to the door and started flying
Day 21: They say it takes 21 days fo break a habit but I think I just manage to fall more in love with a greedy monster
Day 22: I saw you today and wished you a happy late birthday and promised we’d watch the third Hobbit together. I’m beginning to hate myself more
Day 23: Its the end of the month maybe next month won’t be filled with thoughts of you and killing myself. i think im beginning to be over you
Day 24: april fools
Day 25: i think i understand now. when you first told me you loved me your mouth curled up on the edges, two days before you left when i gave my bare self to you your mouth was a straight line when saying i love you
Day 26: if you’re trying to kill me its working
Day 27: i woke up this morning to my blankets and pillows piled in a corner in my room. its something s ghost would do to make his presence known. im haunting myself. or maybe its the ghost of us tsking over my body
Day 28: its almost been a month since you told me it was never me. i almost texted you happy easter but i saw those text messages and just got angry
Day 29: I hate that you act like you didnt break my heart. i hate that you think im fine that im not writing a shit poem sbout your shit personality
Day 30: thirty days since you’ve wanted me. thirty days since i told you i love you. thirty days since you’ve slipped from my fingers. i tried catching you. you’ve been gone far too long. thirty days is too long
Day 31: i had a nightmare last night about you. you told me you loved me and kissed my forehead. i woke up breathing heavily and shaking. i want you out of my life
Day 32: running on no sleep isn’t fun
Day 33: ive been awake for over 50 hours in fear that ill see you in my dreams again. i cant risk that. it hurts so much. get out of my head
Day 34: my mother told me that love will do this. that its cruel and torturous and breaks you into such little pieces not even yourself can pick up all the pieces. you know where they all are, please come back and pick them up
Day 35: i talked to another guy last night we stayed up late and he asked me questions about you. we were sober so it wasn’t easy spitting up vowels and similies and euphemisms explaining the empty feeling in my chest after you left
Day 36: fuck if i stopped seeing you everyday i swear id be over you.
Day 37: my knee didnt touch your leg like it used it i promise i didnt do that fuck
Day 38: you told me that the wrinkles on my leg bothered you when i sat down. thats not what you said when we were trying not to get caught in the back of your car
Day 39: you told me you’d take me to prom and in two days itll just be another day you promised to spend with me. its funny how our plans turned to dust in a matter of seconds after cleaning
Day 40: the thunderstorm of us was inside of you and maybe that why it felt so close. i keep counting the seconds between the boom and light hoping you arent moving away buy i fear that you are already letting others feel your storm. the plants you grew are dying. maybe you should come back to water them
Day 41: ten days since its been a month since you left. i cried at prom because all i could look for in the crowd was you.
Day 42: i got so drunk all i could see was your face. the guy i fucked kept telling me his name wasn’t yours. i just screamed and cried because you’re all i still think about despite your efforts to continue to push me away
Day 43: i should be getting high today but if i do ill just write more and think more about a guy who will never care
Day 44: i think im trying to gain feelings for someone else because it’ll make moving on from you easier. im afraid to write that it hasnt
Day 45: you traces my leg like you used to. it was like dandelion tea. it made my insides fill with happiness. you’re my yellow paint.
Day 46: Van Gogh used to eat yellow paint because he thought it would put happiness inside him. He would consume it everyday in the hopes that it would bring his sadness to rest despite the fact that it could kill him first. i gues you were my yellow paint emphasis on the were. see im not going to write about you anymore, because when i write you down im under the impression that you’ll stay with the words but you don’t. this is the last sentence I’ll ever write about you

I know that I should be happy for you, and I should just want you to be happy even if its not with me, but still I can’t get myself to tell you “I’m happy for you” and truly mean it because the truth is, I’m not.
I’m not happy for you, because I want you to be with me, I want to be the one to make you happy. And I know thats selfish but thats only because I love you so much. and I know, if you truly love someone you’re supposed to only want them to be happy but I can’t look at you with her and genuinely be happy for you because I know that I could be better for you, and It just breaks my fucking heart.
It hurts so much to see you with someone else, I don’t want you with no one else and I know thats selfish. God just saying it out loud makes me feel like such a bad person, and I know its being possessive but I wasn’t the one who promised I’d be here forever first. I wasn’t the one who fell in love with you first and its so unfair because you are NOT here anymore, forever barely lasted a minute. and now I’m the one whose still in love with you. I’m the one whose still here while you found someone else.
And I want to say that seeing you smile makes me happy and that seeing you with her makes me wish you the best but I can’t because it doesn’t. It just makes me feel like I never meant a damn thing and it makes me feel like such a bad person but I hate her. I hate you. I’m just so damn bitter about all of it. Seeing you happy without me only breaks me into a million pieces, it only makes me feel worse. So I’m sorry,
I wish you the best, I really do. I just thinks its going to take a while before I can acknowledge that maybe its not me.
because right now, all I feel is hurt and hate so I’m sorry that I can’t be happy for you, I’m sorry that I can’t feel love anymore but you took that away the minute you left me.
—  I just want us back
Life Sentence

*walks into ML Angst Week three days late with zero chill* Angst Week Day 1: Mistakes/Aftermath.

~*~

After hugging and kissing Emma, Hugo, and Louis good night, Marinette and Adrien transformed and made their way to the Eiffel Tower.

It had been an exhausting week. Paperwork, meetings, more paperwork and more meetings, long discussions with Alya over how the Ladyblog’s official statement would read. At one point, Marinette laughed and told Adrien she regretted not having tried writing sooner—she wasn’t half bad at it.

Now Adrien released his transformation as he sat on a steel beam with his wife’s head resting on his lap, their fingers intertwined. It wasn’t the most comfortable place, but it was their place. They’d watched countless sunrises and sunsets from that same beam, spent so many nights trying to find stars in the Parisian sky that Adrien couldn’t remember them all. 

But he remembered the love, and that was all that really mattered.

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  • Arizona: Dont ever leave, promise me that right now
  • Callie: Im not going anywhere I promise
  • Arizona: Hugs Callie
  • Callie 3 seasons later: The last 30 days has taught me so much, all I wanted when we first came here was to know that we'd leave together, but from the minute I sat down I could feel it I could feel that I was gonna be suffocated. The last several weeks I have laughed more I have done more I have enjoyed myself more than- and I finally feel free, and by being free now I can see that constantly trying to fix us the thing thats killing me slowly and I dont wanna do it anymore I dont wanna fix it or fix us anymore, instead of loving you so hard I should be myself for a while. I should love me and you should love you and together we love Sofia rather than-..I want so much for you Arizona, for both of us..so much more than this. More than being stuck with someone who feels stuck. I want you to feel free too.
  • Me: Bitch what
Life Doesn’t Always Turn Out the Way You Plan

I was trying to post this on AO3, because it’s going to be a multi-parter. But AO3 is being grouchy tonight. So the first part will go up here, and get put up over there when the database starts behaving itself again. Then the rest of the chapters will go up over there too.

“While You Were Sleeping” is one of my all-time favorite movies ever. It just doesn’t feel like Christmas unless I’ve watched it at least once. And because I love it so much, I won’t be able to resist slipping verbatim quotes in here and there. So, watch out for those. Also, I know this is a Valentine’s challenge, but this movie is so wrapped up with Christmas for me that I had to set it then.

I’ll be honest - after this chapter, the rest of this so far is pretty much an outline interspersed with scene scraps. I’m hoping to post at least twice a week, but the schedule may be, ummmm, flexible. I’ll still try to get it all done in the month deadline.

That said, enjoy!

Life Doesn’t Always Turn Out the Way You Plan

My dad used to say something to me all the time when I was growing up. He would get this distant look in his eyes and he would tell me, “Iris, baby, life doesn’t always turn out the way you plan.”

l just wish I’d realized at the time he was talking about my life.

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ヽ(o♡o)/

Guardians of the Galaxy Roleplay Sentence Starters
  • "You'll die! Why are you doing this? Why?"
  • "Well that's just as fascinating as the first 89 times you told me that."
  • "Well I tell you what, that's gonna wear real thin, real fast, bud."
  • " I just wanted to tell you how grateful I am that you've accepted me despite my blunders. It is good to once again be among friends."
  • "This dumb tree is also my friend."
  • "I have lived most of my life surrounded my enemies. I will be grateful to die among my friends."
  • "Aww, what the hell, I don't got that long a lifespan anyway... "
  • "Well now I'm standing. Happy? We're all standing now. Bunch of jackasses, standing in a circle."
  • "We've already established that you destroying the ship I'm on is not saving me!"
  • "That is the most real, authentic, hysterical laugh of my entire life."
  • "Finger on throat means death!"
  • "They got my dick message."
  • "His people are completely literal. Metaphors go over his head."
  • "That dude there. I need his prosthetic leg. "
  • "God knows I don't need the rest of him. Look at him. He's useless."
  • "Well, supposedly, these bald bodies find you attractive, so maybe you could work out some sort of trade."
  • "That's for if things get really hardcore. Or if you wanna blow up moons."
  • "You just wanna suck the joy out of everything."
  • "Who put the sticks up their butts?"
  • "I am going to die surrounded by the biggest idiots in the galaxy."
  • "Fine, but I can't promise when all of this is over I'm not going to kill every last one of you jerks."
  • "See, this is exactly why none of you have any friends!"
  • "Oh she has no idea. If I had a blacklight, this would look like a Jackson Pollock painting."
  • "You got issues."
  • "He thinks I'm some stupid thing! He does!"
  • " I didn't ask to be torn apart and put back together over and over and turned into some little monster!"
  • "When I look around, you know what I see? Losers."
  • "You're an imbecile."
  • "I can't believe I got taken down by a raccoon."
  • "Raccoon? What's a raccoon?"
  • "Ain't no thing like me, except me!"
  • "We're just like Kevin Bacon."
  • "I live for the simple things... like how much this is going to hurt!"
  • "Dance-off, bro. Me and you."
  • "I like your knife, I'm keeping it."
  • "Oh, I was just kidding about the leg. I just need these two things."
  • "He said that he may be an... a-hole. But he's not, and I quote, 100% a dick".
  • "Well, I don't know if I believe anyone is 100% a dick."
  • "Let's see if you can laugh after five or six good shots in your freakin' face!"
  • "Creepy little beast!"
  • "I don't learn. One of my issues."
  • "Look at this thing. It thinks it's so cool. It's not cool to ask for help! Walk by yourself, you little gargoyle!"
  • "Hooked on a Feeling, Blue Swede! That song belongs to me!"
  • "Hold on a second, you're being serious right now?"
  • "I can't believe I'm taking orders from a hamster."
  • "You're a good looking girl. You should try to be more nice to people."

bookworm153  asked:

Letter/Jumin/I never believed in true love

Dear (Y/N), 

        This letter may seem pointless but it is time that I confessed my feelings for you. I never opened up to anyone because I don’t want to give someone the power to destroy. I know you won’t destroy my heart, but life works in weird ways. I am scared that you will become my biggest lesson. Perhaps, I may take the risk and jump in the ocean of your love. Will you be there to make sure I don’t drown? Will your waves be gently or will they crash leaving scars of your love around my body? Whatever the case may be but I trust you. I never believed in true love, but I want to believe in you. 

      If believing in true love means that I get to see your smile, then so be it. I will believe in it just so I can be consumed by your soul. I will need to ask a favor of your though, I need you to be patient with me. I need you to promise you will love the dark side of me. Can you do that for me please? I’m scared that my darkness will cloud your light. Thats the last thing that I would ever want to do, is for you to see me has the cold emotionless human being. I want you to see the real me. I want to show you my scars and why I got them. I want to tell you why I’m scared of the unknown. Most importantly, I want to learn about your scars? I want to trace them and give them light kisses because I know you’ve been through so much. 

    I can’t wait to get lost in your mind. 

Love, 

Jumin Han.

Guanlin as your boyfriend

- he looks like the type who’d throw you away easily
- especially with all the rumors about him
- buT SIKE he clingy af
- and also enjoys stroking the palm of your hand
- “but y/n!! i know you like it, stop pretending that you don’t”
- so lesson learnt, don’t listen to rumours!
- also he is very tall
- and unfortunately he uses that to his advantage
- a major fan of hiding your snacks on the top shelf jUST so you can ask him to reach it for you
- so in general a goddamn cUTIE WHO JUST WANTS TO FEEL WANTED
- which you ofc make him feel!
- but he’s hella shy with his feelings and you find it adorable how he always blushes whenever you compliment him
- which, now you think about it, doesn’t occur that much
- he’s the type to show his feelings through his actions…
- even if the actions mean being a pain in the ass 24/7, which you happily return back
- sHARING CLOTHES
- he finds it hella cute when you wander around with his huge hoodie
- also gets slightly turned on bUT GETS HELLA AWKWARD WHEN ON THAT TOPIC
- his morning voice is just as hot as him
- his morning breath… not so hot
- bUT YOU STILL LOVE EACH OTHER EITHER WAY
- you’re both shy of skinship in public so a lot of girls regularly hit on guanlin
- but you’ve gotten used to it and try your best to ignore it
- guanlin, on the other hand, completely ignores any compliments or any advances and makes sure you know that you’re the only one he loves!!!
- can I just say, he gives the best hugs
- “yah guanlin, get off me I have to go to work"
- “but y/n, let’s just stay like this for a few more minutes. Okay? I promise I’ll let you go after.”
- yeah, he lied
- and thats how u become late for work
- your both stubborn as hell, so when you fight it normally lasts for at least a few days
- guanlin crashes at seonho’s place and before you know it you both start to miss each other
- loads of compliments
- as well as regular pillow talks
- “okay, y/n, I admit I did act kind of like a douche.”
- “its nearly 2am and now you decide to tell me this”
- and then some cute pillow fights
- he’s just a really caring person and might not always be able to put his love across to you, but thats the whole point of a relationship in which you both grow and understand each other
- so yay you both love each other!!!