that's so rare now a days!

smh i’m trying to redecorate Wes’ loft and i realized i have like 0 rugs from cleaning out my cc a few months ago. i closed my game to go hunt for some but ended up downloading 200 items of cc.. none of them were rugs.

pls.

anonymous asked:

tuafw it's been a while since you realized you were probably autistic and the number of fun autistic self-discoveries per day (the, "oh, that's why I do it" and the "so that's a sign of autism?") has been dropping rapidly and now you only rarely have those realizations. and you really like them b/c they make you feel validated and actually autistic and you require constant validation of your autism or else you feel like you're faking

anonymous asked:

The hardest part is knowing that from now on, especially after the Star Wars celebration, nobody will be talking much about Carrie anymore. I'm sure she'll come up plenty during TLJ's press tour, especially regarding Leia, but then that's it. And so far we've somehow got new stories and new quotes here and there but now it will be a rare occasion. And that is beyond sad. As hard as the past 4 months have been, reading tributes after tributes has both broke and warmed my heart.

I get you, I love the tributes but depending on the day they are very hard to watch. In the end, that’s just how life is, though. Her legacy will live on forever, don’t forget that.

After the Storm (Happy x Reader)

Who’s ready to cry? You can thank @thats-so-rhyan for that. This was her request and I’m not sure I can forgive you for making me feel all the feels! Rude, if you ask me.

EDIT: I’m only realizing now that I did this out of order. I will have the 5 year anniversary one up soon!

Originally posted by wakinguptheneighbours

Playlist: Red Lighter - SoMo

~(xXx)~
A box of clothes
Some written notes
Is all I have left now
She closed the door
No turning back
This time it is clear now
~(xXx)~

It was a dreary day for California. One of those rare ones where the rain just wouldn’t stop. He wasn’t about to complain though. Rain was infrequent and he wasn’t in a position to grumble about something that didn’t hinder his riding 360 days of the year. The perks of living on the west coast. Seeing as he couldn’t go out on a ride, he’d settled in for cleaning out the garage. His OCD had been on a twinge the last while, and he couldn’t ignore the mess of the addition any longer. He propped open the inside door with an old shoe and went straight for the rolling sectional. He tugged on the yellow rope he tied around the handle and yanked it open. The wheels squealed, the bearings dry from being unused. The door rolled into the track overhead and rocked until it was settled.

He stood on the edge of the opening peering out into the street. The sky was grey, clouds covering the horizon. He’d remembered to drape the weather cover over his Harley the night before and it sat untouched by the water, in his driveway. The consistent plunks of droplets against the asphalt creating a steady rhythm. He breathed in tasting the hint of salt in the air. He turned around, assessing his potential work. Without leaving too much room to analyze he moved forward, grabbing a box and began sorting everything into three piles; to keep, to throw out, to give away.

~(xXx)~
Forgotten words and hopeless hurt
All left in the past now
Maybe it’s for the best
I’ll call it an angel’s test
My heart has no fear now
~(xXx)~

After a good two hours, he had the majority of the garage labelled and sorted into piles. Only three boxes left. He bent down to grab the next one, when he observed the name scrawled across the side. He paused. That was not a name he’d thought of in a long. He hadn’t even realized he kept anything from those days. He wiped off the top of a sturdy box and sat down. He stared at the box, the name piercing into his eyes. The stark black of the marker he used to label it had faded, just like his memories. He pulled the container forward, placing it between his feet. As he leaned over to unfold the flaps, a tiny tug on his heart strings made him pause. He pressed on, flipping open the box, the action caused a dust cloud to fly up and he coughed, waving a hand in front of his face.

When the dust settled he peered down into the cardboard. A shiver ran down his spine. He dropped a hand in pulling out the bandanas and a folded shirt of some kind, sitting on top. As he lifted the clothing out of the box, a swoosh sounded and dozens of little papers fell from their place scattering around his running shoes. He placed the items in his hand down next to him and bent forward, flipping over the assorted post-its and folded notes. He picked one up and it read: There’s a surprise for you in the bedroom. He let out a breath, remembering exactly what that note pertained too. He let go of it as if it stung him and glanced back over into the box. He ground his teeth together, reaching in and pulling out her favourite zippo. He turned it over in his hand, seeing her name inscribed on the side. The tick of his teeth grinding together obvious on the side of his jaw. He flung open the cap, running his thumb over the igniter. He flicked his thumb heavily over the wheel, seeing the spark and then the elongated flame burst to life.

~(xXx)~
But you’ll always be a part of me
And I got this red lighter, red lighter
Got this red lighter, red lighter
~(xXx)~

“Happy!” You chuckled.

He barreled through the bedroom door to see you perched on the edge of the bed in a new lacy lingerie baby doll. He didn’t even bother taking off any of his clothes as he raced towards you. He knocked you down on the bed, one of his rare smiles sprawled across his face.

“This for me?” He grumbled.

You ran your hand over his head, tracing the snake tattoo, “Everything I do is for you.”

He growled in your ear, biting down into your neck. You squealed and scrambled away from him.

He crawled after you, “Get back here!”

His arms encased around your head, pinning you down in place. He bowed his head towards yours, his lips aiming for yours but you whipped your head sideways laughing as you went. He was met with your ear and took advantage, nipping on your ear lobe.

“HAPPY!” You giggled.

You tipped him over, using your knees to hold him down. You raised yourself up over his chest and wiggled. He growled, as you shimmied for his entertainment. He reached up, his fingers gripping into your sides. He ran his hand up your back and bent you forward. You obliged, melding your mouth to his. You nibbled on his lower lip. His tongue slipped out running along the crease of your lips. You opened your mouth, accepting his advance. When he had you good and distracted he flipped over, laying you out on the bed below him. He paused, taking a moment to gaze at you. You smirked as he used one finger to trail along the swell of your chest.

He leaned in, his lips warm against your ear and murmured, “I love you.”

You placed both your hands on his shoulders and pushed him backwards. You bit your lip at the raw passion in his eyes.

“Forever.” You responded.

~(xXx)~
All these sparks are driving me insane
The memory of your eyes hide in this flame
You can’t take any of that away
We let it burn out, we’re caught in the rain
Rain, rain, rain, rain, rain
~(xXx)~

He flicked the cap closed, extinguishing the flame and narrowed his eyes. He grabbed the metal garbage can next to him and began tossing everything into it. He didn’t want to read the lost notes. He didn’t want to see the bandanas. Or remember the way you wore them. He growled as he shoved everything in the bin, closing his eyes as the picture of your smile reflected in his memory’s eye. You always had your hair up in a bun, a bandana tied around your head, the knot in the front positioned off to the left. He could still see the gold hoop earrings swinging as you moved and the way you rolled the sleeves up on his old SAMCRO t-shirts. He always come home to you wearing that exact outfit paired with some cut-offs. He tipped his head back, opening his eyes to stare at the rivets in the sliding garage door. You always kept his house clean, up to par with his OCD. He screwed his face up into a grimace and dumped the entire cardboard box into the bin. He punched the box into the bin, making everything fit. He stomped over to the work bench on the other side of his garage and rummaged around. He opened drawers and knocked things out of his way, searching for an extra bottle of lighter fluid. Finally he spotted an old yellow carton of fluid, snatching it up and shook it to make sure there was liquid in there. A sickening grin covered his face as he stalked back over to the can. He popped the lid open and poured the flammable liquid all over the contents he’d spilled in there. He tossed the emptied bottle into the can and flicked open the top of your old lighter. The flame burst to life and without a second thought, he dropped the ignited item down into the bucket of old memories. The fluid ignited with gusto and the flames roared to life in front of him. Dancing in the reflection of his glazed over eyes.

~(xXx)~
Even after the storm, the clouds are reborn but it’s never been wetter
It must have been fate, two hearts didn’t break, it’s gotta get better
I’ll keep these thoughts alive inside to remind me whenever
I’m down and out, I’ll think about when you said forever
~(xXx)~

He stalked down the hallway and kicked the bedroom door open. You were sniffling while shoving everything you owned into the first travel bag you found. He reached forward, grabbing the handles and yanking the bag away from you. You caught it in the last second and tugged it back towards you.

“Fuck off.” You screamed.

He twisted the handles around his fist and ripped the bag away from you, “You’re not going anywhere.”

“Like hell I’m not.” You hollered, stomping over to the closet and grabbing the few pairs of shoes you owned.

You heard as he dropped the bag onto the floor, and then felt as his fingers circled around your wrist. You flung your hand down trying to dislodge his grip on you. He held on tighter, pulling you into his embrace. You burst into tears and began pounding your fists against his chest. He waited. He let you beat against him until your screams turned into sobs and then as your sobs turned into hiccupped breaths. He let go holding you at arm’s length away. All your fury gone, replaced with sorrow, you let your head hang. He lifted your chin up with two fingers and you could see the pain behind his blank mask.

“What happened to forever?” He asked.

You frowned, your vision blurring.

You wiped the new tears from your eyes and stared at him, “What happened to ‘you’re the only woman for me’?”

~(xXx)~
And you’ll always be a part of me
Cause I got this red lighter, red lighter
Got this red lighter, red lighter
~(xXx)~

“Shit!” He swore.

Realizing his drastic mistake he kicked the garbage bin out onto the driveway. The metal can rolled, bits and pieces scattering about in the rain. The downpour extinguished the flames. Charred mementos strewn about his property. He stood on the edge of the barrier of wet and dry. He swallowed seeing his only physical reminders of you burned to ashes. He wiped a hand down his face, frustrated with his reaction. He stepped away from the garage, immediately soaked from the downpour. He bent at the knees, sifting through a few of the notes, trying salvage what he could. He sighed. Nothing could be saved. He clenched his teeth together, twirling one of his rings around his finger. He pinched the bridge of his nose, tapping his fingers against his knee. He let out a deep breath and stared at his anger manifested. He moved to stand back up when he spotted the only item not burnt to a crisp. He reached for it, plucking it up off the ground and turning it over. He ran a finger along the inscription of your name. He stood up and backed into the garage. He tugged the pack of cigarettes out of his pocket and pulled one out. He flicked the cap open, igniting the flame and running along the end of the smoke until it lit. He inhaled, holding the fumes in his chest and then exhaled, letting the smoke billow around him. He clicked the cap closed and slipped the only living reminder that you existed into his pocket.

Your red lighter.

~(xXx)~
All these sparks are driving me insane
The memory of your eyes hide in this flame
You can’t take any of that away
We let it burn out, we’re caught in the rain
Rain, rain, rain, rain, rain
~(xXx)~
  • Clint: *excitedly telling tony about something* But like, but, like, she was COVERED in blood, it was everywhere, all over the bed, I didn't know Nat could bleed that much without dying.
  • Tony: Ew.
  • Steve: *only came into room for coffee, heard end of convo* *sigh* I know that guys now days are a lot more progressive than the guys in my era, but really, some things are still so backwards. It's called menstruation, it happens.
  • Clint: *shakes head* Nah, I'm not freaked out by that, that's NORMAL, Nat got shot last night, it made a mess in her bedroom.
  • Steve: *wtf look* You... brought her to the hospital, right?
  • Clint: Well, I brought her a medical kit...
  • Steve: *angry look*
  • Tony: Um... Clint, lets go take Nat to the medical bay, okay?
  • Clint: *a rare show of self preservation* Okay.

I can go around all day giving each individual lapeep a name, but without any distinction to connect them to thats basically useless, and instantly forgettable.

For the most part they all have subtle physical differences. facial structure, height, feather patterns and length, and of course the pyrite fleck patterns on their gems come to mind, but If I had only a handful of lapeeps it would be enough to tell them apart. but I have a bit more than a handful, you see.

there are very few extremes that are easy to pick out. one sec, 

yep. in her cubby as usual. 

This is Borb, shes the best behaved as she does basically nothing but emit peace and harmony to every being around her. I appreciate it.

lets see.. I think any others are mostly based on behavior? it HAS to be consistent and prominent for me to always recognize who it is. if needed, its a good way to refer to individuals temporarily in small groups.

most commonly I just name them what their favorite word to say and repeat is. sometimes they even figure out how to spell their favorite if they see the markings enough. I dont think they actually know what the letters are, just that they make their word. its efficient because they’ll easily recognize their own “name” if I call for them

huh… speaking of consistent behavior…

I could probably name her… shes the one whos been pretty much living in my pocket whenever she can after she reformed. I can even take her into the rest of the house because she’ll always stay with me. she probably wont stop anytime soon, so that counts right?

I should pick something simple for now before I pull some regrettable meme name that ends up sticking. again.

shes my little peep-buddy, so… I dont know uh… Peridot… jr.? no, no, thats ridiculous she isn’t even a peridot! UGH!! I remember now, good names are hard to come up with so I rarely bother. theres your real answer.

how about just. Lapis jr. yeah thats good, I’ll take it. its only temporary anyway.

10

WHOOOOAA DOUJIMA WAS GREAT i wasn’t expecting less anyway since it was its first time at Suntec~ THANK YOU AGAIN TO EVERYONE WHO TURNED UP TO SUPPORT US (me, @parfaitsugar and @monsieur-scythebeef included)!! it felt really good to meet so many like-minded haikyuu fans and I LOVE IT WHEN U GUYS SHARE YOUR HEADCANONS/RARE SHIPS WITH ME pls do it more often HAHAHA i don’t mind! AND THANK U EVERY SINGLE ONE OF U WHO GIFTED ME THINGS U KNOW WHO YOU ARE OMG YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A SHOUJO ANIME PROTAGONIST AND THATS THE BIGGEST COMPLIMENT OK

AND IT WAS A SURPRISE to see some Dai Gyakuten Saiban fans LIKE YAASSS I LOVE U ALL i might be making more merch for that, now that i know there is some sort of fan base in sg at least!

the next upcoming con we’ll be at would be FAM (Funan anime matsuri) on 11-12th June, booth 12, so do come by to support/just say hi/scream at us again (we love it)

anonymous asked:

JaxBlade you are a very active person and seem to live a healthy and happily. I really need your help. I'm trying so hard to get in shape and get happy and healthy but I always get stuck on the Damn Computer. I think I'm hyped to workout but then I get stuck on Youtube for 5 hours, then I get stuck on Tumblr, Facebook, and Twitter and I just veg out. Not moving. I hate this, I feel like I am becoming just a lump of meat. Help me Jax. I want to overcome my laziness. Please help me.

Take my hand Anon

I’ll shall help you. For starters this has also happened to me and it sucks doesnt it. Youtube, Facebook, Twitter, and Tumblr are all fun social media sites but they can become very addictive and then so many days are wasted vegging out on them. What helped me personally, when I realized this started happening to me, was I went out a got a mini notebook and made it into a Log Book.  

A Log Book is very useful for having a productive day and getting all the goals you want done. For me this is my own one, I have about 3 of them and how I like to do it is I monitor 4 things, My Mood, My Meals, My Goals for the Day, and My Workout. I monitor my mood because it helps me see if I’m actually pleased with how I’m doing today and I have 5 levels,

5: Means I’m feeling like GOD, like everything is perfect and I want it to stay this way. I hit 5 when I set a new record in my training or if I get to do some “fun cardio” with a lovely babe ;)

4: Means I’m feeling good, nothings wrong, I’m just in a good mood, thats how I am the majority of the day.

3: Means I’m Okay, I could be better but right now I just feel meh.

2: Means I’m either sad or pissed off or just feel down.

1: Means I’m either so enraged I want to murder someone or I’m so sad I feel like contemplating suicide. I’m rarely if ever at this state. Anyways track your mood it helps.

Then I focus on meals, and watching what you eat actually does effect how you perform through the day. If I wakeup on an empty stomach and the first thing I eat is Pizza and burgers with Soda then the rest of the day I’m just going to be sluggish and tired. But If I wake up and eat some oatmeal, eggs, and some oranges with some green tea I’m gonna feel great through out the day and Now I know I can make it through. So Tracking meals is important, you can write them down or use http://www.myfitnesspal.com/

Now the main thing of a Log Book is your goals for the day. These should be done preferably back to back cause you realize “hey i am actually being productive I dont wanna waste time on those sites just yet”. My examples would be I have to 

  • Workout
  • Floss teeth, cause I dont floss enough like I brush
  • Do yoga
  • Meditate
  • Eat Healthy
  • Maybe read for 30 minutes
  • and then whatever goal you want to accomplish, I set something that is going to help me build up to that goal.

So Get a Goal, Get a Plan, and GET UP OFF YOUR ASS! 

The Last thing I do is monitor my workout just to see if I’m improving physically. I know a lot people go “well thats too much work to be doing all that” well hey man I’m makin GAIINNZZ

It is hard to stay dedicated but that sets you above the rest. If it was easy everyone would do it but if you can make it through, It shows you have heart and dedication and those build character. But in the end I know you’ll be the one standing and ya know what ya gotta do. So Do it.

TLDR: Get a Log Book, Get a Goal, Get off Your Ass and the best of Luck ^_^

Also I want you to say this to yourself everyday. “Its Possible I can make it, Its possible I can do this, Its possible Im not goin to allow this to get the best of me 

I wish ya the best of Luck Anon ^_^

anonymous asked:

I've been invading your inbox from time to time now lol but I really have to express how much of a safe & secure place your blog is. Listen, I rarely get motivated but there's something about the way you write & the way you are that just gets me going. You make me want to approach others more easily & inspire me so greatly to test my own boundaries, to make a better version of myself. So thank you for making this blog. I truly, am so happy you exist & that you're alive. Please be safe<3

          i honestly thought???  this went to the wrong person???  bc reading this i got super emotional and i was so surprised to get this and???  fans myself,,  like, i didn’t know it was even possible for me to?? influence someone!!  to begin with!!  and skdfjlsdfj i’m so glad?? my blog gives you that safety that you need and my inbox will always be open armed for you!!  but anyway, yes!!  i will be your inspiration for you!!  to be confident!!  and to succeed with your best potential!!!!  whether it’s on tumblr or irl!!! 

           tbh i feel like i should be thanking you instead!!  you had the confidence to come into my inbox and send this ask and it’s really uplifting ( well not uplifting i need a word that properly conveys??  my joy??  the absolute delight??  all of my pure-hearted intentions of hoping i can make people feel better and be there for them and want to see them grow and be happy?? but we’ll go with it )  to see this??  like,, , , i hope i can help other people feel the same way too ,, ,  i’ll stay safe for u bb blows u kisses

chardude  asked:

as a 300lb dude who wants to be a Z-Fghter too, what would you say is a good way to get started?

I’ll tell you what I tell everyone and thats the importance of keeping a log book,You literally track your progress and Gainz, and you EXPONENTIALLY INCREASE Your progress in Anything you want to succeed in.

Heres one of mine from last year.

A Log Book is very useful for having a productive day and getting all the goals you want done. For me this is my own one, I have about 3 of them and how I like to do it is I monitor 4 things, My Mood, My Meals, My Goals for the Day, and My Workout of the day.

I monitor my mood because it helps me see if I’m actually pleased with how I’m doing today and I have 5 levels,

5: Means I’m feeling like GOD, like everything is perfect and I want it to stay this way. I hit 5 when I set a new record in my training or if I get to do some “fun cardio” with a lovely babe ;)

4: Means I’m feeling good, nothings wrong, I’m just in a good mood, thats how I am the majority of the day.

3: Means I’m Okay, I could be better but right now I just feel meh.

2: Means I’m either sad or pissed off or just feel down.

1: Means I’m either so enraged I want to murder someone or I’m so sad I feel like contemplating suicide. I’m rarely if ever at this state. Anyways track your mood it helps.

Then I focus on meals, and watching what you eat actually does effect how you perform through the day. If I wak eup on an empty stomach and the first thing I eat is Pizza and burgers with Soda

then the rest of the day I’m just going to be sluggish and tired

. But If I wake up and eat some oatmeal, eggs, and some oranges with some green tea or whatever healthy breakfast i cook that day

I’m gonna feel great through out the day and Now I know I can make it through whatever the day gives me

So Tracking meals is important, you can write them down or usehttp://www.myfitnesspal.com/

Now the main thing of a Log Book is your goals for the day. These should be done preferably back to back cause you realize “hey i am actually being productive I dont wanna waste time on Youtube, Tumblr, Twitter, Facebook etc etc just yet”. My examples would be I have to

  • Workout
  • Floss teeth, cause I dont floss enough like I brush
  • Do yoga
  • Meditate
  • Eat Healthy
  • Maybe read for 30 minutes
  • and then whatever goal you want to accomplish, I set something that is going to help me build up to that goal.

So Get a Goal,

Get a Plan,

and GET UP OFF YOUR ASS!

The Last thing I do is monitor my workout just to see if I’m improving physically.Am I getting stronger?
Is my conditioning going up?
Can I do something that I couldn’t do 2 weeks ago?

I know a lot people go “well thats too much work to be doing all that” and thats why they remain the same and don’t improve. If you really want something you’ll do it or you’ll make an excuse

Everyday I become a better person. Not for anyone, but myself.

unloved-senpai  asked:

Jax senpai, you talk about a cosplayer diet and your hardcore awesome training but im new to anime training so any tips on how to start? Both on training and diet.

Well my advice to anyone starting the fitness journey is
patience and consistency, and of all else Discipline!

Everyday you gotta squeeze a bit of Success out of it, and those Little bits of success day by day, week by week, month by month LEAD to Incredible GAINZ. 

Thats why I  ALWAYS STRESS The importance of keeping 

A Log Book

A Log Book is very useful for having a productive day and getting all the goals you want done. For me this is my own one, I have about 3 of them and how I like to do it is I monitor 4 things, My Mood, My Meals, My Goals for the Day, and My Workout of the day.

I monitor my mood because it helps me see if I’m actually pleased with how I’m doing today and I have 5 levels,

5: Means I’m feeling like GOD, like everything is perfect and I want it to stay this way. I hit 5 when I set a new record in my training or if I get to do some “fun cardio” with a lovely babe ;)

4: Means I’m feeling good, nothings wrong, I’m just in a good mood, thats how I am the majority of the day.

3: Means I’m Okay, I could be better but right now I just feel meh.

2: Means I’m either sad or pissed off or just feel down.

1: Means I’m either so enraged I want to murder someone or I’m so sad I feel like contemplating suicide

I’m rarely if ever reach this state.

Anyways track your mood it helps.

Then I focus on meals, and watching what you eat actually does effect how you perform through the day. If I wak eup on an empty stomach and the first thing I eat is Pizza and burgers with Soda

then the rest of the day I’m just going to be sluggish and tired

. But If I wake up and eat some oatmeal, eggs, and some oranges with some green tea or whatever healthy breakfast i cook that day

I’m gonna feel great through out the day and Now I know I can make it through whatever the day gives me

So Tracking meals is important, you can write them down or usehttp://www.myfitnesspal.com/

Now the main thing of a Log Book is your Goals for the day. These should be done preferably back to back cause you realize “hey i am actually being productive I dont wanna waste time on Youtube, Tumblr, Twitter, Facebook etc etc just yet”. My examples would be I have to

  • Workout
  • Floss teeth, cause I dont floss enough like I brush
  • Do Work
  • Meditate
  • Eat Healthy
  • Maybe read for 30 minutes
  • and then whatever goal you want to accomplish, I set something that is going to help me build up to that goal.

So Get a Goal,

Get a Plan,

and GET UP OFF YOUR ASS!

The Last thing I do is monitor my workout just to see if I’m improving physically.Am I getting stronger?
Is my conditioning going up?
Can I do something that I couldn’t do 2 weeks ago? 

Originally posted by rc-g


I know a lot people go

“well thats too much work to be doing all that”

and thats why they remain the same and don’t improve. If you really want something you’ll do it or you’ll make an excuse

Everyday I become a better person. Not for anyone, but myself

anonymous asked:

Like you I didn't want to go tossing sex around like it didn't mean much, so I didn't end up losing my virginity until I was 25. I ended up marrying the dude but that's not important. Having a little self respect now days is a rare thing. Good for you. :)

I’m happy for you and finding the one. And i hope to have a similar story. However, me waiting for the right person to have sex with is not any indicator of having more “self respect” than those who have sex with a different person every day. How one views/enjoys sex is no indication of morals or anything like that.

anonymous asked:

What do you do when you don't seem to be making any progress?

I’ll tell you what I tell everyone and thats the importance of keeping a log book, You literally track your progress and Gainz, and you EXPONENTIALLY INCREASE Your progress in Anything you want to succeed in.

Heres one of mine from last year.

A Log Book is very useful for having a productive day and getting all the goals you want done. For me this is my own one, I have about 3 of them and how I like to do it is I monitor 4 things, My Mood, My Meals, My Goals for the Day, and My Workout of the day. 

I monitor my mood because it helps me see if I’m actually pleased with how I’m doing today and I have 5 levels,

5: Means I’m feeling like GOD, like everything is perfect and I want it to stay this way. I hit 5 when I set a new record in my training or if I get to do some “fun cardio” with a lovely babe ;)

4: Means I’m feeling good, nothings wrong, I’m just in a good mood, thats how I am the majority of the day.

3: Means I’m Okay, I could be better but right now I just feel meh.

2: Means I’m either sad or pissed off or just feel down.

1: Means I’m either so enraged I want to murder someone or I’m so sad I feel like contemplating suicide. I’m rarely if ever at this state. Anyways track your mood it helps.

Then I focus on meals, and watching what you eat actually does effect how you perform through the day. If I wak eup on an empty stomach and the first thing I eat is Pizza and burgers with Soda

then the rest of the day I’m just going to be sluggish and tired

. But If I wake up and eat some oatmeal, eggs, and some oranges with some green tea

 I’m gonna feel great through out the day and Now I know I can make it through whatever the day gives me

So Tracking meals is important, you can write them down or use http://www.myfitnesspal.com/

Now the main thing of a Log Book is your goals for the day. These should be done preferably back to back cause you realize “hey i am actually being productive I dont wanna waste time on Youtube, Tumblr, Twitter, Facebook etc etc just yet”. My examples would be I have to

  • Workout
  • Floss teeth, cause I dont floss enough like I brush
  • Do yoga
  • Meditate
  • Eat Healthy
  • Maybe read for 30 minutes
  • and then whatever goal you want to accomplish, I set something that is going to help me build up to that goal.

So Get a Goal, 

Get a Plan, 

and GET UP OFF YOUR ASS!

The Last thing I do is monitor my workout just to see if I’m improving physically. Am I getting stronger?
Is my conditioning going up?
Can I do something that I couldn’t do 2 weeks ago?

I know a lot people go “well thats too much work to be doing all that” and thats why they remain the same and don’t improve. If you really want something you’ll do it or you’ll make an excuse

Everyday I become a better person. Not for anyone, but myself.

anonymous asked:

Funny Fact: I've never REALLY seen ace/aro representation in media and I've always been curious about "how does it feel like being recognised?". Well, a couple of days ago I was reading the wtnv novel [spoiler free!] and there was a little part talking about kids growing up and it said "and then they start liking boys, or girl, or they don't. And that's ok." and I understood... Because that little "or they don't" warmed my heart and made me so happy of not being left out~

I AM READING WTNV RIGHT NOW AND I REMEMBER THAT EXCERPT. I feel you anon, the representation is rare and precious. There is also the show Sirens (haven’t seen it yet) with blatant ace rep. But thanks for that shout out.

TOHOSHINKI With Tour Fukuoka Day 3 MC- 2nd MC session
  • *I re-listened to my own audio recording for this MC part so it supposed to be accurate*
  • CM: outside the wind blew really strong so i was really worried about the guests (audiences) that came here, but apparently I don't to worry about anything (t/n: implying that everyone was being high-spirited throughout the concert)
  • YH: indeed, see these sweats? it's so bad. since i totally lost to all of you here, let's rest for a bit while talking
  • CM: *telling the staff to move the bridge (in japanese: "ohashi" which has the exact same meaning with chopstick)
  • YH: This hashi? *while gesturing chopstick*
  • CM:
  • YH: but indeed (the bridge) looked like a chopstick isn't it?
  • CM: well yeah it probably is… anyway, can i say something personal?
  • YH: Sure
  • CM: When we went backstage for costume change I told the staff too, around the time when we performed "choosey lover" I became REALLY hungry…
  • BE: *laughs
  • to the point where I couldn't concentpfffttt…
  • BE: lol omg
  • YH: it's okay
  • CM: it's not okay! i'm really hungry!
  • YH: well if you're hungry you can eat later during the break. I'll arrange it.
  • -the bridge started moving-
  • YH: (looking down to the floor) anyway this bridge is transparent so i can see the all of your faces clearly
  • CM: I'm gonna say this honestly, no lies, but since this is the last day I thought ah it's too bad that it's over… but apparently among the 3 days I think today everyone is charged up the most.
  • BE: yeah!
  • CM: and then because tomorrow is monday everyone has to go to the office
  • YH: yes, have to go to work
  • BE: T.T
  • *************
  • CM: It's been 1 year since the last dome live tour, and tho it's been a while since the last dome live tour, it's different from last time, we didn't start from tokyo, but from osaka…no not osaka…
  • BE:
  • YH: THIS IS FUKUOKA (while wiping changmin's face lol)
  • CM: … here is fukuoka
  • YH: not osaka
  • CM: from fukuoka…… well i'm a foreigner here please be more understanding… thanks *hihi*
  • BE: kyaaa
  • CM: well from fukuoka, isn't it rare? not from tokyo
  • YH: yes yes… from the start i was thinking like "let's get hype up" and then because everyone here is so hype i feel like i'm lost already, so from now… oh the response is so quiet so we're going to the next song
  • BE: EEHHH!?
  • YH: yes yes, that's better, be good, don't be selfish
  • BE: lol
  • -explains about the meaning of WITH-
  • -gags-
  • *in all other days only Yunho would do the gag but today BE spontaneously asked Changmin to do gag as well*
  • YH: you hear they also want you to do it
  • BE: YEAH!!
  • CM: … what should i perform
  • YH: doesn't have to be rassen gorerai just say whatever you wanna say
  • *yunho told changmin to do it since he said whatever coming from changmin would be funny*
  • CM: ANYTHING's fine?
  • YH: But there are kids here
  • CM: i know right… but i still have to do my job right… but being told to do this… also the fact that i never do rassen gorerai… so maybe a little
  • YH: yes anything's fine
  • CM: no, i mean can i sing a song for a bit
  • *changmin starts singing and in 3 seconds yunho cuts in with rassen gorerai and two of them high-fived*
  • CM (to yunho): thank you I was saved!
  • YH: you want to hear more isn't it? so please wait a moment
  • CM: please sing it (yourself) in the karaoke
  • -end of translation-
How is this for real?

Are you telling me they are actually spending Christmas together????????? For real!!!! I can’t stop crying right now I’m so emotional! After a whole year of rarely getting anything this is just like the old days! SO OBVIOUS I JUST CAN’T!! THIS HAS TO BE THE CRAZIEST THING THATS HAPPENED!!! CHRISTMAS REALLY TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I know it’s been over a year since I’ve posted in the tag but I just can’t take it anymore!!!! This is crazy! I promise I’ve never left @madd09 has been keeping me updated everyday so I know what’s going on I’ve just been too busy to post in here. How is everyone going? I’ve missed you all!!!!!!!!!!!

anonymous asked:

I've followed you for awhile now and I honestly just love who you are. You're one of the most genuine people I've ever come across, and that's so rare. You're like finding a diamond in a sea of coal, or a lighthouse that shines when the rest of the world is dark. I know you don't think highly of yourself, but I just want you to know you are literally the most amazing person I've ever had the privilege of even being aware of your existence. I love you, and I hope one day you do the same.

You cannot imagine how you made me feel. This message is so sweet. I think you deserve so much! Thank you 💗