that's pretty much who i am

anonymous asked:

...I'm pretty sure that if that person, the one calling Jews Arabs, saw me they would not come to the conclusion that I was ethnically Jewish, even though I am--considering that I'm pretty much the spitting image of my father at my age. My Icelandic-and-British-and-Irish heritage father. Sure. That's definitely going to work out. -pocket-knife

You know what it reminds me of? The “perfect Aryan child” propaganda poster that the Nazis used.

You know, the Nazis that had their “scientific methods” to tell who was and wasn’t Jewish.

But that “perfect Aryan” was this woman, Hessy Taft:

who’s Jewish.

anonymous asked:

can u perhaps give me ur thoughts on fans' theory about juvia being gray's second choice. i've seen loads of posts saying that gray had feelings for lucy but stepped down bc he saw her chemistry with natsu. but i don't think that's the case, gray was attracted to lucy bc of her looks. juvia on the other hand, i am confindently positive that he is attracted to her as a whole; her personalities, her looks, her everything and her in general. juvia was never his second choice, juvia IS his choice.

Well, I have to applaud you, anon. You pretty much nailed it, and I agree with you. I’ve said this before, but Gray has always been portrayed as a normal guy who finds attractive girls attractive. If Lucy was his first choice, then what is Erza, or Virgo, or the cute waitresses at the guild? Because he clearly had an attraction to all of them and has shown at least as much “interest” in them, as he has canonically shown in Lucy. 

Gray seemed to have a crush on Erza when she entered the guild, he called Virgo cute, and he was blushing over the waitresses new uniforms when they came back from the Tower of Heaven. Lucy is a beautiful girl, so I’m sure Gray thought so, too.  

Mashima basically showed us Gray is just a character who finds attractive girls attractive. Nothing more, nothing less. 

I also feel like this headcanon is simply built off of fans love for Lucy. So, if Lucy is your favorite girl, the more guys who like her, the merrier. She still gets her choice of guy, but doesn’t it feel good to have lots of characters interested in Lucy? Doesn’t that show how awesome she is? And I get that feeling. As a Juvia fan, I loved that Lyon loved her. It was nice and fun when that actual love triangle was in play. But, the difference is, that love triangle was supported by the manga. While the Natsu, Lucy, and Gray one doesn’t have a leg to stand on.

To say Gray decided he couldn’t go for Lucy, because of Natsu’s feelings? Shounen is not that subtle. Mashima would have shown us Gray having such a revelation. Even a slight one would have sufficed. But we have NEVER seen Gray take notice of Natsu’s relationship with Lucy. Not once. Likewise, and even more importantly, we have never seen Gray fall in love with Lucy. So, you can have the headcanon, but it’s not supported by one piece of manga evidence, and that’s a fact. 

Mashima has only ever shown Gray to have romantic development with one girl. That girl was Juvia. That IS supported with manga evidence. A LOT of it. And the above headcanon is trying to undermine the importance of that fact. 

Imagine if people started saying Lucy was a second choice for Natsu because Lisanna died? If she hadn’t, he’d have probably ended up with her, because their relationship seemed very similar to his and Lucy’s before she got swept off to Edolas. And even Gildarts seemed to think she was a big deal to him. 

But, as a Nalu shipper, I don’t think that’s true, because Lisanna came back, and that didn’t alter or harm Natsu’s relationship with Lucy, and if anything, Lisanna encouraged Lucy to stick close to Natsu. 

But, saying that Lucy was Natsu’s second choice is just as undermining as saying Juvia was Gray’s. And there’s no doubt, it would piss people off royally. Especially if such a theory was tagged as nalu. 

IMO, Gray is a very strong-willed character. If he had wanted to pursue Lucy, I honestly see nothing to stop him from doing so. Many of us are still not even sure of Natsu’s feelings, but Gray knew? All that time ago? Without Mashima showing us he knew, and showing us him making that conscious decision to back off of Lucy? Please.

IMO Gray never pursued Lucy for the same reasons he never seemed to have any previous romantic relationships. Because his feelings never progressed to that point until Juvia, thanks to the development he had with her, and because of the type of person she is. She was overt in her feelings. She showed him care, and understanding, and patience, and most importantly, she helped heal him through the pain and guilt and fear that has been holding him back from embracing anyone the way he’s prepared to embrace Juvia. 

And we know the above is a fact, because we’ve been taken through that development step-by-step. Mashima took the time to show it to us, because it was important. He showed us Gray growing past things, and opening up because of Juvia. 

So, how could he have liked Lucy to the extent of needing to “back off for Natsu’s sake” when he was too closed off at that point to have those kinds of serious feelings for anyone? And not one shred of manga evidence proves otherwise. 

He LOVES Juvia. And the manga has shown us he’s never been in love before, until Juvia., because she is the only one Mashima has shown us Gray falling in love with. She was the one who made the ice mage feel WARM. She’s the one who’s NOT a friend. She was the one he died for on more than one occasion. She’s the first person he thought of when speaking of what he wanted to do when the war was over. And she’s the one he promised an answer to. 

So, it would be nice if people stopped trying desperately to undermine Gray’s feelings and development with Juvia. The manga doesn’t support those Natsu x Lucy x Gray headcanons. It’s as simple as that. 


a little scene between silentstar and her other dad zario who pretty much pulled a pinestar from the canon wc books, but instead came back later on in the story

silentstar welcomed him into the clan but not into her heart, unable to forgive him as she blames everythings thats happened all on zario, having had choosen to leave his mate and kit alone in the wild, hagioh ending up killed and silentstar forced to live in the clan that have tormented her all her life. zario is indifferent as he knows every decision was made by haigoh and silentstar themselves, so they often argue and have a rocky relationship

scene inspired by that scene in Moonlight between chiron and his mom

husbandmurders  asked:

Hey! True question this time: I love you Queen of Otayuri .... Oops no, that's not it! I mean, what software do you use to draw? I am very curious to see how you colorize. I repeat it, but I'm really a fan! I am a child who learns, the eyes full of stars in front of you.

I’m not queen of otayuri please stahp it x”“D
OK I’ll do a kind of simple anime style coloring tutorial. it’s my own coloring style and it’s pretty much saves time, wants to make some simple artworks, or used when you’re too lazy to color.

I actually not good at explaining things to people….
I hope you can understand..(。ŏ﹏ŏ)

I used to use SAI but decide to try this one and I personally like it. but a lot of my friends still use SAI. any software is good, it’s just you who decide to make your drawings look fab

let’s use otayuri ministop for example cuz it has everything I need to explain (my) anime style coloring. (i said my style because everyone has their own coloring style)

any kind of coloring style always needs base color (idk what to say in here)

use G-pen or Marker to color and shade. or any kind of brush that have no blending effect. shade some parts that have depth like the back of Yuri’s neck, under the chin. Beka’s armpits, Yuri’s elbow, etc. make sure to set the light source first to decide which part that need shadows.

use light color to shade

lightning not only use for hairs but also for clothing. if your character wears spandex then you have to add lightning on it because spandex is elastic. since they’re not wearing any elastic or shiny clothing material I didn’t added lightning to their clothes

layer clip is awesome. sometimes you see your lining is too conspicuous that’s where the layer clip help to solve the problem. I use it on Yuri’s blush and the plastic cup Beka holds

last I add more layer to give thin strands for the plastic cup and tiny dots on  Beka’s eyes

to make an artwork looks so fabulous all you have to do is keep doing experiments. such as add effects like glows, sparkles, add variety of colors, add tiny details.

take note that you can’t be a pro in a few days/weeks/months without practicing a lot. I took 5 years or more to be like now x”D I’m lazy

not everyone spend their 5 years on improving. some only need a few months or years to be so good at drawing, and some need their whole life to improve cuz all they do is just complaining at their own drawings and jealous on other people’s drawings instead of practicing. choose wisely.

that’s all… I think.. and thank you for reading (´エ`;)


5 years ago, like many others, I went on a journey.
Not just any journey, it was a journey to the mountain with the bright shining light on the top.

Can you guys believe it? 5 years! I’ve been on this wonderful journey for 5 years now. There are no words to express how much that means to me really. It’s been so much fun and I truly love my time spent answering silly questions and making new friends from all over~

To commemorate this wonderful day, here is my very first post in this blog! Horrible isn’t it? Lolol. But nah, it’s really awesome to see how much both Scarfy and I have grown in the course of 5 years, so I thought it would be nice to redraw/update said post to pretty much show said growth.

Anywho, thank you so much to those who have stuck around with me for so long and also to all the new friendly travelers who have just recently come across this blog! I shall continue to be here for as long as I am able to so don’t think I’ll be going anywhere else any time soon~

Happy Birthday Scarfy~!  

okay well… at least eva knows just how much p chris is worth and is using him only for fun. also we’ll get the girl squad getting Sana a present to show her how much they love her so thats good

anonymous asked:

51, 95, 105

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

hmmm… i don’t think i GENUINELY ever have, no! (^ ____^) i mean, i’ve have fleeting moments of “wouldn’t i be nice if~” but i never TRULY feel that way. I have an eating disorder and was born with several endocrine disorders that i often wish i didn’t have… but i wouldn’t trade them away for NOT being me! We are all flawed. If my last year on Tumblr has taught me anything, it’s that we are all made of imperfections - but those imperfections can be what shape the positives in our lives as much as the negatives. Feeling like i don’t quite fit in most places means i’ve made precious friends that feel that way too~ and they are wonderful, and accepting, and open! Knowing that i didn’t fit into the hetero-normative mold use to make me feel terrified, but it just helped me grown into someone who loves others who feel that way too! My anxiety and fears began to control my life, but they lead me to meet other people who were going though what i was going through, and i made bonds with people that have helped me to learn and grow and help other people in return! So… NOPE! come what may~ being this Pidgy is good enough for me! <3

95. Last movie you watched?

OH NO!!! HAHAH!!! XD do i answer this honestly?!?! LOL! yeaahhh~ it was totally Lockout! Guy Pearce SLAYS me in that movie!!! i LOVE over-the-top action movies! OMGGGGGG~!!!!! and his dialog in that is made up almost entirely of one-liners! it’s HEAVEN!!!! plus Maggie Grace is fabulous in it!

“Here’s an apple and a gun. Don’t talk to strangers.” *PFFT!!!* BEST! XD

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

i’ve seen way more in movies than i’ve ever actually been to! LOL! i don’t like fire or parties soooooo~ (>    w <) hehe~ i’m not really cut out for them! We use to go to them on halloween when i was a kid, but as soon as i was old enough to be allowed to just sit at home alone, make a big pot of white rice, and watch movies alone - i was all about that! LOL! LOL! LOL!

anonymous asked:

I wasn't being rude. You just took it like that. If you want me to REALLY be hard, I'll do it. Stop acting so hip and urban, it makes you look like a try hard that's trying to resonate with the youth. Not everyone likes rap, I love your animation but I can't listen to the song in it, I have to mute and play something over it. It's not like I'm asking you to insert pop songs and references into your stuff. People have short attention spans and need updates to keep themselves interested. Jfc.

oh its you again

Are you using urban as an adjective for black? huh thats pretty racist of you don’t you think? DO you think at all? Does a person who draws a connection of black and urban using it as a negative connotation have cognitive ability? In fact, maybe you should stop “trying” to use that as a leverage to boost your own ego. I’m sure much like the people in your life would. Also maybe this is linked to your short attention span, who knows really? I don’t.

ps. I am in fact black and a lot of our collaborators much of who are also friends are also black, WOAH hard for you to wrap your mind around right??

also pps - fuck you bitch. get the fuck off anon and fight me you donkey

Let's face it, this is pretty much exactly how all of us Gravepainters shippers were at first:

Book of Life trailer: *Shows La Muerte and Xibabla in a scene together*

Us: I don’t really know who these two are yet, but they look super cute together, and I am going to ship them either way.

La Muerte and Xibalba: *Are a canon married couple*

Us: sign me the FUCK up 👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌th 👌 ere👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

That’s for Me to Know and You to Find Out

a/n: I have this posted on ao3, if you would rather read it there!
This is just something I wrote as an exercise, and to be honest, a lot of texting fics are really hard for me because of the use of italics and the bold to differentiate the characters. I find that terribly confusing and though I would take a much easier approach. I hope you all enjoy this cute and slightly angsty fic!

(866) 907-3235: hello

Castiel: Who is this?

(866) 907-3235: thats for me to know and you to find out(:

Castiel: Gabriel?

(866) 907-3235: no lol

Castiel: Balthazar?

(866) 907-3235: no
(866) 907-3235: the fuck kinda name is that

Castiel: I seem to be drawing a blank then.

(866) 907-3235: figured

Castiel: Who is this?

(866) 907-3235: told you
(866) 907-3235: me to know, you to find out

Keep reading

ID #32198

Name: Hel
Age: 18
Country: Australia

wowza what to tell?? I’m currently studying journalism in my first year of uni, I really love literature and art and the universe and astrology and mythology and pretty much everything. I also love learning about cultures and languages. I can speak Italian I’m currently learning Spanish, Turkish and Arabic (but thats so hard!) I’m really hoping for a snailmail penpal, I love the idea of actually writing letters to someone else!

Preferences: 17-25 years old, preferably someone who wants snailmail

anonymous asked:

the rfa draging a drunk & sentimental mc home and she starts thinking they'll leave her?

It’s been days since this was asked and I have been working on it on and off ~Madre Mod


  • He is actually is giving you a piggy back ride home
  • he blames jumin for all the wine he had at this party
  • Mc can’t even talk right, but yoosung can guess what you’re trying to say
  • but he’s not prepared for when you starts crying and nearly starts choking him because you tighting you arm hold around his neck
  • “Yoosung love me!!”
  • “I love you MC, please lossen your arms please..”
  • :Don’t leave m e! My body you want? Love???”
  • “Mc i’ll never leave you, ever. You are the only one I need.”
  • you end up a sobbing, babbling mess.
  • Yoosung loves you even more and tried to express that more often

❤Zen❤ (I swear i could make this into a fanfic)

  • you are his princess/prince and he’s gonna carry you like one
  • you are telling him your weird drunken thoughts on the way home and zen humoring you
  • “Zen….what if Jumin……and you were a couple???? Wouldn’t that be weird???”
  • “That would be very weird if me and him were a couple.”
  • “but like….hate sex is a thing.”
  • “If im not mistaken I think you want me and jumin to become a couple?”
  • at this moment zen knew
  • he fucked up
  • “Wait….you don’t love me anymore?????”
  • Zen is panicking o K
  • he doesn’t know what to DO
  • “I love you my princess/prince!”
  • “Don’t leave me for that rich bitch! I can’t function right without you!!”
  • Your crying
  • zen wants to cry because you look so heart broken
  • he comforts you though, and he brings you back to your strange drunken topics.
  • such as how you were going to bring zen the moon

❤Jaehee ❤

  • she had you over her shoulder
  • she strong
  • you were just laughing up a storm.
  • somebody could tell you the most blandest joke ever  and you would still laugh at it
  • she doesn’t know why or how but you ended up crying
  • You’re remembering the times when you were freindzoned
  • “Jaehee why don’t you love me??”
  • “Mc what are you talking about we are dating. for two months now.”
  • “Then why won’t you return my feelings??”
  • you started crying harder
  • Jaehee started panicking
  • “Mc I return your feelings..Does that make you feel better?”
  • in between sobs you managed a yes
  • when you both got home jaehee cuddled the SHIT out of you
  • just so you never forget that she loves you and only you


  • so much wine
  • you consumed soooo much wine
  • you were leaning on a somewhat sober jumin
  • you and jumin are at a rfa celebration for another successful party
  • then someone totally wasnt seven brought up the does jumin han is gay rumor, and you took that to heart
  • “JUMIN??? YOUR GAY???”
  • “What?? MC no i’m not.”
  • “Then why is there a rumor about you being gay??? Are you leaving me for some other guy??????”
  • “Mc….it’s a silly rumo-”
  • cue zen choking on his beer and seven dying of laughter
  • “Me..cheat on you…..wITH THAT THING??? That’s hilarious mc.”
  • you’re actually crying
  • Jumin doesn’t understand??? He thought you were joking???
  • “Mc please calm down..”
  • poor bean side hugs you because he doesn’t know what to do
  • he ends up taking you home with driver kim driving because jumin can’t drive for shit
  • you are still crying
  • you are also weakly hitting jumin
  • “No! You are leaving me for zen! He is everything im not!!”
  • “Mc please calm down, I love you for your commoner ways.”
  • bad move there jumin
  • “Mc please..”
  • he holds you close and softly sings to you, hoping you calm your drunk ass down (if you don’t know what song this is then im slightly dissapointed. go on soundcloud and look up Jumin Han singing. I have gone to sleep with this song)
  • it works! You’re calm and half sleep!
  • “There there mc. it’s ok, I love you.”


  • You two were celebrating one of his successes from his bullshit agency
  • he brought out the good shit that he saves for when he successfully hacks into something (he probably hacks space stations for the hell of it)
  • you both were pretty drunk
  • but seven still had his mind in tack
  • unlike you who went to bother helpless saeran
  • poor boy
  • he was being poked by you
  • after seven hauled your ass away from saeran and dragged you to yall room
  • you saw this picture of you and seven that was taken from the amusement park
  • but your drunken mind didn’t register that it was you
  • so you shoved it in his face
  • “Luceil who is this??? And why do you look so happy with them??”
  • “mc thats us, from when we went to the amusement park.”
  • “No it’s not! I’m not as pretty as she is! Look she even has mouse ears! ;-; you don’t love me anymore……”
  • as much as he wanted to record this moment who am I kidding he was as soon as you was poking saeran’s face
  • you were crying and trying to take your stuff but you were grabbing his stuff instead
  • he simply picked you up, put you on the bed and started treating you like a cat.
  • belly rubs here, a little scratch here, bopping the nose once in a while, and cute little reminders of his love for you. Until you calmed down and went to sleep.
  • Seven had some funny shit to show you in the morning
  • and he won’t let you live it down
  • ever

anonymous asked:

I saw a psychiatrist who said I didn't have ADHD pretty much because I did very well in school and I wasn't diagnosed until I was 20. Is it possible that the structure of the school system supported me in masking the ADHD and then when it stopped and I needed to support myself that's when it became obvious? Or am I just not allowed to be smart and have ADHD? Because that doesn't seem right to me...

If that’s the only thing your psychiatrist is basing it on, then they don’t know what they’re talking about. Find a new one.

The first thing you said sounds very plausible. For a lot of us the structure of school is enough to keep us performing well, and symptoms of ADHD aren’t noticeable until much later. Sometimes we struggle with completely different things that don’t affect our grades; I have a lot of issues starting things in time and keeping deadlines, but when I do get my work done I usually get good grades, so it doesn’t show on paper. And if you’re naturally smart too, then it usually becomes even harder to notice. You can definitely have ADHD and be smart anyway. 



What’s up with all these blogs dedicated to telling everyone to block people because they’re in a different community than them?

‘You and I pretty much post the same things but because you call yourself that, i must tell everyone about you and tell them to stay away from you’

thats what it feels like.
I don’t really understand the communities, but liltot makes sense to me and thats what i think i am. im literally just someone who age regresses to cope. my blog is completely sfw.
- if you have a problem with me following you then please just message me so i can unfollow you
why is this such a massive problem for people??

obviously girls look really beautiful with makeup on and im not negating that at all, but girls without makeup on also look… so unbelievably pretty! like i wish more ppl posted pics of themselves without makeup so we could normalize the concept that girls dont…. just naturally have giant eyes and pouty lips and rosy cheeks and stuff! one of my new years resolutions is to go Out in my naked face more & to take/post more selfies, at least without any eye makeup, so that the idea of like…  what faces actually look like can be more normalized! honestly, so many ppl wanna be like “i dont do makeup for anyone but ME!” and that’s great! it’s also totally fine to do it for other ppl! it’s fine to wear makeup bc u dont feel comfortable going out bare faced! it’s fine to do makeup for art OR for beauty, or for neither, or for both! im not anti-makeup, but i did sit down and think “am i actually doing this for ME like ive been saying, or am i doing it because im embarrassed about the way i look?” and then i thought “am i embarrassed about things men would be embarrassed about? or is it ideas of what im supposed to look like as a woman that i was sold?” and taking that time to really understand why i personally wear makeup has made me wanna wear it way less, bc ive been wearing makeup all this time only to prove that i can fit into an impossible idea of beauty invented & sold to me by men when…. my actual eyes and eyebrows and lips and cheek colors ARE beautiful and healthy and dont need to be altered!!! so much of my insecurity comes from this obsession with changing who i am! like, what the fuck is contouring? i always feel like no one will think im pretty unless i learn to contour! thats literally just about tricking the eye into thinking my FACE is differently shaped! men NEVER have to worry about that shit! fuck that! like it’s really cool to do but i shouldn’t feel ugly just because im going around with my face shaped Just The Way It Is. im actually… not gonna spend forever feeling bad about who i am !im way too good & valuable for that, and i dont deserve to be a pawn in a marketing ploy invented by makeup companies to trick me into believing that im ugly

guess who got to watch wonder woman in all her 3D glory this afternoon

this girl

anonymous asked:

What do you think about Denmark?

well you gotta specify which Denmark you mean here, the country or the APH character

Denmark the country is………..well its a country. its a place with people and culture and politics and history, none of which I am in any position to comment on. like theyre people. they have a life. thats pretty much it with any culture I dont have any deeper connection or familiarity with tbh

Denmark the character is this nice and cool dude whos book smart and loves childrens story, loves a good laugh, likes craft and artisan works, drinks beer with sweets, loves his family but values independence, stays up late to watch crappy TV and stares out the window at the sky because he doesnt want to go to sleep yet, tries his hand on many music instruments but isnt too in tune with any of them, likes sex and doesnt really care about it at the same time, likes to watch people do their things, was adventurous and is still proud of that, takes time to learn and open his mind but is willing to do so, bickers with his family over cookies and candies, wears goofy sweaters like trophies, believes somewhat in magic, has good luck when it comes to weathers, has a merchant’s mind and knows its value, bears a grown-up’s loneliness that he doesn’t know how to let go of, cares a lot about his hair but lets people mess with it and suffers the consequence by himself, has a misplaced sense of possession that just leaves himself in shambles and isolation at one point, will reason out an excuse for his emotions just so he can keep them, because thats how he knows hes alive. I mean I like shitposting with him because hes just that kinda character, but also hes one of the characters who feel real to me, and I value that a lot. granted by now Ive abandoned Himaruya-sensei’s canon and just……swing my way with given clues………..but what can I say thats how it is now

also sorry that this is both long and nonsensical as can be

tuckerfuckingdiditmain  asked:

wash! xo


Okay. So Wash is… Wash. We see a lot of different facets of his personality in canon and the most important thing, to me, is to remember that all of those things are there at all times. So when I write from Wash’s perspective I always try to keep in mind…

1) Wash is a pretty introspective person, but often at his own detriment. He will get stuck in his own head but not in a way that lets him actually solve anything.

2) I think Wash is very much an “actions speak louder than words” kind of person. Except he doesn’t realize that actions don’t REPLACE words a lot of the time? (We see this in 11 with Caboose). This leads to a Wash who is awkward in emotionally loaded circumstances.

3) But god when he wants to open up, he does it so honestly and so earnestly and it’s very raw and excuse me I’m emotional

4) I try to never forget Wash’s anger and how it plays into his motivations, or how he can channel that same energy into another emotion. Wash is intense. He doesn’t do things by halves.