that's me every single day

I haven’t animated in so long??

anonymous asked:

would you recommend watching the clips separately? bc i feel like watching the clips immediately when they come out will not be as fun as watching the entire episode. say a clip drops on monday and its 2 minutes long, there's really not much to watch? i feel like i can't get into it/be invested when i'm watching this show in tiny pieces. when you watch the whole ep at the end of the week, you can really sit down for it and enjoy it more than watching the entire season in short fragments..

i definitely recommend watching them as they come out because for me personally, it has the opposite effect and it stays on my mind longer. Think of it like 7 days a week of skam material vs one day of binging for 30 minutes and having to wait an entire week for more, if that makes sense? When you watch it real time, you watch the clips with the entire fandom, and then we have discussions about what happened and what could happen later on in the week, etc. It’s much more interactive when you watch them separately cause you’re placed in the shoes of the main and you feel what they feel. For example, think about season 3 episode 9. The entire episode Isak is missing Even, and we felt the exact same watching it. Even wasn’t in the episode at all until the very end and we were all on the edge of our seat waiting for him to call or text Isak back, just like Isak was. It just makes it more personal and adds to the realistic feel of the show when you watch it as it happens.

i’m just gonna get really emotional for a moment and thank god, all my lucky stars, and the toronto maple leafs for this amazing season that brought me so much joy and pride, but also introduced me to one of the most amazing people i’ve ever met. @connrcarricks you’re my Best Friend™ !!!! you’re so fucking funny and Extra and talented and i love you so much !!!! i don’t think i’ve ever made a friend that i’ve genuinely wanted to talk to as much as i want to talk to you !!!! you made shitty days better with your hoe antics !!!! and when days are already awesome it’s probably because of you !!!! you’re so special to me steph and i love you a lot !!! the carrick to my brownie ♡

Nomi’s Pride Speech

I’ve been thinking about my life and all of the mistakes that I’ve made – the ones that stay with me or the ones that I regret are the ones that I made because of fear.  For a long time I was afraid to be who I am because I was taught by my parents that there’s something wrong with someone like me – something offensive, something you will avoid, maybe even pity.  

Something that you could never love.  

My mom – she’s a fan of St. Thomas Aquinas and she calls Pride a sin.  And of all the venal and moral sins St. Thomas saw pride as the queen of the seven deadly sins.  He saw it as the ultimate gateway sin that would turn you quickly into a sinaholic.  But hating isn’t a sin on that list.  Neither is shame.  

I was afraid of this parade because I wanted so badly to be a part of it.  So today I’m marching for that part of me that was once too afraid to march and for all the people who can’t march:  the people living lives like I did.  Today I march to remember that I’m not just a me. I’m also a we and we march with pride.

So go fuck yourself, Aquinas.

Sense 8, Episode 2: I Am Also A We

anonymous asked:

spideypool though (i'm so happy you got dragged into this ship) how did you start shipping it?

SPIDEYPOOL THO

honestly I don’t know what happened?? I saw one of the posts going around with examples of Wade bein pan, I casually tweeted a thing… then not even a full day later I see spideypool art on my tl and suddenly I was like………… huh. HUH.

then I asked for fic recs, read this and then THIS AND NOW I’M IN SO DEEP?? I DONT KNOW WHERE IT CAME FROM, I’M A NOVICE FAN TO BOTH PETER AND WADE??????????

send help.

“The crushing mischaracterization of literally every single character thats popularized by the fandom. Weighs. Me. Down. every day…..”


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There’s more, but for sake of space I shall paraphrase:

  • Ben is a 12 year old ghost, confirmed by creator, born in 1990. Still a CHILD.
  • Jeff is only 13 years old in his popular stolen story, confirmed by his real creator to be an adult with a goatee and not even to be made into a creepypasta.
  • Toby, while first created to be 17, is now cannonly 19 and also HATES waffles. (by his creator)
  • Sally was a child ghost but now cannonly 16 year old teen, who tricks others to think she is a little girl.
  • Masky and Hoodie ain’t technically creepypasta’s.
  • Slender isn’t a dad and consumes and kills children.
  • Jane is cannonly shipped to Mary, Yes she is a lesbian.

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WAIT!

CCC here,

  With this kind of sparking confession, whether true or not. DOES NOT mean WE admins agree or disagree. All our motto is,

“Do what makes you happy, as long as you’re not hurting anyone.”

So before you flood US, with counter arguments or proof, please note that we here are just filtering out harmful or inappropriate content, or even dulling it down to keep peace within the creepypasta fandom and ain’t trying to push down anyone’s thoughts or headcannon’s.

Again, we are just putting these together and taking time and thought into each confession we get.

More confession coming

                                          - ccc

anonymous asked:

i read one of your tags and it said something like "i havent been a fan in a world without eleanor" and that's the same for me and that hit me like woah.. every single day i've been here, el and louis were together

College Styles Chapter 6

“Wait, wait.” Harry paused for a second. Both of them panting hard. Harry was hovering over her while Riley had her arms wrapped around him.

“Seriously, you’re stopping again?” Looking at him confused she couldn’t help but take it personal. Questioning what was wrong with her and getting mad at herself for coming off so desperate. Feeling stupid for thinking he could want her. 

“I just- fuck. I think we should wait. I just don’t want you to regret this and I don’t want him to be the reason why we do this. I want this to be different with you.”

“Harry I want this. I understand if you don-”

“Riley, stop. Don’t okay, enough with this questioning if I want you. I do, trust me.” Grabbing her hand he placed it over his hard bulge, groaning when he felt the pressure of her hand. “Feel that? Thats what you to do me every single day, even when you just talk to me. Baby I want you, but this isn’t how its going to happen. Plus I want you to be sure.” Noticing she was about to protest he gave her a small smile. “100% sure babe.” 

Blushing she looked down at their hands that were now laced together. Smiling to herself she thought about the fact that usually right now she would start to be feeling down about herself, feeling like she was rejected but she didn’t. She felt cared for. She hadn’t felt that in a long time and right now she felt overwhelmed with emotions. Her feelings for Harry were getting stronger each day and she didn’t care anymore. She didn’t want to stop it, she didn’t want to be scared anymore. She wanted to embrace them. 

“Hey look at me.” Putting his finger under her chin he lifted her face up to look at him. “Are you okay? Did I upset you babe?” 

Seeing the concern on his face she immediately shook her head no, not wanting him to feel bad for being honest with her. “Quite the opposite actually. Thank you for being so sweet to me and being here for me. It really means a lot, especially when I don’t deserve it. God I was such a bitch to you.” Shaking her head, she looked down once again. 

Lifting her head once again he stared into her eyes. “Woah, hey. Don’t do that. Forget about that, I still need to talk to Julie about the shit she pulled. I don’t know what that was about but I’m going to figure it out. She’s completely lost her mind.” 

Groaning she laid down on the bed while moving her hands back and forth over her face. “I don’t know what her problem is but I do know it has something to do with certain people not liking us together.” 

Hovering over her he ran his hand along her hip, pushing her shirt up a bit and running it along her skin. His fingers lightly drawing circles . “Well it doesn’t matter what they think. They have no business in discussing whats going on between us. It’s between you and I babe.” 

Placing her hands on his sides she smiled up at him, nervously biting her lip. “And.. uhm. What is going on between us?” Riley lightly whispered but as soon as the words left her mouth she immediately regretted them. Not wanting him to be left in an uncomfortable situation and say something he didn’t mean. They were still really early on in their relationship, things not even official between them. She was surprised when he was completely not phased by the question. 

“I really like you Riley. I’m enjoying getting to know you but before we take this farther I want to do this right. Take you out on more dates and continue hanging out more, no drama. Just you and I okay? I like spending time with you.” 

Leaning up she pressed her lips against his, happy with the answer he just gave her. Wrapping her arms around his neck she moved her fingers through his hair that was at the top of his neck, twirling her fingers and massaging it lightly. Moving his nose along hers, they continued to slowly kiss. Neither one of them rushing the kiss and just enjoying being wrapped up in one another. 

Pulling back she gave him a quick kiss. “I’m going to figure everything out with Craig this week okay? I promise it will be over this week and I’ll tell you everything. Then I can  be all yours.”

“Babe tell me when you’re ready okay? I’ll be here. I’m happy you’re going to figure things out with him this week because then that means I can do some more of this.” Smirking he leaned down and pressed a kiss to her jaw. Looking back up at her and smirking once again. “And this.” Moving his lips to her neck he pressed another kiss to her neck. “And this.” Pressing another kiss but to her collarbone this time. “And this.” Bringing his lips back to hers, he kissed her hard. Moaning against her mouth, his hands pulling her closer to him. 

“I like the sound of that.” She whispered against his lips. 

“Mm me too.” Groaning he gave her a quick kiss before he rolled off of her and got off the bed. “Want a shirt to sleep in babe?”

“You want me to stay over?” Looking at him she raised her eyebrow up at him. 

“Of course babe. I really wanna cuddle.” Winking at her, he started looking through his drawers for a t-shirt for her. 

“I don’t know. See I remember someone saying they don’t like easy girls and well I like to play a little hard to get.” Smirking at him she tried hard not to laugh, purposely trying to tease him. 

“You think your funny don’t you babe.” 

“No actually I think I’m gonna go.” Moving to get off the bed she started to laugh when he tackled her to the bed, pinning her down underneath of him. 

“You’re not leaving. Don’t even try babe.” 

“You think you can just keep me hostage here?” 

“Mmm babe we all know I wouldn’t be keeping you hostage. You love sharing a bed with me.” 

“Nahh, I think I would prefer my own bed.” Trying to push him off of her, he wouldn’t budge. 

“Having some trouble there?” Trying hard to not laugh he had a huge smirk on his face. 

“Ugh, fine I guess I’ll stay here.” Rolling her eyes she pretended that she didn’t want to. Pretending to be annoyed with him. 

Pecking her nose he got off the bed and grabbed her hands. Pulling her to her feet and passing her one of his shirts. “Go get change miss cheeky.”

Grabbing the shirt from him she started to walk towards the bathroom to change when she felt his fingers lightly tap her ass. Turning to look at him, she pretended to glare. 

Looking at her like he was innocent, he shrugged. “What? I didn’t do anything.”

“Haha ya okay. Keep your hands to yourself Mr. Styles.” 

“Always.” He said while giving her a quick wink. 

When they were both done getting changed, they crawled under the covers in the dark. Harry immediately grabbing Riley and pulling her against his chest. His arms wrapped around her and his face pushed into the back of her neck. Placing a single kiss on her shoulder before they both fell asleep wrapped in each others arms. 

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Riley woke up to the smell of pancakes. Opening her eyes all she could see was Harry leaning in close to her and smiling. “Morning babe. I made you breakfast.” Lifting up the plate he moved it close to her face. 

Blushing she shoved her face into the pillow and wrapped her arm around his torso trying to pull him down. “I’m cold, cuddle me a bit longer.” Wanting to snuggle her face into his chest and swoon. Feeing overwhelmed with how giddy he made her.

Putting the plate on his side table, he moved under the covers and wrapped his arm around her shoulder pulling her into him. Wrapping her arm around his torso she pushed her face into the crook of his neck. 

“Better babe?”

“Mm much. You are so warm.” 

Kissing her forehead, Harry smiled the moment he saw her smiling. Loving whenever she would blush and try and hide her face in his chest. Rolling his body over her, he pushed her down into the mattress. His body full on squishing hers. Both of them laughing while Riley attempted to push him off of her. 

“Harry! Oh my god!” Laughing she tried tickling him but he wouldn’t budge.

“Where did RIley go? I can’t seem to find her.” Looking around the room he pretended that he couldn’t see her. 

Rolling her eyes, she smacked her hand against his chest. “You are honestly so weird. Get off of meeeeee.” She faked whined. 

“Seriously I can’t find Riley anywhere!? She was here a second ago!” Smirking, Harry was laughing at himself. Thinking he was hilarious. Riley finding it adorable at how he thought he was so funny and was always trying to make her laugh. 

“Harry!” Failing at her attempt to push him off of her, RIley wrapped her legs around his waist. Lifting her hips up she pressed herself hard against him. Smirking when she heard him groan, his face nuzzled into her neck. Wrapping her arms around him she finally managed to flip them over. Riley now straddling his waist, Harry smirking up at her. 

“Woah! There you are! I was looking everywhere for you.” Sticking his tongue out at her he moved his hands back and forth along her thighs. 

“You are such a loser.” Moving to get off of him, she felt Harry’s hands grip her thighs not letting her move. “What are you doing.”

“I like this position. We should sit like this more often.” Winking at her, he sat up so their chests were pressed against one another’s. 

“I like this position too.” Rolling her hips forward she pressed herself hard against him. Riley puckering out her lips at him when she heard him groan and mumble out that she was such a tease. 

“It’s time to eat your breakfast that I slaved all over the stove for you!”

“Pancakes? You slaved over the stove making pancakes and then spraying some whip cream on it and cutting up some strawberries? Oh ya! Sounds like hard work.” Harry could tell she was teasing him and trying to be funny. Making a face he pretended to mock her as he moved his hand to her ass and lightly pinched it causing him to get another smack to the chest. 

Rubbing over his chest he pretended to be in pain. “You are so mean to me!” 

“Aw you poor baby.” Sticking out her bottom lip she tried to hold back her laughter. 

“Okay miss, time to eat your food.” Grabbing the plate off of the night stand he placed it on the bed beside him. Using the fork to break a piece of the pancake and scooping up whip cream and a piece of strawberry with it. “Open up babe.”

“You’re going to feed me?”

“Shh, open up.” 

Rolling her eyes, she tried hard not to blush but she couldn’t help. Opening her mouth, Harry slowly brought the fork up to her mouth and she closed her lips around it slowly dragging it in her mouth and cleaning it all off the fork. Groaning he shook his head at her. “These are actually not bad.” She whispered. 

Grabbing the fork from him she grabbed some for him, bringing the fork up to his lips and feeding him. “I told you I’m a great cook. Open up babe.” Taking turns they both shared the plate of pancakes and strawberries. The last bite, Harry brought the fork up to Riley’s lips and it was filled with more whip cream. 

Smiling he tried not to laugh when he noticed some whip cream on the side of her mouth. Noticing his face her eyebrows scrunched up, confused at what he was looking at. “What? Do I have something on my face?” 

Leaning in forward he cupped her face with his hand. Biting her lip she slowly leaned in towards him, letting their lips lightly touch first before he pulled her face closer to his and kissed her. Getting the whip cream as soon as his lips were on hers, letting out a mmm when the taste of the whip cream was on his tongue while they were kissing. 

Pushing her body closer to his, she felt his fingers move through her hair. Harry not noticing that she removed her one hand from his hair to the plate filled with whip cream right beside them. Dipping her finger in she brought it up to his face and smudged it all over his nose and cheek. Pulling back from the kiss and laughing hard. 

Shaking his head at her, he gave her a half crooked smile before wiping some of the whip cream off of his face and wiping it on her nose. “Harry no!” Trying to push away from him, he held on tight to her and grabbed more. Running it along her cheek and down her neck. 

Flipping them over so he was hovering over her she kept trying to push him off of her once again. “Why do you have to weigh 800 pounds!” Smirking he grabbed some more and Riley glared at him. “Harry don’t you dare. I’m serious.”

“What? I’m not doing anything.” He said, pretending that he was innocent. 

“You are such a little shit! I swear to go-” Before she could finish her sentence she could feel more whip cream on her neck and nose. Glaring at him when he pinned her hands above her head and wouldn’t let her wipe it off. 

Smiling down at her, Riley’s breathing began to picken up when she saw the intense look he was giving her. Her chest raising up down while she could feel the whip cream move slowly down her neck. Leaning down he kissed her nose before licking off the whip cream. She let out a shaky breath when she felt him kiss each cheek and open his mouth to get the whip cream off. 

Kissing her jaw, he then moved his lips to her neck. Slowly pressing kisses along it before he licked from the bottom of her neck to her jaw. Getting all the whip cream off of it. Making sure to lightly suck in certain areas that he knew was sensitive to her. 

“Shit.” Riley breathed out. The feeling of his tongue causing her to go light headed. 

“I think this is the best whip cream I’ve ever had.” Smirking against her neck, he continued to leave open mouth kisses all over her neck. Kissing her jaw, he brought his lips back up to meet hers. Kissing her slowly, both of them tasting strawberries and whip cream on each other’s tongues. 

She was only wearing his shirt and Harry’s hands slowly started to push it up her body, bringing her leg up around his hip and getting lost in each other once again. Riley lifted her arms up, allowing Harry to pull his shirt over her head quickly before bringing their chests and lips back together. 

“Harry! Bro, coach called an early practi-” Looking up he noticed Riley underneath Harry.  Woah! Is that Riley?” One of Harry’s teammate said while barging into his room. 

Grabbing the blanket Harry pulled it over them, covering RIley up. Riley blushing hard and pushing her face into his chest, trying to hide. 

“Thanks man, I’ll meet you downstairs in two minutes.” Harry tried to get rid of him. 

“Aw bro you only need two minutes to get off? Poor Riley.” He smirked. 

“Fuck off. I’ll meet you downstairs. Get out.” 

Putting his hands up, the guy backed up and left leaving the door wide open. 

“Are you fucking kidding me.” Harry mumbled under his breath. Getting off the bed he went over and shut the door. Going back to the bed he groaned while crawling back over her. Nuzzling his face back into the crook of her neck, lightly pressing a kiss there. 

“Don’t you need to get ready babe.” Riley asked while slowly moving her hands through his hair. 

“Ugh I don’t want to. I’d rather just stay here with you.” He mumbled against her neck. 

Smacking his ass she lightly thrusted her hips up towards him. “Up you go! Time for practice.” 

“No. I’d rather stay like this.” 

“Don’t make me push you off the bed!”

“I’d like to see you try babe.” He said with a smirk evident on his face. 

Groaning when he heard the rest of the boys calling his name from downstairs, all of them getting impatient. Harry annoyed that they couldn’t just leave without him. He finally rolled off of her, going to grab his clothes that he needed for practice. Getting up RIley went to go and put on her clothes. 

“What are you doing?” He questioned while pulling on his shorts and t-shirt. 

“I was getting dressed to go.” She said, looking at him confused. 

“You could stay here? You know if you wanted to.. Practice isn’t that long and when I get back we could go grab something for dinner and hang out if you want.” Harry said nervously. All he wanted was to spend time with her. He didn’t know what happened but he never used to be the type of guy that wanted to spend all of his time with a girl but there was something different about Riley.  Something about her that made him just want to be with her twenty four seven. 

“You want me to stay here?” 

Walking over to her, he grabbed her clothes out of her hand and threw it back on the floor. Picking her up in his arms and bringing her back to the bed. “Yes, stay here. Sleep, watch t.v. Do whatever you want. Just stay here and wait for me.. in my bed.” Kissing her forehead he grabbed his shirt she was wearing before hand and passed it back to her. “Stay.. okay?” He said while getting up and grabbing his bag.

“Okay.” She whispered. Laying onto her side and snuggling into his pillow, watching him grab all of his stuff. 

“You better be here when I get back.” He said one more time before kissing her on the head and leaving the room. 

Swooning she kicked her legs everywhere and threw her hands in the air. Smiling wide, and realizing she had never been this happy before. What scared her was the fact that she was falling so fast for him. Opening up herself to him so early on when she didn’t even know what was going to happen between them. However he made her happy and she loved spending time with him. That was what mattered to her right now. 

Getting off the bed she pulled his shirt back over her body. Walking around his room and looking at all the different trophies in his room. Noticing all his MVP and 1st place ones. Touching them she smiled while looking at it. Moving to his dvd’s and looking at all of them. Hearing her phone vibrate she placed back his stuff and grabbed her phone out of her purse, smiling when she saw Harry’s name on the screen. 

You better still be there :)

Nope I left ;)

Babeeeeee

I’m still here :$ Laying in your bed all snuggled up ;)

Fuck I wish was still there, stupid practice

It will be over before you know it and I’ll be here waiting x

I can’t wait. Movie and dinner tonight?

Sounds perfect. I can’t wait!

Sleepover as well? 

Your really pushing it eh?

Pleaseeeeee? I know you want to!

Why would I want to do that ???

Ohh please you think I’m sexy and you want to be around my hot body

Actually I’m just using you to get close to your hot sexy friends from back home ;)

Someone was snooping in my room.. tsk tsk

The picture was on your dresser, you dumbie

Ouu I like it when you get fiesty ;)

Don’t you have some practice to attend to?

I have a couple minutes to spare, thought I would spend it talking to my favourite girl <3

Nice..

Riley I’m obviously talking about you babe. 

I have to go now baby. I’ll see you when I’m done. Be good x

Have fun xxxxx

When she heard the door open, Riley was shocked to see Julie walk into the room. Julie surprised as well. 

“Riley?”

“Uhm hey. What are you doing here?” Riley asked her, completely confused as to why she was coming into Harry’s room.

“I could ask you the same thing?” Julie asked while crossing her arms. Julie only wearing a t-shirt and short shorts. Clearly the t-shirt being one of the boys. Rolling her eyes when she saw the weird look Riley gave her. She went over to Harry’s tv and grabbed a cord. “Just grabbing the HDMI cord. John told me to just grab it from here.”

Sitting on the bed she pulled her legs up to her chest and wrapped her arms around them. “Oh.”

“Riley what are you doing?”

Looking at her Julie, Riley was confused as to what she meant. “What do you mean?”

“I told you RIley. I warned you about Harry and you didn’t listen. Look at you. You had sex with him didn’t you. Why are you being so stupid?” Julie groaned. 

“Are you kidding me? Why are you here Julie hm? Looks like to me your the one here having sex.”

“Are you that stupid that you would fall for his stupid lines? He’s using you Riley. It’s the same shit all over again.” Julie snapped, while shaking her head at her. 

“Oh really and how do you know this? Hmm? Please tell me what reliable person told you this!”

“I don’t need anyone to tell me anything I knew straight from the beginning. Everyone else just confirmed it for me.”

“Why can’t you be like a normal friend and just be happy for me?” Riley shouted, frustrated and upset. 

“Why would I be upset about my friend being an idiot?” Julie looked at her like she was stupid. 

“You keep saying that yet you won’t back up what your saying. Last time I checked  you were making all of this up. I wish I could understand why since I’ve always been there for you no matter what. Then here you go, I just can’t believe you sometimes.”

“You know what? Go ahead and think I’m a liar but don’t come crawling back to me when he screws you over and you have no one. No one once again!” 

Wincing at her words RIley stood up from the bed and turning her back towards her. Pacing back and forth she tried to collect her thoughts. Ignoring the part of her that thought it would easy to just believe Julie and move on before she got too attached. Riley’s thoughts went back to the night and morning she had with Harry. Remembering the things he said to her after they had their first fight and the feelings she was feeling throughout this whole time. Shaking her head and telling herself not to be stupid. 

Turning to look at Julie she gave her a tight smile. “You know what Julie, you can leave.” 

Julie opened her mouth up in disbelief before she said anything and just laughed out. “You are probably the dumbest girl I have ever met. Seriously. You know the team was right about you. You are just another slut who is willing to open her legs for anyone. Just needing attention.” 

“Julie just leave.” Riley repeated herself, trying hard not to focus on her harsh words. 

“I can’t even believe how pathetic you actually are. You’re seriously believing Harry over your best friend?” 

“Julie you aren’t my best friend. You never were and I am so happy to know that I am okay with that. I don’t need you in my life, clearly.” 

“Woah look who finally got a back bone? Ha. Well that’s good then because I have something to tell you and you are not going to like it.”

“Julie can you just go? I don’t need or want to hear anything you have to say.” Walking towards the door, she opened it and motioned for her to leave. 

“Harry and I slept together last night. Right before you came over. He fucked me in that bed, in his shower and against this door right here. He doesn’t give a shit about you Riley, you are just another game to him. You should ask Emma she was here last night. She walked in and well she was kind of dating him at the moment. So it was pretty awkward.” 

“Julie get out.” Riley couldn’t hear anymore of this, she was already on the verge of crying and that was something she didn’t want Julie to see. Julie’s harsh words really hurting her but trying her best she tried very hard not to show it. She knew she shouldn’t believe a word Julie was saying but she couldn’t help but maybe question it. Shaking her head when she noticed Julie wasn’t moving. Frustrated Riley grabbed her clothes and slipped them back on. “If you aren’t going to leave well then I’m going to leave. I am not listening to this bullshit. Have a nice life.” Grabbing her purse Riley ran down the stairs fast and out the door. Not letting a single tear fall until she was back home in her own bed, all alone. 

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Babe where are you?

Is everything okay?

Riley.. please..

Sorry Harry I fell asleep, just saw these 

That’s okay. Are you at home? I thought you were going to stay here?

Ya sorry I just forgot I had some work to do and laundry. Sooo much fun :(

Ohh. Well I’m almost at your place. I was worried about you

I’m sorry, I should of texted you. I forgot 

Is everything okay?

Ya everything is fine

Riley

Harry everything is good okay. Just come over 

I’m almost there babe. You would tell me if something was bothering you right?

Harry you don’t need to worry about me

Well I do, now just tell me whats bugging you so I can try and help fix it

I just saw Julie at your place today. Wasn’t the greatest talk we had

What did she say…..

What do you think she said?

Fuck, ignore what I just said. Sorry. Don’t worry :)

No, tell me whats going on. Did she say something about us again? Is that why you are being weird?

Yes she said something about us and you.. Just a bunch of bull shit as per usual

What the fuck did she say?

Harry what she said doesn’t matter. I would be stupid to believe her. 

I’m coming up the stairs now. We will talk about this when I get to your room

Knocking on her door, he stood there impatient waiting for her to answer the door. Opening the door Riley smiled at him, happy to see him. Feeling silly for missing him so much when really he was gone for just a couple of hours. “Hey!”

“Riley what’s going on?” He asked, his face filled with concern. He stood there in the doorway waiting for her to answer him. Not wanting to get distracted and wanting this conversation to be done with. 

Placing her hands on his chest, she pushed her body closed to his. Staring up at him and giving him a small smile. Moving her hands from his chest to wrap around his neck and hold him close. “Harry I don’t want to talk about it. Come in and lets watch a movie and order some food okay?”

“Riley I just want to know. I know whatever she said is swarming in your head and you are questioning everything. Don’t pretend everything is okay when its not. Just tell me whats wrong so we can move forward from this.” He placed his hands on her hips and pulled her in closer to him. Worried if he didn’t hold her she would walk away from him and close herself up from him.

Grabbing his shirt in her hand she tugged him towards her, their faces so close their noses were almost touching. “Harry, baby. There is nothing to worry about okay?”

“If there is nothing to worry about then just tell me. I just want to know, I’m curious.” 

Groaning she tugged him into her room. Closing the door and walking around the room. Trying to figure out the best way to tell him. Groaning she ran her hands through her hair. “She just said some stupid shit.” Riley mumbled. Not wanting to really rethink about  the words Julie had said to her. 

“Tell me.” Harry asked one more time, starting to get annoyed at this point. 

“Ugh fine! She just said that you were using me and that I was pathetic to fall for you. That I was just another joke and that you and her slept together last night. Before I came over and that you were dating this girl named Emma but it ended last night when she saw you sleeping with Julie.” Spitting out all the words fast she just shrugged her shoulders and looked down at the ground. “See a bunch of bull shit.” 

“Woah wait, are you serious right now?”

“Yea, that’s what she said to me.”

“What the fuck is her problem?” Gripping his hair at the crown of his head he paced the room back and forth. His hands moving down to his sides, his hands going into fists and they were already starting to go white from him clenching them so tight. His nostrils flaring and his breathing hard. 

“Harry..”

Walking to her fast, he grabbed her face with both hands and looked her straight into her eyes. “It’s not true. Any of it.” He whispered, scared that she was going to believe any of it. 

Placing her hands over top of his she closed her eyes and leaned into him when she felt his lips on her forehead. “Harry come on babe. Lets lay down.” Grabbing his hand, she pulled him to the bed. When they laid down Harry immediately pulled her into him. Wrapping his arm around her waist while she wrapped hers around his. Her face nuzzled into his neck. “Let’s not think about it okay? Let’s just enjoy our night.”

“Do you believe what she said?”

“Honestly?”

Nodding his head he whispered a yes, just wanting her to be open and honest with him. Just so he could fix whatever damage Julie had caused. 

“At first a part of me questioned it a bit but when I was away from her and I was able to think and process what she had said I knew she was lying. You have given me no reason not to trust you. Julie has given me every reason in the book on why I shouldn’t trust her. So thats that. I don’t know what she wants but she wants something and clearly she is willing to do anything to get it.” 

“I don’t know either but it’s pissing me off and I’m gonna need to have a talk with her. I’m sick of all of this shit. Its beyond frustrating.” Looking down at her, he tilted her face up to look at him. “Thank you for not believing it, I know it probably sounded convincing coming from your best friend about a boy you haven’t known that long. It really means a lot to me. I would never do that shit to you.”

“Julie has been my best friend for a long time but I can trust you more than I can trust her. That might be silly and maybe I’m being stupid for being so open to you but I can’t help it. Its what my heart wants. Its what my mind is telling me is right. I just hope in the end I’m not wrong.” 

“It’s not. You can trust me, Riley. I know how you feel, I.. I’ve never felt this strongly about someone in such a short span of time but it’s something that I’m enjoying. I thought I would be scared and vulnerable to it but I’m not. I know you’ve been hurt before RIley but so I have I. This stuff scares me but I’m willing to risk it because of the feelings I’m feeling. Fuck I know I sound like a such a wimp but I don’t want to loose you because I couldn’t open up or tell you how I feel, so there it is..” 

Shaking her head she leaned up closer to him. “No, no, no. You can’t even imagine how much this means to me. To hear you say these things. I know it’s hard for you, to open up. I just.. I really appreciate it Harry.” Leaning up she pressed her lips against his and slowly kissing him. Moving her tongue along his bottom lip before slipping it past his lips. 

Harry’s hand moved up to grip her hair and bring her facer closer to his and deepening the kiss. Riley’s stomach began to twist and turn, butterflies filling up her stomach and the blush obvious on her face. It amazed her how weak to the knees Harry could make her feel and the fact that she made Harry feel the same way. It was such an amazing feeling. 

All Julie could think about was how amazing these last couple of weeks had been. How she was so happy that she decided to go to that party with Julie after all. It hadn’t been that long of time but she knew what she wanted and that was that she wanted to be Harry’s and she wanted Harry to be hers. Little did she know Harry wanted exactly the same thing. 

If he had it his way he would of asked her to be his after the first week they spent together but he knew that that idea was stupid and he wasn’t willing to do anything to mess this up. So he promised himself he would do this properly and treat her the way she deserved to be treated. 

He knew that it would be a long journey with Riley but he was willing to take it. To deal with the team and the drama that was bound to come with it. But he believed that it would be worth it. See the thing was Harry wasn’t an idiot. Girls like Riley don’t usually end up with guys like Harry. So the fact that he got someone as amazing as her, he knew he would be a complete idiot to let her go and letting her go was the farthest thing on his mind. Asking her to be his officially was the first. 

xx

Sorry if its shit , I’m tired x

Next chapter will be posted on the 19th x