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anonymous asked:

its not fair for you to say you were the one who was hurt. i know you are spreading lies that i cheated and that im a shitty person but i did not and im not. im allowed to want to understand why you lied about everything. im sorry if it hurts that you got a slap on the wrist but thats not even half of what others deal with. this isnt about choosing sides its about you not being honest about anything. what does your mother have to gain from lying about any of that?

guess i got a confirmation on who this is. im not spreading a lie that you cheated. you did and thats the truth. i dont care what you say. you had a boyfriend the entire time we were together, and i dont know if you didnt think it was a real relationship or not, but i did. i considered it one. i was in love with you, and you broke my heart. 

you were a shitty person. you stopped talking to me suddenly, cut me off, had your mother tell me to never talk to you again and then continue to hate on my fami ly and my life for multiple days afterwards. i found out from her that everything you told me was a lie, and that you had a boyfriend. one that you had been happily with even before we got together.

i knew who she was talking about. i had given you permission when we were qpps that it was okay to be talking and flirting with a boy you liked,, since we werent romantically together. 

you manipulated me into agreeing to date you, by repeatedly and consistently asking me every single day to go out with you, even tho i expressed blatant uncomfort to that, and that i didnt want to. i started to break down bc it was all you did, i only agreed to it to get you to stop. 

you asked me to send you sexual pictures, and got upset when i didnt feel comfortable doing it. you explicitly talked to me about otayuri and pliroy when i told you multiple and repeated times that it made me extremely uncomfortable when you did that.

you got angry when i had friends. you messaged kidd, one of my best friends because we were talking, to tell nym to back off. ne is 3 years older than me, and i never liked nym in that way, ever. you got jealous over my friends and made me feel guilty for talking to people.

i talked to you about my problems because i thought i could trust you with them. i thought i could talk about my problems at home and my uncomfort in my life with you, because i trusted you. i loved you. you were my confidant and my best friend and my girlfriend. i expressed things when i was uncomfortable, and if you chose not to, that was your choice.

i thought you were okay because you didnt communicate with me. you lacked communication. you lacked telling the truth.

it wasnt my fault that you destroyed your own life. failing your college course? not my fault. i pushed u consistently to finish your assignments, and offered to help regularly. now not being able to go to vanderbilt (which, wasnot where you wanted to go at all when we talked about college. you wouldnt shut up about florida)? not my fault, that was your own doing. you quitting cheer? it was all you talked about. you hated it, and i urged you to quit because it made you so unhappy. you hated it with every fiber in your being and i hated seeing you so upset, so i just wanted to help you be happy again. your having problems in your own life? you could have talked to me about them, which i thought you had. 

im as honest as a person can be about my relationships. ive been in too many bad ones, and so has my mother,f or me to to lie. i tell the truth. i say when im upset i say when im uncomfortable . i speak my mind.

my motherr didnt lie about anything either. shes embarassed by our situation, and that has nothing to do with ours.

Masculinity can be soft. Masculinity can be gentle. Masculinity can be whispers and shyness and pastel colours and flowers and all those things can be masculine if someone wants them to call them that. Masculinity and femininity are constructs - you don’t have to describe yourself or anything you like as either if you don’t want to. 

The Long Walk

Today is Remembrance Day.

For the past 6 years Frank has made the journey from Camp Jupiter to Vancouver to visit his mother’s grave. It is the fourth year he has made the trip alone

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Why I like Joker x Harley in the Suicide Squad movie. *SPOILERS*

First of all I wanna preface this by saying that I don’t like the JokerxHarley ship in like anything else. I really wanted to like it, because I think they work very well as a Bonnie/Clyde style relationship, but thats just not what Joker and Harley have been about up to now, the Joker never really gives a shit about Harley, except in Suicide Squad. Why? To list a few reasons:

Lets compare the scene where Harley bleaches her skin. The joker in the comics tosses Harley into the chemical vat by force as she screams “NO!” and generally takes a while to get down to pull her out, she very well could have drowned, but then again, what does comic book Joker care? He doesn’t really care if Harley lives or dies. So to summarize, comic book Joker not only doesnt care if she consents or not, but he doesn’t give a shit about her, and of course, the more obvious, Harley herself never consents to being thrown into the vat.

Now, let’s take a look at the Suicide Squad version of this scene. Joker asks Harley if she wants to be with him. He’s practically telling her to acknowledge he’s nuts and if she actually wants to be with someone who’s nuts. He even says, “Careful, do not say this oath thoughtlessly”. He’s giving her a chance to back off. Continuing, while already miles ahead of comic joker, Harley jumps in by her own will, and Joker who turns around and begins to walk off, perhaps because he thinks he’s above jumping in with her, maybe because he even wants to think he’s above caring for her, after a sudden change of heart, as shown by his facial expressions, throws his jacket off and jumps in with her, before pulling her out to make sure she doesn’t drown and kissing her. This joker is fully well aware he’s in love with Harley, and he might’ve struggled with it at first, he might’ve tried to fight it off which might explain the torture scenes in the asylum.

Moving on, let’s discuss the club scene. The thug who comes to visit the Joker calls Harley a “bad bitch”. It doesn’t take a genius to figure out the Joker is pissed when he hears that, I mean look at his face. So he plays a joke on the guy. He calls Harley over to ‘give her to him’. Of course, he has no intention on giving her to him, the second he reciprocates Harley’s advances, he wouldve put a bullet between his eyes. Harley, probably in on the joke out of spending so much time with him and understanding how he works, is extra provocative, barking at him and giggling on his lap. When she says you’re cute, Joker gets up and starts walking around to perhaps get better aim, but look at his face. He’s agitated as fuck. And then, she proceeds to say “I’m all yours” and Joker’s face is nothing but hatred, in fact, he probably thinks the joke’s gone too far by now. Seeing his anger, the thug rejects Harley’s advances in an attempt to save his life, but the Joker shoots him anyway, now even more infuriated that he saw this exchange go down between him and Harley, even though he made it happen. 

Next, the animated series Joker is more agitated if anything whenever Harley finds her way back to him. But lets take a look at what Suicide Squad Joker does when his Harley goes missing. He looks himself in a room and neatly lines it with alcohol and guns and knives, probably what remind him of Harley and sits in the middle of it, just reminiscing. Also if I remember correctly theres a Harley outfit on a mannequin in the background, but don’t quote me on that. Next, when someone comes in, he’s agitated, he’s irritable, he points a gun and nearly shoots one of his goons just for entering his room. Why? He’s irritable and agitated and in a terrible mood because he’s lost someone he cares about so much, and that interruption probably broke him out of a trance or something.

Finally, while comic book Joker from what I have heard has busted Harley out of prison before, comic book Harley is much more ‘powerful’ in terms of the universe in comparison to this Harley. Suicide Squad Harley is probably one of the weaker characters, Joker has plenty of people to replace her with. That honestly doesn’t stop him though from going out of his way to find a way to deactivate her bomb implant, and hijack a helicopter, and rescue her. When she climbs up on the helicopter, he’s very obviously delighted to be reunited with her, as much as he is angry when she falls off. In fact, it doesn’t even look like he’s angry at all that he’s in a near death situation, he’s more pissed at the fact that right after his reunion with Harley, she’s snatched away from him again. And even when his helicopter crashes, he still somehow comes back to bust her out of jail, honestly, this Joker has plenty of goons that can do Harley’s job as a member of the gang, but I don’t think anyone can replace her in his heart.

Is it a traditional ideal relationship? Probably not. I mean they’re both lunatics, but its not abusive like traditional Harley and Joker, which is something I don’t ship and I genuinely feel terrible for classic Harley for being with someone like that. But as for their iterations in Suicide Squad? I will ship it thank you very much. 

Rant Over.

AMEDOT AND LAPIDOT ARE EQUALLY DISGUSTING.

YES. YOU READ THE TITLE RIGHT. I BET YOU SU SHIPPERS ARE TRIGGERED. SORRY THAT MY VIEWS ARE DIFFERENT THAN YOURS.

RECENTLY I HAVE SEEN THE DEBATE BETWEEN THE DISGUSTING AMEDOT SHIPPERS AND THE TOXIC LAPIDOT SHIPPERS. LET ME EXPLAIN WHY.

AMEDOT

  • THERE IS NO REAL ROMANCE BETWEEN AMETHYST AND PERIDOT. ALL THEY HAVE DONE IS JUST APPEAR IN THE SAME EPISODES AND BE FRIENDLY TOWARDS EACH OTHER. IT’S CALLED A PLATONIC RELATIONSHIP. NOT EVERY SINGLE THING THEY DO TOGETHER IS ROMANTIC. THE ONLY SEMI-ROMANTIC THING THEY DID IS WHEN PERI PUSHED AMETHYST OUT OF THE WAY. THATS IT. EVERYTHING ELSE HAS BEEN PURELY PLATONIC.
  • THE REASON THE VOICE ACTORS HAVEN’T BEEN SAYING ANYTHING ABOUT PERIDOT AND AMETHYST’S RELATIONSHIP IS BECAUSE SINCE THEY WORK ON THE SHOW, THEY CAN’T DIRECTLY SAY WHO WILL BE IN A RELATIONSHIP. THAT IS SPOILERS. THE ONLY SHIPS THEY DISCUSS ARE CANON ONES. HOWEVER, THEY DONT TALK ABOUT THE FAN SHIPS BECAUSE THEY DON’T WANT TO SPOIL OR UPSET ANYBODY IN THE AUDIENCE. IT’S FUCKING SIMPLE.
  • THEY HAVE TWO COMPLETELY DIFFERENT BODY TYPES. AS WE HAVE SEEN, THE CANON SHIPS HAVE TWO MEMBERS OF THE SAME BODY TYPE. RUPPHIRE HAS TWO SHORT AND RELATIVELY THIN MEMBERS IN IT. CONNVERSE IS TWO SHORT CHILDREN WITH THE SAME BODY TYPE. AMETHYST IS FAT. PERIDOT IS SKINNY. THERE IS NO WAY IT’S POSSIBLE, BASED OFF OF OUR PREVIOUS KNOWLEDGE OF SHIPS.
  • AMETHYST WILL END UP WITH JASPER IN THE END, SO ITS IMPOSSIBLE FOR HER TO BE WITH PERIDOT.

I HOPE I HAVE OPENED YOUR EYES, IDIOTIC AMEDOT SHIPPERS. SPECIFICALLY YOU, @evieisyourqueen​.

SO. YOUR PATHETIC MINDS MAY BE ASKING, “OH MY WISE LORD, WHO WILL PERIDOT END UP WITH IF ITS NOT AMETHYST?” THAT LEADS ME TO LAPIDOT.

IT’S THE SAME EXACT THING! THERE’S NO ROMANCE BETWEEN THEM, THE VOICE ACTORS AREN’T SAYING ANYTHING TO AVOID SPOILERS, AND THERES TWO DIFFERENT BODY TYPES (SHORT AND TALL)!

THEY’RE BOTH EQUALLY HORRIBLE. THE END.

READ MY OTHER SHIP REVIEWS AND RANTS HERE.

The Crystal Kingdom Song (Cover)
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so I recorded a cover of all the verses of the Crystal Kingdom song from The Adventure Zone! I really like the song tbh so I thought it would be fun to figure out and do a cover for ^^

I apologize for less-than-ideal quality of the audio, I used my phone to record this because I don’t have a better microphone… I also apologize for any mistakes! I haven’t really properly sang anything in a while so that’s why this probably isn’t the best, but… I tried haha

anyway, I hope y’all enjoy! :)

Just gotta say that it sort of bothers me how everyone talks about and writes about and draws about Paul as the more submissive person in his relationship with john just because paul has more feminine physical features and presence. Like let’s not push heteronormativity on them okay? I’m so tired of it. Logically, john would be the more submissive one because he had a fear of abandonment, was very much depressed throughout the span of the beatles and was an extremely unstable person (which is all telltale signs of bpd but that’s another story for another time). Paul has always been more of an optimist, and is way more stable. John would be more dependent on paul to balance out his mental and emotional shortcomings that way. Plus paul is known to have an issue with always needing to be in control. And based on john’s relationship with yoko, he thrived when he was under someone else’s control. So paul would’ve played the role of the provider, and the “rescuer” in their relationship, while john would’ve played the role of the receiver and the “rescued”. Their relationship dynamic (and anybody’s really) has less to do with (the traditional, patriarchal view of) feminine vs (the traditional, patriarchal view of) masculine and more to do with personality.

the worst part about gaara week is having to wait until gaara week to share all the stuff you drew ahead in preparation for gaara week :’>

anonymous asked:

hey I'm just wondering if you can say anything about the day trip source? i know they wanted to be anonymous and that's fine but i'm wondering if you yourselves knew the source and know that they work with the show or are legitimate?

another anon: Is the source for the bellarke script leak trustable? I’m having doubts that it’s real.             

I can’t say anything about source - I can’t say if they work with the show or how/why they got it (or whatever) because they asked me not to. I only can say I’m 100% sure the script is real and I’m asking you - bellarkers to believe us (I don’t care what antis are saying).

We’re trying to figure out to post something else as an evidence. However if you don’t want to believe us - you (or antis) will always find a way to say it’s fake.

-Alice

I have had such a stressful week and have barely gotten ten words written on anything. Writing helps me through stress, but there is no brain space right now.

And, I don’t usually do this, because this blog is not for this kind of thing, and also because I’m also really terrible at wording these kinds of things - but thinking about tomorrow and the world for the next four years just kind of terrifies me.

So I wanted to say, everyone please take care of yourselves. If you are going to be out protesting or if you live in an area that might get passionate, please be careful.

when people reblog things and they don’t,,, say anything in the tags??? like what is the Point if ur not gonna share your thoughts. did u like it? hate it? who knows? not me that’s for sure… it’s all… empty

For those scared about tomorrow

Everything is gonna be ok. We just have to band together and remember we are stronger than them and can love eachother and protect eachother no matter who we are who or what we love and what we look like. As the crewniverse would say" is there anything thats worth more than peace and love on the planet earth" “so take a moment to think of just flexibility love and trust” i love you all stay safe and im here in anyway possible

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Cinny, Bec I need help!!!! This guy asked me to kiss him (I’m a freshman and he’s a senior) and I felt really pressured because I was nervous and now he keeps asking me to go places and I say no and then this happens and now I’m paranoid af and I have to avoid all my clubs now and I don’t know what to do and I’m crying and I’m scared and he’s gross and creepy but I can’t do anything and I can’t even tell my family help I’m so scared


um??? oh my god/?? thats disgusting and he needs to immediately stop

talk to your friends about him and the fact that hes being this confrontational about it is really?? worrying? please stay safe

Requested Dialogue Prompts
  • “I never thought I’d say the world was post-apocalyptic, but here we are.”
  • “Stop beating yourself up,you couldn’t do anything.”
  • “Then we ran away.”
  • “Thats the thing,I could have prevented all this from happening.”
  • “Can I kiss you one last time?”
  • “I can’t believe all I have left is your answering machine message.”
  • “And what would you know about my species?”
  • “Why is he wearing sunglasses?”
  • “I’m a very humble person. For example, I’m actually way more awesome than I think I am.
  • “Just put down the weapon… you’re scaring me.”
  • “DAMMIT! THAT’S WHAT I’VE TRIED TO TELL YOU! YOU SHOULD BE SCARED OF ME!”
  • “She’s not afraid of you anymore.”
  • “We’re different people now.”
  • “She’s the Queen of her own castle and she thinks I’m her servant.”
  • “Only you would do that to yourself.”
  • “The guitar was made of gold.”
  • “I like you, OK? God, you’re such an idiot. I wanna punch you so bad.”
  • “This is the first time we’ve seen each other in five years and you can’t even look at me anymore.”
  • “I live off of dragon flesh.”
psa

Like first off, i’am a hypocrite when I say cancercrew “rares” and how hey come to the surface is fucking creepy, maybe not /all/ of them but majority of them. Ii have posted rares before, even ones of young Joji which I apologize for. I agree it’s an invasion of privacy and thats why i’m so against it now.

It’s come to the point where people are posting and spreading very private information about the boys, such as Ian’s address and “real” last name. If you happen to know anything like that, whether it’s legit or not, don’t spread it. No matter their social standpoint they still deserve to have a private life and are aloud to keep personal things personal, because it’s their fucking life.

I’m not directing this at anyone in particular so please don’t think that, bu for the ones who do stuff like this thinking it will make them more “popular and cool” it doesn’t. it makes you a stalker and it makes me not want to interact with you. Shit like this is why Joji stays so private. 

The boys work so hard to keep us entertained and work so hard on videos for us, yet here some of yall are trying to find out Ian’s fucking home address??!

I love this community, I do. But some of you guys really need to think before you post and think about how what you do is putting us more under a bad image. I love the boys, and seeing new pictures of them makes me smile! But lurking and posting middle school pictures of Idubbbz and Joji, is not what I mean.

I’m ending this by saying this; if you find it appropriate to lurk through the friends of the boys’ social media acc’s or interrogate their friends or them just to get information or “rares” then I don’t want to interact with you because stuff like that is what will make the boys grow to be so dissapointed in us, and tbh I would really fucking hate for that to happen. so please, fucking think before you post and shit. Thats all I ask.

i hate people who try to argue that trans people are a myth, or are not real- not just because of obvious transphobia- but because when they are confronted by a trans person after words they just,,,, ignore anything they are told. like they wait for evidence that someone is trans but what more evidence is there to be shown then having a literal trans person confront you about the topic? is that not enough? is the transphobes belief of trans being a myth enough to counter a persons existence? and even if said transphobe was to except the fact that someone is trans, they would say its a mental disorder, which is all kinds of fucked.
my identity as a man should not be compromised because someone else believes it is a mental disorder or just nonexistent all together.
i am a man and that is all the fucking proof you need to know that i am real and that people like me exist, it is not a matter up for debate because there is nothing TO debate.

anonymous asked:

you talking about being unapproachable but just said you got 25 unread messages lol. thats like saying why wont anyone hang out with me when people blow your phone up, but you just lyin in bed all day. but you right, you dont owe anyone anything

that’s me saying that i just recently lost a friend in a car accident and have had been having some issues at home which have put me in an isolated state of mind where i don’t really feel like talking to anyone because i don’t want to load my troubles on anyone or give them a shitty reply just because i haven’t been feeling well.

so, stretch before you reach.