that you brought in my life

Some thoughts about brotherly affection

I read a post from @ladyjonquilinthenorth that made me think about a context in what Sansa might have been brought in Jon’s life. Thanks for this post.

I’m new here and English is not my first language so sorry for any mistake, I hope you can understand my pov on this matter ;)

I don’t know if it means something but it seems that Jon is always quite affected whenever any kind of sexual suggestiveness concerning Sansa is brought up.

Of course any good brother would be affected by this, if it means to bring suffer to their sister, but my point is why bring this very specific subject matter? why not address others to provoke him? If not to create a romantic atmosphere, I don’t see why that would be suggested.

Sansa was kept prisoner, she was beaten, tortured, etc. So why not address these other things? why just go with sexual connotations? To me this seems a way to subtly plant seeds of a not platonic relationship. A man who can’t think about the woman he loves having sex with another. This suggests romance. The man being possessive, protective. And as we see protection is a current theme related to Jonsa relationship, on both sides.

I noticed three moments in what the writers chose to use sexual undertones over any other thing to get a reaction from Jon:

1) The scene where Ramsay sent the letter. Jon stop reading at the very moment he saw what Ramsay would do with Sansa, rape. He bear reading the atrocities Ramsay would do to the wildlings, including babies and old people but couldn’t bear saying out loud what he would do with his “sister”. Obviously anyone would be furious by that horrible acts but the scene, in case romance wasn’t part of the game, could have been played differently. We all knew what Ramsay was capable of, so he could feed Sansa to his hounds, skin or burn her alive, endless other terrible possibilities… but no, the writers chose rape to incite that reaction from Jon.

2) The death stare scene. When they met before the battle, Ramsay said something about Sansa’s beauty and his wishes to have her back in his bed. As I said they could’ve used other things, but no, they chose sex to affect Jon.

3) The choke scene. LF had many triggers to push on Jon, and they were there in the conversation, LF made a list, but no, none of them were enough, Jon only reacted when LF mentioned love, that he quickly understood as “this motherf*cker desires MY ‘sister’ sexually!!”. His reaction was extreme and it couldn’t be different, plus they had Jon say the very specific word “TOUCH” while deadly choking the creep, and again the writers chose sexual connotation.

Why would they choose sexual undertones to show how much Jon is protective of Sansa if it wouldn’t lead to anything romantic? It would be pointless, specially because they have other options to achieve the same goal. It only makes sense if they are building romance.

I’ve read some posts and as I see non shipper fans noticed they used an “odd” dialogue in this scene. Why would it be odd to them? They wanna know why Jon reacted like that. Maybe it’s weird to them because they didn’t get the romantic vibes yet. But there is something more to it than just brotherly affection, otherwise these casual viewers wouldn’t notice.

To me, and probably most Jonsa fans, it’s not odd if their intention is really for Jonsa to be developed in a romantic relationship. That is exactly how Jon would react if he has romantic feelings for Sansa, which he is starting to be aware of.

I might be wrong, of course, but for now that’s how I see this narrative.

I am not a good writer, that’s the first time I write this sort of analysis, so forgive any nonsense. I hope it makes sense ;)

Admiration

Watching the new video uploaded by the Twins had me feeling a roller coaster of emotions.

Relieved to finally see them after their break on social media, apprehension on seeing how weary and drained they looked and uncertain about what I would hear once the video began.

As the last few seconds of the video played out, I was sat there, teary eyed.

I have always admired the twins for what they brought to the table, their honesty and acute awareness of societal issues. Hearing them share this part of their life, being brave enough to accept that they were not okay and that it was fine to feel this way, their selflessness to still put us first despite feeling down for what we now know, has been months…I can’t help but be in awe of these two 17 year olds.

It takes a special kind of courage to open up about your demons, to talk of them and how they have haunted you in front of millions. My heart swells with pride for these boys and how real they have been with us and for being true to themselves, even in such dark circumstances.

Yes, it hurt terribly to see them so emotionally exhausted. It stung even more to know that they had been hiding this immensely suffocating feeling for months, putting our happiness before their own and I am glad they’re putting themselves first. It broke me to see how badly it affected Ethan that somehow, be it intentional or not, he did hurt himself. Grayson too, couldn’t keep up and came out of the situation, injured and scathed. 

I wish I could take away their pain and do more than just write about how proud and supportive I am, but it is all I can do besides continuing to support them, shower them with love and pray for them to find genuine happiness once more, even if it means them disappearing for good. 

No one should ever sacrifice the good of their health at the cost of spreading good vibes and positivity. 

My respect for the boys has increased a thousand fold. They are incredibly strong for being so vulnerable and honest with us and I couldn’t love them anymore than I already do. Their raw confession has left me shaken but relieved at the same time.

I hope things go in a better direction for them here on out. They have an army of people who love them, every single one ready to catch and bolster them with strength if they so much as trip or stumble and I hope they never feel that they aren’t doing enough or that they aren’t good enough for us.

Ethan and Grayson, you have my love, admiration, respect and support in everything you do and every decision you make.

You are not alone. Never.

kingdomheartsfan234  asked:

Squip squad Disney world/land head-cannons?

Ok so I went to Disney land last December for my birthday and if you think I’m not gonna self project the fuck out of the best week of my life you’re lying. It’s only Animal and Magic kingdom though so

-these kids all hate themselves and drove down to Florida because they wouldn’t be able to afford both Disney and a plane

-by the time they got to Florida Jake was ready to knock everyone into a coma

- Jake wasn’t even having a bad leg day when they went but he applied for a disability pass and now they don’t have to wait lines.

- “you know I feel that’s the only reason you guys brought me” “well…that and the mom van” “also so you could drive most the way”

-Christine keeps getting lost in crowds and she’ll end up in gift shops that are so expensive but….disney merch…

-christine bought like 4 stich plushies

-christine also kept a schedule of all the princess meet ups, and she waits with Jeremy and Michael since the disability pass doesn’t apply for them

-every time a princess says hi to her she Instantly gets all giggly “hiiii~~”

-christine for 10 min straight “I hugged Pocahontas…”

-rich is for all the roller coasters and like space mountain or expedition Everest while Michael is in love with the Experience rides like the Peter Pan one and Ariel

- they all gathered around a statue of Walt Disney and just said “rip, lol thanks tho”

-jenna danced with Donald Duck and Goofy, she almost pushed a little kid to achieve this

-brooke found these ice creams shaped like Mickey and almost cried at how cute it was

-jake bought a giant fucking turkey leg. That’s it. He just walked around with this turkey leg.

-rich somehow convinced all the boys to get on expedition Everest with him. Michael and Jeremy didn’t actually know what the ride was but when they saw the cut off track they started screaming “OH NO OH NO NO NO NO” “PLEASE NO MOTHER FUCKER RICH IN GONNA KILL YOU” because they thought they were gonna go backwards down that steep ass climb

-jake wouldn’t stop making fun of them for it and kept a photo of them freaking out

- Jeremy fucking LOVES wizards apprentice and went with christine to see an amazing and cute show in 3D, and he was humming the song the rest of the day

-chloe and brooke wore matching minny ears

-they went to a little bird show and a bird landed on Chloe’s hair. She almost screamed.

-brooke had been complaining about the lack of lion king and they all surprised her by taking her to a lion king show “simba…!!”

-Michael got lost and stuck in the crowd after the magic castle lit up and he had a small panic attack until this worker named Jeff came by and helped him out. Jeff took him to a little tree house and then helped him find the group

-everyone tackle hugged Michael because they were worried

-jenna screamed when Tinker Bell ziplined from the magic castle, she didn’t see the line

- “have a magical fucking day”.

- they all broke out into Be Our Guest

-“NO FUCKING FLASH” “TURN THAT SHIT OFF” “I CAN’T SEE THE GHOST” “guys…you’re so embarrassing…”

-i can’t even remember the song because I permanently blocked the memory from my mind but they got stuck in the little people ride that plays the Same Song over and over again it was physical torture

- “well…ready to drive back up for almost a day straight?” “I wish I had a turkey leg to hit you with”

- “dude stich burped in my ear…” “stitch burped in all of our ears”

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Logan and I went for a walk yesterday, or a sit in my case (sitting in my wheelchair). It actually helped me a lot to breathe in the fresh air without dying from trying to push myself to walk.

I know I say this a lot, but please don’t be afraid to get or use your mobility devices. Ever since I accepted that I need to use my wheelchair, my quality of life has improved so much.

All of these happy moments are brought to you by my wheelchair.

why one direction?

@roselirry started this little thing. She asked: “What brought you, what kept you around, why did you choose to place affection towards these boys?” and I was tagged by a few of my pals ( @looselucy @bleedinglove4h @aggresivelyfriendly) to write my story down as well so here it is!

One Direction aren’t that big of a thing where I live (shocker!!!) so I hadn’t really been aware of them until Zayn left the band. I had heard Story Of My Life and Steal My Girl on the radio but I never associated them with these bops. Anyway, when Zayn left the band there was a bit about them in the entertainment news and they showed pictures and Story Of My Life played in the background and I was like “Ah!”. I didn’t really think about them much after that but somehow I found myself humming along to their songs more and more often and I paid attention more when I heard them on the radio and so one day I decided I wanted to know more and I googled them. I wanted to know where they were from, how old they were and, admittedly, I wanted the tea on why Zayn left. A quick google search pointed me to a behind-the-scenes clip of the Steal My Girl video shoot and the second I heard Harry speak…

… I fell in love! Just like that.

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I Love the idea of comforting cryptids . monsters who live under your bed to assure that nothing bad can fit under there because They’re there & there’s no more room . unspeakable eldritch horrors that follow you around just so they can tell you shitty puns . Mom Friend™ poltergeists who passive aggressively disrupt all your electronics when ur a lil shit who should be sleeping because “you have an exam in the morning!!” , but Also tag along on blind dates in case you suddenly need an out . sirens who work as lifeguards & sing so instead of panicking you can focus on your movements & breathe easier . forest ranger Bigfoot who patrols the woods in case anyone gets lost & needs a guide out . 

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Thank you, Canada, for make my life so gay 🌈👭❤💙💚💛💜 

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!!! I realized I never posted this here ;;o;;
These were taken back in March (when I was in Manila) :D
I was like – who wants to hang out at the mall or something lol
Then these super nice MM fans dropped by and gave me all these prints and gifts and food and kjahkjsa i was so surprised hhuhu so precious ;;o;; LOOK AT IT EVERYTHING IS SO GORGEOUS ((im so lame i only doodled a crack 707 in their notebook kjdshfs))

I brought all the prints and stuff with me here to NY and I’m gonna take proper photos when I’m done with my room (along with other MM stuff a few people have sent me as well! You know who you are heehe) :D Thank you so much hhh

On this exact day one year ago, I brought someone who was very special to me to this sunflower field. She later went on to break my heart. Today was the first time I’ve been back here since then, and I felt a strange calmness inside. Life is so wonderful, and you shouldn’t waste your time thinking about how someone did you wrong or how they hurt you. I’m in a happy place, and I wish that upon anyone who is reading this

I KNOW ALL THE LYRICS TO EVERY MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE SONG AND I FEEL LIKE SUCH COMPLETE SHIT BECAUSE WHAT’S THE POINT OF KNOWING THE LYRICS IF I’LL NEVER GET THE CHANCE TO SCREAM THEM BACK AT ALL OF THEM