I told her I loved her.
I did it.
She told me she had never said it to anyone. I was so scared that I had ruined everything that I forget half the things she said. All I know is that I had hurt myself and hurt her. Later we talked and she was upset that she hurt me, she didn’t. She ended up saying it but I’m afraid she didn’t mean it. She’s everything to me Charlie. I can lose her, I don’t know what I would do if I messed things up.
Charlie love is such a beautiful thing. But it’s also a scary thing.
I want to be better, help me