me: everybody please run away from me!! please run!! i will hurt you!! i am a horrible monster!!! i will ruin your happiness!! i will turn your life upside down!!!
also me: …where all the people go? i’m so soft and nice and i just need loving :(
I just read chapter 34, and I AM IN LITERAL TEARS. (and it probably didn't help that Dear Theodosia was playing during that last scene...) 10/10 and I cried so much my mum had to make sure I was okay, aka how you know the fic has literally ruined your life!