that was really unexpected okay

MY JIKOOK TIMELINE SERIES pt.2

Okay this was really unexpected lol. I didn’t know so many people will find interesting what i have to say. 

I must admit I was thinking a lot about how I am gonna put this whole thing together.Also I had to remind myself that these are events from 3 years ago and therefore when I really wanna be detailed it is going to take some time to sort my things out. That’s why I am posting these series now because I had this idea in my mind for a very long time. 

DISCLAIMER: This post is supposed to be just for fun and shipping of Jikook. I am not claiming this is truth and I am not forcing anyone to believe this. These are just my observations throughout the years I have been into BTS and the time I have been into shipping jikook. I don’t want to cause any types of fanwars or stupid “shipwars” by this post and I don’t want other people to use this content for these kind of purposes. Also I am opened to hear about your other opinions. Just if you don’t like my opinion don’t be later on rude in my asks or something. As I said I am opened to listen but I AM NOT GONNA TOLERATE HATE OR PEOPLE BEING RUDE TO ME JUST BECAUSE I HAD FUN WITH THIS 

so let’s begin

late 2014+ Dark and wild comeback

The main thing that is totally visible about this so called “era” is that Jikook moments kinda are getting more serious and me watching them interact I always had this heavy feeling on my heart. I would say that this was kinda of a peak of Jungkook’s teasing. I would called this Jungkook being lil shit era. But also we can see other kind of attitude coming from Jungkook to Jimin at that time and that was him getting less shy and showing way more how he cares for Jimin. This period made me confused so many times to be honest because when I finally thought I had some kind of idea of what’s going on something other happened and I got totally confused again. 

Many people would claim that there is not much of a difference in Jikook relantionship when it comes to early 2014 and later 2014. But I see a huge difference and mainly in Jungkook’s behaviour. You are probably asking why do I always point out on Jungkook? To be honest he is way easier for me to read him because Jimin is more of a reserved person and he likes to put out his act. On the other hand Jungkook cannot fake most of his emotions he acts like he feels at the moment and he has no problem to show it. I was thinking about comparing these 2 periods on really nice example and that’s very famous “JIMINTV moment”. It is really nice how these 2 videos are exactly made in the early 2014 and late 2014 and how nicely we can see the change of Jungkook’s behaviour in it. 

The video starts with Jimin visibly trying to get Jungkook’s attentions and Jungkook not really being into it. 

At first I thought he was being shy or not really in the mood to play around but even if that’s the case he still found a way to tease Jimin back.

But then later on we could actually see that maknae was not having it. And he was kind of annoyed and later he left. 

Actually I don’t want to be one of those fans who would be pointing out look in this video Jungkook doesn’t like Jimin’s attention and in this video he does. No that’s not my style at all. I don’t want to talk about it because we will never know what was the base of the video. Why Jimin was even filming Jungkook and why Jungkook was really kind of annoyed. In my opinion it went like this. Jungkook was kinda tired or didn’t feel like filming and Jimin being his clingy caring hyung was trying to make his mood by playing around and annoying him. I don’t think there is more to it and I don’t really wanna go deep into this. The thing I really wanted to point out in this comparison is the body language and the weight of the situation. In this video we definitely could see that Jungkook had still this kind of friendship relationship towards Jimin or that’s what he was still going for. I think he was really not trying push it at that time. 

And then we have this JIMINTV video from which was posted in 2015 but actually was made during Danger/WOH era.

1st of all the awkwardness of the video. The tension in the video was so obvious somebody would be able to cut it into slices. In my opinion Jikook at that time even though they still were friends started to develop further feelings for each other and therefore the moments between them got more cringy and awkward in my opinion. The way Jungkook even looked down is showing he is kind of awkward around Jimin. 

For the 2nd of all and I really want to point this out because this is going to take a huge part of my analysis in the future.Can we talk about HOW Jungkook’s way of staring at Jimin changed? When I think about moments before yeah maknae is quite known for his intense stare and even me and my friend were talking about how Jungkook has this really beautiful eyes and intense stare towards people he finds interesting. BUT Jungkook’s way of staring on Jimin went from “let’s be bffs and make friendship bracelets btw i secretly like you” to “I had secretly a wet dream about you this morning” and I can really prove it. 

We can see the progression of his stare on these and I don’t think it is just me who noticed the change. I am not trying to say that Jungkook wasn’t staring lovingly at Jimin  before but I am just trying to point out the huge change.

Another thing that I noticed about Jikook during this era was that it was the beginning of the so cold tension between them that we are used to address mainly now. Many Jikook fans tend to say that the real blooming of Jikook was during Run era. But I have completely different opinion. The early blooming of jikook was actually in this era. 

The start of Jungkook checking out Jimin.

The grown affection and care from Jungkook towards Jimin.

The grown affection and care from Jungkook towards Jimin.

So I think I pointed the main parts of how I think Jikook progressed in this era and now I would like to talk about my kind of theory of what actually was going on at that time. 

In my opinion this was the time of the huge change in Jungkook’s thinking. I think he slowly started to realize what was going on and he kinda came to conclusion that there is no point to fight against it. Maybe he had some deep conversation with someone accepting or he just found it exhausting to fight his feelings. Of course I don’t think this was the era in which Jungkook came out to Jimin. I assume that even though he accepted himself he wasn’t prepared to talk about it with Jimin. That’s why he was trying to act towards Jimin. Yeah I was saying that Jungkook’s affection towards Jimin changed but that didn’t change the fact that Jungkook was still lil shit  and pulling Jimin’s strings most of the time. When it comes to Jimin I think in this era Jimin started to realize too that Jungkook might mean something more for him than his favorite dongsaeng. And now we have Jimin in his existential crisis. I think this was the point when Jimin went through a huge confusion and unfortunately he had not much time to think about it further because of their busy schedule. That’s why he was trying to act normally most of the times. But I kinda could sense the tension from his side and also him being a bit annoyed by all that Jungkook’s bickering sometimes.

Like we can see here.

To be honest I would really like to talk way further about this in the next part where I am going to make it sort of more like theory and personality analysis more than actual relationship analysis. 

Skam week. Part 26

Idea explained here.

You can find all the parts here.

Friday 3:35pm

It’s coming. That’s what Sana thought when the bell that indicated the end of the classes rang. She had spent the whole night thinking about that exact moment, the moment when she would have to face him, this time for real. No excuses, no escaping, no avoiding. Just the both of them, in front of each other, talking about them. She would listen to him and he would listen to her and then they would have to make a decision, stop everything or take the plunge and try.

She got out of her class and walked down the hallway thinking about what she was about to face when she heard someone calling her.

“Hey! Sana!” Noora said approaching her “How are you?”

“I’m fine, I guess” she said

“Have you talked to him?” Noora asked not knowing if she should.

“No. Or yes. I mean, he texted me last night. Apparently Elias told him that I like him”

“No he didn’t!” Noora said widening her eyes

Yes, he did.” Sana said rolling her eyes “He heard us talking yesterday and went to talk to Yousef and ask him for an explanation”

“And did he give one?”

“Yeah, but Elias only told me some things, I actually want to hear it from him”

“That means you’re going to talk to him?” Noora stopped her and smiled

“I texted him last night, I told him we could talk after school” Sana said biting her lip.

That’s awesome!”

“I haven’t decided what I’m going to do yet. But I’m willing to listen to him, though”

“Of course, no pressure”

“Have you…” Sana started, fearing the answer to the question she was about to ask “Have you talked to him?”

“Me?” Noora asked confused. Then she understood what she was insinuating “No, no, no. Sana, no. We don’t talk. He only texted me yesterday via Facebook because he thought you may listen to me instead of him. But we don’t text each other. At all”

“Okay, that’s good to know” Sana said smiling to herself

“Aw, look at you all smiley!” Noora said tenderly

“I still have to hear his side of the story but at least now I’m in a better place than where I was a week ago”

“Of course, and no one is expecting you to do anything that you’re not comfortable with but it’s nice to see you smiling and that he’s able to make you smile like that”

“Yeah…” Sana said biting her lip “I’m actually really nervous, I’m shaking right now”

Sana showed Noora her hands and she was in fact shaking.

“What if I mess it up? What if he messes it up? What if he’s changed his mind?” Sana said worried

“Hey, don’t think about that. Just wait and see what happens”

Sana nodded and both of the girls restarted their way out of the building when Sana heard her name being called again. This time it wasn’t one girl but three the ones approaching them, Eva, Chris and Vilde.

“Sana, wait!” Eva yelled.

The three girls got to them and stopped in front of them clearly nervous.

“Sana, we want to apologize about yesterday” Chris started “we didn’t react the way we were supposed to. We should’ve left with you instantly but we were so shocked in that moment. But still, it’s not an excuse and we’re sorry”

“And also, we’re sorry we’ve been shitty friends lately” Eva added “We were too focused on being popular and partying that we didn’t realize that you were feeling left out, that we were leaving you out. And we know is not only about the pepsimax girls and that we’ve been behaving like that for a really long time and we’re sorry for that. And we left the bus by the way”

“Also…Sana” Vilde said with a thread of voice not daring to look at her in the eyes “I’m really sorry…I know that I say things that I shouldn’t say and that I’m an ignorant sometimes and I know that’s not an excuse but I’m really sorry if I hurt you. I’ll try to think before talking from now on. Maybe you can educate me so I won’t be an ignorant anymore and I can understand you better? I really want to be friends again.”

Sana took a moment to process of the words. She wasn’t expecting any of that. She had already convinced herself that the girls were better off without her. But them apologizing to her, that was unexpected, especially coming for Vilde.

“Girls, it’s okay. You really don’t have to leave the bus because of me. Especially you, Vilde. You were really excited about the whole bus thing”

“I don’t want to be in a bus where you’re not Sana, where neither of you are. I know it doesn’t seem like it, but I really love you guys and the whole purpose of this bus thing was to be friends with you” Vilde said

“And we’ve broken that promise and we’re really sorry for that” Eva added.

“Besides, we could rent a bicycle and still be cooler than their bus, because we’d have you girl” Chris said making all the girls laugh

I don’t even know what to say” Sana said

“Say you’ll forgive us? Please?” Vilde said pouting

Sana looked at Noora and she scrunched up her nose in this cute way she always did while nodding.

“Of course I forgive you” Sana finally said

“Yaay” Vilde said starting a group hug with all the girls.

“I’m so happy that we’re all together again. You should’ve seen Sara’s face when we told her we were leaving them” Eva said laughing

“I can picture it” Sana said

“Sana? One more thing” Vilde started “Can you tell Elias I’m sorry for what I said about him?”

“I will” Sana said nodding

“So, what’s new?” Chris asked

“Well, Sana is late to a meeting” Noora said looking at her watch

“A meeting? With who?” Vilde asked

“Is it a boy, Sana?” Eva wanted to know

“It is!” Noora confirmed

“Oh, Sana! You have a date? That’s so cute” Vilde said

“It’s not a date. I’m just meeting a guy to talk about some things” Sana said blushing

“Sounds like a date to me, girl” Eva laughed

“Who’s the guy? Do we know him?”

Sana looked at Chris, who had just talked, and then at Noora who nodded.

“They’re going to find out anyway” the blonde girl said

“It’s Yousef, my brother’s friend. We’re just going to talk about some stuff”

“But I thought Noora was the one that liked Yousef…” Vilde said thinking

“Vilde!” Noora said putting her arm around Vilde’s shoulder “Remember that thing about thinking before talking? Yeah? Why don’t you start right now?”

“Sorry…”

Sana just rolled her eyes and laughed, at least she was apologizing now, that’s progress.

The girls finally got out of the school building. Eva stopped them and pointed at something in front of them.

“Aren’t those Isak and Even?” she asked “And isn’t that Yousef?”

“What?” Sana said widening her eyes

“I thought they were mad at each other” Noora wondered.

“Uh, I think I better get going and find out what’s going on. I’ll see you girls” Sana said waving goodbye

“Good luck!” She heard one of the girls saying


Sana approached the three guys and was surprised when she found them talking very calmly.

“Hi! Everything alright here?” She asked frowning

Isak and Even turned to her with a big smile while Yousef just looked at her like he hadn’t seen her in two years, eyes widened, mouth slightly parted, his heart pounding fast in his chest.

“Yes, we were just talking about the old times” Even said

“Okay?” Sana said unsure.

“Yousef was apologizing for what happened on Friday, and so were we” Isak added

“You were?” Sana asked looking at Yousef for the first time since she had arrived.

The boy only nodded, still too nervous to talk. Sana couldn’t help but smirk noticing his expression.

“So, everything’s cool between you?” Sana asked facing Even and Isak again

“Yeah, everything’s cool” Even said “There’s still a pending conversation with the rest of the guys, so we can talk things out but it’s a start”

“Good to hear” she said smiling

“Also, Elias texted me yesterday” Even added

“He did?” She asked

“Yes. He wanted to apologize. I told him that you already had but he said he wanted to it himself”

“That’s cool”

“It is”

“So, Sana, it seems like you and Yousef have plans so we better get going” Isak said raising an eyebrow

“Yeah” she said

“You two have fun” he added

“Okay”

“But not too much, I need that brain for my biology project next week”

“Just go already, Isak!” she said rolling her eyes

“Fine, fine. We’re going, jesus”

Even put his arm around his boyfriend’s shoulder and nodded at Yousef as a way to say goodbye. Then they both slowly left making Sana roll her eyes. Those boys were so extra sometimes, she thought to herself trying not to laugh.

She turned to face Yousef who was already looking at her with a half a smile. They stayed silence for a moment until she finally spoke.

“Hi”

“Hi”

And again another awkward silence.

“So…shall we go?”

“Yes, yes, of course, of course” he said way too quickly

They started to walk in silence, side by side but not too close to each other.

They had been walking for a few minutes when Yousef cleared his throat to speak.

“So…um…do you want to go to any place in particular?”

She thought for a moment and then smiled to herself when a place came to her mind

“I actually do. How do you feel about playing basketball?” she asked biting her bottom lip.

“Sounds amazing” he said smiling while memories of two Fridays ago came to his mind.

 

They got to the basketball court where they had spent the afternoon two weeks before. Like it had been prepared, there was a ball waiting for them on the side of the court. Sana looked at it and was tempted to pick it up but she changed her mind.

“Do you think we should talk first?” Sana said pointing at the ball with her head

“Yes, I think that’d be good” he answered

They both sat down on the same spot they had been the last time they were there. Again, silence beat words.

“For someone who was so eager to talk to me, you’ve barely said two words since we left the school” Sana said

“I know, I know I’m sorry” he started “I’m so overwhelmed right now. I didn’t think you would actually come to be honest”

“What? I always keep my word” she said acting offended

“I don’t doubt that”

“Okay so…I’ll start” Sana said “I’m pretty sure you already know this ‘cause apparently my brother can’t keep his mouth shut but, I talked to Noora yesterday. She told me her version of what happened. And I’d like to hear yours”

“Of course” he stayed quiet for a moment trying to put his thoughts in order “I think I should start by saying that…I like you, Sana. You probably already know that, but I wanted to tell you. I like you, I’ve had a crush on you since…well, probably since I met you a couple of years ago. I always kept my distance from you ‘cause you were younger than me and you’re my best friend’s little sister and it didn’t seem appropriate. But this year I just, I couldn’t help myself and I started to approach you and…I loved talking to you, and playing basketball with you and teaching you how to peel carrots because well, you can’t”

“If you’re looking for forgiveness you’re not doing really well right now. Telling me I can’t peel carrots? How dare you?” she said

I’m sorry, but it’s a fact” he chuckled. “Anyway, I thought you may like me too. But then I told you I wasn’t muslim and you stopped talking to me so I thought everything was over. Then we talked and it felt so good being around you that I had hope, hope that maybe we could work things out. So when Elias told me that you had invited us to the karaoke thing I was really happy ‘cause I thought you had invited us because you wanted me there”

“And I did” she assured him

“Yes I know that, now. But when I entered the club and I saw Even there and then I saw you my mind went back to that Friday when I told you about everything that happened at Bakka. And it felt like you knew them and like you had only invited us so we could be friends with Even again. I felt like I had opened myself to you, told you something nobody knew and that you only used it to play god with us and make your friend happy. And I know that you had the best of intentions but it was like I realized in that moment that you didn’t like me at all and that you were only close to me so you could make us friends again. I think that in that moment, any hope I had left was erased completely. But still, I didn’t want to make assumptions yet, I wanted to talk to you. And then…”

“Then the fight happened” she completed the sentence

“Yeah, then the fight happened.  I tried to stop it but no one would listen to me so I thought that you were the only one that could make Elias listen. So I told you and I swear Sana, I swear, that I was going to follow you.  I would’ve never sent you into a fight alone knowing that you could get hurt. Not that I’m saying that you’re week, ‘cause you’re the strongest person I know”

Sana couldn’t help but blush at his compliment

“See? That’s the way to forgiveness, telling me how awesome I am” Sana joked

“And you are awesome” he assured

“Continue with your story” she said smiling

“So, like I said, I was going to follow you but Noora stopped me. She seemed pretty upset and before I could react she tried to kiss me. But I rejected her ‘cause I don’t like Noora, I’ve never have and I never will.” He looked straight into Sana’s eyes trying to make sure that she had heard that last sentence. When she nodded he continued “I asked her what was going on with her and she told me about her ex-boyfriend. I tried to comfort her and that’s when she told me that maybe I wasn’t immature after all. I was confused as to why she would think that and she told me that you had said it, that I was immature, that guys like me only play with girls and that muslims and non-muslims can’t be together”

“I only said that because I thought she liked you and I didn’t want her to like you” Sana admitted looking at the floor.

Yousef closed his eyes and cursed himself.

“I’m so stupid” he said

“There’s no way you could’ve known that”

“I know, but still, I shouldn’t have reacted the way I did. In that moment it was like my fears of you not liking me back were confirmed. I felt so stupid, like it had been all in my head and it hadn’t meant anything at all to you. So when Noora tried to kiss me again, I let her…and I kissed her back”

He waited for her to say something but she just looked at him waiting for him to continue. He nodded and started talking again.

“But there’s one thing you should know. I didn’t feel anything at all kissing her. All the time I was kissing her I only thought about you. Like I literally saw you in my head, you smiling and you playing basketball and again you not being able to peel a single carrot”

“Stop it with the carrots already!” she said rolling her eyes

“I’m sorry! But it was big moment for me. Like, I finally got to talk to you, like really talk to you”

“It was a big moment for me too” she admitted with a shy smile.

“Good to know” he said biting his lip “So…as I was saying, I was only thinking about you and I felt so bad and guilty because, what kind of guy claims to like a girl and then kisses her best friend when things get difficult? I didn’t want to be that guy, I didn’t want to forget about you, I wanted to believe there was still a chance so I stopped Noora, I told her I was sorry and that I couldn’t do that. And I started to freak out, like really really freak out, because I had screwed up and I felt like garbage. She told me that no one needed to know, that we could just forget about it and I thought that we really could but…you saw us and I can’t tell you how sorry I am for that. I’m so sorry I hurt you Sana. I really thought you had left with Elias, I didn’t know you were there, and when I found out, it was like my world crashed. I hate myself for hurting you, I don’t deserve your forgiveness, I’m so stupid and I wouldn’t blame you if you wouldn’t want to talk to me ever again, I wish I could go back to that moment and redo it and…” he started to talk too fast and it was like he couldn’t stop, like he was entering a vicious circle he couldn’t escape.

“Yousef, hey, Yousef, breathe, just breathe” Sana said trying to calm him down. “ I get it, I get why you kissed Noora. You thought everything was lost and you reacted, just like I did two weeks ago. I’m not mad about the kiss anymore, it’s not that…it’s not that…”

“Then what it is?”

“Us”

“Us?”

“The way we hurt each other. Look at our history. Things got difficult and I reacted by hurting you, then we were forced to talk about it and we solved it. Then things got difficult again and you reacted by hurting me, now we are forced to talk about it and we may solve it. But, do you think that’s how it should be? Because I don’t want to keep being like this”

“I get it, I know what you mean. And you’re right, things shouldn’t be like this. But things are different now, Sana. Two weeks ago, a week ago, two days ago, we didn’t know what we know now”

“And what is that?”

“You know that I like you, and I know that you like me”

“Well, I don’t recall telling you that I like you, though…” she said biting her bottom lip

Yousef smiled faded and it was like his whole face dropped.

“I’m kidding, I’m kidding! Of course I like you.” Sana said laughing

“Not funny” he said acting like he was angry

“Hey, I owed you one”

“Okay, now we’re even”

“Oh, we’re so not close to being even. But I let it rest for now”

They both smiled and shared a look for a moment until Sana broke the silence.

“Do you really think that we could make this work? That we could talk to each other and trust each other?”

“I want to believe so. I’m not going to lie, it’s probably going to be difficult. But I’m willing to try. I just, I promise that I’ll come to you first when something happens, that I won’t make assumptions, that I’ll listen to you. We just have to compromise on that and go from there.”

She slightly nodded and looked at the floor without saying anything.

“Sana” he whispered making her looking at him “are you willing to try? Because I am”

She looked at him for a moment, considering what to say. Something caught her attention from the corner of her eye, the ball, standing on the side of the court. She smiled to herself and stood up

“Let’s play a game. You against me. The first one that scores 20 points win. If you win, we’ll try. If I win..well, I’ll think about it” she smiled at him waiting for an answer

“I’m in”

 

They stood up in the middle of the court and started playing. At first Sana let him score a few times in a row. She wanted him to think that he could actually win. But then, it’s was game on. She started to play as good as she could and he was so confused at first but then he got it and tried to keep the pace.

In the end they were tied. The next one who scored would win. It was Yousef’s turn. He was bouncing the ball, Sana in front of him trying not to let him pass when she had an idea. She stood still and looked at him right in the eyes while smiling. Yousef couldn’t help but look at her too, getting lost in her eyes like every time he would look at her. Then suddenly, her smiled became bigger and before he knew she had stolen the ball from him and was running towards the basket and scoring the points she needed to win.

“Yess!! I won!” she said putting her hands up celebrating her victory

“You’re a cheater!” Yousef said offended

“Who said there were any rules here?” she asked

He rolled his eyes but laughed.

“So…” he said approaching her “You won”

“Yeah, I won” she said taking a few steps closer to him

“You said if you won you would think about it. Have you?” he whispered

“Well…You know, it’s a lot to consider” she said biting her lip “I think I should make a list of pros and cons to decide”

She raised her hands like they were two sides of a balance, the left hand representing the pros and the right hand representing the cons.

“Kissing my best friend made you lose a lot of points” she said moving her right hand like someone had put weight on it “But you earned them back with the explanation and the compliments” she continued doing likewise with her left hand

He couldn’t help but laugh at the situation, she looked extremely cute smiling like that.

“You’re really bad at basketball” again, right hand “But I guess you’re kind of good looking” left hand.

“Kind of?”

“Shh, I’m trying to make a decision here”

He rolled his eyes and muttered something to himself, that girl was going to be the end of him and he couldn’t be happier about it

“So, let’s continue…You know how to cook, I’ll give you that. But, you make fun of me because I can’t cook so, again, you’re losing points”

“I promise I won’t make fun of you anymore” he said putting his hand on his chest solemnly

“Yeah…but, can I trust you though?” she said scrunching her nose “I mean, you said that before and you still made fun of me. Sorry, it has to go in cons side”

“Fine…” he said trying not to laugh

“You send me memes supporting me, that’s good” she said moving her left hand “But they’re pretty lame so, yeah, right hand”

“I can’t believe what I’m hearing” he acted offended

“I guess you could say that you have pretty cool romantic gestures” she continued “Like when you gave me flowers last week. But…we’ve been here for awhile now and I don’t see any flowers in my hands”

“Oh, girl, I’ll give you a bouquet right now if you want!” he said turning around ready to go look for the flowers

“Wait, you don’t have to do that” Sana said grabbing him by the elbow and laughing

He turned around, looked at her and then at her hand on his arm. She followed his gaze and slowly let her hand slide down his arm until it reached his hand, intertwining her fingers with his. That simple touch gave her goose bumps. She bit her lip and raised her head to look at him. She had never seen him looking at her so tenderly and she couldn’t help but smile at him. He raised his eyebrows at her and she nodded, like they didn’t need words to communicate.

“Yeah?” he asked

“Yeah, I’m willing to try this”

And in that moment, both of their smiles were as big as it was even possible.

But!” she said holding his hand a little tighter “You have to promise that we will talk things out before assuming the worst”

“Always, I promise” he nodded squeezing her hand back.

“And it’s not going to be easy with my parents. They don’t really like you right now”

“No big deal, I’m can be very charming when I want”

“Really? I don’t see it” she said raising her eyebrows

“Well, I’m holding your hand, aren’t I?”

“I can still change my mind, you know?” she said rolling her eyes and letting his hand go

“No, I’m joking, I’m joking” he said trying to hold her hand again which she let him do. “Guess my sense of humor is a con?” he squeezed her hand and smirked

“Sometimes” she smiled “You know, Elias is probably going to give you the talk, you know about not hurting me and so on”

“Yeah, I guess so. He doesn’t have to, though, I won’t let you down again Sana. I promise”

“You better” she said, then smiled and added “because if you do my brother is going to kill you and I will help him bury your body”

“Sounds fair to me” he laughed

They looked at each other for awhile, still holding hands, smiles on their faces, just taking in every detail of that exact moment.

“Want me to walk you home?” he finally asked

“I’d love that” she said

And they started walking. Just like Elias had told Sana the previous, they knew now how it felt being apart and how it felt being together and both of them were sure which feeling they prefer. It didn’t mean it was going to be easy but at least now they were willing to trust each other and try to be better.


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1st update of the day

One more to come at night and that’s it, the end

I really hope you’ve liked it and that you don’t think it’s either too dramatic nor too sugar-coated. I’ve tried to give it a good ending ‘cause that’s what I want for the show and still be realistic at the same time

I hope I haven’t disappointed you

Love you al!!

Stray Word

AKA that SLAV FUCKS UP FIC WOOT WOOT

So this took me AGES (i took this prompt like a week ago oops) but I FINALLY DID IT!!!! I hope you like it. Contains a lot of team-as-family feels. Came out fluffier than intended, but I doubt anyone’ll complain ;)

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Bunny 2

Part 1 

Pairing: JiKook
Genre: hybrid au, hybrid Jungkoook

I reached 2000 followers yesterday! THANK YOU SO MUCH  ❤ 
I will do a proper follow forever, like I promised, tomorrow evening cuz I’ll be travelling back home in the morning and I need to pack etc.

Jimin stood speechless for a few seconds. He really had no idea what to do or say. The boy, who couldn’t be anyone but Jungkook, finished eating the strawberry and turned around. He noticed Jimin at the door and his eyes immediatly opened wide with fear. Jimin tried to say something but before he could even open his mouth, Jungkook already run away. Jimin followed him to the bedroom and found him curled into a shaking ball on his temporary bed. Jimin crouched in front of him, he had to calm down the….hybrid. “Jungkookie” he started and was surprised when the boy raised his head, his eyes shining with tears. “S-sorry, I-I w-was r-r-really hu-hungry….” “It’s fine, bunny, you didn’t do anything wrong. I was just surprised. I didn’t expect a…hybrid” Jimin interupted him, smiling sligthly. “Y-you didn’t buy me?” Jungkook asked with a confused expression. Jimin shook his head. “I don’t even know where they sell hybrids and I definitely can’t afford one. But don’t worry, I’m not giving you back. Unless you want me too?” Jungkook blinked few times and then shook his head. “Cool. I should give you something to wear before you catch a cold” Jimin said and stood up to rummage through his closet. He took out a pair of boxers that were a bit too tight for him but should fit the hybrid well, a pair of sweatpants and a plain white shirt. He handed them to Jungkook. “Put this on. It might be a bit uncofortable cuz it has no holes for your tail” he said. “It’s okay” the hybrid replied, flashing him a smile and standing up to put the clothes on. “I’ll bring you the fruits” Jimin went to the kitchen, picked up half of them and put them in a bowl. He grabbed one bottle of milk and padded back to his room. Jungkook was back to sitting in the pile of blankets. “You don’t have to sit there, come here” Jimin patted a space on the bed next to him where he already made himself comfortable. Jungkook looked hesitant, eyeing the bowl with the fruits. But his hunger won and he slowly went to sit next to Jimin. The boy handed him everything with a smile and grabbed his laptop from the desk. “I don’t know much about hybrids so do you mind if I ask you few questions?” he asked, writing “bunny hybrid” into the search bar. Jungkook shook his head, too busy with an apple to use words. “Okay soo how old are you?” “17″ “Can you read and write?” Jimin questioned. Jungkook nodded, sipping on the banana milk. “Were you born like this?” The hybrid shook his head. “Did you go to school?” Another shook. “I don’t have to treat you like a pet, right?” Jimin asked, quickly checking the search results he got. Only after few seconds he realised he didn’t get an answer from Jungkook. He looked at him, surprised to see th hybrid staring at him with half of an orange stickinng out of his mouth and eyes widely open. “What’s wrong?” Jimin asked. He wasn’t sure what he said wrong. Jungkook quickly chewed on the orange and swallowed it. It looked exactly like a bunny would do it, which cute. “You don’t want be to be your pet?” Jungkook asked, his lips quivering a bit. “Jungkookie, I wouldn’t ba able treat you like an animal. I mean you’re mostly human so can’t I just treat you like………Jungkook?” Jiminn stopped mid sentence when he saw tears sliding down the hybrid’s cheeks. “B-but you’re my o-owner” Jungkook sobbed out. Jimin reached out to him and started wiping off the tears. “Please don’t cry, bunny, we’ll do it your way. Forget what I said, okay?” The hybrid nodded and went back to eating. Jimin decided to leave the rest of his questions for tomorrow and started reading what google showed him. He was so focused he kind of forgot about Jungkook sitting next to him until he heard him yawn. He closed his laptop and turned to the hybrid. “ Sorry, I got caught up. Do you want to go to sleep?” he asked, putting th device back on the desk. Jungkook nodded and get off the bed. “Where are you going?” Jimin asked him, surprised, Jungkook pointed to the temprary made Jimin made earlier. “You’re not sleeping there, it’s too small. You’re sleeping here with me” Jimin opposed, mentally thanking his uncle for getting him a double bed. The whole apartment was from his uncle, who bought it for him, once Jimin got accepted into the university, and despite all of Jimin’s protests.
Jungkook didn’t make a move to join him, he just stood there and stared. “Come one, Jungkookie, you’re too big to sleep there” Jimin repeated. “I can just turn back into a bunny” Jungkook finally said. Jimin shook his head. “It doesn’t matter. I’d feel bad if you slept on the floor. You’re sleeping here, no arguing” Jimin replied. Jungkook finally gave in and joined him on the bed again. Jimin noticed his cheeks were slightly red. He covered the hybrid and went to turn off the lights. He grabbed his phone on the way, he had to send a message to his uncle. He wouldn’t ask for it but with Jungkook living with him, he’ll have to spend much more money. 

20:36 My fav nephew 
Uncle, I’ve got some unexpected expenses. Is it really okay to use the card you gave me? 
20:37 Uncle Park
Yah, Jiminnie, how many times have I said this. It’s your money now, you can do whatever you want with it. Have fun with all the shopping ;)
20:38 My fav nephew
Thanks uncle! 

The emoji……..Jimin had a feeling that his uncle had something to do with Jungkook suddenly appearing on his doorstep. 
He turned the volume of his phone down and set the alarm for 9am. He slipped under the cover and put the phone under the pillow. Jungkook was already asleep and Jimin watched him for a while. His long ears were covering half of his face but Jimin could see that his lips were slightly open, showing his front bunny teeth. He smiled and caressed Jungkook’s black hair. He didn’t even realize how lonely he was in his big apartment before Jungkook appeared. He took the hybrid’s ear into his hands, he wanted to check if they were the same as when he was a tiny bunny. They were the same. He put it back and turned around. He tried to fall asleep but he somehow couldn’t. He didn’t know how long he just layed there before he heard Jungkook move and the hybrid was suddenly snuggled into his back. Now Jimin didn’t know what do to. He went for trying to fall aleep again, embraced by the warmth Jungkook was emitting.



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Mistaken Love

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader/Sooyoung

Genre: Angst/Fluff

Word Count: 2736

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Originally posted by jinkooks


The only thing a girl desires is that someone loves her like no one has ever been loved before. There is nothing else a girl wants from life..

In your eyes he was everything. Whereas in his eyes, you were nothing but this shy girl who wore glasses, looked ugly and walked around his house like a stranger.

Yes, you lived with him. And yes, you were married to him. But that didn’t change the fact that he ignored you like you were a ghost or the fact that he never said something when his friends made fun of you.

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“What? You’re marrying that girl?!” Jimin asked with his eyes wide open.

Looking annoyed, Jungkook glared at Jimin. “Yah! Does it look like I want to? My family forces me!”

Laughing hysterically, Jimin started clapping. “Wow, what a beautiful story! The little prince is marrying the ugly duckling.”

Throwing the first thing that was near him to Jimin, he glared at him again. “Stop laughing or I’m going to punch you in the face. Besides that doesn’t mean that I’ll stop seeing other girls. Marrying that ugly duckling won’t change anything.”

Offering Jungkook a glass of whiskey, Jimin sat in front of Jungkook. “You admit that she is ugly?”

Turning toward Jimin with an ‘duh’ look, he flicked his forehead. “Yah, are you kidding me? Have you seen her? Those glasses, the way she dresses? It’s…disgusting!”

Little did he know that you were standing by the door, one hand holding your wedding cards that you wanted to show him and the other formed in to a fist, nails digging in to your palm, listening to their conversation.
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Even though you were married to him for five months now, the only thing you two talked about was how he wanted to divorce you. Well, he talked, you listened.

You loved him. Even though he ignored you, hated you, and cheated on you in front of your eyes, you loved him. Pathetic, right? But you wanted to be loved too. You wanted to feel special, important and beautiful.

So, one morning, when you were preparing breakfast for him, you saw a piece of paper in his hand. It was an entry form for a dance competition. Knowing how much Jungkook loved to dance, you remembered the address and decided to sign up for that competition.

But not as Y/N however as Sooyoung.

Yes, you decided to change your image, your name, everything. It was stupid, you knew that. But you wanted to spend time with Jungkook and knowing that he hated the real you, this was your only option.

That’s why you went to your best friend and asked her to change your image. Transforming you into someone that not even you yourself could recognize, you went to the address.

Smiling a little bit when you saw the building, you went in. The practice room was full with people who where talking to each other. In order to find Jungkook, you started walking around. Right when you thought you found him, the dance teacher started talking. He introduced himself and talked about the competition.  

“Pshh, okay! First of all, welcome to our dance competition. My name is Seokjin and I’m going to be your dance teacher for these next two months. All of you are aware that you’re dancing with a partner, right? So please, open the piece of paper you received at the entrance and try to find your partner with the number you’ve got. The person with the same number as yours is going to be your partner.”

Taking a deep breath, you opened the piece of paper. Number 1. Everyone was walking all over the place while shouting their number. You looked up and tried to find the person with the same number. Hoping that it was Jungkook, you started walking around.

All of a sudden you heard someone shouting ‘number one’, ‘number one’ and turned around. It was him, your husband.

Walking slowly toward him, you stood in front of him and took a deep breath. “Number one?”

Looking at you, he nodded. “Number one.”

“Nice to meet you, my name is Sooyoung.”

He smiled and grabbed your hand and placed a little kiss on it. “And my name is Jungkook, Jeon Jungkook.”

Smiling at him, you looked away and took another deep breath. This was the first time he kissed your hand.

While you were lost in your thoughts, you heard your dance teacher talking. “Okay guys. I assume you found your partner. Now, I want you to show your dance skills to your partner.”

Turning toward Jungkook, you crossed your arms in front of you and raised an eyebrow. “Let’s see what you’ve got, Jeon.

He chuckled, leaned to your ear and whispered. “Don’t be shocked.”

Leaning back, he winked at you and started dancing. You noticed, he looked very happy while dancing. You knew that it relieved his stress and made him feel better.

Panting a little bit, he looked at you. “Let’s see what you’ve got, Young-ie.

Chuckling at the nickname, you started dancing. One thing nobody knew about you was that you were really talented in dancing. This was basically the only thing you did at home while you waited for Jungkook to come home. And yes, Jungkook has a dance room in his house.

While dancing, you saw from the corner of your eye that Jungkook was watching you with his mouth open and a little smirk on his lips.

Originally posted by eatupbangtan

Seeing the way you danced and swayed from side to side, he couldn’t believe that he got a good partner like you.

When you were done, you raised an eyebrow and smirked. “And?”

Lost in his own thoughts, he mumbled. “Beautiful..”

“What?” You asked, shocked.

Shaking his head, he smiled at you. “That was pretty good.”

“That’s it for today everybody. I’ll see you tomorrow.” Your dance teacher announced.

Walking toward your bag, you put your stuff in it and walked toward the door. Suddenly, you felt a grip on your wrist. Turning around, you saw Jungkook.

“Would you like to drink a coffee with me? We could talk about the moves we want to add in our dance.”

“I’m sorry but I need to go home. Maybe next time?”

Smiling a little bit disappointed, he nodded. “Okay I’ll see you tomorrow then.”

Nodding, you waved at him. “Bye.”

“Bye.”

When you walked out of the practice room, you started running. Jungkook would be at home in 30 minutes and you needed to shower, make dinner and the most important thing, change back to Y/N.

Jungkook couldn’t find out that the Sooyoung he met today was his wife. So, when you arrived at home, you showered in basically five minutes and started dressing yourself the way you normally would. Removing your contact lenses, you wore your glasses and put your hair in a messy bun. Baggy clothes and voilá, the one and only Y/N is back.

While you were setting the table, Jungkook walked in, kinda lost in his own thoughts with a little smile plastered on his face, and sat down at the table. Placing his plate in front of him, you asked him. “Are you okay? You look happy.”

He looked up at you and answered with an annoyed tone while eating his food. “None of your business.”

Sadly, you looked down at your plate. This was the real you. This was your reality. You were desperately in love with him whereas the only feeling he felt toward you was hate.


It’s been a month since you were living this life of Y/N and Sooyoung at the same time. Sometimes it was hard, really hard. Seeing Jungkook being happy with another woman was not easy for you. Well, he wasn’t with another woman, he was with you but he didn’t know that.

Till now, everything went the way you planned it. You hung out with him as Sooyoung, you danced with him as Sooyoung, you ate and drunk with him as Sooyoung. Everything he did was with Soooung. And today, after practicing your masterpiece, you decided to confess to him.. again, as Sooyoung.

“Jungkook, today, it’s my turn to show you something special.”

Placing his arm around your shoulder, he looked down at you with a smile. “Is that so?”

Smiling up at him, you nodded. “Yes, I’ll show you someting really special. Something, that means a lot to me.”

“Wow, now I’m curious. Let’s go then.”

Driving to the place you arranged everything, you took his hand and brought him to a place which was kind of abandoned and told him to stay in front of a wall.

“Okay, you stay here. I’ll be right back.”

After seeing him nod, you started walking behind the wall. Counting from three to one, you pushed the button in your hand and on the wall appeared the writing ‘I’m in love with you, Jeon..’

Peeking out of the wall a little bit, you saw Jungkook looking around for you.

Originally posted by plbangtanvkook

He was shocked, you could see that. Walking toward him, you smiled at him.

He spotted you and started talking. “W-What is this, Sooyoung?”

Flicking his forehead, you whispered. “It’s my love for you, Jeon. Did you not like it?”

“I-I like it but I-I need to tell you something. I’ve made a huge mistake. I should have told you that I’m a married man, Sooyoung.”

Shocked, you looked at him. “W-What?” You were not shocked about the fact that he was married. You were shocked about the fact that he mentioned you to Sooyoung. Not even once did he talk about you in this past month. But seeing that you were somewhere in his mind was really unexpected.

“O-Okay, but you never mentioned her in this past month, why?”

“It’s a little bit complicated, Sooyoung..”

“O-Okay..”, you placed your hand on his cheek. “I just wanted you to know how special you are to me. And don’t worry, nothing has changed between us. We were friends and we will remain friends. The only difference is that you are married and I will get married somehow someday.”

When you were done talking you looked up at him. He was staring at you with an shocked look.

“Is something wrong, Jungkook?”

“How can you be so positive and happy? How can you love me without expecting love in return? Don’t you feel pain in love?”

Confused, you looked at him. “Pain? Love is a gift, how can there be pain in love? It’s simple, you love your wife and I love you. Don’t worry about me.”

All of a sudden, Jungkook started shaking his head. “No.. No, I don’t love her..”

Bang.

With those words, your heart broke into little pieces..

Looking into your eyes, he started talking again. “I had shut all my doors to love. And then you came along, laughing, singing, dancing. And declared ‘I love you’. From you, I learnt what true love is. That there is no pain in love. You awakened love in me once again.. The love, that I had killed within me long back. Why did you come in my life, Sooyoung? What do I do now?”

“Run away with me.”

Shocked, he looked at you. You on the other hand continued talking.

“If you are not happy with her. If you don’t love her then come along with me. Not everyone gets equal happiness in life. Maybe with me, you can find your happiness.”

While saying these words, you were hurting really bad. He never loved you, not even once. He was unhappy with the real you. He hated Y/N..

“Tomorrow, after the competition, let’s run away.”

Slowly he started nodding his head. He never loved you, Y/N..


Today was the competition. And you decided to attempt it as Y/N, not as Sooyoung. Last night, Jungkook walked into your room and sat down on your bed. For the first time, he started stroking your hair. Your hair, the real Y/N’s. Well, he thought you were asleep maybe thats why he found the courage to do so. He leaned toward you and whispered ‘I’m sorry, Y/N. I’m really sorry..’

And that was the reason why you decided to come as Y/N and not as Sooyoung. You wanted to show him the reality.

Soon, it was your turn. The couple on the stage was almost done dancing and Jungkook was searching desperately for Sooyoung around the room. When the couple was done, the audience clapped and the MC announced Jungkook and Sooyoung’s name. Jungkook was already standing on the stage and was looking around.

Then, everything went black. You walked toward him and got in your position. One hand on his shoulder and the other holding his hand. When Jungkook realized that you came he sighed and whispered. “Finally, you’re here. Where were you, Sooyoung?”

Standing in the darkness, he didn’t notice that Y/N was standing in front of him, not Sooyoung. When the music started playing, the lights went on and when he looked up he saw you, Y/N, in front of him.

Shocked, he stood still. “W-What are you doing here?!” he hissed.

Not answering his question, you started dancing the first move. Jungkook, on the other hand, tried to register everything that was happening right now.

“Start dancing!” you whispered.

Confused he started dancing. Where was Sooyoung? Why was he dancing with his wife? How did you know the steps? What was happeni- Oh.

All of a sudden, he started remembering the things you said and have done. That was the reason why you left early every time after practice. In order to be able to change your image. This was why you looked kinda happy. Because you could spend time with him. It was not Sooyoung he fell in love with. It was you, Y/N..

While he was lost in his thoughts, he didn’t even realize that they were at the last move of their dance. Preparing himself, he leaned you backwards and looked you in the eyes. Everyone stood up and started clapping. Staying like that, he waited till the curtains closed.

Standing straight now, he whispered. “You’re a liar. You lied to me!”

“J-Jungkook, look-”

“Everything was a lie!”

“J-Jungkook-”

“How easily did you turn my sadness into joy. How quickly did you change my anger into happiness. I never, not even once gave you one drop of my love. Whereas you over flooded me with yours. How can you love me so much, Y/N?”

Shaking your head, you felt the tears rolling down your face. “Thats not hard. Even though you were forced to marry me, I believe that it was our fate that brought us together. We were meant for each other. Loving you is my destiny, Jungkook. When I see you happy, when I see you laugh, I’m happy. Only through you, I have learned that love demands nothing.” Taking a deep breath, you looked into his eyes. “Jungkook, I respect your decision and if you want to divorce me-”

All of a sudden, he leaned forward and kissed you on your lips. “I love you, Y/N. And I’m sorry, I’m really sorry for everything that I have done to you. I’m really-”

Standing on your tiptoes, you reached out and kissed him on the lips like he did seconds ago. “I love you too, Jungkook.”


“And the winner of this competition is…. the couple Jeon Jungkook and Kim Sooyoung.”

Standing there on the stage, you started hugging Jungkook. “We did it Jungkook! We won!”

Jungkook leaned back and whispered into your ears. “Wait here, I need to do something.”

Walking toward the MC, he whispered something into his ear. Walking back toward you, he wrapped his arms around your waist.

Suddenly, the MC started talking again. “I’m sorry, I announced the winners wrong. The winner of this dance competition is Mr. and Mrs. Jeon! Congratulations!”

Looking up at Jungkook you saw him looking at you cutely. 

Originally posted by kthmyg

He leaned toward you and kissed you on your forehead. “Thank you for loving me, Y/N.”

DAY6 Reacts To You Accidentally Kicking Them Off Of The Bed While They’re Asleep

Anon requested: Will you please write a day6 reaction to you kicking them off the bed when you’re asleep?


A/N: Here’s your reaction anon! Enjoy!


Jae: It’s the middle of the night and the two of you are rolling around in the bed, struggling to keep yourselves in a comfortable position. Once you are on your side and sleeping well, you accidentally kick him so hard that he falls out of the bed. A little scream comes out of him as he hits the ground. As he gets himself up, he looks at you and give you a confused look. But then he hugs you to let you know that he forgives you.

Originally posted by brianvkang

“Okay, promise me that you’re never gonna do that again, alright?”


Brian: For what seems like the thousandth time in a row, the both of you are in the bed trying to situate yourselves. Once you’re settled, Brian’s legs casually move over into your area. To try to get them out of your space by kicking them over. Not knowing how much strength you’re using, with that one extra kick, you kick him out of the bed, knocking him to the floor once again. He moves his hair back out of his face, crawls back into the bed, and wraps his arms around you.

Originally posted by japjae

“Y/N, we’re gonna have to do something better about this sleeping situation. Getting kicked out of the bed over and over is getting kind of annoying.”


Sungjin: You and Sungjin are cuddled up in the bed in the spooning position, thinking that you’re going to be comfortable and well-rested for the rest of the night. But boy were you wrong. Both pairs of legs start moving, his arms go to stretch out somewhere, and then before you know it, your legs take control and kick him so hard that he falls out of the bed. Still hanging on to the edge of the sheets, he pushes himself back up onto the bed and kisses you on the forehead with a smile.

Originally posted by busan-calling

“You know that hurt right? Well, not so much but please don’t ever do that again. Now let’s get back to sleep.”


Wonpil: You’re laying side to side to each other. You two are in a very deep state of sleep. His arm flops over to you and he accidentally hits you in the face. You move his arm out of the way and continue sleeping. You turn over and you leg keeps kicking him for no reason. He tries to get you to stop but it didn’t work. Before he knew it, he rolled over and was out of the bed. Getting back into the bed with you, you wake up and apologize over and over even though it was an accident. He looks at you in the eyes and nuzzles your face because he’s very understanding.

Originally posted by japjae

“I know it was an accident but let’s hope it never happens again, okay?”


Dowoon: All unorganized in the bed, you have all of the sheets on your side leaving him with nothing to keep him warm during the night. He tries to grab them from you but you keep holding on to them. He tries one more time and your leg just goes nuts and kicks him out of the bed. A scream comes from him because it was so unexpected. He gets back up and stands over you before hugging you and smiling.

Originally posted by helloday6

“Okay Y/N. That was really unexpected but I hope it never happens again.”

anonymous asked:

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32. Share five must-read fics.

…you know, I usually rec the big multi-chapters that everyone’s reading (because they’re good enough to deserve all those recs!), but I’m gonna take this as “5 fics you may not have read but really should”.

  1. Errant by pontmercy44 — Most people know pontmercy44′s stuff by now, but her very first fic is still my favorite. It’s dark and has some very disturbing material (Rey is a victim of sex trafficking, physician!Kylo has a seriously dark and twisted past), but it works within the context and is approached both delicately and realistically. 
  2. Children of Violence by  america_oreosandkitkats — The Reylo Soviet/Afghan Conflict AU you never knew you wanted. If you like historical fiction and political intrigue with a LOT of attention paid to detail, and if you like your Reylo of the subtle and bittersweet variety, this one’s for you (it also has one of the best takes on the whole “Ben/Kylo is the fallen son of Senator Leia” theme I’ve ever seen).
  3. The Conviction of Things Not Seen by airecrazy — Okay, a lot of people have read this one, but it’s still one of my all-time favorite Reylo fics. It’s angsty and yearning, sweet and sincere, and has a lot of very realistic development and slow burn going on. I’ve read it at least five or six times.
  4. He’d Let Her by LucidLucy — One of the best and most complete one-shots I’ve seen in this fandom. It’s angsty and beautiful and such a lovely, lovely take on what might conceivably become of a Force Bond between Kylo and Rey. Not a single word in this fic is wasted. It’s just so beautifully composed.
  5. Partitions by Articianne  — Aaaaand finally, my smutfic rec! This one has Rey working at a gloryhole and… WAIT COME BACK. Sheesh. Give a fic a chance, okay? This one is completely bizarre, unexpected, and really fucking good. How she ends up sexing up Kylo is really fucking good. The writing is really fucking good. The sequel is really fucking good. On paper, this is never, ever a fic I’d think I would like, but it’s one of the best smutfics I’ve read for the fandom. I don’t know why. Just go with it. 

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SEVENTEEN Reaction to You Falling In Their Laps on a Train Ride {Requested}

Can you do a seventeen reaction when you’re on a train together (they have a crush on you) and all of the sudden the train moves really fast so you end up falling onto their lap? Your blog is so cute btw!”

Thank you! Here you go anon! :)

S.Coups: “Oh! Well hello…no you don’t have to apologize, we were moving pretty fast. Um I’m Seungcheol, actually I was hoping that I would get the chance to talk to you and here you appeared.”

Originally posted by chae-seung


Jeonghan: “Don’t be embarrassed, hey if you look at it like this, if I didn’t catch you, you would have ended up on the floor. I guess I’m your guardian angel….Okay I know that was cheesy but it did make you smile so..”

Originally posted by sebongies101


Joshua: “It’s funny how things have a way of working out. I think that you landing here in my arms now may have been fate, I’m Joshua and I would love to know more about you.”

Originally posted by naega-geurae


Jun: “I’m not laughing at you I promise, I’m just in shock that I my dream girl fell out of the sky and into my embrace. THIS ISN’T A LINE! I’m being genuine I promise. You’re the one I’ve been waiting for.”

Originally posted by howona


Hoshi: “Ah are you trying to take a nap? Did you not see me? No don’t blush I was just making a joke. I know you didn’t mean to fall butttt now that you have you can stay all day…..kidding kidding!”

Originally posted by mountean


Woozi: “This is sort of awkward for me too, let me help you stand. Uh, hi I’m Jihoon, I saw you earlier in line. I’m happy that you’re the person I get to sit next to on this trip. You don’t have to cover your mouth ,your smile is really pretty.”

Originally posted by wonyeols


Wonwoo: “Oomph..Woah it’s okay, just a little unexpected and I think my book kind of jabbed my ribs….No It’s fine probably won’t even really bruise. Are you okay though? Lol just your pride? Don’t sweat it, You’re probably the best thing that’s ever dropped on me.”

Originally posted by hanwooz


DK: “I didn’t scream I just reacted loudly verbally. It was sort of a surprise since I was looking down. I’m fine, don’t worry. The only problem i’m having is controlling my heart from racing while talking to you.”

Originally posted by 12fools


Mingyu: “Well it was a big seat, so I guess I can share lol I’ll stand up. You just sit down until the train stops shaking. I’ll be okay. I was taught to have good manners anyway, and being nice to a petty girl is just icing on the cake.”

Originally posted by seokmin---s


The8: “I’m fine, how are you? That was so sudden! No time to even try and catch anything. No I don’t think that you did it on purpose. I’m already over it. i’m Minghao by the way. Why don’t you tell me about your trip?”

Originally posted by junhuidu


Seungkwan: “No I won’t lend you my shades so that you can hide, you already took my lap from me isn’t that enough? Don’t apologize again I’m playing with you on purpose. I know it wasn’t your fault. How about you make it up to by letting me take you to the dining car for lunch?”

Originally posted by pledisseventeen


Vernon: “At least we’re both laughing, I know the other people on the train must think we’re silly. But who cares what they think. These things just happen….but I will admit that I’m happy it happened to me.”

Originally posted by sneezes


Dino: “Well since we’re meeting like this let me introduce myself, I’m Lee Chan and you must be the girl from my dreams. Nice to meet you in the daylight.”

Originally posted by mountean

It’s the first time i post something here. So I hope I don’t make a mistake ^^ It’s not a big deal (interview from 2014) but when I read this yesterday i was like “OMG OMG OMG such a big fanboy”  Leo is so calm and quiet……until this day :

Q: When does Leo, who is unusually quiet and introverted, speak the most?

Leo: When I met Trey Songz.

Hongbin: At that time, rather than thinking that he talked a lot, I thought, “Why is this hyung like this,” and it was to the point I felt secondhand embarrassment. (laughing) People can talk a lot. But he started talking so much so I was really surprised. However my feelings were the same when I met Park Hyoshin sunbae-nim, so on the other hand I sympathized with his feelings too well and I could understand that heart.

Leo: It was also my birthday that day. Honestly, when the members wanted to go shopping in Beverly Hills, I wanted to rest but seeing as it was my birthday, I went out thinking “Okay, let’s just go.” And then, this really unexpected gift came to be.

Chemistry - Tony Stark

Requested by @chillinlikemisha00

A/N: This really hit home as I was studying for chem. This started out all cute and sweet but then it got painful. Whoops! Also I turned this into Tony x reader

You sat in your room, staring at the endless notes in front of you. You were usually a pretty good student, but chemistry was kicking your ass this semester. 

You flicked through the pages, trying to find your notes on electronegativity. During the lab, you and your lab partner understood, but now, you couldn’t make any sense of it. 

“Lab!” you shouted out loud, smacking your desk. You figured that if you went down to the Avengers’ Lab, maybe you could jog your memory a bit. You grabbed up all your things, and began making your way down to the laboratory.

The door slid open, cool air blasting against your mostly bare legs. You padded into the lab, walking past a working Tony. 

“Hey,” you said as you walked to the far end of the lab and sat down.

“What are you doing in here?” Tony asked, sitting down next to you.

“Trying to work on my chemistry homework,” you replied, not looking up from your notes.

“Want some help?” he asked, rolling his chair closer to you. You looked up and realized how close the two of your were. You blushed slightly and turned back to your notes. 

“Yeah, that’d be great,” you said, sliding your homework over towards him. 

“So we’re working on electronegativity and I get how this equation works, I just don’t know how to find this,” you said, pointing to another sheet. Tony nodded and looked at the papers in concentration. He held out his hand and you gave him your pen. He began working out the problem when Bruce walked into the lab.

“What’s going on here?” he asked with a small smirk.

“Tony’s helping me with my homework.”

“Why?” Bruce asked with a chuckle. Tony looked up from the paper and shot him a look.

“Why not?”

“I mean you’re very smart, don’t get me wrong, but I’m much better at chemistry.”

“You are?” you asked.

“Yes.”

“No.” They said at the same time. 

“Look, Banner, I’m already helping Y/N, why don’t you go work on something else,” Tony said, trying to dismiss him.

“Why don’t you just let me help so she can get it done accurately?”

“Honestly, Tony, I could use all the help I can get,” you said, touching his forearm. 

“I can help you with it all,” he said.

“Tony, just let me take a look at it,” Bruce said, trying to take the paper.

“I’ve got it, Banner,” he spat.

“Come on, just let me help,” Bruce argued.

“No! I can do this.”

“Why are you being so difficult about this?”

“Because you don’t trust me to do anything anymore and I’m sick of it!” he said, his hands shaking in anger.

“Tony,” you said, touching his hand. He pulled away and continued to glare at Bruce.

“Not since Ultron,” he finished.

“Honestly guys, it’s just homework,” you said, trying to calm down the men.

“Can you blame me? It almost destroyed the entire planet!” Bruce yelled back.

“Bruce!” you said, standing between the men. “You need to calm down.”

I need to calm down? Maybe you could ask your boyfriend to not create killer robots! Then I could calm down.”

“Fuck you,” Tony said, throwing the papers at him.

“Tony!” you called after him as he stormed out of the lab. You turned towards Bruce and saw how angry he still was. You pulled out your phone and texted Natasha to meet you down here. The last thing the Avengers needed was a destroyed tower and the Hulk on the loose. Nat arrived in a second, walking over towards you.

“What’s going on?”

“Bruce and Tony just got into a huge fight about Ultron, I guess. I didn’t mess up your plans with Clint, did I?”

“No, no, this is important. He can wait. I’ll go talk to our friend,” she said as she walked towards Bruce. You relaxed and grabbed your stuff again, heading back to your room.

It took a while for you to clear your mind, but once you settled in, you came up with the answer all on your own. You worked for another hour, until finally finishing all your work. To reward yourself, you made your way down to the kitchen to get some ice cream.

“Hey,” Bruce said, startling you as you searched the freezer. “Sorry,” he said with a smile.

“Hey,” you said, pulling out the package of your favorite ice cream.

“I want to apologize,” Bruce began. “I was way out of line back there. I shouldn’t have brought you into that.”

“It’s fine, I ended up finishing my homework by myself.”

“That’s great, but I still want to apologize. I know you and Tony aren’t dating, and things between you guys are weird.”

“Bruce, honestly, it’s fine.” He smiled and nodded, looking down at the floor. “You shouldn’t be apologizing to me.”

“Tony doesn’t want to talk to me,” he said, running a hand over the back of his neck. 

“No probably not. But I really think you need to. Tony wasn’t solely responsible for what happened.”

“I know,” Bruce said sadly.

“I think it would make you both feel better if you talked about it.” Bruce nodded and half smiled.

“Thanks, Y/N.”


You were sitting in a lounge room on the same floor as your apartment, eating directly out of your carton of ice cream when Tony walked by. You looked up and smiled at him and it looked like he had been crying.

“Tony?” you said, setting down the ice cream. “What’s going on?” you asked, standing up to look him directly in the eye. He didn’t say anything, just looked away vacantly. “Tony?” you asked again. He turned towards you and smiled a little before grabbing your face and pulling you in for a kiss. You were surprised at first, but folded into his touch and kissed him back. You pulled away from him and looked at him in confusion.

“Sorry,” Tony said, running a hand through his hair and sitting down on the couch.

“Don’t be sorry. That was just unexpected. Are you okay?”

“Yeah, I’m great really.”

“You look like you’ve been crying,” you said with worry.

“That’s why I wanted to come talk to you. I wanted to apologize. And to thank you.”

“Thank me? For what?”

“For getting Bruce to talk to me. It helped a lot.”

“He actually came to you?” you asked, throwing your arm over the back of the couch. 

“Yeah, we talked for a while, it felt good to get some of that off of my chest.”

“That’s really awesome, Tony,” you said with a smile. He nodded and smiled back at you for a while.

“I’m really sorry about earlier though. I offered to help and all I did was stress you out.”

“Tony, it’s okay. I figured it out all by myself.”

“Wait, you did?”

“Yeah.”

“Good job. If Bruce and I even worked on it I’m sure we would have argued some more.”

“Don’t beat yourself up about what happened back there. Honestly, everything’s fine.”

“I know, but-” 

“Shut up,” you said, pulling him close and kissing him again. He smiled into your kiss and ran his hands through your hair, pulling you into his lap simultaneously. You kissed him passionately for what felt like hours and only stopped when you heard someone clear their throat. You pulled away and could barely think about anything but Tony. You pursed your lips and turned towards the door and saw Bruce smiling in the doorway.

“Hi,” he said awkwardly. 

“Hi,” you said, running a hand through your hair, crawling out of Tony’s lap.

“Sorry for interrupting. I just wanted to come and apologize again.”

“Will you both give it a rest!? I already told you that it was fine.”

“I know, but it was rude of us-”

“Bruce! Please, stop talking before I have to shut you up,” you replied. 

“Not in the same way you got me to stop talking, I hope,” Tony said, butting into the conversation. Bruce smirked and looked down at his feet.

“Bruce it’s okay. I didn’t want your guys’ help anyways.” Bruce laughed and flipped you off as he left the room. You turned towards Tony who was also flipping you off. You smiled and smacked away his hand. 

“I didn’t want to help you either,” Tony countered.

“Oh please, you love helping me with chemistry,” you said, leaning closer to Tony who smiled and closed the gap between you two once more. 

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Cutscene Quality Keyweilders 

When does Leo, who is usually quiet and introverted, speak the most?
  • Leo: When I met Trey Songz.
  • Hongbin: At that time, rather than thinking that he talked a lot, I thought, “Why is this hyung like this,” and it was to the point I felt secondhand embarrassment. People can talk a lot. But he started talking so much so I was really surprised. However my feelings were the same when I met Park Hyoshin sunbae-nim, so on the other hand I sympathized with his feelings too well and I could understand that heart.
  • Leo: It was also my birthday that day. Honestly, when the members wanted to go shopping in Beverly Hills, I wanted to rest but seeing as it was my birthday, I went out thinking “Okay, let’s just go.” And then, this really unexpected gift came to be.
  • (StarM January 2014)
Wet Dream Luke Hemmings Smut for (infiniteskinnyinfinitythin

Sorry for the wait but I hope you enjoy it:)

“God Luke this feels amazing!” I gasped as his lips kissed my neck. He pinned my arms above my head and smiled while his hips dug into mine.

“This needs to come off.” I said and he smiled and pulled off his shirt without breaking eye contact with me. As soon as the shirt flew over his head Luke turned into Niall. For some reason I couldn’t stop kissing him and moaning his name.

“Babe! Babe! Babe!” I heard Luke’s voice from a distant and I shot up breathing hard.

It was all a dream. I just had a wet dream. And Niall was in it. Crap.

“Hey Luke sorry I didn’t mean to knock out during the game.” I said as I wiped my bottom lip.

“No worries babe I know soccer isn’t your thing. But you were talking in your sleep again.” He said as I picked up the empty plates that were on the coffee table.

“I don’t know how many times I’ve told you I don’t talk in my sleep.” I argued with a small laugh.

“Then how would I know you were having a sex dream about Niall?” He asked and I dropped the plates onto the counter.

“What?” I asked and he motioned for me to come next to him so I did.

“I get it was just a dream but is that how you really feel about our sex life? So dull that you need to dream of Niall to get off?” He asked and I shook my head.

“Luke it wasn’t anything like that! It was a random dream and it doesn’t mean anything.” I said and he shook his head but then all of the sudden he pinned my body to the couch.

“Well it didn’t sound like nothing! I guess I’m going to have to teach you a lesson.” Luke growled and he roughly kissed my lips.

“I assume you’re already wet from that .,..interesting dream you had.” Luke said as his hand traveled down into my pants and to my core and rubbed my underwear against it with his palm. I moaned loudly and he smiled.

“Admit it babe, you think our sex life is simple and sweet.” He said and I but my lip.

“Yeah it is. But sometimes I like it rough.” I managed out and he smiled and yanked off my shirt and my pajama pants.

“You like it rough love? Then I’ll try and make it as rough as possible!” Luke growled and ripped my underwear making me gasped in shock. He took off his boxers and automatically thrusted in me and we both moaned.

“Fuck Luke!” I yelled and he nodded his head and went even faster.

“That’s right! Say mine over Niall’s!” Luke commanded and his hand slapped my ass and I was shocked for a minute, he saw my surprising face and smiled down at me.

“You like that?” He asked and I arched my back knowing I was close.

“Luke! I’m about to–”

“Go ahead slut! Come for me.” He said and bit down on my collar bone as I came with a loud moan and he followed as he came with a low growl and then but on my earlobe.

“Wow Luke that was just–”

“Better than your dream?” He asked as he cuddled with me on the couch and brought the blanket over us.

“Actually yes.” I said and he laughed.

“Sorry about calling you a slut, I got carried away with myself.” He apologized as he hugged me closer to him.

“It’s okay. That slap was really unexpected though. Was that you being caught up in the moment?” I asked and he laughed and carried me onto his lap.

“No I planned that all along.” Luke said and I laughed as I kissed his chest.

“I am quiet tired though.” I whispered and he smiled and kissed my forehead.

“Then take a nap love and I’ll wake you when the game is over.” He said and I smiled, lightly kissed his lips, and fell asleep listening to his beating heart.

An enormous THANK YOU (and a little thank-you gift)

You guys may or may not know this, but I find it incredibly difficult to ask for help. Simply asking is hard enough, but I’ve asked for help a few times in my life (usually in a fit of desperation) and been ignored or given a frank and unapologetic “No,” which makes it even harder for me to ask the next time. So when several of you sent asks and/or left comments on my recent posts wondering whether you could make a donation to help out, I just couldn’t bring myself to mention my GoFundMe page. (I got an overwhelmingly nasty anonymous message - by way of a review on WtM - when I posted about it last fall, trying to raise the enrollment monies for school, which was the icing on the proverbial cake of not-ever-wanting-to-ask-for-help-ever-again.)

Also, when things are really, truly bad I tend to just blurt out what’s happening before crumbling into tears and hiding in a dark, quiet place. :(

But then came Friday and this incredible, almost unbelievable post from sothereff, accompanied almost immediately by a flood of donation notifications from GoFundMe. I couldn’t have imagined the like. I think the only reason I didn’t cry was because I was so stunned.

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@enjolrasred
Thanks for the requests! They really helped make the time go by!

Okay, the dinosaur one was really fun to do…unexpected, but such a fun thing to draw once I came up with it…I actually may color it, but I don’t know yet.

And then of course we have Javert being all stern and stuff…he’s probably thinking about the law and how many people he saw break it that day. It’s very upsetting.

And finally I can’t draw kissing!!! But I cheated and gave it to you anyway!!! Grantaire has to stand on tip toe, because I love drawing him short so flipping much!

28.1 InterFM Gestures

NO REPOSTING PLEASE

(part one is here: http://nameless-kai.tumblr.com/post/138271033986/281-interfm-dating )

here’s part 2 of the radio interview.
It was really hard sometimes, but I hope I got it somewhat

(20:20)
Re: in this radio show I’m asking the members questions: Are there some gestures of girls you like and that startles you? And if there are some you like, please tell us.
K: gestures, huuuuuuh
Ru: That’s something we answer pretty often, aren’t we… gestures we like..
Re: (don’t understand) okay, Ruki-san!
Ru: gestures I like, right?
Re: yeah
Ru: gestures…ahhhhhh… for the umteenth time, I really like the typ who can make their hair all back fast
Re: ohh all back?
Ru: to put it all together… that kind of… is really great I think.
Re: for a girl to do her hair for in a short time…?
Ru: dadada that’s why, if you’re in a hurry or something… for example the moment you go out for work and notice „wah I have no time!“ basha! (like ta-dah, hair really fast done)
Re: ahahahha
Ru: a person who’s determined and just said: I’m off for work now! On a day were you’d wear sunglasses… woaaa! (everyone starts laughing)
K: a girls gesture, you know! (laughing)
Ru: yeah, yeah, ummm, but isn’t that great?
Re: like Himeko-sama?
everyone: ijsvjsbhsf
Ru: (…) but even though you’re in a hurry..yeah …
Re: ah it still takes time, right
Ru: yeah I know that, but…
Re: but everyone’s like that right? It takes time
Ru: I know, […]
Re: but there, if the rush is coming down a little and out- something like that right?
Ru: hmmm, it’s okay, right? It’s better to just leave
Re: but it suits them right? (the hairstyle)
Ru: yeah that’s true, I’m sorry. I’m sorry, I want to regret it, what should I do?
Re: because everyone has that, right? (he’s laughing too much,maybe he’s saying smth different)
Ru: yeah yeah yeah, if it’s suiting everyone…
Re: okay, Aoi-kun?
A: yeah. …
A: er, huh. Is something I want to be done to me okay too?
Re: ah yeah yeah yeah
A: err, to put her arm around my shoulder.
Re: ehhhhh? Isn’t that manly?
A: nonono. How should I say that…
Ru: you want a man?
A: nonononono.
(Kai’s laughing)
Re: for a woman? … Something like: „Good work!“?
A: not really not really not really
Re: in the meaning of appreciation?
A: nonononono
Re: eh?
A: just in a situation you’d say to a man….something like this…how to say that? There is something,isn’t there?
Ru: violently?
A: ah nonononono
Re: (tries to say something but Aoi’s continuing)
A: like a guy friend
everyone: ah ahhhhhhh
Re: eh?
Ru: […]
A: yeah, yeah, yeah like that!
Ru/Re: ehh unexpected!
U: unexpected…:eh there is such a […] girl?
A: nono, it’s not like this […] girl exists, but…
(everyone laughs)
U: Indeed.
Re: You like hat, right?
A: yeah I long for it!
Everyone: ah ah ahhhh
Ru: I see!
A: because noone is doing that to me, my tears will come out!
Re: if someone does it to you?
A: yeah
Re: You don’t like that than!
K: I seeeeee
Re: that’s really unexpected, right?
…. okay Kai-kun!
K: heeeeeeee, I wonder what it is….
err, so…in a lot of ways… (starts laughing)
Re: what in lot of ways?
K: something like: the moment they pick something up, without bending the knee
U.. or Re: eh? The knee is beending, isn’t it?!
K: people who can pick things up without bending the knee!
Re: like that…. U: like a forward bending?
(everyone’s laughing)
K: you know… I can’t put up with the sight from the back
Re: With a miniskirt?
K: It doesn’t have to be miniskirt
Re: at these times you feel the erotic of the back of the knee?
K: It’s bad, baaad
Re: bad
K: bad and the tenderness of the male body
Re: male body (laughing) (I guess he’s laughing because Kai said „male body“ in a way you don’t normaly say it, but not too sure)
K: the tenderness is fixed isn’t it? (not sure if this is right)
Ru: this is going under your skin?
Re: What does that mean?
K: it’s not going under my skin, but… if I have to tell what strikes me, it’s that part
U: in a sexual sense?
K: ehh, uhm, yeah that might be like that too. But
R: […] pervert
Everyone’s laughing
Re: he’s swinging it around, right?
Ru: what is [he swinging around]?
K: it’s not about that! (everyone’s laughing especially Kai)
Ru: I see…..
K: (…)
Re: I see….. The kind of gestures woman do that Uruha-kun likes?
U: that has something to do with size,
Re: it has d to with size right? (I’m nor really sure if it’s Reita who’s repeating Uruha,or Uruha repeating himself… they sound so similar here xx)
U: If you look at me you already now right?
(I guess Kai is dying of laughter any second…. xD)
But… like Aoi-kun said before. The thing I long for is for example a type of poeple; like Mai Hanas style of hair (it’s pretty long, google かきあげ髪and you’ll know what kind of hairstyle he likes)
K: yeah
U: like… how should I say it. Natural…
K: err
Re: longuette…
U: yeah yeah yeah!
Re: Something like Kudo Shizuka-san
U: ah yeah yeah yeah.This hairstyle seems cool, doesn’t it? So I’m longing a little for it
Re: I want to try that a little!
U: nonono
everyone’s laughing
U: why would an middle aged man like that do this?
Ru: this kind of hairstyle… it’s fancy
Re: everyone’s taste in grown-up woman is… how to say that
U: isn’t it cool? like models
Re: I’m the opposite- I like young girls!
For example, if I get angry they blow out their cheeks
Ru: how sweet
Re: for them to say „I’m sorry“ with puffed cheeks
(everyone’s dying of laughter)
Ru: I’m shocked!
(everyone’s talking at once..)
(25:19)

Niall Imagine. " You meet him at the wax museum"

You were visiting the Madame Tussaud’s wax Museum with your friends, it was really fun to take pictures with all the figures.

From Maddona  to Michael Jackson to Beyonce and more, you all took a funny picture with them.

“ Hey look! ” said one of your friends. “ One direction figures! take a picture of me with Harry”

Your friend hugged the figure and you snapped the picture.

“ My turn!” you said. “ i want to be beside Niall”

“ He’s your favorite isn’t he?” your friend asked you.

“ Yeah, he’s so cute.” You smiled for the picture but your friend put the camera down. “ what’s happening?”  

“ Jayden, turn around.” your friend said.

“ Boo!” Niall said unfreezing.

You let out a little scream and placed your hand on your chest.  Niall hugged you.

“  sorry girls, we didn’t mean to scare you that bad” Liam said.

“ it’s okay, don’t worry. That was really unexpected.” said one of your friends.

Your friends hugged each one of the boys and so did you.

After talking a little bit an posing for a few more pictures, Niall approached you.

“ So I’m your favorite?” he asked with a cheeky grin making you blush.

“ yeah.” you nodded blushing.

“ I’m glad, you are really cute too” he said and handed you a a piece of paper with his number on it. “ call me sometime, I’ll like to get to know you better.”

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A/N: Massive sorry it’s so short , love  
imagine dedicated to Jayde0602 

Hope you liked it, if you did please let me know x
my ask is always open ♥

have a lovely day ! <3 

Two's Company, Three's A Crowd - Part Eighteen - FINAL PART

Here it is, part eighteen, and also the final part!! Thank you so much to everyone that has read the story and given me feedback. You’re all awesome!

If you have anymore feedback or comments just let me know! I’d love to talk to you guys :). Info on my next story will be up in a couple days along with my next oneshot! But for now, here’s part eighteen. Enjoy! :)

Y/N’s POV

“Luke!” I screamed and he immediately ran over to me

“Oh shit, Y/N. W-what do you want me to do!?” he was panicking

“Go inside, call an ambulance, drive me to the fucking hospital, I don’t care! Just help me make this fucking pain stop” I cried as I was doubled over in pain. I could hear a nurse or two from inside the doctors office run out. One to me, and one to Ashton, who I had forgotten about

“Everything’s going to be fine Y/N, we’ve called an ambulance and they’ll be here soon” the nurse tried to reassure me. I kept my mouth shut, knowing that if I didn’t I’d be abusing the nurse

“Where’s Luke? Where’s Luke!?” I screamed again

“I’m right here babe. It’s okay. Let’s get you sat down okay?” he said as I could hear the ambulance sirens in the background “The paramedics are here babe, they’ll take care of you okay?”

“Please don’t leave me Luke. Don’t leave me” I said in a panic and in between breaths

“I’m not going anywhere Y/N, I’m not leaving you” he reassured me as he held my hand

“Miss Y/L/N?” the paramedic said “How many months are you?”

“She’s 7 and a half” Luke answered for me

“Okay, let’s get you onto the stretcher and to the hospital” he said as him and Luke helped me onto the stretcher

“Y/N!” I heard Ashton’s voice call out behind me as they shut the ambulance doors with Luke and I inside. The ride to the hospital seemed like an eternity, especially when I was in so much pain. Everything was a blur and I felt like I couldn’t see or even think straight. I vaguely registered being wheeled into the maternity ward as my head was spinning, was it supposed to be like this? Maybe it was just the gas they gave me making me feel this way.

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“How are you feeling Miss Y/L/N?” a doctor asked me after what seemed like 10 minutes. The pain had slowed down and I assumed that meant the contractions were over, for now anyway

“I feel okay I guess” I said groggily, my voice slightly hoarse. Luke was still sitting beside me, holding my hand

“That’s good. Well obviously this baby has decided she wants to come early, but I want you to know that it’s not a bad thing. We’ve run some tests and done some scans and it seems like she’s perfectly healthy so it looks like you’ll be having your baby today. And soon” the doctor smiled at Luke and I as he wrote something down on his clipboard “Just to let you know she will be a little bit small but it’s nothing to worry about”

“Umm okay then. Uh thanks” I said unsurely, I was scared. I wasn’t ready

“Y/N are you okay?” Luke asked as he rubbed his thumb along our intertwined hands

“I’m scared Luke” I whispered, tears running down my cheeks “I’m so scared. I’m not ready for any of this”

“I know this is hard and really unexpected but things will be okay, I know they will. Trust me” he tilted my chin up with his index finger making me look at him “Okay?”

“Okay” I whispered back and smiled lightly, trying to relax.

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“I can’t believe she’s going to be here today” he whispered in astonishment

“I kn- Ahh!” I winced as another contraction hit “This fucking hurts!”

“Do you want me to get the doctor?” Luke panicked again

“Yes please” I said between clenched teeth and let out another deep breath

“So the contractions have started up again and are closer together. And you’re fully dilated. I think you’re ready to have this baby, Y/N” the doctor informed me

“Oh God” I breathed out as the hospital staff started moving things around the room, getting things ready I assumed

“Okay, Y/N, are we ready?” I nodded slightly and gripped Luke’s hand as he sent me a reassuring smile “Now on the count of three I want you to start pushing okay?” 1, 2-”

“Wait!” I heard a voice say before the doctor got to three. I looked to the door and saw a bruised and broken Ashton walking through the door

“You’ve got to be fucking kidding me” I groaned

“Do you not want this man here, Y/N?” the doctor asked

“It’s fine, he can stay but you can sit in the chair over there” I pointed to the chair that was pushed the furthest away from me “And don’t say a word”

“So are we finally ready?” the doctor asked again, once Ashton has sat down.

“Yes, let’s get this baby out of me please” I said breathlessly as another contraction hit

“1,2,3, big push Y/N” I screamed as I did what the doctor told me and pushed

“That was a really good one. 1,2,3 and again”

“Ahhhh I fucking hate both of you!” I screamed to Ashton and Luke as they both slightly laughed “Laugh again and you’re both fucking dead! This isn’t funny! Ahhh”

“It’s okay babe. One more push and it’s all over” Luke tried to calm me down as I squeezed all of the life out of his hand. But I did it, I pushed as hard as I could one more time and instantly the pain was significantly dulled. I heard my baby girl cry as the doctors and nurses took her to clean her off. I breathed a sigh of relief and threw my head back onto the pillow. It was finally over.

“I’m so proud of you, Y/N. You did an amazing job. I love you so much” Luke said and kissed my sweaty forehead. I looked over at Ashton and he sent me a small smile which I returned “She’s beautiful, Y/N, just like you” he whispered

“Here’s your beautiful baby girl” the nurse smiled as she handed me my daughter. As I looked down at the gorgeous child in my arms it seemed like everything that had happened before she got here had faded away. Nothing else mattered anymore, just her. And I couldn’t believe she was mine.

I just couldn’t stop staring at her. She was literally two minutes old and I felt like if anything happened to her I would give up my life for hers. This is what people had told me that motherhood would feel like but it is the most indescribable feeling and you will never truly know the meaning of it until you hold your own child in your arms. She was absolutely perfect in every way possible. I felt like I would never ever get enough of holding her tiny frame in my arms, or looking at the way her eyelashes fluttered as she gently fed from my left breast.

I was broken from my trance when Luke spoke up from beside me. “She’s beautiful, Y/N. She looks just like you” he whispered and I smiled gently back at him before casting my eyes back down to the perfection that was my daughter.

“Excuse me Miss Y/L/N, I hope I’m not interrupting?” the doctor softly knocked on my door before entering.

“Of course not” I smiled up at him

“I understand you wanted a paternity test done on your daughter?” I hesitantly glanced between Luke and Ashton, who was still sitting in the chair on the opposite side of the room before nodding at the doctor. “Uhh yes, that would be great” I spoke, the tension in the room finally breaking through the cloud of love that had been surrounding me and the baby.

“Great. Now if you could both put these swabs in your mouth and swirl them around a bit and place them in the sterile bag that would be a real help” the doctor said as he passed both Luke and Ashton a swab and plastic bag each before moving to the baby and lifting another swab, asking for permission to swab her mouth to which I agreed.

“Now that’s all done, I will get these off to the lab straight away and hopefully have an answer for you within the next couple of hours. In the meantime, I suggest you both get some rest, Y/N. You’re going to need it” he smiled politely before stepping out of the room. Leaving a very awkward silence to fall over the room.

I glanced between both boys and found them staring at me in anticipation. I hadn’t yet let go of my baby girl and I knew both of them were dying to have a hold. I was reluctant to let either of them hold her yet as we were soon going to find out who her real father was and if I could help it, I wanted to avoid any further hurt on both parts by having them not get too attached to her. Before I could speak up, a nurse cleared her throat and entered the room.

“Ashton Irwin?” she called, without looking up from her clipboard.

“Uh yeah” he responded quietly

“You’re going to have to come with me. We need to get those injuries checked out just to make sure everything is okay” she stated matter of factly and I realised that he must not have let them check him out earlier but came straight to me.

“You really don’t need to do that, I’m fine, I swear” he groaned, holding his stomach

“No, I don’t think you are. Please Mr Irwin, this won’t take long” she insisted.

He glanced at me with pleading eyes, and I huffed in response. Still mad with him from earlier. “Go Ash, get checked out. We’re not going anywhere. I promise”. I decided it was easier to not be super mad at him, I really didn’t have the energy to deal with it at the moment and if he was my baby’s father, he deserved to be here.

He nodded at me and got up slowly to follow the nurse, being careful of his injuries. I sighed blissfully, and tiredly, and looked down to see my baby sleeping peacefully. “You look tired, babe. You should really get some sleep” Luke whispered, still placed firmly in the seat beside me. “I’ll watch her, i-i-f you want” he stuttered, knowing how wary I was of letting her leave my sight. I yawned widely and it was then that I realised just how exhausted I was.

“Thanks, Luke” I whispered and shifted in the bed slightly, sliding my precious new bundle into his arms. I heard him gasp in surprise and looked up to see him smile wider than I’ve ever seen him smile before.

“Hi baby girl” he cooed at her, stroking her face softly with the back of his fingers.

“Can you wake me when the doctor comes back?” I asked him, sleep now almost completely washing over me.

“Sure babe” I heard him whisper as I let sleep take me under.

I was woken at what felt like only an hour later, “Definitely not long enough” I thought to myself as I turned my head to see a nurse replacing my I.V fluids bag. “I’m so sorry, Miss Y/L/N, I didn’t mean to wake you” she apologised profusely.

“It’s okay” I replied groggily, before she gave me a small smile and left the room again. I flashed my eyes up to the clock on the wall and saw that I had only been asleep for an hour and a half. I silently hoped that I was able to get a proper sleep later. Suddenly realising the room was silent, I whipped my head to my left only to relax again when I saw Luke asleep in the chair, snoring lightly with my daughter cuddled into his chest. I smiled at the sight but was soon interrupted by Ashton walking through the door, followed by the doctor who was holding, what looked like, the test results in his hands.

Luke was startled awake by the sounds, and quickly looked down to his chest to make sure the little girl was still sleeping. Thankfully, she was. I saw a flash of anger cross Ashton’s eyes and immediately motioned for Luke to hand her back to me, which he did without hesitation.

“How are you feeling, Y/N? How’s the little one?” the doctor smiled at me and checked my chart as Ashton took the seat on my right side.

“She’s great thanks” I returned his smile, taking a deep breath in anticipation of the results.

“Does she have a name yet?” he asked, seemingly oblivious to the fact that the whole room was patiently, or not, waiting for the results.

“Uh yeah, I think so. Charlotte Isabelle” I nodded and once again looked down in awe at my precious little girl, not having decided on a last name yet as I wanted to be sure of her father first.

“That’s beautiful. Well then, I won’t delay this any further. We have the results back as you can probably tell” he mumbled nervously, realising the gravity of the situation.

“Little Charlotte’s father is-“ he looked down at his paper and looked back up. Deciding words were too hard, he pointed hesitantly at the biological father. I immediately let out a gasp and looked back down to my baby, who was now looking up at me with her beautiful eyes, that exactly matched her fathers. And I wondered how I didn’t notice it earlier, she looked just like him. Breaking my eye contact with my baby, I glanced to the side that my baby girls daddy was sitting on. He had the biggest smile on his face and immediately reached out for her. I placed her in his arms and reluctantly looked over to my other side, to the man who wasn’t her father.

His eyes were glassy with tears and words were escaping him. He just stared across the bed, to the other side, wishing so badly that the outcome was different.

“I-I-I’m sorry-“ I started but he got up from his seat beside me and ran out the door. My heart tore from my chest at the sight. I felt happy to know the truth, and for my daughter to know her father but my heart was breaking for the other, even more heartbroken man.

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“You look beautiful, Y/N” my mother cried as I stepped out of the ensuite in my white gown. The day was finally here, my wedding day. And I was marrying the man of my dreams. It had taken a couple of years of back and forth, and a lot of decision making to get to this point and I was finally happy. I took a deep breath as I finally got a look at myself in the mirror. I was almost unrecognisable, well to myself anyway. The last three years had mostly been spent wearing sweatpants and hoodies with my hair in a bun, being a working mother to a three year old wasn’t always easy, and I found myself only dressing up if it was absolutely necessary.

I smoothed out the invisible creases on my white princess cut gown, feeling the soft silk and tulle run through my fingers as I stared in wonder at the dress I had created. It was truly a masterpiece and I felt beautiful. And I knew my future husband would think so too. My hair was pinned back in curls with the front of my hair in a French braid, accompanied by a white rose on the side. I took a final look at my smokey eyes, looking around for a mascara brush to apply some more, even though it wasn’t really needed. The nerves were definitely getting the better of me.

“You look so pretty, Mommy” my daughter, Charlotte said from beside me, cuddling into my dress. Her white flower girl dress, laced with a black ribbon complimented mine perfectly and she just looked so adorable.

“Time to go sweetheart” my mother called from across the room, as I walked over and took her hand in mine, Charlotte’s hand in my other. “Don’t be nervous, you two are meant to be together” she assured me, knowing how much the butterflies in my stomach were really affecting me. “And don’t forget to breathe” she laughed as we got into the car, driving the short distance to the venue.

“You ready, Y/N?” my dad asked from my right side as I linked my arm with his, standing just around the corner and behind the closed doors that hid me from my fiancé and the rest of the wedding guests. I let out the breath I was holding and nodded eagerly. “I love you so much, Dad” I whispered and gripped his arm with my other hand.

“I love you too, darling” he smiled widely back at me, pride splashed across his face. The music to Ed Sheeran’s “Kiss Me” started playing softly and the doors opened to reveal my bridesmaids and daughter, making their way down the aisle. Charlotte held a basket of flower petals and threw them happily as she walked towards the front, relishing in the all the attention she was getting, just like her father does. I smiled at the thought as I came into view of the wedding party and guests, hearing them gasp as they saw me. I heard mumbles of “she is gorgeous” and “look at that beautiful dress” the whole way down the aisle but I didn’t care. The only thing I was focused on was my gorgeous fiancé, standing up the front, looking at me as if I was the only thing on this planet.

I could see the tears welling up in his eyes as he grinned at me when I finally reached the altar. My Dad kissed me on the cheek, which I returned, and moved to sit in the front row with my Mom. I noticed that Charlotte had now taken her seat on the lap of her father, resting the back of her head on his chest while sucking on her thumb happily. We exchanged small smiles before I turned back to the man I was minutes away from marrying. I passed my bouquet to my maid of honour and turned to take the hands of my soulmate.

“Welcome everyone, to this special day of love….” The celebrant started and as much as I tried to concentrate, I just couldn’t. My, almost, husband and I just couldn’t stop staring at each other and smiling like fools, neither of us listening to the celebrant until it came time for the vows.

“So now here comes the important part!” the celebrant laughed, getting our attention finally.

“Lucas Robert Hemmings” he started “Do you take Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N to be your lawfully wedded wife, from this day forward?” he asked, making Luke beam from ear to ear.

“I do” he laughed, not hesitating at all which made me giggle and blush.

Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N, do you take Lucas Robert Hemmings to be your lawfully wedded husband, from this day forward?”

“I sure do” I smiled back, making Luke grasp my hands even tighter than before.

“Well then, that settles it!” the celebrant laughed and I was thankful we had hired such a fun and happy person to perform our ceremony. “I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride!” he beamed happily as Luke and I leaned in for our first kiss as a married couple. As soon as our lips touched, I knew this wasn’t going to be a very innocent or quick kiss.

Luke slipped his tongue between my lips and dipped me backwards, making all of the guests holler and cheer. I pulled back from him once we were stood up straight again and giggled at him, a red blush now covering my face.

Luke and I walked arm in arm down the aisle, past all of the cheering guests and I couldn’t help but notice Ashton, with our daughter still happily sitting on his lap, smile a somewhat pained smile at me. I ignored the look and smiled back at him, trying not to let the pang of guilt I felt overshadow the absolute bliss I was feeling from having married Luke. We headed straight for the gardens at the venue we had chosen to have our wedding at for our photos, leaving the rest of the wedding party and guests to head over to the reception area and begin the party.

It was well into the night when I started to feel tired and a little overwhelmed. After the photos, dancing, food, cake, speeches, and hilarious stories from our friends and family, I decided that I needed a little break for some fresh air and quietly headed out to the gardens. They were beautifully decorated with fairy lights and lanterns hanging from every tree. The aroma from the thousands of surrounding flowers swam into my nose as I took a deep breath, savouring what was truly the most beautiful day of my life, apart from the day my daughter was born of course. I was broken from my thoughts as I felt a little hand pull on the bottom of my dress. I looked down to see my stunning daughter there, burying her face into the large amounts of tulle in my dress, a sure sign she was tired.

“Sorry, Y/N, I tried to get her home to sleep but she wanted to see you first” Ashton said from behind me, making me turn around and smile at him.

“That’s okay, Ash. I wanted to see my gorgeous baby before she left anyway” I sighed, picking her up and kissing the side of her head, making her giggle slightly.

“Daddy said you’re the most prettiest girl he’s ever seen” Charlie mumbled, resting her head on my shoulder and sighing, putting her thumb in her mouth. I looked over to Ashton who shrugged in response and put his hands in his pockets, looking at the ground.

“Not as pretty as you though, my baby girl” I mumbled into her hair, closing my eyes and making sure to remembering her scent and almost wishing I didn’t have to spend the next week away from her. Luke and I were going on our honeymoon straight away and leaving Charlotte to stay with Ashton.

“I mean it, Y/N. You look absolutely gorgeous” Ashton spoke up after a little while of silence.

“Ash-“

“I wish that things were different. That I was the one you married today” he sighed and shook his head “ I know I fucked up, but I’m thankful that I still have a part of you with me. In our amazing daughter” he continued, gesturing to a sleepy Charlie in my arms. “She’s just as beautiful as you, Y/N. Inside and out” he whispered.

“Y/N?” I heard Luke’s voice behind Ashton and was almost thankful to be out of this awkward situation. Yes, I had loved Ashton but he hurt me too many times, and in the end I always knew I was meant to be with Luke. Even if it took me a long time to realise the fact.

“There you are. You okay baby?” he asked concerned as walked up to take his place next to me. I nodded and yawned at the same time.  

“We were just leaving. Charlie wanted to say goodbye” Ashton stated, not looking Luke in the eyes. Things were still awkward between them and I prayed that they wouldn’t always be like that.

“We better get going too, it’s getting pretty late and I can tell you’re tired, Y/N” he said, wrapping an arm around me. “Bye baby girl” Luke cooed to Charlie, who was still in my arms. She reached out for him in her sleepy state to give him one last cuddle before she and Ashton left.

“I’ll miss you and Mommy, Daddy Luke” she yawned before returning her thumb to her mouth. Her long dark blonde ringlets cascading down her back as she tried to keep her head up and not let sleep overtake her.

“We’ll miss you too, baby. Now be good for Daddy okay?” I whispered and kissed her cheek before Luke handed her over to Ashton, each of them giving a quick nod of the head to each other while doing so. By the time Ashton had her comfortably in his arms, little snores could be heard from her mouth, her small eyelids fluttering with her peaceful sleep.

“Bye Y/N, Luke” Ashton nodded once more and turned on his heel to leave. I couldn’t help the tears welling in my eyes as they walked away. This would be the longest I have ever been away from Charlotte in the three years since she had been born and I knew it would be difficult for me.

“Baby don’t cry” Luke cooed and pulled me into a hug “Ashton’s an amazing dad, you know that. She’ll be fine”

“I know. I’ll just miss her that’s all” I sniffed. As much as he was a terrible boyfriend and had no idea about healthy relationships, Ashton was a fantastic father. He absolutely adored Charlotte and the feeling was mutual. He had even gained joint custody of Henry in the last three years, even though he wasn’t biologically his son. Charlie loved having a big brother and I think Ashton was finally happy, despite not being with me anymore which is what we all know he wanted. But he accepted Luke and I, and for that I was grateful.

“Come on babe, time to get our honeymoon started” Luke winked at me before pulling me in for a kiss. We returned inside to say our final goodbyes, thanking everyone for coming and letting them stay there to party the night away.

Luke lead me out to our chauffeur driven black Escalade and opened the door for me, helping me get my large train and fluffy dress in the car, both of us laughing at his attempts before finally succeeding and making our way to the hotel suite we had rented for the night.

“I love you so much, Y/N. You have no idea” Luke whispered in my ear as I rested my head in the crook of his neck. “Y/N Hemmings. Has a beautiful ring to it” he laughed.

“But seriously, things have worked out perfectly. I mean sure, Charlie isn’t mine but at least she still calls me Daddy. That makes me the happiest man on the planet” he beamed down at me and I sighed, burying my face in his chest to hide my grin, trying not to give anything away. “I can’t wait till we can add our own babies to the mix” he finished and kissed my head.

Deciding I couldn’t hide it any longer, I spoke up. “Well you don’t have to wait very long” I whispered and bit my lip, looking up at him before breaking out into a smirk as I saw his confused face.

“Wait- what? You’re-?” he stuttered.

“Yes! I’m pregnant, Luke” I yelled happily “And this time, we know it’s definitely yours” I smiled to myself, not possibly being able to remember a date of conception due to all the fun we had recently.

“THIS IS AMAZING!!” he yelled, earning a glance from the driver. “I can’t wait to have another little one”.

“This has been the best day of my life. I love you Mrs. Hemmings” he beamed down at me.

“And I love you, Mr. Hemmings”.